坚持相信只有懂得爱自己的人才会懂得怎么去爱别人。
只有懂得怎么去善待自己才会开始对别人好。
一直学习着怎么照顾自己,
也开始做一个没有那么任性和自大的家伙。

喜欢和小朋友玩,
因为他们是天真无邪的。
notice wasting my time doing a lot of non value addded activity.. dunno whether it is right or wrong.
wonder about it all the time...
wanted myself to be back to what i was when i was in primary 6
wonder i can do it or not?
hoping i can do that lo

dignity

tell myself nobody can take away your dignity other than yourself.
尊严是自己给自己的。
你想别人怎么看待你,就从自己的言行身教开始。
如果想别人对你好一些,就开始对别人好一点。
不要老是埋怨别人没有给你/帮忙你。
要对别人有要求,就首先对自己有一定的要求。
要别人去爱你,要首先学习怎么爱自己,然后开始把爱传染给身边的亲人和朋友。

Happy Chinese New Year

About 2-3 weeks to Chinese New Year so.. Just wanna wish everyone happy chinese new year and my reguards are sent with the following new year card which i've bought yesterday ;)


happy chinese new year all my dear friends ;)
have a nice start today eating zhu chang fen tat my mom da bao from the market and immediately after i wanted to kacao people online.. yeong sang called...
he and his 'boy friend' came and pick me up for breakfast.
eventually they forget that i'm vegetarian again.
never mind la... i already used to seeing people eating meat infront of me, used to it d.. already ma mu liao..
dun really remember why i started to give up on meat. mayb because of my parents or my religion lo...
then i found that eating meat will make people more tiring and less energetic lo...
so this mayb one of the reason that i decided to give up on meat gua...
looking at my cousins being busy with thier homework.. makes me miss the good old primary days.. where i think that i'm damn hard working and damn good in studies...
really really miss those good old days leh. that is the truth for me. really miss those days which i'm hard working and when i will get beatting form my teacher when ever i got bad marks during ejaan and 'mo xie' that is when we would cheat. i know that is when i cheat the most.
gosh reli miss those days.. where i got those very very simple friends. but lost contact with most of them d lo...

annother thing that i feel sad about is that seeing kida have so much homework to do and they have a book call 'jia ke bu' where they record down wat are those homework that we are suppose to do. i remember that i've aq big diary to record it. and u used to finished most of my homework before i reach home.
to me school is just like the second home where i would stay until quite last and waiting for my dad to pick me up. this had not changed till to date. erm.. sometime school does become my nusery where i would stay and hang around. i think it would be fun hanging around and goin home late.really miss those time, especially during form 6 where i go in to play play (where a lot of people are talking bad about me behind my back hoh...)miss those time...
try the best to bring myself back to those good old times.
my handphone had ended its credit period. decided not to reload it until monday. nothing special. just do not wanna call anyone. do not wanna do anything.
life without handphone is still normal life rite?
just that i do not call anyone and do not reply anyone's sms or phone call gua.
anyway they wanna find me they can always find me trough sms or msn d...
remember that i'm a 24/7 online person.
now just want some time alone with myself.
wanna be happy and have a peace mind.
nothing special happened this weeks. so nothing much for me to post.
except that suet er went back to her hometoen because she is suspected as denggi case. wonder how is she now. should be better gua... really really wonder.
better do something about it. sms her later gua...;)

getting more and more relief cost most of the things had been settled and life is getting back to normal. temporary there is no coursework anymore. so happy and relief for me huh? and annother thing is chinese new year is coming around the corner lo!!!!!

to me it's happy and happy feeling.....

my boy friend had gone back to his hometown for chinese new year. dunno when he will be back. should not be so soon gua since he had completed his studies here. then poor tee chong is left alone in kl d. but to me it seems that live is back to the single and available life style can go out and mix around with my friends and do not need to make up time for him. however for me, prefer to stay at home listen to some music and prepare for my studies. have not done enough preparation recently... so terrible neh...

talking about studies felt so terrible that did not do well in my studies to the extent that i was still blur blur with wat had been tought and did not do tutorial. die lo... miss chin will always neg us cos we are not good enough plus we are not hard working enough.

like everyone's saying stupid is already bad.... stupid then lazy... that is double bad that means worse lo...
erm.. better do something on it...

okie lo... back to my preparation for presentation.
seems to be more and more happy now..
cos everything finally settled....
so happened that i'm trilled lo...
listening to guang liang's new song 'tong hua' again and again...
preparing for the presentation next week and hoping i could reli used wat i've learned so far and do the best lo:)

after tsunami effect?

the numbers of denggi cases are increasing in Malaysia especially in Setapak area.(the place where most of my coursemate are staying).
it is very dangerous that you court denggi just before chinese new year where you could not enjoy the chinese new year mood where it is fading away when we are growing up.

just wanna tell everyone remember to take care of yourself during this period. be careful of where you go and remember to spray 'ridsect' before you go to sleep.

take care my friends!!!!

童话~~光良

童话
歌手:光良 专辑:童话

忘了有多久 再没听到你
对我说你最爱的故事
我想了很久 我开始慌了
是不是我又做错什么

你哭着对我说 童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂 从你说爱我以后
我的天空星星都亮了

我愿变成童话里 你爱的那个天使
张开双手 变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局

你哭着对我说 童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂 从你说爱我以后
我的天空星星都亮了

我愿变成童话里 你爱的那个天使
张开双手 变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局

我要变成童话里 你爱的那个天使
张开双手 变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
你爱的那个天使

我会变成童话里 你爱的那个天使
张开双手 变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
你爱的那个天使

一起写我们的结局
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这是光良最新专辑中的主打歌。
好喜欢它呀!
希望可以快一点拥有它!
;〕
finally today i'm much free and can settle down and do things that i wanna do.
went to kl with my bf today. and went to the vegetarian shop and order our dinner.
the food there are not as nice as expected. to me i still like to eat at 'amata' cos the food just suit my taste. just wonder why the shop suddenly closed/moved. wonder when can find the shop again in kl?
just hope that i can find the shop again soon.
cos really miss the food of the shop very very much leh.

planing what i'm gonna do this coming holiday...
thinking about it. should be revision and revision some more.

Broken glass

jus now.. suddenly i've broken a glass in my room.
scarry.
the glass was broken into pieces and it was all over the floor.
i was scared that something bad would happened so i decided to call my bf.
luckily he was okie.
and when i sweep the floor, i was very very careful.
however, i ended up cutting my feet also.

爱那么简单~~杨伟汉

我只想在你停歇时
做一个平平安安的海港
让你什么 什么都不必惊慌

又或许在你流浪时
做一个什么都有的背囊
让你的疲惫都往里头装

或许我就是爱上你的简单
清清楚楚不需要胡思乱想
其实我的爱就是这么简单
两情相悦就可陪你到地老天荒

或许我就是爱上你的简单
清清楚楚不需要胡思乱想
我只想爱你爱得这么简单
在你身旁静静陪你渡过喜怒哀伤
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like this song very very much dunno since when i have listen to it on the radio. feel really really special simple and comfortable lo.
love is just simple when you want it to be.

Today

today~~
morning i ask my dad to fetch me to the KTM station in sentul so that i can take the commuter to Mid- Velly. According to the news paper there would be a new KTM commuter station near my house. but i do not know when it will be completed. Hopefully it is very very soon. because the sentul KTM station is quiet far away from the bus stop and it is very very quite to get there. Sometimes i'm scared of walking all the way to the ktm station alone. even that i told myself that i'm bold enough to go and do a lot of things on my own.

reached mid valley early this morning.. the shops are all closed and not yet open. so i decided to go to Mc Donalds and sit down to have my breakfast while waiting for my bf.

at around 10 when the ticket counter opens, we lined up to buy the ticket for national treasure 11am. sometimes i feel that gsc system is very bias and not complete, in the sense that those people who are late and they get to buy the ticket first, sometimes this make me very very geram lo.

talking about national tresures, i wanted to watch the show because of nicholas cage. that is only the pure reason behind. like him a lot since the show which i've watched during 1119 class in form 4 and 5 in a tuition centre. it is talking about love story.

the national tresures is talking about a family who keep holds of the treasure of the country. and generation and generation that the family had been trying to solved the cule behind the puzzle/riddle. the movie was a bit funny, hummor, romance, exciting (about hunting tresure), seems to be amazed that how they could read the map by using the special glasses. it really does seems incredible to me.

after the movie we went to buy new year cards. i choose one for my teacher and 5 cards for 5 of those friends who i think is very very closed and i wanted to give them an appreciation? then i was hungry and i decided to go for the vagetarian pan mee.it was RM5.25 after the 5% service tax and it was totally not that nice at all.;) but what to do? eating at shoping center would be such expensive and we are expected to pay such price lo. and it is seems that i like chili paste more and more everyday.

after that me and my bf when to hunt for clothes since that he have not get any for himself. he say that he do not wanna get anymore red dress for new year since he does not wear it anymore after new year day. he picked two dress which is white, where he do really look like a 'bai ma wang zi' ^-^v he was over budget on his clothes since that he bought two clothes and also a pair of new jeans. i also get myself a blouse blue one to be exact. i really like anything with blue on it. this blouse is kindda exposed in my sense but since i wan some changes in the way i dress where i would seems a bit different gua.

then he have to decide what to buy for my mom. erm.. undecided since there are nothing much which is suitable for parents, and when i'm choosing rocky and think about what we should give my parents we suddenly notice that seng joo left my bottle at the dress shop. i was a bit upset because he was always so careless.. always only care about his things first and want me to settle his problem. i do hope that i have someone who is kind enough to protect me and never hurt me at all.so i might still be searching for the mr right.luckily that it was not when i reached home then only i discovered that my bottle has been left at the shop there.

then we went to kl and i wanted buy guang liang new album since that it was stated that the date of the album is by fri 21 jan. then when i went to the popular there was no sign of micheal's new album. and then i saw the notice saying there has his album would be delayed since there was some problem with the delivery of the new album. so sad.. wanted to own the new album by this week d...

then i notice this album call ‘幸福醒了' which is featuring song from the tv talk show call '贤途有你'. i heard a lot of promotion about this album in 988. therefore i decided to buy it. the songs inside are very very meaningful and nice also. suddenly it reminds me of the pirated cd. i do hope that his album would not get any pirate attraction.
i do really know that rm30 original and rm5 pirate is quiet number of diff. but i think buying pirate products is just like stealing things from others.
承认自己是个对任何事情都要求非常高的人。
但是,当自己不能够达到所要求的时候, 就会觉得...
如果自己不能够达到自己要求的,就不能够要求别人。
让自己学习着改变,
然后更加清楚自己所做的事情。
add something to the end of my side bar.
i think it is special because you could not find it in other ppl's site...
if wan see wat is it.. please go to the end of the side bar and you will see it.
hope it will make u smile on ur boring day;)
the two little xiao gua.. make me dunno whether wanna laugh or wanna cry ar!!!!
dunno hot to handle them.
love them very very much .. but they really come and mess up my life sometimes.
come and play online game.. mess up my room
chat on msn wit my friend.
wierd cousin huh?

cut my hair

just went to cut my hair short today.
like to go back to the same hair stylist cause the way she cut my hair i think it suit me the most.
but the price had increased d. from RM10 increased to RM14.
wow.. last time when i first cut my hair it was about RM6-8 only.
now already increased to RM14.
thinking about wanna keep my hair long or not...
but i think if keep long hair will not.
because if i keep long hair it will not suit my personality and i'm also a person who is very very lazy to keep and tidy the hair.
so short hair would be very nice for me.
but i look like a guy when i keep short hair...
erm.. dialema d...

SIng Sing's b'day

today is mr Sing Sing aka SFS's(sin full sing) b'day
and also his last day of exam.
just wanna say happy b'day to him here la..
but i dunno he will come and visit this blog or not la

the course~~miss chin~~and me

today is the day i get all the revision kit and most of the manual done for all the group. (unfortunately the original ftc manual have not come!!!)
and today miss chin said something to me which i think is very meaningful to me and i should remember it for the whole semester.

"they should be able to download the question from the website rite?"
"i know you are very busy with your things.you must concerntrate during my class."
"nobody is going to pity you if you fail"(wow!!!this is the thing that hit me the hardest inside my heart.)
"why are you doing all this things? where is the course rep?shouldn't he be doing this things?"(erm.. i'm not sure about it... maybe i've rampas all the things that a course rep should do and do all the things for him?)

i have changed my attitude a lot and a lot during the lecture to respect the lecture i tried my best to prevent myself from walking up and down the lecture hall.. but i think it is difficult for me. cos i cannot sit nicely during lecture. mayb this is just my excuse because i can do it for miss chin lecture why not the others? erm.. have to correct myself and show more respect to the lecture.

annother thing which i have not been doing for this semester is preparing for the tutorial class.. i have to brush up myself for the ACR tutorial because i have not contribute much of my time on the tutorial and most of the time i was doing non value added activity.

taking care of the course is something which i wanna do but i'm not strong enough.
i'm not fierce enough?? (i'm a very fierce person and very autocratic person)
i'm not dedicated?? weird man...
maybe i'm not suit for the position gua... think of resign for many many time when i faced problem.
and it has also affected the relationship for me and my friend.
maybe because they are my friend so they demand more from me.
but have they ever think more about me? erm.. i do not know what to do.
i do really care (in mandrin call 'jie yi') how my friends treat me.
and my bf said that i do not know how to be 'fake' and learn how to let go.
and i complain about them for so many weeks already but it is also relates to the same item.
therefore i would tell myself that from now onwards i would learn how to let go and treat all other people better gua.
^-^ (tee chong gambade!!!) p^-^q genki!!!jia you!!!

relived?? excited?? and happy??

just felt relived and happy and excited today becaused of the following reasons:-
1) finally i have get most of the manual and the revision kit done for the course
2) tomorrow is holiday
3) my bf has finished his exam!!!
4) no class for the following 3 days
5) have time for myself to do a lot of things which i wanna do for such a long time
6) tee chong is goin to reborn....
haha..okie just put six since six is my favourite number and it is also my house number.

the amazing race

after so many episode finally johnathan and victoria are out of the race. the ego johnathan are so so so bad that i really hate him much.
i do really thinks that a guy should really care for the gals more if you really want the gal to be by your side.
erm. my bf's exam is over d.
have to let myself to get used to the life without him.
having lunch without him. and doing a lot of things without him.
wonder how it would be happier or?????
gonna update my blog this weekend.. give it a new look and a new feel gua... erm.. dunno i can make it or not.. wanna sleep d..

my two 'xiao gua'

the two 'xiao gua' are coming to my house more and more often. and they learn more and more things each and everyday.
sometimes i notice that i've ill treated them last time and i wanted to treat them better since i dun have any brother and sister. they are the only brother and sister which i can have. to me they are among the most im portant person in my life which i think i would like to share all my things with them.
my uncle(their dad) always say that he envy me cos i have my grandpa to take care of me when i was young. i admit that i'm always the luckiest person most of the time but to be lucky is not enough and the most important thing is to treasure what we posses now.

Be happy....

this was taken from my friend's blog.
just wanna share it with people who come to this blog.
what is the meaning to be happy.

... for your child that doesn't wash dishes but watches TV cause it means he's at home and not on the street...

... for income-taxes cause it means you have a job...

... for house turned upside down that need to be cleaned cause it means that friends had came to you...

... for the clothes that became a little too small cause it means you have something to eat...

... for shadow that looks at your work cause it means you're in the sun...

... for yard that need to cut, windows that need to clean, drainpipes that need to fix cause it means you have a house...

... for complaints about government cause it means you have freedom of speech...

...for woman in church that sings in wrong melody cause it means you can hear...

... for dirty clothe's heap cause it means you have clothes...

... for tiredness and hurting musles in the evening cause it means you have worked...

... for ring of alarm clock that rings in the mornings cause it means that you're alive.
not much time to tidy and update my blog and not much time to do anything.. i'm so tired...
dunno when can i finished all those things..

Marty oh Marty

last nite i suddenly become famous in FTMS 3.5 class.
the fatty marty call my name for about 4-5 times during the class and he will ask all the names of the people who are sitting in front and he will record down the names.
and after the first class i know he already forgot my name. but i do not know why he suddenly remember my name again after calling so many other names.
last nite onli i knoe why.
rupa-rupanya, he go and draw a picture of me and that's why he remember me.
he also draw a LAN for fui tzu and liw (yan er) and mei mei.
and he will always call shui me who he think very expert in formula.
and also mr manchester united.
the fuller siao siao one.. cos he go and record down most of our name.
today when i wake up and i saw something which the two 'xiao gua' who came to my house very often had done to my things.
they tear (maybe by accident) my time table and the tape it back when i'm not looking.. wat a clever feller...
the two xiao gua reli makes me dunno whether wanna cry or laugh.
i'm speachless..
sometimes when i see them and play with them i do really feel happy.
and i promise myself to spend more time with them and give more care and concern towards them.
slack? erm.. do something which i like it.
like and should do?
which is more important?
to be happy in life is the greatest things in life.
and to achieve the balance between happy and wat we should do i do hope i'm able to do it.
人生总有许多遗憾,所以还在身边的要珍惜,已经离开的该怀念

很多人,从小可以看大,这时你会发现,他们天生就是那幺的不一样。

只是,无需羡慕,因为你也是你,你的特别,他们也跟你不上。

翻动过去的记忆,发现自己走过的足迹,每一步都是自己,每一步都是美丽

青春,是生命的痕迹,过去,是回忆的累积

此情无计可消除,才下眉头,却上心头

总以为自己可以无视思念的存在,直到你出现在我面前....

多少人渴盼这一份注定,又多少人需要这样的注定。
又多少人明白,注定两字,不是能被渴盼与需要的。

如果我希望我的生日礼物,是能当你一天的女朋友,你愿意吗?
若我是一座城市,那幺我的灵魂,是不是你?

爱情永远只有三种情形。
第一, 你喜欢她,她喜欢你。
第二, 第二,你喜欢她,她不喜欢你。
第三, 第三,你不喜欢她,她喜欢你。

失去,或许是爱情里最可怕的字眼了。

这就是生命,总有很多事情没得选择。
但就算有得选择,也不一定是自己想要的选择。

爱情,是极度美丽,又极度残忍的

青春,其实一直存在,不管你活多久,你将永远青春

在你的爱情里出现过的每一个人,都可能只是过客。
这当中包括你的最爱,还有你自己。

心碎的声音,有多少人听过,有多少人能承受?

因为爱你,所以我老了,老了的人,是难以背负眼泪的重量的

世上情爱万万千,不屑一顾枉为人

幸福,不管是经过一番辛苦,还是轻松的得到,都是最难忘的
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just finished reading the online novel call 这城市 by 藤井树.
anyone who are interested to read the novel and visit the following address:-
这城市 ~~藤井树
like the above wordings.. give me a lot of insperiation.
motivate me a lot.
finally today i'm free for sometime with myself. do not need to do anything special, but never the less, i still have the course work and also the tutorials have not complete.
therefore, today i'm challenging myself to finish the part of the coursework which i'm assigned to do and complete it and also at least prepare some part of the tutorial.
have not have much sleep lately. only about average of 5 hours.
and my bf say that look 'horrible'
erm.. i dunno.. but i know that there is a lot of things for me to do and my task is very very heavy.
有你,人間有愛,;因妳,夢幻成真;愛你,方領悟真情,人生才完美,將不會有遺憾。
i've this net friend that has this weird weird nick name...
but i like them all.. sounds so sweet
Just feel weird that when I wanna do something then luck is not in my side.
Feel so bad about it. But I’m tired now.. jus wanna go to sleep.
no time no time no time..
bought lee hom new album and also the lord of the ring the return of the king the extended vcd version.. cannot watch and listen to it yet...
cos have not much time for myself this week.. so sad..
there is this electric blackout today in most of the area in kl.

the exam in college have to be postpone for half an hour because there is students who are trap in the lrt.

i wonder what happened?
if i'm taking the exam.. i'll sure start to panic since exam should be very very important for me.
should be very very frustrated for me lo...
吉隆坡13日讯-由于在雪兰莪州巴生加埔国能发电站的其中3台发电机发生故障,导致中南马地区今日中午12时许发生大停电事件,历时大约两句钟。受大停电影响的地区包括雪兰莪和吉隆坡一部分地区,而南马区的电流供应几乎全面中断,包括森美兰、马六甲和柔佛。

吉隆坡、八打灵再也和新山等各主要城市在发生大停电后,市内交通情况顿时一片混乱,需劳动交警全面出动维持秩序。

快铁火车中止服务
吉隆坡消拯局在大停电后曾接获投报,指有人受困在市内一些政府和私人界办公大厦的电梯内。
市内靠电流运作的轻快铁和电动火车服务也因为电流中断而中止服务,一些搭客甚至因为轻快铁半途停车而受困在内。
在吉隆坡国际机场方面,停电事件并没有影响机场的操作和航班的飞行,因为机场拥有备用的电供系统应付停电事件。不过,往返吉隆坡和机场之间的机场直透快铁(ERL)服务却受影响。
国能副总执行长兼副主席拿督阿都哈迪在发生停电事件后于今日下午在吉隆坡召开的新闻发布会上说,加埔国能发电站的发电机于12时16分发生跳闸现象(tripping),而导致中南马多个地区的电流输送站受到牵连,电供中断。
他说,雪隆受影响的地区主要是蕉赖老街场(Pudu Ulu)、吉隆坡东区、沙登、孟沙、白沙罗、淡江、布城、八打灵再也和莎亚南等。
阿都哈迪指出,为避免有关发电站的故障影响全国的电流供应,国能决定让南马区的发电站自动跳闸。所以在这种情况下,南马一带地区的电压剧降,造成电流供应受到严重影响。

国能失千兆瓦电流
他指出,这一回的发电站故障导致国能流失1千700兆瓦的电流供应,这味着南马的电流供应几乎全面中断。
全国的电流供应网分4个地区操作,即北马区、南马区、东海岸区和东马区。阿都哈迪说,庆幸的是,目前只是南马区的供应网受影响,其他3个电流供应网完全未受波及。
另一方面,在阿都哈迪举行新闻布会的途中,掌管能源事务的能源、水务及通讯部长拿督斯里林敬益医生从马六甲致电向前者了解大停电事件的最新发展。
针对传言,指这次大停电事件是因为国能员工对公司付给的花红数额感到不满而作出破坏,他加以驳斥,指为无稽之谈。
阿都哈迪在历时约5分钟的新闻发布会过后,便赶到国能总部大厦7楼,负责协调工作。
have no time to update my blog.
i'm very very busy this few days.
wanna sleep also not that free...
still a lot of things to do...
commited to do things.. just want myself to be effective and happy.
today was very very tiring..
wonder how m i gonna survive this week.. how can i do it...
wonder...
cannot say anything more...
wanna go to bed d.
just wanna tell myself take care. and if you think you can do it.
go ahead to work your 101% to achieve your dreams.
电脑里头一直重复着同一首歌。
是李心洁的恋。
她的专辑中,最喜欢的就是这首歌了。

为自己爱的人而变得更美丽是件非常幸福的事情。
感觉上自己并没有因为谈恋爱了,而变得更美丽。
感觉和他之间的爱恋,就好象变成呼吸一样的自然。
当他的大小孩。让他一直疼爱着。

喜欢恋爱的感觉,喜欢被照顾的感觉。
拥有疼爱着自己的人是世界上最幸福的事情了。
today having class agian.. in kl..
a lot of things to do but hav not finished yet.
i wanna do a lot a lot of things leh...
sometimes i think it is really really important for me to know what i wanna do and to complete it within the specificed time required.
erm.. looking forward for a new lee hom calender leh!!!
went to kl today bought lee hom's new album. dunno whether reli nice or not.. but i just wanna get the album.
i was disappointed since there is no free poster from popular. erm... i tought there will be free poster for me.

then wanna go to my favourite vegetarian shop to have something and just discover that the shop had closed down/moved. annother disappointment for me today.

then the mood just become so moody and disappointed.
not much excitment happened today..
life seems to be dull..
anyway hopping for better 2moro.

恋~~李心洁


作词:李心洁 作曲:光良 编曲:梁伯君

不愿承认 不愿面对 我真的爱你很深很深
一个笑容 一句话语 都让我心跳 很快很快
每个思索 每个欲望 全被你佔据很满很满
无法平静 不想透露 因为爱你快乐 很久很久

情愿 醉死在梦里 当一切都变得无力
情愿 为你而美丽 当你呼唤我的名字
情愿 默默的隐藏 当它只是一个错误
情愿 很久的以后 当一切都被时间沖淡 我只会更爱你
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i like this song very very much like the lyrics and also the tune..
like the feeling of loving a person.

any die hard fan of guang liang?

michael/guang liang's website
guang liang is going to issue his latest album by the end of jan.
those who like him and miss his song so much you can visit the above site and listen to his latest song.

LiZzArD!!!!!!

when i came back to my bouse. and on my computer.. there was a big lizzard!!!!!
moving all over my room. here and there.. and i was scared.. and shouted.

my parents will always say i'm a dirty bug...
i know that i'm giving myself too much excuse to myself d... for not tidy up my room and make my things in a mess.
this is annother thing which i should improve in this year.

Miss Chin

Miss Chin is my advance corporate reporting paper 3.6 lecture.
she is a very very systematic lecture but her notes are quite messy sometimes.
since i'm the printing manager. i have to deal with her most of the time.

she is really really special in the sense that she will 'tegur' us when we did something not correct, wrong or something which she thinks is not correct.

today she went into the lecture hall early. she said that she got nothing to do in her office so she decided to come early to check and see whether we are late.
yes. we are always late for lectures and tutorial. miss chin was saying that she will start her lecture at 8.00 sharp. but i think she did start later today. and i was joking with her that my clock was already 8.00am already,and we should start now. but the dk was like only having 30% of the students coming in to the class.i would like to put my watch five minutes earlier where this would definately make a difference in everything that we do. sometimes it seems that we tend to be late in most of the things we do in our life.

i do think that her lecture and tutorial are tension enough, but just that if we are commited enough, we should be able to complete what we wanna achieve within the required time.

beauty with a purpose

just read the chinese news paper which it covers a interview with lina teoh. she could be considered as on of my role model.
she talks about beauty with a purpose i think it is quiet correct in the sense that we should live ourlife beautifully and make it with purpose.

sometimes i think if a person's appearance is beautiful but the heart is the opposite.. it defeats the purpose of a person being beautiful.

i do think beauty comes very much from the innerside and not much form the outher side.
just feel guity and presured that i did not study well for this few weeks
i did not read before i go to the lecture and did not prepare well for my tutorial.
just really really guity about that.
so.. now i'll tell myself to do something about it.
i will see what is the results within one week.
i do really hope that i could fixed things.
and make myself well organised.
i'm still very very messy.
tired?
okie lo... but sometimes when i comes to studying...
i want myself to put 100%
commitment to me is very very important since it will ensure my success.
sometimes i do think going outside tuition do give me a better exposure of my future.
love to stay outside and explore to new things.
life is getting fun but tiring..;)
the sky just rain the air is wet and wet...
raining.. tonight will be a very very cold night...
should be a very could night....
and my mom washed my nice nice blanket...
dun hav nice nice blanket...
dunno can sleep well d or not wor...
a lot of ppl are getting in to relationship now..
since it is the final semester of our course.
can see a lot of couple in our course d.
wonder what would it be like after our course finished.

eyes on me?????

sometimes having attention from the lecture is a bad thing or a good thing leh?
i like to have good relationship with the lecture...
so that when i need their help in my studies it would be much much more easier for me.
but when there is too many attention on you alone.. there would be a lot of presure on you.
you feel guity when you do not do the tutorial.
she say dun sleep also need to complete her tutorial.
i wonder. i know i really felt guilty d...
but today lecture's she was so nice.. when we did not prepare for the presentation she did not even angry.
they say it is mayb b'cos i'm in the class...
dunno.. she say got annother class that did not prepare for the presentation and she just skip the question.
i just feel very very thankful.
thanks miss chin for being so nice to me and my class..:p
erm... tiring this few days... wanna sleep early today...
now is about 6.40 in the morning.
yesterday was a very very busy day.
now have not much time to spend with my bf and thing have to be done is study and study and study.
coursework and tutorial will fill my life. so basically i have no really life.
to me. i would like to give myself a challenge.
use this opportunity for myself to learn to kept myself organised and well maintained.
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today wake up, and my leg was cramp.
this is how i woke up for the past week and today.
the pain is terrible is like you cannot walk anymore.
tat day was the left leg and today is the right one.
all the muscle are stick together and just feel that the muscle cannot breath.
very very painful. but still need to tahan...
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yesterday was the firstday of my tuition class.
daniel ho.. the lecture is still okie.. but he like to walk here and there looking at him i think i will get a bit pengsan.
most of the people there are working people since the class is an evening class.
erm..
sitting in the lrt makes me think a lot.
seeing a malay speaking cantonese
and see a gal talking very assonance english.
i just wonder what it would be like when i go out of work,
anything it was just mere dream.
so now i have to go for bath and prepare myself for 8am class.
ooo.. yet annother great day ahead.

垃圾车~~五月天

虽然你脾气坏 对待朋友又差 凸槌又更爱牵拖
佳在你遇到我 不爱计较的我 算你坏人有好命

我走路你坐车 你吃饭我洗碗 你被欺负我拼命
若为了爽到你 可以艰苦到我 因为 咱缘分不可散

有你 我才未孤单 有你的陪伴 我才有靠山
你若不爽 我是你的垃圾车 每天 听你的心声

有你 我才未孤单 有你的陪伴 我才有靠山
你若欢喜 我是你的垃圾车 每天 听你唱歌

爱情有影伤肝 想到我就会惊 亲像热天洗温泉
头晕目暗的我 爱到整身躯汗 我 欢喜又搁甘愿 给你快活

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saw this song on my friend ah bee punya blog. she say it is taking about friendship.
so i decided to go and download it and listen.
it is a hokkien song..
eventough that i'm a hokkien i also dunno a rubbish truck.. is call ' bun so qia' because i always call it 'sap sui qia'
sometimes i do think that we have to be somebody's rubbish truck sometimes in life.
listening to their happy and unhappy event.
to me, i would rather keep things to myself.
even if you do not treat me well enough. but i would rather i know it myself in my heart than to tell the whole world.
i would rather my friend to be happy with me, and not feel a lot of trouble with me.
i'm learning to be a better person everyday.
getting myself to have better temper, not onli to outsider and also my family member where i've been taken them for granted for many many years.
be thankful to them. and show them i do really care for them and create some value for them.
then annother thing i wanna say is.. luckily that i got this friend call bee one..
she is like the one who understand me a lot. that when i'm not really happy i would like to tell her. and she would like understand that why and where the hell i'm doing such things.
thanks to everyone in my life...
because of you my life have become more clourful and more exciting...
thanks for being in my life.;)
love you all much..
thousand and million hugz...
today went to jaya jusco in metro prima, kepong with my parents.
and guess who i met.
my uncle and aunty and cousin dee.
hahaha.. it is really wierd that i saw them..and they are just living next to me and i seldom see them at all... weird enough rite?

erm.. take my parents to eat secret receipe.. as usual. i order cheese choc and also ice lemon tea.
my mom say i do not know how to enjoy cos ice lemon tea are meant for those who eat spicy food. but i like ice lemon tea with cheese cake. it is very enjoying.
they order marble cheese and baked cheese. it seems obvious that i would not choose those consider traditional cheese cake.
and my dad order expresso.. which a type of coffee which is very very bitter. and very very small cup...
and my mom ordered white coffee.
my dad was wanting the very very big cup of coffee so that it would satisfied him.
and it was really funny seeing that he had actually ordered a very very small cup of coffee and very very bitter one...
hahaha...
today is a nice day and i did something i've never did before. that is bringing my parents to eat high tea.;)
i'm satisfied...
i went to have a rest and i fell asleep with my comp on.
and when i wanted to offline.
saw my friend.. a bit weird one...
the guy told me tat he had been clubbing whole nite juz came back and online and he so surprise to see that i'm on also..
weird.. we were like questioning each other why the hell are we still online.
feeling that not completing my blog about thing that happened today is weird. so i decided to sit down and write about wat happen on the first day of the year before i went back to bed again.
so i'm very very tired now...
but the first day of the year was quiet good for myself.
and i get to eat my favourite bak kut teh.. which is very good for health and some say that it can help to loose weight.
erm.. this is a formula by my grandma. it is really really nice one.. but it cost RM6 where my uncle sell it at the night market. however it is one of the highest sales product.

01012005~~brand new year

today went to bukit bintang to hunt for new year clothes with my bf.
the day starts like this...
i would take the public transport from my house to bukit bintang, but since that today my dad is not working and he is at home and my mom decided to make him send me to the bus station and eventually he end up sending me to bukit bintang.
then he stop me in front of BB plaza.and i told him to send me to lot 10 there. then he say initially you ask me to send u to BB plaza one? erm...
i'm speachless...
he drop me down and i start walking by myself wondering where and how should i go.
and at that moment i saw lot 10. i was like thank god... luckly the big green building catch my eyes. erm... if not i'm losted...hahaha...

then i went to the giordano besides the mc donalds at bintang walk there. i decided to go to bukit bintang to hunt for my new year clothes because there is giordano sales and it was the last two days.30% is considered quiet okie to me.
but since i'm just hanging out alone, i would not like to go for shopping.
i would just rather hang around in Mc and order a cup of tea / coke which i did while waiting for my bf or hang around the book shop, pretend to be a book lover.. but no need to pretend la... i also love books very very much... the see that there is momoko's(tao zi) latest book.(little eyes) and i stay there to read for a few pages while waiting for my bf.sometimes this does satisfy me. herm.. somethings telling me that the sungei wang's popular looks kindda small d.. but mayb it is just my feelings onli.
then finally my bf came and we went to shop for clothes.

first stop:- Giordano (sungei wang)
bought 2 long sleeve polo one pure white and one bule stripe. cos me about 70 bucks. the white shirt is my bf who say is nice and ask me to buy. then when i come back. i just notice that it was a bit dirty.
i call my bf he say difficult for them to change a new one for me.
errrrrrrrrrr.... this is wat i hate when i buy white dress... everytime during fitting time.. it looks very very nice on me.. but when i come back.. i regreted... cos i'm very very careless and sometimes i dun seem to know how to take care of my clothes.

next stop:- googles
erm.. i always like to buy googles clothes suits very very nice on me.
however, there seems not to be anything that suits me today.
nothing... not even one that i think it is suit for me. and i did not even ask for fitting for any of the clothes which i've seen.

third stop:- comma
just do not know that sungei wang also got comma shop...
a lot of gals from college likes to shop at comma cos the clothes are affordable. but it would be a very very high chance of two people wearing the same clothes at the same time.
i would like to buy clothes from comma also. unfortunately most of their clothes are design for those who are a bit skinny one (airport??).. and i'm quite big size so most of the clothes are not suitable for me.
however there is one dress which catch my eyes and i see that it would be suitable for me to wear during cny and also during any dinner function.
the dress cost me about RM36

fourth stop:- romp
when to both the romp shop there, but just found that there is nothing much to see.
but just notice that people are playing chinese new year song now. erm, this should remind us that chinese new year is coming soon.. next month!

break for lunch
we have our lunch at the food court and the food are not really tat good lo. but never mind.. went i go home later i would be able to enjoy my mom's cooking.. the bak kut teh!!!;)

computers???
we went to hang around the floor that sell all the computer accessories. and i found that my christmas gift the mini pen drive have the 1G size one... erm.. i should ask my uncle why he did not get that one for me...
hahaha.. but i think i would end up not asking him anything.

roof top
basically there is nothing much for me to shop at the roof top there. erm.. red box and cosmic bowl.. erm.. hahaha.. seems tat i'm interested for this two places but not for today la!!!

lot 10~ istean
erm.. there is mng sales at lot 10. kwai fatt always talk to us about buying mng clothes when we are working. i do not really see wat is so great about buying mng clothes.
maybe it is still not quiet my taste.. and not really suitable for my age level?
there are quiet a number of people there selecting for the clothes.

lot 10~~ vinci
erm.. a lot of people like to go vinci to buy shoes. cos it is very affordable?
never bought shoes form vinci before the most is bata and bata.. support the local branding.. hahaha
and at the vinci shop there is this c2pid promotion that if you buy 100 and above in a single receipt you will get one watch free.
i do think that it would 'cheat' or so call attract customer to pay more and buy more shoes.
it uses the psychology that people are 'kia su' then they would buy more in order to get the offer. and sometimes we just end up with a lot of unwanted things in our closet and store room.
so when the cashier tell me the promotion. i just say i would not like it.
hahaha.. erm.. this is the first time tat i'm not interested in a promotion.
i think to be a good and wise consumer, we have to stay away from all those promotion. and just in time system should be used in deciding what to by and not the normal just in case system which would accidentally incurred additional extra cost.

finally i got a pair of heels which is not really high. (if the shoe is too high i might trip since i'm a bit clumsy.
and i just realised that my feet are one big and one small never notice that before.
and also that i need size 8 to get a shoe which fits and feel comfortable. wow.. i just never realised all this things.
this cost me about RM50

pdi~~lot 10
erm.. never shop here before. always like to look around and never really bought any clothes before in this shop.
since there is not many people at the shop, it would be very free for me to look around and look for clothes. erm.. lot 10 is not so crowded as sungei wang do.
then i bought one red and one grey crew tee and annother long sleeve tee... it seems that this time i've bought a lot of long sleeve tee. but since the price is very reasonable that i've spend about RM 80 that is still within my budget cost.
erm.. then i think my hunt is almost completed.

Googles bukit bintang
actually i wanted to end my hunt since i've spend more tha RM200 in total for today's hunt but i have not get a pair of pant for myself.
then my bf suggested me to go to the giordano besides the mc there.
and the clothes there are almost the same as those in sungei wang.
i bought a new pair of pants for new year which cost me for about RM70 after discount.and the size of the pants is the last pair.
ooo.. there is great great satisfaction for myself.
and my bf told me that he would not be able to get so many clothes with my budget.
hahaha.. my budget is RM300 and i'm over budget d. cos i've bought a pair of nike shoe last week before christmas which cost me about RM100.
if i do not include the nike shoe, it would be nicely meeting the budget. hahaha.. i'm too calculative? erm... good budgeting i say.

then we take bus to kl and we went to popular and i bought papers which i'm using to copy the notes.and i've bought wraping paper which is those ready made one.. no need to wrap myself. and also a couple of pen.

then finally we went to secret receipe again and call resberry chess and also classic cheese( i forgot the name actually) and a cup of ice lemon tea. today is very enjoyable, rewarding and satisfying day for myself.

海啸来袭母亲最痛苦抉择 救长子还是幼子?

对于一个两子之母来说,如果要在两个儿子之中选择“只能活一个”,绝对是一个恶梦。

在这一场海啸中,一名来自澳洲的母亲在性命危在旦夕的一刹,仍然要面对这残酷的抉择。救长子还是救幼子?在滔滔巨浪之中,她放开了一只手,但是,两个儿子最终还是回到她的身边。是正确的决定,还是天赐的奇迹?

海啸淹到普吉酒店的泳池旁边时,来自澳洲的两子之母瑟尔拚命维持浮力,抓住5岁儿子拉奇和20个月大的布莱克,可是她很快就发现,自己根本无力同时拯救两个儿子。抱住酒店柱子

据瑟尔说:“我知道若同时抱住他们两个,母子3人都必死无疑,我哀求一个妇女帮我捉住拉奇,但巨劫过后,我只见到她只身一个人,并没有成功拉住我的儿子时,那一刻我为放走拉奇而觉得十分难过。”

父亲布拉德因为要取尿布回到房间,他从一楼房间的阳台目击骇人的事件,他忆述说:“我看见第二个海浪淹到来,我知道儿子还在下面,这是我一生中最恐怖的时刻。”

幸好不懂游泳的拉奇竟奇迹地能够紧抱住酒店大堂的柱子,把头部露出水面,直到洪水退去为止。

拉奇的父母发狂似的搜索拉奇数小时,之后他们在护卫员处发现拉奇。拉奇之后告诉父亲:“我大叫妈妈,叫了很久,然后就静了下来。我的手都被弄污了,衣服也需要洗。”
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i heard this story on the new from the taiwan tv station.
i've ask myself what would i do if i'm the mom? who would i give up?
if i do not give up one we would die together...
that is such great heart beark and difficult decision for a parents to make.
i do hope that the disaster would be over soon...

01012005

this a brand new year for me and everyone.
after the serious incidend that had happened. i do think that you should be more and more greatful to what we have. and we should also take care of ourselves and so that we could help others in the future.

all the countdown parties are cancelled last night including the last minute cancellation of alan tham and heckan lee concert.
the prime minister said that we should not celebrate while others are suffering.
but i do think we should be greatful that we manage to survive for annother year.

the sky out side seems very very dark. i would be going out today. i'm just affraid that it is going to rain.
today is new year's day. will there be a second round of earthquake? will there be a second round of tsunami this few days?
i do hope that i would not happened. i do wish that all those people are being helped.

Malaysians can donate through sms. Type AMP and send to 32111. Each sms is a one dollar donation.
this is the least we can help them.

my mom packed 4 big plastic bag of old clothes, when she heard that i'm asking her whether she got any old clothes which wanna be donated out to the tsunami victim.
erm.. but i did nothing.. i think i'm so bad.
i wanted to sms but my handphone just left <10 rigghit... arrrrrrrrrrr... that is just annother excuse for myself. erm.. i'm be sms today la... dun wanna wait la..
everything also wait and wait.. when we die we will die with a eye open!!!!!

just send the sms just now. using my dad handphone. it is not to say i'm stingy. but my handphone really do not have credit d and do not expect to reload it any sooner than the end of the month.

we cannot do anything much.. let's spend a few minutes to pray for the tsunami victim everyday.
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