tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

keeping the time.
to me it is very important to keep the time.
however, yesterday i forgot to wear my watch, and i'm not used to look at the time on the hand phone, this had resulted many of my things had being delayed.

喜欢下雨…因为你不会知道我流泪…
喜欢发呆…因为你不会知道我想你…
喜欢孤单…因为你不会发现我爱你…
喜欢在你身边…因为你是我快乐的唯一因素…

this is considered as a surprise for those who come and visit my site gua.
i do not know whether it will slow down the speed this page load or not
but i do hope tat you would enjoy this song..
greatest love of all

surprise!!!
this is my surprise for myself and everyone who visit my site...
jus put this song.. which should be in this site for a long long time liao..
but just that i dunno how to write the html code.
and suddenly today i knoe liao..
so please enjoy..
greatest love of all..
is to love yourself ;)

wanted to listen to the e-drama on 988.
but cannot open with the internet explorer.
luckily i got install the mozila firefox.
then i can onli listen to the e-drama.
luckily and felt relieved.

天堂
曲：光良 | 词：葛大为 | 编：吴庆隆

牵着你在天空飞翔 这样看世界不一样
有了你在身旁笑的脸庞 世界或许就这么宽广

忽然就忘记了慌张 人海之中你最明亮
无意间的影响 渐渐扩张 你丰富我 生活感想

何必寻找所谓的天堂 原来我因为你 不想再去流浪
情愿平凡 不拥有一切也无妨 有了你在心上 依然是天堂

忽然就忘记了慌张 人海之中你最明亮
无意间的影响 渐渐扩张 你丰富我 生活感想

何必寻找所谓的天堂 原来我因为你 不想再去流浪
情愿平凡 不拥有一切也无妨 有了你在心上 依然是天堂

何必寻找所谓的天堂 原来我因为你 不想再去流浪
情愿平凡 不拥有一切也无妨 有了你在心上 已经是天堂
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
希望有你存在的地方就是自己的天堂。
那么没有你，生活就好像身处地狱了吗？

情愿放弃精彩的机会，选择了平凡的你。
可是自己这么样的牺牲，你会发觉吗？

希望你会是自己的天堂。
希望有你在身边的日子永远都是天堂。
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last time i post this song inside my blog cos i have a fight with my bf.
eventually i always fight with him geh.
sometimes i feel very unsecure with him, no reason but dunno why jus feel unsecure.

last nite i went to 光良 mini concert and he sang this song.
he said that the purpose he wrote this song is because he heard the news of 'zhang guo rong' death and the melody appear in his head and so we have this song.
he say we should appreciate poeple around us.

i think whether a place is heaven or hell is all depends on our heart.
you choose whether you wanna be in the heaven or you wanna live in hell.

today i bought guang liang's piano score.
then i realised that the notes are quiet a lot and sometimes difficult to play.
since my sight reading is so poor i'm wondering whether i can manage to really play a piece or not?
but i have determinance to really face it and really play a piece in the future.

today went to guang liang's concert.
luckily my friend bring her camera so that i can have a lot of pictures.
and i bring my mp3 also..

i think guang liang is really really nice and serious singer and very very nice toward his fans.
really enjoy the night.

i think i'll post the photo later when i have it.

something weird had happened.. i just posting this for testing..

going to go to guang liang's mini concert today...
with my friends.
never really been to one before.

have not been blogging all this long long week.
just doing nothing.
feel very very bad about it.
cos i'm watching tv all the while and did nothing on my studies
doing all the non value added activities lo..
really getting to worry about myself.
wonder how i'm gonna survive without a mission in life.
without a theme for the future.

kwai fatt and alan yeo which one is better?
kwai fatt and alan yeo which one is more value for money?
kwai fatt and alan yeo who is who's guru?

sometimes i like to wonder about a lot of things.
soemtimes i would think whether kwai fatt is better or alan yeo is better?

in spotting tips wise, kwai fatt is usually not so tepat one.

guys and gals in my class 

leng lui in my class.... 

GUanG LianG's Live music show... 

have not been blogin this few days bcos watching tv recently and also.. doing revision and updating my tutorial notes and answer.

sometimes i wonder whether i'm too busy body or i'm too involved in helping poeple lo.

today we have changed our finance lecture to mr tho d.
his teaching style is totally different from the previous two lecture which they always make us dun understand what are they talking about geh..
sometimes i'm confused about what they are talking about.

being blur blur during the tutorial class seems to be a very weird thing for me.
i do not enjoy the feeling of being weird weird during the tutorial class.

this is pek hong.. this picture taken long long time ago lo.. now the face sure changed a lot d lo.. anyway.. happy b'day bee la.. 

• buy guang liang's new album


• watch cOnSt@NtInE


• meet some old friends


• sing K???


• clean up my room and tidy my notes


• visit friends to take ang pao


• finished and revise all the subject

when i review my chinese new year plan realised that i did not do much of my target during this few days / week wor...
erm.. better do something to improve it la..

this is my friend siew heoh.. and today is her b'day
hope our friendship can last forever lo..

today ask jean yee to fetch me to shop for siew heoh's b'day present.
she came at about 7pm and we went to one U to look for siew heoh's b'day present which was a watch.

we went to the directory and look for all the places where it sell watches.
then we copy down the shop location and we went for nearly every shop in the new wing.
and we settle down in the coffee bean for a drink.
then we look at the booklet where we wrote down where we should go... and we realised that actually the boklet have the directories of places where we wanna go.
wat dump dump tee chong..
din look at the directory nicely.
then we really like shop till we are tired and finally we got a bum watch for siew heoh d.
is just exactly 180 which is within out targeted price.
then we went on to hunt for the b'day card.
we went to popular to get the b'day card. and then only we realised that it was already 10pm.
luckily we are able to acomplish our mission within tonight.

today went to kl at about 11.40 pm then i went out to take bus to kl to see dr chong kwai fatt.
when i'm in the bus -- metro bus, actually i do not like to take metro bus but because i'm scared there is no bus and i'm late so i decided to take the bus.
then when i go up to the bus, i saw a gal holding a book where the writing seems very familiar to me.
then she flip the page then i notice it's kwai fatt's examination workbook.
the cover had changed to pink or beach colour and the cartoon in front of the cover.
erm... still remember the time of taking kwai fatt's class.. very very enjoyable.. and very memorable.
i always think of how he motivate us to study.
i think i should go back and see him more often.
remind me to be motivate for study.

i actually reach kl and kwai fatt's class at about 1pm.
but eventually kwai fatt have not arrive yet.
i waited for him and reading the question and look into details for management service.
erm.. i think he din come ask early as last time to answer his student's question d.
while i was waiting and waiting i saw some of his student which is one of the student taking marty's class which is fei bin...
actually he was suprise to see me here.
i told him that i was looking for kwai fatt.
then later i saw joanne also.
i have not seen her for almost 2 years already.
her looks never change gua.
she already cut her hair to short hair d..
din get to talk to her much cos i'm busy looking for kwai fatt.

today i got a long list of agenda to talk to kwai fatt.
*ask him about the revision class
*ask him about the talk for tarcian
*buy the malaysian taxation from him
*ask him about question on tax
*ask him whether he would have the 2.3 revision class for malaysian tax
actually he was quiet suprise seeing me to come and see him.
finally he ended up asking me to buy the ftc revision kit from the supplier for paper 2.4-2.6 and 3.1 and 3.3 .
actually i do think as a lecture he is really a very very nice person where he is quite close to the students. and he could interact with the student closely.

actually my last two mission have not been accomplished.
i forgot to ask him about the revision class for the paper 2.3

then later i went to popular to pass yeong sang the book and the went for shoping in popular. then walk for many many hours d.. then i left kl and went home.

(actually this was not the initial post which i've already written. it had been lost in the proses and have been re-written)

Message: The meaning OF the 3 magical words((I LOVE U))!!
WHEN U R ONLY 5 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U.
U ASKED ME: WHAT IS IT?

WHEN U R 15 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U.
U BLUSHED... U LOOK DOWN AND SMILE...

WHEN U R 20 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U.
U PUT UR HEAD ON MY SHOULDER AND HOLD MY HAND... AFRAID THAT I MIGHT DISSAPEAR...

WHEN U R 25 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U.
U PREPARE BREAKFAST AND SERVE IT IN FRONT OF ME, AND KISS MY FORHEAD SAID: U BETTER BE QUICK, IT'S GONNA BE LATE.

WHEN U R 30 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U.
U SAID: IF U REALLY LOVE ME, PLEASE COME BACK EARLY AFTER WORK.

WHEN U R 40 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U.
U R CLEANING THE DINING TABLE AND SAID: OK DEAR, BUT IT'S TIME FOR U TO HELP OUR CHILD WITH HIS/HER REVISION...

WHEN U R 50 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U.
U R KNITTING AND U LAUGH AT ME :-D

WHEN U R 60 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U.
U SMILE AT ME :-)

WHEN U R 70 YRS OLD. I SAID I LOVE U.
WE SIT ON THE ROCK ING CHAIR WITH OUR GLASSES ON. I'M READING YOUR LOVE LETTER THAT U SENT TO ME 50 YRS AGO...
WITH OUR HAND CROSSING TOGETHER...

WHEN U R 80 YRS OLD, U SAID U LOVE ME!
I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING BUT CRIED...
THAT DAY MUST BE THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE! BECAUSE U SAID U LOVE ME!!!

PLEASE APPRECIATE YOUR LOVED ONES..
SAY "I LOVE YOU" TO THEM TODAY!

[i love you] means really care for you......
say it out but not to expect the return or anything....

[i love you] is said because there is a pure thought.. that was hoping this magical 3
words..
can bring you happiness and futurity......
and because of having such pure thoughts...
ppl which have true heart to a person. gives out all his/her courage to tell : I love you..

a few days ago... someone called by bf telling him that he (basically it is we) had won a tumb drive.
actually this thing happened about 3-4 months ago during the computer fair where me and my bf bought our own mp3.
and in the form we did something very weird since we have bought it together.. we put my boy friend's name, my house address and then his handphone number and my house number. but i cannot remember whether the ic number i have put who's ic number.
erm.. we were dreaming whether that day we can win a new car.. but we did not, however we did not to expect that we could get any other things wor...

erm.. this few days seems to be very lucky for my bf and me.
sometimes i really think that if you have good heart, you luck will come very very soon..
so.. i would be very thankful and greatful cos i'm blessed with all the good luck and all the good friend who surround me lo.

this is my friend.
her name is mee sim
and today is her b'day.

know this gal from a training call asia works training centre.
she is a very very cool person lo...
know her for almost 9-10 months but we seldom see each other.

we chat a lot on msn and icq (sometimes)
and she is teaching music as her hobby and work at the same time.
i think most of the time it is difficult for people to related their hobby and their real life work.

sometimes i wonder whether i would be able to relate my interest/hobby with my work.
and my future should be destine to become an accountant / auditor,
but most probably i would get myself to be involved in the position of financial analyst gua...

wondering about the future right this moment...
again.. happy b'day my friend.. meesim

i always dun like to sit at the front row during the lecture in the dk.
why?
because the lecture knows me well any everything i do... the lecture would accidentally be aware of it and notice about it.
dun wan to be too special in the lecture hall.. it would be too obvious and i do not like the lecture to mention my name for too many a time.

sometimes i really dun like people who are lazy.
but most of the time i'm lazy.
but if you do not come for classes like lecture and tutorial and you wish other people could help you i think it is fat hopes.

i do think people around me like caroline she is a very very nice person where she is very willing to help pheobe who did not come for such a long long time.
i really do not understand how poeple can be absent for class for so many times.

looking at the title,
i wonder what those who do not know bahasa would think of...

today Marty was looking at the mineral water bottle, and he was giving an example where the mineral water was special because it has 'air (which means the air we breath) minuman (minimum cos it is wrong spelling?)'
then we listen and listen and we are figuring what he is talking about...
then we think of air minuman which means drinking water in malay.

sometimes i wonder how we can adapt ourself to read malay and english...
i really wonder how...

just feel i'm a very very blesed person

• i've got pass for both paper for the acca option paper
• i've got a tumb drive in a lucky draw 3 months back during the computer fair
• i've got a new lecture for sfm which is very very experience since melissa has resigned
• i've a team of very very good class rep.
• i've a school of very very good friend reguardless whether they are outside college or within college
• i've a good bf
• i've very very nice parents.

there are always hardship in life, but no matter how, i would like to over come it.
and you would find that it is not so big deal at all.

msn and blogger failed... erm.. jus feel so boring today jus b'cos of this two main online whereabout had fail today.
seems very very boring for me...
cos my main entertainment during the nite had been cancelled...

Selfishness turns life into a burden. Unselfishness turns burdens into Life!
see this meaningful line in my friends nick name just wanna put it down in my blog.

erm.. i'm talking about miss chin again.
today she was talking something which i think is very meaningful and quiet true also.

she told us she was the batch of tar student where they study the acca and icsa together where they study for the internal an then acca and then icsa.. tat is very demanding task and i really admired their sprit.

she is those who are with miss karen one.. i really admire their knowledge and willingness to cope with stress.

she talk that when she first came out her pay check was only rm350.
this makes me think of our situation now.
we get a job for 1000++ and yet we are keep on complaining to our parents that we have not enough money to spend.

she said that she can give 100 to her parents and yet have a balance to save up.
i really think she managed her money well.
but my friend will think of inflation and all other stuff...
but i think if you have the determination.. you can always give your parents a very good sum of money from your pay check.

humpty dumpty sat on the wall,
humpty dumpty have a great fall,
all the king hourses and all the kings man
could not put humpty dumpty together again.

today went to the mia library together with my group member.
and one of the group memeber call phoebe, she put on make up.
to me it feels very ackward, cost no special function and you just put your make up on feels weird.
eventought she make up very nicely but i do not feel there is any necessary for a student to make up gua.
erm... i seems very very against make up huh?
but she seems very out of the group, eventough i admit that i'm a bit out of the group, but i still can be okay wit them.
but if you mix with people just because you wanna earn business from them.. sorry, you are out of my close friends list...

then when we go back we went to mc donalds and eat dinner....
then.. when they all go back on putra to wangsa maju... while i take ktm...
i received my dad's call and then i wanted to walk away from mc donalds...
then the slippery floor make me fall down...
then the employee shouted 'ya Allah' which means 'Oh My God' in Malay.
then the gal ask me whether i'm okay.. i say i'm okay...
but right at that moment, i feel myself as a humpty dumpty hoh...
then also feel myself very dump should ask them for compensation hoh...
cos they din give enough coke for me jus now...
so stingy...
jus feel dump cos i knoe i'm always clumsy and always trip and i would try my very best to prevent myself from falling down.
so i would be very very carefull in doing things...
mana tahu.. today it happens again...
poor poor ~t0m@k0~

erm.. chinese new year is over d....
aunty have not come over during this chinese new year. din expect to receive any ang pao from her...but eventually she did give.

she had four daughter and two elder one call lee ann and lee mei.. they did not come today.. and another two younger one call joyce and grace.
the younger one who is called joyce was like to come to my house and take souvenir back home. i think she had already taken more than 3 of my things back home d
actually seriously.. i dun really like them...
and i hate people using my things...
especially people who i dun like using my things...
but little kids.. just forget about it la...
ai.. poor poor me... have to scrifice my this to satisfy the 'evil' little kid's needs.
jus dun really like to be close to them.. cos they are so not greedy i can say..
they would not ask to take my things and they would not ask me to buy anything for them.. mayb i'm bias but i really dun like the joyce and grace but i dunno why.

Miss Chin is my advance corporate reporting lecture in college she is considered as the most experience lecture in tar.

in my opinion Miss Chin is kindda moody person where she would be very fierce when her mood is not good.
but other classes always say she is very fierce, but our group never ever experience it. maybe because of my present in the class. actually i do not know why miss chin treat our class so nice.

they told me when they are in the other group for replacement, miss chin was very fierce, and not as friendly as when she is in our class.

sometimes i think i had become her 'entertainment'in the class

"do not copy... do not copy especially teechong... she copy everything eventough i'm talking nonsense"
i've to be very clam and quiet during the class so that she would not really mention my name during the class. that is so different form me. so not like teechong.

anyway miss chin is a good lecture.. i would try my best to work hard to score for her subject in the future so that i would not disapoint her.

today i'm suppose to meet my bf joo where he is suppose to meet me in pekeliling and we have our lunch together and later he come to my house and we write latter to look for job.

then last nite a call come and the whole plan have to be changed.
my uncle called me and i'm suppose to go to baby sit the two 'monster'
uncle freddie called and ask me to me at his house by 12.00 and take care of the two kids.
actually they are big enough to be at home and they should be independent.
but anyway, since uncle had requested me to help, so have to cancel my date wit joo lo.

since i do not know how to drive, uncle beng him came and pick me up at about 11 something and he and aunt joanne bring alone baby tee jin. today ah jin seems to be very happy and excited.

erm.. the weather is very hazy since last few days. today got some rain i think is better. but it seems that the haze had made the weather at nite became very hot.last time at nite it would be very cold even if i just on the fan

spending the whole day wit the kids. today i have eat two pack of nasi lemak, one pack of vegetarian mee and also couple of chocolate, a cup of ice cream, some mango juice.

plan to do a lot of study at uncle house... but i end up being bully by the monster and actually did little study but however i did really have a nice nap there...

actually to me i really like to spend time kids rather than adults lo... cos they are simple and sometimes the things that they do make you do not know whether you wanna cry or you wanna laugh...

today i became the dunlop for si hector... where he really jump on me for 'F.U.N' i think i should get bruises here and there by now... terrible la.. but he is kindda like my angle where i see him i would have a very enjoyable day and a good feeling also.
hector have a habbit where he have to hold his mom's hair when he drink milk. then today he holds my hair when his mom was not around. he did not eat his lunch and he drank 3 bottle of milk.

basically did not do much thing at uncle's house. then later my dad came to fetch me home at nite and then we went to uncle beng chuan's house and watch a bit of the will smith's new movie call the hitch...
it was quite funny and i wonder would i go and watch wit joo joo or not.

basically today is a meaningful day... did something good...
spend some quality time with my cousins.. and i knoe i would like more of these day.

sometimes it is weird that we would doubt other people's intention of doing things.
we think of what is their intention of calling that particular person and also why the person would like to do this.

sometimes i do like to believe that when everyone does something when they want to do so and they are sincere with what they wanna do.
and i would continue to believe that they are sincere.

kwai fatt plans to arrange a 2 hour talk for those from tar who fail their tax subject and i've told two people who had failed and their reaction was different. one was thinking whether kwai fatt wanna laugh at tarcian / he wanna know how many people fail for the exam. and the other person was interested.

anyway kwai fatt as usual would like to sell his book again lo.
give me a list of the books and the prices.

to me.. i follow kwai fatt's class for almost 5 months and i do really like his motivation and i do admire how he can manage his time so well.
that day when i saw marty change the battery for the mic i suddenly think of kwai fatt.. suddenly feel that i miss him.. hahaha.. no la.. miss his class.. miss his story...

Happy Day
曲：曾思铭 词：曾思铭、姜忆萱、颜玺轩
OS: 咦? 现在几点了 Sorry我忘了带表 我正在等人呢! 等一个神秘的人……
喜欢你 就是起点 Make A Wish 梦会实现
晴天 阴天 今天 明天 黑夜 白天 全都是 Happy Day
Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday
对你有一点想念　放　心里面
Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday
开心的笑 开心的飞　最想飞过你身边 OH　看你的笑脸
OS：咦? 他怎么还没来? 我猜在路上了吧 他啊 是梦的使者 要把希望带来 就快了
Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday 精灵跑到梦里面 快 快去冒险
Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday
星星照在 青青草原 一想到你都变美 OH Happy Happy Day
Where Ever U Go, 我要在你身边 陪你 高兴 难过 变丑 变美 梦想 实现
Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday
开心的笑 开心的飞　最想飞到你身边 Happy Day Happy Day
OS:啊,我看见他了……哈哈哈哈

everyday in our live should be a happy day...
no matter what happened.
if you are happy it will affect your mood and i think in future you could have a very good result and the 'fong' of doing things will seems like very 'shun shun li li'

still in the mood of discussing with others about how they plan to do and what they wanna do.
end up gosiping how much this person get and wat is the worst case which i think is those people who got 50 49 and 49 49 as well as 48 48.
sometimes to me acca exam seems very cruel let you know you fail for the subject and let you that you fail by how many marks.
OMG because of one c2pid mark need to wait for annother 6 months?
erm... want myself to be motivated to do the past year question d...
have to make a report about my exam...
my marks...
and what is my 3 months plan before the exam..
i want to pass the core paper in june 2005!!!
i believe i can do it!!!!

Your Brain is 46.67% Female, 53.33% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

seems that my brain is a very very man type of brain hoh...

today i done something which i think is very crazy...
i attend class for 7 hours...
the first 3 hours is 3.7 sfm tutorial by mr tho..
the first class was group 6 which the class is very quiet and sometimes i really pity mr tho cos he really 'gek ki' teaching them.. no respond... not responsive class.
then the second class was group 7 where all the student which are very geng one are in class.. actually i think the class only need to have a few people who are responsive like 'nicholas and angelina' then the class will become a tutor's favourite class.
then during the class mr tho actually finished his class earlier than expected. then he ask whether wanna continue the class for annother question, then i told mr tho to do question 6 which he did not do very well in the previous class due to time constrant.
then the person in the class call 'nic' objected because he say that he do not want to do the question since he have not read the question. but to me on the fence.. i think more suitable to do question 6 first because the other question 5 takes a longer time to explain and if mr tho did explain question 5 he will hang in the middle of no where. i think i would not like this type of presentation lo.
luckily the class agreed to do question 6 first. :P and i got to learn it for the second time.. and mr tho really explained it better. much better than the previous class.

and the remaining 2 hours is the case study tutorial which was done by miss yap, miss geh and also mr chong.
miss yap explained what she required us to do within the first half hour of tutorial while miss geh came in to explained about the presentation of the case study.
then come mr chong...
boring as usual.. and evelyn say he started priesting again...
and tell the same old grandmother story...
erm... grandmother story..
acca passing rate..
when i see people i would tell people do not talk about it anymore...
don't mention about it.

then come to ms ng class. she came in late and i was too tired and i end up goin to the library to search for next week sfm tutorial answer and also ended up chating with other people about the results and whether they should go and take the revision class outside or not.

erm...
yesterday the exam result was out.
chen yee called me at about 1pm (according to my handphone record is 12.54)
he told me that the result was out and asked me what is my result...
but at that point of time i was at the middle of no where.
knowing that the result was out already..
my heart was beating faster and faster....
seng joo bring me and doreamon to cyber cafe to check the results...
erm.. login to my e-mail...
ooi..why no acca one?
scroll down a bit.. rupa rupanya dekat bawah...
open the result slip...

OMG OMG... just like in the movie.. you scrolled down your result slowly...
slowly...
slowly...
the you see the title of the first subject:-
3.2MYS Adv. Tax.
the down a bit is the marks...
unbelievable marks...
then annother one...
3.3 Perf. Man.
the marks...
wow.. still higher than my expected margin...

erm.. i could not say even a word when i knoe my results...
then within that hour i called many many people..

• my dad
• 4th uncle
• ms karen
• hui ling (miss call her)
• sms chen yee
• sms mr soo and he called back

it was like a dream.. i've passed my acca...the journey had to proceed to the final part of my studies...

later that afternoon...
din heard much news.. but most of the news are not good news... mostly bad news.
most people failed one subject and some failed both...
and most of them fail at marginal marks...
so.. terrible..

that's all for my report on my examination result.

erm.. too tired of 3-8 people's result..
dunno wat to write for the moment...
will blog more 2moro...
too many people around me failed...
dunno how to console them...
found it difficult to face the lecture...

today seems like i did not do anything special
in the afternoon i ate the shark fin soup that dad bring home.
and later went to metro prima wit my cousins.
then we wanted to eat dinner at the restaurant near metro prima.
there were a lot of people around there...
and ying ying was upset because she need to eat vegetarian food which she dislike a lot
she is kindda cute...
then went to their house and see jin jin
he still kindda fussy where dun wan me to carry him
then ying ying and wei wei came to my house and 'study'
and i wash those clothes i soak b4 i went out with my cousin.
seems boring today

suddenly see this quote in my friend's blog
If you want to have more in your life, you must first give more away.
i think it is quite true that what you require from others... you should give out more first if you want more from others.

herm... this chinese new year visiting relatives.. the most common comment from them is i look thinner d...
i do not believe on that until today that joo say i really look thinner already.
mayb he is not around to take care of me and live is too busy when he is not around.

he promised to take care of me and make me fat fat.
erm... to be fat fat should be a gal's happiness gua.
but mom like me to be thinner wor..
i wonder...
but i feel myself like balloon. easy thin easy fat.

last nite sleept very very late....
din sleep until it was about 3-4am in the nite.
we were fighting over something.
i dun like him to go out until so late geh...
and i do hope that he would like to come and visit me surprisingly since he was around the area with a bunch of guys...
(he told me that he was blocked down by the police in chow kit last nite about 1-2am. erm.. the police must be thinking they are a bunch of guys which are up to no good in the middle of the nite.)

wake up early today since i asked my dad to take me to the KTM station to take the commuter to mid valley.
reached there quite early about 9.15 already at mid valley where there is not many people in the mall yet.
it's a bit scary to me cos the incident which happened recently at the curve.
as i keep telling myself that i'm a really really brave person i manage to get to mc to sit down and order for my mc breakfast. as usual the breakfast is confirmed to be more expensive d...
about 9.30 called my bf and he said he was on the shutter bus. and 10 minutes later he was there...
kindda weird to see him cos he had cut his hair and comb it in a weird way...
erm... long long time have not see him already...
and after the fight last nite...
sometimes i just wanna be with him and hope that he would not make me angry anymore and we and in good relationship all the time.

erm.. line up and purchase the ticket for movie and realised the price of the movie had increase...
erm.. i would be more expensive to watch movie during the weekends d.
wondering whether should i watch movie at other places leh?
might not be able to afford watching such high cost movie every time wor...

constantine
this movie was stared by keanu reeves the star of matrix.
in my opinion, the message i love a lot about is mr constantine had been smoking 30 cigeratte a day since he was 15 and he was attacked by lung cancer.
and he would not stop smoking.. and almost every scene in the movie you would see constantine smoking...
and by the end of movie constantine commited suicide again to summon the 'syaitan' to collect his soul. where he ask satan to stop satan's son from crossing over the world of man using the constantine's friend angela with angel gabriel's help.
and when satan finished his help, he wanna take constantine to hell and constantine ask satan to free angela's sister isabel from hell. this act enable him to go to the heaven... and constantine was showing his minddle fingger when he was raised from his death... erm.. quiet interesting...
satan was not satisfied with this and decided to give life to constantine and put his hand into constantine lung and took out the black substance in constantine's lung. i think this is definately a message to the viewers telling them that smoking is not good. and we should take care of ourselves and other people around us so that we could all live in a more suitable environment.

after the movie we walk around mid velley and we decided to eat cake at secret receipe in mid velley and it was disappointed since all those cake that we like to eat are not available and we are kindda disappointed.

so we went to take the commuter to kl and went to the secret receipe in kl.
erm.. we like to eat cake in the kl secret receipe. coozy environment and seems like a very suitable place for chating... and studying.

then we go back home and joo was at my house to online to search for job.
and mom gave joo a big ang pao.. bigger than the one joo's mom give me...
erm.. i think mom have a good impression on joo d...
hahaha...
erm.. i did something c2pid and i said joo was too shy /pai sei to talk to my mom.. hahaha...

shy shy punya joo...
then went he went back i was very very tired..
and then i passed out on my bed...
and when i woke up i was blur blur...
and i started to post this blog lo...
:P

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yesterday... finally the foulk lynch original text book arrive in college.
went to college at about 8.30am
i was reli reluctant to wake up so early cos it is sooo early.
but uncle will pick me to college.
this help me save some cost and dun need to change bus lo.

stay at the library and study.
read news paper for about 1 hour and almost all the chinese news paper also been flip by me.
then went out of the magazine section and sit down and start study.
dunno what to do.
suddenly notice that my ft sfm notes are very very messy the notes are all mess up with the question.
i think i better recopy the question in a new paper and i aslo revise the topic which had been tought by uncle daniel lo.
erm... 1 hour.. revise 3 question. i think should be not bad gua.. suddenly hope that i got much more time.

10.30am already.
went to the office and noticed that chris was not around. OMG then where should i 'tumpang' my books?
erm.. hehehe... the course tutor room...
erm.. i decided to 'tumpang' my books at mr chong's room.
mr jaya (the publisher) have not come yet.
last time he sent the book to the admin block... i think it would be terrible that he sent the book to admin block again.
so i went to the office to call mr jaya again so that he would sent the book to SBS office.
unfortunately mr jaya did not bring enough copy of 3.5 study manual.
he promised to sent me the book by 2moro (17 feb) [actually the book did arrive to my house by today ;).i'm so happy and thankful cos the big stone on my heart had been dropped]
i ask the coursemate to come and see me to collect the books by 12. and got one coursemate call me by 12.30 and unfortunately the books are in the course tutor's room and the course tutors are out for lunch.
sometimes i think that people ask you to come b4 12pm, i think you should follow people's instruction and if you could not make it... you should inform others and not just follow what you want. everything you want might caused inconvinent to other people.
stay at the library until about 1.00-1.15pm. and suddenly ah pek say wanna sent me home.
and we went to desa to have lunch but unfortunately the shops are not opened.
then he decided to go eat lunch with yeong sang and me.
and the weird thing happened...
yeong sang and ah pek wore the same t-shirt.
erm.. the two guy mesti 'ada jalan' punya.

after my lunch..
my parents finally back from Penang...
as usual every chinese new year i would get a box of chocolate from my granny (cos i like chocolate).

then.. in the afternoon.. went to tuition...

at nite i was playing fire works with my little monster
this was how my day ended yesterday.

i was upset yesterday by some people in my life.
to me, the person is not really a very important person but i'm kinda pissoff by the fuller.
notice that when you are erogant... you are very unwelcomed.
notice your attitude towards others is very very important.

today i decided to work harder.
today i decided to keep on working...
to me.. it seems to be the most wonderful thing that had happened to me.
to me... i really wonder what will be coming soon
the results will be out next monday.
a bit excited.
erm.. wonder whether i would pass the exam.

wonder...
i think i'm really really happy now.
enjoy this week and make myself to work harder gua...;)

just now i called my friend and her sister answer the phone.
i knew that was her sister and i kept calling jean yee,
and ann yee kept saying 'yes speaking'
erm.. i think it must have been very 'gan ga' and very 'pai seh' for her =P

i believe that there is always things that go beyond your expectation.
i think there is always things that are not done according to what you want.
but what can you do with it?
just admit the fact that you cannot do anything with it?
or fight for what you want?
i'm wondering about this.

it is seems that my nightmare will be over soon
it has been bugging me for more than 7 weeks d.
being bug by all those people every day is really a nightmare and sometimes i really hope that i would loose my temper and quit my responsibility.

sometimes i think it would be difficult to be a nice person.
sometimes i think it would be bad if i'm not a nice person =P

Which of Jay's personalities do you hold?


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it haved been a long long time since i last check the record of visitors for the site and the tarafa site.
lazy to check it because i think it would be almost the same not many people visiting my site.:P
but surprisingly i notice that the day i've put up the drawing was the day that my site got the highest page load. mayb bcos i load my page many many times that day gua...:P
anyway now feeling a bit happy.
just wan wish everybody happy valentines day lo

I remember my dad teaching me the power of language at a very young age. Not only did my dad understand that specific words affect our mental pictures, but he understood words are a powerful programming factor in lifelong success.

One particularly interesting event occurred when I was eight. As a kid, I was always climbing trees, poles, and literally hanging around upside down from the rafters of our lake house. So, it came to no surprise for my dad to find me at the top of a 30-foot tree swinging back and forth. My little eight-year-old brain didn't realize the tree could break or I could get hurt. I just thought it was fun to be up so high.

My older cousin, Tammy, was also in the same tree. She was hanging on the first big limb, about ten feet below me. Tammy's mother also noticed us at the exact same time my dad did. About that time a huge gust of wind came over the tree. I could hear the leaves start to rattle and the tree begin to sway. I remember my dad's voice over the wind yell, "Bart, Hold on tightly." So I did. The next thing I know, I heard Tammy screaming at the top of her lungs, laying flat on the ground. She had fallen out of the tree.

I scampered down the tree to safety. My dad later told me why she fell and I did not. Apparently, Tammy's mother was not as an astute student of language as my father. When Tammy's mother felt the gust of wind, she yelled out, "Tammy, don't fall!" And Tammy did... fall.

My dad then explained to me that the mind has a very difficult time processing a negative image. In fact, people who rely on internal pictures cannot see a negative at all. In order for Tammy to process the command of not falling, her nine-year- old brain had to first imagine falling, then try to tell the brain not to do what it just imagined. Whereas, my eight-year-old brain instantly had an internal image of me hanging on tightly.

This is why people who try to stop smoking struggle with the ct of stopping smoking. They are running pictures all day of themselves smoking. Smokers are rarely taught to see themselves breathing fresh air and feeling great. The language itself becomes one barrier to success.

This concept is especially useful when you are attempting to break a habit or set a goal. You can't visualize not doing something. The only way to properly visualize not doing something is to actually find a word for what you want to do and visualize that. For example, when I was thirteen years old, I played for my junior high school football team. I tried so hard to be good, but I just couldn't get it together at that age. I remember hearing the words run through my head as I was running out for a pass, "Don't drop it!" Naturally, I dropped the ball.

My coaches were not skilled enough to teach us proper "self-talk." They just thought some kids could catch and others couldn't. I'll never make it pro, but

I'm now a pretty good Sunday afternoon football player, because all my internal dialogue is positive and encourages me to win. I wish my dad had coached me playing football instead of just climbing trees. I might have had a longer football career.

Here is a very easy demonstration to teach your kids and your friends the power of a toxic vocabulary. Ask them to hold a pen or pencil. Hand it to them. Now, follow my instructions carefully. Say to them, "Okay, try to drop the pencil." Observe what they do.

Most people release their hands and watch the pencil hit the floor. You respond, "You weren't paying attention. I said TRY to drop the pencil. Now please do it again." Most people then pick up the pencil and pretend to be in excruciating pain while their hand tries but fails to drop the pencil.

The point is made.

If you tell your brain you will "give it a try," you are actually telling your brain to fail. I have a "no try" rule in my house and with everyone I interact with. Either people will do it or they won't. Either they will be at the party or they won't. I'm brutal when people attempt to lie to me by using the word try. Do they think I don't know they are really telegraphing to the world they have no intention of doing it but they want me to give them brownie points for pretended effort? You will never hear the words "I'll try" come out of my mouth unless I'm teaching this concept in a seminar.

If you "try" and do something, your unconscious mind has permission not to succeed. If I truly can't make a decision I will tell the truth. "Sorry John. I'm not sure if I will be at your party or not. I've got an outstanding commitment. If that falls through, I will be here. Otherwise, I will not. Thanks for the invite."

People respect honesty. So remove the word "try" from your vocabulary.

My dad also told me that psychologists claim it takes seventeen positive statements to offset one negative statement. I have no idea if it is true, but the logic holds true. It might take up to seventeen compliments to offset the emotional damage of one harsh criticism.

These are concepts that are especially useful when raising children.

Ask yourself how many compliments you give yourself daily versus how many criticisms. Heck, I know you are talking to yourself all day long. We all have internal voices that give us direction.

So, are you giving yourself the 17:1 ratio or are you shortchanging yourself with toxic self-talk like, "I suck. I'm fat. Nobody will like me. I'll try this diet. I'm not good enough. I'm so stupid. I'm broke, etc. etc."

If our parents can set a lifetime of programming with one wrong statement, imagine the kind of programming you are doing on a daily basis with your own internal dialogue. Here is a list of Toxic Vocabulary words.

Notice when you or other people use them.

Ø But

Ø Try

Ø If

Ø Might

Ø Would Have

Ø Should Have

Ø Could Have

Ø Can't

Ø Don't

But: negates any words that are stated before it.

If: presupposes that you may not.

Would have: Past tense that draws attention to things that didn't actually happen.

Should have: Past tense that draws attention to things that didn't actually happen (and implies guilt.)

Could have: Past tense that draws attention to things that didn't actually happen but the person tries to take credit as if it did happen.

Try: Presupposes failure.

Might: It does nothing definite. It leaves options for your listener.

Can't / Don't: These words force the listener to focus on exactly the opposite of what you want. This is a classic mistake that parents and coaches make without knowing the damage of this linguistic error.

Examples:

Toxic phrase: "Don't drop the ball!"

Likely result: Drops the ball

Better language: "Catch the ball!"



Toxic phrase: "You shouldn't watch so much television."

Likely result: Watches more television.

Better language: "I read too much television makes people stupid. You might find yourself turning that TV off and picking up one of those books more often!"

Exercise: Take a moment to write down all the phrases you use on a daily basis or any Toxic self-talk that you have noticed yourself using. Write these phrases down so you will begin to catch yourself as they occur and change them.

did nothing today.
online, bloging, listen to music as usual.
try to focus on my tutorial but i was too lazy.
downloaded firefox today.
but i think there is nothing so amazing about it.
but there are a lot of program that are run on the net needed to be downloaded
erm.. but no doubt that the anti pop up thing is more powerful than the ie.
but i notice something that is all my marquee language are disabled.
and all those nice nice picture in marquee form cannot be view.
erm...
there is always some surprise when u tried.
there will be surprise if you are willing to try.
mayb the result would be disappointing.
as william hung always says:-
'i've already did my best, i have no regrets at all'

looking at my check list, actually have not did anything special or plan this few days.
feel sorry for myself wasting all the time.

感觉上自己就是个爱恨分明的女生。
喜欢和不喜欢的东西都能够很清楚地表露在我的脸上。
有人告诉这样的自己非常吃亏。
很希望能够做一个非常自我的女生。
可以直来直往。
但事实告诉我， 对不起我不能够这么样。
对待身边的朋友，一直让自己保持直来直往的性格，
也尽量让自己对于别人的伤害减到最低。
对于自己不喜欢的人，就要学小学生
～我们假假和他好～

nothing much to do today. and do not know what to do today leh...
sien oh..................

Yesterday went to my 'gu gong' house to celebrate chinese new year.
actually i also do not know why we need to go there. to me it is just annother rich person's house. but, i know that her daughter is very very precious one.. and she is getting married this coming year.

there are great food. and a lot of bear and drink at his house, but we could not really eat them since there is nothing which is quite suitable for us to eat. daddy took a lot of ciku and i really ate a lot of them. i like ciku a lot cos to me it is one of the most delicious food i can find.

there is also lion dance and also fire crackers at his place.
however i think the lion dance was not that magnificent, cos firstly the lion do not look so nice, and personally i feel the lion very face and also the person who control the lion's costume was very very fake. and the lion was not climb trough a ladder to pick the lettuce, but a bunch of people carry them up and pick the lettuce, this makes me feel that the lion dance group is very un pro and just give 'ma ma fu fu' result onli.
to me this lion dance only got one word for me to say is 'chao' which means noisy in english.

today is the second day of chinese new year and we (my parents and i) went to 3 places which is my nanny house, uncle yap's house and mom's uncle house (rawang uncle)

nanny..
my nanny is grandma's 2nd sister. but they seldom stay in touch with each other.
she had taken care of me for about 3-4 year but it seems that as year pass by, i seems so distance with her already.

today i did something which i would not do last / last last year... erm.. give her a hug. something i learn last year. hug someone you love and you care about. to me she is the person who take cares of me and let me grew up well. she had been living in the same old place for more than 20 years gua..

but she got a very very 'sek' him punya god son. which is my 'uncle' who is about 3 years elder than me... used to like him a lot and a lot since i was a kid. but the previous year when i saw him. it was quiet shocking to me... since that he had doubled his size every since i last saw him lo... like big cow d... :P i think this maybe due to eating too much cow during the time he was studying in london gua.

now, we are too shy to talk with each other but i do see him as a big brother.. which i thinks (maybe only i think nia) he would always care for this little sister.

uncle yap...
daddy was hoping to have lunch at uncle yap's house but eventually aunty yap went out with her daughter already. so... no lunch prepared.

every year go to uncle yap's house, he would prepare vegetarian 'bak kuah' (BBQ meat) for me and also all kinds of food which i like so much.

sometimes i wonder why my house so not have this kind of things? but dun have never mind.. just go to other people's house and eat. this is the sprit of chinese new year. you do not have money to have lunch or dinner.. just go to your friends / relatives' house and bring a few mandrin orange and you would eat your lunch/dinner and also ang pao at last get back your mandrin orange when you left... :P

din stay at uncle yap' house for long and we set off for the rawang uncle's house.

rawang uncle...
i call him 'kao gong'. he is a very very cute old man.. where all his teeth already drop and he could still eat without teeth. he was also previously a policeman.

every year we go and visit him, he would prepare very very nice vegetarian meal for us. this year the special dish is the maggie goreng. it was very very nice even better than those cooked by the mamak one....

this year, there was a lot of ang pao to collect at rawang uncle's place since all of his kids had grown up and married...

stay there until 2.30 and we are on our back to our home sweet home.
daddy said that we are luckly that we went early since rawang was jamed.
when i reached home, i decided to sleep...
and this was my enjoyable and full second day of chinese new year.

this year chinese new year trend...
this year i decided to buy new year clothes based on the concept of K.I.S.S
which means Keep It Simple Stupid
to me chinese new year is a really really special occasion where everyone is having holiday here in malaysia.
as you knoe that i've bought quite a number of clothing during this chinese new year. and most of it do not have special design and they are just plain t-shirt.

i think chinese new year is fun.
very very fun in the sense that you would be able to meet those people whom you never think have any connection in your life.
especially when we grown up. and you might meet your future best friend during the chinese new year?

my uncle was saying that kennan said i can count how many my cousin. then today he suddenly see so many cousin in his life...
aiks... cousins.. a lot of them are same age as me.. suddenly feel that i'm old already..
but sometimes i think i'm a bit okie when it comes to handling kids...
hahaha...

erm.. today i consider myself waking up quite late.
happy chinese new year 2005, the year of the rooster...aka chicken.
feel happy.

erm.. my third uncle's ang pao got discremination one... hehehe...
the difference is the kids got RM5 and i got RM50...
hehehe.. yeah the difference is one zero lo...
i seems suprise to know that the kids get only so much for their chinese new year.
erm.. sometimes i wonder whether the kids would judge their relatives according to the amound of ang pao money they give ar..
if you ask me which is my favourite uncle.. i could not give a good answer.. to me all the uncle are the same.. and all of them are the loving and caring person. i like the relationship of my uncle and my daddy. sometimes i do really envy they have this kind of relationship since i'm the single child in my family.
but to me single child do have some 'comparative advantage' something like.. people would love you much.. since you are the only one.
i used to like this kind of feeling... being taken care by my dearest grandpa and grandma.. where they would bring me to eat a lot of nice nice food.
sometimes i wonder what my grandpa would think about if he is still alive and he thinks that i choose to be a vegetarian? erm.. i wonder... maybe if he is still around, i would not be a vegetarian gua...

today is the first day of chinese new year and according to the chinese tradition, the first day everyone is suppose to eat only vegetarian food. but to me it makes no difference gua.. since i'm a full time vegetarian all the while.

our chinese new year vegetarian course started with the all time favourite 'lao sheng' which normally is served on the seventh day of chinese new year which is 'yan yat' which means the birthday of man kind. but now there is no seperation of which day only we can have 'lao sheng'. it is a course where the food are coloured and everyone use the chopstick to mix it together. and when we 'lao sheng' we have to 'lao' higher and higher which indicate more and more prosperous in whatever we are doing.

the main course are as follow:-

1. carry fish head
2. mix vegetable (which both of them are cooked by my grandma)
3. mushroom chicken leg
4. hotdog baked been and
5. mutton potato

after that the side dish is the 'bak kut teh'. which is a formula by my grandma (mom's mom). it is very very tasty and some which had consume it says that i could help to slim down. i really love the taste and i think no any commercial bak kut teh can fight the taste of my grandma's formula.

my cute cute cousin hactor was ... he was saying like i dun like this uncle. i want mom. then he was upset and he said i dun wan you (that means me) to come near me.
then i walk away and suddenly i think of chocolate... then i took one and give it to him. and ask him to be friend with me.. and he did...
haha... seems that i bribe the kid... mayb gua.. but he was good enough to let me bribe him :P

i think that's all for my report until now...
hehehe;)

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grandma told us to keep the ang pao that she gave us tonite under our pilow aka 'bantal'
so that it will bring us luck and wisdom.
to me i have a tradision which is keeping the first ang pao that i received for chinese new year and do not use it no matter what happens until the next year. this i believe would help bring wealth to me.
to me, my ang pao money usually is used to support me to buy cds and novel/those motivation books.
it will also support me for the purchase of the text book. which most of the time the money come out from my pocket.
enjoy receiving ang pao money. i would also like to get ang pao from my friends some time in the near future.;)
tonight i would be staying up until 3-4 am.. 〔守岁〕
doing this i do hope it will bring longer life to my parents and another thing that i hope that they are in good health all year.
should be doing my revision for sfm gua...
cos really need to start for the subject already.
have not done anything since the two weeks break started.

dear chicken,
thank you for your 'generous' contribution to the society.
and now may you rest in peace.
and happy chinese new year
;P

p/s: seems that blur blur t0m@k0 forgot to save the picture.. you can only admire it.. and cannot view how it was drawn.. sorry ar.. my friends...:P

erm.. waited for so many days.. still no new year card...
erm... so bad la my friends... no cny card... should i cry ar?

ooi.. today suddenly got something special..
erm.. postman having OT today ar...
daddy saying the postman was there waiting for ang pao...
erm.. bad bad postman..
never mind la.. after chinese new year we have a lot of 'kam' for him d...

thanks my big sis for ur lovelt cny card...
ur always the best ar...

sleep away my sorrow?
someone once told me that i'm a different person during the day and the night.
i admit that during the night time i would become very very moody and sometimes i feel that it is not the real me.
i like the cheerful and happy go lucky tee chong anyway.
however, it seems diffult to stay simple, innocent and pure nowadays in this cruel cruel world.

seems that i'm not that happy now... in a certain way upset mayb?
erm.. ask myself why i feel that way?
just because of him?
wonder wonder and wondering....
tell myself for many many times rather to stay single....
still thinking and wondering what to do...

starry nite, lonely heart
where were you?
just when i needed you the most?

天堂
曲：光良 | 词：葛大为 | 编：吴庆隆

牵着你在天空飞翔 这样看世界不一样
有了你在身旁笑的脸庞 世界或许就这么宽广

忽然就忘记了慌张 人海之中你最明亮
无意间的影响 渐渐扩张 你丰富我 生活感想

何必寻找所谓的天堂 原来我因为你 不想再去流浪
情愿平凡 不拥有一切也无妨 有了你在心上 依然是天堂

忽然就忘记了慌张 人海之中你最明亮
无意间的影响 渐渐扩张 你丰富我 生活感想

何必寻找所谓的天堂 原来我因为你 不想再去流浪
情愿平凡 不拥有一切也无妨 有了你在心上 依然是天堂

何必寻找所谓的天堂 原来我因为你 不想再去流浪
情愿平凡 不拥有一切也无妨 有了你在心上 已经是天堂
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希望有你存在的地方就是自己的天堂。
那么没有你，生活就好像身处地狱了吗？

情愿放弃精彩的机会，选择了平凡的你。
可是自己这么样的牺牲，你会发觉吗？

希望你会是自己的天堂。
希望有你在身边的日子永远都是天堂。

this is posted under the request of JesSY...(oooh.. she had edited the picture..)
you can admire her master piece trough the following link
Life is Beautiful
Will You Be There?
Michael is Innocent
cool cool picture neh!!!!!

annother picture by t0m@k0
suddenly wanna draw something...
since i was inspired by jessy's drawing...
hehe.. we are a bit addicted d...:P
click the link to know what does it mean by frome day to night ;)

my chinese new year master piece
hope you like it lo...
you can click on the link to check out how i draw the painting..
please give any comment la...

today feel ackward. cos i suddenly had became light bulk....
erm... this was the first time that i saw them holding hands.
feel happy for them lo...
will help them to do promotion so that their underground relationship would be known.
erm... feel happy to see it. but do not feel envy seeing them.. since my boy boy is not around.

the college looks like the dead town since most of the student are back to their hometown celebrating chinese new year.
really wonder why i'm going back to college to attend a class which i'm not supposed to attend.
nothing just wonder it is out of loneyness or out of the wants to have a better understanding of the subject?
wonder wondering.
i do not know how and why.
wonder and still wondering leh.

suddenly become blur blur...
just now i was panic cos my monitor got problem.. cannot on...
the plug fuis was not spoilt ar...
then think that so cham cny have to suffer without my computer and internet meh?
then when i check carefully trough the power supply i found that rupa rupanya is my problem. the power cable also never get connected to the monitor... macam mana ada power supply leh?
haha... blur blur teechong...

少年 - 光良/曹格

曲：光良 | 词：管启源 | 编：Azlan Abu Hassan
光: 你又想起某个夏天 热闹海岸线
曹: 记忆中的那个少年 骄傲的宣言

光: 伸出双手就能拥抱全世界 曹: 相信所有的梦想一定会实现
光: 一切看起来都不会太遥远 合: 转眼之间过几年

曹: 轻浮的语言都已慢慢沈淀 光: 即使难免会变得更加洗炼
合: 我们不曾妥协

光: 那是我们都回不去的从前 曹: 幸好还可以坚持当时的信念
光: 世界尝试改变 合: 当初的那个少年

曹: 那是我们都回不去的从前 光: 当你站在那个夏天的海岸线
曹: 我们还是心里面 合: 那个偏执的少年

曹: 你又想起某个夏天 热闹海岸线
光: 记忆中的那个少年 骄傲的宣言

曹: 伸出双手就能拥抱全世界 光: 相信所有的梦想一定会实现
合: 我们不曾妥协

曹: 那是我们都回不去的从前 光: 幸好还可以坚持当时的信念
曹: 世界尝试改变 合: 当初的那个少年

光: 那是我们都回不去的从前 曹: 当你站在那个夏天的海岸线
光: 我们还是心里面 合: 那个偏执的少年

合: 那是我们都回不去的从前 幸好还可以坚持当时的信念
世界尝试改变 当初的那个少年

那是我们都回不去的从前 当你站在那个夏天的海岸线
我们还是心里面 那个偏执的少年
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start to love this song.
i think gary is very very talented.
just hope that he would have bringt future as wat guang liang had got in his singing courier.;)

童话~~光良~~歌词
you can try this page i've check should have most of the lyrics of guang liang's new album tong hua.

found this in friendster bulletin board. just think it is fun and wanna share with my friends.

Corporate Lesson 1
A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower when the doorbell rings. After a few seconds of arguing over which one should go and answer the doorbell, the wife gives up, quickly wraps herself up in a towel and runs downstairs.

When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbor.Before she says a word, Bob says, "I'll give you $800 to drop that towel that you have on."

After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob. After a few seconds, Bob hands her 800 dollars and leaves. Confused, but excited about her good fortune, the woman wraps back up in the towel and goes
back upstairs.

When she gets back to the bathroom, her husband asks from the shower, "Who was that?"

"It was Bob the next door neighbor," she replies.

"Great!" the husband says, "Did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?"

Moral of the story:
If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk in time with your stakeholders, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure.


Corporate Lesson 2
A priest was driving along and saw a nun on the side of the road, he stopped and offered her a lift, which she accepted. She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her gown to open and reveal a lovely leg.

The priest had a look and nearly had an accident. After controlling the car, he stealthily slid his hand up her leg. The nun looked at him and immediately said, "Father, remember Psalm 129?" The priest was flustered and apologized
profusely. He forced himself to remove his hand.

Changing gear, he let his hand slide up her leg again. The nun once again said, "Father, remember Psalm 129?" Once again the priest apologized, "Sorry sister, but the flesh is weak."

Arriving at the convent, the nun got out gave him a meaningful glance and went on her way. On his arrival at the church, the priest rushed to retrieve a bible and looked up Psalm 129.

It said, "Go forth and seek, further up, you will find glory."

Moral of the story:
Always be well informed in your job, or you might miss a great opportunity.


Corporate Lesson 3
A sales rep, an administration clerk and the manager are walking to lunch when they find an antique oil lamp. They rub it and a Genie comes out in a puff of smoke.

The Genie says, "I usually only grant three wishes, so I'll give each of you just one."

"Me first! Me first!" says the admin clerk. "I want to be in the Bahamas, driving a speedboat, without a care in the world." Poof! She's gone.

In astonishment, "Me next! Me next!" says the sales rep. "I want to be in Hawaii, relaxing on the beach with my personal masseuse, an endless supply of pina coladas and the love of my life."Poof! He's gone.

"OK, you're up," the Genie says to the manager.

The manager says, "I want those two back in the office after lunch."

Moral of the story:
Always let your boss have the first say.


Corporate Lesson 4
A crow was sitting on a tree, doing nothing all day. A small rabbit saw the crow, and asked him, "Can I also sit like you and do nothing all day long?"

The crow answered, "Sure, why not." So, the rabbit sat on the ground below
the crow, and rested. All of a sudden a fox appeared, jumped on
the rabbit and ate it.

Moral of the story:
To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.


Corporate Lesson 5
A turkey was chatting with a bull. "I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree," sighed the turkey, "but I haven't got the energy."

"Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?" replied the bull. "They're packed with nutrients." The turkey pecked at a lump of dung and found that it actually gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree.

The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch. Finally after a fourth night, there he was proudly perched at the top of the tree.

Soon, he was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot the turkey out of the tree.

Moral of the story:
Bullshit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there for long.

Corporate Lesson 6
A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground in a large field.

While it was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on it. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, it began to realize how warm it was. The dung was actually thawing him out!

He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy.

A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate.Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and
ate him.

Moral of the story:
1) Not everyone who shiits on you is your enemy.
2) Not everyone who gets you out of shiit is your friend.
3) And when you're in deep shiit, it's best to keep your mouth shut!

sleepy pig fight wit boy boy again cos he would not be around during valentines day.

today a lot of things happened on my... the most shocking thing which had happen was just now, there was those little worms in the soup which my mom had re-heat for me.
yucky little worms... maybe they are hiding among the vegetable of the soup boil.
yucky... discusting leh... too bad lo...
had wasted my mom's 'sum gei' on the soup lo... cos reli cannot accept soup with little worms inside leh.
erm... today really a lot of things happened and do not know where to start wor.

just start from today morning lo...
erm... wake up late as usual. but never mind la.. they would not be able to start without me.. hehehe.. cos i'm presenting the question for june 2004 paper. i'm quite confident about what i'm going to present. i just felt that what i've prepared would be good enough to make myself proud gua. eventually it turned out that it was not as what the lecture requirement. oops... have to redo the thing again.. luckily i have not prepared the computer print out. have to do it again leh... if already completely finished it... i would feel quiet upset. cos seems waste of time (WOT) since what i've did was like completely wrong gua.

then after the class, was annother tutorial, dun really like the tutor, eventough i think i really like the subject, the tutor really sucks leh.. dunno what i can do about it. our class decided to replace the class on monday since most of the classmate wanted to go back early dun wanna stay in the college for so long. just feel that the college is like a dead city now. since there is only our course and the new january intake who are still having class at this moment. since this a replacement class, there are venue where we would use it to replace the class. my god mother 'kai ma' (she said that i'm her bou bui lui, so i ma call her kai ma lo) is very very busy with the new time table for the third semester and things might have gone wrong ma. i just cant understand why the lecture go and scold the student. i just cannot understand why. i'm in doubt. cant u just respect the student so that they would pay you back with the same amount of respect gua. luckily he told us that next 7 weeks he would not be taking us. erm... really wonder who would be taking us for tutorial leh.. melissa or tho wor? wonder leh....

go to the sbs office, miss chin's new year 'ang pao' was not there... anyway do not need to care about this first, since my main objective is to call the ftc supplier and confirm about the original book. knowing that he also in desperite stage. just wanna help the classmate. i already wait for my book until i'm disappointed and i'm scare and fobia of people asking me about the original book d. he had offered my two ways that is to send the book to the student's house trough courier when the book arrive. and he also said that if the books have not arrive this week yet he would have no choice but to refund us.

erm.. then went out to tbr to eat my lunch nothing special about my lunch but seems to miss the things which my boy boy da bao for me everyday when he is around lo.... day by day eating the same things seems very very ackward for me leh.... seems to be tired d.

come back to college for the tiring class. sbpd. actually i wanted to distribute the notes. they always rush for notes then some how they dun come for class. lecture is really so WOT of meh? erm.. never pay respect to the lecture also. wonder why la.

having to take care of the other class rep's notes makes me very very tiring leh. sometimes i do wonder worth it for doing such things for them or not lo.

after the lecture, went to basket ball court and sit down and waiting for jun liang to pick me up for tuition, but finally i decided to go to kl on my own. wanted to go to kl to buy my guang liang's new album lo. since yesterday i did not bring my popular card did not manage to buy it. supporting the artise that i like, i think really worth to pay the money for buying his original lo. even there is not much of the discount but since guang liang is one of the artise which i admire much i would prefer to buy his album once his album is issued to support him lo. erm... asking for free poster but dun have guang liang's poster liao wor.. erm.. deciding whether wanna buy or not hoh.. but got free postcard and annother one is the 'dan qu cd'.
so, since i'm supporting him therefore decided to buy it la.

when i was walking from ftms to petaling streat to popular there was the bridge that i'm suppose to cross but i choose to take the trafic light. then, there was this polis trafic there he seems to be issuing summon to those who are not following the rules. therefore i decided to walk back and take the bridge. this would really make me feel relive gua.

i think that is all for today lo...

when i was listening to the e-drama half way, i suddenly notice that my internet connection was down.
so... streamyx did it again. mess up my internet connection again. how troublesome is the streamyx this is the second time within this two weeks already. why cant they have any improvement? at least let me have a peaceful mind.
do not need to always call and complaint.
so c2pid.
my friend and i will always say that babi do things is like tat one la..
but to me it is not discremination it is just the expectation for the service to be improve.
if everyday also face problem like that, i think i would rather give up to online.
to me, i do hope that tmnet would improve their service quality since they say the customer range are not as much as targeted.

My childhood dream job:
= Accountant / Teacher

My childhood dream house :
= Seaside house with a very nice sea view

My childhood dream bf/gf :
= erm... never really think about tat. maybe the guy whom i grew up with before i'm 5-4 gua.. and those guys who sit beside me during primary lo

My childhood hero :
= Grandpa

My childhood fave food & drink :
= McDonalds + KFC + Pizza Hut and Soft drinks

My childhood fave song(s) :
= 星光依旧灿烂 ~~ 小虎队 ， 潇洒走一回 ~~ 叶倩文

My childhood fave movie(s)
= home alone?

My childhood fave singer(s)
= 叶倩文

My childhood fave celebrity
= 成龙，张国荣

My childhood fave character(s)
= superman

My childhood fave toy/game
= masak masak ;P

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::PRESENT::
My recent dream job
= erm.. to be accountant but my dream field is financial advicer...(too bad my finance is still very leh)

My recent dream house
= coolzee appartment in side of kl where the nite view is very nice and can feel the strong wind at night.

My recent dream bf/gf
= dream bf? erm.. got bf liao.. but dream bf is of course leehom lo

My recent hero(s)
= daddy

My recent fave food & drink
= chocolate and ice cream and not forgoting secret receipe cheese choc

My recent fave song(s)
= 童话~~光良

My recent fave movie(s)
= erm... the lord of the rings (the classic)
apart from that, i think should be the phantom of the opera gua.

My recent fave singer(s)
= 王力宏，光良，品冠，梁静茹，刘若英

My recent fave celebrity
= nicholas cage, matt damon, caterine zeta jones

My recent fave character(s)
= ah boo... from moster inc

My recent toy/game
= too busy for any toy or game... if really wanna consider is my cousins lo.. nice toy.. hahaha..

Are you so different from childhood to now?
yup.. but the heart is almost still the same..
since there is someone who say that my looks do not change seems that people can still recognise me. so have to take sometime to change so that people would not recognise me anymore.
:P
by naughty teechong@2005

my friend suet er confirm got denggi d.
miss her so much leh..
suddenly miss her laughter and her cute cute face.
wondering how is she right now.
i do hope that she will get well soon lo...
erm... chinese new year coming soon...
wanna enjoy it also cannot cos miss chin already state that she want us to do tutorial... dun wanna feel guity anymore.

today we all 'pakat' to wear red for the whole group 1.
then when they all came to the college, i just too not so red because i choose to wear pink.
red was never my favourite colour. unless i choose to nobody can force me to do anything that i dun want to do. sometimes we always tell people that we are forced to do this and that. actually it is wat we wanted to do. if we really do not want to do it.. nobody in this world could force us to do anything we do not wanted to.
really feel tat is fun being in this class for about half months d...
the classmate are all mostly very quite and found it difficult to mix around with them.. cause they are not those poeple who are so... erm... 'passionate'? as compare to me..
haha... actually i do think myself as a shy person. but i think most of my friends do not like like that gua... erm.. to be more exact is that i'm protactive to strager and when you are closed to me.. i think you would not like to stand with my craziness and nuttiness.

sometimes life is difficult to decide what is wrong and right. and sometimes when the same incident happen on u again and again over the time i would felt fed up and piss off. and being demotivated the quality of the things you come out with might not be as good as expected.

tiring of my coursemate keep asking me when the original book will come i also called them every few days within the week ma... decided to let them call themselves. mayb this will help them understand my situation gua.

wanna help others and i really try my level best to achieve what i can do for others.

sometimes really feel very guity for not doing the tutorial question and not preparing for it. it seems pointless going for tutorial without preparing for it. do not learn anything at all... should ask myself to learn how to really utilised my time and manage it nicely.

then my last tutorial for the day is miss chin's acr tutorial. she told us that she had already preprared a 15 pages tutorial question as our chinese new year 'ang pao' i think this ang pao is really really big in the sense that i do not really think that we have time to enjoy ourself during this coming chinese new year.

somemore i suddenly decided i would like to learn how to drive within this chinese new year lo...
erm.. see how it would turn out to be...
do hope that this new year would really turn myself into a new leaf lo...
wish me luck lo...

坚持相信只有懂得爱自己的人才会懂得怎么去爱别人。
只有懂得怎么去善待自己才会开始对别人好。
一直学习着怎么照顾自己，
也开始做一个没有那么任性和自大的家伙。

喜欢和小朋友玩，
因为他们是天真无邪的。

notice wasting my time doing a lot of non value addded activity.. dunno whether it is right or wrong.
wonder about it all the time...
wanted myself to be back to what i was when i was in primary 6
wonder i can do it or not?
hoping i can do that lo

tell myself nobody can take away your dignity other than yourself.
尊严是自己给自己的。
你想别人怎么看待你，就从自己的言行身教开始。
如果想别人对你好一些，就开始对别人好一点。
不要老是埋怨别人没有给你/帮忙你。
要对别人有要求，就首先对自己有一定的要求。
要别人去爱你，要首先学习怎么爱自己，然后开始把爱传染给身边的亲人和朋友。

About 2-3 weeks to Chinese New Year so.. Just wanna wish everyone happy chinese new year and my reguards are sent with the following new year card which i've bought yesterday ;)


happy chinese new year all my dear friends ;)

have a nice start today eating zhu chang fen tat my mom da bao from the market and immediately after i wanted to kacao people online.. yeong sang called...
he and his 'boy friend' came and pick me up for breakfast.
eventually they forget that i'm vegetarian again.
never mind la... i already used to seeing people eating meat infront of me, used to it d.. already ma mu liao..
dun really remember why i started to give up on meat. mayb because of my parents or my religion lo...
then i found that eating meat will make people more tiring and less energetic lo...
so this mayb one of the reason that i decided to give up on meat gua...

looking at my cousins being busy with thier homework.. makes me miss the good old primary days.. where i think that i'm damn hard working and damn good in studies...
really really miss those good old days leh. that is the truth for me. really miss those days which i'm hard working and when i will get beatting form my teacher when ever i got bad marks during ejaan and 'mo xie' that is when we would cheat. i know that is when i cheat the most.
gosh reli miss those days.. where i got those very very simple friends. but lost contact with most of them d lo...

annother thing that i feel sad about is that seeing kida have so much homework to do and they have a book call 'jia ke bu' where they record down wat are those homework that we are suppose to do. i remember that i've aq big diary to record it. and u used to finished most of my homework before i reach home.
to me school is just like the second home where i would stay until quite last and waiting for my dad to pick me up. this had not changed till to date. erm.. sometime school does become my nusery where i would stay and hang around. i think it would be fun hanging around and goin home late.really miss those time, especially during form 6 where i go in to play play (where a lot of people are talking bad about me behind my back hoh...)miss those time...
try the best to bring myself back to those good old times.

my handphone had ended its credit period. decided not to reload it until monday. nothing special. just do not wanna call anyone. do not wanna do anything.
life without handphone is still normal life rite?
just that i do not call anyone and do not reply anyone's sms or phone call gua.
anyway they wanna find me they can always find me trough sms or msn d...
remember that i'm a 24/7 online person.
now just want some time alone with myself.
wanna be happy and have a peace mind.

nothing special happened this weeks. so nothing much for me to post.
except that suet er went back to her hometoen because she is suspected as denggi case. wonder how is she now. should be better gua... really really wonder.
better do something about it. sms her later gua...;)

getting more and more relief cost most of the things had been settled and life is getting back to normal. temporary there is no coursework anymore. so happy and relief for me huh? and annother thing is chinese new year is coming around the corner lo!!!!!

to me it's happy and happy feeling.....

my boy friend had gone back to his hometown for chinese new year. dunno when he will be back. should not be so soon gua since he had completed his studies here. then poor tee chong is left alone in kl d. but to me it seems that live is back to the single and available life style can go out and mix around with my friends and do not need to make up time for him. however for me, prefer to stay at home listen to some music and prepare for my studies. have not done enough preparation recently... so terrible neh...

talking about studies felt so terrible that did not do well in my studies to the extent that i was still blur blur with wat had been tought and did not do tutorial. die lo... miss chin will always neg us cos we are not good enough plus we are not hard working enough.

like everyone's saying stupid is already bad.... stupid then lazy... that is double bad that means worse lo...
erm.. better do something on it...

okie lo... back to my preparation for presentation.

seems to be more and more happy now..
cos everything finally settled....
so happened that i'm trilled lo...
listening to guang liang's new song 'tong hua' again and again...
preparing for the presentation next week and hoping i could reli used wat i've learned so far and do the best lo:)

the numbers of denggi cases are increasing in Malaysia especially in Setapak area.(the place where most of my coursemate are staying).
it is very dangerous that you court denggi just before chinese new year where you could not enjoy the chinese new year mood where it is fading away when we are growing up.

just wanna tell everyone remember to take care of yourself during this period. be careful of where you go and remember to spray 'ridsect' before you go to sleep.

take care my friends!!!!

童话
歌手:光良 专辑:童话

忘了有多久 再没听到你
对我说你最爱的故事
我想了很久 我开始慌了
是不是我又做错什么

你哭着对我说 童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂 从你说爱我以后
我的天空星星都亮了

我愿变成童话里 你爱的那个天使
张开双手 变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局

你哭着对我说 童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂 从你说爱我以后
我的天空星星都亮了

我愿变成童话里 你爱的那个天使
张开双手 变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局

我要变成童话里 你爱的那个天使
张开双手 变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
你爱的那个天使

我会变成童话里 你爱的那个天使
张开双手 变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
你爱的那个天使

一起写我们的结局
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这是光良最新专辑中的主打歌。
好喜欢它呀！
希望可以快一点拥有它！
；〕

finally today i'm much free and can settle down and do things that i wanna do.
went to kl with my bf today. and went to the vegetarian shop and order our dinner.
the food there are not as nice as expected. to me i still like to eat at 'amata' cos the food just suit my taste. just wonder why the shop suddenly closed/moved. wonder when can find the shop again in kl?
just hope that i can find the shop again soon.
cos really miss the food of the shop very very much leh.

planing what i'm gonna do this coming holiday...
thinking about it. should be revision and revision some more.