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this is how those bean they said there is letter carved on it look like.
t0m@k0 2005
Variegated Calamondin
1 year ago
this is how those bean they said there is letter carved on it look like.
t0m@k0 2005
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it has been a long long time since i last blog.
i wanted to blog wat i see and wat i feel.
but eventually i have too many other things to do rather than to blog.
so i ended up not blogging.
blogging is just like i journal for myself to see how much i've changed and how much that i have grown.
results of acca came out last monday.
i've pass.
cant believe it.
why?
because i'm expecting to refer one paper that is the 3.6 paper.
now that i've pass i can share my happiness with all my friends.
but i'm still very very busy.
not enough time to go to look for them
and annother reason is they are all studying in uk
on the other hand,
looking at those friends who din make it for their acca exam.
i just feel sorry for them.
and also do not know what other words that i can say to express how i feel towards them.
feel luckily that i do pass one go for my acca.
because i do really invest a lot of money on the examination for part 3 of acca.
buying all the ftc books (but in fact i rarely use it)
and also taking tuition and revision class at ftms, mc orange.
looking backwards at those times,
i remember that my dad always scold me that i always go watch movie and go out and not to study at all.
but i still remember the one month of intensive study in the tar college library.
(but it seems that i'll always lepak to the office and kacao the staff in the office but they do not seems to like to peduli me back then)
now the most important thing that i wanna do is to go back to tar to visit my lectures.
to tell them how thankful i feel.
that i have thier very very good guidance and support.
i still cant really contact miss chin,
because i feel that maybe she had changed her phone number.
i really wanna tell her thank you.
thanks for her concern towards me.
thanks for reminding me not to pay too much attention towards to job of the printing manager.
thanks for always nagging us.
although i never prepare for her tutorial class, but she never really scold me.
thanks miss chin.
i wanted to blog wat i see and wat i feel.
but eventually i have too many other things to do rather than to blog.
so i ended up not blogging.
blogging is just like i journal for myself to see how much i've changed and how much that i have grown.
results of acca came out last monday.
i've pass.
cant believe it.
why?
because i'm expecting to refer one paper that is the 3.6 paper.
now that i've pass i can share my happiness with all my friends.
but i'm still very very busy.
not enough time to go to look for them
and annother reason is they are all studying in uk
on the other hand,
looking at those friends who din make it for their acca exam.
i just feel sorry for them.
and also do not know what other words that i can say to express how i feel towards them.
feel luckily that i do pass one go for my acca.
because i do really invest a lot of money on the examination for part 3 of acca.
buying all the ftc books (but in fact i rarely use it)
and also taking tuition and revision class at ftms, mc orange.
looking backwards at those times,
i remember that my dad always scold me that i always go watch movie and go out and not to study at all.
but i still remember the one month of intensive study in the tar college library.
(but it seems that i'll always lepak to the office and kacao the staff in the office but they do not seems to like to peduli me back then)
now the most important thing that i wanna do is to go back to tar to visit my lectures.
to tell them how thankful i feel.
that i have thier very very good guidance and support.
i still cant really contact miss chin,
because i feel that maybe she had changed her phone number.
i really wanna tell her thank you.
thanks for her concern towards me.
thanks for reminding me not to pay too much attention towards to job of the printing manager.
thanks for always nagging us.
although i never prepare for her tutorial class, but she never really scold me.
thanks miss chin.
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finally today there is somebody who came to check about the internet and network connection at my group's office.
it is very very difficult that i do not have internet connection.
if there is no internet connection,
i have to 'ma fan' other people for many many other things.
hoping that the internet connection would be ready by monday bah.
hoping that everything would be smooth.
hoping that everything would be good.
pray that things would get better and better.
it is very very difficult that i do not have internet connection.
if there is no internet connection,
i have to 'ma fan' other people for many many other things.
hoping that the internet connection would be ready by monday bah.
hoping that everything would be smooth.
hoping that everything would be good.
pray that things would get better and better.
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have not been blogging for a long long week.
had experienced a lot and a lot of things trough out the week.
realised that it is different when you work and when you are studying.
currently i'm working in an accounting or better known as a tax firm.
name? erm... everyone who knows me well might have know where i'm working already.
so not to disclose here.
i started working last wednesday and today is amost the 8th day i working in the office.
i started to get used to the things that are in the office.
i started to get used to the ways people do things.
i wonder what would you do if your superior is a very very tedious person.
the little little mistake they would pin point it out and ask you to correct it.
erm.. maybe this is to maintain the professionalism of the office bah.
but luckily i have a good group leader.
she is very very dedicated, sometimes she seems like the mom of the group.
and she is those gals who are very very thin.
in the sense that she seems like she do not need the help of those sliming product also she can stay very very slim.
most of the gals in my group are all very slim also.
being the gal who is quite plump sometimes i feel i do really ergently need to slim down.
sometimes its like walking around a maze in the office.
and you might get tired because it is so ma fan that you need to swap in and out every time you walk in and out of the office.
and there is also the secret for opening and closing the door for the toilet of my office.
the office toilet is always locked.
i think this is because they need to prevent anything bad form happening around the office gua.
in the office i can also find a lot of senior form tar.
and the best thing is i can find SMPian as well.
there are definately more gals than guys in the firm.
yesterday i saw my basic and malaysian tax lecture mr kwek in the office.
eventually my friend told me she saw him as well.
but she was kindda upset because he did not recognised her as his student.
mr kwek might be working in our firm too?
erm.. good question.
i also not sure about it.
today finally i've got my staff code.
i do not know whether is i do not have the guts.
i do not know whether is it i have the internet connection.
seems that it is very very troublesome.
have to 'ma fan' other people everytime i need to do something.
start to learn to be independent.
start to learn how to do things nicely.
start to do things faster.
start to be nice to other people.
had experienced a lot and a lot of things trough out the week.
realised that it is different when you work and when you are studying.
currently i'm working in an accounting or better known as a tax firm.
name? erm... everyone who knows me well might have know where i'm working already.
so not to disclose here.
i started working last wednesday and today is amost the 8th day i working in the office.
i started to get used to the things that are in the office.
i started to get used to the ways people do things.
i wonder what would you do if your superior is a very very tedious person.
the little little mistake they would pin point it out and ask you to correct it.
erm.. maybe this is to maintain the professionalism of the office bah.
but luckily i have a good group leader.
she is very very dedicated, sometimes she seems like the mom of the group.
and she is those gals who are very very thin.
in the sense that she seems like she do not need the help of those sliming product also she can stay very very slim.
most of the gals in my group are all very slim also.
being the gal who is quite plump sometimes i feel i do really ergently need to slim down.
sometimes its like walking around a maze in the office.
and you might get tired because it is so ma fan that you need to swap in and out every time you walk in and out of the office.
and there is also the secret for opening and closing the door for the toilet of my office.
the office toilet is always locked.
i think this is because they need to prevent anything bad form happening around the office gua.
in the office i can also find a lot of senior form tar.
and the best thing is i can find SMPian as well.
there are definately more gals than guys in the firm.
yesterday i saw my basic and malaysian tax lecture mr kwek in the office.
eventually my friend told me she saw him as well.
but she was kindda upset because he did not recognised her as his student.
mr kwek might be working in our firm too?
erm.. good question.
i also not sure about it.
today finally i've got my staff code.
i do not know whether is i do not have the guts.
i do not know whether is it i have the internet connection.
seems that it is very very troublesome.
have to 'ma fan' other people everytime i need to do something.
start to learn to be independent.
start to learn how to do things nicely.
start to do things faster.
start to be nice to other people.
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amber chia magazine cover 1
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amber chia magazine cover 2
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amber chia magazine cover 3
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Amber Chia Malaysia's top model
if you do not know who is Amber Chia...
i would consider you are kindda out of trend.
she is Malaysia's top model aka Malaysia Lin chi Lin.
hope you all like this model..;)
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do you know how it is like for a firm who is rushing for the tax dateline?
do you know what does it mean by racing with the time?
do you know what and how's it's like to be a new staff in the company?
what is the feeling of noticing the poeple around you that are busy but you are the one who is really really free.
working in an tax firm you are due to work until very very late?
you have to spend your time to stay back and do all the undone work why?
because you are inefficient?
or because you are too hardworking therefore you cannot finished the work.
do you know what does it mean by racing with the time?
do you know what and how's it's like to be a new staff in the company?
what is the feeling of noticing the poeple around you that are busy but you are the one who is really really free.
working in an tax firm you are due to work until very very late?
you have to spend your time to stay back and do all the undone work why?
because you are inefficient?
or because you are too hardworking therefore you cannot finished the work.
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Quote for the day:
"Often people attempt to live their lives backwards: they try to have more things, or more money, in order to do more of what they want so they will be happier. The way it actually works is the reverse. You must first be who you really are, then do what you love to do, in order to have what you want."
-- Margaret Young
The formula for success is Be, Do, Have. If we seek abundance, we must be abundant in spirit. We can begin to cultivate spiritual wealth by opening our hearts in gratitude.
Start a gratitude journal today. Each evening, write down at least 5 things for which you are grateful. This simple tool will help you open your eyes to the abundance of your world right now.
"Who does not thank for little will not thank for much."
-- Estonian proverb
let me start my first gratitude journal.
1. thanks my dad for sending me to the office and taking me home.
2. thanks my dad for preparing my lunch (which is still in my bag since i'm not dare to eat it during the lunch as everyone is starving)
3. thanks to my mom for preparing the dinner for me and the family
4. thanks to the uncle at the filing room of DKC for exchanging the spoilt stapler
5. thanks to the person who looked at the little note i wrote when i'm waiting for my dad to come and fetch me last nite. (reminding me in the office there is private and confidential and everyone and anyone can look at things that you have done from time to time)
6. thanks to the people who talk to me or even smile at me...
7. thanks for my group member who try to ask me to help then even they know that i can't ofer them much help.
8. thanks to my group leader who i thinks she din go back last nite to meet the filling date. why? because she still have to take care of me in the event that she is so busy.
"Often people attempt to live their lives backwards: they try to have more things, or more money, in order to do more of what they want so they will be happier. The way it actually works is the reverse. You must first be who you really are, then do what you love to do, in order to have what you want."
-- Margaret Young
The formula for success is Be, Do, Have. If we seek abundance, we must be abundant in spirit. We can begin to cultivate spiritual wealth by opening our hearts in gratitude.
Start a gratitude journal today. Each evening, write down at least 5 things for which you are grateful. This simple tool will help you open your eyes to the abundance of your world right now.
"Who does not thank for little will not thank for much."
-- Estonian proverb
let me start my first gratitude journal.
1. thanks my dad for sending me to the office and taking me home.
2. thanks my dad for preparing my lunch (which is still in my bag since i'm not dare to eat it during the lunch as everyone is starving)
3. thanks to my mom for preparing the dinner for me and the family
4. thanks to the uncle at the filing room of DKC for exchanging the spoilt stapler
5. thanks to the person who looked at the little note i wrote when i'm waiting for my dad to come and fetch me last nite. (reminding me in the office there is private and confidential and everyone and anyone can look at things that you have done from time to time)
6. thanks to the people who talk to me or even smile at me...
7. thanks for my group member who try to ask me to help then even they know that i can't ofer them much help.
8. thanks to my group leader who i thinks she din go back last nite to meet the filling date. why? because she still have to take care of me in the event that she is so busy.
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the air quality is getting worst
last time during my secondary, we would always hope that the haze would be so terrible that we do not need to go to school.
now it had become a reality.
kids need not go to school due to the haze problem which occur recently.
the problem is regardless of whether we are going out.
the problem is concerning health of every people around kl.
just drink more water and do not stay outdoor if there is not necessary
just have a big pimple today.
do not know why.
maybe is because of the weather
or maybe is because of the presure.
last time during my secondary, we would always hope that the haze would be so terrible that we do not need to go to school.
now it had become a reality.
kids need not go to school due to the haze problem which occur recently.
the problem is regardless of whether we are going out.
the problem is concerning health of every people around kl.
just drink more water and do not stay outdoor if there is not necessary
just have a big pimple today.
do not know why.
maybe is because of the weather
or maybe is because of the presure.
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no more nite cat, no more yam cha,
no more watching repeat shows on astro until late nite
have to go back to those life like the secondary school.
have to wake up early have disiplin.
no more watching repeat shows on astro until late nite
have to go back to those life like the secondary school.
have to wake up early have disiplin.
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lee kheng caroline and me
t0m@k0 2005
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ah goh and me...
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jac jac and me...
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| Your EQ is |
107 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. |
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Lonely
Lonely I'm Mr Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got that one good girl whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin
I'm so lonely (so lonely),
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl
Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl
Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
So lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girrll
Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever
Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girll
Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely
Lonely I'm Mr Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got that one good girl whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin
I'm so lonely (so lonely),
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl
Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl
Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
So lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girrll
Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever
Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girll
Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely
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CCTV in LDP - EFFECTIVE TODAY
SPEED LIMIT - LDP
Please note that effective today the LDP highway speed limit will be monitored by the CCTV. The speed limit is 90 kmh and if you go above that at 91 kmh, the camera will auto record and pass to police. The few identified areas where the CCTV is monitoring are as follows:
1) on the overhead pedestrian bridge in front of Kelana Jaya LRT
station, monitoring the straight stretch
2) Somewhere near Western Digital (CCTV might be on Western Digital),
monitoring the straight stretch in front of the Kelana Jaya Seafood
3) On IKEA, Monitoring straight stretch in front of IKEA and 1 Utama
4) On the double overhead bridge, monitoring the stretch between the
Puchong toll and the Federal Highway turnoff.
5) In the tunnel near SS2 (please note that the speed limit is 60 kmh,
not 90 kmh)
Please let your friends know. Please note
SPEED LIMIT - LDP
Please note that effective today the LDP highway speed limit will be monitored by the CCTV. The speed limit is 90 kmh and if you go above that at 91 kmh, the camera will auto record and pass to police. The few identified areas where the CCTV is monitoring are as follows:
1) on the overhead pedestrian bridge in front of Kelana Jaya LRT
station, monitoring the straight stretch
2) Somewhere near Western Digital (CCTV might be on Western Digital),
monitoring the straight stretch in front of the Kelana Jaya Seafood
3) On IKEA, Monitoring straight stretch in front of IKEA and 1 Utama
4) On the double overhead bridge, monitoring the stretch between the
Puchong toll and the Federal Highway turnoff.
5) In the tunnel near SS2 (please note that the speed limit is 60 kmh,
not 90 kmh)
Please let your friends know. Please note
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快乐要有悲伤作陪，
雨过应该就有天晴。
如果雨后还是雨，
如果忧伤之后还是忧伤．
请让我们从容面对这离别之后的离别。
微笑地去寻找一个不可能出现的你！
xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx
happy and cheerful always forget about sorrow and sadness.
sorrow and sadness is always alone.
there would be sunshines after the rain when the rain stops.
there isn't any sunshines after the rain because it is night time;
or there is annother rain for coming ahead.
if there is still rain after the rain stop,
let's put our hands together and pray for the sunshine and rain would come evenly and would not bring any great disaster to mankind and the earth.
if there is sorrow and sadness after you are sorrow and sad,
please think about those people who are suffering from disease and war,
think about those who are homeless and ill,
lend a helping hand to them,
used the time you feel to be sorrow and sad to help them.
you will find your happiness and joy.
seperationg is just the preparation of annother meeting on the journey of our life.
what if we would never meet again in the journey of our life?
just pray to god that we would meet at neverland when we are out of all our suffering and disease.
you might found a new page in your journey of searching
searching the meaning of life.
learn how to let go.
learn how to stop the conversasion inside your head
learn how to stay positive.
雨过应该就有天晴。
如果雨后还是雨，
如果忧伤之后还是忧伤．
请让我们从容面对这离别之后的离别。
微笑地去寻找一个不可能出现的你！
xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx
happy and cheerful always forget about sorrow and sadness.
sorrow and sadness is always alone.
there would be sunshines after the rain when the rain stops.
there isn't any sunshines after the rain because it is night time;
or there is annother rain for coming ahead.
if there is still rain after the rain stop,
let's put our hands together and pray for the sunshine and rain would come evenly and would not bring any great disaster to mankind and the earth.
if there is sorrow and sadness after you are sorrow and sad,
please think about those people who are suffering from disease and war,
think about those who are homeless and ill,
lend a helping hand to them,
used the time you feel to be sorrow and sad to help them.
you will find your happiness and joy.
seperationg is just the preparation of annother meeting on the journey of our life.
what if we would never meet again in the journey of our life?
just pray to god that we would meet at neverland when we are out of all our suffering and disease.
you might found a new page in your journey of searching
searching the meaning of life.
learn how to let go.
learn how to stop the conversasion inside your head
learn how to stay positive.
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what and how do you feel when:-
a guy suddenly tell you that
'know only i know what's true love is....'
then you ask further..
the guy replied....
'something happened....'
haha.. is the guy kena electric syok?
or kena a gal's electric syok?
let me observe more and write more next time.
a guy suddenly tell you that
'know only i know what's true love is....'
then you ask further..
the guy replied....
'something happened....'
haha.. is the guy kena electric syok?
or kena a gal's electric syok?
let me observe more and write more next time.
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just feel that i'm lost.
feel that i've locked myself up inside somewhere myself never notice where is it.
wanna find out what's the reason i've locked myself up.
wanna find out where i've locked myself up?
just feel that i cannot find myself.
just feel that i'm just a puppet in this world.
just feel that living is not for myself.
questioning what's the purpose of being in this world?
question why things happened this way?
questioning why things do not happened the other way around?
questioning what is the purpose of life
feel that i'm in the mist
figuring the way out of the maze that i've created for myself.
should i be brave?
where is my courage?
why i'm locked?
maybe i should listen to some music
calm myself down.
figure how and where is the way out of the maze
instead of panicing
feel that i've locked myself up inside somewhere myself never notice where is it.
wanna find out what's the reason i've locked myself up.
wanna find out where i've locked myself up?
just feel that i cannot find myself.
just feel that i'm just a puppet in this world.
just feel that living is not for myself.
questioning what's the purpose of being in this world?
question why things happened this way?
questioning why things do not happened the other way around?
questioning what is the purpose of life
feel that i'm in the mist
figuring the way out of the maze that i've created for myself.
should i be brave?
where is my courage?
why i'm locked?
maybe i should listen to some music
calm myself down.
figure how and where is the way out of the maze
instead of panicing
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鱼对水说你看不到我的眼泪，因为我在水里．水说我能感觉到你的眼泪，
因为你在我心里.
you are the fish and i'm the water.
记住该记住的，
忘记该忘记的。
改变能改变的，
接受不能改变的
sometimes we should act as what our heart tell us.
what do you want?
what do you want?
sometimes you have to give up.
因为你在我心里.
you are the fish and i'm the water.
记住该记住的，
忘记该忘记的。
改变能改变的，
接受不能改变的
sometimes we should act as what our heart tell us.
what do you want?
what do you want?
sometimes you have to give up.
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when you are marching on the same spot over and over again,
you would rarely discover what is your weakness.
you would never notice whether you have any improvement.
sometimes i just feel that if you are putting yourself in a box,
you might think that you are secured in your comfort zone.
and maybe towards the end,
your box might be getting smaller and smaller and you might not be able to break through the comfort zone.
as time passes by, you might get bored of your comfort zone, however you might be scared of the unknown outside the confort box and you might have a lot of complaints and dislike about the environment that you are in however,
it might be difficult for you to break through the confort box.
sometimes it is depend on your attitude.
whether you are open enough to accept other's opinion.
i'm learning to be a person who is willing to accept the opinion of others.
i'm learning to be a person who is willing to be critisied.
i'm learning to be a person who is a bit indirect.
i'm learning to be myself but in a better and improved way so that my friends and people around me would not get hurt or affected because of the action that i've done.
you would rarely discover what is your weakness.
you would never notice whether you have any improvement.
sometimes i just feel that if you are putting yourself in a box,
you might think that you are secured in your comfort zone.
and maybe towards the end,
your box might be getting smaller and smaller and you might not be able to break through the comfort zone.
as time passes by, you might get bored of your comfort zone, however you might be scared of the unknown outside the confort box and you might have a lot of complaints and dislike about the environment that you are in however,
it might be difficult for you to break through the confort box.
sometimes it is depend on your attitude.
whether you are open enough to accept other's opinion.
i'm learning to be a person who is willing to accept the opinion of others.
i'm learning to be a person who is willing to be critisied.
i'm learning to be a person who is a bit indirect.
i'm learning to be myself but in a better and improved way so that my friends and people around me would not get hurt or affected because of the action that i've done.
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成长的路上
我们都曾经执迷过
挥霍青春
却不曾后悔
taken from my friends blog.
sometimes we wanna do things we have the will to complete it.
but sometimes we give up early.
sometimes after many many years when you look back at what had you done what and how would you feel?
我们都曾经执迷过
挥霍青春
却不曾后悔
taken from my friends blog.
sometimes we wanna do things we have the will to complete it.
but sometimes we give up early.
sometimes after many many years when you look back at what had you done what and how would you feel?
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the photo wit the kids and ah ma.. they are all adorable haha...
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family photo (missing in action: aunty yap ying and also uncle beng him as well as aunty pauline and also dee ten in australia
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hector the moody fuller
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my cute cousin tee jin
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me and my mom with my convo flowers and patung
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all the pig pig and bear bear that are suppose to belong to me or my friends
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actually it's quiet tiring for me to look up and down for ways to upload my convo photo.
actually i'm kinda giving up to upload those photo.
anyway guys and gals if your interested to view my convo photo,
please visit the following site
t0m@k0's space
if you wanna request for a particular photo,
please contact me trough my e-mail
teechong_yap@yahoo.com
i'll send you the photo and also please give me ur e-mail.
actually i'm kinda giving up to upload those photo.
anyway guys and gals if your interested to view my convo photo,
please visit the following site
t0m@k0's space
if you wanna request for a particular photo,
please contact me trough my e-mail
teechong_yap@yahoo.com
i'll send you the photo and also please give me ur e-mail.
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sometimes there are things that we are afraid of.
sometimes sometimes we have to realised that things that we are afraid of are actually nothing.. and we should not have the fear of doing those things.
fear is just something that come from your heart and your mind
sometimes sometimes we have to realised that things that we are afraid of are actually nothing.. and we should not have the fear of doing those things.
fear is just something that come from your heart and your mind
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sometimes in life there are always regret.
but i remember the cima lecture clement said that at the very moment the decision is made, the decision is always your best decision available.
i do believe that there should be no regrets in life because you only live once.
no matter how much you regret time would turned back.
my friend told me she regreted she took the wrong package for the convo photo.
and she wanna confirm with me again the package and stuff.
sometimes when we realised that we made the wrong move we would not blame ourself.
we would blame the people and things around us.
we would start telling the victim story.
actually in fact we are the victim of what we choose to do.
whether we wanna live as a live of a victim or a person who is full with happinest,
it's depend on whatever we are choosing.
i believe that if it is to be, it's all up to me.
it's not up to other people.
but i remember the cima lecture clement said that at the very moment the decision is made, the decision is always your best decision available.
i do believe that there should be no regrets in life because you only live once.
no matter how much you regret time would turned back.
my friend told me she regreted she took the wrong package for the convo photo.
and she wanna confirm with me again the package and stuff.
sometimes when we realised that we made the wrong move we would not blame ourself.
we would blame the people and things around us.
we would start telling the victim story.
actually in fact we are the victim of what we choose to do.
whether we wanna live as a live of a victim or a person who is full with happinest,
it's depend on whatever we are choosing.
i believe that if it is to be, it's all up to me.
it's not up to other people.
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對的時間，遇上對的人，是一生幸福；
對的時間，遇見錯的人，是一場心傷；
錯的時間，遇到錯的人，是一段荒唐；
錯的時間，遇到對的人，是一聲嘆息。
read this on a website think that it's meaningful so i post it here
translated:-
meet the right person at the right time is happiness
meet the wrong person at the right time is an heart break
meet the wrong person at the wrong time is crazy and nuts
meet the right person at the wrong time is a sound of sigh
對的時間，遇見錯的人，是一場心傷；
錯的時間，遇到錯的人，是一段荒唐；
錯的時間，遇到對的人，是一聲嘆息。
read this on a website think that it's meaningful so i post it here
translated:-
meet the right person at the right time is happiness
meet the wrong person at the right time is an heart break
meet the wrong person at the wrong time is crazy and nuts
meet the right person at the wrong time is a sound of sigh
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原谅
也许有些人很可恶，有些人很卑鄙
而当我设身为他想象的时候，我才知道：他比我还可怜。。。
所以请原谅所有你见过的人，好人或者坏人。
i've taken it from bee's site...
thinks it's meaningful and suitable for me to ponder...
so decided to put it here.
也许有些人很可恶，有些人很卑鄙
而当我设身为他想象的时候，我才知道：他比我还可怜。。。
所以请原谅所有你见过的人，好人或者坏人。
i've taken it from bee's site...
thinks it's meaningful and suitable for me to ponder...
so decided to put it here.
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sorry to friends who wanna post things in my chatter box..
it's down again.. dunno what's the problem.
whether it's mine or theirs?
be patient for me..
wait for some days.
mayb i'll update things later
it's down again.. dunno what's the problem.
whether it's mine or theirs?
be patient for me..
wait for some days.
mayb i'll update things later
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this is my convo flower from francis
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convo flower from my mom very very pinkiesh rite?the berry are specially ordered to put inside the bouqet...
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mr goh joo joo.. my bf lo..
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suddenly feel that i miss my grandpa a lot and a lot.
suddenly feel that i really miss the time i spent with him.
always act like let people think that i never grow up.
just that i really miss my grandpa and the time i spend with him.
just wonder god would wanna take his live so soon as he is such a caring and loving person to everyone in the family?
sometimes i really wonder why there is generation gap?
why we always tell poeple that our father do not understand me la.. bla bla bla bla...
i had a bad relationship with my family member la...
sometimes i just feel that live is too short.
so no matter how hard or how pain your family member hurt you,
all you should do is just forgive them and give them all the love you can give to them.
no matter how you cannot erased the fact that they are your family member.
the things that you can change is only how you want to treat them.
is whether you wanna give them 1,2,3 or 4
1 - turn your back around (stranger)
2 - just look at them (ordinary friend)
3 - shake their hand (friend)
4 - hug them (buddy)
it's all about how you wanna rate people in your life.
sometimes you might really wanna rate them as 1 and just ignoring them and even hope they are out of your lives and hope that you would never ever see them again.
however, everything you do, there is a mirror.
if you rate poeple 1, have you ever think that there would also be poeple who will rate you as one as well?
sometimes we tought time will heal the wound.
but eventually the wound might be difficult to heal.
but there would alway be a scar there.
suddenly feel that i really miss the time i spent with him.
always act like let people think that i never grow up.
just that i really miss my grandpa and the time i spend with him.
just wonder god would wanna take his live so soon as he is such a caring and loving person to everyone in the family?
sometimes i really wonder why there is generation gap?
why we always tell poeple that our father do not understand me la.. bla bla bla bla...
i had a bad relationship with my family member la...
sometimes i just feel that live is too short.
so no matter how hard or how pain your family member hurt you,
all you should do is just forgive them and give them all the love you can give to them.
no matter how you cannot erased the fact that they are your family member.
the things that you can change is only how you want to treat them.
is whether you wanna give them 1,2,3 or 4
1 - turn your back around (stranger)
2 - just look at them (ordinary friend)
3 - shake their hand (friend)
4 - hug them (buddy)
it's all about how you wanna rate people in your life.
sometimes you might really wanna rate them as 1 and just ignoring them and even hope they are out of your lives and hope that you would never ever see them again.
however, everything you do, there is a mirror.
if you rate poeple 1, have you ever think that there would also be poeple who will rate you as one as well?
sometimes we tought time will heal the wound.
but eventually the wound might be difficult to heal.
but there would alway be a scar there.
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sometimes i feel that when people are complaining that they are very cham ar.. this and that, please just open your ears and borrow them your ears for the moment.
just let them express themself.
sometimes is just good to listen.
sometimes i reallised that things that i do not like about it i would show faces.
but somehow i feel that if other poeple do not want to follow your way of doing things, just let it be.
practice the culture of letting go.
eventough we would still tell ourself that it's easy to talk than taking action.
but sometimes and somehow you should learn to let go.
this coming saturday is my convocation day.
i would be returning my gown on the monday morning.
my friend kept on asking me whether wanna take photo with lecture.
somehow, i think it would be nice to take photo with lectures,
even we are without the graduation gown.
i suddenly feel that it is childish to purposely wear the convocation gown and take photo with the lectures after the convocation day.
i do not know why i suddenly have this feeling.
remember my mom always told me,
people acting like crazy you don't follow them also.
but usually i do not listen to them.
however, this time,
i feel that it's too acting to purposely go and meet the lectures and take photo with them.
i do hope that i am able to contact all the lectures to be around on saturday so that they could take picture with us after our convocation.
however, everything is perfect during the planning stage,
but in actual fact things do not always go as how we want it to be.
have to prepare for the unexpected event rite?
just let them express themself.
sometimes is just good to listen.
sometimes i reallised that things that i do not like about it i would show faces.
but somehow i feel that if other poeple do not want to follow your way of doing things, just let it be.
practice the culture of letting go.
eventough we would still tell ourself that it's easy to talk than taking action.
but sometimes and somehow you should learn to let go.
this coming saturday is my convocation day.
i would be returning my gown on the monday morning.
my friend kept on asking me whether wanna take photo with lecture.
somehow, i think it would be nice to take photo with lectures,
even we are without the graduation gown.
i suddenly feel that it is childish to purposely wear the convocation gown and take photo with the lectures after the convocation day.
i do not know why i suddenly have this feeling.
remember my mom always told me,
people acting like crazy you don't follow them also.
but usually i do not listen to them.
however, this time,
i feel that it's too acting to purposely go and meet the lectures and take photo with them.
i do hope that i am able to contact all the lectures to be around on saturday so that they could take picture with us after our convocation.
however, everything is perfect during the planning stage,
but in actual fact things do not always go as how we want it to be.
have to prepare for the unexpected event rite?
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the all time malaysian style.
today i went to college to collect my gown as this coming saturday will be my convocation day.
actually i reach the place at around 8.15am and i eventually slip in the line to get a better place hoping that i would be able to get the gown faster.
erm.. first thing happened is erm.. the person who i dun reli like is standing behind me, and i bulat bulat cut his que..(haha i'm bad i'm bad you know it)
the standing there waiting for almost an hour before the place open.
the line was becoming more and more and more group and group and more poeple are lining up in front of our que.
then the person who i dun like said that he go to the front to talk wit friends and the fuller never appear again. maybe he already slip into the line in front and never return or he dun like to see me haha...
and we line and line and line up until about 10 finally we almost reach the front.
and the crowd in front of us is like taking 3-5 lines and the indian lady in charge is asking everyone to make only one line.
and this had made the line longer and longer.
finally until 10.30 it's almost my turn and the bunch of guys and gals in front were making two lines. the indian aunty was kindda upset and ask those people to line up in one line.
i refused to give them to line in... i think i'm bad.
when it's finally my turn, i notice there is something wrong.
the indian aunty told me that my friend's deposit and also the form is not with her.
OMG... do i have to line up all over again to get the gown for my friend?
oh no if like tat i would be pengsan over and over again.
luckily the aunty say you do not need to line up again. just come and take the gown.
i have to run all the way to admission to get the form and deposit.
then run back to submit the form and deposit.
on my way, i think i drop someone's ticket and also the invitation card.
my friends was saying that who's card is that?
if nobody i take geh la.
then i say dun be so bad take other people's thing.
then i straight away went to take the gown for my friend already.
dunno whether they really took the invitation card from the people or not.
but it's already non of my business and nothing related to me already lo.
erm trying the gown see whether it fits on me or not.
this time i'm clever.
i took size S.
cos the convo gown eventough it's size S when u wear it on it would seems like size XL to u if your very very small size.
after taking the gown,
we went to tbr to have lunch.
the jean yee send lay ching and her friend to the lrt station.
lay ching is currently working in the fraud department for citi bank and the pay is about 2000++ but the work is boring and you have to face the computer for long hours.
long working hours. looking at the transactions to detact any suspecious transaction.
i cannot imagine myself working with this kind of job.
later me and jean went to one u for movie
since it is weekdays there was not many people around.
but the parking lot seems a bit full.
however we still managed to get a nice parking space.
jean suggested that we go watch the movie call stealth.
and after we bought the tickets it was still quiet early
we went for a walk.
i was looking for the shop which kononya from the radio advertisment is brought in from hk by the famous dj chan fong.
but when i walk inside the shop, the feeling of the dress of the shop not really suit my taste.
then about 1pm we went to watch movie.
we wanted to buy the pop corn when we are inside the cinema,
but there wasn't any pop corn selling inside the cinema.
therefore we have to buy the pop corn outside the cinema lo.
cham... but since we buy the pop corn combo large, they giv us one can of drinks free.
then we go in to watch the movie.
we sit inside the cimena for about half an hour to watch all the advertisement and preview and stuff.
as when we are thinking the show should be starting,
suddenly there was nothing on the screen.
totally dark.
me and jean yee was waiting patiently and eating up all our pop corn and stuff.
when we already finished our pop corn,
the show is not ready yet.
the show went on and off the screen later.
and we totally dunno wat's the show about.
finally the personnel of gsc went us due to technical problem... bla bla bla bla... please go outside and get your refund.
oh yes can get refund.
and then me and jean yee walk very fast out to the counter and claim back our refund
we give them back the ticket and we notice that they actually pay us back rm10 while we only pay rm6 for the movie. wow untung and get free pop corn lo..
haha...
fast fast cabut.
when we already go down, we notice that we went to the wrong exit and we went back the the gsc floor again and go out from there.
what an frustrating but interesting experience for me;)
today i went to college to collect my gown as this coming saturday will be my convocation day.
actually i reach the place at around 8.15am and i eventually slip in the line to get a better place hoping that i would be able to get the gown faster.
erm.. first thing happened is erm.. the person who i dun reli like is standing behind me, and i bulat bulat cut his que..(haha i'm bad i'm bad you know it)
the standing there waiting for almost an hour before the place open.
the line was becoming more and more and more group and group and more poeple are lining up in front of our que.
then the person who i dun like said that he go to the front to talk wit friends and the fuller never appear again. maybe he already slip into the line in front and never return or he dun like to see me haha...
and we line and line and line up until about 10 finally we almost reach the front.
and the crowd in front of us is like taking 3-5 lines and the indian lady in charge is asking everyone to make only one line.
and this had made the line longer and longer.
finally until 10.30 it's almost my turn and the bunch of guys and gals in front were making two lines. the indian aunty was kindda upset and ask those people to line up in one line.
i refused to give them to line in... i think i'm bad.
when it's finally my turn, i notice there is something wrong.
the indian aunty told me that my friend's deposit and also the form is not with her.
OMG... do i have to line up all over again to get the gown for my friend?
oh no if like tat i would be pengsan over and over again.
luckily the aunty say you do not need to line up again. just come and take the gown.
i have to run all the way to admission to get the form and deposit.
then run back to submit the form and deposit.
on my way, i think i drop someone's ticket and also the invitation card.
my friends was saying that who's card is that?
if nobody i take geh la.
then i say dun be so bad take other people's thing.
then i straight away went to take the gown for my friend already.
dunno whether they really took the invitation card from the people or not.
but it's already non of my business and nothing related to me already lo.
erm trying the gown see whether it fits on me or not.
this time i'm clever.
i took size S.
cos the convo gown eventough it's size S when u wear it on it would seems like size XL to u if your very very small size.
after taking the gown,
we went to tbr to have lunch.
the jean yee send lay ching and her friend to the lrt station.
lay ching is currently working in the fraud department for citi bank and the pay is about 2000++ but the work is boring and you have to face the computer for long hours.
long working hours. looking at the transactions to detact any suspecious transaction.
i cannot imagine myself working with this kind of job.
later me and jean went to one u for movie
since it is weekdays there was not many people around.
but the parking lot seems a bit full.
however we still managed to get a nice parking space.
jean suggested that we go watch the movie call stealth.
and after we bought the tickets it was still quiet early
we went for a walk.
i was looking for the shop which kononya from the radio advertisment is brought in from hk by the famous dj chan fong.
but when i walk inside the shop, the feeling of the dress of the shop not really suit my taste.
then about 1pm we went to watch movie.
we wanted to buy the pop corn when we are inside the cinema,
but there wasn't any pop corn selling inside the cinema.
therefore we have to buy the pop corn outside the cinema lo.
cham... but since we buy the pop corn combo large, they giv us one can of drinks free.
then we go in to watch the movie.
we sit inside the cimena for about half an hour to watch all the advertisement and preview and stuff.
as when we are thinking the show should be starting,
suddenly there was nothing on the screen.
totally dark.
me and jean yee was waiting patiently and eating up all our pop corn and stuff.
when we already finished our pop corn,
the show is not ready yet.
the show went on and off the screen later.
and we totally dunno wat's the show about.
finally the personnel of gsc went us due to technical problem... bla bla bla bla... please go outside and get your refund.
oh yes can get refund.
and then me and jean yee walk very fast out to the counter and claim back our refund
we give them back the ticket and we notice that they actually pay us back rm10 while we only pay rm6 for the movie. wow untung and get free pop corn lo..
haha...
fast fast cabut.
when we already go down, we notice that we went to the wrong exit and we went back the the gsc floor again and go out from there.
what an frustrating but interesting experience for me;)
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vote for 全 球 华 语 歌 曲 排 行 榜 颁 奖 典 礼
please go to the above website to vote for 全 球 华 语 歌 曲 排 行 榜 颁 奖 典 礼 which is going to be held in malaysia in the month of september....
please go to the above website to vote for 全 球 华 语 歌 曲 排 行 榜 颁 奖 典 礼 which is going to be held in malaysia in the month of september....
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told myself to clean up the messy room but my room still in a mess.
seems that i do not really realised my promise to myself rite?
i have a weird habbit about cleaning up.
i like to clean up during the middle of the nite.
seems that i have better mood doing that in the middle of the night.
weirdo me...
still have a lot of things which is pending.
my laudry...
2moro going to college to collect the gown for my convo.
yeah it has been a long long time since i had gone back to the college.
miss the lectures neh...
hope they are free to chat.
but it seems that this week they are busy.
why?
they are busy preparing exam scripts which is gonna used to sit for the september exam.
i think it would be a suitable time to sneak in and curi tengok the scrips
haha...
what a wonderful idea....
haha....
seems that i'm going a bit hair wayered.
crazy.. jus wanna express myself.
after a long long time not blogging.
just wanna split out my feelings and fill in the space on my blog
haha...
seems that i do not really realised my promise to myself rite?
i have a weird habbit about cleaning up.
i like to clean up during the middle of the nite.
seems that i have better mood doing that in the middle of the night.
weirdo me...
still have a lot of things which is pending.
my laudry...
2moro going to college to collect the gown for my convo.
yeah it has been a long long time since i had gone back to the college.
miss the lectures neh...
hope they are free to chat.
but it seems that this week they are busy.
why?
they are busy preparing exam scripts which is gonna used to sit for the september exam.
i think it would be a suitable time to sneak in and curi tengok the scrips
haha...
what a wonderful idea....
haha....
seems that i'm going a bit hair wayered.
crazy.. jus wanna express myself.
after a long long time not blogging.
just wanna split out my feelings and fill in the space on my blog
haha...
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after so many months and days already....
my room still in a mess
too shy for me to post the picture of my room
cos it's really really in a mess
what to do?
i'm a lazy person.
have arranged too many program for myself.
and time is the limited resources
long long time never update my blog already
yeah... working life had used up most of your time.
but i think the thing which is more time consuming is pak tuo gua.
cos when you are with your bf or gf you would rarely think of blogging.
been to many shopping centres lately.
mid valley, sogo, carefour wangsa maju, one utama, tesco puchong, metro prima kepong.....
shopping for groceries
gosh...
i miss going to kl and shop at the book shop like popular.
normally people always complain about your this and that,
they would always say why your room so messy la...
why you do not tidy it la....
i would say why don't you help me to tidy it?
they would say you tidy yourself la.
then they would 'tambah'
if i tidy ar.. i would throw all these things away your 'rubbish' will gone half.
but for me... i think i'm really is a person who is very 'zhong gan qing'
i really prefer to keep things which other people thinks it is rubbish rather than throw it away and regret for live.
yesterday my uncle called and ask me to lend him a bag for camping.
and i'm searching all over the house for a bad which is suitable and
suddenly i just realised that i've so many bag which i carry to college.
i'm questioning myself.
whether i wanna start throw them away?
they have many many memory for me.
they have spend all of their life with me studying and stuff.
suddenly that i've think of i have the money to buy the bag.
and yet there are still children out there who do not have money to even go to school.
should we appreciate what our parents had done?
should we appreciate what our parents had given us?
and be thankful and stop complaining that our parents do not understand what we are thinking.
how about us?
do we understand how they think?
do we really care about them?
we always complaint about others din treat us like this and that...
and how about ourself? do we do the same thing?
my room still in a mess
too shy for me to post the picture of my room
cos it's really really in a mess
what to do?
i'm a lazy person.
have arranged too many program for myself.
and time is the limited resources
long long time never update my blog already
yeah... working life had used up most of your time.
but i think the thing which is more time consuming is pak tuo gua.
cos when you are with your bf or gf you would rarely think of blogging.
been to many shopping centres lately.
mid valley, sogo, carefour wangsa maju, one utama, tesco puchong, metro prima kepong.....
shopping for groceries
gosh...
i miss going to kl and shop at the book shop like popular.
normally people always complain about your this and that,
they would always say why your room so messy la...
why you do not tidy it la....
i would say why don't you help me to tidy it?
they would say you tidy yourself la.
then they would 'tambah'
if i tidy ar.. i would throw all these things away your 'rubbish' will gone half.
but for me... i think i'm really is a person who is very 'zhong gan qing'
i really prefer to keep things which other people thinks it is rubbish rather than throw it away and regret for live.
yesterday my uncle called and ask me to lend him a bag for camping.
and i'm searching all over the house for a bad which is suitable and
suddenly i just realised that i've so many bag which i carry to college.
i'm questioning myself.
whether i wanna start throw them away?
they have many many memory for me.
they have spend all of their life with me studying and stuff.
suddenly that i've think of i have the money to buy the bag.
and yet there are still children out there who do not have money to even go to school.
should we appreciate what our parents had done?
should we appreciate what our parents had given us?
and be thankful and stop complaining that our parents do not understand what we are thinking.
how about us?
do we understand how they think?
do we really care about them?
we always complaint about others din treat us like this and that...
and how about ourself? do we do the same thing?
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twin brothers wit the dirty cat face
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small little gift from my boss sarah... i heard it is made by herself... nice and cool leh?
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it has been a long long time since i last blog.
it is not really nothing for me to blog,
it is just that i'm too tired to blog.
i wanted to stop for the part time job.
sometimes i feel not worth for my effort to do the job
but for the sake of reposibility i have to finished keying in the invoice for the company for the month of june.
E kept asking me to finished keying in invoice for the month of june.
i know i'm already being an expert to key in all the invoice and do not need to refer to anything to know the product code.
but however, i surender.
things cannot be finished.
i dunno.
sometimes i just do not like the way they beg u to stay back and finished all the things.
is not about money.
sometimes i just think that i'm wasting my precious time.
they would tell you, you stay back got money to earn ma...
the problem is money is not my problem ma...
it the value for my time spend there is not equavalent to the things that i wanted to learn.
most of the things i have touched and looked.
and have already tidy up somethings which is quiet messy
and sometimes i already have no eyes to see them.
lesson learn from the company:-
1. your senior would act like they are very superior than you. but in actual fact they are not. you would know who are willing to teach you and who are not. some they just cincai teach you and when you do something wrong they would question you. why you do like that.some of them prefer you to do it their way which is the long cut way or for me i call it the c2pid way.
2. nobody will teach you the shortcut way. they would usually tell you that there is no short cut way. but i notice is either they do not know the short cut way, or they want to keep the short cut way to themself.
3. sometimes i think no matter how good you are in your studies, you are still zero when you are fresh at work. you would have to be careful. and be prepared to be bullied by people lo.
take care for my friends who are going to get a job like me.
it is not really nothing for me to blog,
it is just that i'm too tired to blog.
i wanted to stop for the part time job.
sometimes i feel not worth for my effort to do the job
but for the sake of reposibility i have to finished keying in the invoice for the company for the month of june.
E kept asking me to finished keying in invoice for the month of june.
i know i'm already being an expert to key in all the invoice and do not need to refer to anything to know the product code.
but however, i surender.
things cannot be finished.
i dunno.
sometimes i just do not like the way they beg u to stay back and finished all the things.
is not about money.
sometimes i just think that i'm wasting my precious time.
they would tell you, you stay back got money to earn ma...
the problem is money is not my problem ma...
it the value for my time spend there is not equavalent to the things that i wanted to learn.
most of the things i have touched and looked.
and have already tidy up somethings which is quiet messy
and sometimes i already have no eyes to see them.
lesson learn from the company:-
1. your senior would act like they are very superior than you. but in actual fact they are not. you would know who are willing to teach you and who are not. some they just cincai teach you and when you do something wrong they would question you. why you do like that.some of them prefer you to do it their way which is the long cut way or for me i call it the c2pid way.
2. nobody will teach you the shortcut way. they would usually tell you that there is no short cut way. but i notice is either they do not know the short cut way, or they want to keep the short cut way to themself.
3. sometimes i think no matter how good you are in your studies, you are still zero when you are fresh at work. you would have to be careful. and be prepared to be bullied by people lo.
take care for my friends who are going to get a job like me.
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Somewhere Out There
performed by Linda Ronstadt and James Ingram
from the movie An American Tail (1987)
written by James Horner, Barry Mann, Cynthia Weil
Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight
Someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight
Somewhere out there someone's saying a prayer
That we'll find one another in that big somewhere out there
And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky
Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true
And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky
Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true
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this is a song from a movie related to the mouse migrating to america.
its a very very touching movie
still like this song very very much
performed by Linda Ronstadt and James Ingram
from the movie An American Tail (1987)
written by James Horner, Barry Mann, Cynthia Weil
Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight
Someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight
Somewhere out there someone's saying a prayer
That we'll find one another in that big somewhere out there
And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky
Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true
And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky
Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
this is a song from a movie related to the mouse migrating to america.
its a very very touching movie
still like this song very very much
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annother picture of the gife :P
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the gift i win from 988 serento... seems a lot but should be able to get more but have to go to work already
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blog this picture again
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goh joo joo driving... curi curi take his picture... he will scold me anyway...
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i was waiting for the good show.
but eventually there wasn't any good show.
but sarah had actually employed someone who is better than the person who had run away after her pile of mess.
even the auditor had a lot of question that need to ask her.
but she is not around.
'this one is not me who handle it....
those document are lost during the time when we shift the office....
bla.. bla.. bla...'
actually we notice that she actually do not have much actual knowledge about accounting.
just that her experience result to her staying in the company for many years
now her privious manager had gone and the new finance manager is looking very closely at each transaction that had been made so that there would not be any possibility of fraud that would occur during the case of incuring any services.
i think i should be working until next week.
till then i would be unemployed again
but eventually there wasn't any good show.
but sarah had actually employed someone who is better than the person who had run away after her pile of mess.
even the auditor had a lot of question that need to ask her.
but she is not around.
'this one is not me who handle it....
those document are lost during the time when we shift the office....
bla.. bla.. bla...'
actually we notice that she actually do not have much actual knowledge about accounting.
just that her experience result to her staying in the company for many years
now her privious manager had gone and the new finance manager is looking very closely at each transaction that had been made so that there would not be any possibility of fraud that would occur during the case of incuring any services.
i think i should be working until next week.
till then i would be unemployed again
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today met my secondary monitor.
i think she came back from rusia for holiday.
still with the same boy friend.
actually i was glad to see her again.
basically i totally lost contact with all those secondary friend and don't mention about those in the primary.
sometimes i just feel that after so much time,
i am more and more protective and you would not easily see that i am nauty and very very true to my friends is i consider you as just friends.
i would like to help poeple
but sometimes i would feel very very reluctant to get close to people.
why?
cos sometimes i just feel that when you get close to other poeple,
some secret that you would wanna share with them only would become a know item among the friends.
sometimes i feel sick and tired about it.
so i decided not to be too closed to poeple.
but i also received complaint that i do not have many friends.
i think it should be part of my life gua.
since i'm to only child in the family and i already get used to those things that i should or should not do.
and already used to being distance from poeple and
enjoy doing things alone.
i do treasure that is always somebody who support me la...
treasure the friendship that i have la.
i think she came back from rusia for holiday.
still with the same boy friend.
actually i was glad to see her again.
basically i totally lost contact with all those secondary friend and don't mention about those in the primary.
sometimes i just feel that after so much time,
i am more and more protective and you would not easily see that i am nauty and very very true to my friends is i consider you as just friends.
i would like to help poeple
but sometimes i would feel very very reluctant to get close to people.
why?
cos sometimes i just feel that when you get close to other poeple,
some secret that you would wanna share with them only would become a know item among the friends.
sometimes i feel sick and tired about it.
so i decided not to be too closed to poeple.
but i also received complaint that i do not have many friends.
i think it should be part of my life gua.
since i'm to only child in the family and i already get used to those things that i should or should not do.
and already used to being distance from poeple and
enjoy doing things alone.
i do treasure that is always somebody who support me la...
treasure the friendship that i have la.
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just now listen to chan fong's program.
he said if you feel that the person is not suitable for you,
you should better let go.
is not whether you scared to loss so that you would not let go of the relationship that is not good for you.
he said that if you already willing to give up something that is not good for you,
you already consider gaining form your action.
he said if you feel that the person is not suitable for you,
you should better let go.
is not whether you scared to loss so that you would not let go of the relationship that is not good for you.
he said that if you already willing to give up something that is not good for you,
you already consider gaining form your action.
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tought we will be having our convo by ourself.
but i was wrong.
my convo will be with other courses.
but we would be the first course to be on the stage.
convo info
kindda disappointed leh.
erm... hope it would be a special convocation for all of us.
but i was wrong.
my convo will be with other courses.
but we would be the first course to be on the stage.
convo info
kindda disappointed leh.
erm... hope it would be a special convocation for all of us.
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if you always go to those company which is very very normal and have a very very good system, you would not see what's a problem that might occur in a company.
last time when we study audit, we know that there is a lot of document that need to have a serial number, and many document that need to have duplicate copy.
last time i working in a audit and tax firm i never notice why the receptionist should be the one who handle the courier services.
i know and notice the person who is handling the courier service should be a person who is very very feirce enough to fight for the best courier service for the company.
it would seems that on time delivery would be important for a service company.
but i think the delivery sheet for the delivery company is really like shit.
why? cos they are not serially numbered and cannot be traced easily.
told sarah about this problem.
but she really have to many problem that she need to tackle.
she really cannot put much attention on this matter lo.
yeah sarah is correct.
there should be proper documentation for services and good that we had incurred.
we do not simply pay for things that we did not incurred.
that is not the proper way of doing things.
the company system really got problem.
this is what my bf told me when he first went to the company to settle their previous year accounts.
i really dunno what is the problem.
when i come to this company i've realised that this company really have problem as what my bf had said.
there are a lot and a lot of paper work.
and a lot of paper document
income tax and law requires a company to keep proper documentation for 7 years wor.
how?
do they have so much space as they could file all this document?
and annother thing is they have many many document but they do not have people to key in the transactions.
then just get the figure using the spread sheets?
would the reporting be up to date?
erm i really wonder about it.
last time when we study audit, we know that there is a lot of document that need to have a serial number, and many document that need to have duplicate copy.
last time i working in a audit and tax firm i never notice why the receptionist should be the one who handle the courier services.
i know and notice the person who is handling the courier service should be a person who is very very feirce enough to fight for the best courier service for the company.
it would seems that on time delivery would be important for a service company.
but i think the delivery sheet for the delivery company is really like shit.
why? cos they are not serially numbered and cannot be traced easily.
told sarah about this problem.
but she really have to many problem that she need to tackle.
she really cannot put much attention on this matter lo.
yeah sarah is correct.
there should be proper documentation for services and good that we had incurred.
we do not simply pay for things that we did not incurred.
that is not the proper way of doing things.
the company system really got problem.
this is what my bf told me when he first went to the company to settle their previous year accounts.
i really dunno what is the problem.
when i come to this company i've realised that this company really have problem as what my bf had said.
there are a lot and a lot of paper work.
and a lot of paper document
income tax and law requires a company to keep proper documentation for 7 years wor.
how?
do they have so much space as they could file all this document?
and annother thing is they have many many document but they do not have people to key in the transactions.
then just get the figure using the spread sheets?
would the reporting be up to date?
erm i really wonder about it.
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it seems really weird....
why? i can blog but i cannot view my web page lo.
is it something related to the bombing in london and my web site also kena bomb as well? how come?
what had happened?
the work load is very very heavy.
a lot of things to settle but should i tell myself.
there is nothing that i cannot handle.
there is nothing i cannot settle.
i just wonder i feel weird why must a son or daugther pay their parents when they get their first pay cheque?
i just wonder.
i really have a tight budget.
i really have no more money to save.
there is a needing to spend on something i longing for a long long while.
i do not like the feeling of being forced to do something.
i would like to do things i want to do.
and not forced to do.
but it seems difficult to realised this.
everyone also want to do things willingly or do things by yourself.
sometimes i really feel that if things that i wanna do i would do it perfectly
if there is things that i dun wanna do i would not do it nicely or just get it done.
and that's end of story?
erm...
i wonder i think this is one of the attitude that i should change gua
why? i can blog but i cannot view my web page lo.
is it something related to the bombing in london and my web site also kena bomb as well? how come?
what had happened?
the work load is very very heavy.
a lot of things to settle but should i tell myself.
there is nothing that i cannot handle.
there is nothing i cannot settle.
i just wonder i feel weird why must a son or daugther pay their parents when they get their first pay cheque?
i just wonder.
i really have a tight budget.
i really have no more money to save.
there is a needing to spend on something i longing for a long long while.
i do not like the feeling of being forced to do something.
i would like to do things i want to do.
and not forced to do.
but it seems difficult to realised this.
everyone also want to do things willingly or do things by yourself.
sometimes i really feel that if things that i wanna do i would do it perfectly
if there is things that i dun wanna do i would not do it nicely or just get it done.
and that's end of story?
erm...
i wonder i think this is one of the attitude that i should change gua
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all my 'chat kaki' form college are in Shefied, UK for the moment.
poor me. kasian saya.
But, i just feel that i would not have the determination to continue my studies in acounting, maybe for the moment.
If there is more accounting stuff to learn ahead i think i should be vomiting already.
But for the moment, i would like to have a clear picture of something which is related to accounting.
that is the accounting standard.
every country have thier own accounting standard and most likely the accounting standards are similar to the international accounting standards.
therefore no matter where you are, if you are doing accounting you would still have to deal with accounting standards.
Eventough accounting standards are not law in accounting, but they are guilines for commercial , auditing and public sectors to follow in preparing and auditing the accounts.
the accounting standards is a guidelines for the company to decide how much information need to be disclosed when they are preparing the financial report.
however, for internal purpose, the presentation of accounting would definately depends on the requirement of the users and the purpose of using the accounting information.
sometimes there is information that is required by other department and some information is confidential.
therefore i could be considered that there is not fixed format for the internal reporting, however, it should not run away too much from the normal external reporting.
poor me. kasian saya.
But, i just feel that i would not have the determination to continue my studies in acounting, maybe for the moment.
If there is more accounting stuff to learn ahead i think i should be vomiting already.
But for the moment, i would like to have a clear picture of something which is related to accounting.
that is the accounting standard.
every country have thier own accounting standard and most likely the accounting standards are similar to the international accounting standards.
therefore no matter where you are, if you are doing accounting you would still have to deal with accounting standards.
Eventough accounting standards are not law in accounting, but they are guilines for commercial , auditing and public sectors to follow in preparing and auditing the accounts.
the accounting standards is a guidelines for the company to decide how much information need to be disclosed when they are preparing the financial report.
however, for internal purpose, the presentation of accounting would definately depends on the requirement of the users and the purpose of using the accounting information.
sometimes there is information that is required by other department and some information is confidential.
therefore i could be considered that there is not fixed format for the internal reporting, however, it should not run away too much from the normal external reporting.
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durian season come already
i was suprise that today i have durian to eat
yeah durian
why?
cos today my dad's boss give my dad some durian.
last time when the durian are those very very expensive fruits,
we usually say that my dad would not be willing to bye any durian
why?
cos my dad is kindda stingy.
and we always say if my dad will buy durian home then it would snow in malaysia.
now things are kindda diffirent
but it is stil same case that daddy would rarely buy durian.
but still like durian very very much?
why?
cos durian is king of all fruits and i like it very very much lo
haha
but after eatting during should drink a lot and a lot of water lur.
i was suprise that today i have durian to eat
yeah durian
why?
cos today my dad's boss give my dad some durian.
last time when the durian are those very very expensive fruits,
we usually say that my dad would not be willing to bye any durian
why?
cos my dad is kindda stingy.
and we always say if my dad will buy durian home then it would snow in malaysia.
now things are kindda diffirent
but it is stil same case that daddy would rarely buy durian.
but still like durian very very much?
why?
cos durian is king of all fruits and i like it very very much lo
haha
but after eatting during should drink a lot and a lot of water lur.
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希望有你存在的地方就是自己的天堂。
那么没有你，生活就好像身处地狱了吗？
情愿放弃精彩的机会，选择了平凡的你。
可是自己这么样的牺牲，你会发觉吗？
希望你会是自己的天堂。
希望有你在身边的日子永远都是天堂。
那么没有你，生活就好像身处地狱了吗？
情愿放弃精彩的机会，选择了平凡的你。
可是自己这么样的牺牲，你会发觉吗？
希望你会是自己的天堂。
希望有你在身边的日子永远都是天堂。
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now is already last hour of the first half of year 2005.
it had been a very exciting year for me
notice that eventually i grew a lot.
knoe a lot of people/friends
have to make a lot of difficult decision.
have to face a lot of problems in life.
have a lot of things that i need to face.
this first half year of 2005 really make me grow a lot
have to learn more to be better in my EQ
use your heart to treat people,
regardless of whether other people would appreciate it.
you would feel really really nice.
if you wanna receive more, just give more of yourself.
do not think my report is very very nice.
cos not everything i did is completely correct or completely right.
got 'yuan wang' by the 'small people' around me.
but whatever happened, i think the most important thing that happened is,
i already put my best for poeple around me.
and have nothing to be regret of.
regardless how poeple say.
i do not really wanna say bad things about other people.
sometimes things you know and you should only keep them inside your heart and let it be.
have a happy 2005 and also looking forward for a more exciting next half 2005.
it had been a very exciting year for me
notice that eventually i grew a lot.
knoe a lot of people/friends
have to make a lot of difficult decision.
have to face a lot of problems in life.
have a lot of things that i need to face.
this first half year of 2005 really make me grow a lot
have to learn more to be better in my EQ
use your heart to treat people,
regardless of whether other people would appreciate it.
you would feel really really nice.
if you wanna receive more, just give more of yourself.
do not think my report is very very nice.
cos not everything i did is completely correct or completely right.
got 'yuan wang' by the 'small people' around me.
but whatever happened, i think the most important thing that happened is,
i already put my best for poeple around me.
and have nothing to be regret of.
regardless how poeple say.
i do not really wanna say bad things about other people.
sometimes things you know and you should only keep them inside your heart and let it be.
have a happy 2005 and also looking forward for a more exciting next half 2005.
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my parents just back from genting.
initially they ask me to join them.since i never been to genting before.
mayb i've been there before should be before my primary gua.
so i have no memory of me going to genting before.
erm... but also not really really interested in going to genting...
actually i'm long for a trip to penang to eat durian.
haha
nice nice durian, have to ask grandma to get me some of the penang best durian
erm so my target is to go there about next or the week after next.
go penang for a couple of days
meet some friends
my parents do have a nice time at genting.
but my mom say that during their way to genting my dad's car eventually nearly 'boil water'
so they stop the car and wait until the car cool down and continue their journey.
erm...
everything was fine after that.
i do think it's a good choice not following them to genting.
let them enjoy their short trip and also 'second honey moon'
let them enjoy their life a bit live a life without my existance for a few days.
let them forget about me for a few days.
initially they ask me to join them.since i never been to genting before.
mayb i've been there before should be before my primary gua.
so i have no memory of me going to genting before.
erm... but also not really really interested in going to genting...
actually i'm long for a trip to penang to eat durian.
haha
nice nice durian, have to ask grandma to get me some of the penang best durian
erm so my target is to go there about next or the week after next.
go penang for a couple of days
meet some friends
my parents do have a nice time at genting.
but my mom say that during their way to genting my dad's car eventually nearly 'boil water'
so they stop the car and wait until the car cool down and continue their journey.
erm...
everything was fine after that.
i do think it's a good choice not following them to genting.
let them enjoy their short trip and also 'second honey moon'
let them enjoy their life a bit live a life without my existance for a few days.
let them forget about me for a few days.
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seems to be difficult to wake up in the morning,
cos if i rely on my arlam clock i would end up waking up late.
however, if i rely on myself,
i would end up waking up so early.
now is about 6.45 and i've been up for more than half an hour.
seems that i should have a healthy life if i wanna rely on myself to wake up.
why? cos the alarm clock seemed useless to me already.
it does not wake me up and will not wake me up.
so cham.
uaed to wake up really really early during my secondary time.
have to go to school at about 7 in the morning.
erm...
miss those days.
really really miss those days.
when i'm really really damn hard working.
when i do not have to think so much about how to live my life.
cos if i rely on my arlam clock i would end up waking up late.
however, if i rely on myself,
i would end up waking up so early.
now is about 6.45 and i've been up for more than half an hour.
seems that i should have a healthy life if i wanna rely on myself to wake up.
why? cos the alarm clock seemed useless to me already.
it does not wake me up and will not wake me up.
so cham.
uaed to wake up really really early during my secondary time.
have to go to school at about 7 in the morning.
erm...
miss those days.
really really miss those days.
when i'm really really damn hard working.
when i do not have to think so much about how to live my life.
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忘掉你像忘掉我 ~~王菲
曲:张国荣 词:林夕 编:Richard Yuen 监:张国荣
想不再回头 又不想错过 想不想之间 着了魔
重逢后 白发后 又怎知道 是恋火
是如何 烧毁我 假使你仍然 认得这个我
不枉我换来 这结果 狂傲地 任性地
为想等你 望清楚 为你疯魔 这样错
* 爱我吗 不恋也恨
等到白头 未染尘
爱我吗 但如何敢问
忘掉你像忘掉我心
# 生死也为情 是否不会有
只得苦恋可永久
明明是没以后
但怎么我 仍牵手
让你减轻 你内疚 #
repeat * #
生也猜不透 死也猜不透 发白透
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just saw faye wong's new compilation album online.
always like faye's canto song cos it's really really very very nice.
remember this song is one of the song in the movie 'bai fa mo nui' by leslie cheung and also lin ching xia.
the liking for faye is slowly slowly accumulated.
is because of my friend?
or just because she is faye and i like her:P
haha
but only one thing to say faye is always the best.
曲:张国荣 词:林夕 编:Richard Yuen 监:张国荣
想不再回头 又不想错过 想不想之间 着了魔
重逢后 白发后 又怎知道 是恋火
是如何 烧毁我 假使你仍然 认得这个我
不枉我换来 这结果 狂傲地 任性地
为想等你 望清楚 为你疯魔 这样错
* 爱我吗 不恋也恨
等到白头 未染尘
爱我吗 但如何敢问
忘掉你像忘掉我心
# 生死也为情 是否不会有
只得苦恋可永久
明明是没以后
但怎么我 仍牵手
让你减轻 你内疚 #
repeat * #
生也猜不透 死也猜不透 发白透
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
just saw faye wong's new compilation album online.
always like faye's canto song cos it's really really very very nice.
remember this song is one of the song in the movie 'bai fa mo nui' by leslie cheung and also lin ching xia.
the liking for faye is slowly slowly accumulated.
is because of my friend?
or just because she is faye and i like her:P
haha
but only one thing to say faye is always the best.
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i already dunno what he want
he say dun like me to go so far to work and have to pick me to college everyday.
i ask my bf to pick me up to work.
and what he said?
'why you tell others everything?'
huh? i already plan about it early already wor?
wat's the problem about that?
i seems not able to find the solution to this problem...
seems that i do everything or anything also got problem and also will be wrong?
i'm confused....
i'm really really confused....
i'm blur
i dunno wat to do.
i think i dun reli understand him.
maybe is because of the fear of loosing a daughter?
maybe is the fear of her daughter knowing the wrong people?
maybe is the fear of ....
i cant think of any reasons lur
he say dun like me to go so far to work and have to pick me to college everyday.
i ask my bf to pick me up to work.
and what he said?
'why you tell others everything?'
huh? i already plan about it early already wor?
wat's the problem about that?
i seems not able to find the solution to this problem...
seems that i do everything or anything also got problem and also will be wrong?
i'm confused....
i'm really really confused....
i'm blur
i dunno wat to do.
i think i dun reli understand him.
maybe is because of the fear of loosing a daughter?
maybe is the fear of her daughter knowing the wrong people?
maybe is the fear of ....
i cant think of any reasons lur
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i'm not happy,
hope that you are just beside me.
yet you seems so near yet so far
hope that you would understand what i mean.
but you seems not catching what i mean.
hope that you are around when i need you.
but you arent there!
told you how i feel.
but you told me you want me to be independent.
you are always against me.
and i feel that i'm helpless
i cannot do anything about it.
wonder whether should i ever listen to you.
wonder should i care.
hope that you are just beside me.
yet you seems so near yet so far
hope that you would understand what i mean.
but you seems not catching what i mean.
hope that you are around when i need you.
but you arent there!
told you how i feel.
but you told me you want me to be independent.
you are always against me.
and i feel that i'm helpless
i cannot do anything about it.
wonder whether should i ever listen to you.
wonder should i care.
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sometimes i wonder whether the status of boy and gal would ever be even?
sometimes i wonder why we need to be restricted to the old thinking?
sometimes i wonder why people are not improving as the time passes by?
why we are reluctant to changes?
why we are used to the old fashion way of doing things?
why must we locked ourself with the kolot thinking?
why must we restrict our mind to fly free?
why must we restrict our imagination and creativity?
why there must always be an answer for a question?
should there be a question without answer?
should we able to do things without caring what others think about us?
should we not concern about others view, which might restrict our ability to break trough?
should we be changing every second as the time passes by?
should there be improvement in our life as the time passes by?
sometimes i wonder why we need to be restricted to the old thinking?
sometimes i wonder why people are not improving as the time passes by?
why we are reluctant to changes?
why we are used to the old fashion way of doing things?
why must we locked ourself with the kolot thinking?
why must we restrict our mind to fly free?
why must we restrict our imagination and creativity?
why there must always be an answer for a question?
should there be a question without answer?
should we able to do things without caring what others think about us?
should we not concern about others view, which might restrict our ability to break trough?
should we be changing every second as the time passes by?
should there be improvement in our life as the time passes by?
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today is my first day working as a temporary gal.
work? data entry.
and my brain is only the few figures that i key in and nothing other than that.
knows the powerful effect of learning curve.
erm...
i think i would not like to spend hours and hours doing the same thing over and over again lur.
but never mind,
since i only play play only and pass time only, while earning some pocket money.
some ask me very nice cos can work with my bf.
huh we all sit different place leh.
he inside a room enjoy the aircon and music with annother lousy guy (shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh dun let the fuller know i say him lousy k?)
while i'm sitting outside in the open office.
erm... how come i feel the air con like not no geh? feel so hot.
he is using his laptop and online inside,
while i'm using the big outdated computer.
gosh i miss my flat screen (lcd)at home....
gosh i miss my internet connection at home...
:'(
staying at home should be the best thing to do lur.
regret taking this job?
erm i take it as a challenge for myself la.
work? data entry.
and my brain is only the few figures that i key in and nothing other than that.
knows the powerful effect of learning curve.
erm...
i think i would not like to spend hours and hours doing the same thing over and over again lur.
but never mind,
since i only play play only and pass time only, while earning some pocket money.
some ask me very nice cos can work with my bf.
huh we all sit different place leh.
he inside a room enjoy the aircon and music with annother lousy guy (shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh dun let the fuller know i say him lousy k?)
while i'm sitting outside in the open office.
erm... how come i feel the air con like not no geh? feel so hot.
he is using his laptop and online inside,
while i'm using the big outdated computer.
gosh i miss my flat screen (lcd)at home....
gosh i miss my internet connection at home...
:'(
staying at home should be the best thing to do lur.
regret taking this job?
erm i take it as a challenge for myself la.
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today li si's never ending story at 988 is talking about the thief and the police.
the police suspect and know the thief steal something.
everytime the police stop the thief with the bicycle and also two big bag of sand,
and he did not discover what had the thief steal cos the two bad of sand is just normal sand and nothing inside and nothing special.
every few days the police see the thief take the bicycle and two back of sand to a rural village.
the police cannot do anything. because he have not evidence to prove that the thief had stole anything.
after many many years,
after the police retired, the police become neighbour with the thief.
and one night the police and the thief sit down have dinner.
after drinking some bir,
the police asked the theif what had you stolen all these years?
the theif smile and said all the while i stole the bicycle and sell.
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ponder:-
is it we normally see those small small things like those sand and suspect those little little things?
and we just ignore those most obvious things?
is a good story for us to ponder about.
recommen the program '乐在1102' for all my friends.
every thursday dj 林淑萍.
the story is told by:- 丽思(one of my favourite DJ)
hope you would tune in to it every thursday 11.00pm-2.00am
the police suspect and know the thief steal something.
everytime the police stop the thief with the bicycle and also two big bag of sand,
and he did not discover what had the thief steal cos the two bad of sand is just normal sand and nothing inside and nothing special.
every few days the police see the thief take the bicycle and two back of sand to a rural village.
the police cannot do anything. because he have not evidence to prove that the thief had stole anything.
after many many years,
after the police retired, the police become neighbour with the thief.
and one night the police and the thief sit down have dinner.
after drinking some bir,
the police asked the theif what had you stolen all these years?
the theif smile and said all the while i stole the bicycle and sell.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
ponder:-
is it we normally see those small small things like those sand and suspect those little little things?
and we just ignore those most obvious things?
is a good story for us to ponder about.
recommen the program '乐在1102' for all my friends.
every thursday dj 林淑萍.
the story is told by:- 丽思(one of my favourite DJ)
hope you would tune in to it every thursday 11.00pm-2.00am
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孩子 曹格
词:文康 曲:张蔚源
给你的思念塞满了箱子 托邮差安全送到你住的地址
你看到我的名字 忍着的眼泪多麽像个脆弱的女子
你的微笑却又像深情的男子 幸福的样子
爱你就像走不好的孩子 相信我可以帮你穿上心爱的鞋子
一路上难免有小小的石子 一点一滴都是一颗种子
慢慢的学习相处的方式 用你的小聪明填上我的无知
你看我双手合十 决定答应你
当你朋友不断问起时 你会得意的聊着我们的故事
快乐的样子
爱你就是为了过好日子 谁叫你已经成了无法改变的事实
只等着听你说一声要开始 我愿为你变成一个孩子
你看我双手合十 决心要为你
为你日夜不断祈祷时
希望生活里周围有你的样子 幸福的样子
爱你就像走不好的孩子 相信我可以帮你穿上心爱的鞋子
一路上难免有小小的石子 一点一滴都是一颗种子
爱你就是为了过好日子 谁叫你已经成了无法改变的事实
只等着听你说一声要开始
我愿为你变成一个孩子
我愿为你变成一个孩子
i was listening to this song online again and again.
first saw the lyrics on wen kang's book
heard this song on the radio station.
found the song really really suits the lyrics
feel sweet. ;)
词:文康 曲:张蔚源
给你的思念塞满了箱子 托邮差安全送到你住的地址
你看到我的名字 忍着的眼泪多麽像个脆弱的女子
你的微笑却又像深情的男子 幸福的样子
爱你就像走不好的孩子 相信我可以帮你穿上心爱的鞋子
一路上难免有小小的石子 一点一滴都是一颗种子
慢慢的学习相处的方式 用你的小聪明填上我的无知
你看我双手合十 决定答应你
当你朋友不断问起时 你会得意的聊着我们的故事
快乐的样子
爱你就是为了过好日子 谁叫你已经成了无法改变的事实
只等着听你说一声要开始 我愿为你变成一个孩子
你看我双手合十 决心要为你
为你日夜不断祈祷时
希望生活里周围有你的样子 幸福的样子
爱你就像走不好的孩子 相信我可以帮你穿上心爱的鞋子
一路上难免有小小的石子 一点一滴都是一颗种子
爱你就是为了过好日子 谁叫你已经成了无法改变的事实
只等着听你说一声要开始
我愿为你变成一个孩子
我愿为你变成一个孩子
i was listening to this song online again and again.
first saw the lyrics on wen kang's book
heard this song on the radio station.
found the song really really suits the lyrics
feel sweet. ;)
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tidy and tidy and tidy...
making the room in a mess and making it normal balik.
erm... i dun wan back to the old style
i think i want something new?
something fresh
something different
something not the same with the previous feel
something i dunno what is it?
something that would surprise me....
making the room in a mess and making it normal balik.
erm... i dun wan back to the old style
i think i want something new?
something fresh
something different
something not the same with the previous feel
something i dunno what is it?
something that would surprise me....
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have not been posting anything on my blog lately.
have not been blogging lately.
why?
cos i'm staying at home and packing and arranging all my things together.
things in my room had been messy all the while
a lot of paper and a lot of notes.
a lot of news paper.
and a lot of dust
someone ask me how could i live in such an environment
like pig style...
erm...
wonder
but that's not the important thing for me again.
i always tell myself i would tidy it when i'm free
now...
is the time.
i'm free? but did i really go and tidy it? sometimes i doubt what i'm doing
haha... just home i'm happy gua.
have not been blogging lately.
why?
cos i'm staying at home and packing and arranging all my things together.
things in my room had been messy all the while
a lot of paper and a lot of notes.
a lot of news paper.
and a lot of dust
someone ask me how could i live in such an environment
like pig style...
erm...
wonder
but that's not the important thing for me again.
i always tell myself i would tidy it when i'm free
now...
is the time.
i'm free? but did i really go and tidy it? sometimes i doubt what i'm doing
haha... just home i'm happy gua.
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很爱很爱你
作词：施人诚 / 作曲：玉城千春
想为你做件事 让你更快乐的事
好在你的心中埋下我的名字
求时间 趁着你 不注意的时候
悄悄地 把这种子酿成果实
我想她的确是 更适合你的女子
我太不够温柔成熟优雅懂事
如果我 退回到 好朋友的位置
你也就 不再需要为难成这样子
很爱很爱你 所以愿意 舍得让你
往更多幸福的地方飞去
很爱很爱你 只有让你 拥有爱情
我才安心
看着她走向你 那幅画面多美丽
如果我会哭泣也是因为欢喜
地球上 两个人 能相遇不容易
作不成你的情人我仍感激
很爱很爱你 所以愿意 不牵绊你
飞向幸福的地方去
很爱很爱你 只有让你 拥有爱情
我才安心
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listening to the radio for this music now.
i do believe it sounds crazy to let someone who you love them very very much you would not let them go away just like that.
because love is not for a person to judge whether it is enough or not.
love is for someone to feel about it.
love is a feeling therefore it is intangible.
you could not count it,
you could not see it.
but you could feel its existance.
if you love someone try your best to keep them with you.
however, if their heart is not with you already.
just let them go.
let them search for their happinest.
作词：施人诚 / 作曲：玉城千春
想为你做件事 让你更快乐的事
好在你的心中埋下我的名字
求时间 趁着你 不注意的时候
悄悄地 把这种子酿成果实
我想她的确是 更适合你的女子
我太不够温柔成熟优雅懂事
如果我 退回到 好朋友的位置
你也就 不再需要为难成这样子
很爱很爱你 所以愿意 舍得让你
往更多幸福的地方飞去
很爱很爱你 只有让你 拥有爱情
我才安心
看着她走向你 那幅画面多美丽
如果我会哭泣也是因为欢喜
地球上 两个人 能相遇不容易
作不成你的情人我仍感激
很爱很爱你 所以愿意 不牵绊你
飞向幸福的地方去
很爱很爱你 只有让你 拥有爱情
我才安心
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
listening to the radio for this music now.
i do believe it sounds crazy to let someone who you love them very very much you would not let them go away just like that.
because love is not for a person to judge whether it is enough or not.
love is for someone to feel about it.
love is a feeling therefore it is intangible.
you could not count it,
you could not see it.
but you could feel its existance.
if you love someone try your best to keep them with you.
however, if their heart is not with you already.
just let them go.
let them search for their happinest.
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caroline and me at college last week
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last sunday was father's day and we have had 3 free movie ticket to watch any movie with the star sign on it at any of the tgv cinema.
so dad decided to watch madacasgar.
initially we wanted to go 1U to watch it.
but the movie will only start at 5.30pm.
this would delay our plan a lot.
so we read the paper for other cinema nearby with the suitable time?
then dad decided to go to watch at sunway pyramid.
it should be considered as the first time i go to sunway pyramid.
actually i never been there b4.weird huh?
prior to this i only been there once to have hi tea with my friends.
dunno where is tgv at pyramid and we look all over for the cinema.
when i line up for the movie ticket the screen was blinking for the movie.
it seems that the movie is selling fast.
luckily there is still ticket. but the seats are at the front row and at the side.
after watching two movies consecutively at two different tgv.
found that i really do not like to watch movie at tgv as much as i like to watch movie at gsc.
why?
firstly because the pop corn are more expensive and the coke seems to be smaller in size.
you knoe la accountant sure want value for money service.
the show was a short one.
so when we came out from the cinema, it was still quite early.
mom was wanting to go this vegetarian restaurant for rojak.
cos she was looking forward to eat the rojak.
the restaurant was jus beside the sunway lagoon and there is a place where u can sit down and see how the people playing at the lagoon.
it was the first time for me to try vegetarian dumpling.
before this i never try it before.
the rojak was nice
but everything was expensive.
me and mom shared to belanja dad
why? cos it's fathers day.
it was an enjoyable and meaningful trip for me la...
spending some quality time wit my family
so dad decided to watch madacasgar.
initially we wanted to go 1U to watch it.
but the movie will only start at 5.30pm.
this would delay our plan a lot.
so we read the paper for other cinema nearby with the suitable time?
then dad decided to go to watch at sunway pyramid.
it should be considered as the first time i go to sunway pyramid.
actually i never been there b4.weird huh?
prior to this i only been there once to have hi tea with my friends.
dunno where is tgv at pyramid and we look all over for the cinema.
when i line up for the movie ticket the screen was blinking for the movie.
it seems that the movie is selling fast.
luckily there is still ticket. but the seats are at the front row and at the side.
after watching two movies consecutively at two different tgv.
found that i really do not like to watch movie at tgv as much as i like to watch movie at gsc.
why?
firstly because the pop corn are more expensive and the coke seems to be smaller in size.
you knoe la accountant sure want value for money service.
the show was a short one.
so when we came out from the cinema, it was still quite early.
mom was wanting to go this vegetarian restaurant for rojak.
cos she was looking forward to eat the rojak.
the restaurant was jus beside the sunway lagoon and there is a place where u can sit down and see how the people playing at the lagoon.
it was the first time for me to try vegetarian dumpling.
before this i never try it before.
the rojak was nice
but everything was expensive.
me and mom shared to belanja dad
why? cos it's fathers day.
it was an enjoyable and meaningful trip for me la...
spending some quality time wit my family
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erm...
my cousin sis kena(got selected) for national service next year
my uncle say kena 4D also not so tepat(accurate) ar!
i reli dunno whether this is a good thing or not.
but i do think it is a good thing in the sense that you have a chance to be independent.
without your parents by your side and have to do some good work for the community
i do really agreed that it would be a good mental and physical training
i do reli hope tat i would get a chance to participate?
erm...
i wonder
but i really hope she would gain something from the national service gua.
my cousin sis kena(got selected) for national service next year
my uncle say kena 4D also not so tepat(accurate) ar!
i reli dunno whether this is a good thing or not.
but i do think it is a good thing in the sense that you have a chance to be independent.
without your parents by your side and have to do some good work for the community
i do really agreed that it would be a good mental and physical training
i do reli hope tat i would get a chance to participate?
erm...
i wonder
but i really hope she would gain something from the national service gua.
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me and seng joo ar!!!!
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me and hui ling... seems tat i look quiet 'big size' d.... erm have to keep fit la!!!
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jean, joo, me, hui ling and siew heoh
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