tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

sometimes i wonder why there is such beautiful scenary that there is nobody there to appreciate it.
sometimes there are a lot of things which is very very beautiful and very nice, we are just too busy and just too ignorant to care about it or even take a look at it.

we should really treasure things that are around us.
be thankful for what we have and appreciate what we are able to achieve.

all my bags are packed, i'm ready to go
i'm standing here outside your door
i hate to wake you up to say goodbye
but the dawn is breaking, it's early morn
the taxi's waiting, he's blowing his horn
i'm ready
i'm so lonesome i could die.

so kiss me and smile for me
tell me that you'll wait for me
hold me like you'll never let me go
'cause i'm leaving on a jet plane
i don't know when i'll be back again
oh, babe, i hate to go

there's so many times i let you down
so many times i've played around
i'll tell you now, they don't mean a thing
every place i go, i think of you
every song i sing, i sing for you
when i come back, i'll wear your wedding ring

so kiss me and smile for me
tell me that you'll wait for me
hold me like you'll never let me go
'cause i'm leaving on a jet plane
i don't know when i'll be back again
oh, babe, i hate to go

now the time has come to leave you
one more time, oh, let me kiss you
close your eyes and i'll be on my way
dream about the days to come
when i'll won't have leave alone
about the times that i won't have to say

oh, kiss me and smile for me
tell me that you'll wait for me
hold me like you'll never let me go
'cause i'm leaving on a jet plane
i don't know when i'll be back again
oh, babe, i hate to go

i'm leaving on a jet plane
i don't know when i'll be back again
oh, babe, i hate to go
but i'm leaving on a jet plane...
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my good sister beez is going to leave malaysia 2moro nite lur...
leaving Malaysia for UK.
she studing in Uk for about one year plus....
hopefully i would get enough money to go to uk by the time she is on holiday
and i would like to have a trip around uk?

felt really good and proud for her since she have a chance to go to uk and fullfill her dreams of becoming a lawyer.
that's what she have been dreaming of to study and she did her best to make herself able to cope with her studies beside heavy duty as a sister and as an active player in school.

good luck sis lur...
i hate to say good bye....
but please remember to take good care of your ownself.

the Amazing race ~ new season which features about the family. it should be very very interesting to see how family maintain the relationship and goes trough ups and down to win the race and get the reward of RM 1 million
t0m@k0 2005

I’m closer to achieving the dreams of becoming a qualified accountant after four (4) years in TAR College. During these four years, I’ve successfully completed my Advanced Diploma in Commerce (Financial Accounting) and Diploma in Business Studies (Accounting) as well as obtaining completing the ACCA syllabus at the same time, ie within the first attempt.
The reason behind choosing TAR College to persue my tertiary education is because TAR College is the best option for affordable, quality education for accounting course. TAR College had provided a solid foundation during the Diploma courses for student to cope with the challenge to pursue one of the most difficult accounting professional qualification – ACCA. Guidance and advice from lectures had enabled me to focus for the external exam.
The college library is the place where you would be able to locate me during the months before the external exam. I’ve spend most of my time in the library to prepare for the external exam for two consecutive sittings. The TAR library which is located near by to the School of Business Studies office facilitates student to seak for the lectures’ explanation or advic when we are in doubt. Conducive environment of the college library is also an important factor that enabled me to focus on my revision. Last year, the library was equipped with wireless internet connection which enable student to access the internet with their notebook. This facility had undoubtfully enabled the students with notebook to have internet access, and hence avoid long queue at the CIT.
As a course committee during my diploma and advanced diploma, it helped me to improve my leadership and communication skills. Despite my busy schedule to handle the welfare of student in the course, lectures also did their part to remind me to strike a balance between my studies and the responsibility of a team leader.
Last but not least a great big thank you to all the lectures from TAR college, especially Ms Kho, Ms Geh, Ms Chin, Ms Karen, Mr Chong, Mr Tho and also many other lectures who had guide me trough my way of completing the Part 3 syllabus of ACCA.

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this is the admended version of my opinion regarding studying in tar..
and how i feel.
mostly i think is hard work + the good environment to study that results me to have a better future.

tee jin
t0m@k0 2005

I’m one step nearer to my dreams of becoming a qualified accountant after four years in TAR College. During these four years, I’ve completed my Advanced Diploma in Commerce (Financial Accounting) and Diploma in Business Studies (Accounting) as well as obtaining completing the ACCA syllabus at one go.
The reason behind choosing TAR College to further my studies after secondary is because TAR College is the best option for affordable, quality education for accounting course. TAR College had provided a solid foundation during the Diploma courses for student to cope with the challenge to pursue one of the most difficult accounting professional qualification – ACCA. Guidance and advice from lectures had enabled me to focus for the external exam.
The college library is the place where you would be able to locate me during the months before the external exam. I’ve spend most of my time in the library to prepare for the external exam for two consecutive sittings. The reason being choosing TAR library to prepare for my external exam is because it’s the located near to the School of Business Studies office where I could find the lectures for further explanation or advice when I’m in doubt. Conducive environment of the college library had enabled me to focus on my revision. Last year, the library was equipped with wireless connection which enable student to online with their notebook online. This facility had enabled the students with notebook to have internet access, and help to avoid long queue at the CIT.
As a course committee during my diploma and advanced diploma, it helped me to improve my leadership and communication skills. Despite my busy schedule to handle the welfare of student in the course, lectures also did their part to remind me to maintain the balance between my studies as well as the responsibility of a leader.
Last but not least a great big thank you to all the lectures from TAR college, especially Ms Kho, Ms Geh, Ms Chin, Ms Karen, Mr Chong, Mr Tho and also many other lectures who had guide me trough my way of completing the Part 3 syllabus of ACCA.

yesterday, miss geh call me to do a favour for the college.
that is to write my feelings about tar
erm... i think that i'm just an average student in tar who is lucky enough to pass the ACCA in one go.
do not know what to write.
but just forced myself to write as much as possible.
just like what i did to my blog.:P

这一刻 突然觉得好熟悉
像昨天 今天同时在放映
我这句语气 原来好像你
不就是我们爱过的证据

差一点 骗了自己骗了你
爱与被爱不一定成正比
我知道被疼是一种运气
但我无法完全交出自己

努力为你改变
却变不了 预留的伏线
以为在你身边 那也算永远
仿佛还是昨天
可是昨天 已非常遥远
但闭上双眼 我还看得见

可惜不是你 陪我到最后
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你 牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔

那一段 我们曾心贴着心
(我想我更有权力关心你)
可能你 已走进别人风景
多希望 也有 星光的投影

努力为你改变
却变不了 预留的伏线
以为在你身边 那也算永远
仿佛还是昨天
可是昨天 已非常遥远
但闭上双眼 我还看得见

可惜不是你 陪我到最后
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你 牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔
感谢那是你 牵过我的手
还能温暖我胸口

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annother song taken from fish's new album
wondering wat's the felling of 'yi han'~ regret

always things that we will be regreted for.
whether it's the right choice we had made for ourself
it's like an audit thing.
based on judgment.
and based on our professional skepticism.

but i think the most important thing is treasure what you have rather than regreting you have not treat someone good.

there is always tought that
the one who love the most will never be the one we are married with
maybe this is called the beauty of regret ~ 'yi han mei'

do not wanna think too much about the future.
but to focus on what i'm doing.
acting like a absorber to try to get as much as i could during the three years before i become an ACCA member.

he is not around in kl this week.
and i have a lot of time for myself to spend alone.
can stay online whole day.
can have all the time to blog crazily.
can tidy my room (which is still messy no matter how hard i tried to tidy it)

he say he got a 'new' handphone from his brother.
it's seems that we never have a chance to use the same model of handphone.
i'm still sticked with my great, old 3310.
i'm wondering whether should i send it to the muzium?
i'm wondering when he would be able to let us to use the same model of handphone?
but i think the possibility that we are using the same model of handphone is very low since our taste is totally different.

i'm wondering why i'm still with this guy.
questioning myself why i choosed him.
wondering what's our future.
i've told him once that i could not forsee our future.
we are poeple from two totally different and seperate world.
eventough we have some similiar point,
but i'm really not sure about how long would it hold us together?
or it would seperate us if there is some different view point.

i do think that it takes a lot of tolerance and understanding
for two people to stay together.
i'm still learning how to tolerate with him and understanding him.
i do hope to enjoy the freedom of being able to do things that i really longing for.

maybe when the days come......
i'll be an independent party which have nothing related with him...
who's know what will happen in the future..
but just treasure the things we possess now
that god for granting it to us.

丝路 通往爱的路途

如果流浪是你的天赋
那么你一定是我最美的追逐
如果爱情是你的游牧
拥有过是不是该满足
（谁带我踏上孤独的丝路）
追逐你的脚步
（谁带我离开孤独的丝路）
感受你的温度
（我将眼泪流成天山上面的湖）
让你疲倦时能够扎营停住
羌笛声　胡旋舞　为你笑为你哭
爱上你的全部放弃我的全部
爱上了你之后我开始领悟
陪你走了一段最唯美的国度
爱上了你之后我从来不哭
谁是谁的幸福　我从来不在乎
谁是谁的旅途　我只要你记住

星星就是穷人的珍珠
你的笑支撑着我虔诚的最初
狂风沙石我得到依附
穿越过亚西亚的迷雾
（谁带我踏上孤独的丝路）
追逐你的脚步
（谁带我离开孤独的丝路）
感受你的温度
（我将眼泪流成天山上面的湖）
让你疲倦时能够扎营停住
羌笛声　胡旋舞　为你笑为你哭（HO~为你哭）
HEY~爱上你的全部放弃我的全部（我的全部）
爱上了你之后我开始领悟
陪你走了一段最唯美的国度
爱上了你之后我从来不哭
谁是谁的幸福　我从来不在乎
谁是谁的旅途　我只要你记住
云破日出 你是那道光束
带着平凡的我走过奇迹旅途

爱上了你之后我开始领悟
陪你走了一段最唯美的国度
爱上了你之后我从来不哭
谁是谁的幸福　我从来不在乎

爱上了你之后我开始领悟
陪你走了一段最唯美的国度
爱上了你之后　我～从来不哭（NO~HO~）
谁是谁的幸福　我从来不在乎（我～不在乎）
谁是谁旅途
我只要~
我只要　你记住
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this is the song from fish's new album...
just downloaded it from the website today.
but anyway, i'll be getting the album anyway.

i admit that i'm one of fish's fan
however i just like to listen to her song.
bought all her album
but never been to any of her concert
and never even went to her fans meeting
or album promotion.

like to enjoy her songs.
really like her from the first album.
even she did not do the album very well and faced a lot of hardship,
i'm just glad that she's one of malaysia's greatest singger.
i'm just glad that she doing alwsome in the taiwan music industry.

WHEN I SAW YOU...
I WAS AFRAID TO TALK TO YOU...
WHEN I TALKED TO YOU...
I WAS AFRAID TO HOLD YOU...
WHEN I HOLD YOU...
I WAS AFRAID TO LOVE YOU...
NOW THAT I LOVE YOU ...
I'M AFRAID TO LOSE YOU...
YESTERDAY IS HISTORY...
TOMORROW IS A MYSTERY...
AND TODAY IS A GIFT...
THAT'S WHY IT'S CALLED A PRESENT...

SOMETIMES LOVE HURTS...
BUT IF IT DOESN'T HURT...
THEN IT ISN'T LOVE...
HOLD ON TO THE PERSON U LOVE...
BEFORE THEY SLIP AWAY...
OR ELSE U CAN NEVER GET THEM BACK...
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yes i agreed that sometimes it hurts to love someone.
but if they repay you...
the sweetness of love would let you forget about the hurt and bitter for a moment.

love is actually a combination of taste of life.
and I do truely think that we loved to live and we live to loved....

Seven Things You Plan To Do Before You Die
- Setting up a charity / education fund to help poeple in need
- Traveling around the world and meet new poeple
- Become a millionaire... at least... hehehe (meaning that i have at least a million of my total net assets excluding the intangible assets)
- Get my master before 30
- Stay around China for at least 1 year
- Do something increadible
- Create value for myself and make a difference in my life.

7 Celebrity Crushes
- Wang Lee Hom
- Pin Guan
- David Tao
- Zhang Jue Long
- Daniel Hu
- Takeshi (Jin Chen Wu)
- Arron Kwok / Jimmy Lin (that was really history)

7 Often Repeated WORDS/PHRASES
- Huh?
- Hehehe
- Hahaha
- Oh my god
- you know what.... then....
- Okay....
- ahha... ermhrm....

7 Physical Traits I Look For In the Opposite Sex
- Complexion ~Fair (not those which are very tan and not those who look very pale like the white paper)
- Height (should always be taller than me)
- Weight (should be strong enough to carry me but not over weight that there is a visible belly tummy)
- Mouth ~ big mouth like me (hahahaha)
- Eyes ~ preferable big eyes
- Hair ~ erm guys looks sexy when they are hairy :P
- Nose ~ as long as it does not look like a pig's nose that's okay for me

herm...
a lot of things happened this few months.
but it's either that i'm too lazy to blog or i'm too tired to blog.
have a lot of picture taken to put inside the blog.
(however the picture is not of me... but of the things that i've seen during my way to work and stuff)

my room is still the messiest room ever.
try my best to clean it up by today.
start to enjoy the life of working
start to enjoy the life of no need to worry about exams
start to wonder what's the next peak for my life.

there are things that i should consider about.
there are things that i should be worry about.
like ACCA and my parents.

now there's time which i can spend more with my parents, family and especially my cousin as well as my grandma
i think i've been neglecting my grandma for too long d.

it's funny that when me and joo go out we have to bring my grandma and mother along.
but for god sake...
just think that better treasure the time we have together with them now,
than to regret at a later time, when they are not around.

like the life of working.
you can be generous to poeple around you as well as yourself.
since you earn the money yourself and you would prefer to reward yourself for the hardwork that you've done.
last time when i wanted to buy something,
i would need to consider for a long long time and also budget it nicely,
since all my tuition fees for acca (other than TAR college fees as well as the ACCA examination fees) are being paid out of my own pocket.

early of this month,
when i got my pay for August,
my parents, joo and I went to a vegetarian restaurant at the curve to eat steamboat which we consider the price is quiet expensive tough the environment is very nice.
i did really enjoy the steam boat tough.

then we also bought moon cake for ah ma, my parents and also joo's parents.
and we also bought a tiramisu mook cake for ourself and
we also get to buy the small size moon cake from bakers which i consider it's very nice since you would not fill it very very full when you jus wanna enjoy bite size moon cake.

事實上，大自然為人類（及其他的動物）準備了豐盛的食物，植物裡含有全部人類所需的營養：肉類所含的營養也是源自植物的。

只要大家不偏食，素食絕對可以提供足夠的養料。

以下舉例說明各種人體所需的養料可以從哪些食物得到。
1. 碳水化合物 一 切穀類、豆類、蔬菜的花葉莖根、瓜果、核仁。
2. 脂肪 一 切豆類、核仁、植物油
3. 蛋白質 一 切穀類、豆類、核仁、芽菜。
4. 維他命

維他命Ａ ~ 紅蘿蔔、菠菜、南瓜、芒果、木瓜、杏、桃、蕃茄、西蘭花、生菜、紫菜、辣椒、各種核仁、香蕉、豆腐、紅米。

維他命Ｂ1 ~ 米及麵、豆類、花生、各種核仁、芽菜、多種水果蔬菜、葵瓜子、無花果、麥麩。

維他命Ｂ2 ~ 豆類、各種核仁、芽菜、紅蘿蔔、多種水果及蔬菜、紫菜、麥芽。

維他命Ｂ3 ~ 米及麵、乾果、芝麻、杏仁、豆芽、花生、薯仔、桃。

維他命Ｂ5 ~ 粟米、菇類、合桃、牛油果、杏仁、大豆、葵瓜子。

維他命Ｂ6 ~ 芽菜、全麥粉、香蕉、紅蘿蔔、牛油果、提子乾、花生、小麥草、菠菜、腰果、大豆、米。

維他命Ｂ12 ~ 紫菜、苜蓿、小麥草、啤酒酵母、有些豆類。

維他命Ｂ13 ~ 根莖類蔬菜、小麥草、有些豆類、粟米。

葉酸 ~ 葵瓜子、芽菜、合桃、椰子、鮮橙汁、深綠色蔬菜、西蘭花、花生、各種核仁。

膽鹼 ~ 各種豆類、酵母、小麥草。

泛酸鹽 ~ 所有天然食品都有，芝麻、糙米、瓜子等特別多。

全生酸 ~ 各種豆類、杏仁、全穀、小麥草。

肌醇 ~ 米、核仁、各種蔬菜、黃豆、碗豆、粟米、全穀、葵瓜子、花生、橙、西柚。

菸草酸 ~ 小麥草、苜蓿、棗、酵母。

對苯胺酸 ~ 綠色蔬菜、小麥草、蜜糖。

維他命Ｃ ~ 所有水果、大部分蔬菜、紫菜、豆漿、小麥草。

維他命Ｄ ~ 蕃茄、紅棗、芹菜、扁豆、莧菜、冬菇、苜蓿芽、葵瓜子。

維他命Ｅ ~ 各種核仁、植物油、牛油果、葉類蔬菜、苜蓿芽、葵瓜子、麥芽。

蛋黃素 ~ 黃豆、粟米。

維他命Ｆ ~ 植物油、葵瓜子、黃豆、小麥草、核果。

維他命Ｈ ~ 植物油、葵瓜子、黃豆、小麥草、核果、椰菜花等蔬菜、全穀、豆類。

維他命Ｋ ~ 綠色蔬菜、黃豆、苜蓿芽、蜜糖、薯仔、綠茶。

生物黃鹼化物 ~ 各種水果、蕎麥。

5. 礦物質

磷 ~ 幾乎所有食物都有，以豆類、麵、瓜子最多。

鋅 ~ 綠色蔬菜、芝麻、各種核仁、瓜子、全麥麵、黃豆、麥芽、薑、薯仔。

鐵 ~ 大多數綠色的蔬菜、豆類、小麥草、苜蓿芽、蜜糖、乾果、瓜子、小米、海藻、腰果、開心果。

鎂 ~ 深綠色蔬菜、全穀類食品、豆類食品、粟米、蘋果、檸檬、小麥草、大蒜、蜜糖、核仁、無花果。

錳 ~ 牛油果、苜蓿、海藻、昆布、薑、西洋菜、菠菜、紅蘿蔔、大麥、合桃、葵瓜子、栗子、碗豆。

銅 ~ 核仁、豆類、蜜糖、提子乾、各種水果、菜莖根、菇類、薑、大蒜。

鈣 ~ 深綠色植物、花生、核桃、杏仁、蜜糖、黃豆、葵瓜子、全麥包、芝麻、無花果、提子乾、小麥草、苜蓿芽、海藻、海帶。

鉬 ~ 豆類、全穀麥片、深綠色蔬菜。

鈷 ~ 綠色蔬菜、水果、豆類、小麥草、提子乾、蕃茄、香蕉、提子乾。

鉀 ~ 全穀食品、各種蔬菜、豆類、葵瓜子、薯仔、小麥草、大蒜、苜蓿芽。

鈉 ~ 鹽、發粉、芹菜、蘇打粉、海帶、小麥草、全麥包。

硫 ~ 椰菜、捲心菜、蒜、甘藍、洋蔥、小麥草、豆類。

碘 ~ 紫菜、海帶、髮菜、昆布、粗海鹽、洋蔥、菇類、葵瓜子。

氯 ~ 全麥麵粉、鹽、粟米油、橄欖。

鉻 ~ 全穀麥片、酵母、粟米油、菇類、薯仔、青椒、蘋果、芹菜。

氟 ~ 多種蔬菜、茶、加氟的食水。

硒 ~ 全穀、花椰菜、小麥草、蒜、黃瓜、菇類、洋蔥、蘿蔔、酵母。

矽 ~ 小麥草、蕃茄、大蒜、洋蔥。

氟 ~ 茶、蘋果。

When I was young I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone Livin' alone
I think of all the friends I've known
When I dial the telephone Nobody's home

All by myself Don't wanna be
All by myself Anymore

Hard to be sure Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure Remains the cure

All by myself Don't wanna be
All by myself Anymore
All by myself Don't wanna live
All by myself Anymore

When I was young I never needed anyone
Making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
All by myself Don't wanna be
All by myself Anymore
All by myself

Don't wanna live Oh
Don't wanna live By myself,
by myself Anymore
By myself Anymore Oh
All by myself Don't wanna live
I never, never, never Needed anyone
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heard this song during the malaysian idol show.
however i think that farah still not have the ummm...of singing this song.
but it's nice to know that malaysian idol is a good method for malaysia to search for it's next best star

today is seems to be a historic day for Malaysia day!!!!

however it's seems that this day is not being celebrated at general.
i think if you aske poeple on the streets what today means to Malaysia,
most likely they could not relate it to Malaysia day or
they would take a long long time before they would relate it with Malaysia day.

why?
because history only educate us about 31 August 1957
and we forgot that Malaysia was formed at a later date which is 16th September 1963.
it's a day that we should remember, because there is new member in the family of Malaya.

this is a little thing to share where i found it online

The constitution clearly mentions that ‘Merdeka Day is Aug 31, 1957, while Sept 16, 1963 is ‘Malaysia Day’.

All similar dates are anniversaries of the same i e either Merdeka Day or Malaysia Day anniversaries as the case maybe.

However as from 1970, the late Tunku, on the recommendation of the National Goodwill Council, agreed that the Merdeka Day anniversary should be called the National Day and celebrations thereof may be extended from Aug 31 to Sept 16 to allow for various groups and places to organise cross-ethnic and cross-geographic festivities aimed at instilling patriotism and nationalism among the peoples of Malaysia, hence dispensing with the term Merdeka or Malaysia Day anniversary.

so.. we should appreciate the freedom we have as well as the resources that our country have

can you imagine that you are being given more and more job just because someone from the family complaint to your superior that you are not given enough job to do.
and you have to switch from compliance to due delegence and also will be sent to indirect tax group.

and you know you would be getting sicked of the name of that particular company that you heard it every day.

sometimes i wonder why poeple wanna join the big guys and why some people just left the big guy.

sometimes i wonder whether this is special treatment

sometimes i question myself, did i do my best?
sometimes i question myself, it this the best that i can do?
sometimes it's kind of boring.
sometimes i wonder what is the point to work.

快乐　是可以分享的
快乐　需要一些过程
快乐　总是能被记得
因为记忆只留下美好的

你是你自己的作者
何必写那么难演的剧本
别怪话说的太多了
我只是不要你不快乐

被爱　应该是幸福的
去爱　没有想像的愚蠢
相爱　可以非常地单纯
因为爱全是与生俱来的

＃你问　我怎么那么神
　这些智慧该如何才获得
　爱你　我认识了快乐
　它带我上了难得的一课＃

＊有了你开心D　乜都称心满意
　咸鱼白菜也好好味
　我与你永共叙　分分钟需要你
　你似是阳光空气＊

REPEAT＊＃＊

爱你　我认识了快乐
它带我上了难得的一课

歌手：张智成 作曲: 林子祥
填词：张智成/彭学斌@口袋音乐/郑国江 编曲：Nai Kong/Sham

like this song...
especially the corous part where it is from the Lam Zhi Cheong's song.

salt fish and simple vegetable would be very very tasty.
sometimes life is simple if you want it to be.
not too much material to worry about.

life is how you value it.
life is how you want it to be.
life is not decide by the god,
is how you want it to be.

布城7日讯-首相拿督斯里阿都拉今日宣布，直至今年杪，政府都不会再调整汽油、柴油及天然气价格。

他也宣布，为了纾缓国际原油飙升带来的冲击和减轻人民的生活负担，政府将削减所有商用车辆的路税25％。

首相今早主持的内阁会议，曾经深入讨论各种减轻人民负担的措施，较后于下午3时许通过首相办公室网站发布这项消息。首相办公室网址为 www.pmo.gov.my 。

首相办公室发表文告说，公布政府减轻人民负担的4大措施，包括不调整油价、削减路税、不调整过路费和提高贫穷家庭补贴。

国际原油价格最近一度创下每桶71美元的历史新高，政府在今年内，也已两度调整油价。油价高企带来连锁效应，百物腾涨。阿都拉在9月30日明年度财政预算案公布前，提前宣布系列措施，带给人民预算案前的惊喜，旨在减轻人民的生活负担。

小马力车辆路税减

文告说，目前每年缴付10令吉路税的学生车，路税将降低至2令吉，直于1千马力以下私家车只须缴付30令吉路税。1千至1千600马力车辆的路税削减50％。

文告说，151至250马力电单车路税也是削减50％。目前，150马力以下电单车已无须缴付路税。

文告说，所有削减路税措施将于9月12日起生效。

今明年不调高路费

文告说，政府也决定在今年及明年，不会允许调高过路费。

“政府希望削减路税及不准调高过路费的措施，将使经营者及消费人受惠。”

文告说，政府也决定提高社会福利局发给年老及赤贫人士的补贴。此外，当局也会增加发给孤儿、贫穷、残障及染疾儿童的补贴。

文告说，他在9月30日提呈的2006年度财政预算案 将会公布更多减轻人民负担 的预算案。

首相4招解民困

1.降低路税

2.油价不起

3.过路费不涨

4.提高贫民补贴
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it seems that the government is encouraging people to buy national car especially kancil.
yes it seems that it is true to say that kancil is a car that can save up the petrol and with the new government policy to curb the hike of petroleum prices,
we think that government is looking for ways to enable the competition between local car and also the imported car.
as well as enable the people to afford to travel and also maintain thier living ;)

銀行今起須回收
國行發指南．防假幣湧現
（吉隆坡6日訊）明日起，所有銀行必須為公眾免費將1令吉硬幣兌換成紙幣，且必須悉數全收，包括存款。

換言之，不管公眾提著多少數額的1令吉硬幣到商業銀行兌換，都可取得同值紙鈔。

銀行業消息指出，公眾不必為真假硬幣感到疑惑，他們只要在期限內（明日起至12月6日之間）拿1令吉硬幣到銀行更換，銀行都有“義務”為公眾免費兌換成同額紙幣，或免費為他們存入戶頭。

“換言之，你拿總額100令吉到商業銀行去，他們（銀行）都必須免費兌換100令吉紙鈔給你，你帶1000令吉去，他們就必須兌換1000令吉給你。”

國家銀行昨日發出文告宣佈，1令吉硬幣12月7日起報廢，引起民眾爭相往銀行兌換，當中更有不少人所持的假幣被沒收，本報更接到不少電話投訴。

為何會出現這種情況，這位銀行界消息人士指出，這是因為配合1令吉硬幣12月7日報廢啟動的兌換期，是明日（7日）才啟動，相信有關銀行今日仍根據舊有作業制度處理所致。

“意思是說，公眾若明日才前往兌換的話，就不會有問題。”

does this means that even we got the fake coin,
we could also exchange the coins into the real RM1 dollar note?
erm... then this would be great.

1. Use MSN emotions but don't distort your message. Do change the shortcut key whenever you add an emotion. It's not fun to figure out your word puzzle.
2. If you are a stranger, please introduce yourself.
3. Don't ask for my picture if you don't even want to show yours.
4. If you are a stranger, do not ask for my phone number.
5. If you start a conversation, please don't repeat the word "oic" or reply with a smiley for n times.
6. If you have nothing to say, don't ask me "why are you so quiet". That's because I have nothing to say too.
7. If I am in "away" mode, I'm either not around my computer or doing some other stuff, so I might not be able to reply your message.
8. If I am in "busy" mode, I'm either too busy or not in the mood of chatting.
9. For (7) and (8), message me only if you have something to say.
10. (7) and (8) are excluded if I start the conversation.
11. It's ok to nudge once, it's rude to nudge 5, 6, 7, 8 times.
12. I can't stand ugly MSN emotions.
===============================
got this post on my friend's blog.
sometimes i think it's fun to know other people on msn.
but it's weird because i rarely get people whom i do not know to add me.

i have a very very long list of poeple on my msn but there is only a few poeple whom i always chat with.
we just chat regardless whether the person is busy or not.
hehe
and for me,
my status is always busy,
but if ur brave enough, and when i'm around.
i would be more than willing to reply you.

Bank Negara Malaysia announces today that effective 7 December 2005, the RM1 coin will cease to be legal tender and will be withdrawn from circulation.

The RM1 banknote will continue to be legal tender and will remain in circulation.

Members of the public will be given a three-month period from 7 September to 6 December 2005 to exchange the RM1 coins at face value without any charges at all branches of commercial banks, the main branches of Bank Simpanan Nasional and Bank Negara Malaysia's branches at Kuala Lumpur, Pulau Pinang, Johor Bahru, Kuala Terengganu, Kuching and Kota Kinabalu.

Further details on the withdrawal of the RM1 coin can be obtained from Bank Negara Malaysia's website (http://www.bnm.gov.my) or by contacting the Currency Management and Operations Department of Bank Negara Malaysia at 03-2698 8044 ext 7442 / 7417.
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last time i used to keep a lot of RM1 coin
i used to have about 200 of the RM1 coin.
it's just one of the ways for me to save my money.
but since last year or begining of this year,
my bf told me that there are a lot of fake RM1 coin.
so we decided regardless of anything happened,
we just started to spend and spend all the RM1 coin,
since we could not differentiate whether the money is real or fake.

i believe there are a lot of people who are keeping all the RM1 coin.
so now have to return to the bank or used it in the money market before it becomes unacceptable.

uncle beng yean, beng chuan, beng him, beng kar and my dad
t0m@k0 2005

my uncle's b'day cake last saturday
t0m@k0 2005

NEW ORLEANS (Reuters) - Hurricane Katrina slammed into the Louisiana coast on Monday with 224 kph winds as the powerful storm came ashore from the Gulf of Mexico and took aim at low-lying New Orleans.

The coast, much of it lightly populated swamps, was being pounded with high winds and heavy rains while New Orleans, 88 km northeast, braced for the worst of Katrina.

People walk down a street in a flooded neighborhood in South Miami Dade County, Florida in the aftermath of hurricane Katrina, August 27, 2005. (REUTERS/Marc Serota)
The National Hurricane Center in Miami said the storm, now Category 4 on the five-step Saffir-Simpson scale, was not quite the monster it had been in the open Gulf, but still packed a powerful punch. It had been a Category 5 with 280 kph winds.

In New Orleans, wind gusts had already topped 135 kph, well above hurricane force, and the powerful center of the storm was still two to three hours away, the center said.

Even into early Monday, Louisiana highways were thick with traffic as residents sought safety as far away as Texas, 425 km to the west.

"The only thing I was worried about was the water. We don't worry about no wind," said Cray Bruce as he stopped for gas in Crowley, Louisiana, 260 km west of New Orleans.

The winds shook street signs, whipped trees about and knocked out electricity in some areas, but streets were largely abandoned after officials said at least 1 million people fled the storm.

Weather forecasters said Katrina may veer just east of New Orleans and head toward neighboring Mississippi, where strong winds were already building.

In Baton Rouge, officials said three people from a New Orleans nursing home had died during their evacuation to a Baton Rouge church. They said they were among nearly two dozen people from the home who were on a bus stuck in traffic for hours during the 125 km trip.

NEW ORLEANS IN DANGER

Weather experts had warned of a possible storm surge as high as 28 feet, enough to damage or destroy thousands of homes and leave 1 million people homeless.

New Orleans is nearly surrounded by water, including Lake Pontchartrain and the Mississippi, and about 70 percent of it lies below sea level, protected only by a series of levees.

Mayor Ray Nagin, who ordered a mandatory evacuation, warned the predicted storm surge could push water over the levees and flood the city, including its historic French Quarter.

Lt. Gov. Mitch Landrieu said 26,000 people had taken shelter in the Superdome, a giant, enclosed stadium near the French Quarter.

"Please Pray for New Orleans" read a giant hand-painted sign, appearing to sum up the fears that had seized the city known as the Big Easy for its relaxed life and party atmosphere.

New Orleans has not been hit directly by a hurricane since 1965 when Hurricane Betsy blew in, flooding the city. The storm killed about 75 people overall.

Katrina was making its second U.S. landfall after striking southern Florida last week, where it caused widespread flooding and seven deaths.

As Katrina plowed through the Gulf of Mexico, oil companies shut down production from many of the offshore platforms that provide a quarter of U.S. oil and gas production.

At least 42 percent of daily Gulf oil production, 20 percent of daily Gulf natural gas output and 8.5 percent of national refining capacity was shut on Sunday, producers and refiners said.

U.S. oil futures jumped nearly $5 a barrel in opening trade to touch a peak of $70.80. The rise in oil prices fed through to other financial markets, hurting stocks and the dollar on fears that economic growth might be curtailed but boosting safe havens such as government bonds and gold.

i took this news report from the star website. all the while i'm not concern about what is happening in the international and world. because i feel that there is nothing related to me.
but now i just feel that we should not be so ignorant.
things that happening around the world, around us is very very crucial.
the price of cruel oil has increase to 70USD per barrel. increase of 5USD within the day.
i also feel the heat.
i realised that the pay is not enough.
what can i do to help myself?
i'm still wondering...

eventually i expect myself to fail my 3.6 paper.
i'm thrilled that i've pass that paper.

no need to say/ feel sorry to miss chin.
still remember that she really take good care of us.
but i do really think that i just ignore the paper.
then at the end i ended up regreting i'm not paying much attention on the paper.

i've prepared myself for the referal of paper 3.6
and i even bought those card to start writing the short notes,
to enable me to get more prepared and ensure that i would definately pass for my acca exam next sitting.

but only god knows what is going to happened.
so now my cards are lying there.
i still do not know what's their purpose.
maybe i'll know what to do with my cards after i finished tidy my house.

I am a....
Chinese, gal, daughter, granddaughter, niece, cousin, gal friend, friend, aries, student, employee.......

I like....
blue, sky blue, deep blue, navy blue
chocolates, ice cream, cheese cake....
blogging, reading, listen to music, online, chatting, sleep
Michael and Victor, fish leong, rene liu, lee hom, sunza, MLTR, enya
soft music.
Harry Potter
Liu Yong
Motivating movies
Panda
Pork Chop
Sunny Sky
Lonely night
Drizling rain
knowing more about things
Maths, music, finance, management, history
think positively.

I have CD/CDs of....
Micheal Wong, Victor Huang, Fish Leong, Penny Tai, Rene Liu, Z Chen, Lee Hom, Enya ,Ah Niu,Tao Tze

I also like....
my parents, grand parents, uncle, aunty, cousins.
my friends.
my blog

My favorite song....
difficulte to answer... have not think of any favourite song currently...
maybe should be one moment in time.

My favorite quote....
If you think you can do it, you can

I dislike....
Fights and arguments
being misunderstood
being ill treated
People smoking around me
Arrogant people who think they are superior than others
People making fun of others
being asked to do many things.
people who think they are very good but eventually they aren't

I'm afraid of....
Myself
the unknown
Being misunderstood
loosing faith in myself and what i should do

the vegetarian restaurant that we take our dinner. this photo is taken from inside the bus while it was still drizling
t0m@k0 2005

half boiled hot water? i cannot put my feet inside it's just tooooooo hot.
t0m@k0 2005

boiling egg everyone can have a try, remember to bring your peper and soya sause when you go there
t0m@k0 2005

ah ma, mom and me in the 'hot water' 30-35 c
t0m@k0 2005

sungkai 'wen quan' the water is really really hot.
t0m@k0 2005

my convo photo taken by photo prime during the convocation
t0m@k0 2005

this is how those bean they said there is letter carved on it look like.
t0m@k0 2005

it has been a long long time since i last blog.
i wanted to blog wat i see and wat i feel.
but eventually i have too many other things to do rather than to blog.
so i ended up not blogging.

blogging is just like i journal for myself to see how much i've changed and how much that i have grown.

results of acca came out last monday.
i've pass.
cant believe it.
why?
because i'm expecting to refer one paper that is the 3.6 paper.

now that i've pass i can share my happiness with all my friends.
but i'm still very very busy.
not enough time to go to look for them
and annother reason is they are all studying in uk

on the other hand,
looking at those friends who din make it for their acca exam.
i just feel sorry for them.
and also do not know what other words that i can say to express how i feel towards them.

feel luckily that i do pass one go for my acca.
because i do really invest a lot of money on the examination for part 3 of acca.
buying all the ftc books (but in fact i rarely use it)
and also taking tuition and revision class at ftms, mc orange.

looking backwards at those times,
i remember that my dad always scold me that i always go watch movie and go out and not to study at all.
but i still remember the one month of intensive study in the tar college library.
(but it seems that i'll always lepak to the office and kacao the staff in the office but they do not seems to like to peduli me back then)

now the most important thing that i wanna do is to go back to tar to visit my lectures.
to tell them how thankful i feel.
that i have thier very very good guidance and support.

i still cant really contact miss chin,
because i feel that maybe she had changed her phone number.
i really wanna tell her thank you.
thanks for her concern towards me.
thanks for reminding me not to pay too much attention towards to job of the printing manager.
thanks for always nagging us.
although i never prepare for her tutorial class, but she never really scold me.
thanks miss chin.

finally today there is somebody who came to check about the internet and network connection at my group's office.
it is very very difficult that i do not have internet connection.
if there is no internet connection,
i have to 'ma fan' other people for many many other things.

hoping that the internet connection would be ready by monday bah.
hoping that everything would be smooth.
hoping that everything would be good.

pray that things would get better and better.

have not been blogging for a long long week.
had experienced a lot and a lot of things trough out the week.

realised that it is different when you work and when you are studying.

currently i'm working in an accounting or better known as a tax firm.
name? erm... everyone who knows me well might have know where i'm working already.
so not to disclose here.

i started working last wednesday and today is amost the 8th day i working in the office.
i started to get used to the things that are in the office.
i started to get used to the ways people do things.

i wonder what would you do if your superior is a very very tedious person.
the little little mistake they would pin point it out and ask you to correct it.
erm.. maybe this is to maintain the professionalism of the office bah.

but luckily i have a good group leader.
she is very very dedicated, sometimes she seems like the mom of the group.
and she is those gals who are very very thin.
in the sense that she seems like she do not need the help of those sliming product also she can stay very very slim.

most of the gals in my group are all very slim also.
being the gal who is quite plump sometimes i feel i do really ergently need to slim down.

sometimes its like walking around a maze in the office.
and you might get tired because it is so ma fan that you need to swap in and out every time you walk in and out of the office.

and there is also the secret for opening and closing the door for the toilet of my office.
the office toilet is always locked.
i think this is because they need to prevent anything bad form happening around the office gua.

in the office i can also find a lot of senior form tar.
and the best thing is i can find SMPian as well.
there are definately more gals than guys in the firm.

yesterday i saw my basic and malaysian tax lecture mr kwek in the office.
eventually my friend told me she saw him as well.
but she was kindda upset because he did not recognised her as his student.
mr kwek might be working in our firm too?
erm.. good question.
i also not sure about it.

today finally i've got my staff code.
i do not know whether is i do not have the guts.
i do not know whether is it i have the internet connection.
seems that it is very very troublesome.
have to 'ma fan' other people everytime i need to do something.

start to learn to be independent.
start to learn how to do things nicely.
start to do things faster.
start to be nice to other people.

amber chia magazine cover 1
t0m@k0 2005


amber chia magazine cover 2
t0m@k0 2005


amber chia magazine cover 3
t0m@k0 2005



Amber Chia Malaysia's top model

if you do not know who is Amber Chia...
i would consider you are kindda out of trend.
she is Malaysia's top model aka Malaysia Lin chi Lin.
hope you all like this model..;)

do you know how it is like for a firm who is rushing for the tax dateline?
do you know what does it mean by racing with the time?
do you know what and how's it's like to be a new staff in the company?

what is the feeling of noticing the poeple around you that are busy but you are the one who is really really free.

working in an tax firm you are due to work until very very late?
you have to spend your time to stay back and do all the undone work why?
because you are inefficient?
or because you are too hardworking therefore you cannot finished the work.

Quote for the day:
"Often people attempt to live their lives backwards: they try to have more things, or more money, in order to do more of what they want so they will be happier. The way it actually works is the reverse. You must first be who you really are, then do what you love to do, in order to have what you want."

-- Margaret Young

The formula for success is Be, Do, Have. If we seek abundance, we must be abundant in spirit. We can begin to cultivate spiritual wealth by opening our hearts in gratitude.

Start a gratitude journal today. Each evening, write down at least 5 things for which you are grateful. This simple tool will help you open your eyes to the abundance of your world right now.

"Who does not thank for little will not thank for much."

-- Estonian proverb

let me start my first gratitude journal.
1. thanks my dad for sending me to the office and taking me home.
2. thanks my dad for preparing my lunch (which is still in my bag since i'm not dare to eat it during the lunch as everyone is starving)
3. thanks to my mom for preparing the dinner for me and the family
4. thanks to the uncle at the filing room of DKC for exchanging the spoilt stapler
5. thanks to the person who looked at the little note i wrote when i'm waiting for my dad to come and fetch me last nite. (reminding me in the office there is private and confidential and everyone and anyone can look at things that you have done from time to time)
6. thanks to the people who talk to me or even smile at me...
7. thanks for my group member who try to ask me to help then even they know that i can't ofer them much help.
8. thanks to my group leader who i thinks she din go back last nite to meet the filling date. why? because she still have to take care of me in the event that she is so busy.

the air quality is getting worst
last time during my secondary, we would always hope that the haze would be so terrible that we do not need to go to school.

now it had become a reality.
kids need not go to school due to the haze problem which occur recently.

the problem is regardless of whether we are going out.
the problem is concerning health of every people around kl.

just drink more water and do not stay outdoor if there is not necessary

just have a big pimple today.
do not know why.
maybe is because of the weather
or maybe is because of the presure.

no more nite cat, no more yam cha,
no more watching repeat shows on astro until late nite

have to go back to those life like the secondary school.
have to wake up early have disiplin.

lee kheng caroline and me
t0m@k0 2005

ah goh and me... 

jac jac and me... 

Your EQ is

107 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

Lonely


Lonely I'm Mr Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got that one good girl whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin

I'm so lonely (so lonely),
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girrll

Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever
Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girll

Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely

CCTV in LDP - EFFECTIVE TODAY


SPEED LIMIT - LDP

Please note that effective today the LDP highway speed limit will be monitored by the CCTV. The speed limit is 90 kmh and if you go above that at 91 kmh, the camera will auto record and pass to police. The few identified areas where the CCTV is monitoring are as follows:

1) on the overhead pedestrian bridge in front of Kelana Jaya LRT
station, monitoring the straight stretch

2) Somewhere near Western Digital (CCTV might be on Western Digital),
monitoring the straight stretch in front of the Kelana Jaya Seafood

3) On IKEA, Monitoring straight stretch in front of IKEA and 1 Utama

4) On the double overhead bridge, monitoring the stretch between the
Puchong toll and the Federal Highway turnoff.

5) In the tunnel near SS2 (please note that the speed limit is 60 kmh,
not 90 kmh)

Please let your friends know. Please note

快乐要有悲伤作陪，
雨过应该就有天晴。
如果雨后还是雨，
如果忧伤之后还是忧伤．
请让我们从容面对这离别之后的离别。
微笑地去寻找一个不可能出现的你！

xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx

happy and cheerful always forget about sorrow and sadness.
sorrow and sadness is always alone.

there would be sunshines after the rain when the rain stops.
there isn't any sunshines after the rain because it is night time;
or there is annother rain for coming ahead.

if there is still rain after the rain stop,
let's put our hands together and pray for the sunshine and rain would come evenly and would not bring any great disaster to mankind and the earth.

if there is sorrow and sadness after you are sorrow and sad,
please think about those people who are suffering from disease and war,
think about those who are homeless and ill,
lend a helping hand to them,
used the time you feel to be sorrow and sad to help them.
you will find your happiness and joy.

seperationg is just the preparation of annother meeting on the journey of our life.

what if we would never meet again in the journey of our life?
just pray to god that we would meet at neverland when we are out of all our suffering and disease.

you might found a new page in your journey of searching
searching the meaning of life.
learn how to let go.
learn how to stop the conversasion inside your head
learn how to stay positive.

what and how do you feel when:-

a guy suddenly tell you that
'know only i know what's true love is....'
then you ask further..
the guy replied....
'something happened....'

haha.. is the guy kena electric syok?
or kena a gal's electric syok?

let me observe more and write more next time.

just feel that i'm lost.
feel that i've locked myself up inside somewhere myself never notice where is it.
wanna find out what's the reason i've locked myself up.
wanna find out where i've locked myself up?

just feel that i cannot find myself.
just feel that i'm just a puppet in this world.
just feel that living is not for myself.

questioning what's the purpose of being in this world?
question why things happened this way?
questioning why things do not happened the other way around?
questioning what is the purpose of life

feel that i'm in the mist
figuring the way out of the maze that i've created for myself.

should i be brave?
where is my courage?
why i'm locked?

maybe i should listen to some music
calm myself down.
figure how and where is the way out of the maze
instead of panicing

鱼对水说你看不到我的眼泪，因为我在水里．水说我能感觉到你的眼泪，
因为你在我心里.

you are the fish and i'm the water.

记住该记住的，
忘记该忘记的。
改变能改变的，
接受不能改变的

sometimes we should act as what our heart tell us.
what do you want?
what do you want?
sometimes you have to give up.

when you are marching on the same spot over and over again,
you would rarely discover what is your weakness.
you would never notice whether you have any improvement.

sometimes i just feel that if you are putting yourself in a box,
you might think that you are secured in your comfort zone.
and maybe towards the end,
your box might be getting smaller and smaller and you might not be able to break through the comfort zone.

as time passes by, you might get bored of your comfort zone, however you might be scared of the unknown outside the confort box and you might have a lot of complaints and dislike about the environment that you are in however,
it might be difficult for you to break through the confort box.

sometimes it is depend on your attitude.
whether you are open enough to accept other's opinion.

i'm learning to be a person who is willing to accept the opinion of others.
i'm learning to be a person who is willing to be critisied.
i'm learning to be a person who is a bit indirect.
i'm learning to be myself but in a better and improved way so that my friends and people around me would not get hurt or affected because of the action that i've done.

成长的路上
我们都曾经执迷过
挥霍青春
却不曾后悔
taken from my friends blog.

sometimes we wanna do things we have the will to complete it.
but sometimes we give up early.
sometimes after many many years when you look back at what had you done what and how would you feel?

the photo wit the kids and ah ma.. they are all adorable haha... 

family photo (missing in action: aunty yap ying and also uncle beng him as well as aunty pauline and also dee ten in australia 

hector the moody fuller 

my cute cousin tee jin 

me and my mom with my convo flowers and patung 

all the pig pig and bear bear that are suppose to belong to me or my friends 

actually it's quiet tiring for me to look up and down for ways to upload my convo photo.
actually i'm kinda giving up to upload those photo.
anyway guys and gals if your interested to view my convo photo,
please visit the following site
t0m@k0's space

if you wanna request for a particular photo,
please contact me trough my e-mail
teechong_yap@yahoo.com
i'll send you the photo and also please give me ur e-mail.

sometimes there are things that we are afraid of.
sometimes sometimes we have to realised that things that we are afraid of are actually nothing.. and we should not have the fear of doing those things.
fear is just something that come from your heart and your mind

sometimes in life there are always regret.
but i remember the cima lecture clement said that at the very moment the decision is made, the decision is always your best decision available.
i do believe that there should be no regrets in life because you only live once.
no matter how much you regret time would turned back.


my friend told me she regreted she took the wrong package for the convo photo.
and she wanna confirm with me again the package and stuff.
sometimes when we realised that we made the wrong move we would not blame ourself.
we would blame the people and things around us.
we would start telling the victim story.

actually in fact we are the victim of what we choose to do.
whether we wanna live as a live of a victim or a person who is full with happinest,
it's depend on whatever we are choosing.

i believe that if it is to be, it's all up to me.
it's not up to other people.

對的時間，遇上對的人，是一生幸福；

對的時間，遇見錯的人，是一場心傷；

錯的時間，遇到錯的人，是一段荒唐；

錯的時間，遇到對的人，是一聲嘆息。

read this on a website think that it's meaningful so i post it here

translated:-
meet the right person at the right time is happiness
meet the wrong person at the right time is an heart break
meet the wrong person at the wrong time is crazy and nuts
meet the right person at the wrong time is a sound of sigh

原谅
也许有些人很可恶，有些人很卑鄙
而当我设身为他想象的时候，我才知道：他比我还可怜。。。
所以请原谅所有你见过的人，好人或者坏人。

i've taken it from bee's site...
thinks it's meaningful and suitable for me to ponder...
so decided to put it here.

sorry to friends who wanna post things in my chatter box..
it's down again.. dunno what's the problem.
whether it's mine or theirs?
be patient for me..
wait for some days.
mayb i'll update things later

this is my convo flower from francis 

convo flower from my mom very very pinkiesh rite?the berry are specially ordered to put inside the bouqet... 

mr goh joo joo.. my bf lo.. 

suddenly feel that i miss my grandpa a lot and a lot.
suddenly feel that i really miss the time i spent with him.

always act like let people think that i never grow up.
just that i really miss my grandpa and the time i spend with him.
just wonder god would wanna take his live so soon as he is such a caring and loving person to everyone in the family?

sometimes i really wonder why there is generation gap?
why we always tell poeple that our father do not understand me la.. bla bla bla bla...
i had a bad relationship with my family member la...
sometimes i just feel that live is too short.
so no matter how hard or how pain your family member hurt you,
all you should do is just forgive them and give them all the love you can give to them.
no matter how you cannot erased the fact that they are your family member.
the things that you can change is only how you want to treat them.

is whether you wanna give them 1,2,3 or 4
1 - turn your back around (stranger)
2 - just look at them (ordinary friend)
3 - shake their hand (friend)
4 - hug them (buddy)

it's all about how you wanna rate people in your life.
sometimes you might really wanna rate them as 1 and just ignoring them and even hope they are out of your lives and hope that you would never ever see them again.

however, everything you do, there is a mirror.
if you rate poeple 1, have you ever think that there would also be poeple who will rate you as one as well?

sometimes we tought time will heal the wound.
but eventually the wound might be difficult to heal.
but there would alway be a scar there.

sometimes i feel that when people are complaining that they are very cham ar.. this and that, please just open your ears and borrow them your ears for the moment.
just let them express themself.
sometimes is just good to listen.

sometimes i reallised that things that i do not like about it i would show faces.
but somehow i feel that if other poeple do not want to follow your way of doing things, just let it be.
practice the culture of letting go.

eventough we would still tell ourself that it's easy to talk than taking action.
but sometimes and somehow you should learn to let go.

this coming saturday is my convocation day.
i would be returning my gown on the monday morning.
my friend kept on asking me whether wanna take photo with lecture.
somehow, i think it would be nice to take photo with lectures,
even we are without the graduation gown.

i suddenly feel that it is childish to purposely wear the convocation gown and take photo with the lectures after the convocation day.
i do not know why i suddenly have this feeling.

remember my mom always told me,
people acting like crazy you don't follow them also.
but usually i do not listen to them.
however, this time,
i feel that it's too acting to purposely go and meet the lectures and take photo with them.
i do hope that i am able to contact all the lectures to be around on saturday so that they could take picture with us after our convocation.

however, everything is perfect during the planning stage,
but in actual fact things do not always go as how we want it to be.
have to prepare for the unexpected event rite?

the all time malaysian style.

today i went to college to collect my gown as this coming saturday will be my convocation day.
actually i reach the place at around 8.15am and i eventually slip in the line to get a better place hoping that i would be able to get the gown faster.

erm.. first thing happened is erm.. the person who i dun reli like is standing behind me, and i bulat bulat cut his que..(haha i'm bad i'm bad you know it)

the standing there waiting for almost an hour before the place open.
the line was becoming more and more and more group and group and more poeple are lining up in front of our que.

then the person who i dun like said that he go to the front to talk wit friends and the fuller never appear again. maybe he already slip into the line in front and never return or he dun like to see me haha...

and we line and line and line up until about 10 finally we almost reach the front.
and the crowd in front of us is like taking 3-5 lines and the indian lady in charge is asking everyone to make only one line.
and this had made the line longer and longer.

finally until 10.30 it's almost my turn and the bunch of guys and gals in front were making two lines. the indian aunty was kindda upset and ask those people to line up in one line.
i refused to give them to line in... i think i'm bad.

when it's finally my turn, i notice there is something wrong.
the indian aunty told me that my friend's deposit and also the form is not with her.
OMG... do i have to line up all over again to get the gown for my friend?
oh no if like tat i would be pengsan over and over again.
luckily the aunty say you do not need to line up again. just come and take the gown.

i have to run all the way to admission to get the form and deposit.
then run back to submit the form and deposit.
on my way, i think i drop someone's ticket and also the invitation card.
my friends was saying that who's card is that?
if nobody i take geh la.
then i say dun be so bad take other people's thing.
then i straight away went to take the gown for my friend already.
dunno whether they really took the invitation card from the people or not.
but it's already non of my business and nothing related to me already lo.
erm trying the gown see whether it fits on me or not.
this time i'm clever.
i took size S.
cos the convo gown eventough it's size S when u wear it on it would seems like size XL to u if your very very small size.

after taking the gown,
we went to tbr to have lunch.

the jean yee send lay ching and her friend to the lrt station.
lay ching is currently working in the fraud department for citi bank and the pay is about 2000++ but the work is boring and you have to face the computer for long hours.
long working hours. looking at the transactions to detact any suspecious transaction.
i cannot imagine myself working with this kind of job.

later me and jean went to one u for movie
since it is weekdays there was not many people around.
but the parking lot seems a bit full.
however we still managed to get a nice parking space.

jean suggested that we go watch the movie call stealth.
and after we bought the tickets it was still quiet early
we went for a walk.
i was looking for the shop which kononya from the radio advertisment is brought in from hk by the famous dj chan fong.
but when i walk inside the shop, the feeling of the dress of the shop not really suit my taste.

then about 1pm we went to watch movie.
we wanted to buy the pop corn when we are inside the cinema,
but there wasn't any pop corn selling inside the cinema.
therefore we have to buy the pop corn outside the cinema lo.
cham... but since we buy the pop corn combo large, they giv us one can of drinks free.

then we go in to watch the movie.
we sit inside the cimena for about half an hour to watch all the advertisement and preview and stuff.
as when we are thinking the show should be starting,
suddenly there was nothing on the screen.
totally dark.
me and jean yee was waiting patiently and eating up all our pop corn and stuff.
when we already finished our pop corn,
the show is not ready yet.
the show went on and off the screen later.
and we totally dunno wat's the show about.

finally the personnel of gsc went us due to technical problem... bla bla bla bla... please go outside and get your refund.
oh yes can get refund.
and then me and jean yee walk very fast out to the counter and claim back our refund

we give them back the ticket and we notice that they actually pay us back rm10 while we only pay rm6 for the movie. wow untung and get free pop corn lo..
haha...
fast fast cabut.
when we already go down, we notice that we went to the wrong exit and we went back the the gsc floor again and go out from there.

what an frustrating but interesting experience for me;)

vote for 全 球 华 语 歌 曲 排 行 榜 颁 奖 典 礼
please go to the above website to vote for 全 球 华 语 歌 曲 排 行 榜 颁 奖 典 礼 which is going to be held in malaysia in the month of september....

told myself to clean up the messy room but my room still in a mess.
seems that i do not really realised my promise to myself rite?
i have a weird habbit about cleaning up.
i like to clean up during the middle of the nite.
seems that i have better mood doing that in the middle of the night.
weirdo me...
still have a lot of things which is pending.
my laudry...

2moro going to college to collect the gown for my convo.
yeah it has been a long long time since i had gone back to the college.
miss the lectures neh...
hope they are free to chat.
but it seems that this week they are busy.
why?
they are busy preparing exam scripts which is gonna used to sit for the september exam.
i think it would be a suitable time to sneak in and curi tengok the scrips
haha...
what a wonderful idea....
haha....

seems that i'm going a bit hair wayered.
crazy.. jus wanna express myself.
after a long long time not blogging.
just wanna split out my feelings and fill in the space on my blog
haha...

after so many months and days already....
my room still in a mess
too shy for me to post the picture of my room
cos it's really really in a mess
what to do?
i'm a lazy person.
have arranged too many program for myself.
and time is the limited resources

long long time never update my blog already
yeah... working life had used up most of your time.
but i think the thing which is more time consuming is pak tuo gua.
cos when you are with your bf or gf you would rarely think of blogging.

been to many shopping centres lately.
mid valley, sogo, carefour wangsa maju, one utama, tesco puchong, metro prima kepong.....
shopping for groceries
gosh...
i miss going to kl and shop at the book shop like popular.

normally people always complain about your this and that,
they would always say why your room so messy la...
why you do not tidy it la....
i would say why don't you help me to tidy it?
they would say you tidy yourself la.
then they would 'tambah'
if i tidy ar.. i would throw all these things away your 'rubbish' will gone half.

but for me... i think i'm really is a person who is very 'zhong gan qing'
i really prefer to keep things which other people thinks it is rubbish rather than throw it away and regret for live.

yesterday my uncle called and ask me to lend him a bag for camping.
and i'm searching all over the house for a bad which is suitable and
suddenly i just realised that i've so many bag which i carry to college.
i'm questioning myself.
whether i wanna start throw them away?
they have many many memory for me.
they have spend all of their life with me studying and stuff.

suddenly that i've think of i have the money to buy the bag.
and yet there are still children out there who do not have money to even go to school.
should we appreciate what our parents had done?
should we appreciate what our parents had given us?
and be thankful and stop complaining that our parents do not understand what we are thinking.
how about us?
do we understand how they think?
do we really care about them?
we always complaint about others din treat us like this and that...
and how about ourself? do we do the same thing?

twin brothers wit the dirty cat face 

small little gift from my boss sarah... i heard it is made by herself... nice and cool leh? 

it has been a long long time since i last blog.
it is not really nothing for me to blog,
it is just that i'm too tired to blog.

i wanted to stop for the part time job.
sometimes i feel not worth for my effort to do the job
but for the sake of reposibility i have to finished keying in the invoice for the company for the month of june.
E kept asking me to finished keying in invoice for the month of june.
i know i'm already being an expert to key in all the invoice and do not need to refer to anything to know the product code.
but however, i surender.

things cannot be finished.
i dunno.
sometimes i just do not like the way they beg u to stay back and finished all the things.
is not about money.
sometimes i just think that i'm wasting my precious time.
they would tell you, you stay back got money to earn ma...

the problem is money is not my problem ma...
it the value for my time spend there is not equavalent to the things that i wanted to learn.

most of the things i have touched and looked.
and have already tidy up somethings which is quiet messy
and sometimes i already have no eyes to see them.

lesson learn from the company:-
1. your senior would act like they are very superior than you. but in actual fact they are not. you would know who are willing to teach you and who are not. some they just cincai teach you and when you do something wrong they would question you. why you do like that.some of them prefer you to do it their way which is the long cut way or for me i call it the c2pid way.

2. nobody will teach you the shortcut way. they would usually tell you that there is no short cut way. but i notice is either they do not know the short cut way, or they want to keep the short cut way to themself.

3. sometimes i think no matter how good you are in your studies, you are still zero when you are fresh at work. you would have to be careful. and be prepared to be bullied by people lo.

take care for my friends who are going to get a job like me.

Somewhere Out There
performed by Linda Ronstadt and James Ingram
from the movie An American Tail (1987)

written by James Horner, Barry Mann, Cynthia Weil

Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight
Someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight

Somewhere out there someone's saying a prayer
That we'll find one another in that big somewhere out there

And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star

And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true

And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star

And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
this is a song from a movie related to the mouse migrating to america.
its a very very touching movie
still like this song very very much

annother picture of the gife :P 

the gift i win from 988 serento... seems a lot but should be able to get more but have to go to work already
 

blog this picture again 

goh joo joo driving... curi curi take his picture... he will scold me anyway... 

i was waiting for the good show.
but eventually there wasn't any good show.

but sarah had actually employed someone who is better than the person who had run away after her pile of mess.

even the auditor had a lot of question that need to ask her.
but she is not around.
'this one is not me who handle it....
those document are lost during the time when we shift the office....
bla.. bla.. bla...'
actually we notice that she actually do not have much actual knowledge about accounting.
just that her experience result to her staying in the company for many years

now her privious manager had gone and the new finance manager is looking very closely at each transaction that had been made so that there would not be any possibility of fraud that would occur during the case of incuring any services.

i think i should be working until next week.
till then i would be unemployed again

today met my secondary monitor.
i think she came back from rusia for holiday.
still with the same boy friend.
actually i was glad to see her again.
basically i totally lost contact with all those secondary friend and don't mention about those in the primary.

sometimes i just feel that after so much time,
i am more and more protective and you would not easily see that i am nauty and very very true to my friends is i consider you as just friends.

i would like to help poeple
but sometimes i would feel very very reluctant to get close to people.
why?
cos sometimes i just feel that when you get close to other poeple,
some secret that you would wanna share with them only would become a know item among the friends.
sometimes i feel sick and tired about it.
so i decided not to be too closed to poeple.

but i also received complaint that i do not have many friends.
i think it should be part of my life gua.
since i'm to only child in the family and i already get used to those things that i should or should not do.
and already used to being distance from poeple and
enjoy doing things alone.

i do treasure that is always somebody who support me la...
treasure the friendship that i have la.

just now listen to chan fong's program.
he said if you feel that the person is not suitable for you,
you should better let go.

is not whether you scared to loss so that you would not let go of the relationship that is not good for you.
he said that if you already willing to give up something that is not good for you,
you already consider gaining form your action.

tought we will be having our convo by ourself.
but i was wrong.
my convo will be with other courses.
but we would be the first course to be on the stage.
convo info
kindda disappointed leh.
erm... hope it would be a special convocation for all of us.