tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

having a walk at the historical city...
just like having a walk in penang..
just that Melaka seems to be more historical as compared to penang
and preservation job is much much more better..









the day is quite hot..
initially tot it was quite windy day
so we din bring our umbrella..
so we walk walk walk and walk...











finally went to dataran pahlahwan...
go inside enjoy aircond
rest...
find something to eat...






















and then continue our journey before we went to pick up my dad :P

some very nice building on the street


some very nice landscape.. on the street.


永春。reminds of the movie 叶问？


famous culture in Melaka... Baba and Nyonya..


more western style building on the street


nice wall art


chinese style wall art?
chinese style paper cutting?


hokkien association with nice little lantern decor in front of the door


somebody not happy with me let him waiting while i take the photo


stage for the final chinese new year celebration of the year chap goh meh..


jonker walk aka jalan hang tuah?


another look at jonker walk...

on the way to Melaka

in the early morning..

the weather seems to be great

the sun just woke up to start the trip together with us

如果我說 愛我沒有如果
錯過就過 你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口
那爱是不是有一點弱

如果我說 愛我沒有如果
真的愛我 就放手一搏
還想什麼 還怕什麼
快牽起我的手

有个人說
世界上最遙遠的距離不是生與死
而是我就站在你面前 你卻不知道我愛你

我常說
如果人類連愛一個人都被自己綁住
那世界末日已來到
不需要等到地球毀滅掉的那天

如果我說 愛我沒有如果
錯過就過 你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口
那是不是有一點弱

如果我說 愛我沒有如果
真的愛我 就放手一搏
還想什麼 還怕什麼
快牽起我的手

如果 如果 如果 如果 如果
最後變成路過 我也不能接受
錯過 錯過 錯過 錯過 錯過
我比你更難過 不會一錯再錯

我常說
如果人類連愛一個人都被自己綁住
那世界末日已來到
不需要等到地球毀滅掉的那天

別怕太快樂(別怕太快樂)
別怕失去我~~

如果我說 愛我沒有如果
錯過就過 你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口
那是不是有一點弱
如果我說 愛我沒有如果
真的愛我 就放手一搏
還想什麼 還怕什麼
快牽起我的手

快牽起我的手

如果我說 愛我沒有如果
錯過就過 你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口
那是不是有一點弱

如果我說 愛我沒有如果
真的愛我 就放手一搏
還想什麼 還怕什麼
快牽起我的手

若如果拿來當藉口
那是不是有一點弱
沒有如果
還想什麼 還怕什麼
快牽起我的手

若如果拿來當藉口
那是不是有一點弱
如果我說 愛我沒有如果
真的愛我 就放手一搏
還想什麼 還怕什麼
快牽起我的手
如果我說 愛我沒有如果

～～～～～
ｔｈｉｓ　ｓｏｎｇ　ｉｓ　ｔｈｅ　ｓｏｎｇ　ｗｈｉｃｈ　ｉ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｉｔ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｍｕｃｈ　ｒｅｃｅｎｔｌｙ
ｔｏｇｅｔｈｅｒ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｔｈｅ　ｔａｉｗａｎ　ｔｖ　ｓｅｒｉｅｓ
ａｎｄ　ｔｈｅ　ｍｏｒａｌ　ｉｓ．．
ｉｆ　ｙｏｕ　ｒｅｌｉ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｓｏｍｅｂｏｄｙ
ｊｕｓｔ　ｌｅｔ　ｔｈｅｍ　ｋｎｏｗ
ｒｅｇａｒｄｌｅｓｓ　ｗｈｅｔｈｅｒ　ｔｈｅ　ｐｅｒｓｏｎ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｒｅｐａｙ　ｙｏｕ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｅｑｕａｌ　ｌｏｖｅ

i used to work at the office situated at Level 12 in my office.

Bcos of the promotion i have to move to Level 15 and my new place.

Yesterday when i was going down the lift from Level 16, my habitual reflex was to press level 12 to go back to my work station.
and I did so… and when i realised it was too late…

so.. i have to go all the way down to level 1 and up to level 15 again…

blur blur me and kasian me waisting time “游 lift 河”

too blur me gotta improved la…

so... to avoid this.. from 15 to 16 or either way...
i should take the stairs and some exercise
and lift to 12 floor

picture means a thousand words, to comment on it later :P

with the new responsibility starting from this year...
i feel tired...
battery is low...
do not know how long i would last there.

should try to make it my best
but it is difficult

there is no way of turning back
no a bed a roses waiting in front of me

keep on telling myself
you are not a person who easily gives up
you have your determination
tat's why they choose you.

i tried very hard
i have a lot of expectation on my shoulder
i'm worried about people's expectation towards me :P

the economy is bad...
how i know?

because judging from the type of gift that people are giving nowadays i think the economy is bad...

actually i'm wondering whether how people judge and value when it come to gift giving during chinese new year.
my mom bought a lot of branded stuff (where she consider it is good quality gift)
but those gift where she received...
my only comment is 不敢恭维 (no comment)

can food where some of it was "kemek"?
some even have the price tag on it?

but at the end...
regardless what other gave you..
it fall back to the spirit of chinese new year
a annual get together event,
to know your long lost contact relative
to know whether they are married whether they are getting married and stuff

uncle is sick..
so he gotta go for operation
and his family members have to come back from the OZ country

so...
comes the kiosk regarding chinese new year..
cannot celebrate chinese new year at grandpa house
cos the so called "owner" of the house is coming back
and she dun like our family seems to be too marry together??
I wonder wat kind of thinking is that

when the "owner" come back...
every1 have to be afraid of her...
what kind of thinking is that...

i just want my chinese new year be a new begining for the year
a good year to begin with...
i just want my family to have close relationship
i just want grandma not to worry too much about uncle's health situation
i just hope somebody dun screw up the chinese new year this year.

i dun understand why my car (even i dun reli drive it) i have to borrow it to others when the "owner" is back and i have to beg my car back while the car is belongs to me...
i wonder...
what's the rasional behind.
while the "owner" is so "ba bai" we cant do this and that at her house
so chinese new year is not able to be celebrated at grandpa's house d la...

has not been blogging too frequent lately.
got a lot of photo regarding chinese new year
spend a lot for chinese new year
forseeing going to spend more for chinese new year :)
hoping i can spare and squeeze some more time for the chinese new year :)

GSJ was wonder what to share during his one point lesson and we were stuck in a small jam when we are at Sri Hartamas.

so we put things that we encountered during the trafic jam to the one point lesson.
to summaries it.

1) taking a new option after much planning and testing
2) think that by using the new option there would result to saving
3) but first result of the new option came out worst than the previous option adopted
4) turning point is whether to adopt the new option or to follow back the old option
5) decided to give the new option a second chance and try again the second day
6) realised the failure is actually due to some unforseen circumstances
7) tried second time the outcome is quite optimistic and everything should be okay.

Lesson from the story
1) sometimes things does not turn out as what was planned eventhough we planned and tested everything nicely and in advance
2) failure of first testing doesn't mean that is the end of the world.
3) Never try never know
4) sometimes there are obtaces which might slow you down from moving forward. but to be successful we must have the sprit of not giving up because we never try we never know. Even the result is failure we should be proud because at least we have tried.

First day of testing DUKE was like an all new experience for me and we have not been using the Sri Hartamas way for long long time...
and after we managed to go through DUKE and Jalan Duta within 5 minutes and ...

Oh O...
Traffic Jam?

how come how come the non-traffic Jam Sri Hartamas way to PJ have traffic Jam?
so we lined up patiently and wondering why there was traffic jam and whether we are correct to choose this way which are unknown to us and we are not certain to wat extend the new highway would speed up my jorney to the office.

but as we are reaching the traffic lights we realised there is a car broke down just right before the traffic light.
no wonder there is traffic jam at the non traffic jam road.
sometimes i wonder why Malaysian why like to be KPC and result to a tranffic jam occur
this has resulted us to be late by around 10-15 minutes where initially i'm suppose to save 5 minutes as planned.

However, this doesn't affect our faith in the new highway and today i tried the same route again.
no traffic jam today and we used the sprint toll and we managed to reach office within a 15-20 minutes time... so this closed the gap between the distance of PJ and Jalan Kuching / Jalan Ipoh.

I think with the DUKE opened.
our small little condo price is going to shoot up again as the public infrastructure is being planned so nicely and...
things should be OK by the time we are moving in.

there is a new highway open near jalan kuching...
and it's called the DUKE highway
it starts all the way from Jalan Duta and ends at Ulu Klang. (that's how they get the D.U.and K how ab E ... it stands for Expressway)

and the banner which was on the lamp post of the road from Jalan Kuching Interchange note that you can get to Jalan Duta within 1.5 min.

with this DUKE open i would managed to save around 5-10 min on my way to the office and would be able to reach office within 15-20 minutes. itsn't it cool?

and the coolest part about this DUKE is... the part of the highway from the Jalan Kuching Interchange to Sri Hartamas of the DUKE is FREE :P
yeah it's not only free when it is on testing to public but completely tol free road..

this result to me to have a choice whether wanna take the completely toll free road to office (which i can escape the sprint toll near eastin or pay RM 1 to save another 5-10 minutes)

cool when people built highway and it is even cooler when it's FOC :)

Get ready for a new station that’s about to hit the airwaves this January. After the success of Hot FM and Fly FM the Media Prima Radio Network (MPRN) is ready to launch its third station, One FM that is targeted to listeners under 30 from the Chinese-speaking community. Operating from Sri Pentas in Bandar Utama, One FM will be going on-air via the frequency of 88.1FM in the Klang Valley, Johor and Melaka, 87.8FM in Penang and Kedah and 87.5FM in Ipoh.

One FM will be broadcast in Mandarin and Cantonese. The radio station format is similar to Hot FM and Fly FM as it strives to serve the best of Chinese contemporary music with a dash of the latest English hit music. Songs aired will comprise 90 per cent Chinese and 10 per cent English music.

New faces and talents of the new station line-up that will liven up each day of the week are Jeff, Jane, Lucas, Sumi, Jack, Ryan, Kyan and Suki. Look out for the Monday to Friday lineup that includes Morning Kaki, Non- Stop Music, Music Party and Happy Hour. On the weekend there’s the Top Chart Show, Saturday Party, Happy Dedication, New Releases and Sunday Kopitiam.

Head of Radio Networks, Ahmad Izham Omar believes that the existence of One FM will not only enrich the country’s radio industry, but it will also fill the airwaves with the latest Chinese hits. Not only that, but new local Chinese acts will be able to make their debut and expand the Chinese music industry.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
for those who wondering where has Jeff went after declaring the statement that he went on leave? now the answer is out...
so there is another new radio channel to grab the Mandarin listener's market

i envy those who can blog everyday.
(actually i can also blog everyday, but do not wanna blog something without quality)
so... was wondering what to blog

stressful lately
hopefully it would be fine soon

please pray together for me

【海角七號】好人卡系列

check out the post on my friend's blog regarding 好人卡.

was chatting with my friend who is still single and also at the same time reading my friend's blog regarding his new year resolution which is to get a gf this year(two different guy)as well as and my friend's blog on how to choose a right person in a relationship.

was thinking about people's attitude when it comes to relationship
was thinking a lot and a lot...
and remember about the 好人卡 that my friend had blog...
and you reli reli have to watch 海角七号 in order for you to understand wat's the story behind the drawings of the 好人卡.

we were chatting and say tat whether u have watched cape no 7
any my friend was saying that she like to song 国境之南。

and she was telling her bf that she like the lyrics
如果風愛上砂
and her bf is 风 and she is 沙

so yesterday we were saying u like the song so much
i would on the song for her...
so she can listen how 風愛上砂

then again she told his bf tat she told us ab it...
(mana tahu i blog it here then the whole world know already)
kena scold by her bf...
hahaha

but i think it's romantic if somebody tell u something like tat...
recommended a lot of friends to watch 海角七号
some of them reli doesn't understand the joke behind cos they dunno much about hokkien
cos basically the whole blog is more to hokkien cos it's a taiwanese movie...

大大的歌第一個版本，

媽媽不在家（大大的歌）

媽媽不在家裡 可以帶男人回家

媽媽不在家裡 可以啤酒喝到掛

色狼、檳榔、蟑螂 什麼我都不會怕

詐騙、A片、泡麵 讓我問候你媽媽

OH～媽媽 不在家 的我

朋友是一隻 叫『發球(台語)』的狗

OH OH OH～媽媽 不在家 我好 自由

可以上網拍賣 我的寂寞


--------------------------------
who knows the song writer can write so geng punya song...
but it's reli sound a bit 意识不良：p


第二個版本....

愛你愛到死（大大的歌）

愛是什麼東西 不過就是種遊戲

情是什麼玩意 不就是玩玩而已

HONEY、DARLING、BABY 或是叫我小親親

只要哄我高興 冥王星都陪你去



OH～愛你 愛到不怕死

但你若劈腿 就去死一死

OH OH OH～

愛你 愛到不怕死 BABY

愛我 換個姿勢 再來一次

++++++++++++++++++++++
change a post try again?
take photo meh?

最後最終的版本

愛你愛到死（大大的歌）

愛是什麼東西 不過就是種遊戲

情是什麼玩意 不就是玩玩而已

HONEY、DARLING、BABY 或是叫我小親親

只要哄我高興 冥王星都陪你去

OH～愛你 愛到不怕死

但你若劈腿 就去死一死

OH OH OH～

愛你 愛到不怕死 BABY

愛我 請你讓我瘋狂一次

this so is nice...
love a person should have such attitude?
not afraid of death?
love should let us to be crazy in fact...
that's why there is this song...
crazy in love ma..

sorry craping in my blog again...
:P no choice have to maintain the number of post per year
so... have to ... have to ...
write something about the song i listen.

so... 2009 came in so fast and so quitely..
does it makes any difference for ur life when it come to 2009.

2009 definately a challenging year ahead.
how?
moving to annother group
i'm new there scare i'm not being capable.
people looks friendly there
hopefully people are reli friendly there.

now i'm blind.
blinded by all the deadline
and the senior in the group say..
i onli know about my portfolio
huh?
u want me to pengsan meh?
u have been with the group for more than 3 years...
should know all the client rite?

i do know most of the client in my group
some i dealt with them some...
some jus talking to them...
challenges came...

God please help me thru it...
smooth and sound :P
hopefully my boss can go thru as well with the existing staff's co-operation

people say you should be close to her the most...
since she is the first person you would ever get contact with when you come to this world.
but i dunno why i'm always angry at her or mad about her...
without any special reason.

maybe there are some reason behind which i do not wanna review myself and i'm afraid of it. since the day i know about it.
since i know the ugly truth...

詞：嚴云農　曲：曾志豪

如果海會說話　如果風愛上砂
如果　有些想念遺忘在漫長的長假

我會聆聽浪花　讓風吹過頭髮
任記憶裡的愛情在時間潮汐裡喧嘩

非得等春天遠了夏天才近了
我是在回首時終於懂得（也許天氣永遠會那麼熱）

當陽光再次回到那　飄著雨的國境之南
我會試著把 那一年的故事　再接下去說完

當陽光再次離開那　太晴朗的國境之南
妳會不會把妳曾帶走的愛　在告別前用微笑全歸還

海很藍　星光燦爛　我仍空著我的臂彎
天很寬　在我獨自唱歌的夜晚
請原諒我的愛　訴說的太緩慢

當陽光再次回到那　飄著雨的國境之南
我會試著把 那一年的故事　再接下去說完

當陽光再次離開那　太晴朗的國境之南
妳會不會把妳曾帶走的愛　在告別前用微笑全歸還

～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～
so i kinda liked the movie so much
where i have so many question unanswered...

so... yesterday when we went to KLCC and then we saw the book on 海角七号
so we were wondering whether to buy it
actually i'm looking for the 剧照with the rainbow
but actually i failed.
cos i think the scene with the rainbow is actually 合成的。

so.. i started to read the movie novel of 海角七号
and it stated a lot of the background of those people in the movie
and how they ended up at this place call 恒春

looking forward to go taiwan again.
my taiwan photo are uploaded on FB
looking forward for a diff travel experience in Taiwan

如果自己真的爱一个人
而彼此又不太适合
选择放弃是比较适合的事情吗？

爱一个人
不是去拥有他
是应该让他拥有世界上最多最多的幸福

如果你不能够给他幸福请让他自由 ：）

二零零八年十二月二十五日
当夜空升起的时候，
我和裕去戏院看了海角七号。。。


the movie was quite nice and touching...
actually i was expecting this movie
i wonder whether it would b on malaysia's cinema
my Taiwan friend was talking about the movie when i went to taiwan early of Oct.
don't wanna go see pirate movie
but just wanna watch it on the cinema on screen
so when we went to watch ip man in cinema on christmas eve and i saw the poster of
海角七号was hanging there... i ask joo we come watch 2moro lo...
who knows he say ok.
so i straight away went to book the ticket and we are so lucky we managed to book our ticket for it.

the movie started with japanese 旁白 which is taking about the love letter written by a japanese on board of a ship after he left taiwan when Japanese surrender after WW2.
and the 旁白 was translated as follows:-

劇中七封情書的內容


（look carefully the gal in da photo is actually 星光二班的梁文音）

第一封
一九四五年十二月二十五日
友子，太陽已經完全沒入了海面
我真的已經完全看不見台灣島了
你還站在那裡等我嗎？

友子
請原諒我這個懦弱的男人
從來不敢承認我們兩人的相愛
我甚至已經忘記
我是如何迷上那個不照規定理髮
而惹得我大發雷霆的女孩了
友子
你固執不講理、愛玩愛流行
我卻如此受不住的迷戀你
只是好不容易你畢業了
我們卻戰敗了
我是戰敗國的子民
貴族的驕傲瞬間墮落為犯人的枷
我只是個窮教師
為何要揹負一個民族的罪
時代的宿命是時代的罪過
我只是個窮教師
我愛你，卻必須放棄你

第二封
第三天
該怎麼克制自己不去想你
你是南方艷陽下成長的學生
我是從飄雪的北方渡洋過海的老師
我們是這麼的不同
為何卻會如此的相愛
我懷念艷陽…我懷念熱風…
我猶有記憶你被紅蟻惹毛的樣子
我知道我不該嘲笑你
但你踩著紅蟻的樣子真美
像踩著一種奇幻的舞步
憤怒、強烈又帶著輕挑的嬉笑…
友子，我就是那時愛上你的…
多希望這時有暴風
把我淹沒在這台灣與日本間的海域
這樣我就不必為了我的懦弱負責

第三封
友子
才幾天的航行
海風所帶來的哭聲已讓我蒼老許多
我不願離開甲板，也不願睡覺
我心裡已經做好盤算
一旦讓我著陸
我將一輩子不願再看見大海
海風啊，為何總是帶來哭聲呢？
愛人哭、嫁人哭、生孩子哭
想著你未來可能的幸福我總是會哭
只是我的淚水
總是在湧出前就被海風吹乾
湧不出淚水的哭泣，讓我更蒼老了
可惡的風
可惡的月光
可惡的海

第四封
十二月的海總是帶著憤怒
我承受著恥辱和悔恨的臭味
陪同不安靜地晃盪
不明白我到底是歸鄉
還是離鄉！

傍晚，已經進入了日本海
白天我頭痛欲裂
可恨的濃霧
阻擋了我一整個白天的視線
而現在的星光真美
記得你才是中學一年級小女生時
就膽敢以天狗食月的農村傳說
來挑戰我月蝕的天文理論嗎？
再說一件不怕你挑戰的理論
你知道我們現在所看到的星光
是自幾億光年遠的星球上
所發射過來的嗎？
哇，幾億光年發射出來的光
我們現在才看到
幾億光年的台灣島和日本島
又是什麼樣子呢？
山還是山，海還是海
卻不見了人
我想再多看幾眼星空
在這什麼都善變的人世間裡
我想看一下永恆
遇見了要往台灣避冬的烏魚群
我把對你的相思寄放在其中的一隻
希望你的漁人父親可以捕獲
友子，儘管他的氣味辛酸
你也一定要嚐一口
你會明白…
我不是拋棄你，我是捨不得你
我在眾人熟睡的甲板上反覆低喃
我不是拋棄你，我是捨不得你

第五封
天亮了，但又有何關係
反正日光總是帶來濃霧
黎明前的一段恍惚
我見到了日後的你韶華已逝
日後的我髮禿眼垂

晨霧如飄雪，覆蓋了我額上的皺紋
驕陽如烈焰，焚枯了你秀髮的烏黑
你我心中最後一點餘熱完全凋零
友子…
請原諒我這身無用的軀體

第六封
海上氣溫16度
風速12節、水深97米
已經看見了幾隻海鳥
預計明天入夜前我們即將登陸
友子…
我把我在台灣的相簿都留給你
就寄放在你母親那兒
但我偷了其中一張
是你在海邊玩水的那張
照片裡的海沒風也沒雨
照片裡的你，笑得就像在天堂
不管你的未來將屬於誰
誰都配不上你
原本以為我能將美好回憶妥善打包
到頭來卻發現我能攜走的只有虛無
我真的很想妳！
啊，彩虹！
但願這彩虹的兩端
足以跨過海洋，連結我和妳

第七封
友子，我已經平安著陸
七天的航行
我終於踩上我戰後殘破的土地
可是我卻開始思念海洋
這海洋為何總是站在
希望和滅絕的兩個極端
這是我的最後一封信
待會我就會把信寄出去
這容不下愛情的海洋
至少還容得下相思吧！
友子，我的相思你一定要收到
這樣你才會原諒我一點點
我想我會把你放在我心裡一輩子
就算娶妻、生子
在人生重要的轉折點上
一定會浮現…
你提著笨重的行李逃家
在遣返的人潮中，你孤單地站著
你戴著那頂…
存了好久的錢才買來的白色針織帽
是為了讓我能在人群中發現你吧！
我看見了…我看見了…
你安靜不動地站著
你像七月的烈日
讓我不敢再多看你一眼
你站得如此安靜
我刻意冰涼的心，卻又頓時燃起
我傷心，又不敢讓遺憾流露
我心裡嘀咕，嘴巴卻一聲不吭
我知道，思念這庸俗的字眼

將如陽光下的黑影
我逃他追…我追他逃…
一輩子

我會假裝你忘了我
假裝你將你我的過往
像候鳥一般從記憶中遷徙
假裝你已走過寒冬迎接春天
我會假裝…
一直到自以為一切都是真的！
然後…
祝你一生永遠幸福！


阿嘉met the Japanese?


leng zai singer who also act as japanese who wrote the letter
(i only notice when i came back and search information for the movie)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i was anticipating the movie so much..
the movie started late cos GSC spend a lot of the tidying out the cinema and do not let us go in early.
so we waited for 15 minutes
and another 20 minutes for movie pre-view and also advertisement.
i watch the DIGI duck and cat adver for 3 times i still do not understand wat it mean


（阿嘉(ga) and 友子（tomoko-san))

actually my mood watching the movie was quite disturbed...
cos of the big guy beside me keep saying
this one cut la.. tat one cut la..
this one should have the adult press the kid's head la...
i wanna say if you have already watched it why waste money watch again in the cinema?
i dun like..
tat's why i cant concentrate
and i got a lot of question mark when i come out from the cinema.

my bf say it was a very touching movie..
i dunno why i dun feel anything
mayb cos i'm 冷血
mayb cos i'm disturbed.

overall it would be a movie worth to watch...
with humor(when you know hokkien it would be easier for u to understand), love scene, motivation...
a lot of things you can consider rethink..
a lot of question unanswered..
so looking for info regarding the movie

not forgetting the scene where t0m0k0-san was drunk in front of the house of 阿嘉 and she said why 连你都笑我。and the next scene was the smiling moon.
reminds me of the latest 天文景象which happened lately which is the moon smiling at you.



post on my friend's blog regarding 海角七号

海角七号场景大公开

海角七號官方網站

經典台詞

to ponder:-
<勿以善小而不为，勿以恶小额而为之〉

do not think that the good deed is too small and you do not do it.
do not think that the bad deed is too small and you do it.

so.. my boss say
i have lost my respect from others because i did a lot of bad deed?
yeah i suppose so..
cos when all the small bad deed is being accumulated
it would become a big bad deed.
that's why i kena kutuk so badly.

so when others say 清者自清
maybe is cos i should not do so much bad deed after all

i always admire some of the old people cos they live longer than us and there are a lot of value we can learn from them as they already experienced much much more than us.

i admire them as they always practice the philosophy of live to learn and learn to live... and the attitude of live long learning.

i have saw an old grandpa at the age of 70++ who can operate a power point slides with object moving around to make his presentation more attractive and lively.
and what more about us?
we are youngster but always refuse to accept new things and to learn more.
i think it would be easier for us to catch up on how to learn something about the computer faster than an old grandpa.
but the most important factor which affect whether would be whether we are willing to learn new stuff
and whether we are independent enough.

finally Cape No. 7 is on cinema tis christmas.
so.. we booked the ticket for the movie.
cos tis is the most discussed/watched movie in Taiwan this year...
hopefully it would be as good as we are expecting it :)

i tot bos read their email but bos din...

2day onli she know she is being called teacher...
but... i think it's better tat she din read those email.

my boss says one of the joker is c2pid enough not to delete his email.
cos mayb he tot that those email would not be exposed to others

no wonder they like to lock their laptop when they are not their place.

and all i wanna say is....
god bless those two joker and the short, tan and fat guy a Merry Christmas :)
and let the thing end here...

today received an sms from maxis...
it says ur services has been revived from 22/12 - 29/12...
so.. in short..
i can call others again even my credit term has end...
cos.. during the festive season...
season of giving and caring...
maxis who is caring enough has kindly extend my call period...
hohoho... this is first time i encounter such situation...
weird...
my bf said...
cos they want us to spend more so..
they extend the expiry period lo :)

i'm still a bit confused about leaving my comfort zone.
entering into a danger zone..
where everything is alien to you except yourself.
and you need a lot of support from people
for you to hold through
but i'm wondering
where there is office politics.
(this has nothing to do with my previous post)

i think not knowing so much should be a good thing for me also
i'm not in fear so much.
i'm concern about my client.
my work is deteriorating.
hoping to improve

nothing was told about what will be happening.
i wonder why.
i have no idea what will be happening in the future.
i have a lot of unanswered question.

i ask myself whether i'm angry after reading all those e-mail...
in actually fact i'm not...
but seems my body is giving a diff point of view...
it's angry and making me sick...
serious cough...

hope i can fight the virus together with the office politics...
hope i'm strong...
hope my reputation is not being drug badly...

while you are working.. have you eva think of office politics?

i tot our office is healthy .. no politics..
mana tahu there are somebody who like to do small little action behind..
calling name...
like small little kids
(when they read my blog sure they are wondering whether i'm talking about them...
so frankly speaking yeah... i'm talking about u...
but i do not know blog are being misinterpret to such extend..
i'm speechless about the ugly side of human
i need to be careful...)

thus i'm an anti-social Nerd...
To those nerdy friend outside.. please count me in also...
cos i'm d super perasan Nerd :)

把你最不喜欢的人 招纳成你的朋友
成为你向上的棋子。
那是高招的。
我甘拜下风

Primary Gathering
please see photo of primary friends gathering

had a great time yesterday...
primary gathering in the afternoon (lunch till evening...)
next up..
steam boat at shabu shabu puchong
continued with
sight seeing and another round of shoping at Sunway
and lastly sight seeing at Bukit Bintang area before sending my bf's friend back to JB and SG :)

anticipating photos to be out soon...
but need some time

will be moving out of my comfort zone soon..
i'm worried.
i'm confused.
but i have to give up everything in front of me.
have to grow up
have to learn
have to be berdikari
have to be more independent

no matter how i'm not willing to leave my clients behind
i have to move on.
hoping i would be able to come back someday and bring the best for my client.
hoping i would grow faster.

my boss ask me..
why i accept the position
actually i do not think so much.
not thinking so much about the money
money does not give me a vast different
i had not prepared myself to move on so soon
but...
when the opportunity comes
just take it and challenge yourself
give it a try
why not?

i want myself to succeed
i need support
i have no wall to lean on d
i'm worried.

what would you do if there is an opportunity for you to move on...
towards the next level?
do you want to stay on?
or just move forward...

give it a try?
never try never know?
how?
i reli reli do know know wat's the consequences :P

later i'm going to watch bolt (3D)
it's a new movie (3D)
and it cost a hole in my pocket cos...
they charge extra RM 5 cos it's 3D

but who cares...
i like to bring my cousin out to watch movie...
just a small small contribution to my family
cos their dad who care for them so much
doesn't even want to fork out some money and bring them for movies unless it's free..

i think i'll rather buy them movie than the latest PSP...
that's what i think la...

不罵粗話？
is another post from namewee at his blog with his "new product"
and what's my opinion after watching it?

"K A N A S A I"

yeah is a praise for him...
cos... his bravery and composing i don't think any other of the ppl here would dare to do such things.

maybe to me...
i feel it's too over...

but WTF...
who cares...
in this cyber world...
you can just do what you like as long as you don't step over somebody's head

this is my first try out to colleage my photo :)

today feel a bit hurt in the office...
just because i'm the minor (minority) in the office does not mean that you should neglect me...

so where is my position.
it's not just a sorry will settle things.
so i'm hurt...
very hurt...

and have nothing to say...
just sad...
truly sad...

曲:TANK 詞:陳信廷 編曲:洪敬堯

懂得讓我微笑的人　再沒有誰比你有天份
輕易闖進我的心門　明天的美夢你完成

整個宇宙　浩瀚無邊的盡頭　每顆渺小星球　全都繞著你走

愛我　非你莫屬　我只願　守護　由你給我的幸福
愛我　非你莫屬　也許會　笑著哭　但那人是你所以　不怕苦

懂得讓我流淚的人　給的感動一定是最深
在我心中留下傷痕　你同時點亮了星辰

那麼多相遇　偏偏只和你　天造地設般產生奇蹟　哦～
我心的縫隙　我想除了你　任誰也無法填補這空虛

但那人是你所以不怕苦　我不怕苦

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
for the person who always drive me home after my work
wait for me all the while at my office lobby :)

quite a number of managers, seniors even director leaving the firm...
so what's happening?

isn't it crisis coming?
so what if you leave the company before the crisis?
so what if you leave the company during the crisis?
so.. what if you leave after the crisis...

anything can happened?
what is the government helping the people to survive the crisis...

or we should not depend of them.. but rather more to ourselves.
will the construction project for our condo be slowing down?
will we be able to pay for it?
i wonder...

wait and see... long long way to go...

the economy crisis is here...
and we can do nothing to stop it...

crisis happened years before...
when we were young and know nothing about it...

so... now...
when we started working...
so the needle is poking into your flesh...

now...
is how you survive the killing pain...

i think there would be a new style of living.
and a new way of working
and working would have to accept another changing style in the future

yeah.... jus realised i broke the 100 post mark this year...
and i think i'm able to break the year prior to last's record as well.

i think it's not really about whether you have the time to blog or not..
it's just about whether you have the heart to blog or not. :)

joo asking me to change my mobile phone plan..
thinking about it...
refuse to change to post paid... for the time being...
i'm still considering...

wanted to update something on my blog...
but i'm just too tired...

i've downloaded 倫語錄 from the web..
i think it's illegal to do so...
but i just wanna listen to his new album...

should be getting the new original album by next month..

my songs in my pc should be updated frequently as i'm the person supplying my group member with music after 5.30 :)

作词：伊能静　作曲：庾澄庆　编曲：吴庆隆

漫天的话语　纷乱落在耳际　你我沉默不回应
man tian de hua yu fen luan luo zai er ji ni wo cheng mo bu hui ying
sky full of gossip slip on to the ears however we kept quite

牵你的手　你却哭红了眼睛　路途漫长无止尽
qian ni de shou ni que ku hong le yan jing lu tu man chang wu zhi jin
hold your hand but your tears made your eyes red the road seems to be long and never ending

多想提起勇气　好好的呵护你　不让你受委屈　苦也愿意
duo xiang ti qi yong qi hao hao de he hu ni bu rang sou wei qu ku ye yuen yi
would like to be courage and take good care of you do not want you been blamed regardless what is the suffer

那些痛的记忆　落在春的泥土里　滋养了大地　开出下一个花季
na xie tong de ji yi luo zai chun de ni tu li zi yang le da di kai chu xia yi ge hua ji
those painful memories falls on the soil of spring and nourish the earth which in turn bloom the next flower season

风中你的泪滴　滴滴落在回忆里　让我们取名叫做珍惜
feng zhong ni de lei di di di luo zai ji yi li rang wo men qu ming jiao zuo zhen xi
your tears drops in the wind drip on to our memories and we named it appreciate

迷雾散尽　一切终于变清晰　爱与痛都成回忆
mi wu san jin yi qie zhong yu bian qing xi ai yu tong dou cheng hui yi
The fog are cleared everything seems to be clear love and pain became the memories

遗忘过去　繁花灿烂在天际　等待已有了结局
yi wang guo qu fan hua can lan zai tian ji deng dai yi you le jie ju
forget the past various flower bloom beautifully all we have been waiting has it ending

我会提起勇气　好好地呵护你　不让你受委屈　苦也愿意
wo hui ti qi yong qi hao hao de he hu ni bu rang sou wei qu ku ye yuen yi
I will be courage and take good care of you do not want you been blamed regardless what is the suffer

漫天纷飞的花语　落在春的泥土里　滋养了大地　开出下一个花季
man tian fen fei de hua yu luo zai chun de ni tu li zi yang le da di kai chu xia yi ge hua ji
the sky full of flowers falls on the soil of spring and nourish the earth which in turn bloom the next flower season

风中你的泪滴　滴滴落在回忆里　让我们取名叫做珍惜
feng zhong ni de lei di di di luo zai ji yi li rang wo men qu ming jiao zuo zhen xi
your tears drops in the wind drip on to our memories and we named it appreciate

那些痛的记忆　落在春的泥土里　滋养了大地　开出下一个花季
na xie tong de ji yi luo zai chun de ni tu li zi yang le da di kai chu xia yi ge hua ji
those painful memories falls on the soil of spring and nourish the earth which in turn bloom the next flower season

风中你的泪滴　滴滴落在回忆里　让我们取名叫做珍惜
feng zhong ni de lei di di di luo zai ji yi li rang wo men qu ming jiao zuo zhen xi
your tears drops in the wind drip on to our memories and we named it appreciate

让我们懂得学会珍惜
rang wo men dong de xue hui zhen xi
let us know the meaning of appreciation
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
an old song from harlem and... i think of what was written and think..
漫天的话语　纷乱落在耳际　你我沉默不回应
regardless what others says.. silence and time is the best medicine.. just keep quite...
and time will heal..
if time does not heal...
time will help us to forget.

中午，我站在學校大門口當交通導護，幫助一年級的小朋友放學。

卓新勇的母親，悄手悄腳提著一個便當在校門口。 被我一喊，她露出不好意思的表情。

「老師啊！．．．」

「哎呀！我不是跟妳講了嗎？學校不喜歡家長替孩子送便當。

如果每個媽媽都像妳這樣，學校大門就擠滿了人，那樣，我們怎麼放學呢？」

「我知道！我知道！」

哼！知道了還送，簡直是明知故犯。

「妳不會讓他自己帶便當嗎！」

「我知道！我知道！」

這些話，不曉得說了幾次。

每次一到中午，送便當的家長和放學的一年級小朋友，

常常相撞在一起，造成相當的困擾。

　

卓新勇是一位沈默寡言，乖巧內向的孩子。

有次上課，他竟然打瞌睡，我很訝異，把他叫起來。

「怎麼了？」他一臉迷惘站起來，不回答。

第二天上課，也是這樣，我實在受不了，狠狠地把他叫過來。

「你到底怎麼了？」

我已經氣得半死，口氣已經控制不住。

突然，他垂頭淌下淚水。我暗自一驚。

「說呀！到底為什麼上課要打瞌睡呢？」

我媽媽住院了！昨天一直在醫院陪她。」

我一聽愣住了，頓時，心中的怒氣消失了，代之而起的是無限慚愧，

「她為什麼住院呢？」

「是肺癌！」我一聽，心都涼到腳底。

心中想到身體贏弱的卓新勇。

如果，不幸那天來臨，他將如何繼續往後漫長的歲月呢？

想到這兒，不禁鼻酸。吃飯時，妻子在餵兒子吃飯，

我不禁想起，以前卓新勇的母親偷偷摸摸替他送便當。

　

第二天下班後，我騎著機車到醫院探望他母親。

幾個禮拜沒見，卓新勇的母親瘦得不成人形，蒼白的臉，

光禿的頭，簡直不敢相信就是她。

她看到我，顯得很驚訝，努力想站起來，但是，一咳嗽，整個人歪了一邊。

「不要站起來！不要站起來！」

「老師！謝﹍﹍謝謝你！」她吃力喊著，眼眶消出淚水。

在醫院的走廊，卓新勇的父親對我說：

「只剩下兩個月了！嗚！我﹍真的不知要怎麼辦？」他老淚縱橫。

　

回到學校，報告校長。

「他爸爸已經六十多歲了，現在母親又將離開人間，

是不是我們可以發動全校募款。

不管多少，都可以幫助他。」校長爽快答應。

經過幾天募款活動，我們總算募到五萬二千一百二十元。

把錢送到醫院時，卓新勇的母親已經在昏迷中。

「我們準備今天送他回家！」卓新勇的父親，臉形憔悴得發白。

我一聽，心頭抽搐一陣。

「老師！能不能幫個忙？」

「請說！我能夠做到的，我一定答應。」

「他前幾天，一直拉著卓新勇的手，喊著：媽媽不能再替你送便當了！

我想，請老師再讓她送最後一次便當，只有送便當時，

他才真正感受到一位為人母親的榮耀。」

聽到這兒，我百感交集地點點頭。

　

中午，一輛救護車呼拉拉開到學校大門口。

卓親勇的父親和一名醫護人員，推著擔架上的人。

我淚水盈眶，站在旁邊，伴當交通導護老師。

「到了！到了！」卓新勇的父親買了一個便當，

躺在擔架上的卓新勇的母親，伸出瘦細蒼白的手提著便當，

在旁邊人員推送下，慢慢靠近大門口的鐵門。

在鐵門的另一邊，卓新勇伸出右手，接過母親的便當。

「媽！」卓新勇嚎啕大哭。

這時，我清楚見到她母親瘦削的臉頰，抽搐了一下，彷彿想說話，

但是，又說不出來。

「媽！我不要！我不要妳走！」卓新勇呼天搶地叫著。

我的淚水，再也控制不住，嘩嘩而落。

我暗恨自己，以前是多麼殘忍！

　

隔天，卓新勇的母親就去世了。

卓新勇的母親出殯後。

一天， 卓新勇的父親來到我辦公室，遞給我一包牛皮紙。

老師！這是你和學生們幫助我的錢，我認為還有更多的學生，

需要這筆錢，所以，還給你們。謝謝你熱心幫忙。」

說完，錢一放，就掉頭離去。

這筆錢彷彿生熱似的，直燙著我心坎。

我天天找卓新勇聊天話家常。深怕他經不起喪母的打擊。

「老師！你放心！我很好！你不要一直替我擔心！」

卓新勇對我說「我很早就知道，我母親就要死了，

我也不是不想聽你話，叫媽媽不要送便當。

因為，一天當中，只有中午，我才能吃到我媽媽煮的飯。」

我心頭一凜，「為什麼呢？」

她很虛弱，家裡都是爸爸在煮飯。

只有中午爸爸不在，她才能偷偷背著爸爸煮飯。

是她堅持要送便當的。」說完，卓新勇淌出淚水。

很感人吧！我看到一半就忍不住眼淚就掉下來了！

各位～趁著父母健在的時候，好好的孝順他們喔！

不然........將來後悔也就來不及了！

一直以為幸福在遠方，在可以追逐的未來。

我的雙眼保持著眺望，我的雙耳仔細聆聽，唯恐疏忽錯過。

後來才發現---那些握過的手，唱過的歌，流過的淚，愛過的人......

所謂的曾經，就是幸福

如果您收到別人分享給您的好文章，不要吝嗇，您也可以繼續分享給好友，請別忘我這一份喔。

當我們用心對人時,有心人將以熱情回報你,希望我們都是用心的人,也是有心的人.

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touching article to share with you all
treasure what is infront of you...
and appreciate it all the time :)

it's seems a lot of news in the entertainment column which is not so entertaining..

bad relationship to divorce or not?
suicide...

if live is so miserable?
why not why not?
choose to live happily?

just like what he （wanted to say he is driver... but he say cannot call him driver) say...选择开心度日

the other day...
BIG BIG boss came in and ask..
so TC you wanna bcome GL...

and so i reply
"i still have a long long way to go"

then i told my bf about my reply...
he say i'm c2pid..

but i think my feeling is trying to have myself as humble as possible.
maybe many thinks i have a lot of experience.
however, i think to survive..
i need to be more humble to be sucessful ;)

peak is reaching the end...
so... what's next?
a lot of follow up need to do...
a lot of tidy up need to do...
speed up the work...
and prepare for next peak..

everyone is busy...
so you have to move on together with them..
cant afford to let yourself to slow down.
otherwise you would be left behind.

作词：小林夏海
作曲：田中隼人

こぼれ落ちたのは 涙じゃなく祈る声
koboreochita no wa namida jyanaku inoru koe
What spilled down wasn’t a tear but a praying voice
滴落下来的 不是眼泪是祈祷的声音
见上げていたのは 云の上の太阳
miagete ita no wa kumo no ue no taiyou
What I looked up at was the sun above the clouds
抬头仰望的是 云层之上的太阳

眠るように生きていた いつも弧独だった
nemuru youni ikite ita itsumo kodoku datta
I was living like I was asleep I was always alone
像沉睡般地活著 总是这样孤独著
君に出会うその日までは ずっとずっとここで
kimi ni deau sono hi made wa zutto zutto koko de
Until the day I meet you I am always, always here
直到遇见你的那一天 我一直一直都在这里

ひとりでも歌える 爱の歌があるとしても
hitori demo utaeru ai no uta ga aru toshite mo
Even if there’s a love song I could sing by myself
即使一个人也会这样唱著 这首爱的情歌
ひとりでは探せない 両手に触れたこの温もり
hitori de wa sagasenai ryoute ni fureta kono nukumori
The warmth of the touch of two hands can’t be found alone
即使一个人也不能找到 触碰到双手的那份温暖

仮面を缠えば 忘れられる気がしてた
kamen wo matoeba wasurerareru kigashiteta
I put on a mask to feel like I have been forgotten
如果能裹上面具 就可以遗忘那样的气息
记忆をしまった 箱に键をかけて
kioku wo shimatta hako ni kagi wo kakete
I shut away my memories and locked them in a box
如果不好的记忆 可以用箱子把它锁上

あんな暗い场所でさえ 君を见つけ出せた
anna kurai basho de sae kimi wo mitsukedaseta
Even in a dark place I will be able to find you
就连那样阴暗的地方 也能找到你
戻ることができなくても もっともっと远く
modoru koto ga dekinakute mo motto motto tooku
Even if I can’t return I’ll keep going farther, farther
就算不能回头 也要走得更远更远

ひとりきり覚えた 爱の歌があるとしても
hitorikiri oboeta ai no uta ga aru toshite mo
Even if there’s a love song that I can experience alone,
即使独自一个人学会 这首爱的情歌
ひとりでは届かない ドアの向こうで待つ明日へ
hitori de wa todokanai doa no mukou de matsu ashita e
I won't appreciate it From here, I’ll walk out once more
即使一个人到达不了 在门后等待的明日
ここからもう一度歩き出す with you...
koko kara mou ichido arukidasu with you...
Toward the door to tomorrow With you…
从这里再一次踏出 with you...

悲しみを优しさに 変えてみせるから
kanashimi wo yasashisa ni kaete miseru kara
I’ll transform sadness into kindness
把悲伤转换成温柔的 我要改变给你看看
いつかは必ず 本当の自分を许せたら
itsuka wa kanarazu hontou no jibun wo yurusetara
And someday, once I’ve set my true self free
不知不觉必定能够 接纳真实的自己
痛みも消えてく きっと
itami mo kieteku kitto
the pain will disappear I know it
伤痛也会消失 一定会的

ひとりでも歌える 爱の歌はもういらない
hitori demo utaeru ai no uta wa mou iranai
I don’t need a love song which I can sing by myself anymore
即使一个人也会这样唱著 这首爱的情歌

ひとりでは探せない 阳だまりのようなこの温もり
hitori de wa sagasenai
hidamari no youna kono nukumori
A warm place like sunshines can’t be found alone
即使一个人也不能找到 像是阳光般的那份温暖
君となら探せる 见たことのない明日を
kimi to nara sagaseru mita koto no nai ashita wo
Together, we can find a tomorrow which is never seen
要是能和你一起去寻找 找到那未曾见过的明天
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just watched takeshi's latest japanese movie ...
actually i realised it on the way back from taiwan on the plane...
it's just that i'm too too tired and no chance to reli reli have a good show..
i think the show is quite nice...
and i like the movie ;)

我的心底總藏著三個小故事，每次想起，都一驚。因為我原以為自己很聰明、很客觀，直到經歷這些故事之後，才發覺許多事，只有親身參與的人，方能了解。

那是人性最微妙的一種感覺，很難用世俗的標準來判斷。

當我在聖若望大學教書的時候，有一位同事，家裡已經有個蒙古症的弟弟，但是當他太太懷孕之後，居然沒作羊水穿刺，又生下個「蒙古兒」。消息傳出，大家都說他笨，明知蒙古症有遺傳的可能，還那麼大意。

我也曾在文章裡寫到這件事，諷刺他的愚蠢。

直到有一天，他對我說：「其實我太太去作了穿刺，也化驗出了蒙古症，我們決定墮胎。但是就在約好墮胎的那天上午，我母親帶我弟弟一起來。我那蒙古症的弟弟，以為我太太得了什麼重病，先拉著我太太的手，一直說保重！保重！又過來，撲在我身上，把我緊緊抱住，說『哥哥，上帝會保佑你們。』

他們走後，我跟太太默默地坐了好久。不錯！我是曾經怨父母為什麼生個蒙古兒，多花好多時間在他身上。但是，我也發覺，他畢竟是我的弟弟，他那麼愛我，而且毫不掩飾地表現出來。

我和我太太想，如果肚子裡的是個像我弟弟那麼真實的孩子，我們能因為他比較笨，就把他殺掉嗎？他也是個生命、他也是上帝的賜予啊！所以，我們打電話給醫生，說我們不去了……」


二十多年前，我作電視記者的時候，有一次要去韓國採訪亞洲影展。當時出國的手續很難辦，不但要各種證件，而且得請公司的人事和安全單位出函。我好不容易備妥了各項文件，送去給電影協會代辦的一位先生。

可是才回公司，就接到電話，說我少了一份東西。

「我剛剛才放在一個信封裡交給您啊！」我說。

「沒有！我沒看到！」對方斬釘截鐵地回答。

我立刻衝去了西門町的影協辦公室，當面告訴他，我確實自己細細點過，再裝在牛皮紙信封裡交給了他。

他舉起我的信封，抖了抖，說：「沒有！」

「我人格擔保，我裝了！」我大聲說。

「我也人格擔保，我沒收到！」他也大聲吼回來。

「你找找看，一定掉在了什麼地方！」我吼得更大聲。

「我早找了，我沒那麼糊塗，你一定沒給我。」他也吼得更響。

眼看採訪在即，我氣呼呼地趕回公司，又去一關、一關，「求爺爺、告奶奶」地辦那份文件。

就在辦的時候，突然接到中影「那個人」的電話。

「對不起！ 劉先生，是我不對，不小心夾在別人的文件裡了，我真不是人、真不是人、真不是人……」

我怔住了。忘記是怎麼掛上那個電話的。

我今天也忘記了那個人的長相。但不知為什麼，我總忘不了「他」，明明是他錯，我卻覺得他很偉大，他明明可以為保全自己的面子，把發現的東西滅跡。但是，他沒這麼做，他來認錯。

我佩服他，覺得他是一位勇者。

許多年前，我應美國水墨畫協會的邀請，擔任當年國際水墨畫展的全權主審。所謂「全權主審」，是整個畫展只由我一個人評審，入選不入選，得獎不得獎，全憑我一句話。他們這樣做的目的，一方面是尊重主審，一方面是避免許多評審「品味」相左，最後反而是「中間地帶」的作品得獎。不如每屆展覽請一位不同風格的主審，使各種風格的作品，總有獲得青睞的機會。

那天評審，我準備了一些小貼紙，先為自己「屬意」的作品貼上，再斟酌著刪除。評審完畢，主辦單位請我吃飯，再由原來接我的女士送我回家。

晚上，她一邊開車，一面笑著問：

「對不起！劉教授，不知能不能問一個問題。沒有任何意思，我只是想知道，為什麼那幅有紅色岩石和一群小鳥的畫，您先貼了標籤，後來又拿掉了呢？」

「那張畫確實不錯，只是我覺得筆觸硬了一點，名額有限，只好……」我說，又笑笑：「妳認識這位畫家嗎？」

「認識！」她說：「是我！」

不知為什麼，我的臉一下子紅了。

她是水墨畫協會的負責人之一，而且從頭到尾跟著我，她只要事先給我一點點暗示，說那是她的畫，我即使再客觀，都可能受到影響，起碼，最後落選的不會是她。

一直到今天，十年了，我都忘不了她。雖然我一點都沒錯，卻覺得欠了她。


三個故事說完了。從世俗的角度， 那 教授是笨蛋、那影協的先生是混蛋、那水墨畫協會的女士是蠢蛋。 但是，在我心中，他們都是最真實的人。在這個平凡的世界，我們需要的，不見得是英雄、偉人，

而是這種真真切切、實實在在，可以不忠於世俗，卻無負自己良心的人。

每次在我評斷一件事或一個人之前，都會想到這三個故事，

他們教了我許多，他們教我用「眼」看，也用「心」看。

當我看到心靈最微妙的地方，常會有一百八十度的大轉變。


永遠不要放棄自己，永遠不要放棄別人。

在平凡中看到神聖，要祈求。

在困境中能走向光明，也要靠祈求。

祈求諸佛菩薩慈悲攝受，加持護祐。

祈求師長貴人指導提拔，指點迷津。

祈求同行善友攜手同心，互相提攜。

祈求自己更加智慧，洞澈一切緣起真相。

祈求自己更加慈悲，包容寬恕別人。並努力去利益一切眾生。

祈求我能學會祈求，並隨時隨地，不忘祈求。

∼∼如清法師∼

today my office lappy's battery Kong already...
so... battery officially dead...

today a couple of the client called and complaint with me about my junior...

"She is new ar? (erm...) why even accounts also dunno how to read? (erm...)"

"She thinks i'm very free ar? jus only doing the tax computation for her ar? (erm...)"

i have no comment on the above...
just hope that i can do better...
and i can help them to serve the client better :)

so...
today went to watch 007...
not too nice of a movie...
not too bad either...

so... driver says he dun wanna accompany bring the "xiao gua" to watch HSM3...
so... wat to do? i have to bring them myself?
sigh...
wat to do?

our group is famous for last minute, since the day i join the company...
tat's why our big boss always come into our group and ask us...
"WHY SO LAST MINUTE?"

..............
so today was discussing with my boss what to do after the filing and was imitating my big boss "WHY SO LAST MINUTE" and then... he came suddenly bump into our group and say...
"why? saying my speech for me???"


then he keep on saying...
.... .... ... WHY SO LAST MINUTE ??? :P
oops... why this kind of stuff always happened to me lately?