神木與瞳 ~ 信徒



作詞:黃文萱/陳學聖/馬嵩惟
作曲:湯小康
編曲:黃雨勳

想生存誰能不追逐
先征服再帶著傷痕偷哭
迷途裡總難免有霧
你眼光卻指引我到日出
緣分是巨輪下的玩物
但回憶還在起滅中漂浮
愛像顆紮了根的樹
在流浪的終點為你守護
我是你最後的信徒
軀殼毀壞但心會慾火 領悟
當生命又回到荒蕪
我發誓這份愛會一樣 堅固
我是愛最後的信徒
為了你我痛徹都 義無反顧
當世界笑我太頑固
我只會守在這角落等你 說好的保護


時間從不曾為誰停住
但種子已飄落在心深處
你雙手是溫暖泥土
讓凋落的夢再次被種出
我是你最後的信徒
一切爭奪我都微笑著淡出
像昨天的體無完膚
都是準備享受 有你的 安撫
我是愛最後的信徒
一路上經歷那些痛楚是禮物
命運無論它再反覆
我也會掙脫輪迴陪你 看未來的路
我終於覺悟 最終的幸福

我是你最後的信徒
一切爭奪我都微笑著淡出
像昨天的體無完膚
都是準備享受 有你的 安撫
我是愛最後的信徒
一路上經歷那些痛楚是禮物
命運無論它再反覆
我也會掙脫輪迴陪你 一直到最終

WTF

wtf
b'day wishes on her wall was deleted?

don't like me till this extend meh?
well...
no need to pretend that you are good person
just move on with whatever i can la...

幸运

was chatting wit a primary friend's wife
from our conversation
just feel that i'm lucky

most of the time we always complain complain what we do not have
and rarely look at what we have and what we should treasure

when i talk with the wife
i realised i'm really lucky :)

i do admire her attitude
it's difficult for her to come all the way
leaving everything behind
and at the new environment

some more she is pregnant
but she an independent person
and brave as well :)

wish her well and see baby soon :)

2心V甘1情G愿

yesterday went to 1u to get this album
luckily i went yesterday...cos the cashier said it just arrived



has not put on the shelf yet
(hot from the oven? :P)
the cashier ask how many i need
(sounds like i'm going to get 10 huh?)
(not a bad idea hoh... since they are selling for RM 39.90 and it's selling on the website for RM50? :P)
to be a very rational person i just got one



just cant wait to open the CD
just cant wait to read the small book behind
just cant wait to listen to the music



then...the ah pek who bought the CD together wit me asked me a question
"why you buy a hi-fi CD when you don't even have a Hi-Fi?"
er...ok... i'm speachless
cos i want the Night听笔记?
cos i liked the way 为你钟情 was sung?

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they are selling during the book fest...
only RM 39.90!!!!so... cheap!!!
cheaper than Lee Hom's album neh!!!
i need to spend RM 50++ for Lee Hom's
and this one...i tell u it's worth la...
no matter wat crap reason i tell u :P
我总是不停的跑,为了大家一起成长进步,往前大步奔跑,
但我却突然发现,我竟然忘了,是为了什麼样的目标而奔跑?
因为自己愕然发觉原来自己沉溺再往前奔跑的假象中,
而忘了其实自己还是一直在原地踏步。

正负2度C《±2°C》

周末去上课了
然后看了一部记录片
很震撼
希望和大家分享

















虽然我们还不会太明显感觉到
可是我们已经要把我们所要做的责任要办到的啦!
小朋友:你都不是真的笑的,你只是把口开啦
(我皮笑肉不笑的伎俩竟然因为小孩子破功咯!)
小孩子我佩服你
我希望,我可以有天从心笑出来啦

很累很累 :)
曾经以为做人就是每天开开心心的。
可是几年前,有个人就给了我一棒
“做人,不是每天只有开心而已”

让我想了很久
如果不是开心的话
做人的意义是?

难道每天都要
愁眉苦脸吗?
明明就不开心的情绪
还要装作没事
自己过得很好
这很考一个人的EQ
PM和JOE加油咯

族基政治 3

迦玛的新书《迦玛说话》会被封杀吗?

如果真的,也只能看到梁文道为《迦玛说话》写的序:

“族基政治”是一套很危险但又极有效的游戏,难怪劝世界都有政客把它当成戍动员工具。
远如近年法国右翼针对移民的种种举措,近则有马来西亚这个现成的例子。
若要打破这种局面,阻止其恶化的趋势,就必须有人能冷静地出入於不同族群之间,
一方面搭建文化转译的沟通渠道,另一方面左突右刺地揭穿种种障人耳目的技俩。
在今天这个身份政治越玩越火爆的世界裡面,这不是一个轻鬆的担子,
但却绝对需要有人承担,我期许迦玛就是这样的一位评论者,
故不揣浅陋,欣然替其新著一呈拙见。
还盼迦玛兄及各位读者斧正是幸。

希望这本书可以如期在即将来临的书展中出现
也希望早点说马团队可以早点回来为大家做最精彩的时评(尤其是想关心时事,却因为没有更好可以让他们很明确了解时事的平台的80/90后的新一代1Malaysian)

Apa itu 族基政治?

族基政治(race-based politics)

指的是基于种族的政治模式,具体表现为基于种族的政党,
基于以某一种族占据政治主导权,并享有各种特权等。

extended reading please refer to马国族基政治何去何从?

族基政治

this post is taken from 香港雜評
梁文道:族基政治

【am730-觀念】我喜歡馬來西亞,其中一個原因是我把它當成學校,一間能教懂我族群政治之魅力與困境的學校。對我這個中國人來說,這實在是一門十分切時的課程。

馬來西亞的長壽執政聯盟叫做「國陣」,底下有三個分別代表三大族群的政黨;一是馬來人的「巫統」,二是華人的「馬華公會」,三是印度人的「國大黨」。這樣的組合在表面上看好像很「和諧」,很配合馬來西亞那多元共存「真正亞洲」的形象。可是只要仔細觀察下去,即使外人如我,也能輕易發現它的問題。

一般而言,政黨應該是種代表人民直接參政問政的工具。除了現在的中國共產黨、過去的德國納粹黨,以及新加坡的人民行動黨,世界上幾乎沒有多少個政黨能夠宣稱自己是代表全體人民的「全民黨」。尋常政黨總是局部的,它要不是代表某種傾向某種理念;就是代表某一部分人民,而這一部分人民則總是因為一些共同的屬性和利益,才成為一個似乎十分清晰而且相對獨特的群體。那麼在馬來西亞這個例子裡頭,「國陣」到底代表誰呢?好聽點說,「巫統」、「馬華公會」和「國大黨」就像三條扭在一起的繩索,堅不可摧。

難聽點講,那就是一個死結,無法代表任何一個群體也無法代表任何一種利益傾向,只能不斷困在內幕政治的算計和妥協之中。

再深入點說,這個格局乃是典型的「族基政治」,以族群為一切政治行動的基礎,以族群為全國政治、經濟和社會規劃的原點。它的前提係馬來人是馬來人,華人是華人,印度人是印度人,三大族群各有不可歸約的利益和獨特主張;所以才要有屬於自己的政黨去代表自己。然而,這真是一個不可置疑無法動搖的客觀事實嗎?

我們怎能保證所有馬來人都有一致的利益主張,又怎麼確定每一個華人都有相近的政治理念呢?舉個簡單的例子,當經濟日漸發展,有一部分馬來人已經先富了起來,並且形成一個權貴階層,而另一部分馬來人則仍然處於貧無立錐之地,處在社會底層的時候,那個據說能夠代表馬來人利益的「巫統」到底是代表哪一種馬來人呢?

換句話講,在任何一個足夠複雜的社會裡頭,人民的階級、利益、信迎、教育背景、工作種類、政治理念以及居住區域,這一切一切都不可能簡單地按照族群身份呈現平均分布的狀態。總有一些地區會混居了不同族群,而這個地區自有其與別不同的規劃需要。

环保machi被令消音咯



就无言啦!

t(=_=t)

after reading 黄莉娥陈嘉荣停职
傍晚接信即日生效



and this
《早点说马》风波延烧988大地震!
黄莉娥陈嘉荣停职,三主持人停播



i feel t(=_=t)

and the host which really create awareness among youngster
resulted us more interested in news and latest development of the country
has been...



just like what they did with the x morning talk show's host
that time there is no big huh ha...cos FB is not so popular among DJs
nobody say anything and the listener were told that the x host went on leave to take care of his daughter

but this time... it's diffrent
this time is terang-terang morning talkshow gang telling everybody in general one of the DJ have to go on leave



and this was not reported in any paper media?



this morning the DJ said if they are being carried out of the station they would want to finished the show as well...
and yes they were asked to stop hosting the morning show dy


and FB fans page are being closed down as well..

so... t(=_=t)

SS小燕之夜 劉墉 劉軒

劉墉 劉軒
the writter that i like :)

interesting way of communicating between parents and kid.


机会教育which is very challenging :)



(i liked the background music which is very very touching :p)



做善事是要身体力行



才会发觉,原来自己的不幸是多么微不足道。
而比自己更悲惨100倍的
还是很快乐
和努力地生活着

enjoy the show :)
面对人生的无力感
面对了一个又一个难题

然后后面不是美好迎接着你
而是一个又一个更棘手的麻烦

希望事情会变得比较简单
然后可以很快迎刃而解吧!

每天在
祈祷

祷告中

初恋红豆冰之SS小燕之夜

马来西亚著名艺人阿牛陈庆祥前些日子有一部自导自演的本土电影《初恋红豆冰》,获得本地乃至台湾及香港电影界的欢迎,甚至把本土电影冲出马来西亚,飞向国际。

阿牛的电影不仅是本土电影的光荣,更重要的是,他的电影也把本地的乡土人情和文化背景介绍给国外的影迷。政府一直鼓励国人要向世界“推销”马来西亚,还在上海世博会耗资3千5百万令吉设立了马来西亚馆。但是,对于本土中文片子来说,这一种说法显然地说不过去。据阿牛的说法,马来西亚电影若不是以马来文作为媒介语的话,都不算是本土片,一律被政府抽税20%。请问这又是什么道理?

电影中展现了本土人情和文化,剧中的每一位重要角色都由马来西亚艺人担当饰演,每一个布景和取景地点都是在马来西亚。不但如此,故事背景还是以马来西亚为主题。阿牛把电影带到香港去,在临下飞机的时候,还担心这一部电影无法获得香港影迷的共鸣,因为文化的差异和语言的不同。在这样的情况下,这一部电影竟然在马来西亚还是被政府视为外国片,请问政府要如何让本土中文电影蓬勃地发展呢?要如何让这些电影从业员把本土文化通过电影带到全世界去呢?!要本土电影从业员何去何从呢?

在面子书看了阿牛在台湾接受张小燕的电视访问后,我才毅然发现这样的政策简直是让人笑话,也进一步地向世人证明华裔在马来西亚的土地上是受到不公的待遇的。政府应该严肃看待这一件事情,一视同仁地看待本土电影比什么大马馆更具宣传价值,比什么“一个马来西亚”的口号更实在!



很多人说电影是个梦

阿牛穿着他的招牌短裤上节目咯!





当导演让阿牛有了恶梦吗?





看了还是很感动的
让我们还记得当我们穿校服的日子

We like 1Malaysia policy...
but against racist policy...
we cant do anything but we can do our part by buying the Original DVD of Ice Kacang Puppy Love which is available now...
it's only about two movie ticket's cost.
and you can watch it over and over again...
come let's help boost up the sales of DVD of Ice Kacang Puppy Love ;)

Last day

goods things have to come to an end someday
unfortunately today one of D company idol's journey has to come to an end

just all the best wishes for him and
best of luck in the future undertakings :)

don't understand

ok don't understand why that ah pek go and like my link
and he shared the link where it shows the link came from me

well i always ask myself is it wrong to add him on my FB...
questioning myself the reason

well add already is add already then how?
blocked him?
wahahaha...

er..
still not understand why i just simply choose something previously
i'm just too naive rite?
no idea

Banci

 


will always remember this name.. banci..
cant remember the Malay word for this during my Malay exam
end up i also forget whether i got a very bad result

but has banci reached ur house to do the survey?
actually they want very very simple information

need to know how many people staying at your house
need to know whether they are working
need to know how much is the salary
need to know how many car in the house
need to know where are you working

actually it's a simple survey
please do not act that you are clever and "rampas" the survey from the banci staff
cos it's their job to interview and conduct survey on you
it's not your job to fill up anything

and survey just will take 5 to 10 minutes of your time
i guess to give co-operation at your best level..
and "hope" that the government can come out with a strategy is so great
that we really can double our income in 10 years time :)
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男友

在和一个朋友聊天
然后聊着聊着
他提到他的男友

然后我就很直接的问他
啊!你也有男友哦!

哈哈
开心看他得到幸福
替他开心他可以有他想要的幸福

Poison

Joo Joo's friend Seng Seng
just got Mata Phone
then while they are busy discussing about their own things...
Seng Seng borrowed his Mata Phone to me
ask me to play game...

then i play play play
bla bla bla

then when i'm almost finished with the game...

Seng Seng say...
i'll get addicted
i'll get poison

er...
i do not think so

i guess if i really like the thing i'll definately buy it
but for the time being
i'm not into anything in relation to
MATA :)

well.. i'll still borrow Seng Seng Mata phone if he allows me to use it
wahahaha...

sorry not my cup of tea
我不会把钱 败在它身上啦!

5th Aniversary

OMG... next Tuesday (10th August) marks my 5th aniversary!!!
wow... time flies...
have been working for 5 years dy

cant believe it..
feel like ages
my friend told me one comp made u old one year
i guess now i'm over hundered years old
but i'm only there for 5 years :)

it feels like i'll be there for ages
but i guess i'm not sure what to do next
but will try to develop some other skills first

trying to find something which i'm really interested
and trying to set challenging targets :)
just feel the mood is not very very good lately
don't know why?

what's the reason
everyday also woke up on the wrong side of the bed?

i have no idea!!!
have to sto the bad mood
move on and work hard now!!!

gambade everybody :)

十八般武藝~柴米油鹽醬醋茶



今晚去1u逛逛
买买自己需要用到的东西

看到力宏的唱片海报
想进去看看新专辑有没有发行了

结果答案是还没
但可以预购

有特别的预购礼物哦
心形或home型的钥匙

哈哈,选择了XX的
还有少少的折扣

期待下星期能够拿到新专辑
好让自己比较郁闷的心情
开心些

还有也买了艋舺 DVD 本来打算去戏院看的
算算时间好像不太够
还是买DVD在家里看啦

街头剧场 之 最后十日



为什么很爱很爱一个人不是极力去争取,而是放手呢?

我以为不打扰你,是让你幸福的方法。
我想和你做回朋友,还要是好朋友。
我要做你不是男朋友的好朋友。
你永远在我心里面有个位置。

如果你不能够幸福,这样离开就是我一辈子的遗憾。

如果离开你是我­一世的遗憾,我宁愿相信我没有离开过你。

Argue

realised we have different perception of the date
i do not want it to be too earli

you just want it to be as earli as possible
what about my opinion?

you say depend on you
and you say why wanna fight with others
wanna do it when everybody is doing it?

er...
sorry i don't know
cos i just know there is only one chance
it might not be perfect
but...
i want it to be as memorrable as possible

i just cant accept the date you proposed
cos..
we have not done anything now
then??
you just give me a date
well
i need more them

please do not complain...

5 sens and 25 sens

the government just annouced petrol price is going up by 5 sens w.e.f. today
price of sugar increase 25 sens per kg

Subsidy removed for RON 97 petrol

KUALA LUMPUR: From Friday, the subsidies for sugar, petrol, liquefied petroleum gas and diesel will be cut as part of the gradual subsidy rationalisation programme, according to a statement from the Prime Minister’s office on Thursday.

The price of sugar will go up 25sen to RM1.75 per kg; LPG will go up 10sen to RM1.85 per kg; petrol RON95 will be up 5sen to RM1.85 per litre and diesel will be up 5sen to RM1.75 per litre.

RON 97 will no longer be subsidised. It will be subjected to a managed float, where the price will be determined by the automatic pricing mechanism, the statement said.

The details of these changes are now available on the PMO and PEMANDU websites, at: www.pmo.gov.my and www.pemandu.gov.my.

On May 27, Minister in the Prime Minister’s Department Datuk Seri Idris Jala had said that Malaysia would be bankrupt by 2019 if it did not cut subsidies and rein in borrowings.

He had said that Malaysia's debt would rise to 100% of GDP by 2019 from the current 54% if it did not cut subsidies.

Meanwhile, In ALOR SETAR, Prime Minister Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak said that when implementing the subsidy rationalisation plan, the Government would seek not to burden the people.

He said the rationalisation move was necessary to reduce Government expenditure and strengthen the financial position of the country.

“It will help reduce the fiscal deficit so that world and local markets will have more confidence in the national economy,” he told newsmen after opening the Kuala Kedah Umno division meeting here on Thursday.

He added that the Government was reviewing all types of subsidies.

The full press statement from the Prime Minister’s office is below:

1. To help Malaysia maintain the strong growth it has achieved, the Government has implemented difficult but long-needed economic reforms that will help Malaysia become a developed and high-income nation. In this regard, the Government has begun a planned and fair reform of a subsidy regime that for too long has been ineffective in helping those who need it most and, over time, has become a barrier to Malaysia’s progress.

2. The Government has made bold economic decisions over the past two years. Two stimulus packages were introduced, promoting growth, even as the global financial crisis spread. Important sectors of our economy further liberalised were opened to new investment.

The Government cut spending by RM24 billion, by reducing waste and inefficiency. As a result, the country’s economy has been reinvigorated, with 10.1% growth in the first quarter of 2010, Malaysia’s best performance in a decade. Although there is still instability in the global economy, Malaysia is well positioned for the future – not by chance, but by the choices we have made together.

3. As set out by the Prime Minister when he announced the 10th Malaysia Plan, Malaysia’s national goals cannot be achieved by simply managing through a crisis. Malaysia’s ambition is to be a high-income nation, with opportunity for all.

4. In the New Economic Model, the Prime Minister set out plans for further investment in key strategic sectors, upgrading our infrastructure, creating additional private sector investment opportunities and realizing higher levels of GDP growth.

However, growth alone will not allow us to meet our goals. As the Government has consistently said over recent months, we must also implement subsidy reforms that will remove distortions in the marketplace and enable us to better target our resources on those most in need, and on investments that will provide lasting benefits for Malaysians.

5. With these priorities in mind, the Cabinet has decided that, effective 16 July 2010, subsidies for fuel, specifically petrol, diesel and liquefied petroleum gas (LPG), as well as sugar, will be reduced as the first step of a gradual subsidy rationalisation programme.

Subsidies for RON 95 and diesel will be reduced by 5 sen per liter. LPG will be reduced by 10 sen per kilogram. RON 97 will no longer be subsidised. It will be subjected to a managed float, where the price will be determined by the automatic pricing mechanism. For sugar, the upward price adjustment will be 25 sen per kilogram. The details of these changes are now available on the PMO and PEMANDU websites, at: www.pmo.gov.my and www.pemandu.gov.my

6. These minimal changes will help Malaysia achieve a position of fiscal responsibility and put us on a path toward reducing our deficit. To meet these objectives, we have chosen to make adjustments to our subsidies. Even after these changes, the Government will still spend an estimated RM 7.82 billion on fuel and sugar subsidies in 2010. The prices of fuel and sugar in Malaysia will still be among the lowest in the region.

7. This subsidy rationalisation will, according to estimates, allow Malaysia to reduce Government expenditure by more than RM 750 million in 2010.

8. The decision to reduce subsidies for fuel and sugar is based on the fact that reducing fuel subsidies will have the greatest impact on government spending and reducing sugar subsidies will allow us to promote healthier lifestyles. The decision is also grounded on three main concerns:

a. First, these subsidies also benefit foreigners and wealthier Malaysians, who can well afford to pay unsubsidised prices. Our focus should be on helping the family sharing a motorcycle or Kancil to get to work and school, but instead our spending on subsidies has provided the same benefits to those driving imported luxury cars.

The sugar subsidy disproportionately benefits industries, not families. Businesses have been using almost twice as much subsidised sugar as Malaysian households.

b. Second, highly subsidised prices often lead to illegal smuggling of these goods. Because subsidies make these products the cheapest in the region, in 2009 alone smugglers were caught heading out of Malaysia with more than 200 metric tonnes of sugar to be sold across borders.

Also, subsidised diesel continues to go to the black market or across our borders, instead of to those we meant to assist. Law enforcement have been doing their best to prevent smuggling, with 109 sugar related arrests last year. This is the tip of the iceberg. As long as there are big price differences, smuggling will continue. And:

c. Third, unless we reduce our consumption of fuel and sugar, we face potentially serious consequences as a nation. We are quickly depleting our domestic fuel resources. It is vital that we rationalise our fuel use – as well as develop new energy technologies - as a matter of economic, energy and national security.

In this regard, we have implemented a number of policies to protect the environment. We must also reduce our sugar consumption. 40 percent of Malaysians are now either overweight or obese.

Incidents of diabetes are rising quickly. Statistics show that the percentage of Malaysians with diabetes now exceeds that in the United States. We must, as a matter of urgency, take every step available to tackle what is clearly a public health issue for our nation. Reducing sugar consumption, among our children in particular, is a step in the right direction.

9. These are among the reasons why the Government has chosen to focus on sugar and fuel subsidies. Subsidies for education and health care will continue. These are areas of importance for our economy and our society where the Government should be investing.

These include, providing support to develop skills, training the knowledge based workforce of the future and improving the well-being of the nation.

10. The Government arrived at this decision following robust consultations with the people. Thousands of Malaysians participated in the policy labs, Open Day and an unprecedented public feedback process.

As with subsidy reform, the budget, the Government Transformation Program and now the National Key Economic Areas, the Government has made a determined effort to engage the public, listen and learn, and then act in the best interest of the nation.

11. These measures are designed to have a minimal impact on individual families, but long-term benefits for the nation. The reduction in expenditure from these reforms will allow us to better use resources for families, communities and business growth.

Measures such as the 1Malaysia clinics, the 1Malaysia mobile clinics, as well as the scholarships for all 9A+ and deserving students, specifically those who have done well, but come from lower income families, are made possible by such reforms.

Similarly, by reducing expenditure on subsidies we will be able to continue strengthening such initiatives as the price standardisation project, which seeks to harmonise prices of essential goods between urban and rural areas in Sabah and Sarawak.

12. The Government has made a difficult, but bold decision. By choosing to implement these modest subsidy reforms, we have taken a crucial step in the right direction towards meeting our commitment to reduce the fiscal deficit, without overburdening the Malaysian people.

These measures are a demonstration of our fiscal responsibility. They will enhance Malaysia’s financial stability, while also protecting the Rakyat.

Prime Minister’s Office
Putrajaya
15 July 2010

from the star

anyway it's jus 5 sens per litter...
u can either decrease some of your spending
or u can ask your boss to increase ur salary by RM 50
er not much only ma rite?

王力宏『柴米油鹽醬醋茶』



回歸內心的平凡單純、簡單幸福。
「柴米油鹽醬醋茶」,以古人所言的【早晨開門七件事—柴米油鹽醬醋茶】為主題,
生活裡不可或缺的烹煮調味料,再普通不過的小東西,
卻是愛情在轟轟烈烈、生活征戰喧囂過後,最真實的存在;

單純中見雋永,平凡中嚐到幸福的滋味。

努力生活著、努力想要找到屬於自己的幸福、努力當個追夢人...
過程中或有淚水或有阻隔,但他始終相信,終究每個人都會找到自己的定位。

好听:)

詞:徐若瑄 曲:王力宏 導演:王力宏
小時候 你想要什麼
我要一臺大大藍色的飛機
帶我環遊世界
到地球每一個角落
在藍天白雲中穿梭
而長大以後 我想要什麼
我要一臺小小紅色答錄機
和你一起錄下
喂 我們現在不在家
藍色變成紅色因為你
柴米油鹽醬醋茶
一點一滴都是幸福在發芽
月兒彎彎愛的傻
有了你什麼都不差
小時候 你想要麼
我要一臺大大藍色的飛機
帶我環遊世界
到地球每一個角落
在藍天白雲中穿梭
哦 長大以後 我想要什麼
我要一臺小小紅色答錄機
和你一起錄下
喂 我們現在不在家
藍色變成紅色因為你
柴米油鹽醬醋茶
一點一滴都是幸福在發芽
月兒彎彎愛的傻
有了你什麼都不差
給你快樂無論白天黑夜
握緊雙手就算刮風下雨
我就是要你
要你待在我身邊
保護你直到永遠
柴米油鹽醬醋茶
一點一滴都是幸福在發芽
月兒彎彎愛的傻
有了你什麼都不差
月兒彎彎愛的傻
沒有一個理由
活的那麼復雜
有了你什麼都不差

I Do (Cherish You)



song written by Keith Stegall and Dan Hil perfect song for wedding :)

All I am, all I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensations
Seduce me 'cause I

Chorus
I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
>From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do

In my world, before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
'Till that day I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all my heart
'Till my dying day

Random

my friend just got into relationship about a month ago
officialised somewhere forthnight ago
then came meet the parents session last week

i wonder…
will he get married b4 me?

haha…
he say his plans is to get a place before moving on to the next stage

well who knows
maybe things does not goes according to plans anyway
maybe the next thing i know he is handling me a red bomb

it’s great to know people are falling in love
it’s great to know people are starting the new stages of life

well… for me
it’s three more weeks to go

not as stressful as expected
but it will be stressful when it come to raising the bill…

only thing that i can tell myself is…
gambade

好久不見 VS 不如不見

好久不見

詞:施立 曲:陳小霞

我來到 你的城市 走過你來時的路
想像著 沒我的日子 你是怎樣的孤獨
拿著你 給的照片 熟悉的那一條街
只是沒 了你的畫面 我們回不到那天

你會不會忽然的出現 在街角的咖啡店
我會帶著笑臉 回首寒暄 和你 坐著聊聊天
我多麼想和你見一面 看看你最近改變
不再去說從前 只是寒暄 對你說一句 只是說一句 好久不見

拿著你 給的照片 熟悉的那一條街
只是沒 了你的畫面 我們回不到那天

你會不會忽然的出現 在街角的咖啡店
我會帶著笑臉 回首寒暄 和你 坐著聊聊天
我多麼想和你見一面 看看你最近改變
不再去說從前 只是寒暄 對你說一句 只是說一句 好久不見




不如不見

詞:林夕 曲:陳小霞

頭沾濕 無可避免 倫敦總依戀雨點 乘早機 忍耐著呵欠 完全為見你一面
尋得到 塵封小店 回不到相戀那天 靈氣大 概早被污染 誰為了生活不變

越渴望見面然後發現 中間隔著那十年
我想見的笑臉 只有懷念 不懂 怎去再聊天
像我在往日還未抽煙 不知你怎麼變遷
似等了一百年 忽已明白 即使再見面 成熟地表演 不如不見

尋得到 塵封小店 回不到相戀那天 靈氣大 概早被污染 誰為了生活不變

越渴望見面然後發現 中間隔著那十年
我想見的笑臉 只有懷念 不懂 怎去再聊天
像我在往日還未抽煙 不知你怎麼變遷
似等了一百年 忽已明白 即使再見面 成熟地表演 不如不見



对于很多事情自己不晓得这么样子去应对的时候
自己往往会做了很多
让自己觉得后悔的决定

不知道
以前对于你
自己所做的决定
总是觉得很介意
心里很揪
是说了类似不如不见的话吧
好多好多年没有坐下来好好聊了
不是一个很会吐露心声的人
在想
如果见面也不知道要聊些什么吧?

曾沛慈 魏如昀:好久不見



让我想起和她云淡风轻的友情
是不是要和她说一声
好久不见?
还是

不如
不见!

黃韻玲 徐詠琳-喜歡你現在的樣子



just the way you are :)
喜歡你現在的樣子 詞曲:黃韻玲

我就是喜歡你現在的樣子
我就是喜歡你這樣的脾氣
有時善解人意 有時粗心大意
我 就是喜歡你現在的樣子

我真的喜歡你現在的樣子
我真的喜歡你這樣的 任性
有時千言萬語 有時不說一句
我真的喜歡你現在的樣子

不要輕異嚐試任何改變
改變你現在所有的一切
以為我能再多愛你一些

不要懷疑自己
屬於你的一切都是美麗
我相信 只有真心能永遠

我就是喜歡你現在的樣子
我就是喜歡你這樣的脾氣
有時善解人意 有時粗心大意
我 就是喜歡你現在的樣子

不要輕異嚐試任何改變
改變你現在所有的一切
以為我能再多愛你一些

不要懷疑自己
屬於你的一切都是美麗
我相信 只有真心能永遠
不變~

我就是喜歡你現在的樣子
我就是喜歡你這樣的脾氣
有時善解人意 有時粗心大意
我 就是喜歡你現在的樣子

不要隨便 改變你現在的樣子





一直很喜欢黄韵玲的歌
喜欢这首 喜欢你现在的样子

可以送给一直一直都待在你身边
陪伴着你的人吧!
just the way you are ;)

not so lucky / lucky day

not too sure whether today is my not so lucky day or lucky day
had a emotion roller-coster today :P

had lunch with some of my colleague today
then realised my office tag was gone
then went back to find where is my tag gone
went back and forth the path twice
tag no where to be located

i was thinking that
nobody would be so kind enough to return my tag
damn...
RM 50 will be gone
and i just got my pay T_T

when i finally decided to give up
i ask the secretary in charge of the company tag
but she was not around
and when i go back to my place

i got a call from a company nearby the place where i had my lunch
they found my tag :)
they gave me the address
as well as the company name

i straight away walk to the office
then the office was up above the shop lot
never been there b4
then i climbed 3 storey staircase
all of the door are tightly locked
wondering how to go inside...
i decided to knock the door of the first floor
then a Malay lady open the door
then i told her my purpose of knocking the door
and she hand me my tag

feels like amazing race...
you need to be bold
try your luck
and the best thing is

to be greatful and thankful for all the things i have now :)

Knight and Day

Thanks Ricardo for the free movie voucher
so i decided to watch something simple
something i do not need to think too much

feel like i'm almost burn out lately :P
feel like i'm going to crash soon

overall the movie have leng zai (tom cruise) and leng lui (Cameron Diaz)
(but a bit old already)
still looking ok with something similar to MI and Charlies Angles
with Tonnes and tonnes of funny scene

and joojoo gave it a middle finger rating
while i feel
it did helped me to released my tension

nothing too logic in the movie
just take out ur logic thinking
jus.. enjoy the movie
i'll give the movie a pass rating since it helped me to release my tension :)


seems like i'm running out of cash
getting grumpy and moody :P

should learn from 555vor
take 555 book out for lunch/dinner and etc

i think better budget and financial management is good
need to control cash flow
need to find more cash

should be setting up account for the project which is running currently
obviously i'll be able to see the spending

truely believe everything will be worth while :)
will wait and see
now have to redirect to alternative
to go on budget but with quality :)
i always think i would be very upset
but apparently i'm not

it just show people how obviously
you are shallow

pity isn't it?
well

hope you enjoy with your shallowness
and sucess in your other project

apperently you did not suceed this time
better luck next :)
do not undestand...
is it taking responsible is a difficult task??

it's difficult
no co-operation
no work together
you assume this
they assume that

at the end nothing turn up
at the end wasting people's time
and no result and no outcome

waste of time
wrote very little this month
a friend "advice" me not to disclose too much
but well this is my place i can do whatever i like
nothing would be a restriction for me rite?

just a bit tired
need some balance back
i'm searching for the balance

gambade and please please
have speedy recovery :P
小朋友,我不知道什么时候得罪你啦!
你就做做好人!!!
当做为自己积德。
去远一点搞你的小圈子吧!

家後



有一日咱若老 找无人甲咱友孝
我会陪你 坐惦椅寮 听你讲少年的时阵 你有外
吃好吃丑无计较 怨天怨地嘛袂晓
你的手我会甲你牵条条 因为我是你的家后

阮将青春嫁置恁兜 阮对少年跟你跟甲老
人情世事已经看透透 有啥人比你卡重要
阮的一生献乎恁兜 才知幸福是吵吵闹闹
等待返去的时阵若到 我会让你先走
因为我会呒甘 放你为我目屎流

有一日咱若老 有媳妇子儿友孝
你若无聊 拿咱的相片 看卡早结婚的时阵 你外缘投
穿好穿丑无计较 怪东怪西嘛袂晓
你的心我会永远记条条 因为我是你的家后

阮将青春嫁置恁兜 阮对少年就跟你跟甲老
人情世事嘛已经看透透 有啥人比你卡重要
阮的一生献乎恁兜 才知幸福是吵吵闹闹
等待返去的时阵若到 你着让我先走
因为我会呒甘 看你为我目屎流

watching and seeing some of the friends getting married and giving birth this year
seems very very touching to me
and i remember this song
which is very touching as well.

but.. seems like i'm not ready for it yet
why?
there is a question mark left inside my heart

Strawberry flavour teddy bear teached us bad people can never be nice cos they jus pretend to be nice... when they finished using you... they are still bad people...

最后的红包

今年又收到最后的红包了
收到最后的红包
包红包的人都会比往年塞比去年更多的钱
(那以后包红包给我的人,千万不要包比往年大包的红包)
这样会让我很担心的



心里有种预感
以后就不要再收这种红包啦

包这两封红包的人
都在我生命中不一样的阶段
扮演着不一样的角色
红包我会好好收着
就好像你们都已经活在我心底
很深很深的地方
永远想念你们
昨天晚上,下了一整晚的雨。
看见玻璃上的水珠不知道是泪水还是...
你的容貌已经渐渐模糊了
还听见许多人在痛哭的声音
你不在
可是你已经继续活在我们的心里

李宗盛~給自己的歌



給自己的歌

想得卻不可得 你奈人生何
該捨的捨不得 只顧著跟往事瞎扯
等你發現時間是賊了 它早已偷光你的選擇 (在帮岁月神偷打广告吗?)
愛戀不過是一場高燒 思念是緊跟著的好不了的咳 (还有初恋红豆冰哦?)

是不能原諒 卻無法阻擋
恨意在夜裡翻牆
是空空蕩蕩 卻嗡嗡作響
誰在你心裡放冷槍
舊愛的誓言像極了一個巴掌
每當你記起一句就挨一個耳光
然後好幾年都聞不得、問不得女人香 (想念林忆莲了吗?)

往事並不如煙 是的
在愛裡念舊也不算美德
可惜戀愛不像寫歌 再認真也成不了風格
我問你見過思念放過誰呢 不管你是累犯或是從無前科
我認識的只有那合久的分了 沒見過分久的合

歲月你別催 該來的我不推
該還的還 該給的我給
歲月你別催 走遠的我不追
我不過是想弄清原委
誰能告訴我這是什麼呢
她的愛在心裡埋葬了、抹平了、幾年了仍有餘威

是不能原諒 卻無法阻擋
愛意在夜裡翻牆
是空空蕩蕩 卻嗡嗡作響
誰在你心裡放冷槍
舊愛的誓言像極了一個巴掌
每當你記起一句就挨一個耳光
然後好幾年都聞不得、問不得女人香
然後好幾年都聞不得、問不得女人香

想得卻不可得 你奈人生何
想得卻不可得 情愛裡無智者

鬼才,绝对精彩的一首歌

人生总是无常,生命总是短暂
如果跳下去就可以把问题全部都解决的话
很多人都会/可以那么样做
可是当你离开的时候
活下来的人
...应该如何去承受和承担
没有你的日子

想对一个曾经很照顾我长大的人说
希望你走得安详
希望大家会随着你的离开可以好好地过他们的生活
也希望你可以在另一个地方找到你需要的解脱
feel a bit down when see there are not much saving left in the bank
huge cash outflow lately
struggling

wondering when the hole can be covered up
feel the stress
is taking over my emotion

talked to people whom i think is closed to me
did not get the answer i needed

maybe cos he is also struggling too
wonder how
wonder why

is this what i want?
is this what i need?

seems like i'm not getting anything out from the cash outflow
do not see immediate benefit

being stressed out too much
being bugged every morning

give me a break
i do not need kit kat

i need silence
i need peace of mind

but GOD please guide my heart
which i feel myself lost

please show me an answer -_-

That's my goal

heard this song over the singing competition.
liked the lyrics
sound so suitable for my friend..
who is in the process of chasing his goal



Hmmmm yea yea yeaaa

You know where I come from
You know my story
You know why I'm standing here
Tonight
Please don't go
Don't be in a hurry
I'm here to make it clear
Make it right

Well I know I've acted foolish
But I promise you no more
I've finally found that something
Worth reaching for

I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to lie to you
I'm here to say I'm ready
That I've finally thought it through
I'm not here to let your love go
I'm not giving up oh no
I'm here to win your heart and soul
That's my goal

Please don't go
You know that I need you
I can't breathe without you
Live without you
Be without you
Well I know I've acted foolish
But I promise you no more
No more

I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to lie to you
I'm here to say I'm ready
That I've finally thought it through
I'm not here to let your love go
I'm not giving up oh no
I'm here to win your heart and soul
That's my goal

Well I won't stop believing
That we will be leaving together
So when I say I love you
I'll mean it forever and ever
Ever and ever

I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to lie to you
I'm here to say I'm ready
That I've finally thought it through
(Oh I'm ready)
I'm not here to let your love go
I'm not giving up oh no
I'm here to win your heart and soul
(That's why I'm here babe)
Yes I'm here to win your heart and soul
That's my goal
That's my goal



what is your goal?
did u let it goal?
wish that you are able to chase for your goal and do not let it go

New Tab Page

if you are using IE 8 like me with google tool bar installed
you might notice your convenient new tab page which displays pictorial links to up to nine websites you visit most/nine recent browser is gone (sudah hilang!)

so i found the answer here
thank you Microsoft for asking google to retire this function which is very very useful

why so selfish when other's add on had made your new tab page so powerful and interesting?
i'm a bit disappointed with MS's decision
it's to their benefit and not to user's convenient

so now i'm asking myself whether to stop using IE 8
and choose FireFox / google chrome

so i should say bye-bye IE soon!!!!
this morning got somebody ask me whether my boss is leaving
i have no idea
i always heard that he is leaving

but i have no idea when
i'm very comfortable
thought sometime not very ok
but overall i found he is good

seem like there is another blind spot for me lur

t(-”-t)

saw my friend’s tag line is t(-”-t)
so i asked him “wat about all the t(-”-t)”

he replied
“i saw it from my sis’ gtalk
and i felt very cute
ITS DAMN CUTE OK”

not being very good at looking at this kind of symbol
i question further “wat that represent?”

then suddenly i look from far a bit i realised
t(-”-t)

then i told him “banyak 3D oh
mus wear 3D glasses baru nampak”

so thanks for entertainment to end a great day

Awsome Accappella Song

heard this song over the radio
Acappella version



Michael Jackson Medley done in a really awsome way :)
all the song just blend in nicely
super cool :)

Shrek Forever After

Finally the day Forever After is here
~ SHREK THE FINAL CHAPTER
saw the advertisement on sprint highway and realised it will start to show in 3D from 21st May onwards.



My friend said he wanna watch the Shrek Forever After. But unfortunately he declared himself as broked.

so we still went on to watch the movie with another friend

the movie was nice
and not like just another same old story Forth instalment of the same movie
same charater which made you fell in love with Shrek the movie
yes they are definately going to make you fall in love with them again

i like the way that the music was inserted in between the scence
not the full songs but the part of the lyrics which are very catchy

"hello... is it me you looking for??"
scene where donkey meet his wife again :)

point to ponder
what would you give up to fall in love again with the person you love?
people do not know how to treasure what they have
they started to realised this when they have loose what is most important to them
so??

enjoy the trialer... and please go into the cinema and get yourself entertained :)

Introduce

yesterday i was discussing with my friend and i said i wanna introduce my long lost friend to him (if i eva find her).
but this morning
i was wondering..
what if my long lost friend here is married?
or better, enjoying her single life?
or... not interested in ....???

so.. it might be i think too much
well...
the most important step is
please i need to find this ms lim out first

seem like she is still staying around here somewhere in kl
but where is she
why she reluctant to contact me leh?

search

yesterday morning
suddenly think of searching my friend's name on FB
so just type her name
and her profile did came out

jus realised she is working a block next to my office
so i sent her a sms to check out with her
yeah she is working near my office
hopefully can meet up with her soon

but being searchable in FB and the web
is this a good thing?

Deal off?

remember the you help me, i help you deal?
but the 398 people jus acidentally do not know about the deal
and acidentally vote in the wrong box.

so S land people have to wonder whether the deal was called of?
so what about the future flood which are going to occur in the future?
so people of S land going to "makan sendiri"?
cos lu bo help wa, wa bo lui to give u...
better i spend it for the national badminton team
so they dun sia sui the country again?

well
sorry to hear the deal did not come true
i would think we have to say
better luck next time
or you should offer more?
but hoh... isn't the money part of the rakyat's sweat and blood?
i have no idea
and i do not know whether the national accountant would made a report of how many million of Rakyat's money being spend in funny funny way

七星伴“月”

Do you know that Malaysia'sTeacher's day falls on today May 16?

here i wanna wish my primary skool teacher,王月明老师 happy Teacher's day
thanks for the fond memory that you have given to us during our two years as our primary teacher :)
and thanks for setting your colleagues aside and choose to sit together with us :)



thanks to the wedding dinner of Dr Kenny Loh Kien Woon which enable us (一班民众 95年6F班的同学)to have the opportunity to have a small gathering with 王老师 and we took the above photo. which i would like to call it 七星(or 猩?/小猪)伴“月”

i guess everybody was very happy last nite
having the opportunity to speak to 王老师 again

for those who did not attend, please do not feel disappointed :)
we are trying to organise a private BBQ party coming up soon
so... remember to save the date on your calendar :)
Do not arrange for any travelling trip end of August
Details of the event to be announced later :)

Sofa ala Petit

after getting the keys
was looking for sofa
and i really eyeing on this new sofa with the name Petit

Petit is the French adjective (qualifier) for "small", or "little", in the masculine form. In the feminine form, it is petite.

so let's look at the adver of this petit sofa




tried the sofa lately
like the sinking massage of the sofa...
it made u really relax and cool down...
do not think of what ever work you have left behind

wondering how much does this cost?
RM 2k ++
which i can spend a lot to renovate my house

but nevertheless
it's one of my aim to get it as one of the furniture inside my house
consider it as a reward for myself for working hard this long :)
hopefully my target will come true very soon in the near future :)

Busy

had been busy lately.
travelled to our neighbour country
to do something
had some nice food
but din visit many place

hopefully can blog more :)
see how my mood is i think

boarding

going to another country soon.
you ask me whether i'm excited?
er...
i cant answer

going for a mission
will go off and come back before you even notice anything

hope to come back with loads of reward soon :)

Iron Man 2

(this is not a movie review)

it's not bad after all
of course it's not exciting as the first episode.
but overall money spend was not a waste :P

i'm quite happy overall about the movie
i guess just depending how do you think about the movie
how's your expectation

sometimes i just feel when you have higher expectation
you might have higher disappointment.

if that's the case.
why not do not expect anything
and prepare for the surprise which might be coming on :)

toy story 1 and 2

一个人独自去电影院看toy story 1 and 2
才发觉原来自己从来没有好好观赏过第一集的故事
(TS1 和 TS2 的故事是有连贯的 可是就如果没有看,也不会觉得很怪
就是看了就感觉完整啦)

3D 的 toystory 并没有什么特别的
让我感觉很好看的3D 除了 Avatar 还有 How to Train your Dragon
喜欢TS1 和TS2 中间放厕所的时间的小问答时间

watching toy story 1 and 2 alone in the cinema
half way through, then i realised that i did not watch toy story 1 before
(to me TS1 and TS2 there is a continuation but if you never watch TS1 before, it won't be ackward for you to straight away watch TS2)

there's nothing so special about 3D effect of toystory
the real 3D movie which i like a lot are Avatar and How to Train your Dragon

i kinda liked the 10 minutes interval quiz for toilet break :)

if you wanna really have a recap @ the cinema
fast fast go and watch lo :P

interesting fact... Buzz Lightyear is actually made in Taiwan and not Made in China :P
今天妈妈去和她的朋友说我现在的职位和一个月可以赚多少钱。
感觉乌鸦马上飞到了!
因为没有什么好炫耀的! >_<

thanks for the promotion...
but i do not really need it...

i liked to be low profile
no need to have so many people know how much i'm earning currently

劉若英~風和日麗



詞。陳沒 / 曲。藍奕邦

「不是一見鍾情,就能一言為定」
作詞人陳沒精心打造句句經典 滿滿奶茶味爽口歌詞
劉若英釋懷回望生命感情故事之 雲淡風清抒情主打
董運昌清爽吉他編曲 手風琴悠揚旋律線條貫穿 隨嗓音悠遊一段懷念的記憶

奶茶:你來幹嘛的啊?
瑪莎:難得天氣這麼好。
奶茶:我問你來幹嘛的,天氣好我當然知道啊。
瑪莎:難得風和日麗,出來散散步啊。
奶茶:你也會彈喔~
瑪莎:還可以。
奶茶:那彈一首來聽聽嘛。
瑪莎:再看看。




那一年夏天熱得喘不過氣
日子像水蒸氣 上氣不接下氣
幸好我遇見了你 謝天謝地
一整個銀河系 因為你所以七夕
好像被曬到頭暈 喝一口酸梅冰
暫時找到重心 可以鬆一口氣
雖然物換星移 偶然中場休息
謝謝你讓我放我的心
難得風平浪靜 難得風和日麗
難得晴 難得雨 難得生命裡有過你
難得有你可以 讓我認得 記得 值得
難得 一年總有一天我的好天氣

只能用八千分之一秒留戀
凝視你的單眼 凝結黑白底片
暫時與暫時之間 等於時間
有些過眼雲煙 來不及調整光圈
愛要的只是timing 不需要多聰明
不是一見鍾情 就能一言為定
過去還過得去 只是難免可惜
可惜不能為你而美麗

難得風平浪靜 難得風和日麗
難得晴 難得雨 難得生命裡有過你
難得有你可以 讓我認得 記得 值得
難得 一年總有一天我的好天氣

奶茶:你真的會彈耶。

難得風平浪靜 難得風和日麗
難得晴 難得雨 難得生命裡有過你
難得有你可以 讓我認得 記得 值得
難得 聽說明天又是一個好天氣

奶茶:要不要來一口?喝一口嘛,你熱了。
瑪莎:有接吻的感覺耶。
奶茶:要不如我們來親嘴吧!(烏鴉飛過)
   你是什麼星座的啊?
瑪莎:嘿,你有沒有覺得我們髮型很像耶?

oh i like this song...
kept playing...
liked the melody
liked the lyrics...
[難得晴 難得雨 難得生命裡有過你]
生命一定会有晴有雨 所以一定要把握当下 :)

乡愿

乡愿,指貌似忠厚、实与恶俗同流合污的人。

乡愿这个词含义丰富,孔子所谓乡愿大概是指伪君子,指那些看似忠厚实际没有一点道德原则,只知道媚俗趋时的人。孟子所言大约是说言行不一,当面背后各一套的四方讨好,八面玲珑的人就是乡愿。这种人随波逐流,趋炎媚俗,更多的是指道德败坏的小人。

孔子判断一个人的德行“不以众人的好恶为依据,应以善恶为标准”,这个当然是不错的,大是大非的原则问题是万不可妥协的。乡愿所指的伪君子成分定然是众人所唾弃的,所以俗语有伪君子比真小人更可怕,可见人们对这种乡愿的普遍厌恶.

i think this is a wording that we should know the meaning
it's interesting to know new voca everyday :)

劉若英 我不想念



詞 阿信(五月天) 陳沒 曲 鴉片丹

口白:我帶了一封信來旅行,一封12歲的我,寫給長大後的自己的一封信

某個城 某條街 某一條小巷
某一個晚上 某閣樓 微微燈光
某個人 默默關上 某心房 某扇窗
跟沒有人 說晚安
口白:晚安

夜 從前從來沒這麼長
床 荒涼的就像沒有邊疆
失眠 是枕頭之上無盡的流浪
天 永遠不亮

我不想念 不想念 他模樣
我不想念 他肩膀 輕擁著我肩膀
我不想念 他吻著我臉龐
把永遠說成一顆糖

某空港 某車站 某個下一站
某一扇車窗 某風景 喚醒惆悵
某南方 搖搖晃晃 某海洋 某艘船
誰沒妄想 有天堂

當 人活成了一棵仙人掌
掌 心的淚卻還是滾燙
每當 撫摸那些天真致命傷
恨 不能健忘

我不想念 不想念 他模樣
我不想念 他肩膀 輕擁著我肩膀
我不想念 他吻著我臉龐
把永遠說成一顆糖

我不想念 不想念 那時光
那些快樂 和悲傷 卻總在我身旁
我只願長夜將盡天快亮
讓想念的歌不再唱

我只願長夜將盡天快亮
讓想念的歌不再唱
讓想念的歌不再傷
讓想念的歌不要再唱

口白:給長大以後的我~現在的妳是否已經在為自己的夢想打拼~ 是否已經成為世界一流的演奏家~
這些都是我的猜測而已當妳看這封信的時候~想必已經是個大人了吧!
真好~ 我一直響往當一個大人,妳可以告訴我當大人的感覺是什麼?好玩嗎?快樂嗎?幸福嗎?
如果當一個大人真的是那麼有趣的話~ 我還真想快點長大呢~
因為大人可以決定自己想做的事~
十二歲的我還不知道自己未來真正想做的事是什麼,我每天只是拼命的練琴,就是希望未來能夠成為一個鋼琴家~
這個夢想會實現嗎?希望長大後的妳,不要笑我喔!
對了,妳現在是不是已經有一個疼妳的人了,他是不是像爺爺疼奶奶一樣~疼妳呢?
我希望不管發生什麼事,都不要忘記現在的勇敢,一定要當一個世界上最幸福最快樂的人
Form十二歲的我
我答應妳~下次我一定帶著心疼我的人一起來旅行~
請相信我,我會很幸福的
things started to change
boss's plan started to roll on
boss say.. i try to pull you out as well
but i have doubt

taking on for a much relaxed life?
or take a not so easy
taxing life?

i prefer to second
cos when you are young
you need to learn as much as possible
regardless what will happen in the future

i'm looking forward for challenge
looking forward for more of everything i can touch
hate to just stop there

Happy Birthday!!

我想祝你生日快樂,
但是你最近幾年都好像很不開心。

不給人上飛機,
還一直晃動弄倒屋子,
不要生氣了,
我們會乖,好嗎?


4月22日,
世界地球日,
希望你快樂。

saw it from sombody's FB status
earth dun get pisss off wit us

Sick

The world is sick..
the earth is sick...
you see earthquake @ China, Australia, Afganistan
you see volcano erruption @ Iceland which caused chaos for europe airline system and resulted to many being trapped and millions/billions revenue lost.
People in Malaysia are sick too...
AH1N1 is trying to tell us ... hey i'm still around.. i'm not gone for good..
Not forgetting cute little mosquito which brings us dengue?

and last but not least
teen rape cases in school???
by your classmate? schoolmate?
school is not a safeplace afterall

thanks to???

the technology..
our selfishess..
and curiosity...

what can we do to help??
are we really sick as well??

我喜歡



我喜歡

我喜歡你的眼 看著我的眼
我喜歡你的臉 貼著我的臉

時間在改變 我不會改變
因為我很愛你

不想要你放棄
愛情這種默契得來不易

我愛你 真的是很愛你
所以想
把整個世界都給你

~~
很白的示爱歌
适合不善表达的朋友 ;)
在二十几越来越靠近三张的时候
当你朋友的儿子或女儿叫你阿姨/叔叔的时候
你会彷徨吧?

然后等着你朋友很识取的“教训”孩子
不是阿姨/叔叔是“gogo/jiejie”

再看见小朋友很困惑的眼神
很不甘愿的叫这个明明就是阿姨/叔叔的人“gogo/jiejie”?

朋友如果以上的情况对你是applicable的话
要检讨了?
要问自己为什么还是单身
是自己眼光太高
还是对的人一直都没有出现?

可能对的人一直都在我们身旁?
而我们一直忙着去寻找而忘了看看身边的人
爱你而你又爱他的人是否就在身边!

相信随着越来越多的灾难的发生
世界末日
不是空谈
所以想做的事情
就赶快去做

也希望你们在末日来临的时候
可以拉着心爱的人的手
一起度过!

怡心園素食風味小館

today dad wanna go eat dinner at a restaurant he saw on the newspaper
so we went to find it @ Kelana Jaya
but he forgot to bring the address out and we decided to went for a food hunt
just randomly search for a vegetarian restaurant.

so at the end we found this restaurant somewhere in PJ


before we went into the restaurant.
we saw the waiter are all indian.
we were like.. huh?? chinese vegetarian restaurant operated by indian??


the menu

we look at the menu found that there are a quite a number of choices and variety of food..
and there are also quite a number of indian and chinese customer in the restaurant.


the menu


very chinese decoration restaurant


the other side of the restaurant


very very chinese style decoration.
i guess the boss is chinese

so we ordered the following for our dinner :-













we also drank the following:-





very very chinese deco

glad to found this restaurant :)
and enjoyed the food there :)

Name: 怡心園素食風味小館, Sweet Garden Vegetarian Restaurant
Address:B-G-10, Jalan SS6/20, Pusat Bandar Kelana Jaya, 47301 Petaling Jaya.
Tel: 019-6688 933
下雨夜
失眠夜

凌晨时分
为什么我还在想你?
有好多想法想告诉你

失眠了
想好好整理自己的思绪
可是感觉怎么会越理越乱?

感觉好像失去方向的风帆
不知道自己靠岸的港口
在哪边?

想把自己的肩膀借给你靠
可是却怕你觉得它不够坚强
害怕你孤独的
一个人去承担
希望你能给我个答案

压抑

有些东西压抑了四个月
爆发出来的时候是痛
很痛的

可是也觉得很庆幸
它可以爆发出来

因为如果没有爆发
那应该是还蛮痛
和担心的

庆幸自己再也不必担心了
感觉轻松很多了

虽然
现在还在痛的阶段中

Do not Understand???

do not understand what is this person trying to do?
从他的行为中,可以发觉很多很多自卑的感觉
表面上很自大
可是 感觉就有很多自卑

如果真的有真材实料的
应该不会有自卑的感觉吧

可能
得不到自己努力付出的认同感
让他觉得更加自卑吧?

那我也应该
替他觉得可惜和可怜吗?

可是他
不值得!

Ending... and a New Begining

7th is coming to it's closing ceremony
8th is opening real soon

not easy to get this far
and a long way to go on as well
treasure what we have now

enjoy bah...
and wish u happy always :)

Emo

feel unbalance lately…
a little emo

the following song..
kept on playing inside my head..

凌晨一點 溜躂街道上
冷清 迷惘

街燈將影子狠狠拖在地上
拉得好長 好長

獨自回到那間亂糟糟的小房
把你的照片 握在手上
你是否在遙遠 很遙遠的地方彷徨

我失去主張
想到你涓涓的淚兩行
恨不能立即見到你 給你我的肩膀

你說要化為一片蔚藍藍的海洋
來縱容我瘋狂
任由我翱翔 興風起浪

恨自己的胸膛還不夠堅強
承擔不了你所有的悲傷

想你的情緒我越理越亂
失去方向的風帆 無法靠岸

i need...

在幻變的生命裡,歲月。原是最大的小偷!

recently due to Trevor's recommendation we went to watch 《岁月神偷》.
personnally feel that I like this storying far better compared to 《心魔》that I've watched recently.

when the credits start rolling and the gal who sat beside me
the eyes are red
but mine? mine are wet.

I like the movie cos of all the small little bits and pieces which seems like a small little hook which hook up some of the fond memory of your past.


电影里哥哥得了血癌,在医院里,每天不开心,浑不吝的小弟也懂事起来,想尽办法想要哥哥开心:“是不是住在这里不开心呀?我让老妈把你接回家啊。”“那,我给你一个夜光杯啊”“那,给你个红白蓝旗啊”“那,给你个孙悟空啊”…眼看着自己吧心爱的东西都给了哥哥,他还是不开心,无奈的问着:“我已经偷了所有的东西给你了,你到底想要什么啊?”弟弟不懂哥哥的心思,但他只想哥哥开心,如此而已..

哥哥还是走了,弟弟边跑边哭,哭的撕心裂肺..我的心也让他哭碎了…他记得奶奶说过,人总是要到苦海的另一边去,如果想要见那一边的人,就把自己所有心爱的东西都扔进苦海,把苦海填平,那边的人就可以过来了。于是,他来到海边,也许哥哥走了,对他而言,哪里都是无边的苦海。一件一件地拿出包里的心爱之物,一件一件地用力丢进苦海…却始终不能把苦海填平,也始终不见哥哥回来…原来,苦海是没有边的,也是永远无法填平的..去到苦海另一边的人,也是永远都回不来的…

it reminds me of my grandpa
my dream of him
the swimming dream
the dream that he is still here
dream that he is still around keep on swimming
maybe he is at the other side of the sea
and until the day i get to swim over the sea
i would not be able to see him again

i told my friend
i like this movie cos its not a movie that you spend your money
to enjoy the air con in the cinema...
if it's funny you laugh for the two hours
if it's scary you are scared for two hours
it's a movie that would hook you up after the movie for a while..
was talking with somebody about S
somebody ask when S appear
i told somebody that S appear right after peak when ever is free

somebody say..
let it go
it's easy to say than done
not so easy when you really need to take out the needle

will see how things go on...
did not blog much this few weeks..
maybe just feel i'm lack of motivation to blog

emotion?
not stable?
i have no idea

preasure
hoping everything will be ok soon T-T
seems like it's difficult

hopefully april will end soon
very very soon

炫耀

看见朋友在FB上炫耀
生日收到的名贵包包
心里有点五味杂成

是嫉妒吗?
是看不过眼吗?

幸福不是拿来晒的
幸福晒久了会被蒸发和挥霍掉的!

朋友不要再晒啦! 马来西亚已经很热啦!

劉若英 ~ 我們沒有在一起




就算最後,我們沒有在一起,至少愛,還是會在一起。
愛要的只是timing,不需要多聰明愛[在一起],就[在一起]!
劉若英加盟[相信音樂]首波主打「我們沒有在一起」
詢問度破表 三立強檔偶像劇【偷心大聖PS男】片尾曲
強力放送 2010年,「奶茶」劉若英回到音樂上的全新冒險,
她選擇加盟「相信音樂」,和過去有著滿滿革命情...

recommend this song again.
song i would listen to every monday morning
after watching PS男
cant wait for her new album
cant wait for album quality which are as good as 10 years ago...
during secondary time :)

沒那麼簡單 ~ 黃小琥

最近去民歌餐厅最常听到被点播的新歌
没那么简单



作詞:姚若龍 / 作曲:蕭煌奇

沒那麼簡單 就能找到 聊得來的伴
尤其是在 看過了那麼多的背叛
總是不安 只好強悍
誰謀殺了我的浪漫

沒那麼簡單 就能去愛 別的全不看
變得實際 也許好也許壞各一半
不愛孤單 一久也習慣
不用擔心誰 也不用被誰管

感覺快樂就忙東忙西
感覺累了就放空自己
別人說的話 隨便聽一聽 自己作決定
不想擁有太多情緒
一杯紅酒配電影
在周末晚上 關上了手機 舒服窩在沙發裡

相愛沒有那麼容易 每個人有他的脾氣
過了愛作夢的年紀 轟轟烈烈不如平靜
幸福沒有那麼容易 才會特別讓人著迷
什麼都不懂的年紀
曾經最掏心 所以最開心 曾經

想念最傷心 但卻最動心 的記憶

English

the english does not sound too right for me?
Adobe Reader 7.0.5 for open User Manual.

sound a bit half broken
but how to put it in a better way?

Fair

fairness is difficult to achieve

Workaholic

i guess in some people's eyes
i'm being describe as a workaholic
but in fact i'm not

just actively looking for job satisfaction
just actively looking for achivement
and motivation

boss say try to work as hard as you can before your 30-ies
and then you can relax after 30-ies...

taking about age..
i guess i've almost forgot how old i am now

people always say it's important to stay young at heart
no matter how old you are.

don't know why i just feel old...
or don't know what's the feeling of my current age...
so...
continue to enjoy my work??

long time no C

this morning suddenly received a call from a primary friend which we seldom keep in touch
i'm a bit concern
insurance? wedding? MLM? direct Sales?
worried of course

she ask me to go FRIM together with her this coming Saturday morning
herm...
interesting..
to find out what is she up to
interesting to know what is happening
interesting to get a call from a old friend who did not contact me for so long

Slurpee

When I was just a little gal,
i ask my grandpa what Slurpee taste like??

and i guess that was my favourite drink back then

always remember the 7-11 below the Association that grandpa always went to
always missed my grandpa so much

missed the time he send me to school
missed the time he told me about all the news happening around the world
missed the way he teach me how to do homework
missed the way he help me to think of what to write in my diary for school.

well...
regardless of the above
i'm here to promote


which is almost as good as a commercial adver

yeah competition again

video made by my friend again..
this time for 7-11 competition
If you like it, please take your time to register and vote @ http://bit.ly/MagicSlurpee
Arigato :)

slow

slow down in writing my blog
at the mean time regaining some strength
after facing something -ve

trying to put it in a +ve way
i guess with determination
there are nothing you cant achieve

in progress of recovering from something that hurt badly
something which i ask myself not to believe

but reality is bad
regardless whether you want to accept or not
it's still the fact which you need to accept it.

pressure

i'm feeling the pressure is on me
it's a difficult decision to make
to be truthful to myself?

i have a decision made
but the current decision that i have shown is not what i actually have in mind...

Project 365 ~ 070



finally the final missing piece of my tax puzzle is here
complete

and immediately most important thing..
is to check my return
and click the submit button :)

then now what i gotta do is
sit back...
relax... and wait for the cheque to come back before end of the month...
will count how efficient is our beloved revenue authority
so that i can have sufficient money to celebrate my b'day and pampered myself?

Missing u

Friend whom i have lost contact with...
do you still remember a promise to get together on 20102010??

so... now it's 2010 already
so where are you...

please let me know your whereabout
do not disappear again like thin air

let me have your e-mail contact and stuff???
plz i beg u...

and ms 林碧凤 i never forgot ur b'day
and here is a happy belated b'day wish for u :)

Project 365 ~ 069



finally my modem is back...
after one week
well..
should i say i'm lucky?
or i'm unlucky?

now i got two same modem liao wor..
so?
the new modem i got back i would use it for my new house dy
nothing can be done dy

good that i already start to get something for my new house
and also a lot of books for my new house dy :P

路不拾遗

我想在马来西亚的人的字典里是没有路不拾遗的
i think they have the attitude of finder's keeper.

even they know that the things is not belongs to them
they will also do not hesitate to use it

well what i can say is...
i think it's bad that you would satisfy your greed at the expense of somebody's difficulty

Project 365 ~ 068



a safe keeper of something precious
something important

if you have faith
no matter how difficult is the task
you are able to complete it

sometimes it's not how much you own
it's how much you are able to contribute that matters

Project 365 ~ 067



jamed at the road for one hour at DUKE
just because... a garbage truck spoilt
not in the middle of the road
but at the side of the road

i believe as a Malaysian road user you would feel...
WTF jam for so long just because of ...
and most of the time you are speachless
do not know what and how to say

hope that Malaysian road user please do not be so 8 when you are not suppose to
drive carefully.
mind your own business

Project 365 ~ 066



看了孔子,感觉意境很深

看见颜回义无反顾地跟着老师周游列国
看见老师失去弟子时候的伤感

如果在你归土的很多很多年后
还有很多人都还很尊敬你
应该是幸运的吧!

Project 365 ~ 065



finally my x camera was repaired and back in one piece :)
luckily i notice there is a two year warranty
and lucky that the camera was repairable.

seems like things that i own have a tendancy to get rosak lately
dunno why...

repair???
no idea... and no comment neh...
tired liao...
hope things dont get rosak easily lately la :)
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