一半~丁当



词:管启源 曲:宇珩

喝酒的伴 一起看电影的伴
早午晚餐的那个伴
朋友不能留得太晚
明天要上班
唱K的伴 一起去旅行的伴
听懂我的笑话的伴
我的生活 只差那个人就美满

快乐剩一人分享 快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖
这张被单 这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽

没人分享 幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子都填满
节日却提醒我孤单

没有想法 有想法又能怎样
只能写部落格整晚
几个留言安慰不了 心里的遗憾
没有负担 原来也是种负担
自由多得让人心慌
你羡慕我 那要不要跟我交换

快乐剩一人分享 快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖
这张被单 这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽

没人分享 幸福就只剩一半
努力把日子填满
别来提醒 我多孤单

快乐剩一人分享 快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖
这张被单 这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽
没人分享 幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子都填满
没人知道我多孤单

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如果只是形式上在一起的半
再多的幸福也只剩一半啦!

送给一个感觉她有点很无助的朋友
希望她老公 好好反省啦!

还是一个人 ~ 宇珩



不在乎的口吻
掩饰我的认真
我再三的确认
感情有没有变冷

你说我没变过
孩子气才最像我
你把近况轻轻带过
如此寂寞

你还是一个人
快不快乐
好像又比从前瘦了
或许你已觉得无所谓
错过了追不回
为甚麽要让自己累


我们都不完美
怎麽追求完美

剩下这一点体会
填补空位

你还是一个人
快不快乐
好像又比从前瘦了
或许你已觉得无所谓
错过了追不回
为甚麽要让自己累

我还是一个人
继续生活
也没有特别的难过
只是夜里偶尔想起了
那过去太深刻
多舍不得怎能忘了


好像有些甚麽
话到嘴边又吞了
我们聊聊别的
就要走了hmm …
希望你是真的快乐
祝你快乐


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忽然喜欢歌里的歌词
就送给一直很关心的朋友

你又比从前瘦了
或许你已觉得无所谓
很多事情错过了追不回
不要告诉我感觉还和从前一样
不要勉强
为甚麽要让自己累
累了就要休息啦!

07012011 ~ project 365



when you take of your mask, do you still need to face the masked self?卸下面具后的你 还需要面对戴着面具的自己吗?

on leave but working

boss is on leave today
but he is still working in his office

i'm on leave today
but i'm working at home replying e-mail at home

so... what's the difference?

damn...
no idea

but hope to learn more absorb more this year

time report

i'm not a compliance person
but i'm doing compliance service

contradicting rite?
has not complete my time report for 6 days in the past two weeks
plus this week it will be three weeks in a row

but today i'm force to go on leave
so i guess i'll forced myself to complete the time report,

and yes i've completed my time report
so happy for now :P

06012011 ~ project 365



today reli very very busy
until 5.00pm only i managed to cook my "lunch"

and i totally forgot today got meeting until my colleague told me she "cop" a place for me -_-
madness, total madness

dunno how long this thing is going to continue
but hope it will end soon

broke my record liao la...
done one tax computation that gave me info yesterday morning
colleague prepared before COB yesterday
reviewed by end of last nite
let SM review this morning
colleague amend after lunch
signed before 5pm and send to client before director's approval
"forced" director to review the tax computation and return to me before end of the day

and at the same time...
done / doing four tax computation for the same company for the same year

wow...
great strech for myself

it's really a WOW day for me :)
p/s 2moro on leave... but working

advice

it's good that before you made any decision you go for advice from somebody who is more senior first.

maybe they will have better example/experience for what you are facing?

gambade to solve the problem ;)

05012011 ~ project 365



mom's cooking
vege chicken leg vinegar and chicken leg mushroom
made the day

always think that mom's chicken leg or pork leg vinegar is too sour

and mr goh say...
please take care of ur diet!! =_=

04012011 ~ project 365



second day of work...
my files already piling up

looks very c2pid to myself
why am i doing all the challenging stuff?
while....

wahaha...
maybe just because i do not know what is segregation of duty?

working mom

dealing with a working mom
she have to take leave to take care of her son

that makes me think
in a family
there should be either one which have the flexibility to able to take care of the son whenever they got anything

lesson learned:
1) either mommy or daddy have to be responsible to take care of your own kids
2) you have to take care of your kids cos you "created" them
3) kids take note that your parents actually took a lot of effort to raise you up

Sacked

a scary incident happened and we realised today
and i've reported it to the co's management
thereafter the person responsible is sacked w.e.f. 5.30pm

lesson learned:-
1) dare to speak up. cos you might be able to save a lot of hessle for other people
2) do not think it is bad to report something that you see is not correct
3) do not keep quite of something which is not logic
4) do not think that you are wrong to report when there is nobody there to report in the first place

i'm busy the whole day
but yet i still decided to report the case
cos i feel the seriousness of the case

so...
my old boss asked me...
so they know you are the informer?
better becareful!

=_=
need to worried about that you did the right thing?
or you need to worry about your report when it comes to your evaluation

03012011 ~ project 365



bought these from cameron during Christmas trip
and they are last of it
and now they are no where to be seen
cos they ended up inside my tummy :P

trying to eat fresh
trying to eat raw
trying to do a lot of things which i never did before =_=

Hang Gei 当机

this morning working half way the laptop suddenly "hang gei"
scared eh...
suddenly think of all the hardwork i've done for the all 5 years in this comp

scarry eh...
the computer memory is running low dy
have to say gambade yeoh!

have to find time to clean the old and busuk memory and e-mail
some e-mails i'm definately going to miss :P

but hope i can find some time to sort out what is not necessary
then... take the necessary steps to keep things clean
and tidy :P

7 days to clear



this afternoon, the whole office received an e-mail from HR.
we are ordered to clear our special leave for replacement of leave extended due to special leave granted by our dearest PM.

本当に?
本当に?
本当に?
yeah we got extra day rest
but forced to take the leave by end of friday = i called it "forced leave"
then it created some misunderstanding in my FB so decided to remove the post

then my boss is telling how to clear this one day
Tuestday - cant take cos too rush
Wednesday - best day to take cos you need to do banking and can go watch movie at cheaper rate
Thursday - almost Friday lo what for take one day and come back to work on the other?
Friday - company got party, maybe they are giving early time off? rugi neh!

ai... at the end of the day i also took my leave
on Friday
do not care whether i rugi or not
but to do something else.

and i put the remarks there
"FORCED TO TAKE LEAVE"
lol =_=
am i too stupid?

02012011 ~ project 365



saw this Natures Purest at Parkson store

very very nice bear :)
cos dear dear decided to give a gift to his colleague from Japan
it seems to be very good in terms of quality
it feels so nice until i feel i wanna get one for myself as well :P

曹格 ~ 丑角



作詞:阿丹
作曲:曹格

陪你放肆嬉鬧 開場前就應該明瞭
誰該買票 誰扮丑角 早註定好

只要你不無聊 濃妝我就不會卸掉
努力討好 逗你歡笑 多陪你一秒

我只是 寂寞的解藥
我也知道 曲終人該散了

只要你開心就好 若只是你生命的配角 娛樂過你也驕傲
就算聽你說他的好 心裡對你再多愛慕 仍是站在遠處 只給你祝福

你有權力尋找 你最適合誰的擁抱
既然愛過 還你自由 我不哭不鬧


我只是 寂寞的解藥
我也知道 曲終人該散了

只要你開心就好 若只是你生命的配角 娛樂過你也驕傲
就算聽你說他的好 心裡對你再多愛慕 仍是站在遠處

燈滅掉 人散了 我開始找 找不到 你尖叫 你的笑 跌了ㄧ跤
這雙腳 不知道 怎麼逃 傷痛煎敖 就留我獨自枯坐牆角

只要你開心就好 我只是你生命的配角 娛樂過你也驕傲
就算聽你說他的好 心裡對你再多愛慕 仍是站在遠處 只給你祝福

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感觉很激动的歌
可是退一步
未尝不是适当的选择呃

:)

Project 365 revived :P

yeah project 365 which ended earlier jan last year
i will try my best to revive it :)

maybe not a full 365 project
might be a selective 365 photo project :)

hopefully it will be a very memorable one ;P

01012011 ~ project 365



(from left to right, top to bottom)
01012011 started with fireworks
too bad the fireworks is on the other side of KLCC which we are not facing to it

after the celebration
there is cloud / doubt left behind?

home cooked fried kuey teow mee
thanks to my dad who always like to cook what loved to eat for me :P

home cooked pan mee
i called it "me hun ge"
personally hand plucked by me to created soft but chewy texture :P

2011年 以很多烟火迎接我们
遗憾的是烟火是在双峰塔的另一面

狂欢后
剩下的是疑惑和心理的阴霾吗?

老爸炒的粿条
感谢他常煮一些我喜欢吃的

家里煮的面粉糕
自己亲手捏出来的
吃的时候有还蛮顺滑的口感

曹格 - 爺爺



摇下车窗在熟悉的路
上 哼着你爱的那首歌
粗的泥石砌墙怀念长
巷 全家福的旧相框
你牵我走弯弯的小巷
风吹过落叶的地方
你说孩子勇敢的去闯 去看世界的模样
长大的世界充满了伪
装 牛奶糖不再是犒赏
说故事捉迷藏爱的时
光 犯错却没人原谅
你牵我走弯弯的小巷
风吹过落叶的地方
你说孩子勇敢的去闯 去看世界的模样
我又踏上弯弯的小巷
今天陪我的是月光
我终于懂时间的重量 你却不在我身旁

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总有些时间特别想念爷爷
虽然他离开我们很远也很久啦!
但就还想见一见他

怀念他教我读书
总觉得自己比其他的堂弟妹幸运

毕竟自己也待在他身边十年的光阴啦
希望他在宇宙中喜乐平安:)

let's fall in love with 2011

Let's fall in love with 2011
让我们爱上2011
祝那些结婚了和恋爱中的,长长久久继续和你的另一半fall in love
还单身的希望你们能够 在2011年里找到可以让你大声对他/她说
“let's fall in love" 的那个他/她 :)
让我们用喜悦开心的心情迎接2011



Let's fall in love with 2011
I wish those who were married or in love, continue to fall in love with your partner forever after
as for those which are still single, wish that you can find "the one" that you shout to him/her loudly “let's fall in love"
welcome 2011 ;)

迎接 2011

刚买了
曹格和梁静茹的新专辑

陪我过2011年啦!

曹格 ~ 是给自己的新年礼物

梁静茹 ~ 是给自己的圣诞礼物

可是买到/拿到专辑的次序却倒转啦
很喜欢两张专辑
有种让自己觉得很舒服的感觉

Special public holiday

thanks to our dearest PM

i have an extra day for public holiday :)

Memo from company :)

Dear All,
We are pleased to inform that the Firm has declared tomorrow, 31st December 2010 a special public holiday in line with the Prime Minister’s announcement to celebrate the Malaysian team’s winning of the AFF Suzuki Cup.
Enjoy the long weekend to farewell 2010 and welcome in a brand new 2011.
Happy New Year!

Note: Those who have recorded leave for 31st December 2010, HR will automatically reverse it out to be carried forward to next year.


yeah!! extra holiday for next year :)

本当に?

1Malaysia

Malaysia Boleh

本当に?
Friday is public holiday??
company please encash my last paid holiday!!!

crossed my fingers that boss will say those took leave can get an extra day and to cleared by end of Jan

no wonder people shout so loud even i can hear it from level 13 of my condo

datuk lee din manage to help us get public holiday
but Malaysia football team managed to let us put our hope on them :P

clear leave

everybody is clearing leave noweverybody is in christmas mood now

on leave on leavebig HR boss say..go clear your leavework wait till next year only finished it

honto ni?本当に?本当に?本当に?本当に?本当に?本当に?本当に?本当に?

I just wan a good restface the challenge aheadgambade :)

很久没哭了~符琼音

作词:姚若龙
作曲:陈小霞
演唱:符琼音



你把剩下的酒 一口气干了
这次 我们该真的结束了
推开玻璃门沉默各走各的
分手说什么 都显得做作

车里放着音响 一个人开着
今晚 的爵士熏到眼睛了
爱情到最后总是各讲各的
没有人觉得 自己哪里错


很久没哭了 觉得不值得
命运从来不会同情弱者
难过把 心里的仓库塞爆了
也不过作一点恶梦再一点苦涩

很久没哭了 知道没用的
不舍从来不能挽回什么
只有把 勇敢假装到变真的
才能在失去很多后把自我留着

給我一個理由忘記你~A-Lin

主唱:黃麗玲 A-Lin
作曲:游政豪
填詞:鄔裕康



雨都停了 這片天灰什麼呢
我還記得 你說我們要快樂
深夜裡的腳步聲 總是刺耳
害怕寂寞 就讓狂歡的城市陪我關燈
只是哪怕周圍再多人 感覺還是一個人
每當我笑了 心卻狠狠的哭著

給我一個理由忘記 那麼愛我的你
給我一個理由放棄 當時做的決定
有些愛 越想抽離卻越更清晰
那最痛的距離 是你不在身邊 卻在我的心裡

當我走在去過的每個地方 總會聽到你那最自由的笑
當我回到一個人住的地方 最怕看到冬天你最愛穿的那件外套
只是哪怕周圍再多人 感覺還是一個人
每當我笑了 心卻狠狠的哭著

給我一個理由忘記 那麼愛我的你
給我一個理由放棄 當時做的決定
有些愛 越想抽離卻越更清晰
那最痛的距離 是你不在身邊 卻在我的心裡

我找不到理由忘記 大雨裡的別離
我找不到理由放棄 我等你的決心
有些愛 越想抽離卻越更清晰
那最痛的距離 是你不在身邊 卻在我的心裡

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很痛还是需要放弃
才能体会什么是最痛的距离

First time passed

First time passing my DRMS on my own
felt so happy
nothing to grumble about...
no need to wait till Friday...

no need to go through the hessle
i hope is not those very very rush kind of approval :)

gambade everything still have a long long way to go :P

happiness??

her father asked
"I never knew your graduation happiness ??
Well done for the late wishes."

she felt you never really concern about me
now you wanna care about my happiness?
all you care about is your new wife
not me not me...
you rather take care of your x wife's children than your own

you leave me alone with grandma
you never participated in my life
why do I need to share your happiness with you?

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something i feel sad but true..
but it's always very debating...
to accept or not to accept
somebody who did not treat you so well
but yet you are his flesh and blood..

Ini macam

ini macam punya arrangement
panggil people mari makan
tapi tak de yang sesuai untuk makan

then the more u explain
the more i feel not happy
don't really know why

jus the feeling
not good feeling

if you did not prepared and you ask me to get ready i'm ok with it
but not that people reach already then only u inform
i got nothing for u

great...
great job...

the more u explain the more i feel that you are lame...
very lame...

Sifu

果然师傅级的人马开了一个师傅级的价钱下巴掉下来了
也好能够好像拿枪一样的的速度虽然很敬佩可是却没有本钱去真正实现啦
那样也好可以退而求其次咯没有那么样子的预算
也还好一天就要我一个月的...好想喊...
“你不会去抢?”

也只能够去找我能够负担的budget咯!

倪安東 - Sorry That I Loved You

作詞:倪安東/Skot Suyama
作曲:Skot Suyama



For all of the times that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine

For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind

And I`m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was fallin in love with you
Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

And Im so sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by

For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love, for wasting your time

And I`m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was fallin in love with you
Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

An apology now after all of this time
Won`t make any difference tonight
But im hopin "im sorry" will open your mind
To love love love love in your life


Sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was fallin in love with you
Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right (tonight)
So sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was fallin in love with you (I was falling in love)
Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time

I`m sorry that I loved you
I`m sorry that I hurt you
I`m so sorry that I loved you
I`m so sorry that I hurt you

I`m sorry that I loved you....

默契

两个人在一起久了
就会有默契

就是那种你在想什么
然后另一个人也在想着一样的事情
然后其中一个说出想法
接着另外一方就会噗哧一笑

好开心
今天晚上
我们俩都有想去干一件事情的欲望
哈哈
咱们俩的默契真好

真是幸福的一天
就一个小小的幸福
也够拥抱甜美的笑容入梦
:)

共识

觉得两个人在一起
需要很多想法上的共识
需要很多沟通
渐渐的两个人有很好的默契

喜欢和另一半的共识
喜欢大家一起的默契

一个眼神
一个动作
就知道
对方想要什么

好像魔法一样
好像彼此就是住在彼此肚子里面的虫
都知道大家要什么

可是有时候魔法也会不灵验的
但是就等大家一起去
磨合和训练
:)

Powerful FB

during lunch time got a message

Keenan got 7As


from uncle

the i replied
congrats to him


then go back to office keep on spam keenan's FB

Keenan Yap Zhi Hong scored 7As in his UPSR exam... another high achiever in the family after Dee Yap 叶緻恬 and Jasmine Yty :P
finally somebody who did very well in their exam in the guys team :P

then i got reply from uncle

give him a hug n money by facebook


then i was stone... stone....

then later i got a FB chat from keenan the guy himself :P
who told u
oi
oi
oi
oi
who told u
oi
oi
oi
oi
oi
oi
who told u


then i replied as follow
TC:who do u think told me?
:P
KY:dadf
TC:er
i'm requested to give u
KY:without fail
TC: hugz
and
money
via FB
-_-
KY: how
TC: how i know?
ok la...
i send u some ingreediant for ur RC la
u let me know whatever u need
KY:coffee bean

Diarrhea

wed have it not so serious
thus seems ok nothing more serious happened
yesterday it became even serious

go toilet very often
even vomit one time during the process

treat it as one of the body recovery process

keep on asking me to see doctor
i'm afraid to see doctor
and now...
i'm afraid to eat
cos scared i'll continue to go to toilet further =_=

她不爱你?

他不愛我 牽手的時候太冷清 擁抱的時候不夠靠近
他不愛我 說話的時候不認真 沈默的時候又太用心

我知道他不愛我 他的眼神 說出他的心
我看透了他的心 還有別人逗留的背影
他的回憶清除得不夠乾淨

我看到了他的心 演的全是他和她的電影
他不愛我 儘管如此 他還是贏走了我的心

我知道他不愛我 他的眼神 說出他的心
我看透了他的心 還有別人逗留的背影
他的回憶清除得不夠乾淨

我看到了他的心 演的全是他和她的電影
他不愛我 儘管如此 他還是贏走了我的心

我看透了他的心 還有別人逗留的背影
他的回憶清除得不夠乾淨 我看到了他的心
演的全是他和她的電影 他不愛我
儘管如此 他還是贏走了我的心



她愛你吗?她说 你的眼神 說出你的心
她看透了你的心 還有baby逗留的背影
你的回憶清除得不夠乾淨

她看到了你的心 演的全是baby和你的電影
你不愛她吗? 儘管如此 她说你還是伤了她的心?

她猜测你不愛她 你的眼神 說出你的心
她看透了你的心 還有baby逗留的背影
你的回憶清除得不夠乾淨

她看到了你的心 演的全是baby和你的電影
你不愛她吗? 儘管如此 她说你還是伤了她的心?

for a friend who is dilemma
朋友你不要当我是神的啊
我也是人
要睡觉的啊

这种last minute的压力
是我不好命才
这样的吧?

是生气吗?
我不知道

在想
在反省

Contact

met a course mate yesterday
she asked me who i'm still in contact with

er...
it's a difficult question for me
cos i'm an antisocial "creature" :P
but sometimes i do contact ppl virtually
therefore you can get in touch with me virtually rather than physically :P

but just glad that
she said that
thank you for remembering me :)

yeah it's great that people remember you :)
but sorry i kindda starting to suffer from memory lost lately

so...
so...
please forgive me if i did not recognised u :P

Into

my bf said i'm too into FB and blogging
and exposing myself to risk

what do you think?

i guest to a certain extend yes
but depending on certain circumstances

trying to cut down on this

Late

met an old friend on 20.10.2010 20:10

and i was told we suppose to meet 10.10.10 10:10 and i'm late 10 days =_=

but still very glad that i meet her up again
even it's 10 days late :)

20.10.2010

something is different starting today :)

Why

why now only say wanna back up

why now only say you all wanna offer help
why now only say you all wanna help

i sense people panicking
cos you cant attend cos respond is just too great

we do not care
our respond is great
so?

when we need help and we asked for it
you told us you cant give
now you are telling us
sorry la...
too late dy hoh?

綠洲~徐佳瑩



詞: 葛大為/徐佳瑩 曲:徐佳瑩

我會唾棄 自己的寬容
情願放逐每條背叛的線索
你的沉著 喧鬧得震耳欲聾
嘲笑我 永遠的詞窮

我會慶祝 自己的墮落
放任愛情惡性循環的作弄
你的溫柔 埋藏甜蜜的陰謀
慫恿我 做困獸之鬥

你能往前走 我也厭倦了再蹉跎
緊抱住的綠洲 是殘破的海市蜃樓
你真的要走 我還一廂情願的奢求
封印在荒蕪的時空 不再前進的我

我會心疼 自己的成熟
壓抑每個歇斯底里的念頭
你的藉口 淺薄地像根煙頭
熄滅我 最後的渴求

你能往前走 我也厭倦了再蹉跎
緊抱住的綠洲 是殘破的海市蜃樓
你真的要走 我還一廂情願的奢求
封印在荒蕪的時空

放你向前走 我才看清愛的缺口
懷抱裡的綠洲 是淚水灌溉的矇矓
現在只能夠 無視一廂情願的倦容
封印在荒蕪的時空 不能再愛的我

文案:
這首充滿電影感的史詩情歌,宛如宮崎駿影像裡大器昂揚的主題配樂。長達一年的錄製過程­,磨練著拉拉的歌唱技巧與情感投入。在對生活與情感的體認更深刻後,褪去懵懂無知的外­衣,拉拉真正懂得這般痛徹心扉的情緒波折。「綠洲」開場緩緩流動的弦樂一出,立刻領人­進入一股緩慢的哀傷裡,沉靜中盡顯孤寂,歌詞中句句格言,彷彿告誡一個漸漸成熟的自己­,該學會把傷口癒合了。

我的怪感:
超喜欢这歌
超爱的
等MV等很久啦

可以让我一个下午都在听的歌
一首感觉很有画面的歌

朋友們都結婚去了

朋友們都結婚去了

詞:管啟源 曲:宇珩

有時我也會不服氣 總是差一點點運氣
曾經小心 呵護的愛情
最後還是 變成了歎息

為了幸福認真努力 付出一百分的自己
就算是 愛對我 多不公平
受傷了也會痊愈

還等甚麼 朋友們都結婚去了
和最愛的人 共度一生
我還打算 把最好的愛給你
卻已經來不及 遺憾的是
我不在 你的心裡

有時會安慰我自己 單身也是一種福氣
去旅行 看電影 天晴下雨
再高興也只有我自己

還等甚麼 朋友們都結婚去了
和最愛的人 共度一生
我還打算 把最好的愛給你
卻已經來不及 遺憾的是
我不在 你的心裡

還等甚麼 朋友們都結婚去了
和最愛的人 共度一生
我相信著 愛給我們的傷痕
不會平白痛的 再多轉折
對的人 會出現的

seeing friends getting married one by one
and i'm being posted the question when is your turn

i wonder...
it's a question which i do not have a lot of certainty
which i do not know what is the answer

can somebody tell me what is this answer to the question that many many people has asked me?

拉据

最近有很多事情在心里拉据着
工作
身体健康
减肥与否

心情还蛮沉重的
感觉好像没有人在拉自己一把

应该自我救赎吧
可是我找不到答案

很闷
很气

很不知所措
请再让我倒头大睡吧!

Movie - Wall Street: Money Never Sleeps

saw a lot of people talking about they wanna watch chen zhen
and the owl movie
but i saw another new movie on the cinema which catch my eyes

din see much thriller about this movie
but saw the title
saw the cast
decided to go watch



movie was shown in the big hall
not many people

i guess it's not Malaysian viewer cup of tea kind of movie
but i think if you sicked and tired of those very sweet love movie
and also those action packed movie

i guess this is a good movie to watch
like the message send behind the movie
might be little boring for some
overall it's a great movie
if you wanna learn more about share market
and money :)

phone 2

thanks to our long long time friend
no need to get a new phone for the time being :)

just send it for repair :)
feel so relieved

someone asked if the cost to repair the handphone is too expensive
just get a new one

but seems like the phone has a sentimental value
has been with me for more than two years i guess

seems like it helped me a lot
but at this edge where everybody is very actively sharing their stuff in FB, twitter and etc
still wondering myself whether i need to get a new phone

well not for this year i guess
still have to spend my money on some other more important things :)

phone

i need to get a new phone
but still debating within myself should i get the iphone?

well i guess not cos after getting the phone
will intend to get more gadet and stuff
which will caused more money wasted

still wondering still pondering
whether there is any better option outside now?

神木與瞳 ~ 信徒



作詞:黃文萱/陳學聖/馬嵩惟
作曲:湯小康
編曲:黃雨勳

想生存誰能不追逐
先征服再帶著傷痕偷哭
迷途裡總難免有霧
你眼光卻指引我到日出
緣分是巨輪下的玩物
但回憶還在起滅中漂浮
愛像顆紮了根的樹
在流浪的終點為你守護
我是你最後的信徒
軀殼毀壞但心會慾火 領悟
當生命又回到荒蕪
我發誓這份愛會一樣 堅固
我是愛最後的信徒
為了你我痛徹都 義無反顧
當世界笑我太頑固
我只會守在這角落等你 說好的保護


時間從不曾為誰停住
但種子已飄落在心深處
你雙手是溫暖泥土
讓凋落的夢再次被種出
我是你最後的信徒
一切爭奪我都微笑著淡出
像昨天的體無完膚
都是準備享受 有你的 安撫
我是愛最後的信徒
一路上經歷那些痛楚是禮物
命運無論它再反覆
我也會掙脫輪迴陪你 看未來的路
我終於覺悟 最終的幸福

我是你最後的信徒
一切爭奪我都微笑著淡出
像昨天的體無完膚
都是準備享受 有你的 安撫
我是愛最後的信徒
一路上經歷那些痛楚是禮物
命運無論它再反覆
我也會掙脫輪迴陪你 一直到最終

WTF

wtf
b'day wishes on her wall was deleted?

don't like me till this extend meh?
well...
no need to pretend that you are good person
just move on with whatever i can la...

幸运

was chatting wit a primary friend's wife
from our conversation
just feel that i'm lucky

most of the time we always complain complain what we do not have
and rarely look at what we have and what we should treasure

when i talk with the wife
i realised i'm really lucky :)

i do admire her attitude
it's difficult for her to come all the way
leaving everything behind
and at the new environment

some more she is pregnant
but she an independent person
and brave as well :)

wish her well and see baby soon :)

2心V甘1情G愿

yesterday went to 1u to get this album
luckily i went yesterday...cos the cashier said it just arrived



has not put on the shelf yet
(hot from the oven? :P)
the cashier ask how many i need
(sounds like i'm going to get 10 huh?)
(not a bad idea hoh... since they are selling for RM 39.90 and it's selling on the website for RM50? :P)
to be a very rational person i just got one



just cant wait to open the CD
just cant wait to read the small book behind
just cant wait to listen to the music



then...the ah pek who bought the CD together wit me asked me a question
"why you buy a hi-fi CD when you don't even have a Hi-Fi?"
er...ok... i'm speachless
cos i want the Night听笔记?
cos i liked the way 为你钟情 was sung?

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they are selling during the book fest...
only RM 39.90!!!!so... cheap!!!
cheaper than Lee Hom's album neh!!!
i need to spend RM 50++ for Lee Hom's
and this one...i tell u it's worth la...
no matter wat crap reason i tell u :P
我总是不停的跑,为了大家一起成长进步,往前大步奔跑,
但我却突然发现,我竟然忘了,是为了什麼样的目标而奔跑?
因为自己愕然发觉原来自己沉溺再往前奔跑的假象中,
而忘了其实自己还是一直在原地踏步。

正负2度C《±2°C》

周末去上课了
然后看了一部记录片
很震撼
希望和大家分享

















虽然我们还不会太明显感觉到
可是我们已经要把我们所要做的责任要办到的啦!
小朋友:你都不是真的笑的,你只是把口开啦
(我皮笑肉不笑的伎俩竟然因为小孩子破功咯!)
小孩子我佩服你
我希望,我可以有天从心笑出来啦

很累很累 :)
曾经以为做人就是每天开开心心的。
可是几年前,有个人就给了我一棒
“做人,不是每天只有开心而已”

让我想了很久
如果不是开心的话
做人的意义是?

难道每天都要
愁眉苦脸吗?
明明就不开心的情绪
还要装作没事
自己过得很好
这很考一个人的EQ
PM和JOE加油咯

族基政治 3

迦玛的新书《迦玛说话》会被封杀吗?

如果真的,也只能看到梁文道为《迦玛说话》写的序:

“族基政治”是一套很危险但又极有效的游戏,难怪劝世界都有政客把它当成戍动员工具。
远如近年法国右翼针对移民的种种举措,近则有马来西亚这个现成的例子。
若要打破这种局面,阻止其恶化的趋势,就必须有人能冷静地出入於不同族群之间,
一方面搭建文化转译的沟通渠道,另一方面左突右刺地揭穿种种障人耳目的技俩。
在今天这个身份政治越玩越火爆的世界裡面,这不是一个轻鬆的担子,
但却绝对需要有人承担,我期许迦玛就是这样的一位评论者,
故不揣浅陋,欣然替其新著一呈拙见。
还盼迦玛兄及各位读者斧正是幸。

希望这本书可以如期在即将来临的书展中出现
也希望早点说马团队可以早点回来为大家做最精彩的时评(尤其是想关心时事,却因为没有更好可以让他们很明确了解时事的平台的80/90后的新一代1Malaysian)

Apa itu 族基政治?

族基政治(race-based politics)

指的是基于种族的政治模式,具体表现为基于种族的政党,
基于以某一种族占据政治主导权,并享有各种特权等。

extended reading please refer to马国族基政治何去何从?

族基政治

this post is taken from 香港雜評
梁文道:族基政治

【am730-觀念】我喜歡馬來西亞,其中一個原因是我把它當成學校,一間能教懂我族群政治之魅力與困境的學校。對我這個中國人來說,這實在是一門十分切時的課程。

馬來西亞的長壽執政聯盟叫做「國陣」,底下有三個分別代表三大族群的政黨;一是馬來人的「巫統」,二是華人的「馬華公會」,三是印度人的「國大黨」。這樣的組合在表面上看好像很「和諧」,很配合馬來西亞那多元共存「真正亞洲」的形象。可是只要仔細觀察下去,即使外人如我,也能輕易發現它的問題。

一般而言,政黨應該是種代表人民直接參政問政的工具。除了現在的中國共產黨、過去的德國納粹黨,以及新加坡的人民行動黨,世界上幾乎沒有多少個政黨能夠宣稱自己是代表全體人民的「全民黨」。尋常政黨總是局部的,它要不是代表某種傾向某種理念;就是代表某一部分人民,而這一部分人民則總是因為一些共同的屬性和利益,才成為一個似乎十分清晰而且相對獨特的群體。那麼在馬來西亞這個例子裡頭,「國陣」到底代表誰呢?好聽點說,「巫統」、「馬華公會」和「國大黨」就像三條扭在一起的繩索,堅不可摧。

難聽點講,那就是一個死結,無法代表任何一個群體也無法代表任何一種利益傾向,只能不斷困在內幕政治的算計和妥協之中。

再深入點說,這個格局乃是典型的「族基政治」,以族群為一切政治行動的基礎,以族群為全國政治、經濟和社會規劃的原點。它的前提係馬來人是馬來人,華人是華人,印度人是印度人,三大族群各有不可歸約的利益和獨特主張;所以才要有屬於自己的政黨去代表自己。然而,這真是一個不可置疑無法動搖的客觀事實嗎?

我們怎能保證所有馬來人都有一致的利益主張,又怎麼確定每一個華人都有相近的政治理念呢?舉個簡單的例子,當經濟日漸發展,有一部分馬來人已經先富了起來,並且形成一個權貴階層,而另一部分馬來人則仍然處於貧無立錐之地,處在社會底層的時候,那個據說能夠代表馬來人利益的「巫統」到底是代表哪一種馬來人呢?

換句話講,在任何一個足夠複雜的社會裡頭,人民的階級、利益、信迎、教育背景、工作種類、政治理念以及居住區域,這一切一切都不可能簡單地按照族群身份呈現平均分布的狀態。總有一些地區會混居了不同族群,而這個地區自有其與別不同的規劃需要。

环保machi被令消音咯



就无言啦!

t(=_=t)

after reading 黄莉娥陈嘉荣停职
傍晚接信即日生效



and this
《早点说马》风波延烧988大地震!
黄莉娥陈嘉荣停职,三主持人停播



i feel t(=_=t)

and the host which really create awareness among youngster
resulted us more interested in news and latest development of the country
has been...



just like what they did with the x morning talk show's host
that time there is no big huh ha...cos FB is not so popular among DJs
nobody say anything and the listener were told that the x host went on leave to take care of his daughter

but this time... it's diffrent
this time is terang-terang morning talkshow gang telling everybody in general one of the DJ have to go on leave



and this was not reported in any paper media?



this morning the DJ said if they are being carried out of the station they would want to finished the show as well...
and yes they were asked to stop hosting the morning show dy


and FB fans page are being closed down as well..

so... t(=_=t)

SS小燕之夜 劉墉 劉軒

劉墉 劉軒
the writter that i like :)

interesting way of communicating between parents and kid.


机会教育which is very challenging :)



(i liked the background music which is very very touching :p)



做善事是要身体力行



才会发觉,原来自己的不幸是多么微不足道。
而比自己更悲惨100倍的
还是很快乐
和努力地生活着

enjoy the show :)
面对人生的无力感
面对了一个又一个难题

然后后面不是美好迎接着你
而是一个又一个更棘手的麻烦

希望事情会变得比较简单
然后可以很快迎刃而解吧!

每天在
祈祷

祷告中

初恋红豆冰之SS小燕之夜

马来西亚著名艺人阿牛陈庆祥前些日子有一部自导自演的本土电影《初恋红豆冰》,获得本地乃至台湾及香港电影界的欢迎,甚至把本土电影冲出马来西亚,飞向国际。

阿牛的电影不仅是本土电影的光荣,更重要的是,他的电影也把本地的乡土人情和文化背景介绍给国外的影迷。政府一直鼓励国人要向世界“推销”马来西亚,还在上海世博会耗资3千5百万令吉设立了马来西亚馆。但是,对于本土中文片子来说,这一种说法显然地说不过去。据阿牛的说法,马来西亚电影若不是以马来文作为媒介语的话,都不算是本土片,一律被政府抽税20%。请问这又是什么道理?

电影中展现了本土人情和文化,剧中的每一位重要角色都由马来西亚艺人担当饰演,每一个布景和取景地点都是在马来西亚。不但如此,故事背景还是以马来西亚为主题。阿牛把电影带到香港去,在临下飞机的时候,还担心这一部电影无法获得香港影迷的共鸣,因为文化的差异和语言的不同。在这样的情况下,这一部电影竟然在马来西亚还是被政府视为外国片,请问政府要如何让本土中文电影蓬勃地发展呢?要如何让这些电影从业员把本土文化通过电影带到全世界去呢?!要本土电影从业员何去何从呢?

在面子书看了阿牛在台湾接受张小燕的电视访问后,我才毅然发现这样的政策简直是让人笑话,也进一步地向世人证明华裔在马来西亚的土地上是受到不公的待遇的。政府应该严肃看待这一件事情,一视同仁地看待本土电影比什么大马馆更具宣传价值,比什么“一个马来西亚”的口号更实在!



很多人说电影是个梦

阿牛穿着他的招牌短裤上节目咯!





当导演让阿牛有了恶梦吗?





看了还是很感动的
让我们还记得当我们穿校服的日子

We like 1Malaysia policy...
but against racist policy...
we cant do anything but we can do our part by buying the Original DVD of Ice Kacang Puppy Love which is available now...
it's only about two movie ticket's cost.
and you can watch it over and over again...
come let's help boost up the sales of DVD of Ice Kacang Puppy Love ;)

Last day

goods things have to come to an end someday
unfortunately today one of D company idol's journey has to come to an end

just all the best wishes for him and
best of luck in the future undertakings :)

don't understand

ok don't understand why that ah pek go and like my link
and he shared the link where it shows the link came from me

well i always ask myself is it wrong to add him on my FB...
questioning myself the reason

well add already is add already then how?
blocked him?
wahahaha...

er..
still not understand why i just simply choose something previously
i'm just too naive rite?
no idea

Banci

 


will always remember this name.. banci..
cant remember the Malay word for this during my Malay exam
end up i also forget whether i got a very bad result

but has banci reached ur house to do the survey?
actually they want very very simple information

need to know how many people staying at your house
need to know whether they are working
need to know how much is the salary
need to know how many car in the house
need to know where are you working

actually it's a simple survey
please do not act that you are clever and "rampas" the survey from the banci staff
cos it's their job to interview and conduct survey on you
it's not your job to fill up anything

and survey just will take 5 to 10 minutes of your time
i guess to give co-operation at your best level..
and "hope" that the government can come out with a strategy is so great
that we really can double our income in 10 years time :)
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男友

在和一个朋友聊天
然后聊着聊着
他提到他的男友

然后我就很直接的问他
啊!你也有男友哦!

哈哈
开心看他得到幸福
替他开心他可以有他想要的幸福

Poison

Joo Joo's friend Seng Seng
just got Mata Phone
then while they are busy discussing about their own things...
Seng Seng borrowed his Mata Phone to me
ask me to play game...

then i play play play
bla bla bla

then when i'm almost finished with the game...

Seng Seng say...
i'll get addicted
i'll get poison

er...
i do not think so

i guess if i really like the thing i'll definately buy it
but for the time being
i'm not into anything in relation to
MATA :)

well.. i'll still borrow Seng Seng Mata phone if he allows me to use it
wahahaha...

sorry not my cup of tea
我不会把钱 败在它身上啦!

5th Aniversary

OMG... next Tuesday (10th August) marks my 5th aniversary!!!
wow... time flies...
have been working for 5 years dy

cant believe it..
feel like ages
my friend told me one comp made u old one year
i guess now i'm over hundered years old
but i'm only there for 5 years :)

it feels like i'll be there for ages
but i guess i'm not sure what to do next
but will try to develop some other skills first

trying to find something which i'm really interested
and trying to set challenging targets :)
just feel the mood is not very very good lately
don't know why?

what's the reason
everyday also woke up on the wrong side of the bed?

i have no idea!!!
have to sto the bad mood
move on and work hard now!!!

gambade everybody :)

十八般武藝~柴米油鹽醬醋茶



今晚去1u逛逛
买买自己需要用到的东西

看到力宏的唱片海报
想进去看看新专辑有没有发行了

结果答案是还没
但可以预购

有特别的预购礼物哦
心形或home型的钥匙

哈哈,选择了XX的
还有少少的折扣

期待下星期能够拿到新专辑
好让自己比较郁闷的心情
开心些

还有也买了艋舺 DVD 本来打算去戏院看的
算算时间好像不太够
还是买DVD在家里看啦

街头剧场 之 最后十日



为什么很爱很爱一个人不是极力去争取,而是放手呢?

我以为不打扰你,是让你幸福的方法。
我想和你做回朋友,还要是好朋友。
我要做你不是男朋友的好朋友。
你永远在我心里面有个位置。

如果你不能够幸福,这样离开就是我一辈子的遗憾。

如果离开你是我­一世的遗憾,我宁愿相信我没有离开过你。

Argue

realised we have different perception of the date
i do not want it to be too earli

you just want it to be as earli as possible
what about my opinion?

you say depend on you
and you say why wanna fight with others
wanna do it when everybody is doing it?

er...
sorry i don't know
cos i just know there is only one chance
it might not be perfect
but...
i want it to be as memorrable as possible

i just cant accept the date you proposed
cos..
we have not done anything now
then??
you just give me a date
well
i need more them

please do not complain...

5 sens and 25 sens

the government just annouced petrol price is going up by 5 sens w.e.f. today
price of sugar increase 25 sens per kg

Subsidy removed for RON 97 petrol

KUALA LUMPUR: From Friday, the subsidies for sugar, petrol, liquefied petroleum gas and diesel will be cut as part of the gradual subsidy rationalisation programme, according to a statement from the Prime Minister’s office on Thursday.

The price of sugar will go up 25sen to RM1.75 per kg; LPG will go up 10sen to RM1.85 per kg; petrol RON95 will be up 5sen to RM1.85 per litre and diesel will be up 5sen to RM1.75 per litre.

RON 97 will no longer be subsidised. It will be subjected to a managed float, where the price will be determined by the automatic pricing mechanism, the statement said.

The details of these changes are now available on the PMO and PEMANDU websites, at: www.pmo.gov.my and www.pemandu.gov.my.

On May 27, Minister in the Prime Minister’s Department Datuk Seri Idris Jala had said that Malaysia would be bankrupt by 2019 if it did not cut subsidies and rein in borrowings.

He had said that Malaysia's debt would rise to 100% of GDP by 2019 from the current 54% if it did not cut subsidies.

Meanwhile, In ALOR SETAR, Prime Minister Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak said that when implementing the subsidy rationalisation plan, the Government would seek not to burden the people.

He said the rationalisation move was necessary to reduce Government expenditure and strengthen the financial position of the country.

“It will help reduce the fiscal deficit so that world and local markets will have more confidence in the national economy,” he told newsmen after opening the Kuala Kedah Umno division meeting here on Thursday.

He added that the Government was reviewing all types of subsidies.

The full press statement from the Prime Minister’s office is below:

1. To help Malaysia maintain the strong growth it has achieved, the Government has implemented difficult but long-needed economic reforms that will help Malaysia become a developed and high-income nation. In this regard, the Government has begun a planned and fair reform of a subsidy regime that for too long has been ineffective in helping those who need it most and, over time, has become a barrier to Malaysia’s progress.

2. The Government has made bold economic decisions over the past two years. Two stimulus packages were introduced, promoting growth, even as the global financial crisis spread. Important sectors of our economy further liberalised were opened to new investment.

The Government cut spending by RM24 billion, by reducing waste and inefficiency. As a result, the country’s economy has been reinvigorated, with 10.1% growth in the first quarter of 2010, Malaysia’s best performance in a decade. Although there is still instability in the global economy, Malaysia is well positioned for the future – not by chance, but by the choices we have made together.

3. As set out by the Prime Minister when he announced the 10th Malaysia Plan, Malaysia’s national goals cannot be achieved by simply managing through a crisis. Malaysia’s ambition is to be a high-income nation, with opportunity for all.

4. In the New Economic Model, the Prime Minister set out plans for further investment in key strategic sectors, upgrading our infrastructure, creating additional private sector investment opportunities and realizing higher levels of GDP growth.

However, growth alone will not allow us to meet our goals. As the Government has consistently said over recent months, we must also implement subsidy reforms that will remove distortions in the marketplace and enable us to better target our resources on those most in need, and on investments that will provide lasting benefits for Malaysians.

5. With these priorities in mind, the Cabinet has decided that, effective 16 July 2010, subsidies for fuel, specifically petrol, diesel and liquefied petroleum gas (LPG), as well as sugar, will be reduced as the first step of a gradual subsidy rationalisation programme.

Subsidies for RON 95 and diesel will be reduced by 5 sen per liter. LPG will be reduced by 10 sen per kilogram. RON 97 will no longer be subsidised. It will be subjected to a managed float, where the price will be determined by the automatic pricing mechanism. For sugar, the upward price adjustment will be 25 sen per kilogram. The details of these changes are now available on the PMO and PEMANDU websites, at: www.pmo.gov.my and www.pemandu.gov.my

6. These minimal changes will help Malaysia achieve a position of fiscal responsibility and put us on a path toward reducing our deficit. To meet these objectives, we have chosen to make adjustments to our subsidies. Even after these changes, the Government will still spend an estimated RM 7.82 billion on fuel and sugar subsidies in 2010. The prices of fuel and sugar in Malaysia will still be among the lowest in the region.

7. This subsidy rationalisation will, according to estimates, allow Malaysia to reduce Government expenditure by more than RM 750 million in 2010.

8. The decision to reduce subsidies for fuel and sugar is based on the fact that reducing fuel subsidies will have the greatest impact on government spending and reducing sugar subsidies will allow us to promote healthier lifestyles. The decision is also grounded on three main concerns:

a. First, these subsidies also benefit foreigners and wealthier Malaysians, who can well afford to pay unsubsidised prices. Our focus should be on helping the family sharing a motorcycle or Kancil to get to work and school, but instead our spending on subsidies has provided the same benefits to those driving imported luxury cars.

The sugar subsidy disproportionately benefits industries, not families. Businesses have been using almost twice as much subsidised sugar as Malaysian households.

b. Second, highly subsidised prices often lead to illegal smuggling of these goods. Because subsidies make these products the cheapest in the region, in 2009 alone smugglers were caught heading out of Malaysia with more than 200 metric tonnes of sugar to be sold across borders.

Also, subsidised diesel continues to go to the black market or across our borders, instead of to those we meant to assist. Law enforcement have been doing their best to prevent smuggling, with 109 sugar related arrests last year. This is the tip of the iceberg. As long as there are big price differences, smuggling will continue. And:

c. Third, unless we reduce our consumption of fuel and sugar, we face potentially serious consequences as a nation. We are quickly depleting our domestic fuel resources. It is vital that we rationalise our fuel use – as well as develop new energy technologies - as a matter of economic, energy and national security.

In this regard, we have implemented a number of policies to protect the environment. We must also reduce our sugar consumption. 40 percent of Malaysians are now either overweight or obese.

Incidents of diabetes are rising quickly. Statistics show that the percentage of Malaysians with diabetes now exceeds that in the United States. We must, as a matter of urgency, take every step available to tackle what is clearly a public health issue for our nation. Reducing sugar consumption, among our children in particular, is a step in the right direction.

9. These are among the reasons why the Government has chosen to focus on sugar and fuel subsidies. Subsidies for education and health care will continue. These are areas of importance for our economy and our society where the Government should be investing.

These include, providing support to develop skills, training the knowledge based workforce of the future and improving the well-being of the nation.

10. The Government arrived at this decision following robust consultations with the people. Thousands of Malaysians participated in the policy labs, Open Day and an unprecedented public feedback process.

As with subsidy reform, the budget, the Government Transformation Program and now the National Key Economic Areas, the Government has made a determined effort to engage the public, listen and learn, and then act in the best interest of the nation.

11. These measures are designed to have a minimal impact on individual families, but long-term benefits for the nation. The reduction in expenditure from these reforms will allow us to better use resources for families, communities and business growth.

Measures such as the 1Malaysia clinics, the 1Malaysia mobile clinics, as well as the scholarships for all 9A+ and deserving students, specifically those who have done well, but come from lower income families, are made possible by such reforms.

Similarly, by reducing expenditure on subsidies we will be able to continue strengthening such initiatives as the price standardisation project, which seeks to harmonise prices of essential goods between urban and rural areas in Sabah and Sarawak.

12. The Government has made a difficult, but bold decision. By choosing to implement these modest subsidy reforms, we have taken a crucial step in the right direction towards meeting our commitment to reduce the fiscal deficit, without overburdening the Malaysian people.

These measures are a demonstration of our fiscal responsibility. They will enhance Malaysia’s financial stability, while also protecting the Rakyat.

Prime Minister’s Office
Putrajaya
15 July 2010

from the star

anyway it's jus 5 sens per litter...
u can either decrease some of your spending
or u can ask your boss to increase ur salary by RM 50
er not much only ma rite?

王力宏『柴米油鹽醬醋茶』



回歸內心的平凡單純、簡單幸福。
「柴米油鹽醬醋茶」,以古人所言的【早晨開門七件事—柴米油鹽醬醋茶】為主題,
生活裡不可或缺的烹煮調味料,再普通不過的小東西,
卻是愛情在轟轟烈烈、生活征戰喧囂過後,最真實的存在;

單純中見雋永,平凡中嚐到幸福的滋味。

努力生活著、努力想要找到屬於自己的幸福、努力當個追夢人...
過程中或有淚水或有阻隔,但他始終相信,終究每個人都會找到自己的定位。

好听:)

詞:徐若瑄 曲:王力宏 導演:王力宏
小時候 你想要什麼
我要一臺大大藍色的飛機
帶我環遊世界
到地球每一個角落
在藍天白雲中穿梭
而長大以後 我想要什麼
我要一臺小小紅色答錄機
和你一起錄下
喂 我們現在不在家
藍色變成紅色因為你
柴米油鹽醬醋茶
一點一滴都是幸福在發芽
月兒彎彎愛的傻
有了你什麼都不差
小時候 你想要麼
我要一臺大大藍色的飛機
帶我環遊世界
到地球每一個角落
在藍天白雲中穿梭
哦 長大以後 我想要什麼
我要一臺小小紅色答錄機
和你一起錄下
喂 我們現在不在家
藍色變成紅色因為你
柴米油鹽醬醋茶
一點一滴都是幸福在發芽
月兒彎彎愛的傻
有了你什麼都不差
給你快樂無論白天黑夜
握緊雙手就算刮風下雨
我就是要你
要你待在我身邊
保護你直到永遠
柴米油鹽醬醋茶
一點一滴都是幸福在發芽
月兒彎彎愛的傻
有了你什麼都不差
月兒彎彎愛的傻
沒有一個理由
活的那麼復雜
有了你什麼都不差

I Do (Cherish You)



song written by Keith Stegall and Dan Hil perfect song for wedding :)

All I am, all I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensations
Seduce me 'cause I

Chorus
I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
>From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do

In my world, before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
'Till that day I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all my heart
'Till my dying day

Random

my friend just got into relationship about a month ago
officialised somewhere forthnight ago
then came meet the parents session last week

i wonder…
will he get married b4 me?

haha…
he say his plans is to get a place before moving on to the next stage

well who knows
maybe things does not goes according to plans anyway
maybe the next thing i know he is handling me a red bomb

it’s great to know people are falling in love
it’s great to know people are starting the new stages of life

well… for me
it’s three more weeks to go

not as stressful as expected
but it will be stressful when it come to raising the bill…

only thing that i can tell myself is…
gambade

好久不見 VS 不如不見

好久不見

詞:施立 曲:陳小霞

我來到 你的城市 走過你來時的路
想像著 沒我的日子 你是怎樣的孤獨
拿著你 給的照片 熟悉的那一條街
只是沒 了你的畫面 我們回不到那天

你會不會忽然的出現 在街角的咖啡店
我會帶著笑臉 回首寒暄 和你 坐著聊聊天
我多麼想和你見一面 看看你最近改變
不再去說從前 只是寒暄 對你說一句 只是說一句 好久不見

拿著你 給的照片 熟悉的那一條街
只是沒 了你的畫面 我們回不到那天

你會不會忽然的出現 在街角的咖啡店
我會帶著笑臉 回首寒暄 和你 坐著聊聊天
我多麼想和你見一面 看看你最近改變
不再去說從前 只是寒暄 對你說一句 只是說一句 好久不見




不如不見

詞:林夕 曲:陳小霞

頭沾濕 無可避免 倫敦總依戀雨點 乘早機 忍耐著呵欠 完全為見你一面
尋得到 塵封小店 回不到相戀那天 靈氣大 概早被污染 誰為了生活不變

越渴望見面然後發現 中間隔著那十年
我想見的笑臉 只有懷念 不懂 怎去再聊天
像我在往日還未抽煙 不知你怎麼變遷
似等了一百年 忽已明白 即使再見面 成熟地表演 不如不見

尋得到 塵封小店 回不到相戀那天 靈氣大 概早被污染 誰為了生活不變

越渴望見面然後發現 中間隔著那十年
我想見的笑臉 只有懷念 不懂 怎去再聊天
像我在往日還未抽煙 不知你怎麼變遷
似等了一百年 忽已明白 即使再見面 成熟地表演 不如不見



对于很多事情自己不晓得这么样子去应对的时候
自己往往会做了很多
让自己觉得后悔的决定

不知道
以前对于你
自己所做的决定
总是觉得很介意
心里很揪
是说了类似不如不见的话吧
好多好多年没有坐下来好好聊了
不是一个很会吐露心声的人
在想
如果见面也不知道要聊些什么吧?

曾沛慈 魏如昀:好久不見



让我想起和她云淡风轻的友情
是不是要和她说一声
好久不见?
还是

不如
不见!

黃韻玲 徐詠琳-喜歡你現在的樣子



just the way you are :)
喜歡你現在的樣子 詞曲:黃韻玲

我就是喜歡你現在的樣子
我就是喜歡你這樣的脾氣
有時善解人意 有時粗心大意
我 就是喜歡你現在的樣子

我真的喜歡你現在的樣子
我真的喜歡你這樣的 任性
有時千言萬語 有時不說一句
我真的喜歡你現在的樣子

不要輕異嚐試任何改變
改變你現在所有的一切
以為我能再多愛你一些

不要懷疑自己
屬於你的一切都是美麗
我相信 只有真心能永遠

我就是喜歡你現在的樣子
我就是喜歡你這樣的脾氣
有時善解人意 有時粗心大意
我 就是喜歡你現在的樣子

不要輕異嚐試任何改變
改變你現在所有的一切
以為我能再多愛你一些

不要懷疑自己
屬於你的一切都是美麗
我相信 只有真心能永遠
不變~

我就是喜歡你現在的樣子
我就是喜歡你這樣的脾氣
有時善解人意 有時粗心大意
我 就是喜歡你現在的樣子

不要隨便 改變你現在的樣子





一直很喜欢黄韵玲的歌
喜欢这首 喜欢你现在的样子

可以送给一直一直都待在你身边
陪伴着你的人吧!
just the way you are ;)

not so lucky / lucky day

not too sure whether today is my not so lucky day or lucky day
had a emotion roller-coster today :P

had lunch with some of my colleague today
then realised my office tag was gone
then went back to find where is my tag gone
went back and forth the path twice
tag no where to be located

i was thinking that
nobody would be so kind enough to return my tag
damn...
RM 50 will be gone
and i just got my pay T_T

when i finally decided to give up
i ask the secretary in charge of the company tag
but she was not around
and when i go back to my place

i got a call from a company nearby the place where i had my lunch
they found my tag :)
they gave me the address
as well as the company name

i straight away walk to the office
then the office was up above the shop lot
never been there b4
then i climbed 3 storey staircase
all of the door are tightly locked
wondering how to go inside...
i decided to knock the door of the first floor
then a Malay lady open the door
then i told her my purpose of knocking the door
and she hand me my tag

feels like amazing race...
you need to be bold
try your luck
and the best thing is

to be greatful and thankful for all the things i have now :)

Knight and Day

Thanks Ricardo for the free movie voucher
so i decided to watch something simple
something i do not need to think too much

feel like i'm almost burn out lately :P
feel like i'm going to crash soon

overall the movie have leng zai (tom cruise) and leng lui (Cameron Diaz)
(but a bit old already)
still looking ok with something similar to MI and Charlies Angles
with Tonnes and tonnes of funny scene

and joojoo gave it a middle finger rating
while i feel
it did helped me to released my tension

nothing too logic in the movie
just take out ur logic thinking
jus.. enjoy the movie
i'll give the movie a pass rating since it helped me to release my tension :)


seems like i'm running out of cash
getting grumpy and moody :P

should learn from 555vor
take 555 book out for lunch/dinner and etc

i think better budget and financial management is good
need to control cash flow
need to find more cash

should be setting up account for the project which is running currently
obviously i'll be able to see the spending

truely believe everything will be worth while :)
will wait and see
now have to redirect to alternative
to go on budget but with quality :)
i always think i would be very upset
but apparently i'm not

it just show people how obviously
you are shallow

pity isn't it?
well

hope you enjoy with your shallowness
and sucess in your other project

apperently you did not suceed this time
better luck next :)
do not undestand...
is it taking responsible is a difficult task??

it's difficult
no co-operation
no work together
you assume this
they assume that

at the end nothing turn up
at the end wasting people's time
and no result and no outcome

waste of time
wrote very little this month
a friend "advice" me not to disclose too much
but well this is my place i can do whatever i like
nothing would be a restriction for me rite?

just a bit tired
need some balance back
i'm searching for the balance

gambade and please please
have speedy recovery :P
小朋友,我不知道什么时候得罪你啦!
你就做做好人!!!
当做为自己积德。
去远一点搞你的小圈子吧!

家後



有一日咱若老 找无人甲咱友孝
我会陪你 坐惦椅寮 听你讲少年的时阵 你有外
吃好吃丑无计较 怨天怨地嘛袂晓
你的手我会甲你牵条条 因为我是你的家后

阮将青春嫁置恁兜 阮对少年跟你跟甲老
人情世事已经看透透 有啥人比你卡重要
阮的一生献乎恁兜 才知幸福是吵吵闹闹
等待返去的时阵若到 我会让你先走
因为我会呒甘 放你为我目屎流

有一日咱若老 有媳妇子儿友孝
你若无聊 拿咱的相片 看卡早结婚的时阵 你外缘投
穿好穿丑无计较 怪东怪西嘛袂晓
你的心我会永远记条条 因为我是你的家后

阮将青春嫁置恁兜 阮对少年就跟你跟甲老
人情世事嘛已经看透透 有啥人比你卡重要
阮的一生献乎恁兜 才知幸福是吵吵闹闹
等待返去的时阵若到 你着让我先走
因为我会呒甘 看你为我目屎流

watching and seeing some of the friends getting married and giving birth this year
seems very very touching to me
and i remember this song
which is very touching as well.

but.. seems like i'm not ready for it yet
why?
there is a question mark left inside my heart

Strawberry flavour teddy bear teached us bad people can never be nice cos they jus pretend to be nice... when they finished using you... they are still bad people...

最后的红包

今年又收到最后的红包了
收到最后的红包
包红包的人都会比往年塞比去年更多的钱
(那以后包红包给我的人,千万不要包比往年大包的红包)
这样会让我很担心的



心里有种预感
以后就不要再收这种红包啦

包这两封红包的人
都在我生命中不一样的阶段
扮演着不一样的角色
红包我会好好收着
就好像你们都已经活在我心底
很深很深的地方
永远想念你们
昨天晚上,下了一整晚的雨。
看见玻璃上的水珠不知道是泪水还是...
你的容貌已经渐渐模糊了
还听见许多人在痛哭的声音
你不在
可是你已经继续活在我们的心里

李宗盛~給自己的歌



給自己的歌

想得卻不可得 你奈人生何
該捨的捨不得 只顧著跟往事瞎扯
等你發現時間是賊了 它早已偷光你的選擇 (在帮岁月神偷打广告吗?)
愛戀不過是一場高燒 思念是緊跟著的好不了的咳 (还有初恋红豆冰哦?)

是不能原諒 卻無法阻擋
恨意在夜裡翻牆
是空空蕩蕩 卻嗡嗡作響
誰在你心裡放冷槍
舊愛的誓言像極了一個巴掌
每當你記起一句就挨一個耳光
然後好幾年都聞不得、問不得女人香 (想念林忆莲了吗?)

往事並不如煙 是的
在愛裡念舊也不算美德
可惜戀愛不像寫歌 再認真也成不了風格
我問你見過思念放過誰呢 不管你是累犯或是從無前科
我認識的只有那合久的分了 沒見過分久的合

歲月你別催 該來的我不推
該還的還 該給的我給
歲月你別催 走遠的我不追
我不過是想弄清原委
誰能告訴我這是什麼呢
她的愛在心裡埋葬了、抹平了、幾年了仍有餘威

是不能原諒 卻無法阻擋
愛意在夜裡翻牆
是空空蕩蕩 卻嗡嗡作響
誰在你心裡放冷槍
舊愛的誓言像極了一個巴掌
每當你記起一句就挨一個耳光
然後好幾年都聞不得、問不得女人香
然後好幾年都聞不得、問不得女人香

想得卻不可得 你奈人生何
想得卻不可得 情愛裡無智者

鬼才,绝对精彩的一首歌

人生总是无常,生命总是短暂
如果跳下去就可以把问题全部都解决的话
很多人都会/可以那么样做
可是当你离开的时候
活下来的人
...应该如何去承受和承担
没有你的日子

想对一个曾经很照顾我长大的人说
希望你走得安详
希望大家会随着你的离开可以好好地过他们的生活
也希望你可以在另一个地方找到你需要的解脱
feel a bit down when see there are not much saving left in the bank
huge cash outflow lately
struggling

wondering when the hole can be covered up
feel the stress
is taking over my emotion

talked to people whom i think is closed to me
did not get the answer i needed

maybe cos he is also struggling too
wonder how
wonder why

is this what i want?
is this what i need?

seems like i'm not getting anything out from the cash outflow
do not see immediate benefit

being stressed out too much
being bugged every morning

give me a break
i do not need kit kat

i need silence
i need peace of mind

but GOD please guide my heart
which i feel myself lost

please show me an answer -_-

That's my goal

heard this song over the singing competition.
liked the lyrics
sound so suitable for my friend..
who is in the process of chasing his goal



Hmmmm yea yea yeaaa

You know where I come from
You know my story
You know why I'm standing here
Tonight
Please don't go
Don't be in a hurry
I'm here to make it clear
Make it right

Well I know I've acted foolish
But I promise you no more
I've finally found that something
Worth reaching for

I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to lie to you
I'm here to say I'm ready
That I've finally thought it through
I'm not here to let your love go
I'm not giving up oh no
I'm here to win your heart and soul
That's my goal

Please don't go
You know that I need you
I can't breathe without you
Live without you
Be without you
Well I know I've acted foolish
But I promise you no more
No more

I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to lie to you
I'm here to say I'm ready
That I've finally thought it through
I'm not here to let your love go
I'm not giving up oh no
I'm here to win your heart and soul
That's my goal

Well I won't stop believing
That we will be leaving together
So when I say I love you
I'll mean it forever and ever
Ever and ever

I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to lie to you
I'm here to say I'm ready
That I've finally thought it through
(Oh I'm ready)
I'm not here to let your love go
I'm not giving up oh no
I'm here to win your heart and soul
(That's why I'm here babe)
Yes I'm here to win your heart and soul
That's my goal
That's my goal



what is your goal?
did u let it goal?
wish that you are able to chase for your goal and do not let it go

New Tab Page

if you are using IE 8 like me with google tool bar installed
you might notice your convenient new tab page which displays pictorial links to up to nine websites you visit most/nine recent browser is gone (sudah hilang!)

so i found the answer here
thank you Microsoft for asking google to retire this function which is very very useful

why so selfish when other's add on had made your new tab page so powerful and interesting?
i'm a bit disappointed with MS's decision
it's to their benefit and not to user's convenient

so now i'm asking myself whether to stop using IE 8
and choose FireFox / google chrome

so i should say bye-bye IE soon!!!!
this morning got somebody ask me whether my boss is leaving
i have no idea
i always heard that he is leaving

but i have no idea when
i'm very comfortable
thought sometime not very ok
but overall i found he is good

seem like there is another blind spot for me lur

t(-”-t)

saw my friend’s tag line is t(-”-t)
so i asked him “wat about all the t(-”-t)”

he replied
“i saw it from my sis’ gtalk
and i felt very cute
ITS DAMN CUTE OK”

not being very good at looking at this kind of symbol
i question further “wat that represent?”

then suddenly i look from far a bit i realised
t(-”-t)

then i told him “banyak 3D oh
mus wear 3D glasses baru nampak”

so thanks for entertainment to end a great day
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