tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

weird why i cannot access my blog... weird...
weird.. weird...
why i cannot access it one? wierd...

today is my first day of exam
so now i'm doing a prayer for myself.
i pray the question are all within my expectation
i pray that i would not sleep half way trough the exam
i pray that all the question i would knoe how to do it.
i pray that very things will be as usual and all right.
i pray that nobody which i dislike will sit besite inform behind me..
and lastly..
to pek cek.... i wear something which is red.. today..
it seems like a culture in tar to wear red during exam day. it seems tat it will bring luck. but i think i prefer blue..
my favourite colour and hopefully it is my lucky colour also. ;)

i'm in a dileama again...
dunno how.. my group have been disolved and we have to seperate each other to other groups.. and then...
my friend.. would like to follow me.. and i do not know wat to do now.
and the places are limited..
i really dunno wat and how can i do...
dileama...

2moro is exam day.. is the first time i sit for acca exam..
so a bit nervous but not scared dunno why..
not to say that i'm well prepared just that i'm not really scared..
and i come with a very calm feeling..
just wanna pass and enjoy my life...
hahaha.. there are so many things to do after exam..
life is fun when you want it to be so...
so.. now.. enjoy my exam.. taste the bitter...
so i would enjoy the sweetness in future;)

would you be willing to pay 20 riggit for a very difference experence of watching movie?
3D movie is here d... at berjaya times square.
should be going to watch polar express after my examL:)

hahaha.. exam exam..
make myself crazy d...
dunno wat to do.. jus relax myself a bit and cool down..
and have a sound mind

exam presure? erm.. listening to enya to clear my mind..
feels nice...:)

after days and days of waiting kwai fatt finnally reply my question..
hahaha.. erm.. i think if he is being away for holiday.. he will like did not enjoy his holiday at all.. cos being cursed because he did not reply the e-mail within 24 hours as promised...
but anyway.. since he reply d.. now..
i really got mood to study d.. so.. thrilled:)

i'm the only child in my family..
sometimes i wonder what is the feeling like to have a brot or sis.. around u..
will you have the feeling of love... hate... envy... competition?
erm.. i really wonders how would it feel like...

party time next week end.. celebrate finished my exam...
party party...
with myself...
hahahaha.. and play the music out loud.. loud loud... hehehe...
oops.. crazy cos of exam d...:)

loading this song whole nite d..
still keep on buffering
胡彦斌 - Waiting For You
at last now.. should be having this song d..
erm.. should be able to sleep well tonight.. 2moro is a good day.. and study study.. study some more...:)

我多么羡慕你
词：姚谦曲：张洪量
原唱：江美琪演唱:张洪量

有时候风太急
禁不住挂念起你
这一刻离我遥远飞行
有时候夜太静
拦不住回忆的心
于是泪每个夜里如繁星
我多么羡慕你
总可以转身飞远远的
我的爱是你沉重行李
绊住你追新梦的决心
我多么想念你
当时间都失去了意义
穿越思念后等成信箱
让你需要的时候可以
投递
告诉我
沿途中
想与我
分享的心情

waiting for you - 胡彦斌
waiting for you
金色的舞鞋伴着音乐 baby你的眼睛是一弯深邃的湖水
哦忽明忽灭掩藏不可思议的美
让我眩晕在悬崖边谁知一睁眼就不见
waiting for you i'm waiting for you
waiting for you kiss me at the night
为何你cinderella 留给我一望无际的思念
waiting for you i'm waiting for you
waiting for you come here to my dream
牵着你不断旋转一直到黑发变成了银线
waiting for you waiting for you 直到永远
哦忽明忽灭掩藏不可思议的美
让我眩晕在悬崖边谁知一睁眼就不见
waiting for you i'm waiting for you
waiting for you kiss me at the night
为何你cinderella 留给我一望无际的思念
waiting for you
waiting for you waiting for you
waiting for you
waiting for you i'm waiting for you
waiting for you kiss me at the night
为何你cinderella 留给我一望无际的思念
waiting for you i'm waiting for you
waiting for you come here to my dream
牵着你不断旋转一直到黑发变成了银线
waiting for you waiting for you
waiting for you
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xiao feng and ah ken in the mv of this song... still thinking of this song and the tv series...

i always listen that people regret for not doing this and doing that la...erm...
sometimes in life there are too many things that you can be regret of ..
but you live you life only once and there are too many things that you would be regreted for so.. jus stay cool and live with it lo.

the emoticon that represents you best is the Smiling Face

What's up, smiley? Somehow you just always seem to find a way to turn that frown upside down. Your upbeat attitude and friendly demeanor brighten up any room, including your favorite chat room.

Like your classic emoticon counterpart, you're a staple on anyone's list. Boring days and sleepless nights are far more bearable when you're online to chat. Whether you're shooting the breeze, catching up, or giving out advice, you can cheer up anyone on the other side of the conversation. So keep lightening the mood, making new friends, and bringing smiles to other folks' faces. After all, it's just so natural for you!

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hahaha.. jus like u see me in person.. always wit the smiling face:)

jack jack.. i like to all it... jac jac...

haven watch this show yet..
but.. my mc jac jac.. is it sold out ar?
sold out d meh?

just met a long time never see friend online just now..
seems that nothing much to talk about..
nothing in common...

jack jack.. sold out d?
erm.. hahaha.. cant try it personally d...
cant hear jac jac cry d...

宇恒 《依然是朋友》歌词
情人节的前一天 他离开你身边
只剩下你无止境的想念

那一夜我陪着你 你哭了一整夜
你是否知道 我对他也一样很想念

直到有一天 我和他碰面
在那间 我们常去的咖啡店

才知道 有些感受
我和他谁都不曾说出口
我们之间 隐藏了什么
除了我自己没人懂
可是你 你怎么说 你知道后是不是从此避开我
OH~ 我一样难过 多希望我们不曾相识过

才知道 有些感受
我和他谁都不曾说出口
我们都是最好的朋友
谁会有勇气去开口
不再哭 不再难过
我们还有好大好大的天空
故事的最后 我们都不曾失去过什么

我们依然是朋友
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suddenly see this song in my friends blog.. reminds me of an old friend...
reminds me about a lot of crazy things i would do.
reminds me.. that i'm sad because of her.
i always tell myself i do not care about how others see me.
but i do really cares about her.
she is a really really important in my life some years back.
and we are part and then,
i made some c2pid and selfish decision
and i just feel like walking out of our best friends relationship cos i just felt that i'm tired and fed up of her d.
then time pass by.. i miss our relationship.
and i regreted.. and i want things back to just as they were before.
but... in actual fact...
things were not.
i'm concern about her...
just tat i always tell myself i do not care about her anymore.
i always pretend to be busy when she is around me after the incident.
there is a wound created by me. and i always kept myself back from pulling the thorn that is in the wound.
i'm coward and selfish...
we do not like to express ourself. we just hoping others would understand what we feel and why we do things the way we do it.
i'm concern about her.. knowing that she part with his ex i'm angry..
i've emotion towards what she does cos i care.. i do really care.
i knoe that i'm a really really strong and stubborn...
but i'm holding back my tears.. and waiting for the moment the thorn is being pull out.. and the wound is heal.
just prentend that i'm ignorant to what i've done... ignore how good or how bad her life is...
the feelings sometimes really makes my heart breaks...
and sometimes i care about my friends and when they do not take care of themselve.. and they give up.. i would be really angry with them.. and i wanted to scold her..
but this time i just kept quite.
okie, no matters anything happen between us..
no matters.. whether we are still friend or not..
just want to knoe that she is happy with what she have now.

when i was checking my mail box today.. and suddenly i discover that the size of my mail box had increased to 250MB... wow.. that means a lot of space.
and this is really a very very good news for those people who seldom check thier mail and those people who like to keep mail sent by your friends

internet is a devil who is so evil when exam is around the corner.
it keep holding you back from studying.. it is a big devil.
i wish that i would have a strong will that i would not be addicted to the internet.
but in fact i am.
cant hold myself back from online at nite..
now.. i'm in the college library and i'm using my friends's notebook to online...
weird that my college's library have this thing call wifi that we are not known to it unless we have a notebook.
but it is a real convenient for student who wanna do assignment in the college and need to search for information online.
we do not need to que up for using the computer in the cit center.
and we can directly save information into the note book.
i do hope i can get a note book real soon...
near future.