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網路流傳最動心情人故事：公豬的愛（好感動）

從前有兩只小豬，整天過著無憂無慮的生活，他們互相相愛著。

每天主人送來吃的時候，公豬總是先讓母豬吃，等她吃飽了再上去吃母豬吃剩下的東西，每天晚上公豬總是給母豬放哨，他生怕主人乘他們熟睡時把母豬拉出去宰了。

日子一天天的過去，母豬日漸長胖，而公豬則一天天瘦下去。

有一天，公豬突然聽見主人在跟屠夫商量，要把長勢見長的母豬殺了給賣掉，公豬傷心至極。

於是從那天開始公豬性情大變，每當主人送吃來時公豬總搶上去把東西吃的一乾二淨，每天吃後便躺下大睡，並且告訴母豬現在換做她來放哨，如果他發現她沒放哨的話就再也不理她。

漸漸的日子一天天過去，母豬覺得公豬越來越不在乎她，母豬失望了，而公豬還是若無其事的過著安樂日子．很快一個月過去了，主人帶著屠夫來到豬圈，他發現一個月前肥肥壯壯的母豬瘦的沒剩下多少肉，而公豬則長的油光發亮．這時的公豬拼命的奔跑，想引起主人的注意，表明他是頭健康的豬。

終於，屠夫把公豬拖出豬圈的那一刻，公豬朝著母豬笑著說：“以後別吃這麼多了！”

母豬傷心欲絕，拼命的沖出去，但圈門被主人關上了，擱著柵欄，母豬看著閃著淚光的公豬。

那晚，母豬望著主人一家開心的吃著豬肉，傷心的躺倒在以前公豬每天睡的地方，突然她發現牆上有行字：“如果愛無法用言語來表達，我願意用生命來證明！”

母豬看到這行字肝腸寸斷，人類聽到這個淒美的愛情故事也無不為之動容，女孩們為了紀念這段愛情，同時也表示沒忘記公豬臨終前的遺囑“以後別吃這麼多。”

自此「減肥的風氣」亦在這時開始流行…

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feel the story is touching and meaningful...
and i'll try to translate it later... for those who dun really understand what it means..

finally i have finished my software tax computation assignment...
erm.. i think it was not perfect since i could not figure out how to put the word note at the side of one of the schedule.

cham la.. my senior in our group which is very expert in the software already resign..
and all what is left is all the 'bozo'
haha... sounded very bad to call my senior on names rite?

so have to ask my manager on monday lo..
dunno whether she knows whether the how the word 'note' should be put inside the tax comp using the software.

and i always feel sorry for not doing a nice job for my group leader and resulting she need to do more for us.

if you wanna ask me which is the richest among chinese community i cannot tell u which one exactly but definately hokkien at my housing area are the richest
why?
because they can play the fireworks and fire crackers non stop since the mid night until this very moment i'm blogging.
bing bing bang bang bing bing bang bang...
it's just like chinese new year.
everyone are suppose to celebrate.
and the police are jus pretend to be deft 2nite.

数到五答应我~~曹格

第一次看着你 就为你心动
第二次看见你 我竟然失控
是我的错 请你原谅我
第三次看见你 想要告诉你
我真的爱你 是真的爱你
第四次看着你 我有些要求
请你能够 安安静静的聆听
一.让我保护你
二.让我照顾你
三.所有的要求不能当作游戏
四.接受这命运
五.永远不分离
说你愿意
那最后一个一定要说你愿意
Want be your lover want be your man
我只希望给你多一点
我只要你开心多一点
Can you be my lover dont wanna be your friend
给你幸福每一天
给你幸福到永远
因为我Want be your lover want be your man
说你害怕 因为受过伤
不需要害怕 因为我不是他


BACK AT ONE ~~~Brian McKnight
It's undeniable that we should be together.
Unbelievable, how I used to say that I found her.
The basis that you need to know
If you just don't know how I feel,
Then let me show you that now I'm for real
If all the things in time, time will reveal yeah.

Chorus:
One, you're like a dream come true,
Two, just wanna be with you,
Three, girl it's plain to see,
That you're the only one for me and
Four, repeat steps one through three,
Five, make you fall in love with me,
If ever I believe my work is done,
Then I'll start back at one.

So incredible, the way things work themselves out
And all emotional, once you know what it's all about
And undesirable, for us to be apart
Never would of made it very far
Cuz you know you got the keys to my heart cuz.

Repeat Chorus:

Say farewell to the darkened nights,
I see the coming of the sun.
I feel like a little child, whose life has just begun
You came and bring life into the lonely heart of mine.
You threw out the life line
Just in the nick of time.

Repeat chorus:


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found that this two song seems very simliar in the lyrics...
maybe this would be the valentine hits song this year huh...
count to five.. promise me to marry me..
hahaha

i've been listening to gary's album for the whole morning.
found out that his album is very intersting and
is not those whole album only got a few songs which are nice singer.
and he is not those type of singer who sell his face and sing.
i think he is very very much telented.
and is one of the album i like it very much lately.

just wanna say gary's album is out..
go to the cd shop and ask for it..
it's definately on sale.

my chinese new year ang pow collection



my hello kitty ang pow pack from my aunty...



different ang pow pack from same company which is OCBC bank



guess which ang pow pack have the most money inside?

this is my new bag which i asked my mom to get for me..
mayb i should call it 'xiao hong' since it looks so red.
i would feel that the bag does not match with the image that i usually present in front of many poeple.

but who cares this is a brand new year..
just wish that there is a change in my feel and there would be much more better things which is going to happened in the future. 

this is a new album from gary chao ge...
just loaded his album into my media player..
but i really like his superwoman.
hope that this is a album which i can listen for a long long while.



the whole album and the lyrics book

i'm gonna make a chage on the side bar of this blog..
wanna make it a bit warm.
however it might take me some times.
waiting for myself to be satisfied with what i feel and wanna present about things that i like.

waiting for what is coming soon k..

why wanna change?
cos i'm bored la..

wanna get something special
because i already get something new for myself and now i wanna get something new for my blog.

i'll be going off to penang for chinese new year holiday for 3 days..
so friends..
you might not get any update form me for the moment.
so..
will see what i can do when i'm back.

4 Jobs I’ve had In My Life:
--> trainee.. dunno what to call because i just go there present myself and online. why? because my uncle say wanna let me learn computer.
--> tax trainee at jessy's dad office. learn a lot of things about personal tax. and i'm very daring to say that my personal tax is definately better than zen :P
--> temporary data entry accounts assistant at a company which sells body care product. and their accounts really is very terrible and there is definately not enough staff to handle the job on hand.i wonder how they are going to expand with the competition of two other bigger competitor?
--> working for about 6 months in the current company. and this company is consider one of the big4 accounting firm lur.. started in the industry of tax.. but i'm still not satisfied. cos wanna join audit where everyone say.. u'll see more in audit.

4 Movies I Could Watch Over and Over:
never think of any movie i would watch over and over again.
maybe should be
the lord of the rings
beautiful mind.. (because it's a meaningful and memorable movie to me)
forest gump
matrix

4 TV Shows I Love(d) to Watch:
CSI (anyone of it.. including miami and new york)
the amazing race
ALIAS
full house

4 Places Where I’ve Lived:
Shah Alam, where my mom and dad stay when they are carrying me
Taman Wahyu, when i was born until i was about 3-4 years old
Jalan Ipoh, current resident have been staying here for more than a decade about 15 years
Chulia Street Penang, my grandma's house only during chinese new year

4 Places I’ve Been On Vacation To:
Penang
PD
Singapore
Taiwan

4 Places I Would Rather Be:
at home
at home
at home
at home online

4 Of My Favourite Foods:
Chocolate
anything with chocolate
Mee
Cheese cake

4 Websites I Visit Daily:
My blog
Yahoo mail
Yahoo! game
MSn

4 Beautiful People Worth Tagging:
Whoever wants to do it....

just realised that me and joo just rarely take photo together.
i just wonder why?

other couple would like to take picture together regardless of where they go.
and i just seems to realised that we rarely and hardly ever take photo together.

why?
should i post this question to him?
or should i post this question to myself.

is it because i'm too busy taking other poeple's picture?
or he never thinks that there is a necessity that we need to take picture together?

i wonder why and wonder how?
how should i express to him i really want us to really take picture together so that i can have a picture to show to others saying oh.. this is my bf?

herm..
sometimes i kindda hate chinese new year.
why?
because i hate being asked a few question.
do you have a boy friend?
when are you going to settle down?
how is your boy friend ar?

huh?
is those question make a different in your live if i really answer yes or no?
because you need to prepare ang pow if i got plans to get married this year?
come on...
i just started my courier.
the world is just to big for me to swim.
i just wanna see more things and blog more in this blog...
to me.. i think it's not the time yet.

what does freedom with a responsibilty means to you?

i'm pondering about it now.

today is the second day of the chinese new year.
went to visit two relative and it serves as an eye opener for today.

the first relative is my nanny aka my grandma's sister.
she is the one who take care of me when i was still a little gal.
it seems that other than chinese new year day,
we are just lack of contact and did not see each other than much and
i just feel that the relationship is not as close as previously.

her daughter works as a tax manager with a multi national company based in S'pore.
trough the conversation with her today
i realised that there is a deep sea out there for me to swim with.
i must work very very hard to lay out my foundation and
start to realised how things are work out and not just
draw out the proposal on the paper.

i have to realised that sometimes when you think on the paper the things might not actually work in reality.
on the other hand a lot of work need to be done.
such as understand the client's business and understand what is the industry requirement.
and i would work my way towards the aim of serving my client better.

annother relative is my mom's uncle.
he just got strok last year.
and this year he already have to stay at the old folks home.
i just pray that i would treat all my parents and grand parents better and they would not ill treat themself
and they would take care of themself
so that they would not have to stay in the old folks home in the future.

to me it seems like poeple who are staying at the old folks home are very very pityful.
they are just a bunch of old people who are sick and thier kids whom they brought them up with all thier hard work send them there with the excuse of not being able to take care of them and no time to take care of them.

last year when we visit my mom's uncle,
he was still a very very healthy person.
and now he had to stay at the old folks home.
and god took away his smile.
and god make half of his body parrelised.

so i just wanna pray very hard so that this does not happened to anyone who is close to me.
hope they are healty all the way.

first of all wanna wish everyone happy chinese new year.

then... cham lur.. since i've started working..
my chinese new year ang pow from all the uncles
'strink water' d lo...
tat's a very very terrible news for me..
since my yearly extra ordinary income had decrease d...
and there is no annual bonus from the company yet since i only started working for less than a year. and bonus will have to wait until july leh...
terrible news for me..
ai... just let me forget about it lur...

my chinese new year resolution is to be promoted to senior 2 by this year during june or april's evaluation.
why i'm so eger to get promoted?
yes i'm desperate for promotion
since i have to be promoted in order for the firm to pay for me for my annual subscription for the professional qualification of acca.

it would be a burden to me currently, since my pay is not so high and to pay the subsription would covers about half of my salary lur...

i'll work my ass up to achive my target this year..
and i would like to achive annother target of being able to drive to work by mid of this year.

today i went home at about 9.30pm...
it's not because it is very peak period and i have to OT until 9.00 pm.
it is just because a lot of are doing last minute shoping lo...

a lot of people going to 1u and the curve and tesco to do their last minute shopping.
chinese new year is a season of spending money and sharing the happinest with each other

all the while i have not been earning any money.. and all the while cny is the time for my dad to spend his money to buy things for others.

erm... because of chinese new year i think i've almost spend all of my salary buying this and that. the most i spend on is buying my clothes and also drinks

this year i bought 100 plus and coke light yeos kek hua and also rebina...
you can request for chinese tea as well..
but too bad there is only the 'wang wang' biscut that i bought for chinese new year.
i'm wondering whether i should go and buy the 'nga gu' since my friends are coming over to my house during chinese new year.

erm.. cny mood is coming...
wondering i should post some cny song on my blog during the cny?
haha...

yeah this is the time i feel chinese new year is coming...
i love chinese new year...
and guys.. and gals.. enjoy your chinese new year lo..

next month will be a new milestone in my career.
why? i would be having my confirmation that my work performance is up to satisfactory level.

annother bonus on top of the the confirmation is my promotion.
hehehe... i'm promoted up a level as tax semi-senior...
i think that was quiet fast for someone who is new and not very experience in tax.

i think attitude towards doing things would play an important part in doing things.
ability to admit what you have done wrongly is the main point in the career path.

i'm a bit surprise that i was promoted as such a fast pase...
but i think i would want myself to remain humble.
and keep the heart of willing to learn all the time.
and also respect my two senior even they are still at the same position when they come into the company.
but i jus feel weird that promoted but cannot tell anyone
hahaah
except my GL, Senior tax manager and Director know about it.

You Should Be A Libra

What's good about you: A total charmer, you easily find friends and allies What's bad about you: You have a secret side that's easily confused and depressed In love: you enjoy flirting, dating, and the whole process of falling for someone In friendship, you're: very social ... you rather be with your friends than be alone Your ideal job: fashion designer, makeup artist, or song writer Your sense of fashion: very feminine / masculine (depending on your gender) You like to pig out on: sweet stuff like ice cream and french toast

eh... shouldn't this be goh joo joo's star sign? herm.....

sometimes i wonder whether you would feel that you are disturb by people who drink their coffee or milo in a very loud manner like they would sound 'shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhuuuuuuuuuup' everytime they drink their coffee or milo.

i think that is very rude to the colleague who are sitting together with you in the same group.
and i think that really disturb the working mood for myself.

sometimes i wonder how come you have so much time to go and make coffee and you can drink the coffee about 3-4 times a day.
i know the coffee of the company is free but.. don't you think that is kindda too over for you to utilsed the company's benefit.
mayb about 8 and a half hour working half hour you spend it drinking and making your coffee?
erm.. i think that is not productive and not professional at all.

i wanted to sound the fuller.
however i think i would not.
why?
because first and foremost he is my senior.
and secondly he is a guy..
it's bad for a gal to 'tegur' the guy in front of a lot of people.
i never understand about this concept.
because i think gal and boy is indifference.
however in reality yes there is difference.
even we are talking about gal and boy should be having the equal right nowadays.
i would think that the perception as guy would wanna maintain their 'air muka' is always very clearly stated in thier mind.

so now i'm a bit better in the sense that i would not say anything in front of the guy in front of many poeple...
instead i just post it into my rubbish + bull shit blog...
so .. sorry for those who are reading and you have read annother bull shit post...

have you ever think that blogging is actually a very open stuff?
meaning that anyone who have internet access would be able to read whatever rubbish you have posted on your blog if they 'accidentally' or intentionally bump into your blog.

have you ever complaint about others in your blog and you wonder whether they would be so 'hou choy' and bump into your blog and see what you are 'bull shitting' inside your blog?

erm... no worries.. if someday somebody come and tell you i've read your blog...
i agreed with what you think and this and that.
ha... imagining again.

however i feel that blogging is in between of wanting to be disclosed or do not what to disclose what you feel and think.

something there are dark secret that you would not be willing to tell anyone so you would not be blogging it out in your own blog.

however what i like about the blog is the feeling of sharing your thoughts and knowing that someone out there would spend their precious time to read your 'bull shit'

at the same time blogging also helps me to train myself to write and write and 'bull shit' all the way. mayb this is one of my secret of getting my acca at one go...
hahaha....

annother thing i wanted to talk about blogging is that helps me release my stress. enble me to do complaint as 'terible' as i could.
haha...

oops... just realised that i've complaint about my two senior and my boss knows about it? huh 'blink blink with innocent eyes'

erm... i have nothing to say for what i've written inside the blog here.
because sometimes it's just pure 'bull shit' and i would not be held responsible for what i've blog here...

thanks and best regards...
owner of this 'bull shit' blog....
t0m@k0