tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

this is a sorry about the love of a mother.. true love oh =p

i'm a perfectionist sometimes... i do not like things to be imperfect...
but sometimes in life we have to let go cos things in life are not always perfect...
i really really enjoy doing things my way... but i would be willing and ready to let go as and when i need to do so:P

i'm a total nite cat... like to stay up all nite.. doing nothing...
i'm awake... so lonely while everyone is fast to sleep and meeting their dream gal or dream guy...
but to me... i'm always a nite person and i do not like to wake up so early.. at nite is the time which i might work more effectively...

me and my dad... do we look alike? 

my dad and grandpa and me before my uncle went to england 

me and my cousin 

this is me also cute rite? 

this is a picture taken during a visit in kfc many many years ago... 

wow.. my dad sure look a lot like the mixture of jerry yan and zhai zhai.... so handsome... 

goosh.....
wat? raining... again? hahaha.....
carzy liao... okok study study... must fight the sleepy creature....
countdown 3 days more to go lo....
hehehe

today was merdeka day and i promise my friend and boy friend that we would count down for merdeka.. and i went to sleep again...
i felt guity and sorry that i did not fulfill my promise...
erm.. why m ialways doing that huh?
what had happened to me?

2moro is merdeka day... gonna b 47 years old b'day for malaysia/malaya
wanna countdown and celebrate... but cannot...
cos it is exam time...
and i could not being able to go to penang to visit my grand parents..
but...
the most important thing is pass the exam...::P

sometimes i dun like how people do things
but we should really appreciate what others done for us...
sometimes it is really troublesome..
and they need to purposely travel really far just to help us to complete something...
and what we do is just to sit there and wait..
and also keep on complaint as things went wrong..

gotta focus sum more...
focus focus....
exam is next week..
focus...

sunday is always good.. this is what bee told me
to me... a lot of things is in between good and no good and it is really your choice to decide whether it is good or not
this two weeks are exam weeks..
and just finised two exam and one more to go...
life is just once...
it is either you enjoy it or... suffer with it lo
:P

doing a count for the acca blog.. but i really wonder whether to do a count for this blog... do i really care whether there is anyone droping by my blog?
dunno ar

i think sometimes i'm really greedy.. dapat betis mahu peha...
why? it is this is the man kind generalisation?
when u get a lot... you want more and more

heard faye wong's song...i do...
reminds me about a friend... yu yee
actually i've been trough a lot with her and without her...
about 4-5 years... my life would be surrounded by her....
but now...
she seems like get out of my life... and also have her new life and also new boy friend...
i was quiet up set about her leaving her x sometimes ago..
i was concern... but she said nothing about it....
what shall i do?
seems so empty when i see her again..
or is it the emptness between us that causes me to think that she is very lonely deep inside her...
maybe it is all inside my head...
"in your head.. in your head... zombie... zombie... zombie... zombie..."
why do we need to live like zombie everyday...????
is it just that we are lonely? then we need to find someone to accompany us?

like to chat with my friend bee...
or to say my sister... altough we had not seen each other for like two or three years but we seem to concern about each other because.. we online everyday and... we always chat and chat and chat...
thanks a lot bee

today is the day my family worship my grandfather....
my grandfather had passaway for more that 10 years already...
but i think i still miss the time that i've spend with him...
he is really really taking a very good care over me...
but it is really pitty that he only exists in my life for 10 years...
it is really really short for me....
but... i do really appreciate what he had done to bring me up as a well educated person...
if he is somewhere that he could read this i would really really like to thank him for his great job...
yo yo... thanks for ur great job..:P