tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

我只想在你停歇时
做一个平平安安的海港
让你什么 什么都不必惊慌

又或许在你流浪时
做一个什么都有的背囊
让你的疲惫都往里头装

或许我就是爱上你的简单
清清楚楚不需要胡思乱想
其实我的爱就是这么简单
两情相悦就可陪你到地老天荒

或许我就是爱上你的简单
清清楚楚不需要胡思乱想
我只想爱你爱得这么简单
在你身旁静静陪你渡过喜怒哀伤
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like this song very very much dunno since when i have listen to it on the radio. feel really really special simple and comfortable lo.
love is just simple when you want it to be.

today~~
morning i ask my dad to fetch me to the KTM station in sentul so that i can take the commuter to Mid- Velly. According to the news paper there would be a new KTM commuter station near my house. but i do not know when it will be completed. Hopefully it is very very soon. because the sentul KTM station is quiet far away from the bus stop and it is very very quite to get there. Sometimes i'm scared of walking all the way to the ktm station alone. even that i told myself that i'm bold enough to go and do a lot of things on my own.

reached mid valley early this morning.. the shops are all closed and not yet open. so i decided to go to Mc Donalds and sit down to have my breakfast while waiting for my bf.

at around 10 when the ticket counter opens, we lined up to buy the ticket for national treasure 11am. sometimes i feel that gsc system is very bias and not complete, in the sense that those people who are late and they get to buy the ticket first, sometimes this make me very very geram lo.

talking about national tresures, i wanted to watch the show because of nicholas cage. that is only the pure reason behind. like him a lot since the show which i've watched during 1119 class in form 4 and 5 in a tuition centre. it is talking about love story.

the national tresures is talking about a family who keep holds of the treasure of the country. and generation and generation that the family had been trying to solved the cule behind the puzzle/riddle. the movie was a bit funny, hummor, romance, exciting (about hunting tresure), seems to be amazed that how they could read the map by using the special glasses. it really does seems incredible to me.

after the movie we went to buy new year cards. i choose one for my teacher and 5 cards for 5 of those friends who i think is very very closed and i wanted to give them an appreciation? then i was hungry and i decided to go for the vagetarian pan mee.it was RM5.25 after the 5% service tax and it was totally not that nice at all.;) but what to do? eating at shoping center would be such expensive and we are expected to pay such price lo. and it is seems that i like chili paste more and more everyday.

after that me and my bf when to hunt for clothes since that he have not get any for himself. he say that he do not wanna get anymore red dress for new year since he does not wear it anymore after new year day. he picked two dress which is white, where he do really look like a 'bai ma wang zi' ^-^v he was over budget on his clothes since that he bought two clothes and also a pair of new jeans. i also get myself a blouse blue one to be exact. i really like anything with blue on it. this blouse is kindda exposed in my sense but since i wan some changes in the way i dress where i would seems a bit different gua.

then he have to decide what to buy for my mom. erm.. undecided since there are nothing much which is suitable for parents, and when i'm choosing rocky and think about what we should give my parents we suddenly notice that seng joo left my bottle at the dress shop. i was a bit upset because he was always so careless.. always only care about his things first and want me to settle his problem. i do hope that i have someone who is kind enough to protect me and never hurt me at all.so i might still be searching for the mr right.luckily that it was not when i reached home then only i discovered that my bottle has been left at the shop there.

then we went to kl and i wanted buy guang liang new album since that it was stated that the date of the album is by fri 21 jan. then when i went to the popular there was no sign of micheal's new album. and then i saw the notice saying there has his album would be delayed since there was some problem with the delivery of the new album. so sad.. wanted to own the new album by this week d...

then i notice this album call ‘幸福醒了' which is featuring song from the tv talk show call '贤途有你'. i heard a lot of promotion about this album in 988. therefore i decided to buy it. the songs inside are very very meaningful and nice also. suddenly it reminds me of the pirated cd. i do hope that his album would not get any pirate attraction.
i do really know that rm30 original and rm5 pirate is quiet number of diff. but i think buying pirate products is just like stealing things from others.

承认自己是个对任何事情都要求非常高的人。
但是，当自己不能够达到所要求的时候， 就会觉得...
如果自己不能够达到自己要求的，就不能够要求别人。
让自己学习着改变，
然后更加清楚自己所做的事情。

add something to the end of my side bar.
i think it is special because you could not find it in other ppl's site...
if wan see wat is it.. please go to the end of the side bar and you will see it.
hope it will make u smile on ur boring day;)

the two little xiao gua.. make me dunno whether wanna laugh or wanna cry ar!!!!
dunno hot to handle them.
love them very very much .. but they really come and mess up my life sometimes.
come and play online game.. mess up my room
chat on msn wit my friend.
wierd cousin huh?

just went to cut my hair short today.
like to go back to the same hair stylist cause the way she cut my hair i think it suit me the most.
but the price had increased d. from RM10 increased to RM14.
wow.. last time when i first cut my hair it was about RM6-8 only.
now already increased to RM14.
thinking about wanna keep my hair long or not...
but i think if keep long hair will not.
because if i keep long hair it will not suit my personality and i'm also a person who is very very lazy to keep and tidy the hair.
so short hair would be very nice for me.
but i look like a guy when i keep short hair...
erm.. dialema d...

today is mr Sing Sing aka SFS's(sin full sing) b'day
and also his last day of exam.
just wanna say happy b'day to him here la..
but i dunno he will come and visit this blog or not la

today is the day i get all the revision kit and most of the manual done for all the group. (unfortunately the original ftc manual have not come!!!)
and today miss chin said something to me which i think is very meaningful to me and i should remember it for the whole semester.

"they should be able to download the question from the website rite?"
"i know you are very busy with your things.you must concerntrate during my class."
"nobody is going to pity you if you fail"(wow!!!this is the thing that hit me the hardest inside my heart.)
"why are you doing all this things? where is the course rep?shouldn't he be doing this things?"(erm.. i'm not sure about it... maybe i've rampas all the things that a course rep should do and do all the things for him?)

i have changed my attitude a lot and a lot during the lecture to respect the lecture i tried my best to prevent myself from walking up and down the lecture hall.. but i think it is difficult for me. cos i cannot sit nicely during lecture. mayb this is just my excuse because i can do it for miss chin lecture why not the others? erm.. have to correct myself and show more respect to the lecture.

annother thing which i have not been doing for this semester is preparing for the tutorial class.. i have to brush up myself for the ACR tutorial because i have not contribute much of my time on the tutorial and most of the time i was doing non value added activity.

taking care of the course is something which i wanna do but i'm not strong enough.
i'm not fierce enough?? (i'm a very fierce person and very autocratic person)
i'm not dedicated?? weird man...
maybe i'm not suit for the position gua... think of resign for many many time when i faced problem.
and it has also affected the relationship for me and my friend.
maybe because they are my friend so they demand more from me.
but have they ever think more about me? erm.. i do not know what to do.
i do really care (in mandrin call 'jie yi') how my friends treat me.
and my bf said that i do not know how to be 'fake' and learn how to let go.
and i complain about them for so many weeks already but it is also relates to the same item.
therefore i would tell myself that from now onwards i would learn how to let go and treat all other people better gua.
^-^ (tee chong gambade!!!) p^-^q genki!!!jia you!!!

just felt relived and happy and excited today becaused of the following reasons:-
1) finally i have get most of the manual and the revision kit done for the course
2) tomorrow is holiday
3) my bf has finished his exam!!!
4) no class for the following 3 days
5) have time for myself to do a lot of things which i wanna do for such a long time
6) tee chong is goin to reborn....
haha..okie just put six since six is my favourite number and it is also my house number.

after so many episode finally johnathan and victoria are out of the race. the ego johnathan are so so so bad that i really hate him much.
i do really thinks that a guy should really care for the gals more if you really want the gal to be by your side.
erm. my bf's exam is over d.
have to let myself to get used to the life without him.
having lunch without him. and doing a lot of things without him.
wonder how it would be happier or?????

gonna update my blog this weekend.. give it a new look and a new feel gua... erm.. dunno i can make it or not.. wanna sleep d..

the two 'xiao gua' are coming to my house more and more often. and they learn more and more things each and everyday.
sometimes i notice that i've ill treated them last time and i wanted to treat them better since i dun have any brother and sister. they are the only brother and sister which i can have. to me they are among the most im portant person in my life which i think i would like to share all my things with them.
my uncle(their dad) always say that he envy me cos i have my grandpa to take care of me when i was young. i admit that i'm always the luckiest person most of the time but to be lucky is not enough and the most important thing is to treasure what we posses now.

this was taken from my friend's blog.
just wanna share it with people who come to this blog.
what is the meaning to be happy.

... for your child that doesn't wash dishes but watches TV cause it means he's at home and not on the street...

... for income-taxes cause it means you have a job...

... for house turned upside down that need to be cleaned cause it means that friends had came to you...

... for the clothes that became a little too small cause it means you have something to eat...

... for shadow that looks at your work cause it means you're in the sun...

... for yard that need to cut, windows that need to clean, drainpipes that need to fix cause it means you have a house...

... for complaints about government cause it means you have freedom of speech...

...for woman in church that sings in wrong melody cause it means you can hear...

... for dirty clothe's heap cause it means you have clothes...

... for tiredness and hurting musles in the evening cause it means you have worked...

... for ring of alarm clock that rings in the mornings cause it means that you're alive.

not much time to tidy and update my blog and not much time to do anything.. i'm so tired...
dunno when can i finished all those things..

last nite i suddenly become famous in FTMS 3.5 class.
the fatty marty call my name for about 4-5 times during the class and he will ask all the names of the people who are sitting in front and he will record down the names.
and after the first class i know he already forgot my name. but i do not know why he suddenly remember my name again after calling so many other names.
last nite onli i knoe why.
rupa-rupanya, he go and draw a picture of me and that's why he remember me.
he also draw a LAN for fui tzu and liw (yan er) and mei mei.
and he will always call shui me who he think very expert in formula.
and also mr manchester united.
the fuller siao siao one.. cos he go and record down most of our name.

today when i wake up and i saw something which the two 'xiao gua' who came to my house very often had done to my things.
they tear (maybe by accident) my time table and the tape it back when i'm not looking.. wat a clever feller...
the two xiao gua reli makes me dunno whether wanna cry or laugh.
i'm speachless..
sometimes when i see them and play with them i do really feel happy.
and i promise myself to spend more time with them and give more care and concern towards them.

slack? erm.. do something which i like it.
like and should do?
which is more important?
to be happy in life is the greatest things in life.
and to achieve the balance between happy and wat we should do i do hope i'm able to do it.

人生总有许多遗憾，所以还在身边的要珍惜，已经离开的该怀念

很多人，从小可以看大，这时你会发现，他们天生就是那幺的不一样。

只是，无需羡慕，因为你也是你，你的特别，他们也跟你不上。

翻动过去的记忆，发现自己走过的足迹，每一步都是自己，每一步都是美丽

青春，是生命的痕迹，过去，是回忆的累积

此情无计可消除，才下眉头，却上心头

总以为自己可以无视思念的存在，直到你出现在我面前....

多少人渴盼这一份注定，又多少人需要这样的注定。
又多少人明白，注定两字，不是能被渴盼与需要的。

如果我希望我的生日礼物，是能当你一天的女朋友，你愿意吗？
若我是一座城市，那幺我的灵魂，是不是你？

爱情永远只有三种情形。
第一， 你喜欢她，她喜欢你。
第二， 第二，你喜欢她，她不喜欢你。
第三， 第三，你不喜欢她，她喜欢你。

失去，或许是爱情里最可怕的字眼了。

这就是生命，总有很多事情没得选择。
但就算有得选择，也不一定是自己想要的选择。

爱情，是极度美丽，又极度残忍的

青春，其实一直存在，不管你活多久，你将永远青春

在你的爱情里出现过的每一个人，都可能只是过客。
这当中包括你的最爱，还有你自己。

心碎的声音，有多少人听过，有多少人能承受？

因为爱你，所以我老了，老了的人，是难以背负眼泪的重量的

世上情爱万万千，不屑一顾枉为人

幸福，不管是经过一番辛苦，还是轻松的得到，都是最难忘的
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just finished reading the online novel call 这城市 by 藤井树.
anyone who are interested to read the novel and visit the following address:-
这城市 ~~藤井树
like the above wordings.. give me a lot of insperiation.
motivate me a lot.

finally today i'm free for sometime with myself. do not need to do anything special, but never the less, i still have the course work and also the tutorials have not complete.
therefore, today i'm challenging myself to finish the part of the coursework which i'm assigned to do and complete it and also at least prepare some part of the tutorial.
have not have much sleep lately. only about average of 5 hours.
and my bf say that look 'horrible'
erm.. i dunno.. but i know that there is a lot of things for me to do and my task is very very heavy.

有你，人間有愛，；因妳，夢幻成真；愛你，方領悟真情，人生才完美，將不會有遺憾。
i've this net friend that has this weird weird nick name...
but i like them all.. sounds so sweet