tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

坚持相信只有懂得爱自己的人才会懂得怎么去爱别人。
只有懂得怎么去善待自己才会开始对别人好。
一直学习着怎么照顾自己，
也开始做一个没有那么任性和自大的家伙。

喜欢和小朋友玩，
因为他们是天真无邪的。

notice wasting my time doing a lot of non value addded activity.. dunno whether it is right or wrong.
wonder about it all the time...
wanted myself to be back to what i was when i was in primary 6
wonder i can do it or not?
hoping i can do that lo

tell myself nobody can take away your dignity other than yourself.
尊严是自己给自己的。
你想别人怎么看待你，就从自己的言行身教开始。
如果想别人对你好一些，就开始对别人好一点。
不要老是埋怨别人没有给你/帮忙你。
要对别人有要求，就首先对自己有一定的要求。
要别人去爱你，要首先学习怎么爱自己，然后开始把爱传染给身边的亲人和朋友。

About 2-3 weeks to Chinese New Year so.. Just wanna wish everyone happy chinese new year and my reguards are sent with the following new year card which i've bought yesterday ;)


happy chinese new year all my dear friends ;)

have a nice start today eating zhu chang fen tat my mom da bao from the market and immediately after i wanted to kacao people online.. yeong sang called...
he and his 'boy friend' came and pick me up for breakfast.
eventually they forget that i'm vegetarian again.
never mind la... i already used to seeing people eating meat infront of me, used to it d.. already ma mu liao..
dun really remember why i started to give up on meat. mayb because of my parents or my religion lo...
then i found that eating meat will make people more tiring and less energetic lo...
so this mayb one of the reason that i decided to give up on meat gua...

looking at my cousins being busy with thier homework.. makes me miss the good old primary days.. where i think that i'm damn hard working and damn good in studies...
really really miss those good old days leh. that is the truth for me. really miss those days which i'm hard working and when i will get beatting form my teacher when ever i got bad marks during ejaan and 'mo xie' that is when we would cheat. i know that is when i cheat the most.
gosh reli miss those days.. where i got those very very simple friends. but lost contact with most of them d lo...

annother thing that i feel sad about is that seeing kida have so much homework to do and they have a book call 'jia ke bu' where they record down wat are those homework that we are suppose to do. i remember that i've aq big diary to record it. and u used to finished most of my homework before i reach home.
to me school is just like the second home where i would stay until quite last and waiting for my dad to pick me up. this had not changed till to date. erm.. sometime school does become my nusery where i would stay and hang around. i think it would be fun hanging around and goin home late.really miss those time, especially during form 6 where i go in to play play (where a lot of people are talking bad about me behind my back hoh...)miss those time...
try the best to bring myself back to those good old times.

my handphone had ended its credit period. decided not to reload it until monday. nothing special. just do not wanna call anyone. do not wanna do anything.
life without handphone is still normal life rite?
just that i do not call anyone and do not reply anyone's sms or phone call gua.
anyway they wanna find me they can always find me trough sms or msn d...
remember that i'm a 24/7 online person.
now just want some time alone with myself.
wanna be happy and have a peace mind.

nothing special happened this weeks. so nothing much for me to post.
except that suet er went back to her hometoen because she is suspected as denggi case. wonder how is she now. should be better gua... really really wonder.
better do something about it. sms her later gua...;)

getting more and more relief cost most of the things had been settled and life is getting back to normal. temporary there is no coursework anymore. so happy and relief for me huh? and annother thing is chinese new year is coming around the corner lo!!!!!

to me it's happy and happy feeling.....

my boy friend had gone back to his hometown for chinese new year. dunno when he will be back. should not be so soon gua since he had completed his studies here. then poor tee chong is left alone in kl d. but to me it seems that live is back to the single and available life style can go out and mix around with my friends and do not need to make up time for him. however for me, prefer to stay at home listen to some music and prepare for my studies. have not done enough preparation recently... so terrible neh...

talking about studies felt so terrible that did not do well in my studies to the extent that i was still blur blur with wat had been tought and did not do tutorial. die lo... miss chin will always neg us cos we are not good enough plus we are not hard working enough.

like everyone's saying stupid is already bad.... stupid then lazy... that is double bad that means worse lo...
erm.. better do something on it...

okie lo... back to my preparation for presentation.

seems to be more and more happy now..
cos everything finally settled....
so happened that i'm trilled lo...
listening to guang liang's new song 'tong hua' again and again...
preparing for the presentation next week and hoping i could reli used wat i've learned so far and do the best lo:)

the numbers of denggi cases are increasing in Malaysia especially in Setapak area.(the place where most of my coursemate are staying).
it is very dangerous that you court denggi just before chinese new year where you could not enjoy the chinese new year mood where it is fading away when we are growing up.

just wanna tell everyone remember to take care of yourself during this period. be careful of where you go and remember to spray 'ridsect' before you go to sleep.

take care my friends!!!!

童话
歌手:光良 专辑:童话

忘了有多久 再没听到你
对我说你最爱的故事
我想了很久 我开始慌了
是不是我又做错什么

你哭着对我说 童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂 从你说爱我以后
我的天空星星都亮了

我愿变成童话里 你爱的那个天使
张开双手 变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局

你哭着对我说 童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂 从你说爱我以后
我的天空星星都亮了

我愿变成童话里 你爱的那个天使
张开双手 变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局

我要变成童话里 你爱的那个天使
张开双手 变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
你爱的那个天使

我会变成童话里 你爱的那个天使
张开双手 变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
你爱的那个天使

一起写我们的结局
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这是光良最新专辑中的主打歌。
好喜欢它呀！
希望可以快一点拥有它！
；〕

finally today i'm much free and can settle down and do things that i wanna do.
went to kl with my bf today. and went to the vegetarian shop and order our dinner.
the food there are not as nice as expected. to me i still like to eat at 'amata' cos the food just suit my taste. just wonder why the shop suddenly closed/moved. wonder when can find the shop again in kl?
just hope that i can find the shop again soon.
cos really miss the food of the shop very very much leh.

planing what i'm gonna do this coming holiday...
thinking about it. should be revision and revision some more.

jus now.. suddenly i've broken a glass in my room.
scarry.
the glass was broken into pieces and it was all over the floor.
i was scared that something bad would happened so i decided to call my bf.
luckily he was okie.
and when i sweep the floor, i was very very careful.
however, i ended up cutting my feet also.

我只想在你停歇时
做一个平平安安的海港
让你什么 什么都不必惊慌

又或许在你流浪时
做一个什么都有的背囊
让你的疲惫都往里头装

或许我就是爱上你的简单
清清楚楚不需要胡思乱想
其实我的爱就是这么简单
两情相悦就可陪你到地老天荒

或许我就是爱上你的简单
清清楚楚不需要胡思乱想
我只想爱你爱得这么简单
在你身旁静静陪你渡过喜怒哀伤
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like this song very very much dunno since when i have listen to it on the radio. feel really really special simple and comfortable lo.
love is just simple when you want it to be.

today~~
morning i ask my dad to fetch me to the KTM station in sentul so that i can take the commuter to Mid- Velly. According to the news paper there would be a new KTM commuter station near my house. but i do not know when it will be completed. Hopefully it is very very soon. because the sentul KTM station is quiet far away from the bus stop and it is very very quite to get there. Sometimes i'm scared of walking all the way to the ktm station alone. even that i told myself that i'm bold enough to go and do a lot of things on my own.

reached mid valley early this morning.. the shops are all closed and not yet open. so i decided to go to Mc Donalds and sit down to have my breakfast while waiting for my bf.

at around 10 when the ticket counter opens, we lined up to buy the ticket for national treasure 11am. sometimes i feel that gsc system is very bias and not complete, in the sense that those people who are late and they get to buy the ticket first, sometimes this make me very very geram lo.

talking about national tresures, i wanted to watch the show because of nicholas cage. that is only the pure reason behind. like him a lot since the show which i've watched during 1119 class in form 4 and 5 in a tuition centre. it is talking about love story.

the national tresures is talking about a family who keep holds of the treasure of the country. and generation and generation that the family had been trying to solved the cule behind the puzzle/riddle. the movie was a bit funny, hummor, romance, exciting (about hunting tresure), seems to be amazed that how they could read the map by using the special glasses. it really does seems incredible to me.

after the movie we went to buy new year cards. i choose one for my teacher and 5 cards for 5 of those friends who i think is very very closed and i wanted to give them an appreciation? then i was hungry and i decided to go for the vagetarian pan mee.it was RM5.25 after the 5% service tax and it was totally not that nice at all.;) but what to do? eating at shoping center would be such expensive and we are expected to pay such price lo. and it is seems that i like chili paste more and more everyday.

after that me and my bf when to hunt for clothes since that he have not get any for himself. he say that he do not wanna get anymore red dress for new year since he does not wear it anymore after new year day. he picked two dress which is white, where he do really look like a 'bai ma wang zi' ^-^v he was over budget on his clothes since that he bought two clothes and also a pair of new jeans. i also get myself a blouse blue one to be exact. i really like anything with blue on it. this blouse is kindda exposed in my sense but since i wan some changes in the way i dress where i would seems a bit different gua.

then he have to decide what to buy for my mom. erm.. undecided since there are nothing much which is suitable for parents, and when i'm choosing rocky and think about what we should give my parents we suddenly notice that seng joo left my bottle at the dress shop. i was a bit upset because he was always so careless.. always only care about his things first and want me to settle his problem. i do hope that i have someone who is kind enough to protect me and never hurt me at all.so i might still be searching for the mr right.luckily that it was not when i reached home then only i discovered that my bottle has been left at the shop there.

then we went to kl and i wanted buy guang liang new album since that it was stated that the date of the album is by fri 21 jan. then when i went to the popular there was no sign of micheal's new album. and then i saw the notice saying there has his album would be delayed since there was some problem with the delivery of the new album. so sad.. wanted to own the new album by this week d...

then i notice this album call ‘幸福醒了' which is featuring song from the tv talk show call '贤途有你'. i heard a lot of promotion about this album in 988. therefore i decided to buy it. the songs inside are very very meaningful and nice also. suddenly it reminds me of the pirated cd. i do hope that his album would not get any pirate attraction.
i do really know that rm30 original and rm5 pirate is quiet number of diff. but i think buying pirate products is just like stealing things from others.

承认自己是个对任何事情都要求非常高的人。
但是，当自己不能够达到所要求的时候， 就会觉得...
如果自己不能够达到自己要求的，就不能够要求别人。
让自己学习着改变，
然后更加清楚自己所做的事情。

add something to the end of my side bar.
i think it is special because you could not find it in other ppl's site...
if wan see wat is it.. please go to the end of the side bar and you will see it.
hope it will make u smile on ur boring day;)

the two little xiao gua.. make me dunno whether wanna laugh or wanna cry ar!!!!
dunno hot to handle them.
love them very very much .. but they really come and mess up my life sometimes.
come and play online game.. mess up my room
chat on msn wit my friend.
wierd cousin huh?

just went to cut my hair short today.
like to go back to the same hair stylist cause the way she cut my hair i think it suit me the most.
but the price had increased d. from RM10 increased to RM14.
wow.. last time when i first cut my hair it was about RM6-8 only.
now already increased to RM14.
thinking about wanna keep my hair long or not...
but i think if keep long hair will not.
because if i keep long hair it will not suit my personality and i'm also a person who is very very lazy to keep and tidy the hair.
so short hair would be very nice for me.
but i look like a guy when i keep short hair...
erm.. dialema d...

today is mr Sing Sing aka SFS's(sin full sing) b'day
and also his last day of exam.
just wanna say happy b'day to him here la..
but i dunno he will come and visit this blog or not la