tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

yesterday dunno why i suddenly fell sick. and i had a slight fever lur.
asked my mom to buy coconut water for myself.
and this afternoon i was quite surprise cos my mom called me to ask whether she need to cook something light for me.
really touched leh.
maybe cos she never really did such things to me gua...
always think that she does not concern about me geh.
always think that i'm not important to her.
weird thinking rite?

today go to college to study for exam
then went to kl tuition by tumpang sam and yenn yeen's car.
when i reached kl they parked their car at kasturi and i just went to popular to shop.
and i decided to buy fishy's new album without waiting for my boy boy to buy it for me.
eventough he had promised me that he would buy the album for me when he get his pay, but dunno why i just think that i would not want him to buy for me.
then found one jacky's album. wondering whether wanna buy it for my boy boy.
think for a very very long time, but finally decided not to buy it.
mayb will get some other thing for him gua.

then i went to the chinese popular and get the magazine i wanted to read.
the i jus hang around for sometime.
then i go to living cabin look around.
then i received sms from yeong sang who is a very very nice and caring guy.
he was confirming whether i've reached ftms.
and then i sudenly realised that my water bottle was gone.
then i go back to living cabin to ask whether my bottle was there.
erm.. it was not there. quiet shameful leh... malu saje.
then go back to popular and look for it.
erm.. the water bottle was quietly laying on one of the shelves.
i was so lucky tat i found my water bottle.
then i faster rush myself to ftms
and put my things down and book place for chui mei who does not seems to be around.
then i rush down to register for the 3.6 paper
and when everything settled,
i called my boy friend.
then he asked me to wait for him at the lrt station.
and when i saw him.
wah.. i'm surprise that he look so leng zai in his working attire
hahaha...

then we go and eat our dinner.
he ordered nasi lemak and i ordered 'lo min'
he was like rushing me to eat faster and faster but the mee was very very hot and my mouth and tongue got burnt every time i eat the thing...
i nearly fight wit him again.
everytime he also like to act like tat and which pissed me off.
cos the thing is really really hot and i could not eat very very fast.
i'm always angry at him about this.
never be a very considerate person

i think i'm sick lur
weird... always have a lot of things to do.then never fell sick at all
but now is exam time leh...
luckily exam is not tomorrow if it is 2moro...
i will be killing myself soon
hope i'll take care of myself well enough and get well as soon as possible.

茹: 哭 在我肩上痛快地哭 我安静感觉你眼泪的温度 希望对你有些帮助
恒: 你 总是轻易地把我看清楚 就算日子还有些辛苦 有你陪伴也很幸福

其实真的很讨厌自己还再等待着你的祝福
感觉一切都无所谓了
没有你的陪伴日子还是一样地过
是想哭的时候没有可以让自己依靠的肩膀吧！

茹: 沉默 恒: 微笑
茹: 哭泣 恒: 拥抱
合: 只要紧紧陪在我身边
茹: 你的脆弱 恒: 你的难过
合: 我都懂

以为我们是最好的朋友
以为我的难过你会懂
事实告诉我，我所想都错了

茹: 最难过时候就会想起你 恒: 其实你已经给了我勇气
茹: 不管今天或明天
恒: 各分东西 oh ~ 茹: 我们都要活得比现在更美丽
恒: 生命里有人来了又离去 茹: 我们都还是 合: 老脾气
恒: 难得坚持也是种幸福 茹: 到最后我们都找到了 合: 微笑的理由

或许我们只是彼此生命中的过客。
寻找着更美好的天堂和乐园，
而我们的相遇也只是巧合

茹: 沉默 恒: 微笑
茹: 哭泣 恒: 拥抱
合: 只要紧紧陪在我身边

茹: 你的脆弱 恒: 你的难过
合: 我都懂

茹: 最难过时候就会想起你 恒: 其实你已经给了我勇气
茹: 不管今天或明天
恒: 各分东西 oh ~ 茹: 我们都要活得比现在更美丽
恒: 生命里有人来了又离去 茹: 我们都还是 合: 老脾气
恒: 难得坚持也是种幸福 茹: 到最后我们都找到了 合: 微笑的理由

茹: 看着你我自然就会知道 恒: 就知道 生命中有太多不同的味道 合: oh~
茹: 一起寻找 合: 最真实的笑

或许你已经找到你微笑的理由了！
那只好让自己在街角静静的祝福你幸福快乐。

茹: 最难过时候就会想起你 恒: 其实你已经给了我勇气
茹: 不管今天或明天 恒: 各分东西 oh
茹: 我们都要 恒: 我们都要
合: 活得比现在更美丽 oh
茹: 你给了我 恒: 勇气

合: 生命里有人来了又离去 我们都还是 老脾气 难得坚持也是种幸福
恒: 到最后我们都找到了 茹: 我们都找到了 合: 微笑的理由

sometimes you tried very very hard to help poeple and sometimes things does not turn out the way you wanted it to be.
and somemore you got scolding from others and you are doing a favour for them for nothing and you just want them to get the best.
glad that i'm retired from the post of the printing manager of the course lur...
glad that i've did my level best.
and somehow i've faced all the up and down trough out my advanced diploma.
it does improve myself a lot.
handling problem crisis and face those people who are very fussy (in my point of view)
something which i learned in my life for this two years long helping others is...
you cannot be right all the time.
and sometimes the things that you do others might not accept it or appreciate it.
sometimes i think i tend to run away from the problems.
but holding a post which have the importance of the whole afa 2004/2005, i have to tell myself to face the problems and move along with whatever i encounter.
and also keep a smile on my face.
never give up is a commitment to myself.
and the coming commitment for myself is to pass the internal final exam lur.
regardless of whatever it takes.
i might be lazy.
but i must have the confidence that i can create miracle (for myself la) to pass the exam...
focus.. focus is the most important thing.
i always like to do things mess them up at one time.
this is one of my weakness.
hope i could improve it in the near future gua.

actually i felt so bad cos i say wanna help kwai fatt and the thing come so late and it keep on delaying.
actually i do not know what to do and i tried my best to help already.
i just hope that it is enough liao.
just pray that nothing bad would happen lur.

嗚啦啦～嗚～啦喇～～～呀嚕嗚喇～～～～～
o na la o na la a ju o na
呀啦啦～o丫～啦喇～～～o丫嚕啦啦～～～～～
ka da la ka da la a ju ga na
o丫啦呢啦～啦嚕～～～嗚嚕啦喱～～～～～
na na ni da lyeo do mok no na ni
呀喱喱～呀～喱喱～～～呀喱嚕呢～～～～～
a ni li a ni li a ni no ne
o欸o尹呀～喱o尹呀～o欸o也啦喇喱嚕～啊喱嚕～
he I ya di i ya he I ya na la ni no
嗚～啦啦～啦嚕哇啦～
o ni do mok ha na da lyeo ga ma


o na la o na la a ju o na

ka da la ka da la a ju ga na

na na ni da lyeo do mok no na ni

a ni li a ni li a ni no ne


o na la o na la a ju o na

ka da la ka da la a ju ga na

na na ni da lyeo do mok no na ni

a ni li a ni li a ni no ne



he I ya di I ya he I ya na la ni no

o ji do mok ha na da lyeo ga ma

he I ya di I ya he I ya na la ni no

o ji do mok ha na da lyeo ga ma

那首長今作菜時的配樂-鳴啦啦的歌詞意思

伊人欲來何時歸來
伊人欲去何時離去
我欲乘風飛翔
卻遍尋不著伊人蹤影
伊人何在留我獨自失落
唉喲……這該如何是好
伊人你若不歸
請帶我一同離去
唉喲……這該如何是好
伊人你若不歸
請帶我一同離去
link to the sonhg lyrics


on it if you wanna listen to the song ;)
jus enjoy it....

希望 - 陈慧琳 (韩剧《大长今》主题曲)


曲： | 词：郑樱纶 | 编：
看风箏 飞多远 未断线 看一生 万里路 路遥漫漫
看牺牲 的脚步 尽化温暖 暖的心 爱追忆 你的微笑

滔滔风雨浪 心声相碰撞 信将来能力创 心中的冀望
终于都靠岸 未曾绝望

看风箏 飞高了 未断线 看天空 雾散聚 是谁定下
看艰辛 不却步 步向温暖 暖的心 爱珍惜 我的微笑

看风箏 飞高了 未断线 看天空 雾散聚 是谁定下
看艰辛 不却步 步向温暖 暖的心 爱珍惜 我的微笑

滔滔风雨浪 心声相碰撞 信将来能力创 心中的冀望
终于都靠岸 未曾绝望 分开的眼泪 伤心相挂累
盼将重逢遇上 心中只有梦 一天终再聚 未来在望

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
like the korean version of the song reli reli nice.
but can sing a bit even not knowing what it is talkin about.
really like the korean version of the song

waiting and waiting for almost 3 days lur...
i'm suppose to give up lur.
to me... sometimes things seems are going the way that you do not want it to be.

wat is to cost to me of loosing a friend like that...
but winning back so many friends who do really care of me indeed?

mayb the result is already known.
i already know what i should do gua.
god bless her wit happyness and freedom which she always longing for.
thank you god.

god bless all of us taking our final exam soon...
to study well and pass at one goal.
thank you god.

exam is coming soon but not sure when is the date.
but need to study...
but the thing in priorty is to clean up my room which is in a mess now

this is my b'day present from the gang lur... nice hoh? 

sometimes i ask myself whether i think too much d?
sometimes i ask myself whether she still care?
sometimes i rather being left alone than thinking about the things between me and her

this year she seems to be totally forget about my b'day liao lur...
totally and competely... how hurt is this feelings?
sometimes i wonder am i going deep into the cow horn?
why should i care since there is so many people who cares about me besides her?
does it matters?
i wonder whether what i've did is right or wrong?
but it is seems that is my choice and she seems to obey my choice lur...
so sad.

maybe i should not look back and i should look forward lur...
there are so many things and people waiting for me to explore,
why should i kept myself in a box?
why should i seal myself just inside the small box?
i think i'm really too dump to do that gua...

last time april fool seems to be a very very fun day cos you can tipu ppl without getting others to be angry
since last few years,
april fool became a very serious date
because it is the death anniversary for lesslie cheung.

still waiting for the b'day wish from a friend
asking myself should i expect anything?

should i wait somemore?
we seems very distance and very different in the thinking liao
used to be friends which are so close
i always ask myself do i care?
does it make any difference to my life?
does she still care about this friend?

i ask myself should i care?
should i just ignore her?
mayb she is happy and satisfied with her very very exciting life...
surrounded by guys.. cos she really beautiful

i still care...
but i'm tired lur...

increase in bus fare 

this is wat's inside the b'day card 

b'day card special one.. from ju in and a bunch of friends 

thanks for all your wishes and b'day gift.

special dedication of thanks to the following group of people:-
erm.. who to start with leh?

sms ppl
loo hui ~ mei ling ~ jean yee ~ ker tyng ~ goh ~ micheal ~ joe ~ lay ching(picture message)~ venus(picture message) ~ mei yan ~ yan er ~ ching ~ yon hon ~ siew heoh ~ hui ling ~ evelyn ~ hooi lin ~ ei leen (picture message) ~ da da da da...
and some that i might have accidentally omited their names
~ special thanks to mr chow tuck him who specially sms me from australia ~
thanks once again for the big surprise that you have been given me ;)
(p/s just got hooi lin's sms today it was late for a day;)
(p/s haha.. jus found out who send the third picture message for me...erm.. so nice...)

tag board message
joo ~ jessy ~ chi ann ~ mei mei and soo wei~
thanks for leaving message in the tag board... thanks again

the special cd @~~@
thanks to sailor goon khan, sailor venus, sailor carol and sailor mei yin
then 'cao ji wu di mei sao nui'
thanks for your yer yer..
and i might be planning to put your yer yer on my blog in the near future.;)
see how things go..
it might be everyone who visit my blog might hear your wishes for me?

thanks to ju in for the special b'day card you made for me

thanks to a bunch oh ppl who bought the bracelet for me
and a very very meaningful b'day card
~jean ~ siew heoh ~ hui ling ~ gordan ~ chee seong ~ sam ~ yenn yeen ~ evelyn ~ Jacklyn ~ mei yan ~ king sien ~ yeong sang ~ and someone who i cannot recognised her/his signature...

special thanks this people who had celebrated with the cake with me
~ eileen ~ caroline ~ khai nien ~ lee kheng ~ ju in ~ suet chee ~
thanks a lot of the very 'surprise' b'day cake party.....
i'm really touched ;)

not forgeting to thanks bee bee
for the nice nice e-card ;)

and thanks to those ppl who had wish me happy b'day
like shu fan, wei kok, li yun, fui tzu, yee wen and many others which i have known...

thanks my friends you have let me have a memorable and enjoyable b'day
:)
thanks again

erm.. yesterday jus stay in the library and do things.
but din seems to study much wor.
then taking the bus to kl took me almost 1 hour.
i tought normally it would be about 1/2 hour it would be reaching kl.
erm... wasting my time saje

then put my bag and went to mc orange to collect the ftc revision kit.
waiting for the 'bolding' daniel for about 15 minutes ler... raining outside and then if he still does not come out i would be having less time to eat my dinner liao.
luckily he came out before 6 and it took time for him to look for the book for me lo.
but actually i really dun understand what m i really actually doing lo.
feel a bit up set la.
then he keep on asking me m i okay.
i'm totally fine but just a bit frustrated for being kept waiting for so long leh.

then i go take my dinner 'alone'
erm... seems very cham but dun feel like.
but my shoes are wet when i cross the road.
feel irritating the whole nite having class with one shoe wet.

but eventually every thing in the marty's class was okay a part than everyone from the full time class was tired after having a whole day intensive 3.7 class from uncle daniel.
and seems that nobody can answer the si marty's question correctly wor.
erm.. the day did went well other than my wet wet shoes.

thank you the following people

bee aka big sis
thanks for remember to wish me in msn as well as asking me to go to bed early

jean
thanks for the sms and all the help you have gave me all the while.

joo joo aka dear dear
thanks for being the one who share your webcam wit me on my b'day

(are you in the list?)
(do i miss u out?)

now.. the clock already strike 12.00 and it is 31 march 2005
i'm suppose to sleep early cos 2moro got early class.
as early as 7.45am
erm.. wondering what will happened 2moro.
till now wanna thank the following person

jessy.
thanks for you advance greating

loo hui.
thanks for the first b'day sms i received this year

mei ling.
thanks for you sms ar

helen
thanks for the first b'day card i received this year

kean nam
thanks for the 2nd b'day wish i received in friendster

chong leong..
thanks for the 1st b'day message i received this year

thanks for everyone who wanted and going to wish me happy b'day...
thanks for everyone who remember my b'day
and thanks to everyone who forget my b'day
anyway it is just annother day for me ;)