tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

we often speak very loudly in our own language.
and sometimes we just ignore the feelings of those whom do not know how to listen to what we are talking about.

now i realised how bad is it listening to what the other poeple are talking about and you nuts about what they are talking.
and they talk so fast and you dun even understand a single thing they are talking about.
it's sort of unfriendly cos you keep on talking very happily in your own language and the person who do not know what you are talking about will only be able to show you thier blank face.

so this year i will try to improve myself by learning annother language.
haha.. but dun tell anyone okay...:P

realised that i'm a really coward.
i really like to be in my own confort zone and really like to back out when i sensed there is something going wrong.

really willing to help anyone who aprroached me
but just realised that i'm not those kind of person who would wanna approach other
i'm not really approachable.

back off and now i regret for what i've done?
no because of misunder standing and miscommunication?

i have no idea.
i'm not the type of person who like to be in front of the crowd and and would not like to attract other people's attention.
but i wanna be outstanding
outstanding in terms of my work

but i'm still trying very very hard to find the balance between being outstanding and in the middle of everyone's attention.

try to learn that let poeple to be given attention to.
try to be as humble as possible.

wow.. a day at home alone doing nothing and i have all the time in the world to get enough sleep and nobody is ordering me to do anything.

wow.. missed this kind of life long long time ago.
finally i found it back.

have the time of my own and have a good rest.
really wanna go to the book shop and find a good book and then go to a coffee shop / cafe to sit down and finished the book.

wow.. that's my kind of ideal weekend.

too bad i do not know how to drive.
if i could really drive, and be very independent,
my ideal weekend would soon be realised.

jus realised that i like to be alone.
just realised that used to be alone.
but some how you just cant do whatever things that you wanna do all by yourself because you are not leaving alone.

i really wanna let myself to have a break and breakaway.
do something i really wanna do for a long long time.

i'll plan it form now.
how to let you all know that i could really realised what i want in the near future.

one more week to go.
and it's the day again.
i wonder whether she will forget about that day again.
i wonder whether does it matters whether she remember or she forget about that day.
aiyo.. really long long time never stay in touch with her already.
dunno how is she.

the reason behind not keeping in touch with her is because i do not care about her?
or because i've taken the wrong step at the very first place.

is it because she is advancing and i'm still staying at the same spot?
i still insist to stay at the same spot in our relationship.
that's why we have taken a different path in our relationship.
so why must i be the one who is connecting?
why not her?

why must the attention to be directed to this super nice gal?
i've let her down.
and she had also let me down too in the pass..
so we are even?

because i'm not a person who know how to express myself very much?
because i like to keep the things to myself?

i did not call her during my graduation for acca why?
because i know you would not be coming. so what's the point of asking you to come?
wish to share my happinest with you.
but is it important to you for me to share it with you?
i'm in doubt

I'm Sorry....

currently due to my work, sorry and thank you had already become the two phrase that i used most frequent during my everyday life.

and for now i already dunno whether the sorry is because sincerly i feel that i'm sorry so that's why i say sorry or just because of the sake of saying sorry that's why i'm saying sorry.

i'm getting more and more tired.
i really wonder whether i'm getting more and more fake.

i feel that i'm changing myself to a person who is wearing a thicker and thicker mask so that i could not show how my actual personality is.

i feel that sometimes people are very contradicting they say you do not need to come back since now is non-peak period.
and annother side they say i think the best is that you can finished your work by this weekend la..

what is that suppose to mean?
i wonder whether i'm not efficient enough so i cannot finished what you want from my side?
or i'm just too nice to you that i would challenge myself and do whatever i can.

i really hate this situation.

GOD,
i'm jus getting freaking tired.
about my work and stuff and having to teach junior which would always tell you that they do not have any experience and you have to teach them everything under the sun.

however i think i would like to teach someone who is willing to learn.
willing to assist you in doing stuff.

just feel that things are not moving on my side.
just keep on ignoring everything on my side.
just giving too many excuse to my client.
i'm just bad.
i'm not a nice person.

i'll be evaluated badly during my evalutation.
why? just simply because i did not perform up to the expected level.
ai.. cham...

you notice that normally those people who are working with the government,
normally are malays.
and chiense in the government department are very rare.

and today i went to the income tax department and i saw a guy,
not to say good looking but just,
erm.. very nicely dress.
and very 'in' with hair dye in light brown and also i think he put on make up.
i think it would attract my eyes when i see such office.
and also i think really make me think whether he is .... or ....
haha...

what would you do if you received called form the client
and the client told u that...
'you take acca last june sitting?'
'you attend classes at ftms?'
'are you tee chong that marty always called during the class?'
'you already pass ur acca?'
'no wonder your voice so familar'

haha.. i'm supprised.
i'm scared.
because i'm always in the dark and the client would always listen to my voice only and do not know about how i look like.
so to a certain extent i feel more secure.
yer... i feel very very weird la...

yesterday after my volentary OT,
me and joo went to ther curve to have lunch together.

the offer a set lunch at an attractive price of RM19 (including 10% service charge and also 5% goverment tax)
two plain rice, two dishes, soup of the day and also coffee or tea of your choice.
i think it's really a very very attractive offer.

if you wanna compare the prices with those small restaurant or those 'dai pai dong' of course the price are not comparable.
however in the age of increase pricing.
i think the price of less than RM10 per person for such lunch is a very very reasonable price.

after the lunch.
we went to cut our hair at IKANO.
or better to say, joo went to cut his hair and i went to trimp my hair.
erm.. i'm considering whether wanna keep my hair long.
since i never really keep it long since secondary.
jus trimp a bit so it would not look so volumeness.. haha
yeah my hair is volumeness and it would look like a 'dong gu' if my hair grow long and i do not take any action.

i do admit that outlook is very very important is a very important aspect.
since most of the poeple judge you with thier first impression.
so i have to take up my initiative to make myself more presentable.

after the hair cut,
we went to the popular at the ground floor of IKANO.
and i found among the bunch of 'cheap' CD there is the second album of 'ah cow'
so with the price of RM 9.90 nett. i decided to buy it home since the album i bought earlier was a casset version.

when the CD was rip to my pc.
i realised why i wanna get the CD.
not because i really mad about 'ah cow' (yes, that is history during secondary)
it's because the song really nice.
and with the price of less than RM10 which is much more cheaper than the price when i bought the casset why shouldn't i get the album to add it into my collection?

oh ya.. if you like any singer from the rocks record.
you can get some of the album (CD) at a very very 'cheap' price (about RM10 each) at the popular fair in IKANO.
i think this is a good bargain rather than getting the pasar malam pirated CD.
support the original..
haha..

for Micheal and Victor supporter... I also found Micheal's second album 'guang mang' at a price of RM 10 (if not mistaken) and also Victor's second album also '180 U-turn' at a price of RM 10 (if not mistaken as well).

there are circustances we can get things we missed out at a cheap price.
so if you are free and nothing much to do,
why not pay a visit to IKANO to visit the popular book fair (until end of next sunday) and see you can get anything you want at a good bargain.

when you have to go to work on saturday even without pay.
would you be more than willing to?
erm.. if you can learn much more things.
and the payout you would be able to see it in the future.
why not?

i think it's very very interesting that you spend time and you would get the pay out for all the hardwork that you have done.

maybe even other poeple does not know how much effort that you have put in.
however, it seems that you would feel the satisfaction poeple are impress when they noticed you are clear about the company background and know about the company from back to front.

i think sometimes it's not about whether you get any reward for what you have done.
sometimes i think i think we need to be well prepared.
prepared for the unexpected.
prepared for the unknown.

it has been a very very busy week for me since my senior had left and our group just left two people around.

so now i'm very very busy and i have to juggle around for the training i'm undertaking and also the work i'm handling.
it's sort of difficult to manage all things at the same time and everything going on they also tell you that it's urgent.
and you have to ensure yourself to have good time management.

I have a brand new experience that is going to IRB alone and also go to meet the client alone.
actually i realised that I'm not that brave.
I'm actually a coward.
however when things had to be done, i have to take my initiative to finished the work.
and last Thursday, I miss my training class and went to the IRB and also the client's place to see the client.

and now our group had took in some new job as in we are also undertaking individual compliance as well. dealing with japanese client. and you know what my collegue say?
my english also got japanese slang already..
haha

but i think japanese are those poeple who are very polite.
and when you get what they want,
they would thank you in and out.
'thank you thank you'.

and a japanese client called and ask for Michelle...
actually i told him that i'm Ms Yap..
can you imagine? my name 'Ms Yap' ----> become 'Michelle'
but however Michelle would be the name i used when i'm in primary and secondary.
and my Boss pulak become Ms Choy Mei... huh? what weird name is that?
hahahaha....

it's very very tired for me to work for 18 hours a day.
and yet the results are not so good.
ai...
what to do?

now my group just left my senior, the gal and me.. as well as my group leader (GL).
i have to try my very best to help my GL.
not only as a semi-senior in the group, but just to maintain the group as a whole.

today, an hour before i can go home,
suddenly our expat manager call us to varified the passport and prepared the engagement letter as well as the conflict check for the new company.

what?
we have totally no experience at all.
and my senior was there to complaint this and that and she dun understand what is the situation.
we dunno totally what to do at all.
pengsan.

but since we dunno the situation we cannot just pretend we do not know
we have to protect our GL.
and to defend the good name of our group.
try our best to sort out the situation.
and not just leave the shit and let the GL come back to sort it out.

at the same time my senior was there to complaint that our group has not enough capacity as there is only two people left in our group and she will be going no leave soon as her exam is around the corner.
then? what to do?
i think i have to discuss with my GL regarding this issue.

i would wonder whether my GL would be so cruel that she would not let her to be on leave leh?
haha.. i think she would cry in front of the GL.

anyway should i tell my senior it is good money better than corporate compliance and we can easily secure the budget that we had lost since we transfer out a big group of companies to other group.

and now my senior say we do not have the capacity to absorb it?
what kind of joke is she talking about?
i think if we really take up the job and we could easily hit the 75% target of chargeable time for the quarter.

erm.. i think people are always selfish when it comes to their personal interest.
anyway, nobody is perfect in this world.

Kuala Lumpur - Gangguan bekalan air akan berlaku di kawasan-kawasan di wilayah Kuala Lumpur dan Selangor yang disebabkan oleh kerja-kerja pembersihan kolam/tangki air seperti berikut:-

1) Tarikh gangguan : 2 Mac 2006 (Khamis),
dari jam 9.30 pagi - 9.30 malam.
Wilayah : Petaling
Kawasan yang terlibat : Keseluruhan seksyen 5,6,7,8,9,10 dan 52 (PJ State), Vista
Angkasa, Perumahan Rumah Pangsa PKNS Kg. Kerinchi,
Mid Valley dan Petaling Height

2) Tarikh gangguan : 2 Mac 2006 (Khamis),
dari jam 9.30 pagi - 12.30 tengah malam.
Wilayah : Petaling
Kawasan yang terlibat : Keseluruhan Perumahan Taman Sri Putra

3) Tarikh gangguan : 2 Mac 2006 (Khamis),
dari jam 9.00 pagi - 9.00 malam.
Wilayah : Gombak
Kawasan yang terlibat : Keseluruhan Taman Halaman Kesuma

4) Tarikh gangguan : 3 Mac 2006 (Jumaat),
dari jam 9.00 malam - 5.00 pagi (4 Mac).
Wilayah : Hulu Selangor
Kawasan yang terlibat : Keseluruhan Bandar Rawang Jaya, Sungai Choh

5) Tarikh gangguan : 3 Mac 2006 (Jumaat),
dari jam 9.30 pagi - 11.30 malam.
Wilayah : Petaling
Kawasan yang terlibat : Keseluruhan kawasan Taman Bukit Subang

6) Tarikh gangguan : 3 Mac 2006 (Jumaat),
dari jam 9.30 pagi - 9.30 malam.
Wilayah : Petaling
Kawasan yang terlibat : Keseluruhan kawasan Bandar Puchong Utama

7) Tarikh gangguan : 4 Mac 2006 (Sabtu),
dari jam 10.00 malam - 10.00 pagi (5 Mac).
Wilayah : Klang
Kawasan yang terlibat : Keseluruhan Jalan Kebun, Taman Berjaya, Jalan Istana,
Istana Alam Shah, Pejabat Daerah Klang, Pejabat MPK,
Pejabat SYABAS, Bukit Tinggi, Taman Botanic, Kampung
Pulau Indah, Kawasan Perindustrian Pulau Indah Fasa
1&2, West Port Terminal, Star Cruise, Telok Gong dan
Kota Permai.

Wilayah : Kuala Langat
Kawasan yang terlibat : Sijangkang, Batu 9 kebun Baru, Batu 10 Kebun Baru,
Telok Panglima Garang (termasuk kawasan industri)
Bukit Komandol dan Pulau Carey

8) Tarikh gangguan : 5 Mac 2006 (Ahad),
dari jam 9.30 pagi - 9.30 malam.
Wilayah : Petaling
Kawasan yang terlibat : Keseluruhan kawasan Perindustrian S.B Jaya, Sg Buluh

9) Tarikh gangguan : 6 Mac 2006 (Isnin),
dari jam 9.00 pagi - 9.00 malam.
Wilayah : Gombak
Kawasan yang terlibat : Keseluruhan Sri Rampai, Setapak Jaya, Setapak Permai,
Kg. Pasir Wardiburn, Kg. Loke Yew dan Flat DBKL

10) Tarikh gangguan : 6 Mac 2006 (Isnin),
dari jam 9.00 pagi - 9.00 malam.
Wilayah : Gombak
Kawasan yang terlibat : Keseluruhan Taman Setiawangsa


11) Tarikh gangguan : 7 Mac 2006 (Selasa),
dari jam 9.00 pagi - 9.00 malam.
Wilayah : Gombak
Kawasan yang terlibat : Keseluruhan kawasan Kondo Rustika

12) Tarikh gangguan : 7 Mac 2006 (Selasa),
dari jam 9.00 pagi - 9.00 malam.
Wilayah : Gombak
Kawasan yang terlibat : Keseluruhan Sri Gombak Fasa 8,9,10,11,12 dan
Kampung Melayu Sri Gombak

13) Tarikh gangguan : 8 Mac 2006 (Rabu),
dari jam 9.30 pagi - 9.30 malam.
Wilayah : Petaling
Kawasan yang terlibat : Keseluruhan kawasan Bukit Serdang (Permata).

14) Tarikh gangguan : 8 Mac 2006 (Rabu),
dari jam 9.00 pagi - 9.00 malam.
Wilayah : Gombak
Kawasan yang terlibat : Keseluruhan Desa Aman Puri dan Wangsa Permai.

15) Tarikh gangguan : 8 Mac 2006 (Rabu),
dari jam 9.00 pagi - 9.00 malam.
Wilayah : Gombak
Kawasan yang terlibat : Keseluruhan Taman Wangsa Ukay, Bukit Utama,
Taman Bukit Jaya, Super Home, Jalan Wangsa 5A,
Apartment Atheneum, Bukit Antarabangsa dan Kampung
Sungai Sering.

16) Tarikh gangguan : 9 Mac 2006 (Khamis),
dari jam 9.30 pagi - 12.30 malam.
Wilayah : Petaling
Kawasan yang terlibat : Keseluruhan kawasan Damansara Damai

17) Tarikh gangguan : 9 Mac 2006 (Khamis),
dari jam 9.00 pagi - 9.00 malam.
Wilayah : Gombak
Kawasan yang terlibat : Keseluruhan sepanjang Jalan Hulu Klang

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sometimes i wonder what would my reaction be if my staff treat me not good huh?
would i be very upset and request to change to annother group?
it's either they go or i go?

erm... i wonder...
however i think to be a good leader you have to hadle your staff well.
and to be able to lead them to do what you want.

able to monitor things that is happening.
keep them under your control

wonder how would it be in the future...

saw this trough an e-mail forwarded to me

Instructions: What you do is find out what each letter
of your name means.
Then connect all the meanings and it describes YOU.
PS : If you have double or triple letters, just count
the meaning once.

For Example :

JOEY
J - Jealously
O - You are very open-minded.
E - You are a very exciting person.
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.

Descriptions:

A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
D - You have trouble trusting people.
E - You are a very exciting person.
F - Everyone loves you.
G - You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H - You are not judgmental.
I - You are always smiling and making others smile.
J - Jealously
K - You like to try new things.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
O - You are very open-minded.
P - You are very friendly and understanding.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - You are a social butterfly.
S - You are very broad-minded.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
U - You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V - You have a very good physique and looks.
W - You like your privacy.
X - You never let people tell you what to do.
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.
Z - You're always fighting with someone

what my name means?
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
E - You are a very exciting person.
E - You are a very exciting person.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
H - You are not judgmental.
O - You are very open-minded.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
G - You have excellent ways of viewing people.

tell me what do you think of me trough the following link:-
http://kevan.org/johari?name=teechong

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網路流傳最動心情人故事：公豬的愛（好感動）

從前有兩只小豬，整天過著無憂無慮的生活，他們互相相愛著。

每天主人送來吃的時候，公豬總是先讓母豬吃，等她吃飽了再上去吃母豬吃剩下的東西，每天晚上公豬總是給母豬放哨，他生怕主人乘他們熟睡時把母豬拉出去宰了。

日子一天天的過去，母豬日漸長胖，而公豬則一天天瘦下去。

有一天，公豬突然聽見主人在跟屠夫商量，要把長勢見長的母豬殺了給賣掉，公豬傷心至極。

於是從那天開始公豬性情大變，每當主人送吃來時公豬總搶上去把東西吃的一乾二淨，每天吃後便躺下大睡，並且告訴母豬現在換做她來放哨，如果他發現她沒放哨的話就再也不理她。

漸漸的日子一天天過去，母豬覺得公豬越來越不在乎她，母豬失望了，而公豬還是若無其事的過著安樂日子．很快一個月過去了，主人帶著屠夫來到豬圈，他發現一個月前肥肥壯壯的母豬瘦的沒剩下多少肉，而公豬則長的油光發亮．這時的公豬拼命的奔跑，想引起主人的注意，表明他是頭健康的豬。

終於，屠夫把公豬拖出豬圈的那一刻，公豬朝著母豬笑著說：“以後別吃這麼多了！”

母豬傷心欲絕，拼命的沖出去，但圈門被主人關上了，擱著柵欄，母豬看著閃著淚光的公豬。

那晚，母豬望著主人一家開心的吃著豬肉，傷心的躺倒在以前公豬每天睡的地方，突然她發現牆上有行字：“如果愛無法用言語來表達，我願意用生命來證明！”

母豬看到這行字肝腸寸斷，人類聽到這個淒美的愛情故事也無不為之動容，女孩們為了紀念這段愛情，同時也表示沒忘記公豬臨終前的遺囑“以後別吃這麼多。”

自此「減肥的風氣」亦在這時開始流行…

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feel the story is touching and meaningful...
and i'll try to translate it later... for those who dun really understand what it means..

finally i have finished my software tax computation assignment...
erm.. i think it was not perfect since i could not figure out how to put the word note at the side of one of the schedule.

cham la.. my senior in our group which is very expert in the software already resign..
and all what is left is all the 'bozo'
haha... sounded very bad to call my senior on names rite?

so have to ask my manager on monday lo..
dunno whether she knows whether the how the word 'note' should be put inside the tax comp using the software.

and i always feel sorry for not doing a nice job for my group leader and resulting she need to do more for us.

if you wanna ask me which is the richest among chinese community i cannot tell u which one exactly but definately hokkien at my housing area are the richest
why?
because they can play the fireworks and fire crackers non stop since the mid night until this very moment i'm blogging.
bing bing bang bang bing bing bang bang...
it's just like chinese new year.
everyone are suppose to celebrate.
and the police are jus pretend to be deft 2nite.

数到五答应我~~曹格

第一次看着你 就为你心动
第二次看见你 我竟然失控
是我的错 请你原谅我
第三次看见你 想要告诉你
我真的爱你 是真的爱你
第四次看着你 我有些要求
请你能够 安安静静的聆听
一.让我保护你
二.让我照顾你
三.所有的要求不能当作游戏
四.接受这命运
五.永远不分离
说你愿意
那最后一个一定要说你愿意
Want be your lover want be your man
我只希望给你多一点
我只要你开心多一点
Can you be my lover dont wanna be your friend
给你幸福每一天
给你幸福到永远
因为我Want be your lover want be your man
说你害怕 因为受过伤
不需要害怕 因为我不是他


BACK AT ONE ~~~Brian McKnight
It's undeniable that we should be together.
Unbelievable, how I used to say that I found her.
The basis that you need to know
If you just don't know how I feel,
Then let me show you that now I'm for real
If all the things in time, time will reveal yeah.

Chorus:
One, you're like a dream come true,
Two, just wanna be with you,
Three, girl it's plain to see,
That you're the only one for me and
Four, repeat steps one through three,
Five, make you fall in love with me,
If ever I believe my work is done,
Then I'll start back at one.

So incredible, the way things work themselves out
And all emotional, once you know what it's all about
And undesirable, for us to be apart
Never would of made it very far
Cuz you know you got the keys to my heart cuz.

Repeat Chorus:

Say farewell to the darkened nights,
I see the coming of the sun.
I feel like a little child, whose life has just begun
You came and bring life into the lonely heart of mine.
You threw out the life line
Just in the nick of time.

Repeat chorus:


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found that this two song seems very simliar in the lyrics...
maybe this would be the valentine hits song this year huh...
count to five.. promise me to marry me..
hahaha