tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

our committee has been planning for an outdoor programme to enable us to attract more people to join us at a lower cost on us.

and suddenly last Thursday our advisor told us it's too dangerous to organise it at a public place.

actually i do not like this type of last minute changes...
and it seems that you are not agreeable with what we did in the first place.
if you are not agreeable then you should tell us in the first place.
and your whole suggestion defeated our purposes.
and annother things which i do not like about is...
since you say is democratic..
why it's a programme orginised by our own committee and what's the purposes of organising it at your own way?

if you want to object it ...
please infrom earlier...
do not try to change the plan last minute...
and end up still fall back to square one again...

I'm delighted...
why? cos my scanner revived...
can scan document in PDF format again...
:)

it seems since it last kena a lot of virus it stop to being able to scan document in PDF format..
need to take care of my printer cum scanner lo...
cos it really help me a lot in terms of my work.

yesterday i was sick (i think today as well)
and then i went to see the doctor.

the consultation lasted for less than 5 minutes and
it just seems like i'm the doctor i tell him where i'm sick he just give medicine accordingly.

hello? come one...
doctor... aren't you suppose to do a complete check on me b4 you are going to give me the correct medication?
to ensure everything is okay with me?
he didn't even take my temperature...
and when i came home i started having fever....
terrible...

okay la... I admit i do not intend to take the medication...
but truly i'm sick...
and my intention to see the doctor is solely to get the MC :P
haha it's not because i do not want to work..
but i'm sick but i just need a good rest at home.

hey doctor....
be more ethical...
at least take my temperature...
see whether i got fever...
but i do not like clinics...
it make me sick and wanna vomit..
hope everything will be okay for me today..
pray for me...
and hope you all are in the pink health as well....

*blur blur tee chong*

have not been updating lately...
there is only one reason,
it's not because i have nothing to write...
but I'm just a bit far damn too lazy...
haha...

busy with another heavy filing,
busy with another annual budget seminar.
need to hit target,
need to call people.
boss saying this is how you are getting revenue for the firm
boss say this is how you are going to move up...

i know i sucks in the area
make me more and more demotivated.
why doing tax at the same time you also need to do marketing leh?
notice when you are high high up there you do not only doing tax computation,
but you need to talk to people, social with people..
learn how other become so successful.

I'm a bit tired..
and people asking you why you still in D company,
i do not know how to answer?
wondering whether my career would go further...
and you even have pressure when the MD started to know your name
asking you question
and people are telling you, you are targeted to be promoted to ATM soon...
and i wonder how soon is soon...
feeling that my motivation is fading away
feeling that i need some counseling..

it seems to be very very pressure for me...
cos filing dateline is two more months to go...
make a lot of promise to my manager...
and it seems I'm giving a lot of pressure to myself.

I wonder whether I can take it anymore...
but do not think of leaving the company soon...
just feel a bit tired.

wanna balance my life and also my work.
and then the would like to learn how to handle people.
sometimes feel very tired of the junior...

Just hope that after merdeka...
everything will sail smooth...

sometimes it come to a time in life there are a lot of surprise...
and you would not know what you would be expecting in front.

and sometimes there come a time that people suddenly bomb you with their red bomb...
without giving any signal.
haha...

cant say that it's not possible.
just think that anything is possible,
it's just that whether you want to do it or not...
whether you choose to do it or not.

now just wanna wish my friend all the happiness on her new life.

王:你是我心内的一首歌
ni shi wa sim lai ah zhi xiu gua

王:心间开启花一朵
xin jian kai qi hua yi duo

s:你是我生命的一首歌
ni shi wo sheng ming de yi shou ge

s:想念汇成一条河
xiang nian hui cheng yi tiao he

王:惦在我心内的一首歌
diam zai wa xim lai eh zhi xiu gua

王:不要只是个过客
bu yao zhi shi ge guo ke

s:在我生命留下一首歌
zai wo sheng ming liu xia yi shou ge

s:不论结局会如何
bu lun jie ju hui ru he

合:好想问你
hao xiang wen ni

合:对我到底有没有动心
dui wo dao di you mei you dong xin

合:沉默太久
chen mo tai jiu

s:只会让我不小心犯错
zhi hui rang wo bu xiao xin fan cuo

王:不小心犯错
bu xiao xin fan chuo

作詞：阿丹/鄔裕康　作曲：曹格　編曲：涂惠源

雨　不停落下來　 花　怎麼都不開
yu buting lou xia lai hua zenme dou bu kai
the rain doesn't seems to stop the flower doesn't seems to bloom

儘管我細心灌溉　 你說不愛就不愛 　我一個人　欣賞悲哀
jinguan wo xixin guangai ni shuo bu ai jiu bu ai wo yi ge ren xin shang bei ai
eventhough i take care of it carefully you but you directly reject my love leaving me alone admiring my sorrow

愛　只剩下無奈　 我　一直不願再去猜
ai zhi shen xia wu nai wo yi zhi bu yuan zai qu cai
love just leaving back messarble i do not wish to guess anymore

鋼琴上黑鍵之間　 永遠都夾著空白　
gang qin shang hei jian zhi jian yong yuan dou jia zhe kong bai
There will be always white keys in between the black keys on the piano
缺了一塊　就不精采
que le yi kuai jiu bu jing cai
if left out one it would not be perfect/exciting

緊緊相依的心如何Say goodbye　
jin jin xiang yi de xin ru he Say Goodbye
How to say goodbye to the hearts which was held so closely?

你比我清楚還要我說明白
ni bi wo qing chu hai yao wo suo ming bai
you are clearer than me, but you want me to clarify

愛太深會讓人瘋狂的勇敢　
ai tai shen hui rang ren feng kuang de yong gan
Loving too deep will cause someone to act crazyly brave

我用背叛自己　完成你的期盼
wo yong bei pai zi ji wan cheng ni de qi pan
I betrayed myself to fulfill your hope/dreams

把手放開不問一句Say goodbye
ba shou fang kai bu wen yi ju say goodbye
let go of my hand and saying goodbye without asking any question

當作最後一次對你的溺愛
dang zuo zui hou yi ci dui ni de ni ai
treat it as the last indulgence for you

冷冷清清淡淡今後都不管　
leng leng qing qing dan dan jin hou dou bu guan
Coldly, drearily, mildly (I) will no longer watch (over you)
(and there after, i do not care about you no matter what happened)

只要你能愉快
zhi yao ni neng yu kuai
as long as you are happy

心　有一句感慨
xin you yi ju gan kai
there is some regret inside my heart

我　還能夠跟誰對白
wo hai neng gou gen shui dui bai
Who else can i communicate with?

在你關上門之前　
zai ni guan shang men zhi qian
before you close your heart for someone

替我再回頭看看　那些片段　還在不在
ti wo zai hui tou kan kan na xie pian duan hai zai bu zai
please look backwards for me to see whether there is any of the memory left.

just for fun to translate the lyris :) to what i think it means

作詞：阿丹/鄔裕康　作曲：曹格　編曲：涂惠源
雨　不停落下來　花　怎麼都不開
儘管我細心灌溉　你說不愛就不愛　我一個人　欣賞悲哀

愛　只剩下無奈　我　一直不願再去猜
鋼琴上黑鍵之間　永遠都夾著空白　缺了一塊　就不精采

緊緊相依的心如何Say goodbye　你比我清楚還要我說明白
愛太深會讓人瘋狂的勇敢　我用背叛自己　完成你的期盼

把手放開不問一句Say goodbye　當作最後一次對你的溺愛
冷冷清清淡淡今後都不管　只要你能愉快

心　有一句感慨　我　還能夠跟誰對白
在你關上門之前　替我再回頭看看　那些片段　還在不在


this song specially dedicated to my friend...
who his x jus got married/engaged on 070707....

i dedicate this song to him... is not bcos i mean the gal betrayed him...
but... with the meaning of the song...
i betrayed myself to let you go....

so... wish him luck in looking for his next target...
and also... wish that i do not need to dedicate this song to him again...
cheers....

PLUS :Pay Lebih Untuk Sami

KTM :Keretapi Taktau Masa

JKR :Jangan Kerja Rajin

PLKN : Perempuan Letup Kerana Najib

DBKL : Datuk Badawi Kahwin Lagi

RTM : Rehat Tunggu Mati

some of the very funny short form...

it's hard for me when you are tension...
and you try your very best to release it...
and you end of getting sick :P

just feel glad that i watched die heart 4.0 today.
quiet a great one...
at least better than HP5
haha... so bad for me to say like tat.
hehe... really nice show... and if you want me to say something regarding the show.
i would say... if you like action movie...
you would like the movie very much...
action packed movie :)

it's not that i do not want to update my blog... but it seems like i have not much time to do some quality blogging.

my pc in the office just being converted to laptop...
and with the laptop your responsibility become higher and greater...
and with that... it seems that you can work 24/7... haha :P

sien la...

actually life is in a mess lately...
why?
because it's peak period now..
and i realised things are in a mess..
as i need to take leave as my grandpa was sick...
and subsequently he suddenly pass away because his sickness could not be cured.

it's seems like things in life are just like tat...
people come and go...
and regardless whether you can take it or not..
it's already a fact.

i just hope that he would rest in peace...
and things will sail smoothly.

haha...
suddenly updated my blog...
with a lot of my tought...
hope it doesn't overload it...

因为刚刚把电脑format了， 然后有很多的东西都被delete掉了。
电脑就好像个刚刚呀呀学语的小孩一样，
然后我就拼命灌输它很多很多的软件让它能够恢复以前那个电脑。
可是instal软件需要很多的时间我也很忙没有很多的时间去照顾它。

电脑陪伴我的时间已经不知不觉有四、五年的时间还是觉得它是满争气的，
虽然我让它中毒很深，但它还是努力操作。
没有在我需要它的时候当机。

现在它已经被format了，也被防毒软体保护着，我会好好照顾它的。

Yeah... the latest show in town...
the hottest show in town...
all the ticket are fully booked and i managed to watch it on last Friday.. the second day the movie was on.

and i could tell you that the movie is superb.
it was being rated an 8 by the local Chinese news paper critic...
normally and usually they will give a movie 5/6 which you can go and watch and you would not think of watching it again.

however, transformer is different...
it give me a feeling that i might want to go watch it again.

and also being able to watch the movie on the second day it's very lucky and thanks a lot to jean who did the booking.
it was fun to watch movie with friends and rather watching with my bf all the time.

transformer is a cartoon who nearly every youngster in their 20 today will have a memory of it...
but it seems a bit blur for me.
actually I'm not that into this movie.
but it turns out a surprise for me..
and it's a really really great show which i think you should go to the cinema and you would agreed with what i wrote here.

go grab the movie ticket... which i think it's quite difficult to get nowadays... i heard the show was fully booked for the week...
crazy-man...

have not coming up to update my blog very often...

working is very stressful..
until my hands are shaking...
try to destress myself.

there are things which i'm upset about last week..
however managed to settle it..
try to talk to many poeple ...
and now..
i try to let go...

there are times which there are things which i cant let go...
things and job are keep piling up...
i'm trying to let myself to go to the best shape possible...

hopefully things will be alright soon...

发觉原来自己已经渐渐把你从很重要的位子给忘了。
然后彼此都不是心目中最重要的。

很难以想像自己竟然会把你的生日给忘记了。
虽然有有点迟了，
可是还是想告诉你，

我的朋友生日快乐。

have not been updating my blog as frequent as i promised myself.
have been making my life in a total mess.
have been stressing myself too much.

i just hope that everything would goes well.
try to move everything back to where it should be.
try to move up...

.... to be continue

Maybe this few days it's too stressful for me...
suddenly there is pimple poping out from my face.
maybe the deadline is near...
and there are too much things i need to handle.

however, today finally i managed to finished what has been dragged for a long long time.
hopefully everything went well and everything go smooth :)
work are coming in continously.
and i'm worried that i cant finished my work on time.

starting to be more and more organised...
starting to chart my work.
starting to be on time..
starting to move forward..
starting to advance :)