tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

i wanted to post a lot of things...
but when i sit down to post...
i forget what i wanna say on my blog...

is it because i've lost my inspiration?
nevermind...
it will come back soon.

hopefully will be back soon :)

极其平凡却又深厚的感情留在他们和我的心里，陪伴我们走过一生……


当你还很小的时候……


他们花了很多时间教会你用勺子吃东西……


教你穿衣服，绑鞋带，系扣子……


教你洗脸，教你梳头发……


教你擦鼻T，擦屁股……


教你做人的道理。


你是否还记得：你们练习了很久才学会的第一首儿歌？


你是否记得经常逼问他们：你是从哪里来的？


所以……


所以，当他们有天变老时……


当他们想不起来或者接不上话时……


当他们啰啰嗦嗦重复一些老掉牙的故事时……


请不要怪罪他们……


当他们开始忘记系扣子，绑鞋带……


当他们开始在吃饭时，弄脏衣服……


当他们梳头发时，手开始不停的颤抖……


请不要催促他们……因为你在慢慢长大，而他们在慢慢变老……


只要你在他们眼前的时候……


他们的心就会很温暖……


如果有一天，当他们站也站不稳，走也走不动的时候……


请你紧紧握住他们的手，陪他们慢慢地走……


就像……


就像当年他们牵着你一样……


极其平凡却又深厚的感情留在他们和我的心里，陪伴我们走过一生……

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孩子，当你还很小的时候，我花了很多很多的时间，教你慢慢地用汤匙，用筷子吃东西；教你穿衣服，绑鞋带，系扣子；教你洗脸，梳头……
这些和你在一起的点点滴滴，是多么令我怀念不已！
所以，我想不起来，接不上话时，请你给我点时间，等我一下，让我再想想……极可能最后连要说什么，我也一并忘记，请你体谅我，让我沉醉在这些回忆中吧！
孩子，你是否还记得我们练了好几百次才学会的第一首儿歌？
你是否还记得，你每天都逼着我绞尽脑汁回答你是从哪里冒出来的？
所以，如果我罗罗嗦嗦重复一些老掉牙的故事，如果我情不自禁地哼出我孩提时代的儿歌，请不要怪罪我。
现在，我常忘了系扣子，帮鞋带，吃饭时经常弄脏衣服，梳头时手还不停的颤抖…….不要催促我，不要发脾气，其对我多一点耐心，只要有你在眼前，我的心头就会有很多温暖。
我的孩子！
如今，我的脚站也站不稳，走也走不动，所以，请你紧紧地握着我的手，陪着我，慢慢地向前走，就当年我牵着你一样……

以上是一个孤苦老人写在敬老院砖墙上的留言，不知你看到它时，是什么样的感觉,是否像我一样心里一阵阵地悸动呢？是否那些尘封多年的记忆猛然地被它轻轻唤醒？是否早已麻木的神经被这一件件我们曾经都经历过的往事而触动？
我反复看了四遍，意犹未尽，我还伤感，想哭，于是我提笔在本上将它抄下来。抄写时，你知道那是怎样的感受吗？我抄着抄着，仿佛听见了父母在对自己说心里话！
这么多年来我，我总以为父爱母爱是应该感天动地，轰轰烈烈的，以至于我认为父母对我的爱太过平凡，没有给我创造出什么大感动，大恩惠，就连他们为我做的平淡不过的小事也被我认为是理所当然的。自从考上大学，我很少能有时间和他们在一起。不同的文化程度，不同的人生经历让我们陌如隔世，极其困难地交流也让我们的距离越来越远。就连那些小事，也一件件从我记忆里消失了。但是，读了这位老人的留言后，我才真正体会到：我的父母亲，连同我都是这世上极平凡的人，不会有什么轰轰烈烈，更不会有什么感天动地，但我该为了父亲母亲这朴素、平凡而又博大的情感骄傲！
时间如秋风，把流逝了的和正在流逝的一切像落叶一般卷走，一年又一年，这极其平凡却又无比深厚的感情只要在他们和我的心里，总会陪伴我们走过一生……

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saw this very touching comic at natural notice board.
almost cried after reading the comic.
(sorry a bit too sensitive ;）

but i found it really meaningful and wish to share it with my friends

evar since i'm a kid..
i dream of owning branded clothes...

but judging on my own family background..
branded clothes dream seems to be very very far away from myself.

so i promised myself when i started to work.. i would buy my L brand jeans..
yeah i did bought myself the jeans
but none after that.
no i never bought a new pair of L brand jeans after my first pair...

this week came the L brand jeans sales..
and yes i bought 3 pairs of L brand jeans at one short...
sekali gus...
3 pairs...
which cost me less than 300
haha :)

yeah.. development on the virus in my body..
fever can be controlled.

however.. cough has developed in very very serious cough
damn...
i gotta feeling
seeing a doctor is a must..
no point saving money for the company..
health is most important gua...

no choice no choice...
how about eating medicine?
... i'm speachless

again... i woke up in the middle of nite.. (3 am??) and thinking it's already morning (6am）

damn...
something has gone worst...

the fever seems to be gone...
cough and sore throat seems to like me very much...

pray together for me ask them to live me alone
let me have a little peaceful day.
need to focus on my work.
need to be very consistent.

finally today i dun wake up in the middle of the nite and post a lot..
still not feeling very well

but...
hope it's just normal cold and fever for myself.
hopefully i can recover soon...
cos i really damn dislike to eat medicine...

yesterday grandma and mother bought 羚羊角for me as chinese medicine
but i got a question...
is this vegetarian??

damn... i feel weird after drinking it..

have been crapping a lot this morning
hope it don't wake mr goh up.
gotta go back to finished the revised tax comp

a lot of things is waiting for me
need to be strong
need to have courage
need to have more rest..
need to take care...

ok.. enough of crapping this morning
go back to work..
and sleep a little ;)

i said i tried a lot of ways to cure myself..
strepsils, ho yan ho...

but i just realised i forgot to try pei pa go...
trying it now...
hopefully i'll be better soon...

otherwise...
have to ask mom to cook white porridge for myself.

damn...
why when i need a lot of energy
i fall sick.
why when i need a lot of courage
i became a chicken

why i got a lot of question
but there is no answer for myself?

yeah.. my 3 good friends...
sore throat, fever and cough is chasing after myself.
and keep on following me

fever doesn't follow me so closely and he came on and off.
and cough was developed recently
which i should not take ice cream and cold water.
damn myself.

sore throat became my best friend since Monday
do not wanna go so near with my friends since it might be contagious.
i should not have take vege rice on tuesday and fried rice yesterday.

so... the conclusion is i sendiri cari pasal punya lo?
ok... have to let myself rest more and
think less

damn.... is an error by firefox gua...
i guess...

all i need to do is just to restart the firefox and try to login again...
anyway i've registered another ID to write my chinese blog... hopefull will update more soon...

damn... dunno why... i was being blocked from using my gmail account from my desktop...
kanasai...
how could this happened?

i'm wondering wondering and wondering?
if that's the case, how can i do my daily blogging everyday to release my stress?

damn IE can access to my account...
but firefox can't

damn... wat's the problem now?
is it a virus?
or should i just restart firefox and try again...

i'm terribly upset now
cos my three friends are still in tag with me...
and i cant go into my gmail account using my firefox...
kanasai...
hopefully it is just an error by firefox...
nothing to do with my account.

always remember i used to post the thanks a million post to those who greet me happy b'day every year...
but this year i did not
cos i would think it's a bit fake if being done too often...
so... this year try to put my appreciation of the wishes from all my friends inside my heart...
just need to be greatful some people still remember my b'day.
arigato to all that has wish me happy b'day :P

yesterday was happy 7 years with mr driver and to celebrate 7 years itchy (七年之痒） which might or might not happen we decided to have our dinner at this newly open restaurant in 1u




it's a new vege restaurant in 1u which is newly open. read about it on the internet and bravo...
there is two choice for those who take vegetarian and wish to shop at 1u.
you can flip the coin (as what laughing ko did when he have a defficult decision) to decide you wanna eat at ground floor or 2nd floor.
both restaurant are at the old wing.
we ordered ...

vege curry mutton. the super friendly waiter say this is the number 1 best dish in the shop. so we ordered and the curry was tick and lemak.


we ordered passion fruit bubble tea as well.. how it taste? i guessed it's just normal and nothing special.

special fried bun which just match nicely with the curry.

also tried the spegetti which is just so so... but the waiter say he will request the boss to change the sauce.. hopefully can get better spegetti next time..

soup of the day which came together with the spegetti set.

after the dinner, we went to watch the movie knowing.
not an exciting movie
but it's jus a normal movie...

but there are a lot of preview of big hit movies coming in May.
yesterday was the first time i use my credit card for movies this month.
hopefully i can keep my credit below 1000 this month ;)

this morning the rain is heavy
my throat is still sore

i still need to go for work
god can get a cure for me?

i've tried everything
it doesn't seem to work...
nvm let myself recover slowly while i still can work myself to produce good result work ;)

gambade again t0m@k0

was reading some blogs online to kill time in office and i come accross this post on drawing line

i guessed relationship is difficult and complicated sometimes…
you can like many at a time
but you are only allowed to love one at a time

but what happened if you are in love with two at the same time?
then you are in the love triangle.
so what?
and at the end maybe everybody in the triangle will get hurt.

so relationship is difficult and complicated.
but i do not agreed to the action of a gal to use the kindness of the guy who have feelings towards her.
friendship is a treasure of life
not to use each other.

maybe i did the same thing last time
using others good feelings towards myself
to accompany me when i’m lonely?
kanasai…

so… my appologies to those which i might hurt them..
and hope that they could get a better person who understand them better ;)

work harder to create the best for the group
and myself ;)
gambade you can do it :)

I was reading other's blog...
some of them are together for 3 months and they are celebrating..
some of them are together and they are celebrating...

so.. i would wanna celebrate also...
7 years...
long long time and long long way to go...

happy 7 years anniversary..
after what we have been through...
would be looking forward for more years to come ;)

my friends ask whether i'm taking MC
i guess not...
cos still got a lot of work to do...
still got long long way to go...
wanna be strong...
took vit c already.. hopefully will be better 2moro.
my friend told me to sleep earlier..
mr goh ask me to sleep earlier..
but i'm still here blogging...
waiting...


hopefully i would get well soon ;)

i’ve been on vegetarian for like around 10 years and this year will mark my 11th year as a vegetarian…

so… this post i wanna express about is…
what’s my experience as a vegetarian.

there is a group of people when they know that you are vegetarian…
they don’t respect you.. and they look down on you..
BC you for lunch .. most probably that they are all carniovor eaters.
and some even is evil enough to say you sin too much that you have to be a vegetarian…
yeah… vegetarian sin… and equal to nothing…
that’s the bad things i noticed accidentally.

sad to know that… but
i guessed i’m just too kind to forgive them…
not forgeting to caci them on my blog.

i also got comment from others like…
dun ask me to eat vegetarian…
if you ask me to eat vegetarian…
i’ll rather die…
reli? i guessed the carnivoreness too muched in their blood.

and some really like act very surprised to know that you are actually a vegetarian..
cos i’m low profile vegetarian…
not letting everybody know that…
just those very close friends knows…

some even like always forget i’m a vegetarian…
keep on talking about meat..
but i don’t care…
regardless how tasty you told me the meat is…
i don’t take it…

it’s great to be a vegetarian…
but you need to be careful when choosing what to eat
not necessary vegetarian food is healty
cos there are a lot of mock meat and stuff which are oily and results to health problem if too much is being consumed..