tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

I thought our path would end there.
mana tahu, our path would crossed again

always got call from auditor to ask question
always got call form liquidator to ask question on tax
like i always can answer their question

but as a tax consultant which is very pro
you need to have all the facts at your finger tips so that you are in a better position to advice your client.

back to crossing path.
thought of ending my old liquidation job
i do not need to face the liquidators anymore
mana tahu...
there is another job which i need to co-operate with the liquidator again

who knows there are many more company which is going to be liquidated in the future due to the current economy situation
maybe we have more chances to co-operate.
mana saya tahu???

last weekend did a lot of things.

Saturday
morning we went to FRIM again for a morning walk. Never realised that the small small forest is actually so big ;)
and i’ve calculated how long we need to walk inside in order to complete the forest.
the sky was quite cloudy when we started to walk..
and goh joo joo say i’m ‘dark bird’ cos every time i wanted to go FRIM it will ended up raining.
but luckily the weather was just nice for us to complete the walk in the forest.
and the warm sun just rise and shine after we complete the hill ;)

later we stay home for a while and went for lunch at natural which is nearby my office.
then i went back to office to complete the review of engagement letter, billing and stuff..
tiring.
and also waiting for my old manager to help her to fix her computer.
but i did not managed to fix it.
cos i’m computer illiterate?
never mind will try sometime in the future.

then went back to have dinner.
family dinner with all the uncle
cos uncle Beng Kar is flying off to OZ
and might not be coming back for some time.
after the dinner we have small chit chat at home
and to my surprise my cousin hactor told me that i did something which i have no memory of it.
haha.. it’s either he is lying or …
i have suffered memory lost.

Sunday
did not wake up too early.
but suddenly feel like wanna try to cook something special.
so i decided to try to cook scramble egg
when i started to cook…
just realised the ingreediant to cook is not available…
so i gotta wake mr goh up and ask him to go to the supermarket

so off we go to supermarket.
there’s a lot of people in J and it’s just early in the morning.
we did our shopping quicky
tried not to spend too much of our time in the shopping centre as we might end up using more money at the end.
however, i found that the ingrediant that i’m looking for to cook is not available at JJ..
then have to go to another hypermarket opposite.

so off we go again…
again the hypermarket is crowded.
a lot of people waiting for trolley
which they do not know where to get it.
and you have to wait for long que even with the presence of the express lane.

after shopping, we went home and i started cooking.
tried to cook scramble egg.. but bcos i’ve not put enough milk scranble egg bcame fried egg.
but with the intention for experiment and testing..
we tried another one.
this time success but doesn’t taste too nice..
never mind will experiment again next time.

i cooked again abolone mushroom soup with a little help from campbel soup.
should be nice but yet there is room for improvement.

the afternoon was hot and i have to crack my head to think of how to do billing for the client which recently dropped us.
how to recover the time cost.
whether it’s profitable or not.

at nite..
goh joo joo went for sport with his brother
and i ended up helping his sister in law doing e-filing again
i should use this skill to cari makan and sponsor our Taiwan trip…
haha…
so.. anybody need help in doing their tax return????

today went to K fast food chain restaurant...
then we realised that the price had increased.
this shows how long we have not been to K restaurant...

and the best part of it is the food portion just got 'bigger'
it's either our appetite 'has gone down' or the food just happened to got 'bigger' in response to the government's appeal to the businessman to reduce the price to help the people fight the economy crisis.

now you can see in most hypermarket
there are a lot of price cutting promotion in response to the government's appeal
but whether the things are cheapper is a question
another issue that might arise is whether due to the price decrease
have we made any unnecessary purchase?
which we will not do when the price is high?

as a main market player
the S internet providing more and more SxxKing services

it keep on DC DC　DC lately on my internet services
with other internet player around... others might be providing a better services at a higher price with low DC rate
but still other player have their own limitation.
(as they are new in the market the area speed and coverage might not be as good as the current S internet provider)

good thing is S internet provider does not monopolised the market anymore
as i'm doing my posting here..
the c2pid internet connection got DC again..
damn...
it had make me more and more frustrated
how can it be?
when you provide service to others
your customer expect the best services regardless where and how the service being provided.

damn...
(why make me start cursing again????)
luckily the internet connection is back..
so i can post my frustration on my blog ;)

in order to meet the group budget i need to boost up the group billing
suddenly i discovered that the fees are not recoverable..
what to do and how to do?
damn it...
i do not know why others are charging so high?
what happened?for such a small comp
why charging so high
how my recovery gonna be?

(i gonna stop cursing inside my blog other wise my blog would be full of curse
which i feel that is so not myself)
need to start working
to earn more money for the group
in turn earn more money for myself ;)

... kena tipu
travel to taiwan again...
but this is what i wish this time...
three couple going to taiwan next year Jan

Taiwan gonna be very cold...
have to plan where to go
have to contact fren in taiwan ask them to assist
have to get assistance from fren who had went to taiwan b4

need to do a lot of research and stuff
accommodation is being arranged by friends..
but now need to do research...

so pray hard hard..
weather gonna be good when we go taiwan next year ;)

air asia you did it..
managed to ask me fork out 1k for air ticket to taiwan..

damn...
credit card low plan failed tis month
damn...
fail again...

have to work harder to achieve all the budget
so i get great bonus
so i got money to renovate my new house
so i got money to go travel in TW
so..

so now is action time..
hope it would be able to motivate me
hope it can push me harder
hope i will be able to succeed

gambade t0m@k0

說話 Speech

有時候，你被人誤解，自己不想爭辯，所以選擇沈默。
sometimes when you are being misunderstood
you do not wanna argue, therefore you choose silence.
本來就不是所有的人都得了解自己，因此你認為不必對全世界喊話。
since not everybody understand yourself, as such you do not response to the whole world.

卻也有時候，你被最愛的人誤解，自己難過到不想爭辯，也只有選擇沈默。
at times, you love one misunderstood you
you felt so down that you do not wanna argue
全世界都可以不懂你，但他應該懂，若他竟然不能懂，還有什麼話可說?

那麼，不想說話，就不說吧，在多說無益的時候，也許沈默就是最好的解釋。

以退為進，以默為辯。

至少要平靜

在你跌入人生谷底的時候，身旁的人都告訴你：要堅強，而且要快樂。
堅強是絕對需要的，但是快樂?在這種情形下，恐怕是太為難你了。

畢竟，誰能在跌得頭破血流的時候還覺得高興？
但是至少可以做到平靜。平靜地看待這件事，平靜地把其他該處理的事處理好。

平靜，沒有快樂，也沒有不快樂。能做到這一點，你就已經有了復元的能量。

靜則明，動則昏。

彎腰

和別人發生意見上的紛歧，甚至造成言語上的衝突，所以你悶悶不樂，因為你覺得都是別人惡意。

別再耿耿於懷了，回家去擦地板吧。
拎一塊抹布，彎下腰，雙膝著地，把你面前這張地板的每個角落來回擦拭乾淨。

然後重新省思自己在那場衝突，所說過的每一句話。
現在，你發現自己其實也有不對的地方，是不是?
你漸漸心平氣和了，是不是?

有時候你必須學習彎腰，因為這個動作可以讓自己謙卑。
勞動身體的同時，你也擦亮了自己的心緒。
而且，還擁有了一張光潔的地板呢。這是你的另一個收穫。

謙卑中求，恭敬中求，無私中求。

單純

因為思慮過多，所以你常常把自己的人生複雜化了。
明明是活在現在，卻總是念念不忘著過去，又憂心忡忡著未來；
堅持攜帶著過去、未來與現在同行，你的人生當然拖泥帶水。

單純是一種恩寵狀態。
單純地以皮膚感受天氣的變化，
單純地以鼻腔品嘗雨後的草香，
單純地以眼睛統攝遠山近景。

單純地活在當下。　而當下其實無所謂是非真假。
既然沒有是非，就不必思慮；
沒有真假，就無須念念不忘又憂心忡忡。

無是非真假，不就像在做夢一樣了嗎?
就單純地把自己的人生當成夢境去執行吧。

用單純的心，處理複雜的事。

別浪費了

今天的你又不開心了，因為又有人在言語間刺傷了你。

你不喜歡吵架，所以你離開；
可是你只是離開了那，卻沒有離開被那人傷害的情境，因此你愈想愈生氣。

愈有氣，你就愈沒有力氣去理會別的事情，
許多更該用心去做去想去處理的事件，
就在你漫天漫地的心煩意亂之中，
被輕忽被漠視被省略了。

因為，你只是一心一意地在生氣。
在情緒上做文章，這是對自己的浪費，而且是很壞的浪費。

畢竟，生氣也是要花力氣的，而且，生氣一定傷元氣。
所以，聰明的你，別讓情緒控制了你，
當你又要生氣之前，不妨輕聲地提醒自己一句：別浪費了。

有些人常起煩惱，
因為別人一句無心的話，他卻有意的接受。

悄悄

曾經有一段時間，你心情低落，甚至懶得拉開窗簾，看著窗外的陽光。
因此你當然也忘了，去看看窗台上那一盆每天都需要喝水的瑪格麗特。

不知過了多久，總算有一天，你度過了心情的低潮，同時也想起了你的瑪格麗特。
天啊，可憐的花，她還活著嗎？你戰戰兢兢地拉開窗簾，卻見她迎風招搖，花顏可
掬。

原來在過去的這段日子裡，你雖然忘了餵她喝水，老天卻沒忘了以雨露眷顧她呢。

許多事物悄悄地在你的視線之外進行，而且悄悄地安排好了它們自己。
天生萬物，天養萬物，一切其實無須擔心。

一個人性格不改，煩惱將無窮無盡。
每封信都代表一份緣的傳遞…….
看信是一種幸福、它代表你有空閒..
沒空看信也是一種幸福
它代表你有比看信更重要的事忙著..

have been coughing the whole morning..
until like your whole lung is going to come out…
damn… i tot sick has come to the closing ceremony has it has decided to leave me alone for good.

but maybe the sickness know i’m busy no leave for myself
so it decided to stay and accompany me for a while.
but now all i want is it to leave me alone.
leave me alone and i’ll be more productive and effective ;)

fever and sore throat has found their new friend...
so they have say bye bye to me..
but cough say he wanna stay for a while

working has it's own pressure...
time is running short...
i took my leave.. but i guessed i should cancel it again...
but i do not understand why i took my leave... and then need to cancel it again..
damn

sorry for cursing a lot lately...
but i really need a break
need a long long break.

need some time off
need some holiday!!!

i wanted to post a lot of things...
but when i sit down to post...
i forget what i wanna say on my blog...

is it because i've lost my inspiration?
nevermind...
it will come back soon.

hopefully will be back soon :)

极其平凡却又深厚的感情留在他们和我的心里，陪伴我们走过一生……


当你还很小的时候……


他们花了很多时间教会你用勺子吃东西……


教你穿衣服，绑鞋带，系扣子……


教你洗脸，教你梳头发……


教你擦鼻T，擦屁股……


教你做人的道理。


你是否还记得：你们练习了很久才学会的第一首儿歌？


你是否记得经常逼问他们：你是从哪里来的？


所以……


所以，当他们有天变老时……


当他们想不起来或者接不上话时……


当他们啰啰嗦嗦重复一些老掉牙的故事时……


请不要怪罪他们……


当他们开始忘记系扣子，绑鞋带……


当他们开始在吃饭时，弄脏衣服……


当他们梳头发时，手开始不停的颤抖……


请不要催促他们……因为你在慢慢长大，而他们在慢慢变老……


只要你在他们眼前的时候……


他们的心就会很温暖……


如果有一天，当他们站也站不稳，走也走不动的时候……


请你紧紧握住他们的手，陪他们慢慢地走……


就像……


就像当年他们牵着你一样……


极其平凡却又深厚的感情留在他们和我的心里，陪伴我们走过一生……

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孩子，当你还很小的时候，我花了很多很多的时间，教你慢慢地用汤匙，用筷子吃东西；教你穿衣服，绑鞋带，系扣子；教你洗脸，梳头……
这些和你在一起的点点滴滴，是多么令我怀念不已！
所以，我想不起来，接不上话时，请你给我点时间，等我一下，让我再想想……极可能最后连要说什么，我也一并忘记，请你体谅我，让我沉醉在这些回忆中吧！
孩子，你是否还记得我们练了好几百次才学会的第一首儿歌？
你是否还记得，你每天都逼着我绞尽脑汁回答你是从哪里冒出来的？
所以，如果我罗罗嗦嗦重复一些老掉牙的故事，如果我情不自禁地哼出我孩提时代的儿歌，请不要怪罪我。
现在，我常忘了系扣子，帮鞋带，吃饭时经常弄脏衣服，梳头时手还不停的颤抖…….不要催促我，不要发脾气，其对我多一点耐心，只要有你在眼前，我的心头就会有很多温暖。
我的孩子！
如今，我的脚站也站不稳，走也走不动，所以，请你紧紧地握着我的手，陪着我，慢慢地向前走，就当年我牵着你一样……

以上是一个孤苦老人写在敬老院砖墙上的留言，不知你看到它时，是什么样的感觉,是否像我一样心里一阵阵地悸动呢？是否那些尘封多年的记忆猛然地被它轻轻唤醒？是否早已麻木的神经被这一件件我们曾经都经历过的往事而触动？
我反复看了四遍，意犹未尽，我还伤感，想哭，于是我提笔在本上将它抄下来。抄写时，你知道那是怎样的感受吗？我抄着抄着，仿佛听见了父母在对自己说心里话！
这么多年来我，我总以为父爱母爱是应该感天动地，轰轰烈烈的，以至于我认为父母对我的爱太过平凡，没有给我创造出什么大感动，大恩惠，就连他们为我做的平淡不过的小事也被我认为是理所当然的。自从考上大学，我很少能有时间和他们在一起。不同的文化程度，不同的人生经历让我们陌如隔世，极其困难地交流也让我们的距离越来越远。就连那些小事，也一件件从我记忆里消失了。但是，读了这位老人的留言后，我才真正体会到：我的父母亲，连同我都是这世上极平凡的人，不会有什么轰轰烈烈，更不会有什么感天动地，但我该为了父亲母亲这朴素、平凡而又博大的情感骄傲！
时间如秋风，把流逝了的和正在流逝的一切像落叶一般卷走，一年又一年，这极其平凡却又无比深厚的感情只要在他们和我的心里，总会陪伴我们走过一生……

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saw this very touching comic at natural notice board.
almost cried after reading the comic.
(sorry a bit too sensitive ;）

but i found it really meaningful and wish to share it with my friends

evar since i'm a kid..
i dream of owning branded clothes...

but judging on my own family background..
branded clothes dream seems to be very very far away from myself.

so i promised myself when i started to work.. i would buy my L brand jeans..
yeah i did bought myself the jeans
but none after that.
no i never bought a new pair of L brand jeans after my first pair...

this week came the L brand jeans sales..
and yes i bought 3 pairs of L brand jeans at one short...
sekali gus...
3 pairs...
which cost me less than 300
haha :)

yeah.. development on the virus in my body..
fever can be controlled.

however.. cough has developed in very very serious cough
damn...
i gotta feeling
seeing a doctor is a must..
no point saving money for the company..
health is most important gua...

no choice no choice...
how about eating medicine?
... i'm speachless

again... i woke up in the middle of nite.. (3 am??) and thinking it's already morning (6am）

damn...
something has gone worst...

the fever seems to be gone...
cough and sore throat seems to like me very much...

pray together for me ask them to live me alone
let me have a little peaceful day.
need to focus on my work.
need to be very consistent.

finally today i dun wake up in the middle of the nite and post a lot..
still not feeling very well

but...
hope it's just normal cold and fever for myself.
hopefully i can recover soon...
cos i really damn dislike to eat medicine...

yesterday grandma and mother bought 羚羊角for me as chinese medicine
but i got a question...
is this vegetarian??

damn... i feel weird after drinking it..

have been crapping a lot this morning
hope it don't wake mr goh up.
gotta go back to finished the revised tax comp

a lot of things is waiting for me
need to be strong
need to have courage
need to have more rest..
need to take care...

ok.. enough of crapping this morning
go back to work..
and sleep a little ;)

i said i tried a lot of ways to cure myself..
strepsils, ho yan ho...

but i just realised i forgot to try pei pa go...
trying it now...
hopefully i'll be better soon...

otherwise...
have to ask mom to cook white porridge for myself.

damn...
why when i need a lot of energy
i fall sick.
why when i need a lot of courage
i became a chicken

why i got a lot of question
but there is no answer for myself?

yeah.. my 3 good friends...
sore throat, fever and cough is chasing after myself.
and keep on following me

fever doesn't follow me so closely and he came on and off.
and cough was developed recently
which i should not take ice cream and cold water.
damn myself.

sore throat became my best friend since Monday
do not wanna go so near with my friends since it might be contagious.
i should not have take vege rice on tuesday and fried rice yesterday.

so... the conclusion is i sendiri cari pasal punya lo?
ok... have to let myself rest more and
think less