tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

this is an extract of the article about the the polymer bank note i found in BNM's website :)

The easily recognisable feel, look and check security features of the RM5 Polymer banknote are highlighted as an identification guide for the public. Please note that the current RM5 paper banknote remains legal tender but will be withdrawn gradually from circulation.

Advantages of the polymer banknote :

Stronger and more durable than paper banknote
Does not absorb dirt or liquid
Cleaner and more hygienic as it minimise growth of bacteria
Difficult, time consuming and costly to counterfeit

hoh.. see the quality of the note?
durable...
yes...
need to use tape to tape it..
wonder whether it is usable..
and...
some of the poor hawker received such note.. which was torn into half..
they also din notice it...
and buy the time they notice..
they have not tears to cry on...
what i do wit it?

of course i'll use my tape to tape it..
and continue to use it lo..
what can i do with it?
hopefully can use it out quitely :P

this year i post lesser and lesser..
one main point is cos i'm busy...
another cos... i'm lazy...
yeah it rhythm..

but...
i'm try to hit the target of posting 100 post this year...

huh? this means that i've got 25 more to go to write?
meaning 3/4 post per day?
i'm crazy?
siao liao la...

to me...
my blog i would like to put something meaningful.
something i see and what i feel..
cos it's meaningless if i just keep on putting rubbish on my blog rite? :)

yesterday.. me, my bf and his housemate and roommate have their very first steamboat at home since they moved to kl...
cos i'm vegetarian..
so i have annother special rice cooker for myself.. :)




busy putting all you want to eat inside the rice cooker...
all you can eat...
and all you want to eat... :)
dinner is self service and you can watch downloaded tvb series while waiting for the food to be cooked :)



yi ta da ki ma su (我要开动了)

there is a lot of vege used in the steamboat...
mushroom too.. :)
a bit of the frozen fishball, seafood product, hotdog, seawead and egg...
end up we are too full and cant finished the mee we prepared just in case the food are not enough..

this is the first time that we prepare for seamboat and the conclusion is...
we bought too many stuff and we cant finished everythings leh :)
but we still have a very very enjoyable nite :)

actually i feel very sorry for you..
seeing you working so hard and yet..
there is someone so anti to work together wit you in the group.
i wanted to stand up for you..
but a coward like me would not know how to stand up for u.

i understand the purposes of you working so hard is to meet our group billing budget.
but would they understand?
they have been with the group one year plus.
and they have not been through the pain of need to bill to meet the budget
to them it's just nothing

you always ask them to put yourself into other's shoe.
but has they really put themselves into your shoe?

they just play and joke around..
just like they are still very young...
why you need to work so hard?
because you like it?
enjoy it?
what's life for you?

i just cant stand people being misunderstood..
and it's just very unfair in my eyes...

i would like to try to review the junior work..
but the work never came back to me.
it went straight back to you.
i was thinking then, what's the point of me reviewing their work?

yeah... maybe it's just like what you said,
i'm just too sensitive :)
sometimes i think only sensitive person would appreciate how other people thinks.

but... to me..
the most important things is not to be so stubborn on stuff which are mitty gritty.

it's the latest movie in town...
how? are you going to watch it?

bought a new handphone...
so.. looking forward to take very very nice picture of what i see and heard
looking forward to let people see the world through the eyes of tee chong...

so hope to blog more with photo..

have not been getting myself a new handphone since i enter college.
the last phone i bought was the 3310 i bought when i enter the college..
and it was about 6 years ago?

and on and off i switch to better phone...
but the phone are either second hand from my bf or third hand from my bf brot/sis...
so.. now with my better phone...
i would like to take more picture lo :)
looking forward for a better me :)

很好奇也并不晓得你会不会很偶然或很偶尔，跑到我的blog里头看看笨笨的我在写些什么东西。

感觉自己很傻。
还有期待和憧憬。
也并不知道自己期待和憧憬些什么东西。

很多的东西是自己忽略了
但回头太难了
事情或友情已经不复存在

希望有天你会读到这篇日志
发觉原来我偶尔也会想想你
虽然我们很早就已经没有共同的话题

很想念听梁静茹的歌。
因为她的歌陪伴我最伤心的时间
也常常让我想起你。

或许很多东西会因为我们
错过以后，遗憾过后更清楚，更清晰自己要什么东西

或许我和他一样
选择放弃是因为
希望你有更多自由
做你想要做到事情

请原谅我一厢情愿的
幻想我为你所做的都是为你好
虽然可能在你身边支持你
可能就是最好的

可是很多很多年以后
却发觉我还站在我们友情的原点
而你却已经跑了很远很远
怎么也寻找不到你的踪迹

yesterday meet my MD in the lift...
and ...
in a coincidence i wore skirt yesterday..
and he praised that i look smart yesterday.

actually sometimes i feel very pai seh every time i wear skirt cos will be tease by someone.
very used to wearing pants to work.
and to them it's as if i do not wear skirt at all.

it's little bit funny..
just i'm scared that it's very troublesome.
and cumbersome..
it's not because i do not like to wear skirt.
it's just more simple for me to wear pants.
that's it.

however, as it is more and more difficult to find suitable and nice pants,
i think i might need to wear skirt in the future d.

have not been treating myself good for the past few months...
just make myself busy..
living without quality...
my room is messy..
my table in the office is messy...
my table at home is messy...
all i care the most is work..
work and work...

so now.. when peak is coming to an end...
will try not to treat myself so bad...
tidy up the table..
tidy up the room...
treat myself a little bit better..

a little bit nicer...
a little bit better...
but do not relax myself..
keep myself moving...
keep improving..

bought 3 original album recently...
victor's "need you the most"..
micheal's "never apart"(不会不分离)
fish's "J'adore"(崇拜)

sometimes wonder why need to buy original?
cos..
i can easily DL them from the website at now cost...
with the fast Internet connection in the office...
and i just put it in my computer if i ever need to listen to it i jus on it.
i do not need the disc as well.

so i'm questioning myself why need to buy original...

and the debate is...

i'm an ethical person? (haha... i already downloaded all their song.. b4.. i bought the album... so what's the point...)

to support local singer? (the Malaysian boleh attitude.. so must support them?)

to play it inside my Kenari? (haha.. you do not drive.. and your bf dun like you to
play the CD and prefer to listen to MY fm... so.. what's the point?)

cos i got $$ (yeah.. buying the album meaning no $$ to save meaning getting poorer)

satisfaction of buying original (... ...)

end up... just like what my bf say...
(ai.. your wasting your $$)

but for me it's just feel it's good to reward myself...
doing something i like.. getting something i want at a price i think it's okay for me.

so.. conclusion is..
I can do what i like with the $$ i earn myself..
so.. i got nothing to complaint...

have been treating myself bad this few months...
not taking leave for half a year? cos got a lot of stuff to rush..
so now decided to treat myself better..
took one day off on the monday b4 sultan's b'day (public holiday)
reli need a good rest..

also to treat myself better..
today went for shopping and bought a couple of thins for myself..

fish new album..
SeeD working attire cot + skirt.. (with one free big SeeD bag)
dress for annual dinner..
and... the credit card limit(here refer to my internally set limit) for the month.. burst again... haha... scarry

and suddenly notice that i'm getting out of figure...
fat.. fatter... going to be fattest d...
got fat ever since started working..
mayb because i got very good appetite cos of working presure.
sometimes feel upset wit myself why i'm treating myself so bad..
i think need to control.
so that... i need to save $$ as well :)

erm...
sometimes wondering why need to work so hard...
sometimes wonder why money is always not enough..
sometimes wonder why i cant keep my $$

haha...
maybe it's time for me to cut my credit card...
gotta be better in controlling one's $$ spending..

erm..

有时候感觉上是很挣扎的。。
生活就是如此

Charming, poised and sociable you need peace and harmony around you and always seek to create a happy environment. Perceptive and with strong intuition you are able to make sound judgements. You show great flexibility in attitude being open and responsive to the needs and opinions of others. This ability gives you potential for success in business dealing with the public. Your warm personality and caring ways ensure you are loved by family and friends.

sounds correct wor?
what do you think/

it's seems to be super stressed for me this few weeks...
filing deadline is near and job cant be finished.

and i can sleep during the nite time...
but jus short short little sleep and will automatically wake up at before 6 and i will force myself to continue to work...
ai... wonder why i want to live this kind of life...
looking forward it to come to an end...
actually i think a lot of things can be avoided for the last minute rush.
maybe cos i did not did my part well enough...

just realised i did a tax computation using the wrong principle.
actually for me it's weird cos nobody notice the way of computation is wrong.
luckily i notice it when i'm doing some reading for another company with similar nature...
maybe this is one of the cause of my stress..
haha.. yeah i'm super stressed now...
last time is just the hand shivering ...
now it's cant sleep well...
my days does not end with the end of the tax filing for the month..
there are still a few companies to go.
all big big one...
it's gonna be super stressed for me up to Dec ...
looking forward to finish everything soon :)

so...
i'm sick again...
still reluctant to go and see doctor...
so.... doctor tee chong know how to cure me gua...

this time i'm having bad cough...
maybe it's because of the weather
maybe because the other side of the office is having renovation work on progress..
ai.. wonder why i'm sick...
haha... maybe i let some1 'gek dao'

sometimes i wonder whether i'm doing the correct stuff?
sometimes i wonder why i'm working so hard...

at least now i suffer less..
my manager dun have bad impression to me
haha.. i'm still weak in certain aspect..
trying to improve...
trying to move up..
trying to be better...

looking forward for something better in my work...
looking forward for something more interesting..

中文版
一场很美变成很惨的恋爱
泪流不止的心还包着绷带
又痛又愁看不开
我把自己藏成模糊的存在

爱情永远没有答案总要猜
眼角湿着嘴角笑着放大悲哀
又伤又累不明白
怎么躲不开得到又失去的无奈

all i wanna do is find a way
back into love
多想有一个人能和我分享快乐

是谁叫你这样傻傻闯进来
自以为是分析我有多奇怪
我却无从辩白
在狼狈中又被变新的痛快

你的加油让我有梦想不感慨
你的批评让我生气难忍耐
偏偏又命中要害
你的诚实变我的依赖

all i wanna do is find a way
back into love
找到了一个人能和我分享快乐
为什么当我牵你的手
会觉得天堂是散步就能走到的

当我又在犹豫应该不应该
爱我吻我让我气喘不过来
当我笨的想逃开
痛骂我能让我感觉到爱

all i wanna do is find a way
back into love
尽情享受两个人最靠近得快乐
一个人不懂那种快乐
两颗心摩擦着缠绕着
经历各不同的绳索
带我们攀越上爱得最巅峰

way back into love.
original version
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

(Hugh Grant)
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh.

[Verse 2]
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

(Hugh Grant)
I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!
Oooooooh, Ooooooh, Ooooooh.

[Middle-eight]
(Drew Barrymore)
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!
Oooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooh Ooooooooh. Ooooooooh.

this is annother movie that i think i would like to watch..
yet..
it's not the type of movie he would like to watch...
sometimes there are a lot of consideration when deciding whether we want to watch the movie or not.
sometimes it's all becos of him.
yeah.. why?

so... i should find someone who will go watch those movie which he would not wanna watch with me???

so here comes the first day of my long raya break...
consider not so long only four days.
and one day of it i use it to go back to office to tidy my things...
end up nothing much was tidy up..
but managed to solve my last tax computation,
the queries raised by my manager...
so that i can pass it to my senior tax manager for review.

jus realised that i really can work very very hard to finish my job...
i just came out with 4 tax computation within a week...
and all of it not consider a dormant tax computation...
all tax computation are either big or medium in size and transaction.

jus feel thankful for what my manager did...
forced us to speed up.
and i managed to complete almost all the portfolio under her care.

so... the first day of my raya break..
gone.. finished...
so.. at nite.. what i did was to watch a movie..
call 生日快乐
wanted to watch the movie for long long time.
never watched it in the cinema.. cos
i know he would think it's not a nice movie..
waste of time..
and it's not the type of movie he would wanna watch..
din force him..
cos i know i'm not the type of person who will force him to do so.

feel agreeable with the movie...
i know i'll like the movie
with the cast of the actor, rene liu...
so...
there goes first day of the raya break...

so
what did i do on the second day?
to be continue...

sometimes if you ask me why i did not update my blog.
it's not because i got nothing much to update.

just that i'm not in the mood of writing or
i'm just simply lazy...

this raya...
did not follow him back to his hometown...

why?
cos i'm lazy...
lazy to ask my dad for permission.
lazy to have to teman him to be together with his friends.

so...
my raya plan started with a lot of tax computation
(usual what i need to do all the time)
a lot of hk tv series... and movies which i wanted to watch and no time or nobody would accompany me to watch it. and
my messy room to tidy it up...

so this is the begining...
will tell more on the next blog...

我不明白为什么你是表面上看来那么无知和无辜？
为什么小小的东西都没有做好？

为什么简单的事情你也那么善忘？
感觉上自己是很生气的
然后感觉上自己生气是不值得的

为什么要用一个笨蛋做的事情来让自己生气呢？
这样做值得吗？

我不知道为什么别人生气你的时候你却那么若无其事
可以这样的吗？

做人做事凡事都需要‘醒目’些！
这我们还需要教你的吗？

现在我只能祈祷时间能够让你清醒。
让你进步
大家让我们一起为她祈祷吧！！！！

the presure of working makes me mad and it has been a long long time since i last went to watch a movie.

then today i went to my IT guy place to get some movie to watch... (thanks to them la)
then i realised that there is this movie call 200 pound beauty...
i wanted to watch it for so long but never have a chance to watch it.
herm... my bf say he will copy for me but never...
but never mind la..
finally i get to watch it myself...

at least it helps me to release some of my tension.
take my mind away from work...

doing something which i'm happy with...
looking forward for something good soon..
hoping everything will be smooth sailing lo :)

my friend no longer is Ms Yong after today...
erm...
i wonder when is my turn...
but it seems there is still long long way to go.
sometimes you envy other people getting married.

but getting married seems not to be an easy job.
it involved a lot of people and a lot of money.

a lot of things you need to take care of.
need to inform a lot of people
and you need to consider who are the friends you need to invite them to your big day

to me...
i'm looking forward for that day sometime in the near future...
but it's definately not this year or next...

our committee has been planning for an outdoor programme to enable us to attract more people to join us at a lower cost on us.

and suddenly last Thursday our advisor told us it's too dangerous to organise it at a public place.

actually i do not like this type of last minute changes...
and it seems that you are not agreeable with what we did in the first place.
if you are not agreeable then you should tell us in the first place.
and your whole suggestion defeated our purposes.
and annother things which i do not like about is...
since you say is democratic..
why it's a programme orginised by our own committee and what's the purposes of organising it at your own way?

if you want to object it ...
please infrom earlier...
do not try to change the plan last minute...
and end up still fall back to square one again...

I'm delighted...
why? cos my scanner revived...
can scan document in PDF format again...
:)

it seems since it last kena a lot of virus it stop to being able to scan document in PDF format..
need to take care of my printer cum scanner lo...
cos it really help me a lot in terms of my work.

yesterday i was sick (i think today as well)
and then i went to see the doctor.

the consultation lasted for less than 5 minutes and
it just seems like i'm the doctor i tell him where i'm sick he just give medicine accordingly.

hello? come one...
doctor... aren't you suppose to do a complete check on me b4 you are going to give me the correct medication?
to ensure everything is okay with me?
he didn't even take my temperature...
and when i came home i started having fever....
terrible...

okay la... I admit i do not intend to take the medication...
but truly i'm sick...
and my intention to see the doctor is solely to get the MC :P
haha it's not because i do not want to work..
but i'm sick but i just need a good rest at home.

hey doctor....
be more ethical...
at least take my temperature...
see whether i got fever...
but i do not like clinics...
it make me sick and wanna vomit..
hope everything will be okay for me today..
pray for me...
and hope you all are in the pink health as well....

*blur blur tee chong*

have not been updating lately...
there is only one reason,
it's not because i have nothing to write...
but I'm just a bit far damn too lazy...
haha...

busy with another heavy filing,
busy with another annual budget seminar.
need to hit target,
need to call people.
boss saying this is how you are getting revenue for the firm
boss say this is how you are going to move up...

i know i sucks in the area
make me more and more demotivated.
why doing tax at the same time you also need to do marketing leh?
notice when you are high high up there you do not only doing tax computation,
but you need to talk to people, social with people..
learn how other become so successful.

I'm a bit tired..
and people asking you why you still in D company,
i do not know how to answer?
wondering whether my career would go further...
and you even have pressure when the MD started to know your name
asking you question
and people are telling you, you are targeted to be promoted to ATM soon...
and i wonder how soon is soon...
feeling that my motivation is fading away
feeling that i need some counseling..

it seems to be very very pressure for me...
cos filing dateline is two more months to go...
make a lot of promise to my manager...
and it seems I'm giving a lot of pressure to myself.

I wonder whether I can take it anymore...
but do not think of leaving the company soon...
just feel a bit tired.

wanna balance my life and also my work.
and then the would like to learn how to handle people.
sometimes feel very tired of the junior...

Just hope that after merdeka...
everything will sail smooth...

sometimes it come to a time in life there are a lot of surprise...
and you would not know what you would be expecting in front.

and sometimes there come a time that people suddenly bomb you with their red bomb...
without giving any signal.
haha...

cant say that it's not possible.
just think that anything is possible,
it's just that whether you want to do it or not...
whether you choose to do it or not.

now just wanna wish my friend all the happiness on her new life.

王:你是我心内的一首歌
ni shi wa sim lai ah zhi xiu gua

王:心间开启花一朵
xin jian kai qi hua yi duo

s:你是我生命的一首歌
ni shi wo sheng ming de yi shou ge

s:想念汇成一条河
xiang nian hui cheng yi tiao he

王:惦在我心内的一首歌
diam zai wa xim lai eh zhi xiu gua

王:不要只是个过客
bu yao zhi shi ge guo ke

s:在我生命留下一首歌
zai wo sheng ming liu xia yi shou ge

s:不论结局会如何
bu lun jie ju hui ru he

合:好想问你
hao xiang wen ni

合:对我到底有没有动心
dui wo dao di you mei you dong xin

合:沉默太久
chen mo tai jiu

s:只会让我不小心犯错
zhi hui rang wo bu xiao xin fan cuo

王:不小心犯错
bu xiao xin fan chuo

作詞：阿丹/鄔裕康　作曲：曹格　編曲：涂惠源

雨　不停落下來　 花　怎麼都不開
yu buting lou xia lai hua zenme dou bu kai
the rain doesn't seems to stop the flower doesn't seems to bloom

儘管我細心灌溉　 你說不愛就不愛 　我一個人　欣賞悲哀
jinguan wo xixin guangai ni shuo bu ai jiu bu ai wo yi ge ren xin shang bei ai
eventhough i take care of it carefully you but you directly reject my love leaving me alone admiring my sorrow

愛　只剩下無奈　 我　一直不願再去猜
ai zhi shen xia wu nai wo yi zhi bu yuan zai qu cai
love just leaving back messarble i do not wish to guess anymore

鋼琴上黑鍵之間　 永遠都夾著空白　
gang qin shang hei jian zhi jian yong yuan dou jia zhe kong bai
There will be always white keys in between the black keys on the piano
缺了一塊　就不精采
que le yi kuai jiu bu jing cai
if left out one it would not be perfect/exciting

緊緊相依的心如何Say goodbye　
jin jin xiang yi de xin ru he Say Goodbye
How to say goodbye to the hearts which was held so closely?

你比我清楚還要我說明白
ni bi wo qing chu hai yao wo suo ming bai
you are clearer than me, but you want me to clarify

愛太深會讓人瘋狂的勇敢　
ai tai shen hui rang ren feng kuang de yong gan
Loving too deep will cause someone to act crazyly brave

我用背叛自己　完成你的期盼
wo yong bei pai zi ji wan cheng ni de qi pan
I betrayed myself to fulfill your hope/dreams

把手放開不問一句Say goodbye
ba shou fang kai bu wen yi ju say goodbye
let go of my hand and saying goodbye without asking any question

當作最後一次對你的溺愛
dang zuo zui hou yi ci dui ni de ni ai
treat it as the last indulgence for you

冷冷清清淡淡今後都不管　
leng leng qing qing dan dan jin hou dou bu guan
Coldly, drearily, mildly (I) will no longer watch (over you)
(and there after, i do not care about you no matter what happened)

只要你能愉快
zhi yao ni neng yu kuai
as long as you are happy

心　有一句感慨
xin you yi ju gan kai
there is some regret inside my heart

我　還能夠跟誰對白
wo hai neng gou gen shui dui bai
Who else can i communicate with?

在你關上門之前　
zai ni guan shang men zhi qian
before you close your heart for someone

替我再回頭看看　那些片段　還在不在
ti wo zai hui tou kan kan na xie pian duan hai zai bu zai
please look backwards for me to see whether there is any of the memory left.

just for fun to translate the lyris :) to what i think it means

作詞：阿丹/鄔裕康　作曲：曹格　編曲：涂惠源
雨　不停落下來　花　怎麼都不開
儘管我細心灌溉　你說不愛就不愛　我一個人　欣賞悲哀

愛　只剩下無奈　我　一直不願再去猜
鋼琴上黑鍵之間　永遠都夾著空白　缺了一塊　就不精采

緊緊相依的心如何Say goodbye　你比我清楚還要我說明白
愛太深會讓人瘋狂的勇敢　我用背叛自己　完成你的期盼

把手放開不問一句Say goodbye　當作最後一次對你的溺愛
冷冷清清淡淡今後都不管　只要你能愉快

心　有一句感慨　我　還能夠跟誰對白
在你關上門之前　替我再回頭看看　那些片段　還在不在


this song specially dedicated to my friend...
who his x jus got married/engaged on 070707....

i dedicate this song to him... is not bcos i mean the gal betrayed him...
but... with the meaning of the song...
i betrayed myself to let you go....

so... wish him luck in looking for his next target...
and also... wish that i do not need to dedicate this song to him again...
cheers....

PLUS :Pay Lebih Untuk Sami

KTM :Keretapi Taktau Masa

JKR :Jangan Kerja Rajin

PLKN : Perempuan Letup Kerana Najib

DBKL : Datuk Badawi Kahwin Lagi

RTM : Rehat Tunggu Mati

some of the very funny short form...

it's hard for me when you are tension...
and you try your very best to release it...
and you end of getting sick :P

just feel glad that i watched die heart 4.0 today.
quiet a great one...
at least better than HP5
haha... so bad for me to say like tat.
hehe... really nice show... and if you want me to say something regarding the show.
i would say... if you like action movie...
you would like the movie very much...
action packed movie :)

it's not that i do not want to update my blog... but it seems like i have not much time to do some quality blogging.

my pc in the office just being converted to laptop...
and with the laptop your responsibility become higher and greater...
and with that... it seems that you can work 24/7... haha :P

sien la...

actually life is in a mess lately...
why?
because it's peak period now..
and i realised things are in a mess..
as i need to take leave as my grandpa was sick...
and subsequently he suddenly pass away because his sickness could not be cured.

it's seems like things in life are just like tat...
people come and go...
and regardless whether you can take it or not..
it's already a fact.

i just hope that he would rest in peace...
and things will sail smoothly.

haha...
suddenly updated my blog...
with a lot of my tought...
hope it doesn't overload it...

因为刚刚把电脑format了， 然后有很多的东西都被delete掉了。
电脑就好像个刚刚呀呀学语的小孩一样，
然后我就拼命灌输它很多很多的软件让它能够恢复以前那个电脑。
可是instal软件需要很多的时间我也很忙没有很多的时间去照顾它。

电脑陪伴我的时间已经不知不觉有四、五年的时间还是觉得它是满争气的，
虽然我让它中毒很深，但它还是努力操作。
没有在我需要它的时候当机。

现在它已经被format了，也被防毒软体保护着，我会好好照顾它的。

Yeah... the latest show in town...
the hottest show in town...
all the ticket are fully booked and i managed to watch it on last Friday.. the second day the movie was on.

and i could tell you that the movie is superb.
it was being rated an 8 by the local Chinese news paper critic...
normally and usually they will give a movie 5/6 which you can go and watch and you would not think of watching it again.

however, transformer is different...
it give me a feeling that i might want to go watch it again.

and also being able to watch the movie on the second day it's very lucky and thanks a lot to jean who did the booking.
it was fun to watch movie with friends and rather watching with my bf all the time.

transformer is a cartoon who nearly every youngster in their 20 today will have a memory of it...
but it seems a bit blur for me.
actually I'm not that into this movie.
but it turns out a surprise for me..
and it's a really really great show which i think you should go to the cinema and you would agreed with what i wrote here.

go grab the movie ticket... which i think it's quite difficult to get nowadays... i heard the show was fully booked for the week...
crazy-man...

have not coming up to update my blog very often...

working is very stressful..
until my hands are shaking...
try to destress myself.

there are things which i'm upset about last week..
however managed to settle it..
try to talk to many poeple ...
and now..
i try to let go...

there are times which there are things which i cant let go...
things and job are keep piling up...
i'm trying to let myself to go to the best shape possible...

hopefully things will be alright soon...

发觉原来自己已经渐渐把你从很重要的位子给忘了。
然后彼此都不是心目中最重要的。

很难以想像自己竟然会把你的生日给忘记了。
虽然有有点迟了，
可是还是想告诉你，

我的朋友生日快乐。

have not been updating my blog as frequent as i promised myself.
have been making my life in a total mess.
have been stressing myself too much.

i just hope that everything would goes well.
try to move everything back to where it should be.
try to move up...

.... to be continue

Maybe this few days it's too stressful for me...
suddenly there is pimple poping out from my face.
maybe the deadline is near...
and there are too much things i need to handle.

however, today finally i managed to finished what has been dragged for a long long time.
hopefully everything went well and everything go smooth :)
work are coming in continously.
and i'm worried that i cant finished my work on time.

starting to be more and more organised...
starting to chart my work.
starting to be on time..
starting to move forward..
starting to advance :)

there are a lot of things i want to share and a lot of things i want and need to do :) however things seems to be difficult. as there are a lot of outstanding issues and i need to settle a lot of stuff before i can finalised things.

by end of the month i need to travel to KK for my KK trip.

looking forward for the trip and hopefully it would be a memorable one.

it's a big mess in my head and there are a lot of stuff that i need to clarify.
and i have to let everything be in order by end of the week.

hopefully with my determination, everything would go in order :)

Promised myself before that i would like to post something on my blog very frequently and continously.

however it seems that it does not work out for me.
because i'm quite busy and working on to get everything done before i'm going on leave by end of the month.

hoping that i would be able to get everything out by end of the week and settled everything before my boss leave for business trip to labuan.

a lot of things had happend and i have yet to update myself.

hopefully it would not be as busy as it would be in the next coming months:)
hopefully everything would be smooth sailing.

Are you drinking the right tea?

1. People who use their "brain" to work or students who study hard day and night.
--- should drink more chrysanthemum Tea.

2. People who need a lot of body energy to work or those people that do a lot of exercise everyday.
--- should drink Wu Loong Tea.

3. People who travel on a bike or work in dirty and polluted places.
--- should drink Green Tea.

4. For people who likes to sit down all day long and not doing anything even exercising
--- must drink Green Tea and Flower Tea.

5. People who smoke and drink a lot of alcoholic drinks.
--- should drink more Green Tea.

6. Carnnivore ( those people who must eat meat at least once a day, or feel sick or not feeling well)
--- try to drink some Wu Loong Tea.

7. People who go to the washroom too often or too less.
--- should drink more Honey Tea

8. People with high cholesterol and high blood pressure.
--- Wu Loong Tea, Green Tea.

9. Those who work with computers everyday.
--- need to drink a Lot of Tea (any tea will do).

Whenever you are working with the computer, you should make some tea, drink it when you are free.

Drinking Tea is healthy, it can protect and prevent the harmful Ultraviolet light from harming us (when using computer).

Furthermore, it can also cure us when we are tired and help making our body feel fresh again.

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All of us know that soyabean drink provides good protein to our body...
but many of us doesn't know that there are certain days we should avoid.

Soyabean drinks are best consume on hot sunny days where the sun is burning and glaring. The soya milk will gives lots of nutrients to the body, as the body is able to absorb the protein well.

However, Avoid the drink when the weather is cloudy or raining. Taking the drink in these weathers, the body will not be able to take in the protein thus will result in a disease called "GOUT" or "high acidic urine" due to the high protein residue in the body, after a long run.

This disease will cause pain to your knee joints and it will only be in control when you control your food intake of proteins and medications.
The pain is unbearable and usually you will have no idea what you have taken to cause the pain. Food like soya beans, ikan bilis, broccoli, spinach, peanuts, animal organs ( i.e. pork liver) etc will have to be avoided to prevent the pain from attacking.

So my friends, pass this to your family, relatives and friends to keep an alert of the pros and cons of soyabean milk and when it is to be taken and avoid.

Thanks for all your wishes..
Thanks to my cousins - Dee Ten, Tee Wei, Tee Ying, Keenan, Hector, Tee Jin, Foong Meng...
Thanks to Ah Ma, My Parents and 'Ber Zhim' for your Ang Pows

Thanks to Bee for your e-mail

Thanks for my colleague Mei Won, Sin Jol, Joshua, Keegan and Patrick for the lunch and the cake...

Thanks for Keegan, Joshua, Caroline, Helen, Su Ching, Patrick , Eric and Siew Heoh for your SMS...

THanks to many others for your b'day wishes...
looking forward for a better year ahead :)

失去的轉角是珍惜
the turning point of loosing is to know how to appreciate

傷心的轉角是開心
the turning point of sadness is happiness

阻礙的轉角是突破
the turning point of road block is breakthrough

失戀的轉角是勇氣
the turning point of failure in love is courage

叛逆的轉角是學乖
the turning point of being disobedient is learning how to be nice

挫折的轉角是學會
the turning point of failure is learning

i think the above are quite meaningful, as such took it and put it inside my blog and remind myself :)

Finally the conclusion is out.
Because of my hardwork for such a long long time, i only got promoted up one level.

haha...
a bit disappointed on myself.
why? cos i'm not performing up to the standard where others would like to

anyway, now the job start to be triple.
help to do review work,
help to do 'admin' work.

i can see there is more and more challenging job way ahead in the coming months
work would be harder and harder.

will try my level best to cope with it.
so i see bright future with my work la..

today i assisted my senior manager on the topic in relation to the audited financial statements.
i'm suppose to teach the junior staff on how to extract the information from the audited financial statements.

it things does not turn out well.
firstly i wrote something wrong on the board.
and then, i tried to restore the audit files.
how come some of the files are not working geh?
it feels very very weird.
so i say due to technical problem i cant open the file.
anxiao i'm clever rite?
got 'xiao chong ming'

actually from the presentation,
i found that i'm okay to face the crowd.
my face would not blush...
and i'm dare to speak out what i think :)

finally my friend got his answer.
his gf decided to breakup with him.
definately she wants a breakup no turning back.

felt a bit sad for them since i witness the starting of their relationship since the first year of our advanced diploma.
and now it ends.
should be around 3-4 years for their relationship.
i bit kasian... a bit 'ke xi'

but i have nothing to say but just to wish them to find their happiness in the future.

read my friend's blog.
suddenly notice that his gf decided to breakup with him.

just because what he wrote in his blog previously?
erm.. i wonder...
whether my bf read my blog or not?
or i just talking to an imaginary friend in the thin air?

sometimes you do not know what and how to do.
how to communicate in a better manner to the person you like or love.
the only way i know how to do is to write in all in my blog.
admit that i do not know how to express myself well.
sometimes there are a lot of tought which sometimes we do not know how to express ourself :)

do you think that you want a double promotion??
i say no...

now i'm a bit regret....
waiting for director's final decision to see whether i'm double promoted or single promoted.
there is no difference for me whether you are double promoted or single promoted.
the main difference is the expectation that others has on u.

work double and triple hard.
need to scarifies every saturday and everyday after working hours need to stay back.

still wondering whether i deserve for double promotion.
and now i think i should accept whatever my boss wanna promote me.

whatever to be it needs to be..
jus accept it...

jus work harder to get whatever i deserve :)

宝贝 ~~ 张悬
宝贝(in the night)
演唱：张悬
张悬-宝贝(in the night)
我的宝贝宝贝
给你一点甜甜
让你今夜都好眠
我的小鬼小鬼
逗逗你的眉眼
让你喜欢这世界
哇啦啦啦啦啦我的宝贝
倦的时候有个人陪
哎呀呀呀呀呀我的宝贝
要你知道你最美
让你今夜很好眠
捏捏你的小脸
让你喜欢整个明天
孤单时有人把你想念
哇啦啦啦啦啦yeah~woo
yeah~woo~

never hear this on the radio b4..
and recently i've been watching taiwan tv series on you tube...
and realised it's a very hito song at taiwan i guess.
it's a folk rock type of song..
song very nice..
the first time i heard is the song was sang by 陶子 on the tv series for the daugther..
sounds reli how nice...
maybe i could put it up in the near future...

wanna contact you for such a long time.
haven't got a chance to chat with you lately.
just wanna wish u happy b'day on ur special day.

remember that you have called me last time when my b'day comes.
i really treasure the frienship between us.
just hope that we could stay in touch..
miss ya so much...

today is evaluation day...
part 1..
talk a lot...
try to talk a lot..

and ending up i talked 3 points.

- training
- amendments on work
- and secondment overseas...

actually i have nothing much to talk about with my work..
i think the most i would laid out here.

and my boss think it would be a short one...
haha... to be continue tomorrow.

basically after finishing my acca.. it took life to another level.
what are my target and what do i want in life.
actually i guess i'm a bit blur about what i want for the time being...
but for the moment i just want be a sponge and absorb as much as possible.

we talk a lot.
talk about my senior leaving...
talk about coping with presure...
talk about my feeling back then when i feel a bit un-appreciated..
but i think the most important thing in work when you are a ground staff,
is you need to accept it..
realised it..
and let go of it...

Kajian baru-baru menunjukkan Digi (016 atau 014) tidak selamat digunakan.
Recent research shows that DIGI (016 or 014) is not safe for using it.

Apabila anda guna line Digi dan rakamkan dalam camera, dan perhatikan elok-elok.... anda boleh perhatikan kelibat seekor penunggu bewarna kuning akan mangekori pengguna tersebut. Jin atau toyol kuning ini akan ikut anda ke mana-mana: laut, gunung, hutan,
dalam komuter, malahan dalam kereta lalu kat terowong pun dia ada gak.

When you are using a DIGI line, please record with a camera and observe carefully....
You can notice that there is a stranger in yellow following the DIGI user. Gen or yellow sprit will following whereever: sea, moutain, forest, commuter, even in the car or inside the tunnel he's there as well.

Tak seram ke bila sentiasa diekori macam tu? Dah lah botak, pendek, tembam dan berwarna kuning cerah, makhluk ni jugak akan mengajuk-ajuk pergerakan anda! Pada masa yang sama, mereka akan menari-nari dan menyanyi lagi "I will follow Him" dari
filem 'Sister Act 1' yang diubahsuai liriknya.

Isn't it scarry when you are being followed by such person all the time? it's bold, short, fat and sharp yellow in colour, this 'creature' will also imitate your movement as well! At the same times they will dance and sing "I will follow Him" from the movie "Sister Act 1" which it's lyrics has been modified.

So, hati-hati dengan pengguna Digi yang dekat dengan anda, kerana anda diperhatikan. Gunalah Celcom atau Maxis, macam saya.

So be careful with DIGI user right beside you, because you are being watched. Use Celcom or Maxis just like me.

P/s: Ni bukan rekaan. Tetapi saya lihat sendiri dengan mata saya kat TV baru-baru
ini. Kenapa, tak percaya

P/S: This is not fiction. But what I see with my own bare eyes on TV lately. Why dont' you trust me?

i've been keep on loosing my mechanical pencil lately.
maybe it's because of carelessness..
and always just put the pencil just like that and dunno where it drop d..

maybe i'm too careless...
suddenly this week i found my mechanical pencil back..
haha :)
one of it is back with me so happy.
maybe it's just a good sign.
what is lost and will be coming back to me :)

happy chinese new year too all again..
even it's going to end by tomorrow :)

During chinese new year, we went back to my mom's home town, penang to celebrate chinese new year with grandpa and grandma.
and on the second day we are there we went to the restaurant for dinner and order the 120 steamboat set which is suitable for 6-8 person
the following are the pictures of what are the stuff we put inside the vegetarian steamboat:-

'bak choy', fake mutton, 'yam yu' which looks a bit the squit, fake prawn, fish ball, and nugget

'shang mee' and celery

raw mushroom, fake crab stick, some more fish ball, 'bak choy', bean curd and fake fish slice

some more vegetable, raw button mushroom, fish fingers, yam slice and the other type of fish ball

another look at the crab stick and material for steamboat.

is the soup ready? let's have a look at it

boiling soup waiting for us to put in all the ingredient.
the soup has a little milk and sesame oil
the soup taste like the soup base for fish head bee hoon.
and this dinner cost us RM120 excluding the drinks and rice

April it's the time of the year...
where they consider whether to promote you or not.
whether how much increament you are deserve to received.

actually frankly speaking,
i'm looking forward for a promotion this year.
why?
reason:-
1) because i think i deserve a promotion for my hardwork
2) because i'm looking forward for someone to sponsor my acca subscription
3) because i'm ready to accept more responsibility
4) because i want to learn more

sometimes i wonder how people fill up their evaluation form.
what is average performance and what is above average performance...

for me i think average performance is what normal poeple can do you also can do..
above average performance is what normal poeple can do you can do better than them...
excellent performance is what normal people can do you can do extremely better than them... in terms of speed and quality.

that's how i define the ranking on the work evalutation form..
and below average is always not the type of rating that i'm looking forward for lo :)

so i wonder how would my evaluation be and
would i be able to be promoted this round?

2007 has come..
and after new year and chinese new year has passed...
2007 officially have less than 10 months before it comes to an end.
time do flies when you are super busy.

i'm looking back on the past two months and looking forward on the next 9 months plus in 2007.
wondering what is my goal.
where should i be heading.
wondering how to make the year 2007 as meaningful as possible.
but i think rather than spending all my time to keep on wondering...
i should go out there and start to take action,
-to let myself have a better living environment
-to love myself more
-to love my family member more
-to love people around me more
-to try myself to blog as frequent as possible to share my tought and release my tention

i do not know why other poeple would write my name wrongly.
my name is 叶緻庄.
i feel sometimes it's weird that other poeple try to change your name to 叶"致"庄
which is in a way that is not correct.

i wonder why all my cousin sister's class teacher all say that their name is wrong.
they cannot use "緻" and in stead they need to use "致" as "緻" is considered a wrong word in the simplified chinese character.

i do feel weird that i've been using this name for 24 years in my life and i do not see how my name is wrong.
why do they not dare to fight for their own rights. the teacher has no right to say that someone's name is correct or wrong.
but now my cousin sister is used to writing the name as "致" instead of "緻" and now she feels very lazy to change back to "緻".

i do see the rasional of my grandfather giving us the name of "緻" which indicates a name of a gal and "致" which indicates a name of a boy.
by using "致" instead of "緻" does it indicate 男女平等?

but i do think that the name is so meaningful that not a teacher has the right to change the name which is given by your grand parents or parents.

so i do insist that if you wanna write my name, you have to write 叶緻庄. if not please call me tc. :)

above are picture of decoration of my office place.
actually i was shocked when i first saw the decoration.
and it really attracted a lot of attention to our group which we never have b4.

just think that life would be back to normal after chinese new year gua.

i'll be going off to penang 2moro...
have a lot of things which i have yet to do..
have to save all photo inside the pc
and also pack my clothes

it seems difficult task and many things to do..
but i think if you wanna do,
nothing is impossible
everything is possible..
and i'm working on it now ;)

i do not understand why you keep on say such things?
why need to keep on saying those not very good things?

just because other people's occupation then we say other people is not good?
i wonder why.
i do not understand...
i do not understand...
i do not understand...

what should i do?
should i listen to you?
or should i listen to my heart?
what else should i do?
i do not understand..
i cannot understand..
i do not understand how could i continue to respect you.
i do not understand how to interpret what you say is true or false.

其实我并没有告诉你我真的很想念你。
很想可以和你好好的坐下来聊一聊。
但是我却不想主动去联络你。
我是被动的。
无奈你也是同样被动的人吧。
或许是这样让彼此有很多的误会和误解。

很努力地修补我们之间的裂痕。
可是伤口很深，很难愈合。
或许这样让自己觉得有些心痛有些可惜。

that day i search the web.. and look at some blog and saw this written by melody

"我最近在想.....朋友真的有一輩子的嗎？
我們通常講“分手" (breakup)是形容男女之間的感情
可是我覺得好朋友之間也有可能有這種狀況發生.......
"為什嗎"？"這麼會"？你問我？我也還在尋找答案....
我覺得長大了已後， 朋友之間多多少少會開始有一些distance...
大家各忙各的， 談戀愛的談戀愛， 結婚的結婚, etc....
在人生的分叉路口，是不是友情也會“分叉"？
從小到大， 我們走的路是平行的﹣肩並肩， 無話不談的知心密友
我總是很天真的以為我們會best friends forever and ever..............
可是接近３０歲的我們不知不覺的被人生帶到不同的方向....
我向左走，她向右走
慢慢的發現已前每天必需要講１０幾通電話的我們，現在連２通都講不到....
不是不想講，而是想講也找不到幾個共同話題了.......
很sad,很難過....我們那天把我們的這種feeling講開了
發現maybe這是個新的開始， 我們都長大了，事情都變多了,so我們的friendship也會跟著改變
Maybe Its time to say goodbye to what our friendship was in the past and embrace what it will become....
. But I'm STILL SAD! I just wish we could still be the way we were:("

其实那年想要告诉你的是如同上面的文章一样的心情。
可能是我的表达能力不够好吧！
所以就说成了不要再做好朋友了！
一直让自己反省，
想一想自己是对的还是错的。
如果你很偶然地看见我的心情日记，
可以请你告诉我你的答案和看法吧！

i've send you a simple sms jus to wish you happy chinese new year..
nothing special
no special intention.

then only i realised that you had lost my contact.
you lost my number.

considering whether wanna reply your sms..
whether wanna let you know who i am..
notice and realised i hurt you.
but just because i would not want more poeple to be hurt because what i did previously.
and realised i should be responsibile for what i did.
so i never feel regret cos i hurt you.
just wanna let you have a better future..
rather than to be with me.

so.. i'll consider within this month whether wanna let u know who i am.
maybe i'll jus remain annomemous..
:)

人 =吃饭 + 睡觉 +上班 +玩 ,
猪 =吃饭 + 睡觉 ,
代入 :人 =猪 +上班 +玩 ,
即 :人 -玩 =猪 +上班
结论 :不懂玩的人 =会上班的猪


Human = eat + sleep + work + enjoy
Pigs = eat + sleep
Hence, Human = Pigs + work + enjoy
if, Human – enjoy = Pigs + work
in other words, Human that don't know enjoy = pigs that work


男人 =吃饭 + 睡觉 +挣钱
猪 =吃饭 + 睡觉
男人 =猪 +挣钱
猪 =男人 -挣钱
所以男人不挣钱等于猪


Men = eat + sleep + earn money
Pigs = eat + sleep
Hence, Men = Pigs + earn money
if Men – earn money = Pigs
in other words,
Men that don't earn money = Pigs


女人 =吃饭 + 睡觉 +花钱。
猪 = 吃饭 + 睡觉。
代入上式得： 女人= 猪+ 花钱
移项得：女人- 花钱= 猪
结论：女人不花钱的都是猪


Women = eat + sleep + spend
Pigs = eat + sleep
Hence, Women = Pigs + spend
if, Women – spend = Pigs
In other words, Women that don't spend = Pigs


综上：
男人为了让女人不变成猪而挣钱!
女人为了让男人不变成猪而花钱！
男人 + 女人 =两头猪
祝天下的猪们快乐 ^_^


Summary:
Men earn money not to let women become pigs!
Women spend not to let men become pigs!
Men + Women = 2 Pigs
Wish all the pigs happy forever!!
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recently received this e-mail
found it very interesting..
so wanna share it with everyone here..
and happy 'pig year'

Notice this advertisement on the 'sin chew' website.

found that it was quite interesting and meaningful.
as such, just wanna share it with all of us.. (youngster)

"to share the joy of this festive season by enjoying PETRONAS commercials on PETRONAS website. "

Click Here for more details

it's about a bunch of old people who has no children to celebrate the chinese new year with them.
nobody to eat 'tuan nian fan' with them.
at the end of the advertisement it states that
"old folks alone at one place, maybe maybe we should go home for chinese new year"
i think this year petronas did a very interesting and meaningful cny ad.

cny is a season of celebration,
and also a season to spend more time with your parents, grand parents and
relatives even every year they will ask you the same old question and same old story:-
"graduate already ar?"
"where are you working ar?"
"got gal friend/boy friend alreay ar?"
"when getting married ar?"

but looking at thing at the other angle...
you should be happy to be able to answer their question every year.
this proves the following:-
1) they are still very much alive
2) they are concern about you
3) they still maintain a good relationship with you.

i used to think that cny is a season of 'making money' because people will give you ang pow
but instead my parents make 'losses' cos i'm the only child so.. if i received RM 2/5 and the relative have 2-3 children my parents already 'rugi'
haha :)

season of chinese new year..
season of sharing..
please share your toughts of chineses new year with me :)

it seems that i have decided to take up the changes in my life lately.

i.e.

i decided to change my phone to a colour phone despite many people has changed to their respective colour phone ages ago.
however, this phone will be a temporary one.. until i decided to get a latest sony ericsson latest mobile phone... till then.. will update you when i got the new phone :)

hairstyle... decide to start to take care of my 'rumput' like hair.. from the very minute i decide to keep it long i think it meant trouble to me. i always wonder why my hair take so long a time to grow beyond the length of my shoulder. maybe it's because i have a long neck?
so.. yesterday decided to give my hair a trim. easy and frequent hair falls and also ugly middle splitting hair style has always been my nite mare...
now my hair styles look like? haha.. i dunno how to describe...
my hairstylist told me not to scratch my head so much as to protect my skull.
and she cut my fringe. never have such short fringe since primary.. i think should be good thing to me cos it serve the purpose of ensuring that my middle splitting hair sytle would be changed to side splitting sytle and stay that way..
than.. this lazy.. t0m@k0 have to work very hard to take care of it.

they always say 'there are no ugly women, but lazy women' however i think the actual fact is good looking women, tends to take money to build up their good look... and i would say no money no talk..

that's all i wanna talk about the changes in life..

i'm learning... learning how to be patient...
how to be willing to let go of things that you cant handle.

someone told me that i have the tendancy to not willing to let go of the job.
why?because i feel that it's my reponsibility to complete the job..
and i do not want my inefficiency to slow down the job completion.

sometimes i have a hard time in the sense that i've disagreement with my boss.
i do not agreed with the why she do the job? sense of urgentcy?
i'm the staff in charge of the job i do not know which is more important and which is not?
i feel uneasy with the situation is ... i agreed to get somebody to help out with the job when i'm having training, but i do expect the development of the job and what i need to do to follow up to be stated clearly.

if you want to say i'm dumb dumb..
i do accept the fact that i'm still fresh and
admit that people do make mistakes.

if you want to pass the job out and eased my responsibility,
i do hope i could simply be brief how the things would be like and i have no worries with the job on my hand.

sometimes i'm very upset and feel like want to quit...
but on the other hand..
i just feel that giving up the things i like to do just because of something simply c2pid.. i feel it's not worth the cost and it's not beneficial to me at all :)

yesterday nite, suddenly received an order there is an urgent job on hand. at the same time i have a full day training
yesterday i received an urgent job and the thing need to be finished within this week
then today is very crucial lo
but i got training ma
then my boss ask me who can help me to do things lo
she suggested a more senior staff (MR J).. but J was busy with his work and instead i suggested the junior staff (MR K) to handle my case as K seems to have lesser urgent job on hand.
then today right after i went for training 2day my boss ask K to help out with my urgent job by preparing a letter and Form to client.
However, there is something which i did not expect is my class actually ended earlier. full day class become half day class.
Knowing that i'm very 'gan jiong' of my work, i asked my boss how's the development of the urgent job.
then my boss tried to 'convienced me' saying that i need not worry about the job and Mr K will be assisting me on the job (i.e. i can go back for class after lunch) then i say 'huh? my class finished already'.
(i think this is why mr K was offended?)
and at the same time the manager request for me to be in charge of the case. maybe this is why his a bit upset about not being able to help gua...
then in the afternoon i tried to look for Mr K's assisstant by asking him to help me to photocopy some documents. but he refused to help by saying 'i do not know how to use the photocopy machine upstairs as it is too big of a size'. i think it's all rubbish excuse. i say fine.. you do not what to help.. then everything it's okay with me.. i do not need you 'kind' assisstant...

then i stay back for one to two hours just to finished the job.
i'm not consider bad la..
ya i know the intention of the boss is to fully utilised the resources available and subsequently achieve the best result for client.
i also want the junior to learn...
just that the attitude is not correct, it's difficult for us to help them.

This is a CLASSIC!

An Indian, a Chinese and a Malay were in a terrible car accident.
They were all brought to the same emergency room, but all of them died
before they arrived.

Just as they were about to put the toe tag on the Indian, he opened his
eyes. Astonished, the doctors and nurses present, asked him what
happened.

"Well," said the Indian, "I remember the crash, and then there was a
beautiful light, and then the Chinese and the Malay and I were standing
at the gate of heaven. An Angel approached us and said that we were too
young to die, and that for a donation of $50, we could return to earth.
So, of course I pulled out a $50 from my wallet and the next thing I
knew I was back here."

"That's amazing!" said one of the doctors. "But what happened to the
other two?"

"Last I saw them" replied the Indian, "the Chinese was bargaining over
the price and the Malay was waiting for the government to pay for his."

sometimes i feel it's weird... working for a few manager.
i think now is the time for me to grow up..
learn more.. learn to be independent.
i think other poeple will see myself as a dependent person
do not know how to take care of myself.
however, i just feel that everyone has their own way of living.

have yet to set my resolution, however i have had some clear idea of what i want and i will make clear of it soonest possible.

喜欢被你拥抱入眠感觉。期待每天早上睡醒的第一件事情是你送上的morning kiss。
可是，自己还是不确定自己对你的感觉是爱，是感激还是只是朋友而已。
这让我好迷惘。好想让你把我生命中的空白全部都填地满满的。
可是你却告诉我应该要有自己的天地和私人的空间。
而我的私人的空间就是上网和写日记吧！
同时也想满足你，让你拥有足够的私人空间。
可是你却不知道，我的确感觉到自己对于周旋与朋友间已经感觉很累。
朋友的时常放飞机，让自己觉得还是不要去把心交出来比较好。
承认自己是懦弱而胆小的乌龟。
可是幸福往往来得冲冲。担心自己把握不住，
而害怕幸福迅即消逝的感觉。

他说已经想好了情人节他要送我什么礼物？
可是粗心的我竟然什么准备也没有。真的搞不懂自己要怎么样。
是因为自己对他不够了解吗？却发觉当自己在需要送礼物的时候觉得不知所措。
我竟然不知道应该送他些什么东西？
一直埋怨他不了解自己，现在或许不了解的人是我自己吧！

yesterday he ask me whether he should get 'lee hom's' concert ticket for me as valentine present. however i did not answer him. why? because he is not in a very good financial position and i would think that i would not like to burden him further. Actually I'm quite happy if he has such plans (eventough it just 'cakap-cakap' aje), but reality always defeats what you dream of. Therefore I rather give up the chance and safe some money for a better future.

sometimes what he think is a bit crazy, but sometimes i think/feel he never concern about me or say it in annother way, he is selfish. He always say you should go to learn YOGA so that you can have better figures. I know not that he is complaining my figures, just that he wants what is best for myself. but has he look at what i think and what i feel? why he just do not want to accompany me to learn it together? because it's a 'gal's' thing?

sometimes i'm just tire of arguing with him, i just wanna get myself out of this shit and leave myself alone.........

After many days of searching finally i bought Gary's album...

Looking for it since last friday... and
finally got it 2nite..
and the version i bought is the limited edition.
and it is the last one that i saw in that cd-rama...

it seems that i'm quite lucky. why?
because i seems to give up on looking for the album.
i would be very much happy to buy the limited edition as according to the DJ there are only limited copies in Malaysia. and I'm lucky enough to get one...
and what makes me feel happy is b'cos the price does not difer from the normal version one much...

erm... you can visit his offical website... to see how the album cover look like :)

歌曲：朋友变情人再变朋友
歌手：品冠 专辑：爱到无可救药

※ music ※
安静的房间还有你的温柔
躺在棉被上看着多的枕头
为何分手后回忆就被偷走
爱情走到尽头是否可以做朋友
你和我以前是朋友心情不错
就想约你走走
你要电影我听你唱歌
我们总是无话不说
还能做朋友
或许这是最好的结果
朋友变情人再变朋友
谁懂这坎坷

爱上你以后愉悦很轻松
现实太残酷梦中你会拥抱我
当爱上以后如今我们分手
我变成情歌手
是唱太多太多bala歌
你和我现在是朋友
你那么好却只能做朋友
你撞了我我装无所谓
我们如何要求更多
还能做朋友
或许这是最好的结果
朋友变情人再变朋友
只能显真格

你和我以前是朋友
心情不错
就想约你走走
你要电影我听你唱歌
我们总是无话不说
还能做朋友
或许这是最好的结果
朋友变情人再变朋友
谁懂这坎坷

你和我现在是朋友
你那么好却只能做朋友
你撞了我我装无所谓
我们如何要求更多
还能做朋友
或许这是最好的结果
朋友变情人再变朋友
只能写真的

朋友变情人再变朋友
祝我们快乐!!!


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jus noticed that this song sang by 'pin guan' is written by 'zhang ze'
just wonder what and how's the feeling like for those who has the relationship of from a friend to lovers and back to friend again.

wonder what is the rasional behind lovers become friends again.
i think it would difinately be very weird for those previous lovers to become friend.

friend... you cannnot do a lot of things that lover do..
but lover you have too much of a commitment that a friend need not to have.
weird...

It seems that a lot of natural disasters that happened during the end of the year.

Wonder why this happened?
because god wanna warn us not to further harm the earth anymore?

sometimes i wonder.
going to be away from home this very first time.
and the very first year...

and knowing that my parents are very concerned about my trip.
this is the first time i travel together with joo...
and my parents always tell me..
do not do something c2pid that would let thier face down.
you have to take care of urself la... take care of your safety la....
bla.. bla.. bla..

i wonder...sometimes i wonder why my parents so not willing to let me have a say of my own and do my own things?

hope this would be a safe trip and my parents would be please and glad they allowed me to go for this trip.

herm... 2006 is coming to an end...
just wondering where i should be end of the year.

I would be at home watching tv?
haha.. no this year i would be out of my house.
i would be at S'pore celebrate the merry merry new year...

hehe... so hoping everything would be alright..
and the flood will be gone by the time when i wanted to go s'pore.

actually i'm a bit looking forward for the trip.
and i think it would be good for me since it seems that it should be the time for me to be independent.
starting to explore things myself.
hoping that i would be prepared for the trip.

hoping that i would be better when i'm back from my trip.
hoping i could gain more from the trip i have.

huh... end up i did not take too much picture during our annual dinner...
why cos some c2pid fuller told me.. 'nonono... i got camera here.. it's okay... i can use my cemera to take'
ah... 'zhen yang' looking down on my camera kah?

okay... that's fine with me...
no point of being upset till today.

actually wanna wish thanks to my friend who help me to make up and do my hair as well as my nails...
jus feel a bit it's not like me...

my bf say.. you have to learn to make up...
it's a kind of respect... to others...
bla bla bla bla...

but it's so not tee chong...
'suan la'... see how things go lo...

painting finger nails...
it's so like me...

wanna see how's it's like?

please wait for the picture which will be posted here soon :P

五隻毛毛蟲的故事
來源：網路流傳
第一隻毛毛蟲

話說第一隻毛毛蟲，有一天爬呀爬呀過山河，終於來到這棵蘋果樹下。

他並不知道這是一棵蘋果樹，也不知樹上長滿了紅紅的蘋果。

當他看到同伴們往上爬時，不知所以的就跟著往上爬。

沒有目的，不知終點，更不知生為何求、死為何所。

他的最後結局呢？也許找到了一顆大蘋果，幸福的過了一生；也可能在樹葉中迷了路，顛沛流離胡塗一生。

不過可以確定的是，大部分的蟲都是這樣活著的，也不去煩惱什麼是生命意義，倒也輕鬆許多。

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第二隻毛毛蟲

有一天，第二隻毛毛蟲也爬到了蘋果樹下。

他知道這是一棵蘋果樹，也確定他的「蟲生目標」就是找到一棵大蘋果。

問題是...他並不知道大蘋果會長在什麼地方？但他猜想：大蘋果應該長在大枝葉
上吧！

於是他就慢慢地往上爬，遇到分支的時候，就選擇較粗的樹枝繼續爬。

當然在這個毛蟲社會中，也存在考試制度，如果有許多蟲同時選擇同一個分支，可是要舉行聯考來決定誰才有資格通過大樹枝。

幸運的，這隻毛毛蟲一路過關斬將，每次都能第一志願的選上最好的樹枝，最後他從一枝名為「台大」的樹枝上，找到了一顆大蘋果。

不過他發現這顆大蘋果並不是全樹上最大的，頂多只能稱是局部最大。

因為在它的上面還有一顆更大的蘋果，號稱「老板」，是由另一隻毛毛蟲爬過一個名為「學徒」的樹枝才找到的。

令他洩氣的是，這個學徒分支是他當年不屑於爬的一棵細小的樹枝。

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第三隻毛毛蟲

接著，第三隻毛毛蟲也來到了樹下。這隻毛毛蟲相當難得，小小年紀，卻自己研製了一副望遠鏡。

在還未開始爬時，就先利用望遠鏡蒐尋一番，找到了一棵超大蘋果。

同時，他發覺當從下往上找路時，會遇到很多分支，有各種不同的爬法；但若從上往下找路時，卻只有一種爬法。

他很細心的從蘋果的位置，由上往下反推至目前所處的位置，記下這條確定的路
徑。

於是，他開始往上爬了，當遇到分支時，他一點也不慌張，因為他知道該往那條路走不必跟著一大堆蟲去擠破頭。

譬如說，如果他的目標是一顆名叫「教授」的蘋果，那應該爬「升學」這條路；如果目標是「老板」，那應該爬「學徒」這分支；若目標是「議長」，也許早就該爬「賭場保鑣」這條路了。

最後，這隻毛毛蟲「應該」會有一個很好的結局，因為他己具備了「先覺」的條件了。但也許會有一些意外的結局出現，因為毛毛蟲的爬行相當緩慢，從預定蘋果到抵達時，需要一段時間。

當他抵達時，也許蘋果已被別蟲捷足先登，也許蘋果已熟透而爛掉了...

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第四隻毛毛蟲

第四隻毛毛蟲可不是一隻普通的蟲，同時具有先知先覺的能力。

他不僅先覺知道自己要何種蘋果，更先知──知道未來蘋果將如何成長。

因此當他帶著那「先覺」的望眼鐿時，他的目標並不是一顆大蘋果，而是一芽含苞待放的蘋果花。

他計算著自己的時程，並估計當他抵達時，這朵花正好長成一顆成熟的大蘋果，而且他將是第一個鑽入大快朵頤的蟲。

果其然，他獲得所應得的，從此過著幸福快樂的日子。

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第五隻毛毛蟲

毛毛蟲的故事本來應該到此結束了。

因為所有故事的結局都必須是正面的且富有教育意義。

但仍有不少讀者好奇：第五隻毛毛蟲到底怎麼了...？

其實他什麼也沒做，就在樹下躺著納涼，而一顆顆大蘋果就從天而降在他的身邊。

因為樹上某一大片樹枝早就被他的家族佔領了。

他的爺爺、爸爸、哥哥們盤據在某一樹幹上，禁止其他蟲進入。

然後蘋果成熟時，就一顆顆的丟給底下的子孫們撿食。

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奉勸諸位，若你不是含著金湯匙出生也不是先知先覺的第四隻毛毛蟲的話，就乖乖腳踏實地的打拼吧，

可不要妄想檢到大蘋果，因為反而會被砸死的。

this is a e-mail i received form an anonomous sender :)

2006 New Year Resolution

the following is an extract of the above mentioned blog posting:-

"okay now i just simply set a few goals and see what i would be able to do with it.

1. get first 5 in the coming tax trainning for the company. (yes it is being achieved, i got first place for the trainning)

2. help out my group leader and try to get as much exposure as possible. (yes being incentive application, but it seems that i breakdown sometimes along the way... exposure wise.. i gain a lot and it really help to make me to be more mature in handling my work)

3. be a more open person and try to know more people in the future. (moving to a new floor at 12 floor, yes i manage to know more people because there are more staff at 12 floor and also because i got first place in the trainning and more poeple know me. however now i just feel that i wanna be a low profile person :))

4. try to control my weight and work out during weekend (so far my weight has not increase too much but sad to say it doesn't reduce either... so i found it doesn't work out well enough for this resolution)

5. continue blogging (yes have been blogging all year long but it seems that i spend time working at home from june to november rather than posting how i feel and what i feel. i think that's why i'm a bit streesed out)

6. learn how to drive by end of this year (driving huh... to have somemore room for improvement. can drive already.. but if wanna let them (i.e. my parents and bf to be convienced that i can drive to work i seems long long way to go)

7. buy and read more books especaily english books (this is the worst new year resolution. i have bought a lot of books but rarely read them.. i bought demand and angle the mandrin version also the da vinci code... however no new english book are being purchased. therefore this have to be improved)

8. maintain a good relationship with my family especially my parents (having a better relationship with my parents and also it seems that they have accepted my bf better and more convienced and secure that we are together ;))

9. get a promotion during the year. (yes being promoted from junior to semi senior.. actually looking forward for a further promotion.. working working damn hard for it)

10.treat myself better (this is a question i'm wondering and asking myself all the time. is it that i'm not treating myself better? why should i loose out to what i like as compared to a job which i work like a 'monkey' and i get peanuts in return. but i always tell myself job satisfaction is what i have been looking for all this time.)"

please give me some feed back if you have some tought regarding my new year resolution this year.. so that i could improved on my new new year resolution 2007 :)

Dear all please go to the following site to post me ur christmas wish oh... :)
Merry Christmas oh :)
Sweet Sweet Christmas

Much Regards
Tee Chong

trying very very hard for things to be at the correct position.
however things seems like they do not want to go the way they you want it to be.
it seems that things always goes against you.

try very hard to overcome it.
just when you think that it's over.
yet it's not over.

just when you think that things are getting smooth and you need not worries too much regarding this issue.
tried very hard to overcome it...
and yet i have a strong sense that things are not where they suppose to be.
it seems that i'm either wrong or i'm bad...

it seems to be affecting my performance.
and i'm suppose to be the one who people should be putting the blame on?
sometimes i wonder why and i wonder how.

i'm just feeling that there are just too much responsibility on my shoulder that i should just let the thing go...

praying that tomorrow is a brand new day.. and things would be getting on well soon :)
please pray for me as well ;)

　　她觉得她爱过他。很矫情的。

　　春天，家门口的树上总是绽放或白或粉的不知名的小花，满树都是。她喜欢这些花儿，所以总是蹲在那些树下，倚着树看天发呆。他站在她面前，挡住她眼前的那片天空，她嘻笑着把他推开。他抱她起来，任凭她的拳打脚踢雨点般地落在他的身上，背她在背上，一直走回家。他说，乖。她把脸埋在他的脖颈闲，用脸颊磨蹭着他的耳朵，耳鬓厮磨的，亲密的样子。

　　她和异性的朋友打打闹闹，他在旁边笑着看着，看她制服那些让着她的朋友时骄傲的样子，听她指着他告诉那些朋友，快，叫大哥，我就是你们大嫂。

　　他跟她细数自己身上的每一道伤痕。告诉她，这条是哪一天和谁在哪里打架留下的。看到她认真地瞪着眼睛看，他用自己的鼻子蹭她的鼻子，说，小笨蛋，不要那么担心的样子。

　　夏天下倾盆大雨的时候，她拉着他在雨里狂奔，浑身湿透。他抱紧她，说，我不要别的男人和我分享宝贝的性感。

　　秋天，他们会捡各自看到的第一片落叶给对方，把彼此的叶子悉心地夹在自己最喜欢的书里。

　　她的生日在深秋。他给她买很多很多的东西，不管她喜不喜欢，都会买很多很多放在一个很大的盒子里要送给她。在她面前却装着忘记了的样子，看她生气地噘着嘴，他捂着嘴偷偷地坏笑。

　　冬天，他会解开大衣的扣子，把她抱在里面。他的体温总是那么高，让她不知道这温度该怎样延续。

　　看悲情的电影，她会哭得稀里哗啦的。他坐在旁边，抱她在怀里，良久不说一句话，直到听见她哭累了睡着了平静的呼吸声，在黑暗里，他一个人享受这一份来之不易的安宁。

　　那时候，他们都觉得他们永远不会分开。爱对方，用一辈子都不够。

　　他们终于还是被迫要分两地，很旧的情节，只会出现在下三滥的小说里。他们没有什么山盟海誓永不分离，他们分开了，真的分开了。很彻底，QQ拉了黑名单，MSN阻止掉，手机号码删掉。他坚信，分手就代表不合适，既然不合适，为什么还要有联系给对方和好的机会？

　　春天，他在他的城市送另外一个和她很像的女孩子回家。他对自己说，他可以胜任。他原本讨厌这个女孩子，只是她与她太像。缘分的小偏差，他接受了。

　　她在很多男人身旁徘徊，不喜欢的，以为自己喜欢的，最后还是无法接受。深夜里上网的时候，她还是会希望看见那个黑名单里的男人重新加她，对她说，他忘记不了。

　　夏天下倾盆大雨的时候，他为那个女子撑着伞，伞柄直直地立在两人之间。他突然想起他为她撑伞时伞柄那么倾斜，以至于每次他都有半边衣服湿透了。

　　她坐在家里，听着窗外雨哗啦啦的声音，一个人看一本书。旁边的手机调了静音，没有开震动，但是没有关机。静音是因为不想被打扰，不关机是因为她在等待一个永远不会打来的电话给自己打来的电话，或者只是一条简讯也好。

　　秋天，他捡自己看到的第一片落叶，夹在书里，把那本书放进自己平时天天背的背囊里。闲的时候，他会翻开书读两页，看看那片落叶。但是他总是那么忙，他要工作，还有那个女子。

　　她也捡起自己看到的第一片落叶，用双面胶贴在墙上，用马克笔在上面写，我的生日在秋天。朋友来的时候，她不再打闹，而是在满屋子的喧嚣中静静地看那片贴在墙上的落叶。

　　冬天，他收到那个女子给他的圣诞礼物，一副灰色的手套。他笑了笑，把手套放进柜子，觉得自己永远都不需要。当他走出门外，才发现，这座城市的冬天，原来这么寒冷。

　　她去商场，给自己买了很多的羽绒服和毛衣，以往的冬天，她从不需要这样多的衣服。她把自己裹成一个球，出门的时候，她很纳闷，为什么今年的冬天变得这么冷？

　　又一轮冬夏。

　　春天，她家路旁的树又开花了。她还是觉得她爱他，但是他离开了。

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erm.. some interesting story i found on the net... however i doesn't understand why you love a person so much yet you let him/her go?
is it because you love the person too much?
how to understand the feeling that you think you doesn't like that particular person yet however you keep on missing him/she and he/she keep on poping out of your mind :)

Over the past few months i just feel that i'm just like the train which had when off track, everything has messed up.

just feel that i've sacrifies too much and yet not getting the results that i need.
wondering why i keep on asking myself to go back to work on a saturday morning.
is it really necessary for my work?
what are the private time for myself?
wanna follow the footsteps of my manager?
i think the answer should be definately no..
cos i wanna have a life of my own.

just feeling that i've not taken care of myself.
have not taken care of my blog.
have not spend enough time with my family.
always ask myself is this what i wanna do?
it is time to change?

yes...
to change the way i work.
to change for the better.
to change to ........

wonder whether i should keep on staying a life like tat?
not really feeling very happy

but somehow somebody told me very long time ago,
life is not about happy and happy.
but i do think that when you are happy/satisfied, most of the problem can be easily solved...
hope that this would not trouble me for too long of my time :)

sometimes i wonder why things just come and go...

remembering 6/7 years ago, me and my friend were sitting on a bus and saying that how nice it would be should this place is being able to open a mc d... then it definately have many customers and it would be much much more convinient for us to go to eat mc d...

and months just right after that, we notice that the mc d had open there.

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few months ago, me and my bf were eating at the same mc d and we were chit-chatting and we were saying all the shops around the mc d has closed down, i wonder whether it will closed down in the near future?

and today.. is the last day of operation of this mc d at jalan ipoh....

so.. this is how things come and go...
and this is so called life.

词 曲:曹格

我的心唱首歌给你听
歌词是如此的甜蜜
可是我害羞我没有勇气
对你说一句我爱你

为什么你还是不言不语
难道(是)你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意
千言万语里
只有一句话能
表白我的心
千言万语里
只有一句话就
能够让我们相偎相依

我爱你你是我的茱丽叶
茱丽叶
我愿意变成你的粱山伯
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
把爱
永远
不放开
i love you
我爱你你是我的罗密欧
罗密欧
我愿意变成你的祝英台
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
美丽的爱情祝福着未来

为什么你还是不言不语
不言不语
难道是你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意

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beautiful love song realease recently :)
but i still wonder in nowadays whether love story similar to romeo and juliet do really exist in this really realistic world?

just realised that i'm not a very good gf...
cos i let you down again and again.
until you nearly give up hope on me...
i do hope you wouldn't

broken my promise many times.
it's just that i don't know how to request?
and i don't understand why aren't they are okay with me going back with you.

listening to fish's album all the time.
and realised that i'm sick last nite...
my nose i stuck.. keeping running and running... why? because it is sad and wanna run away from the reality... so it become the running nose...

then comes my throat... i dunno why it is so sore..
is it because i'm sad?
or it is because i'm just too tired..?????????????

or because the mr J sitting beside me bring all his virus and spread it to me d?
terrible la...
how to focus on work?
very sien to work like that...
there are ton and ton of work waiting for me and yet i do wonder whether i would have the capability to finished it.

i'm just too tired.
i'm just too lazy.
i'm wondering what i should i do next...
on leave?
take mc?
yer... i'm in doubt..

词曲:梁静茹

有时候会有些想念 他乡里温暖的阳光
那是我可以避雨的地方
有时候会有些彷徨 直到你来到我身旁
保护我像妈妈的手一样
这个时候你是我温暖的翅膀
让我飞到最安全角落

但愿你一直守护我 用力的紧紧拥抱我
陪着我找那下一步的我
但愿你一直听着我 我唱着的歌你会懂
还在说我的眼眶里 已经泪光闪烁

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this song is specially dedicated for the friend who is going away from Malaysia.

finally get fish's new album...
hope it will help me go through the days without you.
or all the while you are not around.. it's just that i do not wanna admit it.
you are just a passanger who had went trough a short journey with me.

and for now.. we have to be seperated and go for our own seperate way.
but do hope that you are okay and everything works well for you :)

wonder what is holding me back...
why i'm hesitating...
what is holding me back from working very hard as a staff..
being paid too low...

erm... i like satisfaction in work rather than high pay?

~~~~~~~~~ to be continue~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

today we had a gathering at mc d.. and the above are photo taken during the gathering...

瑄:卸下美丽的外壳
透明的我们还剩下什么
爱情就像水晶球
坚固而脆弱

格:一个人也需自由
两个人而感动大过天空
喜怒哀乐统统拥有
不让你恨留

baby I Still Believe
我也可以走过峦流
紧紧握住双手
一秒就够 不孤单寂寞

baby I Still Believe
爱要有梦才会快乐
就算未来的路不同
你在我心中
到永久。。


卸下美丽的外壳
透明的我们还剩下什么
爱情就像水晶球
坚固而脆弱

一个人也需自由
两个人而感动大过天空
喜怒哀乐统统拥有
不让你恨留

合:baby I Still Believe
爱也可以走过挽留
轻轻握住双手
一秒就够 不孤单寂寞

baby I Still Believe
爱要有梦才会快乐
就算未来的路不同
你在我心中到永久

感觉很闷时候
我抱你在我胸口
当你泪留的时候

合:我在这里补痛 NO
瑄:爱散发的温柔
在此刻用心感受
我想和你一起让幸福转动

合:baby I Still Believe
爱也可以走过峦流
紧紧握住双手
一秒就够 不孤单寂寞

baby I Still Believe
爱要有梦才快乐
就算未来的路不同
你和我到永久

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my colleague say this song is nice.. so i went to get it...
erm...sounds okay to me :)

我曾深刻体会 对爱感到胆怯
还好有懂我的你 给我安慰

看你失落的脸 又再为爱憔悴
我心痛的感觉竟如此的强烈

眼角的泪 它给过谁
伤透了心 也无所谓
我会愿意 静静地
陪在你身边

如果说爱 已不可为
那我宁愿 藏心里面
其实我害怕会失去你的感觉

怎么会开始对你有了感觉
又深怕朋友默契转身不见
矛盾着犹豫不决
没准备 跨越爱的界线

怎么会开始对你有了感觉
深陷朋友恋人之间的危险
进与退 被爱包围
谁犯规 都狼狈
谁能解围 让一切完美

怎么会开始对你有了感觉
深陷朋友恋人之间的危险
你和我 拥抱瞬间
不后悔 这暧昧
星光唯美 把爱放心里面

Joe was not a very romantic person, and furthermore he was rather stupid. But he wanted to impress his wife, so he took her out for an anniversary dinner and watched the couples around them, following their leads.

He observed the couple next to him. The man lifted a sugar shaker towards his wife's cup and said, "Sugar, sugar?" Joe thought this was great and continued to listen around the dining room.
Another table over Joe observed the following. A man spooned out some honey out of a bowl for his wife and asked, "Honey, honey?"
Again Joe thought this was good stuff.

Finally, he cut off a piece of his meat, stared longingly into his young wife's eyes and said, "Ham, pig?"