tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

today is the second day of chinese new year and we (my parents and i) went to 3 places which is my nanny house, uncle yap's house and mom's uncle house (rawang uncle)

nanny..
my nanny is grandma's 2nd sister. but they seldom stay in touch with each other.
she had taken care of me for about 3-4 year but it seems that as year pass by, i seems so distance with her already.

today i did something which i would not do last / last last year... erm.. give her a hug. something i learn last year. hug someone you love and you care about. to me she is the person who take cares of me and let me grew up well. she had been living in the same old place for more than 20 years gua..

but she got a very very 'sek' him punya god son. which is my 'uncle' who is about 3 years elder than me... used to like him a lot and a lot since i was a kid. but the previous year when i saw him. it was quiet shocking to me... since that he had doubled his size every since i last saw him lo... like big cow d... :P i think this maybe due to eating too much cow during the time he was studying in london gua.

now, we are too shy to talk with each other but i do see him as a big brother.. which i thinks (maybe only i think nia) he would always care for this little sister.

uncle yap...
daddy was hoping to have lunch at uncle yap's house but eventually aunty yap went out with her daughter already. so... no lunch prepared.

every year go to uncle yap's house, he would prepare vegetarian 'bak kuah' (BBQ meat) for me and also all kinds of food which i like so much.

sometimes i wonder why my house so not have this kind of things? but dun have never mind.. just go to other people's house and eat. this is the sprit of chinese new year. you do not have money to have lunch or dinner.. just go to your friends / relatives' house and bring a few mandrin orange and you would eat your lunch/dinner and also ang pao at last get back your mandrin orange when you left... :P

din stay at uncle yap' house for long and we set off for the rawang uncle's house.

rawang uncle...
i call him 'kao gong'. he is a very very cute old man.. where all his teeth already drop and he could still eat without teeth. he was also previously a policeman.

every year we go and visit him, he would prepare very very nice vegetarian meal for us. this year the special dish is the maggie goreng. it was very very nice even better than those cooked by the mamak one....

this year, there was a lot of ang pao to collect at rawang uncle's place since all of his kids had grown up and married...

stay there until 2.30 and we are on our back to our home sweet home.
daddy said that we are luckly that we went early since rawang was jamed.
when i reached home, i decided to sleep...
and this was my enjoyable and full second day of chinese new year.

this year chinese new year trend...
this year i decided to buy new year clothes based on the concept of K.I.S.S
which means Keep It Simple Stupid
to me chinese new year is a really really special occasion where everyone is having holiday here in malaysia.
as you knoe that i've bought quite a number of clothing during this chinese new year. and most of it do not have special design and they are just plain t-shirt.

i think chinese new year is fun.
very very fun in the sense that you would be able to meet those people whom you never think have any connection in your life.
especially when we grown up. and you might meet your future best friend during the chinese new year?

my uncle was saying that kennan said i can count how many my cousin. then today he suddenly see so many cousin in his life...
aiks... cousins.. a lot of them are same age as me.. suddenly feel that i'm old already..
but sometimes i think i'm a bit okie when it comes to handling kids...
hahaha...

erm.. today i consider myself waking up quite late.
happy chinese new year 2005, the year of the rooster...aka chicken.
feel happy.

erm.. my third uncle's ang pao got discremination one... hehehe...
the difference is the kids got RM5 and i got RM50...
hehehe.. yeah the difference is one zero lo...
i seems suprise to know that the kids get only so much for their chinese new year.
erm.. sometimes i wonder whether the kids would judge their relatives according to the amound of ang pao money they give ar..
if you ask me which is my favourite uncle.. i could not give a good answer.. to me all the uncle are the same.. and all of them are the loving and caring person. i like the relationship of my uncle and my daddy. sometimes i do really envy they have this kind of relationship since i'm the single child in my family.
but to me single child do have some 'comparative advantage' something like.. people would love you much.. since you are the only one.
i used to like this kind of feeling... being taken care by my dearest grandpa and grandma.. where they would bring me to eat a lot of nice nice food.
sometimes i wonder what my grandpa would think about if he is still alive and he thinks that i choose to be a vegetarian? erm.. i wonder... maybe if he is still around, i would not be a vegetarian gua...

today is the first day of chinese new year and according to the chinese tradition, the first day everyone is suppose to eat only vegetarian food. but to me it makes no difference gua.. since i'm a full time vegetarian all the while.

our chinese new year vegetarian course started with the all time favourite 'lao sheng' which normally is served on the seventh day of chinese new year which is 'yan yat' which means the birthday of man kind. but now there is no seperation of which day only we can have 'lao sheng'. it is a course where the food are coloured and everyone use the chopstick to mix it together. and when we 'lao sheng' we have to 'lao' higher and higher which indicate more and more prosperous in whatever we are doing.

the main course are as follow:-

1. carry fish head
2. mix vegetable (which both of them are cooked by my grandma)
3. mushroom chicken leg
4. hotdog baked been and
5. mutton potato

after that the side dish is the 'bak kut teh'. which is a formula by my grandma (mom's mom). it is very very tasty and some which had consume it says that i could help to slim down. i really love the taste and i think no any commercial bak kut teh can fight the taste of my grandma's formula.

my cute cute cousin hactor was ... he was saying like i dun like this uncle. i want mom. then he was upset and he said i dun wan you (that means me) to come near me.
then i walk away and suddenly i think of chocolate... then i took one and give it to him. and ask him to be friend with me.. and he did...
haha... seems that i bribe the kid... mayb gua.. but he was good enough to let me bribe him :P

i think that's all for my report until now...
hehehe;)

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grandma told us to keep the ang pao that she gave us tonite under our pilow aka 'bantal'
so that it will bring us luck and wisdom.
to me i have a tradision which is keeping the first ang pao that i received for chinese new year and do not use it no matter what happens until the next year. this i believe would help bring wealth to me.
to me, my ang pao money usually is used to support me to buy cds and novel/those motivation books.
it will also support me for the purchase of the text book. which most of the time the money come out from my pocket.
enjoy receiving ang pao money. i would also like to get ang pao from my friends some time in the near future.;)
tonight i would be staying up until 3-4 am.. 〔守岁〕
doing this i do hope it will bring longer life to my parents and another thing that i hope that they are in good health all year.
should be doing my revision for sfm gua...
cos really need to start for the subject already.
have not done anything since the two weeks break started.

dear chicken,
thank you for your 'generous' contribution to the society.
and now may you rest in peace.
and happy chinese new year
;P

p/s: seems that blur blur t0m@k0 forgot to save the picture.. you can only admire it.. and cannot view how it was drawn.. sorry ar.. my friends...:P

erm.. waited for so many days.. still no new year card...
erm... so bad la my friends... no cny card... should i cry ar?

ooi.. today suddenly got something special..
erm.. postman having OT today ar...
daddy saying the postman was there waiting for ang pao...
erm.. bad bad postman..
never mind la.. after chinese new year we have a lot of 'kam' for him d...

thanks my big sis for ur lovelt cny card...
ur always the best ar...

sleep away my sorrow?
someone once told me that i'm a different person during the day and the night.
i admit that during the night time i would become very very moody and sometimes i feel that it is not the real me.
i like the cheerful and happy go lucky tee chong anyway.
however, it seems diffult to stay simple, innocent and pure nowadays in this cruel cruel world.

seems that i'm not that happy now... in a certain way upset mayb?
erm.. ask myself why i feel that way?
just because of him?
wonder wonder and wondering....
tell myself for many many times rather to stay single....
still thinking and wondering what to do...

starry nite, lonely heart
where were you?
just when i needed you the most?

天堂
曲：光良 | 词：葛大为 | 编：吴庆隆

牵着你在天空飞翔 这样看世界不一样
有了你在身旁笑的脸庞 世界或许就这么宽广

忽然就忘记了慌张 人海之中你最明亮
无意间的影响 渐渐扩张 你丰富我 生活感想

何必寻找所谓的天堂 原来我因为你 不想再去流浪
情愿平凡 不拥有一切也无妨 有了你在心上 依然是天堂

忽然就忘记了慌张 人海之中你最明亮
无意间的影响 渐渐扩张 你丰富我 生活感想

何必寻找所谓的天堂 原来我因为你 不想再去流浪
情愿平凡 不拥有一切也无妨 有了你在心上 依然是天堂

何必寻找所谓的天堂 原来我因为你 不想再去流浪
情愿平凡 不拥有一切也无妨 有了你在心上 已经是天堂
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
希望有你存在的地方就是自己的天堂。
那么没有你，生活就好像身处地狱了吗？

情愿放弃精彩的机会，选择了平凡的你。
可是自己这么样的牺牲，你会发觉吗？

希望你会是自己的天堂。
希望有你在身边的日子永远都是天堂。

this is posted under the request of JesSY...(oooh.. she had edited the picture..)
you can admire her master piece trough the following link
Life is Beautiful
Will You Be There?
Michael is Innocent
cool cool picture neh!!!!!

annother picture by t0m@k0
suddenly wanna draw something...
since i was inspired by jessy's drawing...
hehe.. we are a bit addicted d...:P
click the link to know what does it mean by frome day to night ;)

my chinese new year master piece
hope you like it lo...
you can click on the link to check out how i draw the painting..
please give any comment la...

today feel ackward. cos i suddenly had became light bulk....
erm... this was the first time that i saw them holding hands.
feel happy for them lo...
will help them to do promotion so that their underground relationship would be known.
erm... feel happy to see it. but do not feel envy seeing them.. since my boy boy is not around.

the college looks like the dead town since most of the student are back to their hometown celebrating chinese new year.
really wonder why i'm going back to college to attend a class which i'm not supposed to attend.
nothing just wonder it is out of loneyness or out of the wants to have a better understanding of the subject?
wonder wondering.
i do not know how and why.
wonder and still wondering leh.

suddenly become blur blur...
just now i was panic cos my monitor got problem.. cannot on...
the plug fuis was not spoilt ar...
then think that so cham cny have to suffer without my computer and internet meh?
then when i check carefully trough the power supply i found that rupa rupanya is my problem. the power cable also never get connected to the monitor... macam mana ada power supply leh?
haha... blur blur teechong...

少年 - 光良/曹格

曲：光良 | 词：管启源 | 编：Azlan Abu Hassan
光: 你又想起某个夏天 热闹海岸线
曹: 记忆中的那个少年 骄傲的宣言

光: 伸出双手就能拥抱全世界 曹: 相信所有的梦想一定会实现
光: 一切看起来都不会太遥远 合: 转眼之间过几年

曹: 轻浮的语言都已慢慢沈淀 光: 即使难免会变得更加洗炼
合: 我们不曾妥协

光: 那是我们都回不去的从前 曹: 幸好还可以坚持当时的信念
光: 世界尝试改变 合: 当初的那个少年

曹: 那是我们都回不去的从前 光: 当你站在那个夏天的海岸线
曹: 我们还是心里面 合: 那个偏执的少年

曹: 你又想起某个夏天 热闹海岸线
光: 记忆中的那个少年 骄傲的宣言

曹: 伸出双手就能拥抱全世界 光: 相信所有的梦想一定会实现
合: 我们不曾妥协

曹: 那是我们都回不去的从前 光: 幸好还可以坚持当时的信念
曹: 世界尝试改变 合: 当初的那个少年

光: 那是我们都回不去的从前 曹: 当你站在那个夏天的海岸线
光: 我们还是心里面 合: 那个偏执的少年

合: 那是我们都回不去的从前 幸好还可以坚持当时的信念
世界尝试改变 当初的那个少年

那是我们都回不去的从前 当你站在那个夏天的海岸线
我们还是心里面 那个偏执的少年
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
start to love this song.
i think gary is very very talented.
just hope that he would have bringt future as wat guang liang had got in his singing courier.;)

童话~~光良~~歌词
you can try this page i've check should have most of the lyrics of guang liang's new album tong hua.

found this in friendster bulletin board. just think it is fun and wanna share with my friends.

Corporate Lesson 1
A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower when the doorbell rings. After a few seconds of arguing over which one should go and answer the doorbell, the wife gives up, quickly wraps herself up in a towel and runs downstairs.

When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbor.Before she says a word, Bob says, "I'll give you $800 to drop that towel that you have on."

After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob. After a few seconds, Bob hands her 800 dollars and leaves. Confused, but excited about her good fortune, the woman wraps back up in the towel and goes
back upstairs.

When she gets back to the bathroom, her husband asks from the shower, "Who was that?"

"It was Bob the next door neighbor," she replies.

"Great!" the husband says, "Did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?"

Moral of the story:
If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk in time with your stakeholders, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure.


Corporate Lesson 2
A priest was driving along and saw a nun on the side of the road, he stopped and offered her a lift, which she accepted. She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her gown to open and reveal a lovely leg.

The priest had a look and nearly had an accident. After controlling the car, he stealthily slid his hand up her leg. The nun looked at him and immediately said, "Father, remember Psalm 129?" The priest was flustered and apologized
profusely. He forced himself to remove his hand.

Changing gear, he let his hand slide up her leg again. The nun once again said, "Father, remember Psalm 129?" Once again the priest apologized, "Sorry sister, but the flesh is weak."

Arriving at the convent, the nun got out gave him a meaningful glance and went on her way. On his arrival at the church, the priest rushed to retrieve a bible and looked up Psalm 129.

It said, "Go forth and seek, further up, you will find glory."

Moral of the story:
Always be well informed in your job, or you might miss a great opportunity.


Corporate Lesson 3
A sales rep, an administration clerk and the manager are walking to lunch when they find an antique oil lamp. They rub it and a Genie comes out in a puff of smoke.

The Genie says, "I usually only grant three wishes, so I'll give each of you just one."

"Me first! Me first!" says the admin clerk. "I want to be in the Bahamas, driving a speedboat, without a care in the world." Poof! She's gone.

In astonishment, "Me next! Me next!" says the sales rep. "I want to be in Hawaii, relaxing on the beach with my personal masseuse, an endless supply of pina coladas and the love of my life."Poof! He's gone.

"OK, you're up," the Genie says to the manager.

The manager says, "I want those two back in the office after lunch."

Moral of the story:
Always let your boss have the first say.


Corporate Lesson 4
A crow was sitting on a tree, doing nothing all day. A small rabbit saw the crow, and asked him, "Can I also sit like you and do nothing all day long?"

The crow answered, "Sure, why not." So, the rabbit sat on the ground below
the crow, and rested. All of a sudden a fox appeared, jumped on
the rabbit and ate it.

Moral of the story:
To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.


Corporate Lesson 5
A turkey was chatting with a bull. "I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree," sighed the turkey, "but I haven't got the energy."

"Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?" replied the bull. "They're packed with nutrients." The turkey pecked at a lump of dung and found that it actually gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree.

The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch. Finally after a fourth night, there he was proudly perched at the top of the tree.

Soon, he was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot the turkey out of the tree.

Moral of the story:
Bullshit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there for long.

Corporate Lesson 6
A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground in a large field.

While it was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on it. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, it began to realize how warm it was. The dung was actually thawing him out!

He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy.

A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate.Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and
ate him.

Moral of the story:
1) Not everyone who shiits on you is your enemy.
2) Not everyone who gets you out of shiit is your friend.
3) And when you're in deep shiit, it's best to keep your mouth shut!

sleepy pig fight wit boy boy again cos he would not be around during valentines day.

today a lot of things happened on my... the most shocking thing which had happen was just now, there was those little worms in the soup which my mom had re-heat for me.
yucky little worms... maybe they are hiding among the vegetable of the soup boil.
yucky... discusting leh... too bad lo...
had wasted my mom's 'sum gei' on the soup lo... cos reli cannot accept soup with little worms inside leh.
erm... today really a lot of things happened and do not know where to start wor.

just start from today morning lo...
erm... wake up late as usual. but never mind la.. they would not be able to start without me.. hehehe.. cos i'm presenting the question for june 2004 paper. i'm quite confident about what i'm going to present. i just felt that what i've prepared would be good enough to make myself proud gua. eventually it turned out that it was not as what the lecture requirement. oops... have to redo the thing again.. luckily i have not prepared the computer print out. have to do it again leh... if already completely finished it... i would feel quiet upset. cos seems waste of time (WOT) since what i've did was like completely wrong gua.

then after the class, was annother tutorial, dun really like the tutor, eventough i think i really like the subject, the tutor really sucks leh.. dunno what i can do about it. our class decided to replace the class on monday since most of the classmate wanted to go back early dun wanna stay in the college for so long. just feel that the college is like a dead city now. since there is only our course and the new january intake who are still having class at this moment. since this a replacement class, there are venue where we would use it to replace the class. my god mother 'kai ma' (she said that i'm her bou bui lui, so i ma call her kai ma lo) is very very busy with the new time table for the third semester and things might have gone wrong ma. i just cant understand why the lecture go and scold the student. i just cannot understand why. i'm in doubt. cant u just respect the student so that they would pay you back with the same amount of respect gua. luckily he told us that next 7 weeks he would not be taking us. erm... really wonder who would be taking us for tutorial leh.. melissa or tho wor? wonder leh....

go to the sbs office, miss chin's new year 'ang pao' was not there... anyway do not need to care about this first, since my main objective is to call the ftc supplier and confirm about the original book. knowing that he also in desperite stage. just wanna help the classmate. i already wait for my book until i'm disappointed and i'm scare and fobia of people asking me about the original book d. he had offered my two ways that is to send the book to the student's house trough courier when the book arrive. and he also said that if the books have not arrive this week yet he would have no choice but to refund us.

erm.. then went out to tbr to eat my lunch nothing special about my lunch but seems to miss the things which my boy boy da bao for me everyday when he is around lo.... day by day eating the same things seems very very ackward for me leh.... seems to be tired d.

come back to college for the tiring class. sbpd. actually i wanted to distribute the notes. they always rush for notes then some how they dun come for class. lecture is really so WOT of meh? erm.. never pay respect to the lecture also. wonder why la.

having to take care of the other class rep's notes makes me very very tiring leh. sometimes i do wonder worth it for doing such things for them or not lo.

after the lecture, went to basket ball court and sit down and waiting for jun liang to pick me up for tuition, but finally i decided to go to kl on my own. wanted to go to kl to buy my guang liang's new album lo. since yesterday i did not bring my popular card did not manage to buy it. supporting the artise that i like, i think really worth to pay the money for buying his original lo. even there is not much of the discount but since guang liang is one of the artise which i admire much i would prefer to buy his album once his album is issued to support him lo. erm... asking for free poster but dun have guang liang's poster liao wor.. erm.. deciding whether wanna buy or not hoh.. but got free postcard and annother one is the 'dan qu cd'.
so, since i'm supporting him therefore decided to buy it la.

when i was walking from ftms to petaling streat to popular there was the bridge that i'm suppose to cross but i choose to take the trafic light. then, there was this polis trafic there he seems to be issuing summon to those who are not following the rules. therefore i decided to walk back and take the bridge. this would really make me feel relive gua.

i think that is all for today lo...

when i was listening to the e-drama half way, i suddenly notice that my internet connection was down.
so... streamyx did it again. mess up my internet connection again. how troublesome is the streamyx this is the second time within this two weeks already. why cant they have any improvement? at least let me have a peaceful mind.
do not need to always call and complaint.
so c2pid.
my friend and i will always say that babi do things is like tat one la..
but to me it is not discremination it is just the expectation for the service to be improve.
if everyday also face problem like that, i think i would rather give up to online.
to me, i do hope that tmnet would improve their service quality since they say the customer range are not as much as targeted.

My childhood dream job:
= Accountant / Teacher

My childhood dream house :
= Seaside house with a very nice sea view

My childhood dream bf/gf :
= erm... never really think about tat. maybe the guy whom i grew up with before i'm 5-4 gua.. and those guys who sit beside me during primary lo

My childhood hero :
= Grandpa

My childhood fave food & drink :
= McDonalds + KFC + Pizza Hut and Soft drinks

My childhood fave song(s) :
= 星光依旧灿烂 ~~ 小虎队 ， 潇洒走一回 ~~ 叶倩文

My childhood fave movie(s)
= home alone?

My childhood fave singer(s)
= 叶倩文

My childhood fave celebrity
= 成龙，张国荣

My childhood fave character(s)
= superman

My childhood fave toy/game
= masak masak ;P

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::PRESENT::
My recent dream job
= erm.. to be accountant but my dream field is financial advicer...(too bad my finance is still very leh)

My recent dream house
= coolzee appartment in side of kl where the nite view is very nice and can feel the strong wind at night.

My recent dream bf/gf
= dream bf? erm.. got bf liao.. but dream bf is of course leehom lo

My recent hero(s)
= daddy

My recent fave food & drink
= chocolate and ice cream and not forgoting secret receipe cheese choc

My recent fave song(s)
= 童话~~光良

My recent fave movie(s)
= erm... the lord of the rings (the classic)
apart from that, i think should be the phantom of the opera gua.

My recent fave singer(s)
= 王力宏，光良，品冠，梁静茹，刘若英

My recent fave celebrity
= nicholas cage, matt damon, caterine zeta jones

My recent fave character(s)
= ah boo... from moster inc

My recent toy/game
= too busy for any toy or game... if really wanna consider is my cousins lo.. nice toy.. hahaha..

Are you so different from childhood to now?
yup.. but the heart is almost still the same..
since there is someone who say that my looks do not change seems that people can still recognise me. so have to take sometime to change so that people would not recognise me anymore.
:P
by naughty teechong@2005

my friend suet er confirm got denggi d.
miss her so much leh..
suddenly miss her laughter and her cute cute face.
wondering how is she right now.
i do hope that she will get well soon lo...
erm... chinese new year coming soon...
wanna enjoy it also cannot cos miss chin already state that she want us to do tutorial... dun wanna feel guity anymore.

today we all 'pakat' to wear red for the whole group 1.
then when they all came to the college, i just too not so red because i choose to wear pink.
red was never my favourite colour. unless i choose to nobody can force me to do anything that i dun want to do. sometimes we always tell people that we are forced to do this and that. actually it is wat we wanted to do. if we really do not want to do it.. nobody in this world could force us to do anything we do not wanted to.
really feel tat is fun being in this class for about half months d...
the classmate are all mostly very quite and found it difficult to mix around with them.. cause they are not those poeple who are so... erm... 'passionate'? as compare to me..
haha... actually i do think myself as a shy person. but i think most of my friends do not like like that gua... erm.. to be more exact is that i'm protactive to strager and when you are closed to me.. i think you would not like to stand with my craziness and nuttiness.

sometimes life is difficult to decide what is wrong and right. and sometimes when the same incident happen on u again and again over the time i would felt fed up and piss off. and being demotivated the quality of the things you come out with might not be as good as expected.

tiring of my coursemate keep asking me when the original book will come i also called them every few days within the week ma... decided to let them call themselves. mayb this will help them understand my situation gua.

wanna help others and i really try my level best to achieve what i can do for others.

sometimes really feel very guity for not doing the tutorial question and not preparing for it. it seems pointless going for tutorial without preparing for it. do not learn anything at all... should ask myself to learn how to really utilised my time and manage it nicely.

then my last tutorial for the day is miss chin's acr tutorial. she told us that she had already preprared a 15 pages tutorial question as our chinese new year 'ang pao' i think this ang pao is really really big in the sense that i do not really think that we have time to enjoy ourself during this coming chinese new year.

somemore i suddenly decided i would like to learn how to drive within this chinese new year lo...
erm.. see how it would turn out to be...
do hope that this new year would really turn myself into a new leaf lo...
wish me luck lo...

坚持相信只有懂得爱自己的人才会懂得怎么去爱别人。
只有懂得怎么去善待自己才会开始对别人好。
一直学习着怎么照顾自己，
也开始做一个没有那么任性和自大的家伙。

喜欢和小朋友玩，
因为他们是天真无邪的。

notice wasting my time doing a lot of non value addded activity.. dunno whether it is right or wrong.
wonder about it all the time...
wanted myself to be back to what i was when i was in primary 6
wonder i can do it or not?
hoping i can do that lo

tell myself nobody can take away your dignity other than yourself.
尊严是自己给自己的。
你想别人怎么看待你，就从自己的言行身教开始。
如果想别人对你好一些，就开始对别人好一点。
不要老是埋怨别人没有给你/帮忙你。
要对别人有要求，就首先对自己有一定的要求。
要别人去爱你，要首先学习怎么爱自己，然后开始把爱传染给身边的亲人和朋友。

About 2-3 weeks to Chinese New Year so.. Just wanna wish everyone happy chinese new year and my reguards are sent with the following new year card which i've bought yesterday ;)


happy chinese new year all my dear friends ;)

have a nice start today eating zhu chang fen tat my mom da bao from the market and immediately after i wanted to kacao people online.. yeong sang called...
he and his 'boy friend' came and pick me up for breakfast.
eventually they forget that i'm vegetarian again.
never mind la... i already used to seeing people eating meat infront of me, used to it d.. already ma mu liao..
dun really remember why i started to give up on meat. mayb because of my parents or my religion lo...
then i found that eating meat will make people more tiring and less energetic lo...
so this mayb one of the reason that i decided to give up on meat gua...

looking at my cousins being busy with thier homework.. makes me miss the good old primary days.. where i think that i'm damn hard working and damn good in studies...
really really miss those good old days leh. that is the truth for me. really miss those days which i'm hard working and when i will get beatting form my teacher when ever i got bad marks during ejaan and 'mo xie' that is when we would cheat. i know that is when i cheat the most.
gosh reli miss those days.. where i got those very very simple friends. but lost contact with most of them d lo...

annother thing that i feel sad about is that seeing kida have so much homework to do and they have a book call 'jia ke bu' where they record down wat are those homework that we are suppose to do. i remember that i've aq big diary to record it. and u used to finished most of my homework before i reach home.
to me school is just like the second home where i would stay until quite last and waiting for my dad to pick me up. this had not changed till to date. erm.. sometime school does become my nusery where i would stay and hang around. i think it would be fun hanging around and goin home late.really miss those time, especially during form 6 where i go in to play play (where a lot of people are talking bad about me behind my back hoh...)miss those time...
try the best to bring myself back to those good old times.

my handphone had ended its credit period. decided not to reload it until monday. nothing special. just do not wanna call anyone. do not wanna do anything.
life without handphone is still normal life rite?
just that i do not call anyone and do not reply anyone's sms or phone call gua.
anyway they wanna find me they can always find me trough sms or msn d...
remember that i'm a 24/7 online person.
now just want some time alone with myself.
wanna be happy and have a peace mind.

nothing special happened this weeks. so nothing much for me to post.
except that suet er went back to her hometoen because she is suspected as denggi case. wonder how is she now. should be better gua... really really wonder.
better do something about it. sms her later gua...;)

getting more and more relief cost most of the things had been settled and life is getting back to normal. temporary there is no coursework anymore. so happy and relief for me huh? and annother thing is chinese new year is coming around the corner lo!!!!!

to me it's happy and happy feeling.....

my boy friend had gone back to his hometown for chinese new year. dunno when he will be back. should not be so soon gua since he had completed his studies here. then poor tee chong is left alone in kl d. but to me it seems that live is back to the single and available life style can go out and mix around with my friends and do not need to make up time for him. however for me, prefer to stay at home listen to some music and prepare for my studies. have not done enough preparation recently... so terrible neh...

talking about studies felt so terrible that did not do well in my studies to the extent that i was still blur blur with wat had been tought and did not do tutorial. die lo... miss chin will always neg us cos we are not good enough plus we are not hard working enough.

like everyone's saying stupid is already bad.... stupid then lazy... that is double bad that means worse lo...
erm.. better do something on it...

okie lo... back to my preparation for presentation.

seems to be more and more happy now..
cos everything finally settled....
so happened that i'm trilled lo...
listening to guang liang's new song 'tong hua' again and again...
preparing for the presentation next week and hoping i could reli used wat i've learned so far and do the best lo:)

the numbers of denggi cases are increasing in Malaysia especially in Setapak area.(the place where most of my coursemate are staying).
it is very dangerous that you court denggi just before chinese new year where you could not enjoy the chinese new year mood where it is fading away when we are growing up.

just wanna tell everyone remember to take care of yourself during this period. be careful of where you go and remember to spray 'ridsect' before you go to sleep.

take care my friends!!!!

童话
歌手:光良 专辑:童话

忘了有多久 再没听到你
对我说你最爱的故事
我想了很久 我开始慌了
是不是我又做错什么

你哭着对我说 童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂 从你说爱我以后
我的天空星星都亮了

我愿变成童话里 你爱的那个天使
张开双手 变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局

你哭着对我说 童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂 从你说爱我以后
我的天空星星都亮了

我愿变成童话里 你爱的那个天使
张开双手 变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局

我要变成童话里 你爱的那个天使
张开双手 变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
你爱的那个天使

我会变成童话里 你爱的那个天使
张开双手 变成翅膀守护你
你要相信 相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
你爱的那个天使

一起写我们的结局
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这是光良最新专辑中的主打歌。
好喜欢它呀！
希望可以快一点拥有它！
；〕

finally today i'm much free and can settle down and do things that i wanna do.
went to kl with my bf today. and went to the vegetarian shop and order our dinner.
the food there are not as nice as expected. to me i still like to eat at 'amata' cos the food just suit my taste. just wonder why the shop suddenly closed/moved. wonder when can find the shop again in kl?
just hope that i can find the shop again soon.
cos really miss the food of the shop very very much leh.

planing what i'm gonna do this coming holiday...
thinking about it. should be revision and revision some more.

jus now.. suddenly i've broken a glass in my room.
scarry.
the glass was broken into pieces and it was all over the floor.
i was scared that something bad would happened so i decided to call my bf.
luckily he was okie.
and when i sweep the floor, i was very very careful.
however, i ended up cutting my feet also.

我只想在你停歇时
做一个平平安安的海港
让你什么 什么都不必惊慌

又或许在你流浪时
做一个什么都有的背囊
让你的疲惫都往里头装

或许我就是爱上你的简单
清清楚楚不需要胡思乱想
其实我的爱就是这么简单
两情相悦就可陪你到地老天荒

或许我就是爱上你的简单
清清楚楚不需要胡思乱想
我只想爱你爱得这么简单
在你身旁静静陪你渡过喜怒哀伤
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like this song very very much dunno since when i have listen to it on the radio. feel really really special simple and comfortable lo.
love is just simple when you want it to be.

today~~
morning i ask my dad to fetch me to the KTM station in sentul so that i can take the commuter to Mid- Velly. According to the news paper there would be a new KTM commuter station near my house. but i do not know when it will be completed. Hopefully it is very very soon. because the sentul KTM station is quiet far away from the bus stop and it is very very quite to get there. Sometimes i'm scared of walking all the way to the ktm station alone. even that i told myself that i'm bold enough to go and do a lot of things on my own.

reached mid valley early this morning.. the shops are all closed and not yet open. so i decided to go to Mc Donalds and sit down to have my breakfast while waiting for my bf.

at around 10 when the ticket counter opens, we lined up to buy the ticket for national treasure 11am. sometimes i feel that gsc system is very bias and not complete, in the sense that those people who are late and they get to buy the ticket first, sometimes this make me very very geram lo.

talking about national tresures, i wanted to watch the show because of nicholas cage. that is only the pure reason behind. like him a lot since the show which i've watched during 1119 class in form 4 and 5 in a tuition centre. it is talking about love story.

the national tresures is talking about a family who keep holds of the treasure of the country. and generation and generation that the family had been trying to solved the cule behind the puzzle/riddle. the movie was a bit funny, hummor, romance, exciting (about hunting tresure), seems to be amazed that how they could read the map by using the special glasses. it really does seems incredible to me.

after the movie we went to buy new year cards. i choose one for my teacher and 5 cards for 5 of those friends who i think is very very closed and i wanted to give them an appreciation? then i was hungry and i decided to go for the vagetarian pan mee.it was RM5.25 after the 5% service tax and it was totally not that nice at all.;) but what to do? eating at shoping center would be such expensive and we are expected to pay such price lo. and it is seems that i like chili paste more and more everyday.

after that me and my bf when to hunt for clothes since that he have not get any for himself. he say that he do not wanna get anymore red dress for new year since he does not wear it anymore after new year day. he picked two dress which is white, where he do really look like a 'bai ma wang zi' ^-^v he was over budget on his clothes since that he bought two clothes and also a pair of new jeans. i also get myself a blouse blue one to be exact. i really like anything with blue on it. this blouse is kindda exposed in my sense but since i wan some changes in the way i dress where i would seems a bit different gua.

then he have to decide what to buy for my mom. erm.. undecided since there are nothing much which is suitable for parents, and when i'm choosing rocky and think about what we should give my parents we suddenly notice that seng joo left my bottle at the dress shop. i was a bit upset because he was always so careless.. always only care about his things first and want me to settle his problem. i do hope that i have someone who is kind enough to protect me and never hurt me at all.so i might still be searching for the mr right.luckily that it was not when i reached home then only i discovered that my bottle has been left at the shop there.

then we went to kl and i wanted buy guang liang new album since that it was stated that the date of the album is by fri 21 jan. then when i went to the popular there was no sign of micheal's new album. and then i saw the notice saying there has his album would be delayed since there was some problem with the delivery of the new album. so sad.. wanted to own the new album by this week d...

then i notice this album call ‘幸福醒了' which is featuring song from the tv talk show call '贤途有你'. i heard a lot of promotion about this album in 988. therefore i decided to buy it. the songs inside are very very meaningful and nice also. suddenly it reminds me of the pirated cd. i do hope that his album would not get any pirate attraction.
i do really know that rm30 original and rm5 pirate is quiet number of diff. but i think buying pirate products is just like stealing things from others.

承认自己是个对任何事情都要求非常高的人。
但是，当自己不能够达到所要求的时候， 就会觉得...
如果自己不能够达到自己要求的，就不能够要求别人。
让自己学习着改变，
然后更加清楚自己所做的事情。

add something to the end of my side bar.
i think it is special because you could not find it in other ppl's site...
if wan see wat is it.. please go to the end of the side bar and you will see it.
hope it will make u smile on ur boring day;)

the two little xiao gua.. make me dunno whether wanna laugh or wanna cry ar!!!!
dunno hot to handle them.
love them very very much .. but they really come and mess up my life sometimes.
come and play online game.. mess up my room
chat on msn wit my friend.
wierd cousin huh?

just went to cut my hair short today.
like to go back to the same hair stylist cause the way she cut my hair i think it suit me the most.
but the price had increased d. from RM10 increased to RM14.
wow.. last time when i first cut my hair it was about RM6-8 only.
now already increased to RM14.
thinking about wanna keep my hair long or not...
but i think if keep long hair will not.
because if i keep long hair it will not suit my personality and i'm also a person who is very very lazy to keep and tidy the hair.
so short hair would be very nice for me.
but i look like a guy when i keep short hair...
erm.. dialema d...

today is mr Sing Sing aka SFS's(sin full sing) b'day
and also his last day of exam.
just wanna say happy b'day to him here la..
but i dunno he will come and visit this blog or not la

today is the day i get all the revision kit and most of the manual done for all the group. (unfortunately the original ftc manual have not come!!!)
and today miss chin said something to me which i think is very meaningful to me and i should remember it for the whole semester.

"they should be able to download the question from the website rite?"
"i know you are very busy with your things.you must concerntrate during my class."
"nobody is going to pity you if you fail"(wow!!!this is the thing that hit me the hardest inside my heart.)
"why are you doing all this things? where is the course rep?shouldn't he be doing this things?"(erm.. i'm not sure about it... maybe i've rampas all the things that a course rep should do and do all the things for him?)

i have changed my attitude a lot and a lot during the lecture to respect the lecture i tried my best to prevent myself from walking up and down the lecture hall.. but i think it is difficult for me. cos i cannot sit nicely during lecture. mayb this is just my excuse because i can do it for miss chin lecture why not the others? erm.. have to correct myself and show more respect to the lecture.

annother thing which i have not been doing for this semester is preparing for the tutorial class.. i have to brush up myself for the ACR tutorial because i have not contribute much of my time on the tutorial and most of the time i was doing non value added activity.

taking care of the course is something which i wanna do but i'm not strong enough.
i'm not fierce enough?? (i'm a very fierce person and very autocratic person)
i'm not dedicated?? weird man...
maybe i'm not suit for the position gua... think of resign for many many time when i faced problem.
and it has also affected the relationship for me and my friend.
maybe because they are my friend so they demand more from me.
but have they ever think more about me? erm.. i do not know what to do.
i do really care (in mandrin call 'jie yi') how my friends treat me.
and my bf said that i do not know how to be 'fake' and learn how to let go.
and i complain about them for so many weeks already but it is also relates to the same item.
therefore i would tell myself that from now onwards i would learn how to let go and treat all other people better gua.
^-^ (tee chong gambade!!!) p^-^q genki!!!jia you!!!

just felt relived and happy and excited today becaused of the following reasons:-
1) finally i have get most of the manual and the revision kit done for the course
2) tomorrow is holiday
3) my bf has finished his exam!!!
4) no class for the following 3 days
5) have time for myself to do a lot of things which i wanna do for such a long time
6) tee chong is goin to reborn....
haha..okie just put six since six is my favourite number and it is also my house number.

after so many episode finally johnathan and victoria are out of the race. the ego johnathan are so so so bad that i really hate him much.
i do really thinks that a guy should really care for the gals more if you really want the gal to be by your side.
erm. my bf's exam is over d.
have to let myself to get used to the life without him.
having lunch without him. and doing a lot of things without him.
wonder how it would be happier or?????

gonna update my blog this weekend.. give it a new look and a new feel gua... erm.. dunno i can make it or not.. wanna sleep d..

the two 'xiao gua' are coming to my house more and more often. and they learn more and more things each and everyday.
sometimes i notice that i've ill treated them last time and i wanted to treat them better since i dun have any brother and sister. they are the only brother and sister which i can have. to me they are among the most im portant person in my life which i think i would like to share all my things with them.
my uncle(their dad) always say that he envy me cos i have my grandpa to take care of me when i was young. i admit that i'm always the luckiest person most of the time but to be lucky is not enough and the most important thing is to treasure what we posses now.

this was taken from my friend's blog.
just wanna share it with people who come to this blog.
what is the meaning to be happy.

... for your child that doesn't wash dishes but watches TV cause it means he's at home and not on the street...

... for income-taxes cause it means you have a job...

... for house turned upside down that need to be cleaned cause it means that friends had came to you...

... for the clothes that became a little too small cause it means you have something to eat...

... for shadow that looks at your work cause it means you're in the sun...

... for yard that need to cut, windows that need to clean, drainpipes that need to fix cause it means you have a house...

... for complaints about government cause it means you have freedom of speech...

...for woman in church that sings in wrong melody cause it means you can hear...

... for dirty clothe's heap cause it means you have clothes...

... for tiredness and hurting musles in the evening cause it means you have worked...

... for ring of alarm clock that rings in the mornings cause it means that you're alive.

not much time to tidy and update my blog and not much time to do anything.. i'm so tired...
dunno when can i finished all those things..

last nite i suddenly become famous in FTMS 3.5 class.
the fatty marty call my name for about 4-5 times during the class and he will ask all the names of the people who are sitting in front and he will record down the names.
and after the first class i know he already forgot my name. but i do not know why he suddenly remember my name again after calling so many other names.
last nite onli i knoe why.
rupa-rupanya, he go and draw a picture of me and that's why he remember me.
he also draw a LAN for fui tzu and liw (yan er) and mei mei.
and he will always call shui me who he think very expert in formula.
and also mr manchester united.
the fuller siao siao one.. cos he go and record down most of our name.

today when i wake up and i saw something which the two 'xiao gua' who came to my house very often had done to my things.
they tear (maybe by accident) my time table and the tape it back when i'm not looking.. wat a clever feller...
the two xiao gua reli makes me dunno whether wanna cry or laugh.
i'm speachless..
sometimes when i see them and play with them i do really feel happy.
and i promise myself to spend more time with them and give more care and concern towards them.

slack? erm.. do something which i like it.
like and should do?
which is more important?
to be happy in life is the greatest things in life.
and to achieve the balance between happy and wat we should do i do hope i'm able to do it.

人生总有许多遗憾，所以还在身边的要珍惜，已经离开的该怀念

很多人，从小可以看大，这时你会发现，他们天生就是那幺的不一样。

只是，无需羡慕，因为你也是你，你的特别，他们也跟你不上。

翻动过去的记忆，发现自己走过的足迹，每一步都是自己，每一步都是美丽

青春，是生命的痕迹，过去，是回忆的累积

此情无计可消除，才下眉头，却上心头

总以为自己可以无视思念的存在，直到你出现在我面前....

多少人渴盼这一份注定，又多少人需要这样的注定。
又多少人明白，注定两字，不是能被渴盼与需要的。

如果我希望我的生日礼物，是能当你一天的女朋友，你愿意吗？
若我是一座城市，那幺我的灵魂，是不是你？

爱情永远只有三种情形。
第一， 你喜欢她，她喜欢你。
第二， 第二，你喜欢她，她不喜欢你。
第三， 第三，你不喜欢她，她喜欢你。

失去，或许是爱情里最可怕的字眼了。

这就是生命，总有很多事情没得选择。
但就算有得选择，也不一定是自己想要的选择。

爱情，是极度美丽，又极度残忍的

青春，其实一直存在，不管你活多久，你将永远青春

在你的爱情里出现过的每一个人，都可能只是过客。
这当中包括你的最爱，还有你自己。

心碎的声音，有多少人听过，有多少人能承受？

因为爱你，所以我老了，老了的人，是难以背负眼泪的重量的

世上情爱万万千，不屑一顾枉为人

幸福，不管是经过一番辛苦，还是轻松的得到，都是最难忘的
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just finished reading the online novel call 这城市 by 藤井树.
anyone who are interested to read the novel and visit the following address:-
这城市 ~~藤井树
like the above wordings.. give me a lot of insperiation.
motivate me a lot.

finally today i'm free for sometime with myself. do not need to do anything special, but never the less, i still have the course work and also the tutorials have not complete.
therefore, today i'm challenging myself to finish the part of the coursework which i'm assigned to do and complete it and also at least prepare some part of the tutorial.
have not have much sleep lately. only about average of 5 hours.
and my bf say that look 'horrible'
erm.. i dunno.. but i know that there is a lot of things for me to do and my task is very very heavy.

有你，人間有愛，；因妳，夢幻成真；愛你，方領悟真情，人生才完美，將不會有遺憾。
i've this net friend that has this weird weird nick name...
but i like them all.. sounds so sweet

Just feel weird that when I wanna do something then luck is not in my side.
Feel so bad about it. But I’m tired now.. jus wanna go to sleep.

no time no time no time..
bought lee hom new album and also the lord of the ring the return of the king the extended vcd version.. cannot watch and listen to it yet...
cos have not much time for myself this week.. so sad..

there is this electric blackout today in most of the area in kl.

the exam in college have to be postpone for half an hour because there is students who are trap in the lrt.

i wonder what happened?
if i'm taking the exam.. i'll sure start to panic since exam should be very very important for me.
should be very very frustrated for me lo...

吉隆坡13日讯-由于在雪兰莪州巴生加埔国能发电站的其中3台发电机发生故障，导致中南马地区今日中午12时许发生大停电事件，历时大约两句钟。受大停电影响的地区包括雪兰莪和吉隆坡一部分地区，而南马区的电流供应几乎全面中断，包括森美兰、马六甲和柔佛。

吉隆坡、八打灵再也和新山等各主要城市在发生大停电后，市内交通情况顿时一片混乱，需劳动交警全面出动维持秩序。

快铁火车中止服务
吉隆坡消拯局在大停电后曾接获投报，指有人受困在市内一些政府和私人界办公大厦的电梯内。
市内靠电流运作的轻快铁和电动火车服务也因为电流中断而中止服务，一些搭客甚至因为轻快铁半途停车而受困在内。
在吉隆坡国际机场方面，停电事件并没有影响机场的操作和航班的飞行，因为机场拥有备用的电供系统应付停电事件。不过，往返吉隆坡和机场之间的机场直透快铁（ERL）服务却受影响。
国能副总执行长兼副主席拿督阿都哈迪在发生停电事件后于今日下午在吉隆坡召开的新闻发布会上说，加埔国能发电站的发电机于12时16分发生跳闸现象（tripping），而导致中南马多个地区的电流输送站受到牵连，电供中断。
他说，雪隆受影响的地区主要是蕉赖老街场（Pudu Ulu）、吉隆坡东区、沙登、孟沙、白沙罗、淡江、布城、八打灵再也和莎亚南等。
阿都哈迪指出，为避免有关发电站的故障影响全国的电流供应，国能决定让南马区的发电站自动跳闸。所以在这种情况下，南马一带地区的电压剧降，造成电流供应受到严重影响。

国能失千兆瓦电流
他指出，这一回的发电站故障导致国能流失1千700兆瓦的电流供应，这味着南马的电流供应几乎全面中断。
全国的电流供应网分4个地区操作，即北马区、南马区、东海岸区和东马区。阿都哈迪说，庆幸的是，目前只是南马区的供应网受影响，其他3个电流供应网完全未受波及。
另一方面，在阿都哈迪举行新闻布会的途中，掌管能源事务的能源、水务及通讯部长拿督斯里林敬益医生从马六甲致电向前者了解大停电事件的最新发展。
针对传言，指这次大停电事件是因为国能员工对公司付给的花红数额感到不满而作出破坏，他加以驳斥，指为无稽之谈。
阿都哈迪在历时约5分钟的新闻发布会过后，便赶到国能总部大厦7楼，负责协调工作。

have no time to update my blog.
i'm very very busy this few days.
wanna sleep also not that free...
still a lot of things to do...
commited to do things.. just want myself to be effective and happy.

today was very very tiring..
wonder how m i gonna survive this week.. how can i do it...
wonder...
cannot say anything more...
wanna go to bed d.
just wanna tell myself take care. and if you think you can do it.
go ahead to work your 101% to achieve your dreams.

电脑里头一直重复着同一首歌。
是李心洁的恋。
她的专辑中，最喜欢的就是这首歌了。

为自己爱的人而变得更美丽是件非常幸福的事情。
感觉上自己并没有因为谈恋爱了，而变得更美丽。
感觉和他之间的爱恋，就好象变成呼吸一样的自然。
当他的大小孩。让他一直疼爱着。

喜欢恋爱的感觉,喜欢被照顾的感觉。
拥有疼爱着自己的人是世界上最幸福的事情了。

today having class agian.. in kl..
a lot of things to do but hav not finished yet.
i wanna do a lot a lot of things leh...
sometimes i think it is really really important for me to know what i wanna do and to complete it within the specificed time required.
erm.. looking forward for a new lee hom calender leh!!!

went to kl today bought lee hom's new album. dunno whether reli nice or not.. but i just wanna get the album.
i was disappointed since there is no free poster from popular. erm... i tought there will be free poster for me.

then wanna go to my favourite vegetarian shop to have something and just discover that the shop had closed down/moved. annother disappointment for me today.

then the mood just become so moody and disappointed.
not much excitment happened today..
life seems to be dull..
anyway hopping for better 2moro.

恋
作词：李心洁　作曲：光良　编曲：梁伯君

不愿承认　不愿面对　我真的爱你很深很深
一个笑容　一句话语　都让我心跳　很快很快
每个思索　每个欲望　全被你佔据很满很满
无法平静　不想透露　因为爱你快乐　很久很久

情愿　醉死在梦里　当一切都变得无力
情愿　为你而美丽　当你呼唤我的名字
情愿　默默的隐藏　当它只是一个错误
情愿　很久的以后　当一切都被时间沖淡　我只会更爱你
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i like this song very very much like the lyrics and also the tune..
like the feeling of loving a person.

michael/guang liang's website
guang liang is going to issue his latest album by the end of jan.
those who like him and miss his song so much you can visit the above site and listen to his latest song.

when i came back to my bouse. and on my computer.. there was a big lizzard!!!!!
moving all over my room. here and there.. and i was scared.. and shouted.

my parents will always say i'm a dirty bug...
i know that i'm giving myself too much excuse to myself d... for not tidy up my room and make my things in a mess.
this is annother thing which i should improve in this year.

Miss Chin is my advance corporate reporting paper 3.6 lecture.
she is a very very systematic lecture but her notes are quite messy sometimes.
since i'm the printing manager. i have to deal with her most of the time.

she is really really special in the sense that she will 'tegur' us when we did something not correct, wrong or something which she thinks is not correct.

today she went into the lecture hall early. she said that she got nothing to do in her office so she decided to come early to check and see whether we are late.
yes. we are always late for lectures and tutorial. miss chin was saying that she will start her lecture at 8.00 sharp. but i think she did start later today. and i was joking with her that my clock was already 8.00am already,and we should start now. but the dk was like only having 30% of the students coming in to the class.i would like to put my watch five minutes earlier where this would definately make a difference in everything that we do. sometimes it seems that we tend to be late in most of the things we do in our life.

i do think that her lecture and tutorial are tension enough, but just that if we are commited enough, we should be able to complete what we wanna achieve within the required time.

just read the chinese news paper which it covers a interview with lina teoh. she could be considered as on of my role model.
she talks about beauty with a purpose i think it is quiet correct in the sense that we should live ourlife beautifully and make it with purpose.

sometimes i think if a person's appearance is beautiful but the heart is the opposite.. it defeats the purpose of a person being beautiful.

i do think beauty comes very much from the innerside and not much form the outher side.

just feel guity and presured that i did not study well for this few weeks
i did not read before i go to the lecture and did not prepare well for my tutorial.
just really really guity about that.
so.. now i'll tell myself to do something about it.
i will see what is the results within one week.
i do really hope that i could fixed things.
and make myself well organised.
i'm still very very messy.

tired?
okie lo... but sometimes when i comes to studying...
i want myself to put 100%
commitment to me is very very important since it will ensure my success.
sometimes i do think going outside tuition do give me a better exposure of my future.
love to stay outside and explore to new things.
life is getting fun but tiring..;)

the sky just rain the air is wet and wet...
raining.. tonight will be a very very cold night...
should be a very could night....
and my mom washed my nice nice blanket...
dun hav nice nice blanket...
dunno can sleep well d or not wor...

a lot of ppl are getting in to relationship now..
since it is the final semester of our course.
can see a lot of couple in our course d.
wonder what would it be like after our course finished.

sometimes having attention from the lecture is a bad thing or a good thing leh?
i like to have good relationship with the lecture...
so that when i need their help in my studies it would be much much more easier for me.
but when there is too many attention on you alone.. there would be a lot of presure on you.
you feel guity when you do not do the tutorial.
she say dun sleep also need to complete her tutorial.
i wonder. i know i really felt guilty d...
but today lecture's she was so nice.. when we did not prepare for the presentation she did not even angry.
they say it is mayb b'cos i'm in the class...
dunno.. she say got annother class that did not prepare for the presentation and she just skip the question.
i just feel very very thankful.
thanks miss chin for being so nice to me and my class..:p
erm... tiring this few days... wanna sleep early today...

now is about 6.40 in the morning.
yesterday was a very very busy day.
now have not much time to spend with my bf and thing have to be done is study and study and study.
coursework and tutorial will fill my life. so basically i have no really life.
to me. i would like to give myself a challenge.
use this opportunity for myself to learn to kept myself organised and well maintained.
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today wake up, and my leg was cramp.
this is how i woke up for the past week and today.
the pain is terrible is like you cannot walk anymore.
tat day was the left leg and today is the right one.
all the muscle are stick together and just feel that the muscle cannot breath.
very very painful. but still need to tahan...
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yesterday was the firstday of my tuition class.
daniel ho.. the lecture is still okie.. but he like to walk here and there looking at him i think i will get a bit pengsan.
most of the people there are working people since the class is an evening class.
erm..
sitting in the lrt makes me think a lot.
seeing a malay speaking cantonese
and see a gal talking very assonance english.
i just wonder what it would be like when i go out of work,
anything it was just mere dream.
so now i have to go for bath and prepare myself for 8am class.
ooo.. yet annother great day ahead.

虽然你脾气坏 对待朋友又差 凸槌又更爱牵拖
佳在你遇到我 不爱计较的我 算你坏人有好命

我走路你坐车 你吃饭我洗碗 你被欺负我拼命
若为了爽到你 可以艰苦到我 因为 咱缘分不可散

有你 我才未孤单 有你的陪伴 我才有靠山
你若不爽 我是你的垃圾车 每天 听你的心声

有你 我才未孤单 有你的陪伴 我才有靠山
你若欢喜 我是你的垃圾车 每天 听你唱歌

爱情有影伤肝 想到我就会惊 亲像热天洗温泉
头晕目暗的我 爱到整身躯汗 我 欢喜又搁甘愿 给你快活

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saw this song on my friend ah bee punya blog. she say it is taking about friendship.
so i decided to go and download it and listen.
it is a hokkien song..
eventough that i'm a hokkien i also dunno a rubbish truck.. is call ' bun so qia' because i always call it 'sap sui qia'
sometimes i do think that we have to be somebody's rubbish truck sometimes in life.
listening to their happy and unhappy event.
to me, i would rather keep things to myself.
even if you do not treat me well enough. but i would rather i know it myself in my heart than to tell the whole world.
i would rather my friend to be happy with me, and not feel a lot of trouble with me.
i'm learning to be a better person everyday.
getting myself to have better temper, not onli to outsider and also my family member where i've been taken them for granted for many many years.
be thankful to them. and show them i do really care for them and create some value for them.
then annother thing i wanna say is.. luckily that i got this friend call bee one..
she is like the one who understand me a lot. that when i'm not really happy i would like to tell her. and she would like understand that why and where the hell i'm doing such things.
thanks to everyone in my life...
because of you my life have become more clourful and more exciting...
thanks for being in my life.;)
love you all much..
thousand and million hugz...

today went to jaya jusco in metro prima, kepong with my parents.
and guess who i met.
my uncle and aunty and cousin dee.
hahaha.. it is really wierd that i saw them..and they are just living next to me and i seldom see them at all... weird enough rite?

erm.. take my parents to eat secret receipe.. as usual. i order cheese choc and also ice lemon tea.
my mom say i do not know how to enjoy cos ice lemon tea are meant for those who eat spicy food. but i like ice lemon tea with cheese cake. it is very enjoying.
they order marble cheese and baked cheese. it seems obvious that i would not choose those consider traditional cheese cake.
and my dad order expresso.. which a type of coffee which is very very bitter. and very very small cup...
and my mom ordered white coffee.
my dad was wanting the very very big cup of coffee so that it would satisfied him.
and it was really funny seeing that he had actually ordered a very very small cup of coffee and very very bitter one...
hahaha...
today is a nice day and i did something i've never did before. that is bringing my parents to eat high tea.;)
i'm satisfied...

i went to have a rest and i fell asleep with my comp on.
and when i wanted to offline.
saw my friend.. a bit weird one...
the guy told me tat he had been clubbing whole nite juz came back and online and he so surprise to see that i'm on also..
weird.. we were like questioning each other why the hell are we still online.
feeling that not completing my blog about thing that happened today is weird. so i decided to sit down and write about wat happen on the first day of the year before i went back to bed again.
so i'm very very tired now...
but the first day of the year was quiet good for myself.
and i get to eat my favourite bak kut teh.. which is very good for health and some say that it can help to loose weight.
erm.. this is a formula by my grandma. it is really really nice one.. but it cost RM6 where my uncle sell it at the night market. however it is one of the highest sales product.

today went to bukit bintang to hunt for new year clothes with my bf.
the day starts like this...
i would take the public transport from my house to bukit bintang, but since that today my dad is not working and he is at home and my mom decided to make him send me to the bus station and eventually he end up sending me to bukit bintang.
then he stop me in front of BB plaza.and i told him to send me to lot 10 there. then he say initially you ask me to send u to BB plaza one? erm...
i'm speachless...
he drop me down and i start walking by myself wondering where and how should i go.
and at that moment i saw lot 10. i was like thank god... luckly the big green building catch my eyes. erm... if not i'm losted...hahaha...

then i went to the giordano besides the mc donalds at bintang walk there. i decided to go to bukit bintang to hunt for my new year clothes because there is giordano sales and it was the last two days.30% is considered quiet okie to me.
but since i'm just hanging out alone, i would not like to go for shopping.
i would just rather hang around in Mc and order a cup of tea / coke which i did while waiting for my bf or hang around the book shop, pretend to be a book lover.. but no need to pretend la... i also love books very very much... the see that there is momoko's(tao zi) latest book.(little eyes) and i stay there to read for a few pages while waiting for my bf.sometimes this does satisfy me. herm.. somethings telling me that the sungei wang's popular looks kindda small d.. but mayb it is just my feelings onli.
then finally my bf came and we went to shop for clothes.

first stop:- Giordano (sungei wang)
bought 2 long sleeve polo one pure white and one bule stripe. cos me about 70 bucks. the white shirt is my bf who say is nice and ask me to buy. then when i come back. i just notice that it was a bit dirty.
i call my bf he say difficult for them to change a new one for me.
errrrrrrrrrr.... this is wat i hate when i buy white dress... everytime during fitting time.. it looks very very nice on me.. but when i come back.. i regreted... cos i'm very very careless and sometimes i dun seem to know how to take care of my clothes.

next stop:- googles
erm.. i always like to buy googles clothes suits very very nice on me.
however, there seems not to be anything that suits me today.
nothing... not even one that i think it is suit for me. and i did not even ask for fitting for any of the clothes which i've seen.

third stop:- comma
just do not know that sungei wang also got comma shop...
a lot of gals from college likes to shop at comma cos the clothes are affordable. but it would be a very very high chance of two people wearing the same clothes at the same time.
i would like to buy clothes from comma also. unfortunately most of their clothes are design for those who are a bit skinny one (airport??).. and i'm quite big size so most of the clothes are not suitable for me.
however there is one dress which catch my eyes and i see that it would be suitable for me to wear during cny and also during any dinner function.
the dress cost me about RM36

fourth stop:- romp
when to both the romp shop there, but just found that there is nothing much to see.
but just notice that people are playing chinese new year song now. erm, this should remind us that chinese new year is coming soon.. next month!

break for lunch
we have our lunch at the food court and the food are not really tat good lo. but never mind.. went i go home later i would be able to enjoy my mom's cooking.. the bak kut teh!!!;)

computers???
we went to hang around the floor that sell all the computer accessories. and i found that my christmas gift the mini pen drive have the 1G size one... erm.. i should ask my uncle why he did not get that one for me...
hahaha.. but i think i would end up not asking him anything.

roof top
basically there is nothing much for me to shop at the roof top there. erm.. red box and cosmic bowl.. erm.. hahaha.. seems tat i'm interested for this two places but not for today la!!!

lot 10~ istean
erm.. there is mng sales at lot 10. kwai fatt always talk to us about buying mng clothes when we are working. i do not really see wat is so great about buying mng clothes.
maybe it is still not quiet my taste.. and not really suitable for my age level?
there are quiet a number of people there selecting for the clothes.

lot 10~~ vinci
erm.. a lot of people like to go vinci to buy shoes. cos it is very affordable?
never bought shoes form vinci before the most is bata and bata.. support the local branding.. hahaha
and at the vinci shop there is this c2pid promotion that if you buy 100 and above in a single receipt you will get one watch free.
i do think that it would 'cheat' or so call attract customer to pay more and buy more shoes.
it uses the psychology that people are 'kia su' then they would buy more in order to get the offer. and sometimes we just end up with a lot of unwanted things in our closet and store room.
so when the cashier tell me the promotion. i just say i would not like it.
hahaha.. erm.. this is the first time tat i'm not interested in a promotion.
i think to be a good and wise consumer, we have to stay away from all those promotion. and just in time system should be used in deciding what to by and not the normal just in case system which would accidentally incurred additional extra cost.

finally i got a pair of heels which is not really high. (if the shoe is too high i might trip since i'm a bit clumsy.
and i just realised that my feet are one big and one small never notice that before.
and also that i need size 8 to get a shoe which fits and feel comfortable. wow.. i just never realised all this things.
this cost me about RM50

pdi~~lot 10
erm.. never shop here before. always like to look around and never really bought any clothes before in this shop.
since there is not many people at the shop, it would be very free for me to look around and look for clothes. erm.. lot 10 is not so crowded as sungei wang do.
then i bought one red and one grey crew tee and annother long sleeve tee... it seems that this time i've bought a lot of long sleeve tee. but since the price is very reasonable that i've spend about RM 80 that is still within my budget cost.
erm.. then i think my hunt is almost completed.

Googles bukit bintang
actually i wanted to end my hunt since i've spend more tha RM200 in total for today's hunt but i have not get a pair of pant for myself.
then my bf suggested me to go to the giordano besides the mc there.
and the clothes there are almost the same as those in sungei wang.
i bought a new pair of pants for new year which cost me for about RM70 after discount.and the size of the pants is the last pair.
ooo.. there is great great satisfaction for myself.
and my bf told me that he would not be able to get so many clothes with my budget.
hahaha.. my budget is RM300 and i'm over budget d. cos i've bought a pair of nike shoe last week before christmas which cost me about RM100.
if i do not include the nike shoe, it would be nicely meeting the budget. hahaha.. i'm too calculative? erm... good budgeting i say.

then we take bus to kl and we went to popular and i bought papers which i'm using to copy the notes.and i've bought wraping paper which is those ready made one.. no need to wrap myself. and also a couple of pen.

then finally we went to secret receipe again and call resberry chess and also classic cheese( i forgot the name actually) and a cup of ice lemon tea. today is very enjoyable, rewarding and satisfying day for myself.

对于一个两子之母来说，如果要在两个儿子之中选择“只能活一个”，绝对是一个恶梦。

在这一场海啸中，一名来自澳洲的母亲在性命危在旦夕的一刹，仍然要面对这残酷的抉择。救长子还是救幼子？在滔滔巨浪之中，她放开了一只手，但是，两个儿子最终还是回到她的身边。是正确的决定，还是天赐的奇迹？

海啸淹到普吉酒店的泳池旁边时，来自澳洲的两子之母瑟尔拚命维持浮力，抓住5岁儿子拉奇和20个月大的布莱克，可是她很快就发现，自己根本无力同时拯救两个儿子。抱住酒店柱子

据瑟尔说：“我知道若同时抱住他们两个，母子3人都必死无疑，我哀求一个妇女帮我捉住拉奇，但巨劫过后，我只见到她只身一个人，并没有成功拉住我的儿子时，那一刻我为放走拉奇而觉得十分难过。”

父亲布拉德因为要取尿布回到房间，他从一楼房间的阳台目击骇人的事件，他忆述说：“我看见第二个海浪淹到来，我知道儿子还在下面，这是我一生中最恐怖的时刻。”

幸好不懂游泳的拉奇竟奇迹地能够紧抱住酒店大堂的柱子，把头部露出水面，直到洪水退去为止。

拉奇的父母发狂似的搜索拉奇数小时，之后他们在护卫员处发现拉奇。拉奇之后告诉父亲：“我大叫妈妈，叫了很久，然后就静了下来。我的手都被弄污了，衣服也需要洗。”
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i heard this story on the new from the taiwan tv station.
i've ask myself what would i do if i'm the mom? who would i give up?
if i do not give up one we would die together...
that is such great heart beark and difficult decision for a parents to make.
i do hope that the disaster would be over soon...

this a brand new year for me and everyone.
after the serious incidend that had happened. i do think that you should be more and more greatful to what we have. and we should also take care of ourselves and so that we could help others in the future.

all the countdown parties are cancelled last night including the last minute cancellation of alan tham and heckan lee concert.
the prime minister said that we should not celebrate while others are suffering.
but i do think we should be greatful that we manage to survive for annother year.

the sky out side seems very very dark. i would be going out today. i'm just affraid that it is going to rain.
today is new year's day. will there be a second round of earthquake? will there be a second round of tsunami this few days?
i do hope that i would not happened. i do wish that all those people are being helped.

Malaysians can donate through sms. Type AMP and send to 32111. Each sms is a one dollar donation.
this is the least we can help them.

my mom packed 4 big plastic bag of old clothes, when she heard that i'm asking her whether she got any old clothes which wanna be donated out to the tsunami victim.
erm.. but i did nothing.. i think i'm so bad.
i wanted to sms but my handphone just left <10 rigghit... arrrrrrrrrrr... that is just annother excuse for myself. erm.. i'm be sms today la... dun wanna wait la..
everything also wait and wait.. when we die we will die with a eye open!!!!!

just send the sms just now. using my dad handphone. it is not to say i'm stingy. but my handphone really do not have credit d and do not expect to reload it any sooner than the end of the month.

we cannot do anything much.. let's spend a few minutes to pray for the tsunami victim everyday.

• 现在... 不要分手


• 纯真~~五月天


• 一公尺


• 孤单北半球 - 林依晨 (片尾曲)


• So Far Away - 张智成/陈绮萱


• 声音& 不夜城 (原版)


• 中间 - 梁静茹(爱情合约片头曲)


• 听！是谁在唱歌？


• 听说？


• 微笑的理由 - 宇恒/梁静茹


• 接受


• 写一首歌April 5, 1969


• Everyday i love u


• Don't cry out loud and 哭


• Reflection


• One moment in time


• Love at first sight


• Loving you - shanic


• 追


• Dear friend 顺子


• I'm sorry


• 不再想念


• 真的想你 (Really Miss You)


• 有星星的夜 - 卓文宣


• 宇恒 依然是朋友


• waiting for you - 胡彦斌


• 我多么羡慕你


• Tears In Heaven~Eric Clapton


• I Honestly Love You


• It Might Be You ~~ Stephen Bishop


• All I Ask of You


• 垃圾车~~五月天


• 恋~~李心洁


• 爱那么简单~~杨伟汉


• 童话~~光良


• 少年 - 光良/曹格


• 天堂~~光良


• 宇宙永恒 Happy Day


• 天堂~~光良part 2


• 笑我笨~曹格


• 原点~~蔡健雅


• 最熟悉的陌生人~~萧亚轩


• 希望 - 陈慧琳《大长今》主题曲


• 微笑的理由-宇恒/梁静茹 part 2


• 古巨基~~劲歌金曲(medley)


• somtimes when we touch ~ dan hill


• 无印良品~我找你找了好久


• one moment in time ~ whitney houston


• 很爱很爱你


• 孩子 曹格


• 忘掉你像忘掉我 ~~王菲


• Lonely


• 快乐 张智成


• all by myself


• 丝路~梁静茹


• 可惜不是你 ~ 梁静茹


• leaving on the jet plane


• 五月天 Mayday ~ 知足


• 我还记得 ~~梁静茹


• 喜悦~梁静茹


• 太委屈 ~~陶晶莹

more to be added

Dreams are a big part of our Lives and You must do whatever it takes to make them a Reality; by the plans you make, the course you take, and the things you do. Don't dwell on past mistakes. Leave yesterday behind, along with all it's problems, worries and doubts. Realize you can't change the past, but you can start a new tomorrow. Don't try to do everything at once; take one step at a time, Don't ever be afraid to try the Impossible no matter what others may think. Remember you are Unique in your own special way. Don't ever stop Dreaming! Don't ever stop wanting what's right for you! HAVE A WONDERFUL YEAR AHEAD!!!

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today is the last day of the year.
and it do seems that there is a great ending for me.
today.. finally all the copy books that they wanted are printed out and distributed. i think it is a great relief for me as a printing manager.
finally i do not need to worry about people's order.
and this and that. i can focus completely on my studies.
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today i meet lecture miss chin again. and she ask me whether when can they get the book. and i told her the fact that most of us get the copy version since we need to wait for 2 more weeks before the book arrives.
then she told me the fact that she wanted us to get the copy version. but the college object with that.
but in my heart i would think that it is the student's choice whether they wanna take the copy version or they want the original version.
but i would not make it compulsory for them to get the original one. but i do encourage them to get the original one cos there would be a higher resaleable value.
it would also promote copy rights.
talking about copy rights... i do think that it had worsen our image with all those pirated movies and software... now we get pirated books for ourselves?
erm... i wonder....

arh...
the bpp original text book came today.. finally!!!!
it had been a total relief for me.
my friend would not be bugging me everyday anymore...
she was like bugging me everyday.. asking me whether i have call the supplier to confirm when will the supplier come over to deliver the book.
she bug me everyday i also bug the supplier everyday. hahaha...
finally the book came. finally everyone who order the bpp book. got their book.
i know sometimes i give a very bad respond.
sometimes i'm not patient enought to do a lot of things.
but i'm really greatful and thankful to my class that they have really did a very very hard work to help me settle a lot of things in the course.
coursemate are very very blessed to have such good class rep.

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erm.. i did something c2pid today. and i did catch the lecture's attention. oops.. that is bad.. so.. next time during the lecture i would not do anything as c2pid as that... tat is very awful leh...if lecture angry with me i do not mind.. but if my friends are affected because of me... erm..then i'll be very guity.
so i decided not to do anything c2pid during ms chin lecture...
and i'll onli act as a very very good gal. very very decent one...
hahaha.. i think it is a mission impossible for me. but i would try my very very best to do what i've declared.

One day, a seamstress was sewing while sitting close to a river and her thimble fell into the river. When she cried out, the Lord appeared and asked, "Why are you crying?" The seamstress replied that her thimble had fallen into the water and she needed the thimble to make her living.

The Lord went down into the water and reappeared with a golden thimble.
"Is this your thimble?" the Lord asked. The seamstress replied, "No." The Lord again went down and came up with a silver thimble. "Is this your thimble?" the Lord asked. Again the seamstress replied, "No." The Lord went down again and came up with a wooden thimble. "Is this your thimble?" the Lord asked. The seamstress replied, "Yes." The Lord was pleased with the woman's honesty and gave her all three thimbles to keep, and the seamstress went home happy.

Some time later, the seamstress was walking with her husband along the riverbank and her husband fell into the river. When she cried out the Lord again appeared and asked her, "Why are you crying?" "Oh, Lord, my husband has fallen into the water!" The Lord went down into the water and came up with Mel Gibson. "Is this your husband?" the Lord asked. "Yes," cried the seamstress. The Lord was furious, "You lied! That is an untruth!" The seamstress replied, "Oh, forgive me, my Lord. It is a
misunderstanding. You see, if I had said 'no' to Mel Gibson, you would have come up with Tom Cruise. Then if I said 'no' to him, you would have come up with my husband. Then, If Had I said 'yes' you would have given me all three. Lord, I am a poor woman and am not able to take care of all three husbands, so THAT'S WHY I said yes to Mel Gibson."

The moral of this story is: Whenever a woman lies, it is for a good and honourable reason and for the benefit of others. That's our story and...we're sticking to it!

CHEERS FOR ALL WOMEN...........!!!!!!

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last nite i only sleep for about 4 hours.
and i woke up about 7am again...
erm.. i think it is really torturing if i need to do this everyday.
and i would be 10 years elder when i finished my course.
erm.. i think this is a bad thing.
anyway. things are going to end by this weekend.
i do think that all the hard work will be worthwhile.

my lecture was asking us question on financal reporting and suddenly this idea came out of my mouth and it does really means that legal obligation in accouting litreture.
erm... i do not have legal obligation to do everything people ask me to do so.
i do have a lot of commitment towards myself and my friends and family.
but now i'm losted.
how can you expect people to be perfect. and you do not give other people a chance.
since people had did something wrong.
and you act as you are very very busy.

sometimes people are selfish and like to talk bad about you at your back.
they are call the 'xiao ren' and they are really evil but they try to act as if they are inocent.
sometimes people are not simple minded. i rather stay in a world which is simple.
i rather do not think too much.
sometimes we do required too much from our friend.
we wish them to be our best friend.. and they would be willing to do anything for us.
i'm just normal human being...
i cannot do everything with 100% i cannot do everything perferctly.
i do wish that i'll do my best and give my 101% to my friends and do not expect that they would give 102% back.
erm... i think... i would always rather be a child than to grow up and knowing that this world is fulled with darkness.

A: wow.. the guy looks really really cute...
B: too bad i knoe him too well to like him. he is not really that good
A: nope he is tall and macho.. erm.. cute...
B: no no no.. he is like girly person.. you would not like such person
A: but he looks damn cute..
B: hey dun let the looks cheat you okay..
A: really damn cool... damn cute...
B: in your dream okie.. in reality he is not such a nice person and when you spend more time with him you will think that he is not cool at all.
A: really then i should think about it again...
B: rethink ... do not let outter appearance cheat you.

tutorial started this week and there is more and more bad news coming in.. the supplier said that the book is going to be late again...
erm... crazy people.. got business also dun wanna do..
where the hell in this world. people got money also don't wanna earn.
know that some people do really support original and do not like pirated things.
sometimes i do not really know why and how.
today is the first tutorial for case study and the class was quiet crowded and the lecture was like so soft.. and i have to ask the other class to keep quiet because they are making too much noise until they are disturbing our lecture.