the sky just rain the air is wet and wet...
raining.. tonight will be a very very cold night...
should be a very could night....
and my mom washed my nice nice blanket...
dun hav nice nice blanket...
dunno can sleep well d or not wor...
a lot of ppl are getting in to relationship now..
since it is the final semester of our course.
can see a lot of couple in our course d.
wonder what would it be like after our course finished.

eyes on me?????

sometimes having attention from the lecture is a bad thing or a good thing leh?
i like to have good relationship with the lecture...
so that when i need their help in my studies it would be much much more easier for me.
but when there is too many attention on you alone.. there would be a lot of presure on you.
you feel guity when you do not do the tutorial.
she say dun sleep also need to complete her tutorial.
i wonder. i know i really felt guilty d...
but today lecture's she was so nice.. when we did not prepare for the presentation she did not even angry.
they say it is mayb b'cos i'm in the class...
dunno.. she say got annother class that did not prepare for the presentation and she just skip the question.
i just feel very very thankful.
thanks miss chin for being so nice to me and my class..:p
erm... tiring this few days... wanna sleep early today...
now is about 6.40 in the morning.
yesterday was a very very busy day.
now have not much time to spend with my bf and thing have to be done is study and study and study.
coursework and tutorial will fill my life. so basically i have no really life.
to me. i would like to give myself a challenge.
use this opportunity for myself to learn to kept myself organised and well maintained.
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today wake up, and my leg was cramp.
this is how i woke up for the past week and today.
the pain is terrible is like you cannot walk anymore.
tat day was the left leg and today is the right one.
all the muscle are stick together and just feel that the muscle cannot breath.
very very painful. but still need to tahan...
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yesterday was the firstday of my tuition class.
daniel ho.. the lecture is still okie.. but he like to walk here and there looking at him i think i will get a bit pengsan.
most of the people there are working people since the class is an evening class.
erm..
sitting in the lrt makes me think a lot.
seeing a malay speaking cantonese
and see a gal talking very assonance english.
i just wonder what it would be like when i go out of work,
anything it was just mere dream.
so now i have to go for bath and prepare myself for 8am class.
ooo.. yet annother great day ahead.

垃圾车~~五月天

虽然你脾气坏 对待朋友又差 凸槌又更爱牵拖
佳在你遇到我 不爱计较的我 算你坏人有好命

我走路你坐车 你吃饭我洗碗 你被欺负我拼命
若为了爽到你 可以艰苦到我 因为 咱缘分不可散

有你 我才未孤单 有你的陪伴 我才有靠山
你若不爽 我是你的垃圾车 每天 听你的心声

有你 我才未孤单 有你的陪伴 我才有靠山
你若欢喜 我是你的垃圾车 每天 听你唱歌

爱情有影伤肝 想到我就会惊 亲像热天洗温泉
头晕目暗的我 爱到整身躯汗 我 欢喜又搁甘愿 给你快活

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saw this song on my friend ah bee punya blog. she say it is taking about friendship.
so i decided to go and download it and listen.
it is a hokkien song..
eventough that i'm a hokkien i also dunno a rubbish truck.. is call ' bun so qia' because i always call it 'sap sui qia'
sometimes i do think that we have to be somebody's rubbish truck sometimes in life.
listening to their happy and unhappy event.
to me, i would rather keep things to myself.
even if you do not treat me well enough. but i would rather i know it myself in my heart than to tell the whole world.
i would rather my friend to be happy with me, and not feel a lot of trouble with me.
i'm learning to be a better person everyday.
getting myself to have better temper, not onli to outsider and also my family member where i've been taken them for granted for many many years.
be thankful to them. and show them i do really care for them and create some value for them.
then annother thing i wanna say is.. luckily that i got this friend call bee one..
she is like the one who understand me a lot. that when i'm not really happy i would like to tell her. and she would like understand that why and where the hell i'm doing such things.
thanks to everyone in my life...
because of you my life have become more clourful and more exciting...
thanks for being in my life.;)
love you all much..
thousand and million hugz...
today went to jaya jusco in metro prima, kepong with my parents.
and guess who i met.
my uncle and aunty and cousin dee.
hahaha.. it is really wierd that i saw them..and they are just living next to me and i seldom see them at all... weird enough rite?

erm.. take my parents to eat secret receipe.. as usual. i order cheese choc and also ice lemon tea.
my mom say i do not know how to enjoy cos ice lemon tea are meant for those who eat spicy food. but i like ice lemon tea with cheese cake. it is very enjoying.
they order marble cheese and baked cheese. it seems obvious that i would not choose those consider traditional cheese cake.
and my dad order expresso.. which a type of coffee which is very very bitter. and very very small cup...
and my mom ordered white coffee.
my dad was wanting the very very big cup of coffee so that it would satisfied him.
and it was really funny seeing that he had actually ordered a very very small cup of coffee and very very bitter one...
hahaha...
today is a nice day and i did something i've never did before. that is bringing my parents to eat high tea.;)
i'm satisfied...
i went to have a rest and i fell asleep with my comp on.
and when i wanted to offline.
saw my friend.. a bit weird one...
the guy told me tat he had been clubbing whole nite juz came back and online and he so surprise to see that i'm on also..
weird.. we were like questioning each other why the hell are we still online.
feeling that not completing my blog about thing that happened today is weird. so i decided to sit down and write about wat happen on the first day of the year before i went back to bed again.
so i'm very very tired now...
but the first day of the year was quiet good for myself.
and i get to eat my favourite bak kut teh.. which is very good for health and some say that it can help to loose weight.
erm.. this is a formula by my grandma. it is really really nice one.. but it cost RM6 where my uncle sell it at the night market. however it is one of the highest sales product.

01012005~~brand new year

today went to bukit bintang to hunt for new year clothes with my bf.
the day starts like this...
i would take the public transport from my house to bukit bintang, but since that today my dad is not working and he is at home and my mom decided to make him send me to the bus station and eventually he end up sending me to bukit bintang.
then he stop me in front of BB plaza.and i told him to send me to lot 10 there. then he say initially you ask me to send u to BB plaza one? erm...
i'm speachless...
he drop me down and i start walking by myself wondering where and how should i go.
and at that moment i saw lot 10. i was like thank god... luckly the big green building catch my eyes. erm... if not i'm losted...hahaha...

then i went to the giordano besides the mc donalds at bintang walk there. i decided to go to bukit bintang to hunt for my new year clothes because there is giordano sales and it was the last two days.30% is considered quiet okie to me.
but since i'm just hanging out alone, i would not like to go for shopping.
i would just rather hang around in Mc and order a cup of tea / coke which i did while waiting for my bf or hang around the book shop, pretend to be a book lover.. but no need to pretend la... i also love books very very much... the see that there is momoko's(tao zi) latest book.(little eyes) and i stay there to read for a few pages while waiting for my bf.sometimes this does satisfy me. herm.. somethings telling me that the sungei wang's popular looks kindda small d.. but mayb it is just my feelings onli.
then finally my bf came and we went to shop for clothes.

first stop:- Giordano (sungei wang)
bought 2 long sleeve polo one pure white and one bule stripe. cos me about 70 bucks. the white shirt is my bf who say is nice and ask me to buy. then when i come back. i just notice that it was a bit dirty.
i call my bf he say difficult for them to change a new one for me.
errrrrrrrrrr.... this is wat i hate when i buy white dress... everytime during fitting time.. it looks very very nice on me.. but when i come back.. i regreted... cos i'm very very careless and sometimes i dun seem to know how to take care of my clothes.

next stop:- googles
erm.. i always like to buy googles clothes suits very very nice on me.
however, there seems not to be anything that suits me today.
nothing... not even one that i think it is suit for me. and i did not even ask for fitting for any of the clothes which i've seen.

third stop:- comma
just do not know that sungei wang also got comma shop...
a lot of gals from college likes to shop at comma cos the clothes are affordable. but it would be a very very high chance of two people wearing the same clothes at the same time.
i would like to buy clothes from comma also. unfortunately most of their clothes are design for those who are a bit skinny one (airport??).. and i'm quite big size so most of the clothes are not suitable for me.
however there is one dress which catch my eyes and i see that it would be suitable for me to wear during cny and also during any dinner function.
the dress cost me about RM36

fourth stop:- romp
when to both the romp shop there, but just found that there is nothing much to see.
but just notice that people are playing chinese new year song now. erm, this should remind us that chinese new year is coming soon.. next month!

break for lunch
we have our lunch at the food court and the food are not really tat good lo. but never mind.. went i go home later i would be able to enjoy my mom's cooking.. the bak kut teh!!!;)

computers???
we went to hang around the floor that sell all the computer accessories. and i found that my christmas gift the mini pen drive have the 1G size one... erm.. i should ask my uncle why he did not get that one for me...
hahaha.. but i think i would end up not asking him anything.

roof top
basically there is nothing much for me to shop at the roof top there. erm.. red box and cosmic bowl.. erm.. hahaha.. seems tat i'm interested for this two places but not for today la!!!

lot 10~ istean
erm.. there is mng sales at lot 10. kwai fatt always talk to us about buying mng clothes when we are working. i do not really see wat is so great about buying mng clothes.
maybe it is still not quiet my taste.. and not really suitable for my age level?
there are quiet a number of people there selecting for the clothes.

lot 10~~ vinci
erm.. a lot of people like to go vinci to buy shoes. cos it is very affordable?
never bought shoes form vinci before the most is bata and bata.. support the local branding.. hahaha
and at the vinci shop there is this c2pid promotion that if you buy 100 and above in a single receipt you will get one watch free.
i do think that it would 'cheat' or so call attract customer to pay more and buy more shoes.
it uses the psychology that people are 'kia su' then they would buy more in order to get the offer. and sometimes we just end up with a lot of unwanted things in our closet and store room.
so when the cashier tell me the promotion. i just say i would not like it.
hahaha.. erm.. this is the first time tat i'm not interested in a promotion.
i think to be a good and wise consumer, we have to stay away from all those promotion. and just in time system should be used in deciding what to by and not the normal just in case system which would accidentally incurred additional extra cost.

finally i got a pair of heels which is not really high. (if the shoe is too high i might trip since i'm a bit clumsy.
and i just realised that my feet are one big and one small never notice that before.
and also that i need size 8 to get a shoe which fits and feel comfortable. wow.. i just never realised all this things.
this cost me about RM50

pdi~~lot 10
erm.. never shop here before. always like to look around and never really bought any clothes before in this shop.
since there is not many people at the shop, it would be very free for me to look around and look for clothes. erm.. lot 10 is not so crowded as sungei wang do.
then i bought one red and one grey crew tee and annother long sleeve tee... it seems that this time i've bought a lot of long sleeve tee. but since the price is very reasonable that i've spend about RM 80 that is still within my budget cost.
erm.. then i think my hunt is almost completed.

Googles bukit bintang
actually i wanted to end my hunt since i've spend more tha RM200 in total for today's hunt but i have not get a pair of pant for myself.
then my bf suggested me to go to the giordano besides the mc there.
and the clothes there are almost the same as those in sungei wang.
i bought a new pair of pants for new year which cost me for about RM70 after discount.and the size of the pants is the last pair.
ooo.. there is great great satisfaction for myself.
and my bf told me that he would not be able to get so many clothes with my budget.
hahaha.. my budget is RM300 and i'm over budget d. cos i've bought a pair of nike shoe last week before christmas which cost me about RM100.
if i do not include the nike shoe, it would be nicely meeting the budget. hahaha.. i'm too calculative? erm... good budgeting i say.

then we take bus to kl and we went to popular and i bought papers which i'm using to copy the notes.and i've bought wraping paper which is those ready made one.. no need to wrap myself. and also a couple of pen.

then finally we went to secret receipe again and call resberry chess and also classic cheese( i forgot the name actually) and a cup of ice lemon tea. today is very enjoyable, rewarding and satisfying day for myself.

海啸来袭母亲最痛苦抉择 救长子还是幼子?

对于一个两子之母来说,如果要在两个儿子之中选择“只能活一个”,绝对是一个恶梦。

在这一场海啸中,一名来自澳洲的母亲在性命危在旦夕的一刹,仍然要面对这残酷的抉择。救长子还是救幼子?在滔滔巨浪之中,她放开了一只手,但是,两个儿子最终还是回到她的身边。是正确的决定,还是天赐的奇迹?

海啸淹到普吉酒店的泳池旁边时,来自澳洲的两子之母瑟尔拚命维持浮力,抓住5岁儿子拉奇和20个月大的布莱克,可是她很快就发现,自己根本无力同时拯救两个儿子。抱住酒店柱子

据瑟尔说:“我知道若同时抱住他们两个,母子3人都必死无疑,我哀求一个妇女帮我捉住拉奇,但巨劫过后,我只见到她只身一个人,并没有成功拉住我的儿子时,那一刻我为放走拉奇而觉得十分难过。”

父亲布拉德因为要取尿布回到房间,他从一楼房间的阳台目击骇人的事件,他忆述说:“我看见第二个海浪淹到来,我知道儿子还在下面,这是我一生中最恐怖的时刻。”

幸好不懂游泳的拉奇竟奇迹地能够紧抱住酒店大堂的柱子,把头部露出水面,直到洪水退去为止。

拉奇的父母发狂似的搜索拉奇数小时,之后他们在护卫员处发现拉奇。拉奇之后告诉父亲:“我大叫妈妈,叫了很久,然后就静了下来。我的手都被弄污了,衣服也需要洗。”
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i heard this story on the new from the taiwan tv station.
i've ask myself what would i do if i'm the mom? who would i give up?
if i do not give up one we would die together...
that is such great heart beark and difficult decision for a parents to make.
i do hope that the disaster would be over soon...

01012005

this a brand new year for me and everyone.
after the serious incidend that had happened. i do think that you should be more and more greatful to what we have. and we should also take care of ourselves and so that we could help others in the future.

all the countdown parties are cancelled last night including the last minute cancellation of alan tham and heckan lee concert.
the prime minister said that we should not celebrate while others are suffering.
but i do think we should be greatful that we manage to survive for annother year.

the sky out side seems very very dark. i would be going out today. i'm just affraid that it is going to rain.
today is new year's day. will there be a second round of earthquake? will there be a second round of tsunami this few days?
i do hope that i would not happened. i do wish that all those people are being helped.

Malaysians can donate through sms. Type AMP and send to 32111. Each sms is a one dollar donation.
this is the least we can help them.

my mom packed 4 big plastic bag of old clothes, when she heard that i'm asking her whether she got any old clothes which wanna be donated out to the tsunami victim.
erm.. but i did nothing.. i think i'm so bad.
i wanted to sms but my handphone just left <10 rigghit... arrrrrrrrrrr... that is just annother excuse for myself. erm.. i'm be sms today la... dun wanna wait la..
everything also wait and wait.. when we die we will die with a eye open!!!!!

just send the sms just now. using my dad handphone. it is not to say i'm stingy. but my handphone really do not have credit d and do not expect to reload it any sooner than the end of the month.

we cannot do anything much.. let's spend a few minutes to pray for the tsunami victim everyday.

Emotions for songs and it's Lyrics


more to be added
Dreams are a big part of our Lives and You must do whatever it takes to make them a Reality; by the plans you make, the course you take, and the things you do. Don't dwell on past mistakes. Leave yesterday behind, along with all it's problems, worries and doubts. Realize you can't change the past, but you can start a new tomorrow. Don't try to do everything at once; take one step at a time, Don't ever be afraid to try the Impossible no matter what others may think. Remember you are Unique in your own special way. Don't ever stop Dreaming! Don't ever stop wanting what's right for you! HAVE A WONDERFUL YEAR AHEAD!!!

Light the candle for Tsunami victims

click on this link and light up the candle for Tsunami victims
show them there is always bright future waiting for them.
show that you do care for them!!!
i'm candle number 10139 please light up the candle!!!!!

more relief!!!!!!

today is the last day of the year.
and it do seems that there is a great ending for me.
today.. finally all the copy books that they wanted are printed out and distributed. i think it is a great relief for me as a printing manager.
finally i do not need to worry about people's order.
and this and that. i can focus completely on my studies.
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today i meet lecture miss chin again. and she ask me whether when can they get the book. and i told her the fact that most of us get the copy version since we need to wait for 2 more weeks before the book arrives.
then she told me the fact that she wanted us to get the copy version. but the college object with that.
but in my heart i would think that it is the student's choice whether they wanna take the copy version or they want the original version.
but i would not make it compulsory for them to get the original one. but i do encourage them to get the original one cos there would be a higher resaleable value.
it would also promote copy rights.
talking about copy rights... i do think that it had worsen our image with all those pirated movies and software... now we get pirated books for ourselves?
erm... i wonder....

total relief!!!!

arh...
the bpp original text book came today.. finally!!!!
it had been a total relief for me.
my friend would not be bugging me everyday anymore...
she was like bugging me everyday.. asking me whether i have call the supplier to confirm when will the supplier come over to deliver the book.
she bug me everyday i also bug the supplier everyday. hahaha...
finally the book came. finally everyone who order the bpp book. got their book.
i know sometimes i give a very bad respond.
sometimes i'm not patient enought to do a lot of things.
but i'm really greatful and thankful to my class that they have really did a very very hard work to help me settle a lot of things in the course.
coursemate are very very blessed to have such good class rep.

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erm.. i did something c2pid today. and i did catch the lecture's attention. oops.. that is bad.. so.. next time during the lecture i would not do anything as c2pid as that... tat is very awful leh...if lecture angry with me i do not mind.. but if my friends are affected because of me... erm..then i'll be very guity.
so i decided not to do anything c2pid during ms chin lecture...
and i'll onli act as a very very good gal. very very decent one...
hahaha.. i think it is a mission impossible for me. but i would try my very very best to do what i've declared.

WHY WOMEN LIE

One day, a seamstress was sewing while sitting close to a river and her thimble fell into the river. When she cried out, the Lord appeared and asked, "Why are you crying?" The seamstress replied that her thimble had fallen into the water and she needed the thimble to make her living.

The Lord went down into the water and reappeared with a golden thimble.
"Is this your thimble?" the Lord asked. The seamstress replied, "No." The Lord again went down and came up with a silver thimble. "Is this your thimble?" the Lord asked. Again the seamstress replied, "No." The Lord went down again and came up with a wooden thimble. "Is this your thimble?" the Lord asked. The seamstress replied, "Yes." The Lord was pleased with the woman's honesty and gave her all three thimbles to keep, and the seamstress went home happy.

Some time later, the seamstress was walking with her husband along the riverbank and her husband fell into the river. When she cried out the Lord again appeared and asked her, "Why are you crying?" "Oh, Lord, my husband has fallen into the water!" The Lord went down into the water and came up with Mel Gibson. "Is this your husband?" the Lord asked. "Yes," cried the seamstress. The Lord was furious, "You lied! That is an untruth!" The seamstress replied, "Oh, forgive me, my Lord. It is a
misunderstanding. You see, if I had said 'no' to Mel Gibson, you would have come up with Tom Cruise. Then if I said 'no' to him, you would have come up with my husband. Then, If Had I said 'yes' you would have given me all three. Lord, I am a poor woman and am not able to take care of all three husbands, so THAT'S WHY I said yes to Mel Gibson."

The moral of this story is: Whenever a woman lies, it is for a good and honourable reason and for the benefit of others. That's our story and...we're sticking to it!

CHEERS FOR ALL WOMEN...........!!!!!!

time to contribute...

this is the time to do our part,
to make a difference for others life.
due to tsunami please pack old clothes and contribute to the victims.
please contact suet nee at 012-3293984.
support is needed. please inform your friend to comtribute as well.
last nite i only sleep for about 4 hours.
and i woke up about 7am again...
erm.. i think it is really torturing if i need to do this everyday.
and i would be 10 years elder when i finished my course.
erm.. i think this is a bad thing.
anyway. things are going to end by this weekend.
i do think that all the hard work will be worthwhile.

legal binding contract

my lecture was asking us question on financal reporting and suddenly this idea came out of my mouth and it does really means that legal obligation in accouting litreture.
erm... i do not have legal obligation to do everything people ask me to do so.
i do have a lot of commitment towards myself and my friends and family.
but now i'm losted.
how can you expect people to be perfect. and you do not give other people a chance.
since people had did something wrong.
and you act as you are very very busy.
sometimes people are selfish and like to talk bad about you at your back.
they are call the 'xiao ren' and they are really evil but they try to act as if they are inocent.
sometimes people are not simple minded. i rather stay in a world which is simple.
i rather do not think too much.
sometimes we do required too much from our friend.
we wish them to be our best friend.. and they would be willing to do anything for us.
i'm just normal human being...
i cannot do everything with 100% i cannot do everything perferctly.
i do wish that i'll do my best and give my 101% to my friends and do not expect that they would give 102% back.
erm... i think... i would always rather be a child than to grow up and knowing that this world is fulled with darkness.
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