went to kl today bought lee hom's new album. dunno whether reli nice or not.. but i just wanna get the album.
i was disappointed since there is no free poster from popular. erm... i tought there will be free poster for me.

then wanna go to my favourite vegetarian shop to have something and just discover that the shop had closed down/moved. annother disappointment for me today.

then the mood just become so moody and disappointed.
not much excitment happened today..
life seems to be dull..
anyway hopping for better 2moro.

恋~~李心洁


作词:李心洁 作曲:光良 编曲:梁伯君

不愿承认 不愿面对 我真的爱你很深很深
一个笑容 一句话语 都让我心跳 很快很快
每个思索 每个欲望 全被你佔据很满很满
无法平静 不想透露 因为爱你快乐 很久很久

情愿 醉死在梦里 当一切都变得无力
情愿 为你而美丽 当你呼唤我的名字
情愿 默默的隐藏 当它只是一个错误
情愿 很久的以后 当一切都被时间沖淡 我只会更爱你
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i like this song very very much like the lyrics and also the tune..
like the feeling of loving a person.

any die hard fan of guang liang?

michael/guang liang's website
guang liang is going to issue his latest album by the end of jan.
those who like him and miss his song so much you can visit the above site and listen to his latest song.

LiZzArD!!!!!!

when i came back to my bouse. and on my computer.. there was a big lizzard!!!!!
moving all over my room. here and there.. and i was scared.. and shouted.

my parents will always say i'm a dirty bug...
i know that i'm giving myself too much excuse to myself d... for not tidy up my room and make my things in a mess.
this is annother thing which i should improve in this year.

Miss Chin

Miss Chin is my advance corporate reporting paper 3.6 lecture.
she is a very very systematic lecture but her notes are quite messy sometimes.
since i'm the printing manager. i have to deal with her most of the time.

she is really really special in the sense that she will 'tegur' us when we did something not correct, wrong or something which she thinks is not correct.

today she went into the lecture hall early. she said that she got nothing to do in her office so she decided to come early to check and see whether we are late.
yes. we are always late for lectures and tutorial. miss chin was saying that she will start her lecture at 8.00 sharp. but i think she did start later today. and i was joking with her that my clock was already 8.00am already,and we should start now. but the dk was like only having 30% of the students coming in to the class.i would like to put my watch five minutes earlier where this would definately make a difference in everything that we do. sometimes it seems that we tend to be late in most of the things we do in our life.

i do think that her lecture and tutorial are tension enough, but just that if we are commited enough, we should be able to complete what we wanna achieve within the required time.

beauty with a purpose

just read the chinese news paper which it covers a interview with lina teoh. she could be considered as on of my role model.
she talks about beauty with a purpose i think it is quiet correct in the sense that we should live ourlife beautifully and make it with purpose.

sometimes i think if a person's appearance is beautiful but the heart is the opposite.. it defeats the purpose of a person being beautiful.

i do think beauty comes very much from the innerside and not much form the outher side.
just feel guity and presured that i did not study well for this few weeks
i did not read before i go to the lecture and did not prepare well for my tutorial.
just really really guity about that.
so.. now i'll tell myself to do something about it.
i will see what is the results within one week.
i do really hope that i could fixed things.
and make myself well organised.
i'm still very very messy.
tired?
okie lo... but sometimes when i comes to studying...
i want myself to put 100%
commitment to me is very very important since it will ensure my success.
sometimes i do think going outside tuition do give me a better exposure of my future.
love to stay outside and explore to new things.
life is getting fun but tiring..;)
the sky just rain the air is wet and wet...
raining.. tonight will be a very very cold night...
should be a very could night....
and my mom washed my nice nice blanket...
dun hav nice nice blanket...
dunno can sleep well d or not wor...
a lot of ppl are getting in to relationship now..
since it is the final semester of our course.
can see a lot of couple in our course d.
wonder what would it be like after our course finished.

eyes on me?????

sometimes having attention from the lecture is a bad thing or a good thing leh?
i like to have good relationship with the lecture...
so that when i need their help in my studies it would be much much more easier for me.
but when there is too many attention on you alone.. there would be a lot of presure on you.
you feel guity when you do not do the tutorial.
she say dun sleep also need to complete her tutorial.
i wonder. i know i really felt guilty d...
but today lecture's she was so nice.. when we did not prepare for the presentation she did not even angry.
they say it is mayb b'cos i'm in the class...
dunno.. she say got annother class that did not prepare for the presentation and she just skip the question.
i just feel very very thankful.
thanks miss chin for being so nice to me and my class..:p
erm... tiring this few days... wanna sleep early today...
now is about 6.40 in the morning.
yesterday was a very very busy day.
now have not much time to spend with my bf and thing have to be done is study and study and study.
coursework and tutorial will fill my life. so basically i have no really life.
to me. i would like to give myself a challenge.
use this opportunity for myself to learn to kept myself organised and well maintained.
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today wake up, and my leg was cramp.
this is how i woke up for the past week and today.
the pain is terrible is like you cannot walk anymore.
tat day was the left leg and today is the right one.
all the muscle are stick together and just feel that the muscle cannot breath.
very very painful. but still need to tahan...
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yesterday was the firstday of my tuition class.
daniel ho.. the lecture is still okie.. but he like to walk here and there looking at him i think i will get a bit pengsan.
most of the people there are working people since the class is an evening class.
erm..
sitting in the lrt makes me think a lot.
seeing a malay speaking cantonese
and see a gal talking very assonance english.
i just wonder what it would be like when i go out of work,
anything it was just mere dream.
so now i have to go for bath and prepare myself for 8am class.
ooo.. yet annother great day ahead.

垃圾车~~五月天

虽然你脾气坏 对待朋友又差 凸槌又更爱牵拖
佳在你遇到我 不爱计较的我 算你坏人有好命

我走路你坐车 你吃饭我洗碗 你被欺负我拼命
若为了爽到你 可以艰苦到我 因为 咱缘分不可散

有你 我才未孤单 有你的陪伴 我才有靠山
你若不爽 我是你的垃圾车 每天 听你的心声

有你 我才未孤单 有你的陪伴 我才有靠山
你若欢喜 我是你的垃圾车 每天 听你唱歌

爱情有影伤肝 想到我就会惊 亲像热天洗温泉
头晕目暗的我 爱到整身躯汗 我 欢喜又搁甘愿 给你快活

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saw this song on my friend ah bee punya blog. she say it is taking about friendship.
so i decided to go and download it and listen.
it is a hokkien song..
eventough that i'm a hokkien i also dunno a rubbish truck.. is call ' bun so qia' because i always call it 'sap sui qia'
sometimes i do think that we have to be somebody's rubbish truck sometimes in life.
listening to their happy and unhappy event.
to me, i would rather keep things to myself.
even if you do not treat me well enough. but i would rather i know it myself in my heart than to tell the whole world.
i would rather my friend to be happy with me, and not feel a lot of trouble with me.
i'm learning to be a better person everyday.
getting myself to have better temper, not onli to outsider and also my family member where i've been taken them for granted for many many years.
be thankful to them. and show them i do really care for them and create some value for them.
then annother thing i wanna say is.. luckily that i got this friend call bee one..
she is like the one who understand me a lot. that when i'm not really happy i would like to tell her. and she would like understand that why and where the hell i'm doing such things.
thanks to everyone in my life...
because of you my life have become more clourful and more exciting...
thanks for being in my life.;)
love you all much..
thousand and million hugz...
today went to jaya jusco in metro prima, kepong with my parents.
and guess who i met.
my uncle and aunty and cousin dee.
hahaha.. it is really wierd that i saw them..and they are just living next to me and i seldom see them at all... weird enough rite?

erm.. take my parents to eat secret receipe.. as usual. i order cheese choc and also ice lemon tea.
my mom say i do not know how to enjoy cos ice lemon tea are meant for those who eat spicy food. but i like ice lemon tea with cheese cake. it is very enjoying.
they order marble cheese and baked cheese. it seems obvious that i would not choose those consider traditional cheese cake.
and my dad order expresso.. which a type of coffee which is very very bitter. and very very small cup...
and my mom ordered white coffee.
my dad was wanting the very very big cup of coffee so that it would satisfied him.
and it was really funny seeing that he had actually ordered a very very small cup of coffee and very very bitter one...
hahaha...
today is a nice day and i did something i've never did before. that is bringing my parents to eat high tea.;)
i'm satisfied...
i went to have a rest and i fell asleep with my comp on.
and when i wanted to offline.
saw my friend.. a bit weird one...
the guy told me tat he had been clubbing whole nite juz came back and online and he so surprise to see that i'm on also..
weird.. we were like questioning each other why the hell are we still online.
feeling that not completing my blog about thing that happened today is weird. so i decided to sit down and write about wat happen on the first day of the year before i went back to bed again.
so i'm very very tired now...
but the first day of the year was quiet good for myself.
and i get to eat my favourite bak kut teh.. which is very good for health and some say that it can help to loose weight.
erm.. this is a formula by my grandma. it is really really nice one.. but it cost RM6 where my uncle sell it at the night market. however it is one of the highest sales product.

01012005~~brand new year

today went to bukit bintang to hunt for new year clothes with my bf.
the day starts like this...
i would take the public transport from my house to bukit bintang, but since that today my dad is not working and he is at home and my mom decided to make him send me to the bus station and eventually he end up sending me to bukit bintang.
then he stop me in front of BB plaza.and i told him to send me to lot 10 there. then he say initially you ask me to send u to BB plaza one? erm...
i'm speachless...
he drop me down and i start walking by myself wondering where and how should i go.
and at that moment i saw lot 10. i was like thank god... luckly the big green building catch my eyes. erm... if not i'm losted...hahaha...

then i went to the giordano besides the mc donalds at bintang walk there. i decided to go to bukit bintang to hunt for my new year clothes because there is giordano sales and it was the last two days.30% is considered quiet okie to me.
but since i'm just hanging out alone, i would not like to go for shopping.
i would just rather hang around in Mc and order a cup of tea / coke which i did while waiting for my bf or hang around the book shop, pretend to be a book lover.. but no need to pretend la... i also love books very very much... the see that there is momoko's(tao zi) latest book.(little eyes) and i stay there to read for a few pages while waiting for my bf.sometimes this does satisfy me. herm.. somethings telling me that the sungei wang's popular looks kindda small d.. but mayb it is just my feelings onli.
then finally my bf came and we went to shop for clothes.

first stop:- Giordano (sungei wang)
bought 2 long sleeve polo one pure white and one bule stripe. cos me about 70 bucks. the white shirt is my bf who say is nice and ask me to buy. then when i come back. i just notice that it was a bit dirty.
i call my bf he say difficult for them to change a new one for me.
errrrrrrrrrr.... this is wat i hate when i buy white dress... everytime during fitting time.. it looks very very nice on me.. but when i come back.. i regreted... cos i'm very very careless and sometimes i dun seem to know how to take care of my clothes.

next stop:- googles
erm.. i always like to buy googles clothes suits very very nice on me.
however, there seems not to be anything that suits me today.
nothing... not even one that i think it is suit for me. and i did not even ask for fitting for any of the clothes which i've seen.

third stop:- comma
just do not know that sungei wang also got comma shop...
a lot of gals from college likes to shop at comma cos the clothes are affordable. but it would be a very very high chance of two people wearing the same clothes at the same time.
i would like to buy clothes from comma also. unfortunately most of their clothes are design for those who are a bit skinny one (airport??).. and i'm quite big size so most of the clothes are not suitable for me.
however there is one dress which catch my eyes and i see that it would be suitable for me to wear during cny and also during any dinner function.
the dress cost me about RM36

fourth stop:- romp
when to both the romp shop there, but just found that there is nothing much to see.
but just notice that people are playing chinese new year song now. erm, this should remind us that chinese new year is coming soon.. next month!

break for lunch
we have our lunch at the food court and the food are not really tat good lo. but never mind.. went i go home later i would be able to enjoy my mom's cooking.. the bak kut teh!!!;)

computers???
we went to hang around the floor that sell all the computer accessories. and i found that my christmas gift the mini pen drive have the 1G size one... erm.. i should ask my uncle why he did not get that one for me...
hahaha.. but i think i would end up not asking him anything.

roof top
basically there is nothing much for me to shop at the roof top there. erm.. red box and cosmic bowl.. erm.. hahaha.. seems tat i'm interested for this two places but not for today la!!!

lot 10~ istean
erm.. there is mng sales at lot 10. kwai fatt always talk to us about buying mng clothes when we are working. i do not really see wat is so great about buying mng clothes.
maybe it is still not quiet my taste.. and not really suitable for my age level?
there are quiet a number of people there selecting for the clothes.

lot 10~~ vinci
erm.. a lot of people like to go vinci to buy shoes. cos it is very affordable?
never bought shoes form vinci before the most is bata and bata.. support the local branding.. hahaha
and at the vinci shop there is this c2pid promotion that if you buy 100 and above in a single receipt you will get one watch free.
i do think that it would 'cheat' or so call attract customer to pay more and buy more shoes.
it uses the psychology that people are 'kia su' then they would buy more in order to get the offer. and sometimes we just end up with a lot of unwanted things in our closet and store room.
so when the cashier tell me the promotion. i just say i would not like it.
hahaha.. erm.. this is the first time tat i'm not interested in a promotion.
i think to be a good and wise consumer, we have to stay away from all those promotion. and just in time system should be used in deciding what to by and not the normal just in case system which would accidentally incurred additional extra cost.

finally i got a pair of heels which is not really high. (if the shoe is too high i might trip since i'm a bit clumsy.
and i just realised that my feet are one big and one small never notice that before.
and also that i need size 8 to get a shoe which fits and feel comfortable. wow.. i just never realised all this things.
this cost me about RM50

pdi~~lot 10
erm.. never shop here before. always like to look around and never really bought any clothes before in this shop.
since there is not many people at the shop, it would be very free for me to look around and look for clothes. erm.. lot 10 is not so crowded as sungei wang do.
then i bought one red and one grey crew tee and annother long sleeve tee... it seems that this time i've bought a lot of long sleeve tee. but since the price is very reasonable that i've spend about RM 80 that is still within my budget cost.
erm.. then i think my hunt is almost completed.

Googles bukit bintang
actually i wanted to end my hunt since i've spend more tha RM200 in total for today's hunt but i have not get a pair of pant for myself.
then my bf suggested me to go to the giordano besides the mc there.
and the clothes there are almost the same as those in sungei wang.
i bought a new pair of pants for new year which cost me for about RM70 after discount.and the size of the pants is the last pair.
ooo.. there is great great satisfaction for myself.
and my bf told me that he would not be able to get so many clothes with my budget.
hahaha.. my budget is RM300 and i'm over budget d. cos i've bought a pair of nike shoe last week before christmas which cost me about RM100.
if i do not include the nike shoe, it would be nicely meeting the budget. hahaha.. i'm too calculative? erm... good budgeting i say.

then we take bus to kl and we went to popular and i bought papers which i'm using to copy the notes.and i've bought wraping paper which is those ready made one.. no need to wrap myself. and also a couple of pen.

then finally we went to secret receipe again and call resberry chess and also classic cheese( i forgot the name actually) and a cup of ice lemon tea. today is very enjoyable, rewarding and satisfying day for myself.

海啸来袭母亲最痛苦抉择 救长子还是幼子?

对于一个两子之母来说,如果要在两个儿子之中选择“只能活一个”,绝对是一个恶梦。

在这一场海啸中,一名来自澳洲的母亲在性命危在旦夕的一刹,仍然要面对这残酷的抉择。救长子还是救幼子?在滔滔巨浪之中,她放开了一只手,但是,两个儿子最终还是回到她的身边。是正确的决定,还是天赐的奇迹?

海啸淹到普吉酒店的泳池旁边时,来自澳洲的两子之母瑟尔拚命维持浮力,抓住5岁儿子拉奇和20个月大的布莱克,可是她很快就发现,自己根本无力同时拯救两个儿子。抱住酒店柱子

据瑟尔说:“我知道若同时抱住他们两个,母子3人都必死无疑,我哀求一个妇女帮我捉住拉奇,但巨劫过后,我只见到她只身一个人,并没有成功拉住我的儿子时,那一刻我为放走拉奇而觉得十分难过。”

父亲布拉德因为要取尿布回到房间,他从一楼房间的阳台目击骇人的事件,他忆述说:“我看见第二个海浪淹到来,我知道儿子还在下面,这是我一生中最恐怖的时刻。”

幸好不懂游泳的拉奇竟奇迹地能够紧抱住酒店大堂的柱子,把头部露出水面,直到洪水退去为止。

拉奇的父母发狂似的搜索拉奇数小时,之后他们在护卫员处发现拉奇。拉奇之后告诉父亲:“我大叫妈妈,叫了很久,然后就静了下来。我的手都被弄污了,衣服也需要洗。”
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i heard this story on the new from the taiwan tv station.
i've ask myself what would i do if i'm the mom? who would i give up?
if i do not give up one we would die together...
that is such great heart beark and difficult decision for a parents to make.
i do hope that the disaster would be over soon...

01012005

this a brand new year for me and everyone.
after the serious incidend that had happened. i do think that you should be more and more greatful to what we have. and we should also take care of ourselves and so that we could help others in the future.

all the countdown parties are cancelled last night including the last minute cancellation of alan tham and heckan lee concert.
the prime minister said that we should not celebrate while others are suffering.
but i do think we should be greatful that we manage to survive for annother year.

the sky out side seems very very dark. i would be going out today. i'm just affraid that it is going to rain.
today is new year's day. will there be a second round of earthquake? will there be a second round of tsunami this few days?
i do hope that i would not happened. i do wish that all those people are being helped.

Malaysians can donate through sms. Type AMP and send to 32111. Each sms is a one dollar donation.
this is the least we can help them.

my mom packed 4 big plastic bag of old clothes, when she heard that i'm asking her whether she got any old clothes which wanna be donated out to the tsunami victim.
erm.. but i did nothing.. i think i'm so bad.
i wanted to sms but my handphone just left <10 rigghit... arrrrrrrrrrr... that is just annother excuse for myself. erm.. i'm be sms today la... dun wanna wait la..
everything also wait and wait.. when we die we will die with a eye open!!!!!

just send the sms just now. using my dad handphone. it is not to say i'm stingy. but my handphone really do not have credit d and do not expect to reload it any sooner than the end of the month.

we cannot do anything much.. let's spend a few minutes to pray for the tsunami victim everyday.

Emotions for songs and it's Lyrics


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Dreams are a big part of our Lives and You must do whatever it takes to make them a Reality; by the plans you make, the course you take, and the things you do. Don't dwell on past mistakes. Leave yesterday behind, along with all it's problems, worries and doubts. Realize you can't change the past, but you can start a new tomorrow. Don't try to do everything at once; take one step at a time, Don't ever be afraid to try the Impossible no matter what others may think. Remember you are Unique in your own special way. Don't ever stop Dreaming! Don't ever stop wanting what's right for you! HAVE A WONDERFUL YEAR AHEAD!!!
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