tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

I went to bed by 2 yesterday it was very difficult for me cos i need to wake up early cos there is a class for me at 8am.
Then during the break in the lecture, i was rushing myself to the office to do something and when i was running.. i slipped and fell down and worst of all i made one of my classmate fell down as well... what was i doin?
erm... Everyone was asking me about m i awake and some was asking whether why i'm so careless... Erm.. can't tell why.. but i'm always clumsy and never really take care of my safety and always very busy and wanna get a lot of things done in the shortest time.
then, today i end myself up with getting bruise on both of my knee and the blue black came out just as i put the medicine on. Erm... i think it would be more obvious tomorrow. My left arm was injured also. I've hurt my albow but i doesn't seem to bruise noow but i think it is a but i think it is a bit swollen. I think that's how i threat myself by torturing myself and injuring myself by being careless and do not care about my personal safety and worst of all let the people around me i.e. my parents to worry about me.
I think i really better do something about it soon so that i would not really affect something which i would do in the future.
that's all i wanna talk about today.

Sometimes life seems that there are a lot of presure and you hope that you are not the person who you are know. You hope you are someone and somewhere else. But it is very difficult to do so. Sometimes very you like something so much but when you discovered that you can't afford to own it. What is your reaction? What do you think about it? What is the feeling that hit your heart the most? What is the last feeling when you give up the relatationship with your x? Relived? or Upseted?