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my media player is playing the song so far away by z chen and also js...
i'm thinking of someone who seem so far away from me... just hope that he is so near to me.. just hope that he his just beside me and not far away when i need him with me...
thinking about the lyrics... thinking about the happiness.....
is he the one i'm sreaching for?
i'm always asking this question to myself...
what if i met a better one?
if so... what would i do... give him up and select the one i think is better?
what if the better one end up to be not so good as expected?
i'm scared... scared with the unknown...
"que sara sara what ever will be will be.....
the future not our's the see...
que sara sara... what will be will be..."
but i'm scared... really scared of the future and the unknown...
and the felling is really getting more and more uncomfortable for me...
i really really afraid what might happened in the future...
sometimes i think that the future is there for me to create it...
but i'm scared that i've created something i would not want?
believe that by the day you find your perfect love.....
it is the best payoff for all the pain and hurt you have experienced...
but in reality is there any perfect love?
where does it exist?
it is so so so far away....
