tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

宇恒 《依然是朋友》歌词
情人节的前一天 他离开你身边
只剩下你无止境的想念

那一夜我陪着你 你哭了一整夜
你是否知道 我对他也一样很想念

直到有一天 我和他碰面
在那间 我们常去的咖啡店

才知道 有些感受
我和他谁都不曾说出口
我们之间 隐藏了什么
除了我自己没人懂
可是你 你怎么说 你知道后是不是从此避开我
OH~ 我一样难过 多希望我们不曾相识过

才知道 有些感受
我和他谁都不曾说出口
我们都是最好的朋友
谁会有勇气去开口
不再哭 不再难过
我们还有好大好大的天空
故事的最后 我们都不曾失去过什么

我们依然是朋友
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suddenly see this song in my friends blog.. reminds me of an old friend...
reminds me about a lot of crazy things i would do.
reminds me.. that i'm sad because of her.
i always tell myself i do not care about how others see me.
but i do really cares about her.
she is a really really important in my life some years back.
and we are part and then,
i made some c2pid and selfish decision
and i just feel like walking out of our best friends relationship cos i just felt that i'm tired and fed up of her d.
then time pass by.. i miss our relationship.
and i regreted.. and i want things back to just as they were before.
but... in actual fact...
things were not.
i'm concern about her...
just tat i always tell myself i do not care about her anymore.
i always pretend to be busy when she is around me after the incident.
there is a wound created by me. and i always kept myself back from pulling the thorn that is in the wound.
i'm coward and selfish...
we do not like to express ourself. we just hoping others would understand what we feel and why we do things the way we do it.
i'm concern about her.. knowing that she part with his ex i'm angry..
i've emotion towards what she does cos i care.. i do really care.
i knoe that i'm a really really strong and stubborn...
but i'm holding back my tears.. and waiting for the moment the thorn is being pull out.. and the wound is heal.
just prentend that i'm ignorant to what i've done... ignore how good or how bad her life is...
the feelings sometimes really makes my heart breaks...
and sometimes i care about my friends and when they do not take care of themselve.. and they give up.. i would be really angry with them.. and i wanted to scold her..
but this time i just kept quite.
okie, no matters anything happen between us..
no matters.. whether we are still friend or not..
just want to knoe that she is happy with what she have now.

when i was checking my mail box today.. and suddenly i discover that the size of my mail box had increased to 250MB... wow.. that means a lot of space.
and this is really a very very good news for those people who seldom check thier mail and those people who like to keep mail sent by your friends

internet is a devil who is so evil when exam is around the corner.
it keep holding you back from studying.. it is a big devil.
i wish that i would have a strong will that i would not be addicted to the internet.
but in fact i am.
cant hold myself back from online at nite..
now.. i'm in the college library and i'm using my friends's notebook to online...
weird that my college's library have this thing call wifi that we are not known to it unless we have a notebook.
but it is a real convenient for student who wanna do assignment in the college and need to search for information online.
we do not need to que up for using the computer in the cit center.
and we can directly save information into the note book.
i do hope i can get a note book real soon...
near future.