tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

i cannot stand other people to misunderstood me.
but on the other hand, i'm those type of poeple who are not reli concern to explain myself.
maybe because of this,
i lost a lot of chance,
maybe because of this,
i lost of things which is precious to me?

i think i'm a very very protective person.
that's why some poeple would think that i do not have any friends.
but in fact, anybody also can be my friend,
but just notice that i did not have a friend who is very close to me.

maybe i like to keep all my things to myself?
i think i have a close friend once,
and i lost her.
i do not tend to believe much on people.
i just try to be innocent but not to believe anyone.
try to independent and helpful.

just heard that my heart break again.
just dun wanna be misunderstood.
but dun wanna explain what i am thinking.
just let it break into pieces.

my friend just msn me and she told me that annother friend's dad passed away cos he commited suicide.
i'm shocked. and i do not know what and how to react.
i think this is not a good time for me to call the friend.
i think this is not a good time to do anything

i'm confused with what i should do.
and with somebody misunderstood me.
i have no say.
i have nothing to say.

today when i want to go out for dinner,
i suddenly notice that my pendant is gone??????

OMG... if it is drop anywhere on the street?
how can i get it back?
why and how stupid i am not to notice that my pendant is gone?
the pendant is suppose to be around the neck geh mah....
why it is gone d?
where had it been?

i quickily called home and check with my dad to see whether it is in the house so that i would not need to look all over the house for it.
and my dad's attitude was like dun care enough to look for me.
the pendant eventough is not really expensive but,
i seems to be very meaningful to me.

luckily it was found in my room.
i think it droped when i'm using the towel.
luckily i found it back.

it seems that i have no luck for this few days.
it seems that not much good things had happened on me.
what can i do?
just hope that this not so good luck won follow me when the exam come out.

if 'A'= Success,
then the formula is;

A= X+Y+Z

where:
X is work
Y is play
Z is 'KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT'