tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

he is not around in kl this week.
and i have a lot of time for myself to spend alone.
can stay online whole day.
can have all the time to blog crazily.
can tidy my room (which is still messy no matter how hard i tried to tidy it)

he say he got a 'new' handphone from his brother.
it's seems that we never have a chance to use the same model of handphone.
i'm still sticked with my great, old 3310.
i'm wondering whether should i send it to the muzium?
i'm wondering when he would be able to let us to use the same model of handphone?
but i think the possibility that we are using the same model of handphone is very low since our taste is totally different.

i'm wondering why i'm still with this guy.
questioning myself why i choosed him.
wondering what's our future.
i've told him once that i could not forsee our future.
we are poeple from two totally different and seperate world.
eventough we have some similiar point,
but i'm really not sure about how long would it hold us together?
or it would seperate us if there is some different view point.

i do think that it takes a lot of tolerance and understanding
for two people to stay together.
i'm still learning how to tolerate with him and understanding him.
i do hope to enjoy the freedom of being able to do things that i really longing for.

maybe when the days come......
i'll be an independent party which have nothing related with him...
who's know what will happen in the future..
but just treasure the things we possess now
that god for granting it to us.

丝路 通往爱的路途

如果流浪是你的天赋
那么你一定是我最美的追逐
如果爱情是你的游牧
拥有过是不是该满足
（谁带我踏上孤独的丝路）
追逐你的脚步
（谁带我离开孤独的丝路）
感受你的温度
（我将眼泪流成天山上面的湖）
让你疲倦时能够扎营停住
羌笛声　胡旋舞　为你笑为你哭
爱上你的全部放弃我的全部
爱上了你之后我开始领悟
陪你走了一段最唯美的国度
爱上了你之后我从来不哭
谁是谁的幸福　我从来不在乎
谁是谁的旅途　我只要你记住

星星就是穷人的珍珠
你的笑支撑着我虔诚的最初
狂风沙石我得到依附
穿越过亚西亚的迷雾
（谁带我踏上孤独的丝路）
追逐你的脚步
（谁带我离开孤独的丝路）
感受你的温度
（我将眼泪流成天山上面的湖）
让你疲倦时能够扎营停住
羌笛声　胡旋舞　为你笑为你哭（HO~为你哭）
HEY~爱上你的全部放弃我的全部（我的全部）
爱上了你之后我开始领悟
陪你走了一段最唯美的国度
爱上了你之后我从来不哭
谁是谁的幸福　我从来不在乎
谁是谁的旅途　我只要你记住
云破日出 你是那道光束
带着平凡的我走过奇迹旅途

爱上了你之后我开始领悟
陪你走了一段最唯美的国度
爱上了你之后我从来不哭
谁是谁的幸福　我从来不在乎

爱上了你之后我开始领悟
陪你走了一段最唯美的国度
爱上了你之后　我～从来不哭（NO~HO~）
谁是谁的幸福　我从来不在乎（我～不在乎）
谁是谁旅途
我只要~
我只要　你记住
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this is the song from fish's new album...
just downloaded it from the website today.
but anyway, i'll be getting the album anyway.

i admit that i'm one of fish's fan
however i just like to listen to her song.
bought all her album
but never been to any of her concert
and never even went to her fans meeting
or album promotion.

like to enjoy her songs.
really like her from the first album.
even she did not do the album very well and faced a lot of hardship,
i'm just glad that she's one of malaysia's greatest singger.
i'm just glad that she doing alwsome in the taiwan music industry.

WHEN I SAW YOU...
I WAS AFRAID TO TALK TO YOU...
WHEN I TALKED TO YOU...
I WAS AFRAID TO HOLD YOU...
WHEN I HOLD YOU...
I WAS AFRAID TO LOVE YOU...
NOW THAT I LOVE YOU ...
I'M AFRAID TO LOSE YOU...
YESTERDAY IS HISTORY...
TOMORROW IS A MYSTERY...
AND TODAY IS A GIFT...
THAT'S WHY IT'S CALLED A PRESENT...

SOMETIMES LOVE HURTS...
BUT IF IT DOESN'T HURT...
THEN IT ISN'T LOVE...
HOLD ON TO THE PERSON U LOVE...
BEFORE THEY SLIP AWAY...
OR ELSE U CAN NEVER GET THEM BACK...
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yes i agreed that sometimes it hurts to love someone.
but if they repay you...
the sweetness of love would let you forget about the hurt and bitter for a moment.

love is actually a combination of taste of life.
and I do truely think that we loved to live and we live to loved....

Seven Things You Plan To Do Before You Die
- Setting up a charity / education fund to help poeple in need
- Traveling around the world and meet new poeple
- Become a millionaire... at least... hehehe (meaning that i have at least a million of my total net assets excluding the intangible assets)
- Get my master before 30
- Stay around China for at least 1 year
- Do something increadible
- Create value for myself and make a difference in my life.

7 Celebrity Crushes
- Wang Lee Hom
- Pin Guan
- David Tao
- Zhang Jue Long
- Daniel Hu
- Takeshi (Jin Chen Wu)
- Arron Kwok / Jimmy Lin (that was really history)

7 Often Repeated WORDS/PHRASES
- Huh?
- Hehehe
- Hahaha
- Oh my god
- you know what.... then....
- Okay....
- ahha... ermhrm....

7 Physical Traits I Look For In the Opposite Sex
- Complexion ~Fair (not those which are very tan and not those who look very pale like the white paper)
- Height (should always be taller than me)
- Weight (should be strong enough to carry me but not over weight that there is a visible belly tummy)
- Mouth ~ big mouth like me (hahahaha)
- Eyes ~ preferable big eyes
- Hair ~ erm guys looks sexy when they are hairy :P
- Nose ~ as long as it does not look like a pig's nose that's okay for me

herm...
a lot of things happened this few months.
but it's either that i'm too lazy to blog or i'm too tired to blog.
have a lot of picture taken to put inside the blog.
(however the picture is not of me... but of the things that i've seen during my way to work and stuff)

my room is still the messiest room ever.
try my best to clean it up by today.
start to enjoy the life of working
start to enjoy the life of no need to worry about exams
start to wonder what's the next peak for my life.

there are things that i should consider about.
there are things that i should be worry about.
like ACCA and my parents.

now there's time which i can spend more with my parents, family and especially my cousin as well as my grandma
i think i've been neglecting my grandma for too long d.

it's funny that when me and joo go out we have to bring my grandma and mother along.
but for god sake...
just think that better treasure the time we have together with them now,
than to regret at a later time, when they are not around.

like the life of working.
you can be generous to poeple around you as well as yourself.
since you earn the money yourself and you would prefer to reward yourself for the hardwork that you've done.
last time when i wanted to buy something,
i would need to consider for a long long time and also budget it nicely,
since all my tuition fees for acca (other than TAR college fees as well as the ACCA examination fees) are being paid out of my own pocket.

early of this month,
when i got my pay for August,
my parents, joo and I went to a vegetarian restaurant at the curve to eat steamboat which we consider the price is quiet expensive tough the environment is very nice.
i did really enjoy the steam boat tough.

then we also bought moon cake for ah ma, my parents and also joo's parents.
and we also bought a tiramisu mook cake for ourself and
we also get to buy the small size moon cake from bakers which i consider it's very nice since you would not fill it very very full when you jus wanna enjoy bite size moon cake.