he is not around in kl this week.
and i have a lot of time for myself to spend alone.
can stay online whole day.
can have all the time to blog crazily.
can tidy my room (which is still messy no matter how hard i tried to tidy it)

he say he got a 'new' handphone from his brother.
it's seems that we never have a chance to use the same model of handphone.
i'm still sticked with my great, old 3310.
i'm wondering whether should i send it to the muzium?
i'm wondering when he would be able to let us to use the same model of handphone?
but i think the possibility that we are using the same model of handphone is very low since our taste is totally different.

i'm wondering why i'm still with this guy.
questioning myself why i choosed him.
wondering what's our future.
i've told him once that i could not forsee our future.
we are poeple from two totally different and seperate world.
eventough we have some similiar point,
but i'm really not sure about how long would it hold us together?
or it would seperate us if there is some different view point.

i do think that it takes a lot of tolerance and understanding
for two people to stay together.
i'm still learning how to tolerate with him and understanding him.
i do hope to enjoy the freedom of being able to do things that i really longing for.

maybe when the days come......
i'll be an independent party which have nothing related with him...
who's know what will happen in the future..
but just treasure the things we possess now
that god for granting it to us.
0 Responses
Related Posts with Thumbnails