tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

erm.. my day usually ends after 12.. but today.. i really really need to end it a bit early.. cos i'm a bit tired...

this week will be a very hectic week cos there are a lot of things for me to do neh...
about the college carnival and all the classes which i need to go for replacement...
hum..

then there is a lot if things for me to handle for the course again and the moral coursework prensentation is coming real soon and i haven get myself prepared at all...
my god what i'm doin all these while? day dreaming?

i've better work on things on my studies.. and exam is getting nearer... dun wanna burnt the mid night oil during the last minute neh..

ok that's all for today lo

看别人不顺眼，就是自己修养不够
oh... maybe it is cos of i'm too bias and too extreme towards this person and i could not ever foresee myself having a good co-operation with him... 

Our college is having it's 35 aniversary celebration in this coming friday to sunday.
I think by the time there would be a lot of people who would come to the college and enjoy the bazar with us.
Our society is having a board game called road to riches and I'm one of the helper who needs help to facilitate the game... what i wonderful duty for me to do...
I'm always willing to help when there is a need for my help.
I think i would really really be a very unforgettable experience for me, cos this is the last year of college life for me and i really and deeply think that i really need to enjoy the time of my last college life a part of handling the hactic college life.
but i just wonder why the person who i dislike so much would like to come and ka-ka cao-cao and willingly to participate to be one of the facilitator of the game...
haha... i just wish that those player who got facilitated by him.. i wish them good luck...
it is not that i really look down on him (maybe in fact sometimes i really do so), but his attitude was like something is wrong.. maybe my dislike towards him is so strong and hum... i would not like his present within 50 feets round me... where i'll feel very errie and shiver a lot...
erm.. but to me with or without the person's present i doesn't make much difference but the main point is it hurts my eyes sometimes when i need to see him... and it also hurts my ears sometimes cos his voice ar.. aiyo.. he only know how to talk about a lot of craps and i dont think anything meaningful would come out of his mouth...
okay... that's enough... maybe i'm a person who is too bias about him.. it really really affects my attitude towards him (eventhough a lot of people does not like him as well)
I would like to let myself to be more comfortable with his present....
I'll tell myself... he is nothing... rubish... he does not affect my feeling for the whole day...
:P

I've had a very exciting and challenging day.. a lot of things happened and it was not as expected from me... but anyway it does made something difference..
haha.. quarrell again with my boy boy... we do that very often in a day.. it is not that we do not really love each other.. mayb it is the other way we express our love towards each other.. mayb to me yes.. and to him nope and he would like to stop to have anmymore quarrel with me and have a pieceful chat with me...
hum.. mayb i'm really really too demanding person and want everthing to be the way i wanted it to be but sometimes it seem that things would not turn out as you wanted it to be...
so what can you do about it?
and how can you do about it?
would you do anything to change it?
or just let the thing to adapt to your daily life?
oh my god miss talking with the friend who got her house in bukit beruntung.. dunno how she is now and how she well she is gettting on with her new boy friend... i sometimes do really question why she left her x and choose the current one... i wonder.. mayb i'll knoe the answer in the future... still owe her a b'day present which annother friend form my college ask me to pass it to her..
wonder how soon that i would be able to meet her...