tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

have not been blogging for around one month or two...
or i have been posting too little this few months rather than to post more than 100 post this year.

haha.. i'm just a little bit too lazy to do i guest.
but with my new second hand pc i guess i would be doing more blogging this month.
the main point is to release my tension cos i do not know why i'm so stressed up.
with my work and my poor performance.
i do not know what everything is going out for control.

i wonder and i wonder.
i'm slack and i'm doing nothing.
i wanted to work hard.

but the other part of me just refuse to do so.

so next i'm thinking whether to change the monitor of my second hand computer to a lcd flat screen, at least it would be better if i wanted to use it for my own good hoh...
erm...
i wonder...
when i would start to make up my mind to work hard
and not to be slack?

There are two bathroom one near by the living room and annother new to the master bed room

Master bed room view of the show house.. small small room with our big big love inside :)

Kitchen cum dining space and the yard is just right at the left hand side towards the end of the house

Medium room cum guest room of our new house

The construction of our new condo has been in the progress very very fast... the second 10% billing just right after two months of signing the S & P has reached my mail box last friday.

one full table of food for prayer during 端午节。got vegetarian and most of it is meat.
annother view of the one full table of food..
got fish, chicken and bak yi (meat ball) wow... very very nice oh :)

vege fish curry, vege and bak zhang..

i think the main purpose of having this 端午节is to let the family member have a good time to spend together with each other by having more and more quality time.

it's about 3 weeks or more i have not seen him.
tought we talk with each other on the phone and online everyday.
but the feeling is different when you talk to someone personnally
and talk to them on the phone or online.

sigh...

very very busy lately.
very very tired lately.

do not know what is my direction.
a lot of people asking me what is his direction
has he gotten his job?
those are question which i do not know exactly how to answer you guys.
i wonder how.

i miss him...
i really damn miss him.
i think my family members also missed him much.
especially ah ma...
missing someone who bring her to suppermarket
missing someone who would praise her for the good food she prepared.

me myself?
i also dunno whether i miss him much or not...
the feeling is complicated.

yeah... i miss him la...
but i told him you have to get your job before you want to come back and look for me.
hope that would be his motivation.
hope this can give him a great push... so that he would take more drastic action in order to get a suitable job.

since the increase in fuel price in Malaysia,

everyday or every week you would expect/you might be expecting the price of those necessity to announce their increment.

latest addition to the price increase family is the stationery.
yeah stationery especially paper.

i still remember one ream of "branded" A4 paper would cost me less than RM 10 during my college days but according to the papers the A4 paper would cost another 20-30% more due to fuel price increase and also the increase in paper price world wide.

damn it...

just when you are thinking happily that you have gotten a very satisfying increment early this year...
the government started to give you many shock such as
increase in rice price
increase in fuel price
increase in flour price
increase in stationery price
increase in house price....
so on and so...

so what's next?

another increment in our paycheck?

nah...
i think we just have to tighten our belt and be more caution
and more careful when we decided to spend.
depending whether you wanna spend luxuriously.
better stay at home and do nothing.
cos once you step out of your house you would start spending.