suddenly feel that i miss my grandpa a lot and a lot.
suddenly feel that i really miss the time i spent with him.

always act like let people think that i never grow up.
just that i really miss my grandpa and the time i spend with him.
just wonder god would wanna take his live so soon as he is such a caring and loving person to everyone in the family?

sometimes i really wonder why there is generation gap?
why we always tell poeple that our father do not understand me la.. bla bla bla bla...
i had a bad relationship with my family member la...
sometimes i just feel that live is too short.
so no matter how hard or how pain your family member hurt you,
all you should do is just forgive them and give them all the love you can give to them.
no matter how you cannot erased the fact that they are your family member.
the things that you can change is only how you want to treat them.

is whether you wanna give them 1,2,3 or 4
1 - turn your back around (stranger)
2 - just look at them (ordinary friend)
3 - shake their hand (friend)
4 - hug them (buddy)

it's all about how you wanna rate people in your life.
sometimes you might really wanna rate them as 1 and just ignoring them and even hope they are out of your lives and hope that you would never ever see them again.

however, everything you do, there is a mirror.
if you rate poeple 1, have you ever think that there would also be poeple who will rate you as one as well?

sometimes we tought time will heal the wound.
but eventually the wound might be difficult to heal.
but there would alway be a scar there.
sometimes i feel that when people are complaining that they are very cham ar.. this and that, please just open your ears and borrow them your ears for the moment.
just let them express themself.
sometimes is just good to listen.

sometimes i reallised that things that i do not like about it i would show faces.
but somehow i feel that if other poeple do not want to follow your way of doing things, just let it be.
practice the culture of letting go.

eventough we would still tell ourself that it's easy to talk than taking action.
but sometimes and somehow you should learn to let go.

this coming saturday is my convocation day.
i would be returning my gown on the monday morning.
my friend kept on asking me whether wanna take photo with lecture.
somehow, i think it would be nice to take photo with lectures,
even we are without the graduation gown.

i suddenly feel that it is childish to purposely wear the convocation gown and take photo with the lectures after the convocation day.
i do not know why i suddenly have this feeling.

remember my mom always told me,
people acting like crazy you don't follow them also.
but usually i do not listen to them.
however, this time,
i feel that it's too acting to purposely go and meet the lectures and take photo with them.
i do hope that i am able to contact all the lectures to be around on saturday so that they could take picture with us after our convocation.

however, everything is perfect during the planning stage,
but in actual fact things do not always go as how we want it to be.
have to prepare for the unexpected event rite?
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