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yesterday he ask me whether he should get 'lee hom's' concert ticket for me as valentine present. however i did not answer him. why? because he is not in a very good financial position and i would think that i would not like to burden him further. Actually I'm quite happy if he has such plans (eventough it just 'cakap-cakap' aje), but reality always defeats what you dream of. Therefore I rather give up the chance and safe some money for a better future.
sometimes what he think is a bit crazy, but sometimes i think/feel he never concern about me or say it in annother way, he is selfish. He always say you should go to learn YOGA so that you can have better figures. I know not that he is complaining my figures, just that he wants what is best for myself. but has he look at what i think and what i feel? why he just do not want to accompany me to learn it together? because it's a 'gal's' thing?
sometimes i'm just tire of arguing with him, i just wanna get myself out of this shit and leave myself alone.........
sometimes what he think is a bit crazy, but sometimes i think/feel he never concern about me or say it in annother way, he is selfish. He always say you should go to learn YOGA so that you can have better figures. I know not that he is complaining my figures, just that he wants what is best for myself. but has he look at what i think and what i feel? why he just do not want to accompany me to learn it together? because it's a 'gal's' thing?
sometimes i'm just tire of arguing with him, i just wanna get myself out of this shit and leave myself alone.........
