tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

baby不要再哭泣
这一幕多么熟悉
紧握着你的手彼此都舍不得分离
每一次想开口但不如保持安静
给我一分钟专心
好好欣赏你的美

幸福搭配悲伤
痛是在我心交叉
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
付出的爱收不回
还欠你的我不能给
别把我心也带走
去跟随

每一次和你分开
深深的被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔
痛苦难以释怀

每一次和你分开
每一次kiss you goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白

幸福搭配悲伤
痛是在我心交叉
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
付出的爱收不回
但欠你的我不能给
我才明白爱最真实的滋味

每一次和你分开
深深的被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔
痛苦难以释怀

每一次和你分开
每一次kiss you goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白

每一次和你分开
深深的被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔
痛苦难以释怀

每一次和你分开
每一次kiss you goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白

my blog's name is 'this is my life'

and what i wanna say sometimes i almost forget that this is really my life.
because i just have the feeling of under the influence / control of other people for so many years.
and i just forget or i did not learn how to live my own life.
and live my life for myself.

have been the person who my parents and all the relative want me to be for too long d
living under their expectation for too long and i almost forget what i my deepest needs and what i want the most in my life.

jus realised that by being the person who they want me to be for such a long time i have lost myself.
lost the true identity of myself and miss out a lot of things which i wish to complete within my life time.

just feel that now i have to live my life for myself and
if it is to be it is up to me.
and i would try to find a balance between the person everyone hoping me to be and the person i want to be.

sometimes i really wonder for myself whether i should be the person who listen to what my parents say and just ignore what i really want deep in my heart.
or just ignore them and do whatever i wanna do and just let it be.