tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

i was waiting for the good show.
but eventually there wasn't any good show.

but sarah had actually employed someone who is better than the person who had run away after her pile of mess.

even the auditor had a lot of question that need to ask her.
but she is not around.
'this one is not me who handle it....
those document are lost during the time when we shift the office....
bla.. bla.. bla...'
actually we notice that she actually do not have much actual knowledge about accounting.
just that her experience result to her staying in the company for many years

now her privious manager had gone and the new finance manager is looking very closely at each transaction that had been made so that there would not be any possibility of fraud that would occur during the case of incuring any services.

i think i should be working until next week.
till then i would be unemployed again

today met my secondary monitor.
i think she came back from rusia for holiday.
still with the same boy friend.
actually i was glad to see her again.
basically i totally lost contact with all those secondary friend and don't mention about those in the primary.

sometimes i just feel that after so much time,
i am more and more protective and you would not easily see that i am nauty and very very true to my friends is i consider you as just friends.

i would like to help poeple
but sometimes i would feel very very reluctant to get close to people.
why?
cos sometimes i just feel that when you get close to other poeple,
some secret that you would wanna share with them only would become a know item among the friends.
sometimes i feel sick and tired about it.
so i decided not to be too closed to poeple.

but i also received complaint that i do not have many friends.
i think it should be part of my life gua.
since i'm to only child in the family and i already get used to those things that i should or should not do.
and already used to being distance from poeple and
enjoy doing things alone.

i do treasure that is always somebody who support me la...
treasure the friendship that i have la.

just now listen to chan fong's program.
he said if you feel that the person is not suitable for you,
you should better let go.

is not whether you scared to loss so that you would not let go of the relationship that is not good for you.
he said that if you already willing to give up something that is not good for you,
you already consider gaining form your action.

tought we will be having our convo by ourself.
but i was wrong.
my convo will be with other courses.
but we would be the first course to be on the stage.
convo info
kindda disappointed leh.
erm... hope it would be a special convocation for all of us.