tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

today met my secondary monitor.
i think she came back from rusia for holiday.
still with the same boy friend.
actually i was glad to see her again.
basically i totally lost contact with all those secondary friend and don't mention about those in the primary.

sometimes i just feel that after so much time,
i am more and more protective and you would not easily see that i am nauty and very very true to my friends is i consider you as just friends.

i would like to help poeple
but sometimes i would feel very very reluctant to get close to people.
why?
cos sometimes i just feel that when you get close to other poeple,
some secret that you would wanna share with them only would become a know item among the friends.
sometimes i feel sick and tired about it.
so i decided not to be too closed to poeple.

but i also received complaint that i do not have many friends.
i think it should be part of my life gua.
since i'm to only child in the family and i already get used to those things that i should or should not do.
and already used to being distance from poeple and
enjoy doing things alone.

i do treasure that is always somebody who support me la...
treasure the friendship that i have la.