tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

just feel that i'm lost.
feel that i've locked myself up inside somewhere myself never notice where is it.
wanna find out what's the reason i've locked myself up.
wanna find out where i've locked myself up?

just feel that i cannot find myself.
just feel that i'm just a puppet in this world.
just feel that living is not for myself.

questioning what's the purpose of being in this world?
question why things happened this way?
questioning why things do not happened the other way around?
questioning what is the purpose of life

feel that i'm in the mist
figuring the way out of the maze that i've created for myself.

should i be brave?
where is my courage?
why i'm locked?

maybe i should listen to some music
calm myself down.
figure how and where is the way out of the maze
instead of panicing

鱼对水说你看不到我的眼泪，因为我在水里．水说我能感觉到你的眼泪，
因为你在我心里.

you are the fish and i'm the water.

记住该记住的，
忘记该忘记的。
改变能改变的，
接受不能改变的

sometimes we should act as what our heart tell us.
what do you want?
what do you want?
sometimes you have to give up.

when you are marching on the same spot over and over again,
you would rarely discover what is your weakness.
you would never notice whether you have any improvement.

sometimes i just feel that if you are putting yourself in a box,
you might think that you are secured in your comfort zone.
and maybe towards the end,
your box might be getting smaller and smaller and you might not be able to break through the comfort zone.

as time passes by, you might get bored of your comfort zone, however you might be scared of the unknown outside the confort box and you might have a lot of complaints and dislike about the environment that you are in however,
it might be difficult for you to break through the confort box.

sometimes it is depend on your attitude.
whether you are open enough to accept other's opinion.

i'm learning to be a person who is willing to accept the opinion of others.
i'm learning to be a person who is willing to be critisied.
i'm learning to be a person who is a bit indirect.
i'm learning to be myself but in a better and improved way so that my friends and people around me would not get hurt or affected because of the action that i've done.