We could never have a exact prediction on what is going to happened even with advance planning. At times, we might missed some golden opportunity and made some wrong turning. Apart from being upset for what had past, we should look forward and concern about the future! Because this is my life.. if it is to be it's up to me :) Live it... Love it... This is my life
I'm not the easiest person to love I'm often the one who lets things go unresolved
Yet you choose to be on the side of me on the side of me Yet you choose to be on the side of me on the side of me
I'm not too proud of some things I've done in my life The skeletons in my closet Are too big for me to hide
Yet you choose to be on the side of me on the side of me Blessed Charity You're on the side of me on the side of me
'Cause everyone needs a friend to hold when it's cold outside and there's no place to go Everyone needs a friend to hold all alone I cried there was no place to go Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com I remember when nobody cared but you
I'm not the easiest person to love But you, you've opened your heart to show me what I'm worth
'Cause you choose to be on the side of me on the side of me What a mystery You're on the side of me on the side of me
'Cause everyone needs a friend to hold when it's cold outside and there's no place to go Everyone needs a friend to hold all alone I cried there was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared I remember when nobody cared Nobody cared But you
Yeah you choose to be on the side of me on the side of me
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ well i'm into the songs from corrine may lately... this is another nice nice song from her ;)
It's a long long journey Till I know where I'm supposed to be It's a long long journey And I don't know if I can believe When shadows fall and block my eyes I am lost and know that I must hide It's a long long journey Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent Drifting on through empty shores Wondering what's my purpose Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry I know you'll be standing by my side It's a long long journey And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands I don't even know why I do the things I do When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul Will you break down these walls and pull me through
Cause it's a long long journey Till I feel that I am worth the price You paid for me on Calvary Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes It feels like everything is out to make me lose control Cause it's a long long journey Till I find my way home to you To you ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ remember jessy introduce this song to me when it was sung by angela chang
but recently found that the writer has sung this song much better just wanna recommend this song to my friend who always come to my blog or stranger who accidentally bump into my blog
as mentioned earlier last Saturday was Harry's wedding cum our 6F mini gathering and during the gathering we have 2 of the doctor in our class talking their doctor life. before you eat they tell you about organ, heart and stuff :P and yes we managed to take our primary photo during the wedding dinner b4 mr Harry and wife rush out to say bye bye to their guest
last saturday me and joo attended my primary friend as well as future neighbour's wedding dinner a nice and cool one.. cos i get to meet most of my primary friend
the food was just normal wedding dinner food but i think it's one with class both normal and vegetarian dishes are good i think i din try the normal dishes but according to my bf he say was quite ok :)
long long time have not updated any makan stuff lately in my blog. so... please expect me to upload stuff that will make myself or even you hungry soon ;)
sometimes it's sad to say we sort of always live under some people's expectation and at the very same time we also have very high expectation towards other people
reason being we live under expectation of others is when we are a kid our parents expect us to grow fast and able to walk fast, talk fast or even run fast then later when we are in our Primary our parents, teacher, even our relative expect us to have straight As. (this is what i see from my cousin sister whom she scored straight As recently). then going to secondary you have PMR and SPM your parents will still have the same high expectation towards you if you had done very well previously. subsequently when you go to college or university and if you are holding a scholarship, people will expect you to have excellent result so that they will continue their scholarship for you when you graduate, your parents expect you to have a high income job and never ever get money from them and instead you should contribute some for time as pocket money while you are working your boss would expect you to be a good employee which out perform others so that they can speed track you
and reason being we always have high expectation from others is we always expect a high pay, little work, fast promotion job we always expect others to treat us nice regardless of how we treat others
we always complaint about the things we do not have, and not the things that we have already have with us. we always criticize others did not do this well and that well and did not look into the mirror clearly to see whether we are doing the same too
sometimes i think living under too much expectation makes a person tension and miserable. no matter how to a certain extend we need to live up to certain people's expectation in order for us to excel in our life. so just take it our leave it.
yesterday UPSR result was announced and my cousin sister result she scored full As then my parents "rewarded" my cousin sister RM 50
on the other hand, my cousin brother got no 1 in his KINDERGARDEN at the same time my parents also "reward" him RM 10
later i get to know from my grandma that my cousin brother he cried because he got lesser from my parents
so bad... so young already start to know the meaning of competition then where is the "童真" for the kids? do they need that during their growing up process?
i wonder. but it's true also... i studied very very hard cos i wanted the rewards from my uncles and relative but i never expect any rewards from my parents cos i would have the thinking of all the money that my parents earn are from their blood and sweat... if i'm expecting any rewards it would be from other people :P
one nite to my surprise.. my mom cooked nasi lemak for us for dinner... i think it looks simple but it tooked a lot of time and effort to do it i'm just lovin it :)
last nite we tried to cook scrambled egg first try i think almost 90% close to the actual scrambled egg that we suppose to cook thanks to dear for helping me to do that :)
萧敬腾's new album. consider a fast production after the second album cos it's an cover version album. well if you ask me whether i like the album or not. i would tell you i have no comment. but some of the song inside the album are one of my favourite song
i have a friend who had a dog... this dog is very cute and adorable
but this dog has a strange disease whenever it feel very free it will be very very uneasy and became a mad dog and like to bark here and there sometimes to the extend that the dog is out of control that my friend even think of letting the dog to "sleep"
well i just pity the dog who had this disease. it cant control itself and people don't like him either even if it's normal people still scared of it cos do not know when will it be biting people.
well what more can i say but "MAY GOD BLESS YOU" and hope your mad dog disease don't attack you anymore
boss went on leave today onwards till end of the month but without telling his other staff??? i wonder maybe the other staff just wanted to confirm on the information that he provided to them?? well i wonder again
but it's seriously none of my business it's not filing season and hopefully it will not be so busy already :)
my co needs us to change our password every 3 months for security reason. and today i just did it and somehow i kept forgetting what's my new password. too used to something and you take it for granted? well maybe
need some time to get use of it.. hopefully i will :)
Thanks to QL, TA enterprise and my uncle. I actually get to watch A Christmas Carol a Saturday before it premier in Malaysia.
Warning: might contain spoiler if you had not watch the movie
The story is about Ebenezer Scrooge (staring the most anticipating Jim Carrey), a cold-hearted, tight fisted, greedy man, who despises Christmas and all things which engender happiness. This bitter and miserly old moneylender, holds everything that embodies the joys and spirit of Christmas in contempt, refusing to visit his cheerful nephew Fred's Christmas dinner party with his family, and forcing his underpaid employee Bob Cratchit to beg to take the day off for his own family.
On Christmas eve, Scrooge is visited by the ghost of his former business partner, Jacob Marley, who had died seven years prior on Christmas Eve and is now forced to spend his afterlife carrying heavy chains forged from his own greedy ways. Marley warns Scrooge that he will suffer an even worse fate if he doesn't repent, and foretells that he will be haunted by three spirits that will help guide him.
The first spirit, the Ghost of Christmas Past, shows Scrooge visions of his own past that take place on or around the Christmas season, reminding him of how he ended up the greedy man he is now. The Ghost of Christmas Past first showed Scrooge:- >His old boarding school where he was neglected and deserted by family and friends over the holidays at boarding school >His beloved, younger sister Fan, who died prematurely after giving birth to his nephew Fred, picked him up from there after repeatedly asking their father if he could come back home. >His time as an apprentice to Mr. Fezziwig >He began a successful career in business and moneylending. He became engaged to a woman named Belle, though she later called off the engagement when he began to grow obsessed with accumulating his own wealth. >The ghost also showed him how Belle married and found true happiness with another man. Unable to bear having to witness these events again, Scrooge, out of anger, extinguished the Ghost of Christmas Past with his cap and found himself back in his bedroom.
The second spirit, the Ghost of Christmas Present, shows Scrooge the happiness of his fellow men on Christmas day. >His nephew Fred, who playfully makes jokes with his family at Scrooge's expense, >Bob Cratchit and his family, who are just barely able to make do with what little pay Scrooge gives Cratchit. The Cratchits also tend to a sickly young son, Tiny Tim, whose commitment to the spirit of Christmas touches Scrooge.Scrooge asks if Tim will die. The Ghost first states that "If these shadows remain unaltered by the Future, the child will die" (i.e., Tim's illness is not inherently fatal, but the Cratchits lack the funds for Tim to receive proper treatment; - courtesy of Scrooge's miserliness "had better do it, and decrease the surplus population." >Two emaciated children, clinging to his robes, and names the boy as Ignorance and the girl as Want showing them as terrifying, uncivilized children doomed to grow into savage, despicable individuals. The spirit warns Scrooge, "Beware them both, and all of their degree, but most of all beware this boy, for on his brow I see that written which is Doom, unless the writing be erased."
The third and final spirit, the Ghost of Christmas Yet to Come, shows Scrooge the final consequences of his greed. Tiny Tim has died, leaving the Cratchits to mourn him on Christmas. Scrooge has also died, though there is more comfort than grief in the wake of his funeral. In addition, Fred finds benefit from inheriting his wealth, and Scrooge is even robbed by his former maid. Unwilling to let this grim future come to pass, Scrooge begs to be given a second chance as the spirit forces him into his deep and empty grave leading all the way to Hell.
Will Scrooge awakens from being haunted by the three ghost? Will he turned into a new leaf?? Will Tiny Time die?? Spend some money to the cinema to watch it yourself. it's a nice nice movie worth to watch and the meaning behind you should really take your time to understand it.
it's a meaningful movie which i think i had watched last week.
sometimes I feel the way people commenting others it's just like a mirror for themself. when you are too busy to comment about people and you forget to look at the mirror yourself or you just decided to ignore it.
always remember when you are pointing figers at others at the same time there are 3 or four figers pointing back at yourself.
well i got nothing better to say but "MAY GOD BLESS YOU"
well i dun reli play tweeter anymore and i dun reli follow WTF u tweet well cos it's nothing much of my biz if you wanna spend time wondering whether i follow ur tweet my answer is definate sorry i don't tweet
Normally when you pay the toll on the HIGHWAY so you can reach your destination faster... but in Malaysia.... you pay the toll to join the Jam.... especially it rained in the evening before the nite...
"This is it... This is 1Malaysia!"
jaming all the way to the Gardens for movie of 2012 looking forward for nice nice effect movie ;)
Organic Recipe Address: B3-07-09, Casa Utama, Lorong Lebuh Bandar Utama, PJU 6A, 47400 PJ Tel: 03 - 7729 0236
a very nice and cosy restaurant inside a condominium always heard of it but never tried it before since i heard about it and you would never believe yourself that @ such a place there is such a organic restaurant with such a crowd.
my recommendation to come back again once every two months :) cos the food are quite pricy
since it rains too many times tis month... my modem failed me... so it cause me having a reason to buy a new modem
so.. i prefer to stick back to the modem brand which i used for many years which rarely fails me and really far far much better than X-Link it come with 3 years on site warranty and one to one Xchange if the modem is strike by lightning
but when i took the modem home... i got a problem in configuring it cos i never configure a new modem b4... where the last time it was configured was like N years ago.
well at last i managed to successfully configure my new modem and stay tune for more post and food blog from me which will be coming up soon ;)
have not been updating much this month as i'm sort of busy and when i'm better off now... i don't know whether is streamyx fail me or my modem fail me...
'xian diao' kanasai la...
well have to solve the problem anyway therefore need to find a way a solution - either buy a new modem or - call and shout at the streamyx people?? damn them...
my friend really won the pimpmybroadband contest and i guess he really deserve to win
well with his win a lot of people calling for bak kut teh treat from him on FB why? cos they contributed to the vote? well i guess this is our mentality little effort done big reward wanted
as for me... i requested for shark fin soup of course it's vegetarian...
but now i wonder.. i'm also part of people who are with little effort done and big reward wanted mentality?? cos i did nothing much but vote a little and inform him to take part in the contest.
