tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

just realised that me and joo just rarely take photo together.
i just wonder why?

other couple would like to take picture together regardless of where they go.
and i just seems to realised that we rarely and hardly ever take photo together.

why?
should i post this question to him?
or should i post this question to myself.

is it because i'm too busy taking other poeple's picture?
or he never thinks that there is a necessity that we need to take picture together?

i wonder why and wonder how?
how should i express to him i really want us to really take picture together so that i can have a picture to show to others saying oh.. this is my bf?

herm..
sometimes i kindda hate chinese new year.
why?
because i hate being asked a few question.
do you have a boy friend?
when are you going to settle down?
how is your boy friend ar?

huh?
is those question make a different in your live if i really answer yes or no?
because you need to prepare ang pow if i got plans to get married this year?
come on...
i just started my courier.
the world is just to big for me to swim.
i just wanna see more things and blog more in this blog...
to me.. i think it's not the time yet.

what does freedom with a responsibilty means to you?

i'm pondering about it now.

today is the second day of the chinese new year.
went to visit two relative and it serves as an eye opener for today.

the first relative is my nanny aka my grandma's sister.
she is the one who take care of me when i was still a little gal.
it seems that other than chinese new year day,
we are just lack of contact and did not see each other than much and
i just feel that the relationship is not as close as previously.

her daughter works as a tax manager with a multi national company based in S'pore.
trough the conversation with her today
i realised that there is a deep sea out there for me to swim with.
i must work very very hard to lay out my foundation and
start to realised how things are work out and not just
draw out the proposal on the paper.

i have to realised that sometimes when you think on the paper the things might not actually work in reality.
on the other hand a lot of work need to be done.
such as understand the client's business and understand what is the industry requirement.
and i would work my way towards the aim of serving my client better.

annother relative is my mom's uncle.
he just got strok last year.
and this year he already have to stay at the old folks home.
i just pray that i would treat all my parents and grand parents better and they would not ill treat themself
and they would take care of themself
so that they would not have to stay in the old folks home in the future.

to me it seems like poeple who are staying at the old folks home are very very pityful.
they are just a bunch of old people who are sick and thier kids whom they brought them up with all thier hard work send them there with the excuse of not being able to take care of them and no time to take care of them.

last year when we visit my mom's uncle,
he was still a very very healthy person.
and now he had to stay at the old folks home.
and god took away his smile.
and god make half of his body parrelised.

so i just wanna pray very hard so that this does not happened to anyone who is close to me.
hope they are healty all the way.