tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

歌手:蔡健雅 专辑:双栖动物
原点
作曲:陈文华 作词:杜鑫 演唱:蔡健雅 孙燕姿
永远最爱荷荷的sn.
拥抱的时候心情有点痛
也去提早感受到寂寞
离开的时候只听见沉默
除了沉默我还能怎么做选择
别对我抱歉别总觉得对我亏欠
现在他在你的身边就对他好一点
不要再让你们的爱败给了时间
既然遇见了永远就不要说再见
不要再让你们的爱输给了永远
我们经过那么多考验
最后还是回到了原点
总有那一天相遇的瞬间
确定那些冷漠的从前已走远
别对我抱歉别总觉得对我亏欠
现在谁在你的身边就对谁好一点
我应该就走开就算感情还在
我应该就放开对他不再依赖
忘了曾有过的片段
这是属于你们的未来
不要看到你们的爱败给了时间
我能愿选择离别没有一句怨言
直到你能若无其事聊起了从前
我才发现彼此都了解
默契是最宝贵的语言

talking about addiction.
i'm addicted to blogging.
i'm addicted to music

last time i'm addicted to sweets have to eat a lot of sweets.
but dunno since when i've ask myself to stop eating sweets.
however i'm addicted to chocolate.
try to control myself from eating chocolate all the while.

Since everything are not favourable to me, it seems that i have a bad hair day everyday this week.
things are not going smooth... and i think it seems that there are cloud above my head.
and cloud is everywhere.
then i seems to be very very moody and tired and seems tat i really act very strange lo...

actually i'm not angry or anything...
it is just that i dislike poeple who make others' people life difficult.
i dislike people who are not responsible of their life and what they have done.
seems tired about having to do others' job where it is auppose to be done by that particular person.
if you do not like to perform that job do not take up the post that is the thing which i wanted to say all the while.

remember got one uncle had said 'i hate... i hate... i hate my life and myself'
jus feel dejavu... 'i hate... i hate....'
but actually i dunno whate i hate about.

erm.. i hate being nice.
i dun like to be considerate.
to be considerate is one of the purpose of my life but sometimes i think it makes me loose out for being a considerate person.
waiting for whole day to ask some simple concept question and the lecture told you okay you come and ask me tomorrow la... (which i need to purposely go to college to ask question) really hate to be a person that is considerate...
this makes my mood become very bad.

sometimes i wonder whether should i be the one who is considerate since people around me are not as considerate as they could be.
they just do as they like and wish to.
they would always give you empty promise which would never come true.
but on the other hand, what you have promised them have to be fulfilled regardless of whatever problem happened.

a special day for me is coming soon..
but dun really expect anything to happened.

do have some little hope geh

hoping that someone special for me.. would suddenly appear and be there wit me when the clock strikes 12

hoping that she will actually called me and not sms me telling me she was too tired working lo..
actually long time din see her liao..
dunno she become round liao or ????
but anyway one thing for sure... is i knoe sure got a lot of admirer lo..

i really wonder and wonder wat is miss chin reaction lo...
:P
erm, have a feeling that is like longing for it....
but dun wan the day to come so soon.