tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

heard faye wong's song...i do...
reminds me about a friend... yu yee
actually i've been trough a lot with her and without her...
about 4-5 years... my life would be surrounded by her....
but now...
she seems like get out of my life... and also have her new life and also new boy friend...
i was quiet up set about her leaving her x sometimes ago..
i was concern... but she said nothing about it....
what shall i do?
seems so empty when i see her again..
or is it the emptness between us that causes me to think that she is very lonely deep inside her...
maybe it is all inside my head...
"in your head.. in your head... zombie... zombie... zombie... zombie..."
why do we need to live like zombie everyday...????
is it just that we are lonely? then we need to find someone to accompany us?

like to chat with my friend bee...
or to say my sister... altough we had not seen each other for like two or three years but we seem to concern about each other because.. we online everyday and... we always chat and chat and chat...
thanks a lot bee

today is the day my family worship my grandfather....
my grandfather had passaway for more that 10 years already...
but i think i still miss the time that i've spend with him...
he is really really taking a very good care over me...
but it is really pitty that he only exists in my life for 10 years...
it is really really short for me....
but... i do really appreciate what he had done to bring me up as a well educated person...
if he is somewhere that he could read this i would really really like to thank him for his great job...
yo yo... thanks for ur great job..:P

today is the big day for exam.. and i suck my exam...
or i did my exam in a sucking way... but i think i would pass it but...
maybe not to score it lo...
suck man...
do really hope the history would not repeat during my actual acca exam...
2moro is moral exam...
there is always a saying that the people who scored their moral would not have moral:)