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一直在想今年的生日会有怎样的惊喜。
结果我的惊喜就是“会呼吸的痛”（请听背景音乐）的蓝色摇头和脚娃娃
i've been wondering what kind of surprise i would get this year...
and it turn out this is the surprise i got.
the blue colour creature who always shake his head and leg.
i called it "breathing pain" (notice the back ground music)
一直在想没有期待，应该就没有失望吧！
但我还是失望了。
对于人性的丑陋的失望。
对于人的过份计较的厌恶。
i always think that if i have no expectation,
there would not be any disappointment to myself.
however, i'm still feeling very disappointed.
because of the ugly side of the human behaviour
because of the hatred towards the calculative human behaviour
“会呼吸的痛”让我深刻体会
自己那么努力的付出
回报却是“会呼吸的痛”
"breathing pain" let me notice that
the reward all of my hard work is
"breathing pain"
身为一个小组的一份子
自己并没有太过于去计较
自己的辈分比较高还是要去干一些比较琐碎的东西
as part of the team member
i think i'm not too calculative..
whether what position should do those simple stuff such as
"taking document for others... taking paper for the group while people always think that it should be a guy's job..."
默默地努力
只为了让小组能够有更好的表现
可是我的回报却是“会呼吸的痛”
the reward for my hardwork...
to improve the performance of the group is...
"breathing pain"
不过可以勉励自己的是
有“会呼吸的痛”总比没有的好吧！
“没鱼，虾也好”
就真正是让我要自我提升的勉励吧！
but i still wanna advice myself...
at least i have "breathing paineath"
there is a saying in hokkien
"no fish got prawn also fine"
i think this is the thing which i need to improve myself :)
