tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

if you ask me why i did not blog for such a long time?
my answer would not be i'm busy.

why not?
because now is non peak period and also there is nothing much to do.

the reason behind why i'm not blogging is just because i'm tired.
and there is a lof of problem questioning myself.
whether to do or not to do.
and where should i proceed.
and how should i continue with what i have choose
even without support of others.

sometimes i'm always questioning myself whether what i did is right or wrong
but it seems that there is no right or wrong answer for everything that we had done and it's seems that thing that matters is only whether your happy with what decision you had made.

to face the quite side of me is very weird for me..
why? because to others i'm always the person who is happy cheerful and also possitive thinking.

if you wonder whether i have negetive thinking?
yes, i have negetive thinking as well
i would not like this negetive energy to affect others.
and also i would like to influence others so that they could influence more and more people in the future.