tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

have not been updating lately...
there is only one reason,
it's not because i have nothing to write...
but I'm just a bit far damn too lazy...
haha...

busy with another heavy filing,
busy with another annual budget seminar.
need to hit target,
need to call people.
boss saying this is how you are getting revenue for the firm
boss say this is how you are going to move up...

i know i sucks in the area
make me more and more demotivated.
why doing tax at the same time you also need to do marketing leh?
notice when you are high high up there you do not only doing tax computation,
but you need to talk to people, social with people..
learn how other become so successful.

I'm a bit tired..
and people asking you why you still in D company,
i do not know how to answer?
wondering whether my career would go further...
and you even have pressure when the MD started to know your name
asking you question
and people are telling you, you are targeted to be promoted to ATM soon...
and i wonder how soon is soon...
feeling that my motivation is fading away
feeling that i need some counseling..