i'm learning... learning how to be patient...
how to be willing to let go of things that you cant handle.

someone told me that i have the tendancy to not willing to let go of the job.
why?because i feel that it's my reponsibility to complete the job..
and i do not want my inefficiency to slow down the job completion.

sometimes i have a hard time in the sense that i've disagreement with my boss.
i do not agreed with the why she do the job? sense of urgentcy?
i'm the staff in charge of the job i do not know which is more important and which is not?
i feel uneasy with the situation is ... i agreed to get somebody to help out with the job when i'm having training, but i do expect the development of the job and what i need to do to follow up to be stated clearly.

if you want to say i'm dumb dumb..
i do accept the fact that i'm still fresh and
admit that people do make mistakes.

if you want to pass the job out and eased my responsibility,
i do hope i could simply be brief how the things would be like and i have no worries with the job on my hand.

sometimes i'm very upset and feel like want to quit...
but on the other hand..
i just feel that giving up the things i like to do just because of something simply c2pid.. i feel it's not worth the cost and it's not beneficial to me at all :)
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