tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

我不明白为什么你是表面上看来那么无知和无辜？
为什么小小的东西都没有做好？

为什么简单的事情你也那么善忘？
感觉上自己是很生气的
然后感觉上自己生气是不值得的

为什么要用一个笨蛋做的事情来让自己生气呢？
这样做值得吗？

我不知道为什么别人生气你的时候你却那么若无其事
可以这样的吗？

做人做事凡事都需要‘醒目’些！
这我们还需要教你的吗？

现在我只能祈祷时间能够让你清醒。
让你进步
大家让我们一起为她祈祷吧！！！！

the presure of working makes me mad and it has been a long long time since i last went to watch a movie.

then today i went to my IT guy place to get some movie to watch... (thanks to them la)
then i realised that there is this movie call 200 pound beauty...
i wanted to watch it for so long but never have a chance to watch it.
herm... my bf say he will copy for me but never...
but never mind la..
finally i get to watch it myself...

at least it helps me to release some of my tension.
take my mind away from work...

doing something which i'm happy with...
looking forward for something good soon..
hoping everything will be smooth sailing lo :)

my friend no longer is Ms Yong after today...
erm...
i wonder when is my turn...
but it seems there is still long long way to go.
sometimes you envy other people getting married.

but getting married seems not to be an easy job.
it involved a lot of people and a lot of money.

a lot of things you need to take care of.
need to inform a lot of people
and you need to consider who are the friends you need to invite them to your big day

to me...
i'm looking forward for that day sometime in the near future...
but it's definately not this year or next...

our committee has been planning for an outdoor programme to enable us to attract more people to join us at a lower cost on us.

and suddenly last Thursday our advisor told us it's too dangerous to organise it at a public place.

actually i do not like this type of last minute changes...
and it seems that you are not agreeable with what we did in the first place.
if you are not agreeable then you should tell us in the first place.
and your whole suggestion defeated our purposes.
and annother things which i do not like about is...
since you say is democratic..
why it's a programme orginised by our own committee and what's the purposes of organising it at your own way?

if you want to object it ...
please infrom earlier...
do not try to change the plan last minute...
and end up still fall back to square one again...

I'm delighted...
why? cos my scanner revived...
can scan document in PDF format again...
:)

it seems since it last kena a lot of virus it stop to being able to scan document in PDF format..
need to take care of my printer cum scanner lo...
cos it really help me a lot in terms of my work.

yesterday i was sick (i think today as well)
and then i went to see the doctor.

the consultation lasted for less than 5 minutes and
it just seems like i'm the doctor i tell him where i'm sick he just give medicine accordingly.

hello? come one...
doctor... aren't you suppose to do a complete check on me b4 you are going to give me the correct medication?
to ensure everything is okay with me?
he didn't even take my temperature...
and when i came home i started having fever....
terrible...

okay la... I admit i do not intend to take the medication...
but truly i'm sick...
and my intention to see the doctor is solely to get the MC :P
haha it's not because i do not want to work..
but i'm sick but i just need a good rest at home.

hey doctor....
be more ethical...
at least take my temperature...
see whether i got fever...
but i do not like clinics...
it make me sick and wanna vomit..
hope everything will be okay for me today..
pray for me...
and hope you all are in the pink health as well....

*blur blur tee chong*

have not been updating lately...
there is only one reason,
it's not because i have nothing to write...
but I'm just a bit far damn too lazy...
haha...

busy with another heavy filing,
busy with another annual budget seminar.
need to hit target,
need to call people.
boss saying this is how you are getting revenue for the firm
boss say this is how you are going to move up...

i know i sucks in the area
make me more and more demotivated.
why doing tax at the same time you also need to do marketing leh?
notice when you are high high up there you do not only doing tax computation,
but you need to talk to people, social with people..
learn how other become so successful.

I'm a bit tired..
and people asking you why you still in D company,
i do not know how to answer?
wondering whether my career would go further...
and you even have pressure when the MD started to know your name
asking you question
and people are telling you, you are targeted to be promoted to ATM soon...
and i wonder how soon is soon...
feeling that my motivation is fading away
feeling that i need some counseling..