tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

not too sure whether today is my not so lucky day or lucky day
had a emotion roller-coster today :P

had lunch with some of my colleague today
then realised my office tag was gone
then went back to find where is my tag gone
went back and forth the path twice
tag no where to be located

i was thinking that
nobody would be so kind enough to return my tag
damn...
RM 50 will be gone
and i just got my pay T_T

when i finally decided to give up
i ask the secretary in charge of the company tag
but she was not around
and when i go back to my place

i got a call from a company nearby the place where i had my lunch
they found my tag :)
they gave me the address
as well as the company name

i straight away walk to the office
then the office was up above the shop lot
never been there b4
then i climbed 3 storey staircase
all of the door are tightly locked
wondering how to go inside...
i decided to knock the door of the first floor
then a Malay lady open the door
then i told her my purpose of knocking the door
and she hand me my tag

feels like amazing race...
you need to be bold
try your luck
and the best thing is

to be greatful and thankful for all the things i have now :)

Thanks Ricardo for the free movie voucher
so i decided to watch something simple
something i do not need to think too much

feel like i'm almost burn out lately :P
feel like i'm going to crash soon

overall the movie have leng zai (tom cruise) and leng lui (Cameron Diaz)
(but a bit old already)
still looking ok with something similar to MI and Charlies Angles
with Tonnes and tonnes of funny scene

and joojoo gave it a middle finger rating
while i feel
it did helped me to released my tension

nothing too logic in the movie
just take out ur logic thinking
jus.. enjoy the movie
i'll give the movie a pass rating since it helped me to release my tension :)

seems like i'm running out of cash
getting grumpy and moody :P

should learn from 555vor
take 555 book out for lunch/dinner and etc

i think better budget and financial management is good
need to control cash flow
need to find more cash

should be setting up account for the project which is running currently
obviously i'll be able to see the spending

truely believe everything will be worth while :)
will wait and see
now have to redirect to alternative
to go on budget but with quality :)

i always think i would be very upset
but apparently i'm not

it just show people how obviously
you are shallow

pity isn't it?
well

hope you enjoy with your shallowness
and sucess in your other project

apperently you did not suceed this time
better luck next :)

do not undestand...
is it taking responsible is a difficult task??

it's difficult
no co-operation
no work together
you assume this
they assume that

at the end nothing turn up
at the end wasting people's time
and no result and no outcome

waste of time

wrote very little this month
a friend "advice" me not to disclose too much
but well this is my place i can do whatever i like
nothing would be a restriction for me rite?

just a bit tired
need some balance back
i'm searching for the balance

gambade and please please
have speedy recovery :P

小朋友，我不知道什么时候得罪你啦！
你就做做好人!!!
当做为自己积德。
去远一点搞你的小圈子吧！

有一日咱若老 找无人甲咱友孝
我会陪你 坐惦椅寮 听你讲少年的时阵 你有外
吃好吃丑无计较 怨天怨地嘛袂晓
你的手我会甲你牵条条 因为我是你的家后

阮将青春嫁置恁兜 阮对少年跟你跟甲老
人情世事已经看透透 有啥人比你卡重要
阮的一生献乎恁兜 才知幸福是吵吵闹闹
等待返去的时阵若到 我会让你先走
因为我会呒甘 放你为我目屎流

有一日咱若老 有媳妇子儿友孝
你若无聊 拿咱的相片 看卡早结婚的时阵 你外缘投
穿好穿丑无计较 怪东怪西嘛袂晓
你的心我会永远记条条 因为我是你的家后

阮将青春嫁置恁兜 阮对少年就跟你跟甲老
人情世事嘛已经看透透 有啥人比你卡重要
阮的一生献乎恁兜 才知幸福是吵吵闹闹
等待返去的时阵若到 你着让我先走
因为我会呒甘 看你为我目屎流

watching and seeing some of the friends getting married and giving birth this year
seems very very touching to me
and i remember this song
which is very touching as well.

but.. seems like i'm not ready for it yet
why?
there is a question mark left inside my heart

Strawberry flavour teddy bear teached us bad people can never be nice cos they jus pretend to be nice... when they finished using you... they are still bad people...

今年又收到最后的红包了
收到最后的红包
包红包的人都会比往年塞比去年更多的钱
(那以后包红包给我的人，千万不要包比往年大包的红包)
这样会让我很担心的



心里有种预感
以后就不要再收这种红包啦

包这两封红包的人
都在我生命中不一样的阶段
扮演着不一样的角色
红包我会好好收着
就好像你们都已经活在我心底
很深很深的地方
永远想念你们

昨天晚上，下了一整晚的雨。
看见玻璃上的水珠不知道是泪水还是...
你的容貌已经渐渐模糊了
还听见许多人在痛哭的声音
你不在
可是你已经继续活在我们的心里

給自己的歌

想得卻不可得 你奈人生何
該捨的捨不得 只顧著跟往事瞎扯
等你發現時間是賊了 它早已偷光你的選擇 (在帮岁月神偷打广告吗？）
愛戀不過是一場高燒 思念是緊跟著的好不了的咳 （还有初恋红豆冰哦？）

是不能原諒 卻無法阻擋
恨意在夜裡翻牆
是空空蕩蕩 卻嗡嗡作響
誰在你心裡放冷槍
舊愛的誓言像極了一個巴掌
每當你記起一句就挨一個耳光
然後好幾年都聞不得、問不得女人香 （想念林忆莲了吗？）

往事並不如煙 是的
在愛裡念舊也不算美德
可惜戀愛不像寫歌 再認真也成不了風格
我問你見過思念放過誰呢 不管你是累犯或是從無前科
我認識的只有那合久的分了 沒見過分久的合

歲月你別催 該來的我不推
該還的還 該給的我給
歲月你別催 走遠的我不追
我不過是想弄清原委
誰能告訴我這是什麼呢
她的愛在心裡埋葬了、抹平了、幾年了仍有餘威

是不能原諒 卻無法阻擋
愛意在夜裡翻牆
是空空蕩蕩 卻嗡嗡作響
誰在你心裡放冷槍
舊愛的誓言像極了一個巴掌
每當你記起一句就挨一個耳光
然後好幾年都聞不得、問不得女人香
然後好幾年都聞不得、問不得女人香

想得卻不可得 你奈人生何
想得卻不可得 情愛裡無智者

鬼才，绝对精彩的一首歌

人生总是无常，生命总是短暂
如果跳下去就可以把问题全部都解决的话
很多人都会/可以那么样做
可是当你离开的时候
活下来的人
...应该如何去承受和承担
没有你的日子

想对一个曾经很照顾我长大的人说
希望你走得安详
希望大家会随着你的离开可以好好地过他们的生活
也希望你可以在另一个地方找到你需要的解脱