下雨夜
失眠夜

凌晨时分
为什么我还在想你?
有好多想法想告诉你

失眠了
想好好整理自己的思绪
可是感觉怎么会越理越乱?

感觉好像失去方向的风帆
不知道自己靠岸的港口
在哪边?

想把自己的肩膀借给你靠
可是却怕你觉得它不够坚强
害怕你孤独的
一个人去承担
希望你能给我个答案

压抑

有些东西压抑了四个月
爆发出来的时候是痛
很痛的

可是也觉得很庆幸
它可以爆发出来

因为如果没有爆发
那应该是还蛮痛
和担心的

庆幸自己再也不必担心了
感觉轻松很多了

虽然
现在还在痛的阶段中

Do not Understand???

do not understand what is this person trying to do?
从他的行为中,可以发觉很多很多自卑的感觉
表面上很自大
可是 感觉就有很多自卑

如果真的有真材实料的
应该不会有自卑的感觉吧

可能
得不到自己努力付出的认同感
让他觉得更加自卑吧?

那我也应该
替他觉得可惜和可怜吗?

可是他
不值得!

Ending... and a New Begining

7th is coming to it's closing ceremony
8th is opening real soon

not easy to get this far
and a long way to go on as well
treasure what we have now

enjoy bah...
and wish u happy always :)

Emo

feel unbalance lately…
a little emo

the following song..
kept on playing inside my head..

凌晨一點 溜躂街道上
冷清 迷惘

街燈將影子狠狠拖在地上
拉得好長 好長

獨自回到那間亂糟糟的小房
把你的照片 握在手上
你是否在遙遠 很遙遠的地方彷徨

我失去主張
想到你涓涓的淚兩行
恨不能立即見到你 給你我的肩膀

你說要化為一片蔚藍藍的海洋
來縱容我瘋狂
任由我翱翔 興風起浪

恨自己的胸膛還不夠堅強
承擔不了你所有的悲傷

想你的情緒我越理越亂
失去方向的風帆 無法靠岸

i need...

在幻變的生命裡,歲月。原是最大的小偷!

recently due to Trevor's recommendation we went to watch 《岁月神偷》.
personnally feel that I like this storying far better compared to 《心魔》that I've watched recently.

when the credits start rolling and the gal who sat beside me
the eyes are red
but mine? mine are wet.

I like the movie cos of all the small little bits and pieces which seems like a small little hook which hook up some of the fond memory of your past.


电影里哥哥得了血癌,在医院里,每天不开心,浑不吝的小弟也懂事起来,想尽办法想要哥哥开心:“是不是住在这里不开心呀?我让老妈把你接回家啊。”“那,我给你一个夜光杯啊”“那,给你个红白蓝旗啊”“那,给你个孙悟空啊”…眼看着自己吧心爱的东西都给了哥哥,他还是不开心,无奈的问着:“我已经偷了所有的东西给你了,你到底想要什么啊?”弟弟不懂哥哥的心思,但他只想哥哥开心,如此而已..

哥哥还是走了,弟弟边跑边哭,哭的撕心裂肺..我的心也让他哭碎了…他记得奶奶说过,人总是要到苦海的另一边去,如果想要见那一边的人,就把自己所有心爱的东西都扔进苦海,把苦海填平,那边的人就可以过来了。于是,他来到海边,也许哥哥走了,对他而言,哪里都是无边的苦海。一件一件地拿出包里的心爱之物,一件一件地用力丢进苦海…却始终不能把苦海填平,也始终不见哥哥回来…原来,苦海是没有边的,也是永远无法填平的..去到苦海另一边的人,也是永远都回不来的…

it reminds me of my grandpa
my dream of him
the swimming dream
the dream that he is still here
dream that he is still around keep on swimming
maybe he is at the other side of the sea
and until the day i get to swim over the sea
i would not be able to see him again

i told my friend
i like this movie cos its not a movie that you spend your money
to enjoy the air con in the cinema...
if it's funny you laugh for the two hours
if it's scary you are scared for two hours
it's a movie that would hook you up after the movie for a while..
was talking with somebody about S
somebody ask when S appear
i told somebody that S appear right after peak when ever is free

somebody say..
let it go
it's easy to say than done
not so easy when you really need to take out the needle

will see how things go on...
did not blog much this few weeks..
maybe just feel i'm lack of motivation to blog

emotion?
not stable?
i have no idea

preasure
hoping everything will be ok soon T-T
seems like it's difficult

hopefully april will end soon
very very soon

炫耀

看见朋友在FB上炫耀
生日收到的名贵包包
心里有点五味杂成

是嫉妒吗?
是看不过眼吗?

幸福不是拿来晒的
幸福晒久了会被蒸发和挥霍掉的!

朋友不要再晒啦! 马来西亚已经很热啦!

劉若英 ~ 我們沒有在一起




就算最後,我們沒有在一起,至少愛,還是會在一起。
愛要的只是timing,不需要多聰明愛[在一起],就[在一起]!
劉若英加盟[相信音樂]首波主打「我們沒有在一起」
詢問度破表 三立強檔偶像劇【偷心大聖PS男】片尾曲
強力放送 2010年,「奶茶」劉若英回到音樂上的全新冒險,
她選擇加盟「相信音樂」,和過去有著滿滿革命情...

recommend this song again.
song i would listen to every monday morning
after watching PS男
cant wait for her new album
cant wait for album quality which are as good as 10 years ago...
during secondary time :)

沒那麼簡單 ~ 黃小琥

最近去民歌餐厅最常听到被点播的新歌
没那么简单



作詞:姚若龍 / 作曲:蕭煌奇

沒那麼簡單 就能找到 聊得來的伴
尤其是在 看過了那麼多的背叛
總是不安 只好強悍
誰謀殺了我的浪漫

沒那麼簡單 就能去愛 別的全不看
變得實際 也許好也許壞各一半
不愛孤單 一久也習慣
不用擔心誰 也不用被誰管

感覺快樂就忙東忙西
感覺累了就放空自己
別人說的話 隨便聽一聽 自己作決定
不想擁有太多情緒
一杯紅酒配電影
在周末晚上 關上了手機 舒服窩在沙發裡

相愛沒有那麼容易 每個人有他的脾氣
過了愛作夢的年紀 轟轟烈烈不如平靜
幸福沒有那麼容易 才會特別讓人著迷
什麼都不懂的年紀
曾經最掏心 所以最開心 曾經

想念最傷心 但卻最動心 的記憶

English

the english does not sound too right for me?
Adobe Reader 7.0.5 for open User Manual.

sound a bit half broken
but how to put it in a better way?

Fair

fairness is difficult to achieve

Workaholic

i guess in some people's eyes
i'm being describe as a workaholic
but in fact i'm not

just actively looking for job satisfaction
just actively looking for achivement
and motivation

boss say try to work as hard as you can before your 30-ies
and then you can relax after 30-ies...

taking about age..
i guess i've almost forgot how old i am now

people always say it's important to stay young at heart
no matter how old you are.

don't know why i just feel old...
or don't know what's the feeling of my current age...
so...
continue to enjoy my work??

long time no C

this morning suddenly received a call from a primary friend which we seldom keep in touch
i'm a bit concern
insurance? wedding? MLM? direct Sales?
worried of course

she ask me to go FRIM together with her this coming Saturday morning
herm...
interesting..
to find out what is she up to
interesting to know what is happening
interesting to get a call from a old friend who did not contact me for so long

Slurpee

When I was just a little gal,
i ask my grandpa what Slurpee taste like??

and i guess that was my favourite drink back then

always remember the 7-11 below the Association that grandpa always went to
always missed my grandpa so much

missed the time he send me to school
missed the time he told me about all the news happening around the world
missed the way he teach me how to do homework
missed the way he help me to think of what to write in my diary for school.

well...
regardless of the above
i'm here to promote


which is almost as good as a commercial adver

yeah competition again

video made by my friend again..
this time for 7-11 competition
If you like it, please take your time to register and vote @ http://bit.ly/MagicSlurpee
Arigato :)

slow

slow down in writing my blog
at the mean time regaining some strength
after facing something -ve

trying to put it in a +ve way
i guess with determination
there are nothing you cant achieve

in progress of recovering from something that hurt badly
something which i ask myself not to believe

but reality is bad
regardless whether you want to accept or not
it's still the fact which you need to accept it.

pressure

i'm feeling the pressure is on me
it's a difficult decision to make
to be truthful to myself?

i have a decision made
but the current decision that i have shown is not what i actually have in mind...

Project 365 ~ 070



finally the final missing piece of my tax puzzle is here
complete

and immediately most important thing..
is to check my return
and click the submit button :)

then now what i gotta do is
sit back...
relax... and wait for the cheque to come back before end of the month...
will count how efficient is our beloved revenue authority
so that i can have sufficient money to celebrate my b'day and pampered myself?

Missing u

Friend whom i have lost contact with...
do you still remember a promise to get together on 20102010??

so... now it's 2010 already
so where are you...

please let me know your whereabout
do not disappear again like thin air

let me have your e-mail contact and stuff???
plz i beg u...

and ms 林碧凤 i never forgot ur b'day
and here is a happy belated b'day wish for u :)
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