tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

i'm tired of the chat box not functioning so i decided to start annother one which would not cause me so much prob.
exam is coming 2 more weeks there are still a lot of things which are not being done.
jus wanna finished it fast.
and after exam i would be able to do a lot of things which i wanna do for a long time.

annother thing is i wanna say sorry to yeong sang cos i left his notes with ms karen's place. sorry and sorry again

last. if you wanna support me where i'll be motivated for my coming exam.. please leave your message in the next chat box la!

thanks a lot.

i donnot why my chatter box is not workin mayb the server of tagboard is down.. for 3 days d?

and i'm tired cos of the intensive revision class this week.. i've lost most part of my energy...

i do really wanna motivate myself. herm... motivate myself stress myself to the max. but now. i jus wanna sleep.

Loving you is easy , "Cos you're beautiful
Making love with you is all I want to do
Loving you is more than just a dream come true
And everything that I do is out of loving you

la la .......... do do ..........

No one else can make me feel
The colours that you bring
Stay with mewhile
We grow old and
We will live each day
In springtime
Loving you I see your soul
Come shinning through
And every time that we , ooh
I'm more in love with you

la la ........... do do ..........

No one else can make me feel
The colours that you bring
Stay with mewhile
We grow old and
We will live each day
In springtime
'Cos loving you is easy
'Cos you're beautiful
And every day of my life
Is filled with loving you

la la ........... do do......

Loving you la la la la la
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today when i woke up this song was in my head. i think i was dreaming about this song. and so happen that i was late for my class. and can you imagine that a class which will be starting at 9 eventually is full in the first 3-4 row in front at about 8 o'clock. and i felt the scariness of taking a lot of places.

back to the song, i think i was singing and singing the song since i think i'm part of the people's idol and i dreamt that they say that my voice was nice to sing this song...

so now i'm looking for this song. anyone can tell me where to find this song?

this was an autograph sign by one of my favourite djay on her new book back then.. but now, she do not do any program lo.
她是邓丽思。

my dad's car (or to say his company's car in exact) spoilt on the way he wan go home form the barber there.
and the worst thing is.. he do not have his hand phone with him.. and annother bad thing is.. walao.. it is raining now....
ai... life is having all the bad things happening on you. but, if you see it the other way round... you might see something different.
you might feel different.

Thought that I was going crazy
Just having one those days yeah
Didn't know what to do
Then there was you

And everything went from wrong to right
And the stars came out to fill up the sky
The music you were playing really blew my mind
It was love at first sight

'Caus baby when I heard you
For the first time I knew
We were meant to be as one...

Was tired of running out of luck
Thinking 'bout giving up yeah
Didn't know what to do
Then there was you

And everything went from wrong to right
And the stars came out to fill up the sky
The music you were playing really blew my mind
It was love at first sight

'Caus baby when I heard you
For the first time I knew
we were meant to be as one...
(to be as one)

Baby when I heard you
For the first time I knew
we were meant to be as one...

Everything went from wrong to right
And the stars came out and filled all the sky
The music you were playing really blew my mind
It was love at first sight
Love at first sight
Love at first sight
Love...
Ouhh, it was love, it was love at first sight

'Caus baby when I heard you
For the first time I knew
we were meant to be as one...
(to be as one)

'Caus baby when I heard you
For the first time I knew
we were meant to be as one...
It was love, it was love, it was love, it was love

Ouhh, it was love, it was love, it was love, it was love
Ouhh, it was love, it was love, it was love, it was love

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if you knoe me shallowly, you would think that i would not like this type of song. but eventually somewhere deep inside of me. i would tell you i totally like this song.
why? cost.. it is my strech... breakthrough...
'everything went from wrong to right'
so.. everything which is ment to be will happen regardless wat it takes
:)

Look at me You may think you see
Who I really am But you'll never know me
Every day It's as if I play a part
Now I see If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
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I'm in a quest to search myself back. i've lost my trueself... sometimes i wonder whether i'm doing things for myself or other people.

wish to see the reborn.. teechong... soon...
show people who is the real tee chong like..
the totally new me...
'tee chong you are the giver'

HE: I'm a photographer I've been looking for a face like yours!
SHE: I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours!!

HE: May I have the pleasure of this dance?
SHE: No, I'd like to have some pleasure too!!!

HE: How did you get to be so beautiful?
SHE: I must have been given your share!!!

HE: Will you come out with me this Saturday?
SHE: Sorry! I'm having a headache this weekend!!!


HE: Go on, don't be shy. Ask me out!
SHE: Okay, get out!!!

HE: I think I could make you very happy
SHE: Why? Are you leaving?

HE: What would you say if I asked u to marry me?
SHE: Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time!!!

HE: Can I have your name?
SHE: Why, don't you already have one?

HE: Shall we go and see a film?
SHE: I've already seen it!!!

HE: Do you think it was fate that brought us together?
SHE: Nah, it was plain bad luck!!!

HE: Where have you been all my life?
SHE: Hiding from you.

HE: Haven't I seen you someplace before?
SHE: Yes, thats why I don't go there anymore.

HE: Is this seat empty?
SHE: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down.

HE: So, what do you do for a living?
SHE: I'm a female impersonator.

HE: Hey baby, what's your sign?
SHE: Do not enter.

helen i'm terribly sorry that i could not make it to ur party..
wat have been promised but not been done.. erm...
i should really do something about it.
guilty leh...
ai...
what can i do?

Each day I live, I want to be
A day to give The best of me
I'm only one But not alone
My finest day Is yet unknown

I broke my heart Fought every gain
To taste the sweet, I face the pain
I rise and fall, Yet through it all
This much remains

I want one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me

Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will feel I will feel eternity

I've lived to be The very best
I want it all No time for less
I've laid the plans Now lay the chance
Here in my hands Give me one moment in time

When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will feel I will feel eternity

You're a winner for a lifetime
If you seize that one moment in time
Make it shine

Give me one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will be I will be
I will be free
I will be
I will be free

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i'm always listening to this song which gives myself some motivation.
and it is the truth that live we only live onces and there would always only be one moment in time where we can fight for the best and shine out.

it is really easy to give up, but the courage to continue is unbeatable. so
to all my friends who are taking exam.. gambade...
and to all my friend who are facing hardship in life. just dun worry about so many things,
'oh wat a fXXk, go for it anyway'

rainbow is beautiful but we rely see it..
and it life is so short.

today i jus broke my mp3 earphone. and it is all my fault.
i'm not sad or unhappy jus a bit disappointed not being able to listen to my mp3 d.

okie.. i cannot deny the fact that actually i do really admire CHOONG KWAI FATT.
cos he also same as me came from a place which i think is very 'kampung' one.
but i think his way of looking at life, i should learn from him.
i always wonder why he got so much time to do so many thing.
yes people tend to give up easy.. and run away easily.
confident. and thanks lord that HE let me met such a person.
when i was in diploma i always wonder who is this person call CHOONG KWAI FATT who write all the book for tax and our college student have to buy his book for our lecture use.
and mr kwek always say that he do not like kwai fatt's english.. cos he thinks that there is some mistake.
'kwai fatt's english is not very good. but the way he speak let ppl jus ignore that his language is not good..' haha..
and we have to buy his book again and again every time we take the tax subject.
but when i really attended his class. i have more and more interest on tax which i've lost since i hav a boring lecture which do not really know how to teach tax. but he always assume he got very good knowledge since he had worked in the irb before. erm but i do not think that those irb officer are very familiar with the tax act also..
the things i learn from kwai fatt is to be flexible. and in this changing era the most famous theory to apply is contengency theory. we have to adapt to changes and not jus follow to others blindly lo...
:P

i've a friend... her name is 晴雨. altought it is not her real name but... i think her name is really really nice...
i used to do what she do last time.. write a lot about a lot of things...
i might find it back and post it here.. someday but not now...:)

okie.. why there is non stop fire works for more than 10 minutes d?
what happened?
you all deepavali ppl dun need to sleep d meh?
eventought no work 2moro but others really really need to have a rest d ma...
jus dun understand why there is fire works and pao zhang non stop what happened?
it is worth to burn money like tat?

写一首歌April 5, 1969

月亮在你的眼睛 太阳在我心 现在我唱这首歌 OHH 只为你
想把所有烦恼都忘掉 做不做得到 你明白我心在燃烧 因为你
因为你 OHH 为你 你心中的话我全都想听 能不能相信
所有的梦里全都是你 会不会停息 和你一起是否不会再放弃
你的心里有没有秘密 我分不清不要在意 只想微笑为你写一首歌
写一首歌 都是你 OOH 月亮在你的眼睛 太阳在我心 现在我唱这首歌
OHH 只为你 想把所有烦恼都忘掉 做不做得到 你明白我心在燃烧
因为你 因为你 为你 为你
ooh LOVE'S IN THE AIR IT'S EVERYWHERE
EVERYONE CAN SEE EVERYONE CAN FEEL THAT LOVE'S IN THE AIR IT
DOESN'T MATTER WHERE EVERYONE AGREES LOVE IS ALL WE NEED
WHEN THE MOON FALLS IN YOUR EYES I KNOW THE SUN HAS SET
THE FIRE STILL BURNS WITHIN ME SINCE THE DAY WE MET I KNOW MY
HEAVEN WOULD BE SO COMPLETE YOU COULD MAKE IT REAL I WON'T LET
THIS CHANCE GO BY I CAN SEE I CAN FEEL YOU WHEN THE MOON FALLS
IN YOUR EYES I KNOW THE SUN HAS SET THE FIRE STILL BURNS
WITHIN ME WITHIN ME
月亮在你的眼睛 太阳在我的心 现在我唱这首歌 只为你

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i'm suddenly interested in 顺子's song again.
this is one of the my favourite song of her's
i like the part especially where she sings the english...
love is in the air...
love is everywhere and learn to love yourself more and more everyday and say everyday i love you to yourself and you would be glad that you find it easier to love others once ur been loved by yourself.:P

I don't know, but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you

I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn somethng new
Everyday I love you

'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.

It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you

Everyday I love you boy
Everyday I love you

'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)

And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul

If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you

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erm.. would it be nice to have a person who would sing this song to you everyday.. saying that they love u everyday?
wow.. i think it is really really cool thing.
to be loved..
but i think that is not cool enough the coolest thing is you can say 'everyday i love you' to the person you love them and also show them how deep is your love.:p

yesterday a friend of mine sms saying that the person treat me bad and i'm still willing to help the person.
okie if you treat me bad..i jus forget it okie.. then..if i need to remember who i hate all the time i'll live a miserrable life okie..
last time i also treat some of my best friend very badly and i took them for granted.. and suddenly i realised that it was wrong and i think it is too late for me to undo the hurt i did on them... erm... whem i'm doin? weird me...
but please do not let me dislike you. if i would be disliking you.. hahah...
dun think i would be more than willing to help you...
:P

replacing someone else or used instead of something else.

okie.. does it means that i wanna replace someone... i'm saying that i wanna surrogate the person..

wierd... surrogate sounds like u go for war and win the battle... and you torture.. the person..:P

okie i'm thinking too much d.