tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

erm.. my client suddenly e-mail us to inform us that they wanna pay us a courtesy visit.
and the date he choosed is the date right after our filing deadline.

and I have not inform him that the client that my boss actually resuffle the portfolio and I'm no longer in charge of the accounts.

I think one of the biggest weekness of me is not being able to say no to my client.
and I think when everyone say okay.. then you have to learn how to say okay as well rite?

today it seems like a very very messy day for me..
it's like a war.
yeah the filing deadline is nearer and nearer.
and we have to take up all the ad-hoc job and starting to teach the junior to do things.

wonder what will happened.
everyone is long for a long long break.
everything should be ending
hoping it will end soon.
and the begining will come real soon as well.

continue regarding my post for the resign virus.

my client resigned from their company. most of the staff resigned because they cannot 'tahan' the boss and also maybe because they want to change to a better working environment.

and annother client who replace the staff temporary, have to go back to thier own /old position.
and i have client who always ask me to go to thier place and they would 'belanja' me

feel abit sad la...
maybe this is the season of staff turn around.
and the company have to pass the season and look for better staff and go trough the hardship for the moment.

sometimes it's a bit difficult to deal with new staff
because they are alien to you.
but if you are friendly to them and give your full co-operation to them
they would give you the same assistant.

earlier this week,
my senior tender.. then followed by my junior

my senior just joined us for about three month and my junior joined us for about three weeks.

strees is a bad virus and it result to other poeple wanted to resign from their current post.
sometimes other poeple have very lame excuse saying they like the job but cannot cope with the presure.
and sometimes i wonder isn't their choice in the first place to join the company to get more exposure and face more challenge ma...
then now why they wanna give up.

i really cannot understand.
but i do strongly believe that poeple have their own choice in live and nobody can influence one's decision.

i know my senior is very adenment to leave us
i just feel a bit kasian since we have a very very strong team for this round filling and things went better than expected.

as for my junior and she is just fresh and just join the new working world apart from studying and studying previously.
i do think that it should be a bit weird for me to conclude that since she like tax so much she should not just leave the job and ...
and my boss think that it is not a responsible act.

everyone in the office is stressed off except me?

why because their cases are bigger than mine
because i have the sense of urgency?
but i know the way i do my tax computation sucks.
and i produce the tax computation in a very not timely manner.

everyone is soooooooooooooooooooooooo stress off.
i need to take care of everyone's feeling.
cannot be joking all the way.

i do hope things are running well.
i know you want to bomb your boss with good results.
but sometimes things cannot be rushed.

sometimes i just feel that it's not right to rush things out in all of the sudden lo...
sometimes i wonder what's my purpose of leaving such a stressful life.
others they can enjoy things around them.
while me keep being complaint
you should not be on the phone with the client for such a long time.

i found the solution not to talk on the phone with the client for very long time.
that is to e-mail client.

sometimes i think client need your immediate attention and what you should do is not just ignore what they want.
i know sometimes we have to 'berdikari'
however most of the time i think the importance of 'tolong-menolong' should be made know among each other.

a little stress of...
a little piss off...

wonder why treating other poeple nice and they would not appreciate it.

consider my action recently a bit too over.
consider myself a bit out of control
consider myself a bit too stress off.

what to do?
working for about 18 hours a day.
and what you get in return is your boss telling you,
why this and that not done?

why you so slow?
altough i told you give me by this date...
but you can give it to me earlier if possible.

what do you know your requirement are a bit just too out of the world?
do you know it's just a bit too much?

I tell myself my motivation to work is holiday.
I don't care after working for this filing I would like to go on holiday.

that is my purpose.
why? do you think that the relationship between group member should not be good?
talking among group member is prohibited?

talking with client also prohibited?
relationship with client have to be built up.
knowing the politic in the client's company
knowing how things runs in the client's company.

admit that i might not be handling things as good as you are able to.
but i'm learning to handle it.
wonder why you say cannot talk to the financial controller while the financial controller is the person who can give me all the information i needed to complete my assignment.

no joking during work...
i think you are just a little bit stress off and
a little bit pissed off...

i think you need a break!!!!!!

about three to four months ago, i was talking about taking exam in my company...
now after months and months of waiting, the results are finally out.

erm... i got the best result among those who are taking the exam.
yeah... i scored 82 average for the basic tax examination held in my company.
top scorrer... yeah!!!

but i think i was under presured since my ATM was previously one of the top scorrer during her time as a junior.
and my STM also 'inform' me that i should perform very well in my exam cos the staff under her never fail to perform well in the company's internal tax examination.

wow.. dispite all the presure.. i think i did not did very well, in the sense that i should continuously update myself with the tax knowledge.
and should be able to answer the client's question since it's a tax consultant's responsibility to be able to answer to their question.
erm... hoping for a better future la...

half of year 2006 has finished.
and there is annother half to go before the year end.

and now i guess should be my half-yearly review for this year.
nothing much had been done.
and i started to feel i'm slowing down.

now i wanted to gain some momentum when i work.
and want to try to grab as many as possible from my client and my senior.

now i start to learn tax again.
try to look at the acca past year question.
wonder whether i could be able to teach tax in the near future.
wanted to gain the momentum.
wanted to have the sharp sense... in terms of tax and when being questioned by client i would be able to answer their question.

the following are my plan to be executed during the year:-

1) improve my tax knowledge
2) to be able to drive to work by end of this year
3) to reduce weight by end of the year
4) to really tidy up my room and give it a brand new feel by the end of the year.
5) to have a week's holiday in Malaysia and relax myself
6) to keep in touch with poeple - friends from secondary, college and etc
7) to concern about my family member more
8) to get a double promotion next year
9) to pempered myself nicely!!!!!!
10) of course keep on blogging!!!!

sometimes i'm wonder why people are so afraid to deal with higher level management.

sometimes we deal with poeple like the company's accountant and sometimes just the accounts staff.

sometimes we would just prefer to deal with poeple who do not have autority and just following order.

but i do think that we need to deal with those poeple who have more authority, like financial controller or group accountant?

they are the poeple overseeing the company's financial position and they should be the poeple who are in a better position to comment about what i required from them?

sometimes i wonder why i so not taking care of myself.
and wonder why i did not give 100% of my life.

wonder what is good and what is not in my life.
wonder what should be my next step.

life is boring.
after you finished your studies..
get a good job...
after getting a good job...
started to think of get a car a house...
and at the same time getting a suitable partner...
and years after that...
you settle down and you get married...
and you have kids...

it sound so damn boring to me..
cant life be a bit more intersting?
even you can have a break form anything you want to runaway...
you have to come back to the realty of life.
that's you need to worry about money, your career, your parents, your family, your friends...

wonder whether there is anything exciting in my life that is going to happen real soon...
i'm not 18 or 22 anymore...
have to start to plan what i want i my life and
plan to settle down...(maybe i do not want to settle down?)

Sometimes i wonder why my boss complain me,
saying that I talk a lot and this made my work very slack.

and i answer her very c2pidly? i suppose...
haha why? cos i told her last time there is nobody to talk with.
yeah that's the fact.
actually i feel that i'm a very outgoing and talkative person..
and i know who to mix with and who not to mix with la..

know the limit.
learning how to speak well with other poeple.

Comparing an apple with an apple and an orange with an orange.

I wonder why people in this world always like to compare.
and thier comparison is not based on a fair basis.

why our group's people go back so late?
why we need to work so hard.

I enjoy the satisfaction of being able to finished the job earlier.
I think that's not fair to say that we stay back late is because we are not efficient.

I'm a little bit hurt leh..
huh ;O

I'm sorry I don't know who this number belongs to...
I'm sorry I don't know i don't have your number.

'bai tuo' I'm using the number for more than 5 years d.
and yet you are telling me you do not have my number...???

I guess I know what's the reason of not getting your birthday wish this year.
first of all... you forgot...
and secondly.. you don't have my number..
what a fake and lame excuse...

but anyway, what is pass is pass...
i think i would be looking forward for things such as...
who is treating me better rather than..
looking backwards for something which does not belongs to me.

yeah people like to compare.
yeah they always do.
but when there is not a valid reason for the complain.
and there is not worthwhile to make a complain.

have not really updated my blog recently.
have not really write about what i see and what i feel recently.

i do not know whether i'm really stressed out or my performance just going down.
i really need a break from what i'm doing now.
maybe a short break will do.
a nice and short one.

i wonder whether my boss would approve my leave.
verbally she say yes because i had been working very very hard

actually the reason behind myself working very hard is not because i'm really that hard working
actually is just because i hate to get compared with other poeple.
and it's very irritating that you got compared with someone else.
apple should be compared against apple and not orange.

sometimes i feel so unfair that you compare an apple with an orange.
but i still do not know how to express my dissatisfaction.

Day 1 after moving into the new office. I've yet to tidy all the files and stuffs... and I would post somemore new picture regarding my new office in the future... my new work station does not look like this now... it's even messier and I've put up a big planner targeting what should i do within this few months.

my old office place.. it's consider not as messy as before since i've moved most of the things to the new office place by the time i took this picture.

I did something crazy / I feel that it's very crazy this few days.
what did I do?

I stay up until 3.30 in the morning to finish a provisional tax computation for a company but I have yet to finish it and yesterday I stayed in the office until 11 at nite just to finish everything for my boss to review.

I was very presured this two weeks.
why?

Because my boss complaining my speed is very slow.
and I've let my client down.
I feel very bad because trough out the year I had already built up a good repo with the client from a very very not treating you very nice because you are very new to very close to you because they need your immediate attention to answer their question.
Because of client's trust I've been given the opportunity to handle all the special cases.
So i think it's a moving factor for the to stress myself further to achieve my dreams in the future.

Therefore I decided to challenge myself to my extreme.
I've been sleeping for less than 7 hours for the pass 36 hours.

But thank God it's a Public holiday in Malaysia today.
But I just feel weird that i wake up at about 6.15 which is about the time that I wake up for work.

Actually there is free vegetarian buffet near my house cos today is Wesak day.
I hope later I can eat a lot.

yesterday i had an outing with chin ann and soo wei.
we were very punctual and no ffk and stuff.
i like this feeling.
simple and no need to worry that your friend would ffk.
i like poeple who kept their promised and keep their words.

chin ann brought along strawberries which he bought from cameron from his previous outing.
and unexpectedly we finished all the strawberries as and when we were chatting.
since i'm not those type of gals who favour strawberries.

and we stay in the purple cane tea house and chat for more than 3 hours
and the tea was boiled until it taste like water.
and to my suprise that day there is not much poeple hanging around at the tea house.
probably it was a public holiday and most of the student are not to school and nobody is hanging around lo..

feel it is a nice nice outing.
and i have remembered that i have not seen soo wei for about more than 8 months.
remembering the last time we met, i was called by deloitte for to work.
and now soo wei also got her own job.

last saturday we are suppose to meet each other and have dinner together.
why? to celebrate my b'day that everyone missed out.

and here to story goes.
jean was busy since she have to work OT to rush for the company's closing.
and sam was having OT as well so he could not be able to join us.
and liew and chee seong was having classes for their acca paper.

i think that was fine.. and the outing jus left me, joo, hui ling and siew heoh.
and mana tahu this siew heoh last minute call for a cancel.
and we have to cancel everything.

for me i think it's difficult to gather everyone together at the same time since they have thier own thing to settle.
but i think not going to join because everyone is not coming is sort of rude.
more over you are the one suggesting the outing.
this would make those who already arranged for the outing very frustrated.
yes you can take any reason to reject someone's offer to go out with you,
but i think it's definately very very rude to cancel an appointment at the very very last minute since the person you dated might have purposely cancelled all thier plan just to accomodate the plan to spend some time together with you.

i think sometimes we have to act reasonable and considerate.
the world is run by you.
and there is many many other poeple around us.
we have to take care of their feelings as well as considering our own benefits.

listening to faye wong's song inside the office.
i think it's a very enjoyable things since i sort of like faye wong.

and sometimes listening to faye wong song reminds me of her.
it's very sad for me since she had already forget to wish me happy b'day for two consecutive years.
why? why? why?
what's the reason behind.

it makes me very very sad.
because my primary schoolmate sms me since she remember my b'day.
and it has been like 12 years we have not seen each other.

i'm still very sad.
dispite of being FFK by friends for last saturday outing.
i'm still hoping that i would be able to meet her in the street some time some day.
i would like to wish her happy and nothing than that.

i do hope to get her wishes in the future.

erm... maybe what i can do to make her remember my b'day is to take the initiative to invite her for my b'day party which i plan to held next year?
i wonder... and i'm planning for it.

sometimes i wonder there are some client who are very stingy in fees but very prompt in payment.
there are some client who are very stingy in fees and very late in their payment.

i've just completed an assignment for two expatriate and they already left Malaysia.
i was so 'pai seh' when i have to hand over the bill to the client.
because to me our firm's fees is quite high and we just bill them to the max for everything we had done for them.

i have gone trough a lot of hardship in preparing the tax return for the individual.
and i do learn a lot and exposed a lot.
and learn not to give empty promises to the client.
and learn to keep all that you have promised.

eventough i feel that our fees is very expensive,
they still make prompt payment within one week without given any discount and the need of chasing them for the bill.
i feel it's a good bargain to do business with japanese.
and they are those poeple who are very prompt with thier promises.

and i just feel that i learn a lot from them.
polite and keep to your promises.