tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

it's amazing...
from other people's friendster / facebook
you notice some changes which are happening in their life...

such as breaking up...
and getting married with another person...
and getting pregnant..
until she delivered baby...

the feeling is amazing..
i wonder why people get married so early.
why people wanna get baby so early..
i do not understand.

but looking at the story of my friends breaking up..
and getting married...

makes me think a lot regarding relationship..
i wonder should i move further/faster

but to me everything is still too early for to talk about marriage.
even we have been together for a benchmarking 7 years.
but i still think it's still too early to talk about marriage.
i wonder.

he is coming back...
he is coming back...
he is coming back in 20 hours time...

feel happy happy happy and non other than happy...
he decided to move back..
and move further into my life?

it seems amazing as he decided to move to S country...
but there are nothing much there for him...
and there are opportunity to come back and try something that he like and diff...

if u ask how i feel
i can just think i jus feel happy
but on the other side...
i lost my freedom to do something very freely.
sometimes he influence me too much in my life...

but good thing is...
i decided to learn learn driving...
must must must...
wish me to succeed :)

have been making small and minor adjustment on my blog.

such as taking away the music on the blog.
why? cos i dun have time to maintain the site that support the file and it would be outdated once every 30 days.
rather than having to upload it everytime after it expires... better take it away until i have better solution then i will upload it again.

annother feature is about the photo.
it will auto upload the photo that i have uploaded on picasaweb...
so you all will be able to see the picture that i've taken with my sony 770i as time goes by.
i think it's a cool cool way of sharing things.

the other cool feature
is the update on my friends blog using RSS feed.
once there is any new post on their blog.
i would be able to see it and i could easily notice who has updated their blog.
i like this feature since i see it from superstar3's blog.

basically my life bsides working my life is jus online and blogging and watch series online...
so... life goes on

had been working very very hard...
so that i can forget that i miss u much.
had been trying very very had so that i'm not thinking too much while we are seperated apart.

notice that you triped during your path to search for your job in sg.
but i think it just take sometime.
you would be able to get your job soon.
i'm crossing my hands for you.

i also triped during my work...
had been doing nothing much this few days...
no information which i required to prepare the tax computation are in...
has been calling the client everyday...
i'm tired and sicked of it...
wonder why the client are so bad and not so effective.
keeping on giving me empty promised.

i'm upset...
but moving forward...
i cant change my client...
but i wanna know how to improved myself and learn from my mistake.

on the other hand,
my october filing client
they are superb...
have been working together with them hand in hand for four round of filing and
i think people improved.
i also improve myself.
i'm moving fast towards my aim for the October trip.

:)

it has been rumours that the oil price will increase again...
and the oil price really increase recently for around one dollar and this would reli reli affect our live in stages and you will notice the stuff in the market are more expensive by 10 sen to RM 1.
when you cumulative the effect, it would sum up to a big hole in your pocket.

and today there are rumours that the petrol station all around malaysia will strike and close for dunno how many days...
erm... dunno how true this rumours is...
but just for safety purposes if your tank is about to empty, just go and pump up the petrol la...

i'm a bit updset cos he took my ms office disc without returning it to me.
i'm super upset...
i dunno why i'm so upset.

maybe i can just easily get a newer cd for that document.

just when i'm writing this blog...
he called again... and told me maybe he will be coming up to kl this weekend.

would it be a good news for me?
haha... i really really have no idea leh :P

miss him too much...
but when i see him i would think that i would have nothing to do...
jus hope he can find the job of his dream soon.

have not been blogging for around one month or two...
or i have been posting too little this few months rather than to post more than 100 post this year.

haha.. i'm just a little bit too lazy to do i guest.
but with my new second hand pc i guess i would be doing more blogging this month.
the main point is to release my tension cos i do not know why i'm so stressed up.
with my work and my poor performance.
i do not know what everything is going out for control.

i wonder and i wonder.
i'm slack and i'm doing nothing.
i wanted to work hard.

but the other part of me just refuse to do so.

so next i'm thinking whether to change the monitor of my second hand computer to a lcd flat screen, at least it would be better if i wanted to use it for my own good hoh...
erm...
i wonder...
when i would start to make up my mind to work hard
and not to be slack?

There are two bathroom one near by the living room and annother new to the master bed room

Master bed room view of the show house.. small small room with our big big love inside :)

Kitchen cum dining space and the yard is just right at the left hand side towards the end of the house

Medium room cum guest room of our new house

The construction of our new condo has been in the progress very very fast... the second 10% billing just right after two months of signing the S & P has reached my mail box last friday.

one full table of food for prayer during 端午节。got vegetarian and most of it is meat.
annother view of the one full table of food..
got fish, chicken and bak yi (meat ball) wow... very very nice oh :)

vege fish curry, vege and bak zhang..

i think the main purpose of having this 端午节is to let the family member have a good time to spend together with each other by having more and more quality time.

it's about 3 weeks or more i have not seen him.
tought we talk with each other on the phone and online everyday.
but the feeling is different when you talk to someone personnally
and talk to them on the phone or online.

sigh...

very very busy lately.
very very tired lately.

do not know what is my direction.
a lot of people asking me what is his direction
has he gotten his job?
those are question which i do not know exactly how to answer you guys.
i wonder how.

i miss him...
i really damn miss him.
i think my family members also missed him much.
especially ah ma...
missing someone who bring her to suppermarket
missing someone who would praise her for the good food she prepared.

me myself?
i also dunno whether i miss him much or not...
the feeling is complicated.

yeah... i miss him la...
but i told him you have to get your job before you want to come back and look for me.
hope that would be his motivation.
hope this can give him a great push... so that he would take more drastic action in order to get a suitable job.

since the increase in fuel price in Malaysia,

everyday or every week you would expect/you might be expecting the price of those necessity to announce their increment.

latest addition to the price increase family is the stationery.
yeah stationery especially paper.

i still remember one ream of "branded" A4 paper would cost me less than RM 10 during my college days but according to the papers the A4 paper would cost another 20-30% more due to fuel price increase and also the increase in paper price world wide.

damn it...

just when you are thinking happily that you have gotten a very satisfying increment early this year...
the government started to give you many shock such as
increase in rice price
increase in fuel price
increase in flour price
increase in stationery price
increase in house price....
so on and so...

so what's next?

another increment in our paycheck?

nah...
i think we just have to tighten our belt and be more caution
and more careful when we decided to spend.
depending whether you wanna spend luxuriously.
better stay at home and do nothing.
cos once you step out of your house you would start spending.

这是我们分开的第一个星期
希望你能够在新国实现我们一起建筑我们梦想的家园的愿望

好想你
可是不想让你知道
不想让自己成为你的牵挂
不想让你太担心自己
因为让你去操心的事情太多太多啦
寄人篱下 应该是辛苦的吧

希望你快些找到你理想的工作
希望你能够和我一样一起
很努力
赚很多很多的钱

我在这边也很努力
工作
学车
维系我们的感情

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this is the first week we are saperated

god. my sore throat came back..
god knows how torturing sore throat is.

cos he is leaving me to seek for a better job?
cos he is leaving me to let us have a better future?

scared...
i'm terribly scared.
scared my heart will change because of this.
scared of my dream will come true.
hope our heart will be together.

long long time ago, i always lost my mechanical pencil and i could not find it no matter how i look for it.
and one day i found one of the mechanical pencil slip in between by note book however, the mechanical pencil that has been with me since with form 2 has yet to found its appearance.

last week, i went to pack his things with my bf, and while we are packing i suddenly found my mechanical pencil in one of his bag. And the only feeling that i have for this 失而复得is "terkejut" other than that there are no feeling. Just feel glad that all the mechanical pencil that i had lost has come back to me.

Now when i tidy my stuff i realised that i just had too many mechanical pencil. i think i have had more than 5 same style mechanical pencil all together. weird???
maybe i just spend too much $$ on things that i like :P

你笑的时候 还是很可爱
好像从来不曾给别人伤害
多久没聚会了 你双眼眯起来
问我好不好

同一家餐厅 却变了口味
再怎么熟悉也不是滋味
曾几何时 我成了局外人
而无言以对

我已经不是你最好的朋友
是什么让我们生疏了太久
我生日才过 你也忘了吧
时间带走的比想象中还多

我再也不是你最好的朋友
分开以后默默一人往前走
有你的感动 我都记得啊
为什么那个最好的人却只能经过

想跟你说 我过得还不坏
善感的个性也都没有改
年少相知的人即使过一辈子
也无法忘怀你晓得吗

我其实非常感慨
总算还是能撑到现在
此刻才明白所有的无奈
都只是无奈

我已经不是你最好的朋友
是什么让我们生疏了太久
我生日才过 你也忘了吧
时间带走的比想象中还多

我再也不是你最好的朋友
分开以后默默一人往前走
有你的感动 我都记得啊
为什么那个最好的人
却只能经过

恍如隔世这个故事
回忆的结局剩下几个字
你说爱 终究是 一个人的事

我已经不是你最好的朋友
是什么让我们生疏了太久
我生日才过 你也忘了吧
时间带走的比想象中还多

我再也不是你最好的朋友
分开以后默默一人往前走
有你的感动 我都记得啊
为什么那个最好的人却只能经过
为何最好的人 都只是经过

keep on playing this song on my company laptop...
keep on remembering myself and you.

we are not best friend anymore...
this is what i told u...

this is the feeling i feel when i told u that
再怎么熟悉也不是滋味 曾几何时我成了局外人 而无言以对
but i just really wanna dedicate this song to my dearest friend...
hope she catch it :)

I think this is the 3rd/4th time i go to Kluang together with my bf. Nothing much in Kluang.
and the following are something new for me during this trip. This is the new food i tried that i had never tried before when i'm in Kluang. Do not find it in KL they call it "Kuey Teow Kia" (Small little Kuey Teow) and it's atcually Kuey Teow in Herbal Soup together with "lo" egg, "lo" vege instestent, "lo" tou fu and "lo" vege pork... taste nice... looks like the one i saw my friend taking during dinner time before i taste it. Just that the one she eatting is real thingy and this one which i'm showing is actually fake one.. (vege).

Besides that nothing special, breakfast at the Real Kluang Station which they name it Kluang Railway.. The food is cheap and nice (but quite pricy thou cos eating in a small town like Kluang). No picture is to be shown as it was being blog in previous blog.

After the trip at kluang, we went to JB Tebrau city as well. However no picture was taken cos busy shoping and no time to take picture lo...

on the way back to KL from Kluang we went to visit the dragon fruit farm again... this time went to see how big is the organic farm rather than having lunch there. bought some stuff back also... have not really fully look at the organic farm yet.. maybe will do it during my next trip :)

today when i login to IRB's website i realised there is something different
and an Mandarin translation of the Form BE has been uploaded to the IRB website.

and if you want access ti the Mandarin translation, you can login to IRB website and click forms and you will see some Chinese writing and you just need to click it and the Chinese translation of the Form BE will be loaded.

I would give a round of a plause to this action taken to translate the Form BE to mandrin. Actually i think a lot of the older generation of chinese who doesn't know english or malay well would benefit a lot from this effort taken to help those who are weak in Malay or English :)

我和她她和他
我们都爱她

李：别说话来一杯 呛口的Chivas
男人帮不怕辣 却被爱打垮

周：头发乱脸色差 事情再复杂
总会有解答

李：我和她她和他
我们都爱她 放不放让不让
都不是办法

周：当逃兵装伟大
再这么婆妈 你肯定失去她

李：可她接受我玫瑰花

周：你还不送她回家
你算是男人就应该勇敢吧

李：可我却害怕最后伤害会是她

周：想太多 理智的想法
不能证明你有多爱她

李：想问个明白却怕会为难她

周：却急着想要知道她的选择吧

李：好挣扎

周：问题在于你 并不在于她

李：我懂我傻

李：我和她她和他
我们都爱她 放不放让不让
都不是办法

周：当逃兵装伟大
再这么婆妈 你肯定失去她

李：可她接受我玫瑰花

周：你还不送她回家
你算是男人就应该勇敢吧

李：可我却害怕最后伤害会是她

周：想太多 理智的想法
不能证明你有多爱她

李：想问个明白却怕会为难她

周：却急着想要知道她的选择吧

李：好挣扎

周：问题在于你 并不在于她

李：我懂我傻

周：你算是男人就应该勇敢吧

李：可我却害怕最后伤害会是她

周：想太多 理智的想法
不能证明你有多爱她

李：想问个明白却怕会为难她

周：却急着想要知道她的选择吧

李：好挣扎

周：问题在于你 并不在于她

李：我懂我傻

我和她她和他
我们都爱她～～～～

just bought this album recently since the last album i bought for Gary...
yeah i just like this song inside the album.
He, She and Me..
Demo album meaning it's just a simple album.
no MSG no preservative..
maybe it's not very tasty for some of us.
maybe it's just the rite type of music you are looking for.
hope to enjoy this album...

there are a lot of job on hand recently...
a lot of additional job pop up as well..
wonder whether i can take it.
wonder how should i manage my time.
wonder whether should i get more effective

i'm bad in everything
and getting worst...
hate this feeling.
wanna improve..
wanna be better.

insist of doing something and not insist of doing annother thing.
sometimes i wonder why.
wonder why i'm emotionally affected when people around me are not doing the correct things.

there are challenges ahead.
i need to plan ahead so that i can really face them...

wishing myself having a better weekend ahead...
super streesed out