tOm@kO's life ~*_*~

do not undestand...
is it taking responsible is a difficult task??

it's difficult
no co-operation
no work together
you assume this
they assume that

at the end nothing turn up
at the end wasting people's time
and no result and no outcome

waste of time

wrote very little this month
a friend "advice" me not to disclose too much
but well this is my place i can do whatever i like
nothing would be a restriction for me rite?

just a bit tired
need some balance back
i'm searching for the balance

gambade and please please
have speedy recovery :P

小朋友，我不知道什么时候得罪你啦！
你就做做好人!!!
当做为自己积德。
去远一点搞你的小圈子吧！

有一日咱若老 找无人甲咱友孝
我会陪你 坐惦椅寮 听你讲少年的时阵 你有外
吃好吃丑无计较 怨天怨地嘛袂晓
你的手我会甲你牵条条 因为我是你的家后

阮将青春嫁置恁兜 阮对少年跟你跟甲老
人情世事已经看透透 有啥人比你卡重要
阮的一生献乎恁兜 才知幸福是吵吵闹闹
等待返去的时阵若到 我会让你先走
因为我会呒甘 放你为我目屎流

有一日咱若老 有媳妇子儿友孝
你若无聊 拿咱的相片 看卡早结婚的时阵 你外缘投
穿好穿丑无计较 怪东怪西嘛袂晓
你的心我会永远记条条 因为我是你的家后

阮将青春嫁置恁兜 阮对少年就跟你跟甲老
人情世事嘛已经看透透 有啥人比你卡重要
阮的一生献乎恁兜 才知幸福是吵吵闹闹
等待返去的时阵若到 你着让我先走
因为我会呒甘 看你为我目屎流

watching and seeing some of the friends getting married and giving birth this year
seems very very touching to me
and i remember this song
which is very touching as well.

but.. seems like i'm not ready for it yet
why?
there is a question mark left inside my heart

Strawberry flavour teddy bear teached us bad people can never be nice cos they jus pretend to be nice... when they finished using you... they are still bad people...

今年又收到最后的红包了
收到最后的红包
包红包的人都会比往年塞比去年更多的钱
(那以后包红包给我的人，千万不要包比往年大包的红包)
这样会让我很担心的



心里有种预感
以后就不要再收这种红包啦

包这两封红包的人
都在我生命中不一样的阶段
扮演着不一样的角色
红包我会好好收着
就好像你们都已经活在我心底
很深很深的地方
永远想念你们

昨天晚上，下了一整晚的雨。
看见玻璃上的水珠不知道是泪水还是...
你的容貌已经渐渐模糊了
还听见许多人在痛哭的声音
你不在
可是你已经继续活在我们的心里

給自己的歌

想得卻不可得 你奈人生何
該捨的捨不得 只顧著跟往事瞎扯
等你發現時間是賊了 它早已偷光你的選擇 (在帮岁月神偷打广告吗？）
愛戀不過是一場高燒 思念是緊跟著的好不了的咳 （还有初恋红豆冰哦？）

是不能原諒 卻無法阻擋
恨意在夜裡翻牆
是空空蕩蕩 卻嗡嗡作響
誰在你心裡放冷槍
舊愛的誓言像極了一個巴掌
每當你記起一句就挨一個耳光
然後好幾年都聞不得、問不得女人香 （想念林忆莲了吗？）

往事並不如煙 是的
在愛裡念舊也不算美德
可惜戀愛不像寫歌 再認真也成不了風格
我問你見過思念放過誰呢 不管你是累犯或是從無前科
我認識的只有那合久的分了 沒見過分久的合

歲月你別催 該來的我不推
該還的還 該給的我給
歲月你別催 走遠的我不追
我不過是想弄清原委
誰能告訴我這是什麼呢
她的愛在心裡埋葬了、抹平了、幾年了仍有餘威

是不能原諒 卻無法阻擋
愛意在夜裡翻牆
是空空蕩蕩 卻嗡嗡作響
誰在你心裡放冷槍
舊愛的誓言像極了一個巴掌
每當你記起一句就挨一個耳光
然後好幾年都聞不得、問不得女人香
然後好幾年都聞不得、問不得女人香

想得卻不可得 你奈人生何
想得卻不可得 情愛裡無智者

鬼才，绝对精彩的一首歌

人生总是无常，生命总是短暂
如果跳下去就可以把问题全部都解决的话
很多人都会/可以那么样做
可是当你离开的时候
活下来的人
...应该如何去承受和承担
没有你的日子

想对一个曾经很照顾我长大的人说
希望你走得安详
希望大家会随着你的离开可以好好地过他们的生活
也希望你可以在另一个地方找到你需要的解脱

feel a bit down when see there are not much saving left in the bank
huge cash outflow lately
struggling

wondering when the hole can be covered up
feel the stress
is taking over my emotion

talked to people whom i think is closed to me
did not get the answer i needed

maybe cos he is also struggling too
wonder how
wonder why

is this what i want?
is this what i need?

seems like i'm not getting anything out from the cash outflow
do not see immediate benefit

being stressed out too much
being bugged every morning

give me a break
i do not need kit kat

i need silence
i need peace of mind

but GOD please guide my heart
which i feel myself lost

please show me an answer -_-

heard this song over the singing competition.
liked the lyrics
sound so suitable for my friend..
who is in the process of chasing his goal



Hmmmm yea yea yeaaa

You know where I come from
You know my story
You know why I'm standing here
Tonight
Please don't go
Don't be in a hurry
I'm here to make it clear
Make it right

Well I know I've acted foolish
But I promise you no more
I've finally found that something
Worth reaching for

I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to lie to you
I'm here to say I'm ready
That I've finally thought it through
I'm not here to let your love go
I'm not giving up oh no
I'm here to win your heart and soul
That's my goal

Please don't go
You know that I need you
I can't breathe without you
Live without you
Be without you
Well I know I've acted foolish
But I promise you no more
No more

I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to lie to you
I'm here to say I'm ready
That I've finally thought it through
I'm not here to let your love go
I'm not giving up oh no
I'm here to win your heart and soul
That's my goal

Well I won't stop believing
That we will be leaving together
So when I say I love you
I'll mean it forever and ever
Ever and ever

I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to lie to you
I'm here to say I'm ready
That I've finally thought it through
(Oh I'm ready)
I'm not here to let your love go
I'm not giving up oh no
I'm here to win your heart and soul
(That's why I'm here babe)
Yes I'm here to win your heart and soul
That's my goal
That's my goal



what is your goal?
did u let it goal?
wish that you are able to chase for your goal and do not let it go

if you are using IE 8 like me with google tool bar installed
you might notice your convenient new tab page which displays pictorial links to up to nine websites you visit most/nine recent browser is gone (sudah hilang!)

so i found the answer here
thank you Microsoft for asking google to retire this function which is very very useful

why so selfish when other's add on had made your new tab page so powerful and interesting?
i'm a bit disappointed with MS's decision
it's to their benefit and not to user's convenient

so now i'm asking myself whether to stop using IE 8
and choose FireFox / google chrome

so i should say bye-bye IE soon!!!!

this morning got somebody ask me whether my boss is leaving
i have no idea
i always heard that he is leaving

but i have no idea when
i'm very comfortable
thought sometime not very ok
but overall i found he is good

seem like there is another blind spot for me lur

saw my friend’s tag line is t(-”-t)
so i asked him “wat about all the t(-”-t)”

he replied
“i saw it from my sis’ gtalk
and i felt very cute
ITS DAMN CUTE OK”

not being very good at looking at this kind of symbol
i question further “wat that represent?”

then suddenly i look from far a bit i realised
t(-”-t)

then i told him “banyak 3D oh
mus wear 3D glasses baru nampak”

so thanks for entertainment to end a great day

heard this song over the radio
Acappella version



Michael Jackson Medley done in a really awsome way :)
all the song just blend in nicely
super cool :)

Finally the day Forever After is here
~ SHREK THE FINAL CHAPTER
saw the advertisement on sprint highway and realised it will start to show in 3D from 21st May onwards.



My friend said he wanna watch the Shrek Forever After. But unfortunately he declared himself as broked.

so we still went on to watch the movie with another friend

the movie was nice
and not like just another same old story Forth instalment of the same movie
same charater which made you fell in love with Shrek the movie
yes they are definately going to make you fall in love with them again

i like the way that the music was inserted in between the scence
not the full songs but the part of the lyrics which are very catchy

"hello... is it me you looking for??"
scene where donkey meet his wife again :)

point to ponder
what would you give up to fall in love again with the person you love?
people do not know how to treasure what they have
they started to realised this when they have loose what is most important to them
so??

enjoy the trialer... and please go into the cinema and get yourself entertained :)

yesterday i was discussing with my friend and i said i wanna introduce my long lost friend to him (if i eva find her).
but this morning
i was wondering..
what if my long lost friend here is married?
or better, enjoying her single life?
or... not interested in ....???

so.. it might be i think too much
well...
the most important step is
please i need to find this ms lim out first

seem like she is still staying around here somewhere in kl
but where is she
why she reluctant to contact me leh?

yesterday morning
suddenly think of searching my friend's name on FB
so just type her name
and her profile did came out

jus realised she is working a block next to my office
so i sent her a sms to check out with her
yeah she is working near my office
hopefully can meet up with her soon

but being searchable in FB and the web
is this a good thing?

remember the you help me, i help you deal?
but the 398 people jus acidentally do not know about the deal
and acidentally vote in the wrong box.

so S land people have to wonder whether the deal was called of?
so what about the future flood which are going to occur in the future?
so people of S land going to "makan sendiri"?
cos lu bo help wa, wa bo lui to give u...
better i spend it for the national badminton team
so they dun sia sui the country again?

well
sorry to hear the deal did not come true
i would think we have to say
better luck next time
or you should offer more?
but hoh... isn't the money part of the rakyat's sweat and blood?
i have no idea
and i do not know whether the national accountant would made a report of how many million of Rakyat's money being spend in funny funny way

Do you know that Malaysia'sTeacher's day falls on today May 16?

here i wanna wish my primary skool teacher,王月明老师 happy Teacher's day
thanks for the fond memory that you have given to us during our two years as our primary teacher :)
and thanks for setting your colleagues aside and choose to sit together with us :)



thanks to the wedding dinner of Dr Kenny Loh Kien Woon which enable us (一班民众 95年6F班的同学)to have the opportunity to have a small gathering with 王老师 and we took the above photo. which i would like to call it 七星(or 猩？/小猪)伴“月”

i guess everybody was very happy last nite
having the opportunity to speak to 王老师 again

for those who did not attend, please do not feel disappointed :)
we are trying to organise a private BBQ party coming up soon
so... remember to save the date on your calendar :)
Do not arrange for any travelling trip end of August
Details of the event to be announced later :)